After an entire night of crying and wishing was dead.. I'm exhausted and over life. I'll see you when I see you, I guess

Why the fuck can't I look like gerard way. Like he's so pretty and handsome. He looks like the prettiest girl but also the prettiest boy ever and its so unfair that he can look like that.

Like.

This man is perfection.

He looks like a sassy as fuck girl but a hot as fuck guy.

i hate not being seen as a boy i hate it so much i try so hard to look like all the other boys and it never works im just a girl to literally everyone outside my friends i hate it i hate it i hate have boobs i hate having a high voice i hate the way i look i hate how i cant be pretty like boys do im so tired of it dude i try and try and try and its always she/her girl daughter sister no matter what i do im just a girl in everyones eyes and i wish pppl could see me as a guy and know me as a guy i genuinly hate it sm i wish i was cis idefc about being a cis boy i could be a cis girl for all i care i just hate being trans so much i wish i could have just not been trans

My boyfriend doesn’t see me as a guy yet (i asked him)… he doesn’t see me as a girl either but it still really hurts

I hate being trans. Will I ever get to just be a normal guy? That’s all I want but I can’t have it. I hate not feeling comfortable in my own skin. I feel disgusting. I feel like I’m not safe anywhere and no one really sees me. No one should have to feel this way ever, yet here we are… When will this end?

I don't get cis people--

I am sorry, what on earth do you mean you thought I identified as a girl???? Bro, I've got a trans pin on my bag, cut my hair short, wear stereotypical masculine clothing and go by a traditionally male name. Why can't you connect the dots?

Am i asking for too much here?--

i don’t want to live in a world where everyone wants me dead and says i’m wrong

starting to doubt being trans. like am i really more than my body at all. or am i just an addition to it and i should go along with it, even if i hate it. will it even matter whether i was happy or not in the future? im not going to do anything spectacular i think so im not even sure what the point of this is anymore, if i acted normal people would like me more anyways.

not to bring down other trans people, im talking about me specifically. i think you guys are great and im glad you guys are finding yourselves. im just having a bit of trouble i think

Ik I'm a boy and all, but I don't look like one. And the worst part is, I don't look like a girl either. I'm just ugly. People only think I look like a girl bc I was born like one. I look so alienating compared to everyone else. I look disgusting next to pretty girls and I look gross compared to cool guys. I'm never gonna get what I want.

Why is my existence so wrong?

me looking at cisgender people

(why couldn’t i have been born a boy. why couldn’t i have been happy being a girl.)

Just another year of gender and voice dysphoria and also wanting to die.

I'm so tired of being trans.

girl: hi

me: hi!

cis guy: hi

me: *polite high voice* hello good sir you sir me hi i- hel- hey

Being transgender is so lonely and isolating. Maybe I’m just in the blues. But it’s a uniquely frustrating experience wanting to be interested in people or having people be interested in you, but you can’t act or reciprocate because if they knew the real you they might hate you, or hurt you, and “passing” just becomes a badge that reads as “they’d only want you if you were cis”, and you’re a trickster, a deceiver, and you don’t even want to risk a taste of the disgust they might have for you.

i am so tired like so fucking tired

recently my mom has started using masc pronouns with me and I just.. don't know how to feel, because although I never hid that I was a boy I never told her either.Just wondering if I should,maybe she won't hate me as much as I think she will