WHY DID SHE JUST SAY I WAS A KID 🥹 I AM SOBBING VIOLENTLY STOP IM DONE FUCKKKKK

wake up hungry, go to sleep hungry, wake up the next day thinner.

i wish i could be clean for even a day...

GUESS WHO FINISHED THERE MIDTERMS!😀.    like damn…who would have thought I would have to take 3 midterm tests that come with 2 packets! AND THEYER THICK AS FUCK!? nah bro, b/c tomorrow I have to do it again💀Not my own suffering giving me ideas for a new ff🤨

currently talking to the dude im pretty sure im in love with about the date he went on today

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have officially third wheeled for the first time and it feels like shit

well

why do i feel like I’m in a toxic relationship rn when I’m literally single lmfaoooooo

i love when she ask if if i’m ok ( no i’m not fucken ok i’m far from fucken ok i’m in love with you an everything you do or say i just look at an repeat like some fucken doll like i’m not ok or anything that has to do with ok ) i just say ofc i’m ok how are you ? are you ok? have you eaten or drank any water ? ( WHY DO I GO OUT OF MY FUCKEN WAY FOR SOMEONE WHO SEES ME AS A CHILDDDD) anyways i also love when she’s like awh ladybug why are you crying ( BECAUSE YOU DONT LOVE ME THE WAY I LOVE YOU i just wanna be yours an in your arms an sleep next to you at night an just ahhh ) an i just say oh a book i’m reading it’s really sad lol WHY DOES SHE MAKE ME SO VUNERBLE ahhhh this girl is gonna be the death of me ( i’ve been saying this for 4 years now )

when no one has written the exact fic to scratch a very specific emotional itch and you absolutely do not have time to write it yourself but you still want to read it dammit

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i wish smartphones had never been invented for realsies. the things i would do if i wasn’t straight up addicted..

i just wanna live in my head forever

ya know. every once in a while. u should just take a break, open up a playlist and just lay in bed and stare at the ceiling.