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How would Dark-Yandere!Farmer react to finding reader taking Polaroid photo shoots of his retired senior dogs in silly clothing like sunglasses, hair clips, etc. Btw love your writing keep up the good work!🫶🏼
Dark-Yandere!Farmer x GN!Reader
TW - Readers def developing Stockholm Syndrome or something of the sort, nothing else though this fix is sweeter as an apology for the intense one last time about reader being punished. This was meant to be a qick paragraph or two as an answer but I got to deep into lore and this sweet scenario as it’s a side of him we don’t see much. Thanks for the idea glad you’re liking this blog❤️
I’ll proof read later
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You’d expressed an interest in his old cameras after he let you rummage through a few boxes he’d stored away. In a box he’s got a old digital camera a Polaroid one and then a really fragile one that’s much older than the rest, you didn’t dare pick it up in fear it would fall adapt just by touch. Then at the bottom of the box, a few images, some developed film some printed. You recognised him in some home images or family portraits, he looked like a happy kid with a cheesy grin sometimes even pictured on this very farm but most of them look to be taken in a small town house.
It’s weird to imagine at one point he was just a normal kid, living a normal life, photos of him blowing out candles on his birthday or with some older family members reminded you that no ones born ‘bad’. Makes you wonder why he’s the way he is now, what happened?
A part of you wanted to take one of those sweet images of him as a child and hide it away, to uncover and re-remind yourself he’s not a living monster but a human and a kind one at times. To ground yourself when he gets angry and all you can see him as is a living demon. To set the aspiration that if he was once so -he can be again.
You recognised a woman from the images as his mother because he kept a image of her in the bedside draw, she looked loving and kind. But he’d never talk about her, answering your careful questions about her with “she was a good mother” or “she was an admirable woman” he seemed emotionally withdrawn about it so you didn’t push it. You figured since she’s dead he’s just remembering her face.
The rest of the pictures seemed to be from the building of this farm, dated on the back in scruffy hands writing, maybe by his father or grandfather. You could look through this pile of history for hours, not just to learn more about your captor but about the history of this place and the his family that he’s so reluctant to talk about.
The ladder to the attic creaks behind you and his distinct heavy boots land with a thud and groan on the ladder steps “what’s got you so occupied up here?” You felt like you’d been caught looking in something you shouldn’t have despite having permission “j-just these cameras, I had a polaroid camera once” you turned to him showing him the old camera, he now off the ladder and standing over you.
“Hmm, old thing -maybe older than us” he gently took it from you hands to inspect it “probably still works if you want it, not any use just sitting up here” he hands it back “thank you” you reply with a smile he waves you off and crouches down beside the box with you. He shuffles through it completely ignoring the images from his past and he rummages in search of something “No film stacks though, I’ll pick some up from town next time”
“Really?” You look over at him in excitement, he shrugs “sure” he stands up ready to head back down stairs “had I known you’d be so happy I’d have gotten you one sooner” he chuckles at your excitement over something so small.
To you it’s much more than a old camera to take up some free time when you get bored. It’s yours, you can control it, keep it for your own. You don’t have much things that’s yours anymore but the collections growing.
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You’d basically forgotten about getting film for your camera as a week or two had passed. But he hadn’t, he returned to the truck once again being one of may shops he had to stop at. But this time he didn’t have heavy bags of stock or material and tools for the farm but just 3 small boxes that he could carry in just one hand.
He sat down in his seat and extended his hand to give you the boxed, you furrowed your brows in confusion until you read one of the box’s. A big smile plastered you face when you got to the word ‘film’ “that should be enough to last you a long while” “thank you” you grinned giving him a quick hug out of appreciation.
Once you both pulled into the driveway of the farm you had already thought up many picture opportunities, and you couldn’t wait to get to it. The car parked and he gave you the go ahead “You can finally get to your photography, take some pretty pictures” you practically ran to the house to retrieve the camera.
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You’d been in the house for a hour or two at this point and he’d began to get a bit concerned, usually you’d come outside now and then or spend the afternoon in the barn playing with the animals. But no sign of you. He put the final nail into the fence he was fixing and decided to come check on you.
He got to the front door and could hear you laughing before even opening it “good boy Berty, you’re so handsome” his curiosity peaked at those words, he quietly made his way to the room you and presumably Berty the elderly farm dog was in and observed from the door frame.
There you sat, infront of Berty whose dressed up in various items and fabrics mimicking clothes. The camera clicks and your silent as you watch it develop, Berty still sits patiently. “We got the picture, look at how dapper you look” you praise him and he gets exited leaving all the items fall off his as he runs up to you to get pet.
“When I said pretty pictures I was envisioning landscapes or with artistic vision” he jokes still standing in the door way unable to not smile at such a bizarre but cute sight. You stand shocked for a moment, he’s not one to creep up on you, it when you see his amused smile you loosen back up. “This is artistic vision, and Bertys my muse, look at how handsome” you joke and show him the photo “it’s something alright” he almost laughs out.
“Hey, this is worthy of a museum, the composition the choice of colours the muse, it all tells a story” you continue to joke, he just shakes his head unable to wipe away his smile “as long as your happy, I guess” “I am, thank you again” moments like this you forget everything you went though and are able to exist in ignorance.
Those moments are becoming more frequent now especially since he’s began to become more relaxed, he wasn’t as authoritarian anymore, your sure if you pushed it he wouldn’t have a 2nd thought of going back to the way things were. There’s always that lingering threat but it’s not as pronounced anymore. You’re starting to see the love he has for you, sometimes unconventional and deranged possessiveness but moments like this, seeing him smile and joke you can delude yourself into believing he’s a normal partner.
He brings you in closer by the hips “you’re so cute” his grin is akin to the little boy in those pictures, you’ve seemed to restore a part of his childish cheer. He pecks your lips “I bet the barn animals are missing you, maybe you should take this photography session to them, I’m sure they’ll appreciate the attention”
And that’s what you did, dressed up the chickens though they didn’t stay still -the cows were great models -but a few animals tried to eat the accessories and clothing which made things harder. The farmer got less work done than normal that afternoon as he found it quite amusing and cute watching you through the cracked barn door trying to wrestle a bow onto a goat.
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Hi guys! So, uh. I am In Need of Assistance!
I need to sell 10 of these illustrations!
After 7 years of loyal service, my dear laptop is pretty much due to kick the bucket any day now. The screen is busted, one of the keys is missing, so I had to substitute a bluetooth keyboard, and now the fans are going out so we're overheating really really fast.
I use my laptop for my art, my writing, my social connections, my d&d games with folks from the First Drafthouse extended universe, and a bunch of other stuff, and I really can't handle losing those things right now.
If I can sell 10 of my 45$ voice portraits, drawings I make of people's voices as they appear to my synesthesia, I'll be able to afford a really cheap pc to replace my laptop, so! If you want to see what your voice, or the voice of a loved one, friend, or favourite character would look like to one person with synesthesia, please feel free to message me! I am also willing to do songs, episodes of podcasts, or speculative portraits of voices from non-audio-based mediums!
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sinsirellaxx · 3 days
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Please can you write more about Tom making Reader do an unbreakable vow like you mentioned in the Slytherin boys when they actually fall for you headcanons? I really like how you write him, you don’t hide away from the fact that he’s always gonna be some degree of toxic even if he’s head over heels for you and I find it so interesting! Xx
Tom Riddle – The Unbreakable Vow
Warning: Tom Riddle being the deepest shade of red. Not proofread.
A/N: Thank you so much! I'm glad you like my interpretation of Tom! I simply cannot see him as anything but toxic. 🙈
Hope you like it!
The first time he thinks of the Unbreakable Vow is when he sees you talking to another male student, followed by an unnerving dream about you leaving him for another in the following night.
Tom knows he has to be smart about it. He can’t show his true colors if he doesn’t want to scare you away. Nor does he want to appear weak in front of you.
After that nightmare he is obsessed with the idea of binding you to him for eternity – there would be no way out for you. No escape. And that thought pleased him greatly.
He would either coax you into it:
“Do you trust me.” Tom one day asked you while you were cuddled up in his bed with your head on his chest. His hand was absentmindedly combing through your hair, something you had confessed to loving early on in your relationship. The thought that he had never once skipped playing with your hair, whenever given the chance warmed your heart. The ever so cold and unreachable Tom Riddle, wrapped around your finger. With a shy smile you pressed your face further into his chest, drawing in a deep breath you simply answered with a short yes, drunk on his smell.
Your state of relaxation would surely work for his favor, so his free hand moved to your bare arm, drawing circles on your skin, and leaving goosebumps in his touch’s wake. The Riddle could practically feel you melt into his chest.
“There is something that I want to ask of you.” He continued quietly, carefully thinking about his choice of words. He knew you wanted to please him, no matter what, so, a simple request would surely not ring any alarm bells. He couldn’t b too aggressive about it.
You hummed softly, your eyes closed in bliss, urging him to continue.
“You are the one I want to spend my life with, but we are still too young for marriage. Which is why I want to prove my love to you in another way.”
He clenched his jaw when you lifted your head from his chest to look into his eyes – his tense muscles immediately relaxing when he noticed the blush on your face and your wide eyes. “I want to swear my love to you and make the Unbreakable Vow.”
Or he would force you to make the Vow – either with the help of the Imperius Curse or he’ll threaten/blackmail you into cooperating.
You frowned when you finally entered the Chamber of Secrets – the place your boyfriend had been disappearing to all the time. He had never wanted to show you – up until now. The place was huge and intimidating and the air was stuffy and almost suffocating. The abject vastness of the chamber was overwhelming, and you felt the desperate urge to flee. He softly pushed you further to the center of the room, the hand on your back eerily cold as you let yourself be guided to the room. A weird feeling settled in the pit of your stomach, the feeling of fear slowly spreading through your chest.
“S-So, what did you want to show me?” You asked breathlessly, desperate to break the silence. The absence of an answer sent a pang of nausea to your stomach, flinching when he turned you to face him, both his hands gripping your shoulders firmly. From the corner of your eye you could see movement, whipping your head around to see a masked person walking closer to you, with his wand in hand. Your whole body tensed as you tried to break away from Tom’s grip.
“T-Tom, what is the meaning of this?” You turned to glare at him, your voice painfully shrill with nerves.
Again, he didn’t answer. His grip on your shoulders tightened, his hands moving to grasp your smaller ones tightly instead. The stranger moved closer, placing the tip of his wand onto your linked hands.
Without another word you tried ripping your hands free, twisting and turning but his grip only tightened around your wrists – sure to leave bruises on your skin.
“Let go, Tom. This isn’t funny.”
“It isn’t supposed to be, love. Now stand still.” He growled, roughly pulling you closer to him again.
“Now, be a good girl.”
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sockysucks · 2 days
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HI TUMBLR!!
ive come to create a incredibly lengthy post about the new mascot horror game called Indigo Park
I need to ramble ( haha rambley ) about it as i have just quit twitter for an indefinite time for my own mental health as an autistic cannot last on there at all
anyway, im going to talk about all the reason why indigo park is so good and what i hope from it!! and any criticisms i have for it, i honestly dont have many even though its so early to talk about.
how i found out about indigo park:
UNIQUEGEESE!! naturally, i was watching one of masons past streams on his youtube playing FNF after having rejoined the FNF community after its update and finding out about the mod HIT SINGLE; the mod masons was playing( people know it mostly for the silly billy song ) and he had mentioned about him making a mascot horror game which i shrugged off naturally because i am not a fan of modern mascot horror as most of it seems to be low effort and genuinely unappealing, i knew he had made something that was definitely made with love but i didnt have the will to check it out until a announcement trailer dropped which i then saw snippets of the game and the characters and environment, which i was definitely intrigued so I played the game myself.
My thoughts playing the game:
and found it surpisingly good compared to any other mascot horror game, it was unique, genuinely had awesome character designs and very high quality’s graphics and beautiful models and lighting were stunning, again really surprised having endured the hideousness of other low quality mascot horror games, to then find a game with fucking great models ( unlike banban, 2 billion polygon remote or whatever lmfao ).
I started the game and to be real as a extremely gay furry who loves little silly furry boys i felt like i was gonna explode during every single rambley voice line and animation played and fell so in love with him, now a massive comfort character and ive draw. him like 12 times prior to the games first chapter being released like 2 days ago lol, ive never gotten so attached so quicky in my life which definitely makes rambley and indigo park a really special game.
I really love this game, the pacing is really well done, the horror isnt low quality, the like actual character models for lloyd and molly are really gorgeous, i just think the hair and some of the texturing is over done slightly, but definitely made me shit myself multiple times despite this, all while i was laughing with my new silly raccoon boyfriend 💜💜💜💜
hugeeeeww shoutout to team neutron for the the absolute gorgeous expressive rambley screen animations and the credits theme that left me almost tbe same way portal 2’s credits effected me the first time i ever played and definitely huge huge props to otterboyva for the super adorable voice of rambley.
what do I hope for the future of Indigo Park
I hope for the future of this game that content farms and bootleggers disregard it, but this doesnt give me hope seeing that one rambley plush that a company made before the first chapter even released that was completely unlicensed. I will be avoiding social media in efforts to not see people start shitting on this game if it becomes on the same level and milked by content farms like what happened to the amazing digital circus ( i watched this on the day the pilot released, and was equally devastated as many others to see it being used as low effort bait in shitty kids cartoons on youtube shorts )
in case you didnt see i did a little animation at the top of this!! very rough but yeah
I love tgis game PLEASEEEE i cannot wait to see more high quality content from this really passionate creative team uniquegeese/mason has formed
in case you wanted to play it for yourself, heres a link to the steam page!! the first chapter is free and a kickstarter started a couple days ago has been completed funded so…. CHAPTER 2 IS CONFIRMED!!
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joltyflare · 3 days
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Keep The Lights On (Sun X YN)
A very tragic short story in which Sun befriends Y/N when they wander into the Pizzaplex after it is abandoned, only to have Y/N be killed by Moon.
Warning: You die brutally by Moon's hands and Sun gets very sad.
(Also, I'd love to see fanart of my angsty stories so feel free to draw some and tag me!)
When the building had been abandoned so suddenly, Sun hadn't known what to think. Where had everyone gone? Why had the employees stopped showing up? Where were the kids he was supposed to look after? What was going on?!
These were questions that he hadn't gotten an answer to. He'd peeked outside the daycare to see that everything else had fallen into disrepair. The Pizzaplex really had been abandoned and he didn't know why. He did, whoever, know that it had been in this state ever since an earthquake had ravaged the building, causing even some parts of the daycare to collapse while damaging him in the process. After this, a crew had come into the daycare to remove all the balls from the ball pit and even take some things with them but they'd been in a hurry and hadn't even come back for the rest of their stuff. They had also ignored the daycare attendant and had ordered him to just stay out of their way...which was the type of treatment he'd grown used to from the employees.
Sun was trying his best to keep the generators throughout the daycare going. He didn't want to lose himself to Moon. Yet it was growing harder and harder for him to do this. Some of the generators had been damaged and sometimes Moon did manage to take control and turn them off, only for Sun to manage to quickly steal control back when he made the mistake of stepping into an area that was a little too bright. He felt miserable and alone. His pain receptors ached at times, reminding him of the damage he'd received that would seemingly never be repaired and only got worse as time went on. Whenever Moon took control, he did reckless things that damaged the daycare attendant's body further.
Then, one day, when Sun was pacing in some light cast by the generators in the daycare, you came along. You saw him there and approached him, able to see that the animatronic was suffering. You were there to explore the Pizzaplex just like many other curious people did. You made it to the daycare and saw that the former daycare attendant was still there and wasn't handling his abandonment well.
"New friend?!" Sun exclaimed when he saw you. "C-come into the bright spot, please!"
You did as you were told and Sun skipped right over to you, putting his hands on his shoulders. The tips of some of his fingers were sharp, as the casing that had covered the endoskeleton was missing in some spots. "New friend, y-you're the first person I've seen here in a long time! What's it like outside the Pizzaplex? I-is everything okay? Was it only us who were abandoned?"
You told him that everything else was fine and that the earthquake had only damaged the Pizzaplex, leaving every animatronic and attraction within it to be abandoned.
"O-oh." Sun released your shoulders. "I see. Oh dear..." He gave his head a shake and looked at you. "B-but I'm glad to see a new friendly face around here! You'll be my friend, right? Right?"
He leaned so close to you that his face became a blur. But you could see that his body was trembling and his rays were going in and out. He was clearly desperate. Clearly lonely.
You told him you would gladly be his friend.
"Oh, oh, good, good!" He clapped his hands together loudly and skipped back a few steps. "It'll be so nice to have someone here! My first friend in a long time! But...oh...there is one thing to keep in mind."
He took a few steps closer so that he was in your face again. His smiling faceplate was inches away from your nose. "Whatever you do, keep the lights on. Do whatever it takes to keep these generators running...and start by not touching them. Is that understood?!"
You assured him you'd keep the lights on and not do anything to the generators.
After this, you visited the Pizzaplex very often. You always managed to evade the other animatronics who wandered the place and reached the daycare without much trouble. Somedays you didn't even counter the other rogue animatronics. In return for your daringness, you were rewarded with Sun's friendship.
You and Sun had a lot of fun moments together. You mostly made Paper Pals and played with them. Despite the fact it was a childish thing to do, Sun seemed to have enough maturity to make it fun even for an adult. You learned that there was a lot of depth to his personality. You learned that he didn't like being ignored and that he had also been neglected by the staff before the place had been shut down. You also learned about Moon, and that he was an evil side of the daycare attendant that would come out when the lights turned out. Moon scared him so much that he hated talking about him, yet he made a point to consistently warn you to never turn the lights off or try going anywhere in the daycare where it was dark.
Another thing you learned was that Sun could be very overbearing. One time, when you'd been running away from a very uncoordinated and damaged Glamrock Chica on your way to the daycare, you'd tripped and scraped your knee. When you got to the daycare, Sun had noticed immediately and had fussed over your injury.
"Oh, Y/N, you need to be more careful! T-this place is dangerous right now!" He said as he looked at your scrape, his rays going in and out of his head. His fingertips hovered above your knee but didn't touch it. "Oh dear, stay right there and don't move, okay? I have some Fazbear bandaids!"
You tried to argue that it wasn't a big deal and that you didn't need any bandaids but he didn't care. He came back and gently applied a bandaid to the part of the scrape that had bled. "There, there, see? You'll be good as new soon! Now, please stay still! Today we will not be doing too much. You need to rest and not move until you feel better, best friend! Of course, I know you're not stupid and you certainly won't pick at your bandaid but still. It's better to be safe than sorry."
He then proceeded to chastize you for being reckless and informed you to take your safety more seriously when you giggled at him.
You had many moments with Sun where you realized how much you cared about him. You also realized he cared about you. He seemed desperate to not want you to leave him alone for good ever. Some days he didn't even want you to leave the daycare at all. You also didn't have the heart to tell him just how dangerous the rest of the Pizzaplex was. He knew about the disrepair but you didn't want him to find out about the other animatronics who were just as feral as he said Moon was.
One day, however, all this changed.
Your life would be cut short.
The generators within the daycare seemed to be faulty or, at the very least, unreliable. Two of them had shut off and Sun had been remaining in a corner of the daycare where the only remaining one- aside from one in the loft above the main area- worked. He said he didn't know if they'd been broken and insisted on you staying with him in that corner whenever you visited.
But, one day, while you were hanging out in that corner making Paper Pals and doing little puppet shows with them, the light flickered...then it went out.
When it did, you were unprepared for Sun's transformation. It happened so fast. First he was screaming for you to run away, then he was grappling with himself, trying not to change.
Then he was Moon.
Moon was just as terrifying as Sun had warned you about. He climbed on top of the table you'd been sitting at and crouched on all fours like some sort of deranged animal. "Naughty naughty."
That was all it took for you to run, just as Sun had ordered. You booked it over to the entrance of the daycare, your heart thundering in your chest. As you did so, you wondered if you'd ever be able to return... No, no, you had to return! Sun was your friend now. Even if those lights stayed off you had to find a way to turn them back on! Surely the generators just needed a bit of tampering, right? Maybe there was a reason for them all turning off and they weren't broken.
As you neared the exit of the daycare, you thought you could easily outrun Moon. After all, you'd been able to outrun the other animatronics that roamed the Pizzaplex. But you weren't prepared for his swiftness and agility. Without warning, a shadow soared over your head. Then Moon was in front of you, his red eyes piercing through the darkness as he stared at you.
"Where do you think you're going, Naughty One?" His faceplate spun as he stepped towards you with his hands in front of him, wriggling his fingers.
You immediately whirled around and raced back to where you'd been doing crafts with Sun. As you did so, you saw the light there flicker on and off for a brief moment. It was brief but it gave you hope. The generator was faulty but it could still produce light! Maybe if you got there in time, the light would be enough to cause Moon to change back into Sun. Then you two could deal with the generator and make sure it turned on. Maybe even fix the others.
The light flickered off and on again. You ran beneath it. As you did so, you saw that Moon hadn't chased you underneath it. He was prowling around the edges like a wild animal, chuckling evilly at you.
"The light won't stay forever, Naughty One," Moon sneered in his gravelly voice. "They will turn off...and you will nap forever!"
Then the light did flicker off.
You didn't have time to react. Moon was pouncing on you instantly. He threw you to the ground and raised one hand, extending his fingertips. They were so sharp now that there were practically no casings on them and they were essentially claws. Before you could even cry out in terror, he slashed them through your neck, delivering a fatal, bloody blow.
Unfortunately for Sun, he witnessed the entire thing through the eyes of Moon. He could see everything, as usual, and couldn't fight back in any way. He had to witness Moon's claws ripping open your throat, causing blood to pour out on the floor surrounding you. He had to watch as the life drained from your eyes. Moon threw his head back and cackled once you were dead.
Then the light turned back on.
Moon transformed into Sun, snarling as he grappled with him for control but was ultimately unable to stop the transformation.
Sun immediately crouched over your body.
"Y/N? B-best friend?!" He exclaimed as he looked down at you. When you didn't move, he let out a wail. His voice quivered with panic. "Best friend?!"
In a frenzy, he tried to shake your body, which only led to more blood gushing out of your throat wound. He shrieked in horror and set you down, his rays going in and out. He was desperate now.
The light stayed on. But that barely mattered now. He knew you were dead. Against all hope, despite his desperation, there was no saving you.
He got onto his knees and groaned, looking down at you. There was nothing he could do. He could feel grief flow through his circuits. Grief mixed with rage. How could that have happened?! He'd been too careless! If he'd allowed you to go turn on the other generators or fix them, this wouldn't have happened. If he hadn't allowed you to get so close to him this wouldn't have happened!
He hated his life. He hated his animatronic existence and how miserable it was due to Moon. Due to the way they functioned.
As he looked down at you, he realized he could never let this happen again. Not just the death, of course- he thought that every time someone died -but he couldn't let someone get close to him like this. No matter how much he wanted a friend, he couldn't!
After this event, he made the decision to hide in his loft beneath a small patch of light. He didn't want anyone to get close to him ever again, even if he sometimes allowed them to screw around with arts and crafts.
THE END
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who's the real winner if you're both dead in the end?
secret santa gift for @generalizingtragedy
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yanderespamton78 · 19 days
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ive already shown this to anyone who actually cares pretty much loll (anyone following the addison arg) but i might as well post it on here
this is actually the first proper animation ive done :'D like other than this ive animated a ball bouncing but that was more to test the software than anything,, lucky for me i consume animation memes more than i consume water so i know the basics B)
#i need to drink hmm#ok im gonna ramble in the tags about the process because i like rambling#that frame where hes looking down and saying “we're coming” was actually the first frame i did#this was gonna be a stupid meme wtf happened#i can show you the first image it was just joking about how quickly everything had escalated lmao#then i drew that and was like#“woag;;;;; ook so like what if i animated this”#twas GRUELING#it may not have seemed like it bc i didnt mention it when i was wokring on it but i wanted to keep it a surprise lol#anyways im finally free from this stupid animation I CAN DRAW PIN!!!#i ended up redrawing the first frame once or twice because it looked really really bad#then the last ones im still kinda unsatisfied with but i couldnt be arsed to change them#im still unhappy with the way he jolts his head back it feels weird#thing is because of my insistence to keep that one really cool frame in there i had to do it#basically i needed a way to get him from hunched over to back straight looking down with his face hidden at one point#and it ideally had to look very unnatural that was the general goal#but idk i thought that line where Slick called Addon blue bell was really FUCKING COOL#also in a voice message Turnip acknowledged the static#SO PROUD OF MYSELF FOR THAT URUAHGH GURAH GH GHH#YES!!! THE STATIC!!!! I DID DO STATICCC!!!!!#also i know thats probably not what Slick possessing Turnon looked like but thats how i visualised it lol#I was binging tawog while watching this B)#OK actual tag time woag#animation#beginner animator#addison oc#turn off the lights arg#not my oc#addisons deltarune#my eyes hurt
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penisbilt · 15 days
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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now
#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL#really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us#ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great#extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore#the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog#its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow#i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating#i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one#i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it#theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget#anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by#there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad#cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now#maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that#im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away#ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free#i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20#i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her#but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more#maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know#because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before#i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years#i dunno. i dont know#anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process#the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months#the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time#when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move#just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend
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eryanlainfa · 1 year
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I can't sleep cuz of pain, so here's the long awaited explanation post about the Youngjustice!Au for Vat7k (and tts/rta)
Donella is Batwoman and Ulla was Superwoman before she disappeared. Years passed and a new Super is in town : Superboy, aka Varian. So Donella sends her current Robin, aka Hugo, to keep an eye on the boy because she knows how dangerous kryptonians can be.
Hugo is transferred to Var's highschool. And they do not get along. At first. They Also meet as Robin and Superboy and despite not really liking each others they end up being friends.
Quirin catch up on it and confront Donella who doesn't deny anything. He is not a fan of her way of doing but approves the idea of his son not doing patrol alone. So he explains what is going on to Varian.
Robin and Superboy are forever stuck together at this point.
In the middle they encounter Impulse (kid flash if you prefer) and immediately learns his civil identity because the boy isn't veryyy subtle. It's Yong. And a bit after that Wondergirl finds them and introduces herself : Nuru. She's the one who wants to form a team of young heroes with them (to follow in her big sister' steps, who's Wonderwoman) and so the four of them become the Young Justice League.
And yes they're all in the same school. And their parents know (they mentor the team more or less)
Also the TTS characters are there. Rapunzel and co are known as the Titans. Raps is Starfire, Eugene is Nightwing (previously known as Robin), Cassandra is Raven, Lance is Cyborg and Pascal is Beast Boy (I guess). So far they're not very important story wise but they kind of babysit the Young Justice League whenever they're nearby.
The Brotherhood would be like the Shazam family because I still wanted them to be a group. Tho Quirin 'retired' from hero stuff after Ulla's death.
Storywise it roughly follows the original Vat7k, with the kids trying to find their place as supers, Hugo not taking Varian seriously because with his powers he obviously has it easy (it's false) and he's obviously too gullible (also false), and Varian discovering more about his mom and being a kryptonian etc.. There's even the 'Ulla trying to possess Varian' with Ulla's memories being saved within this one kryptonian ship hidden in the arctic (like her consciousness has been transferred to the ship or something). And obviously Hugo and Varian ends up together.
So yeah those are the basics ! So far. Changes might happen someday, I'm still debating on some stuff. I do have more details here and there I'm planning to doodle but nothing too crazy
Sooo yep, here you go
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chiropteracupola · 2 years
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king of wands / six of wands
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drawnecromancy · 7 months
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Sometimes my dad's friends are kind to me and it beats up the imposter syndrome in my brain a little bit
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emmaspolaroid · 3 months
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what a long day
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maburito · 3 months
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Man....I hate having a job.
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prommytheus · 2 years
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💞blown kiss💞
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lunarharp · 1 year
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never done one of these so i thought i'd try it.
my 2nd full year as an Artist.... developed a lot. looking back at stuff from a year ago is painful as usual. first half of this year was mostly takarazuka. in march i started "painting", in the summer i started doing "lineless", then i realised that's basically painting but now i understood it and was having fun.
in september i started doing tons of black and white stuff to clear my head and because i was so inspired by witch hat atelier.
i want to keep improving
#this isnt so much The Best Thing I Drew That Month as what represents the month artistically/emotionally to me.#like november was simply the persona 5 month. and december has to be lucifer.#(also i made a LOOT of comic-type stuff that isn't really represented in this image but was lots of fun.)#it's not like before 2020 i had never picked up a pen. i just Didn't Know Anything. i just doodled on paper and showed no-one#i feel like i both drew a lot in 2022 (which i DID) and still didn't draw or learn enough or at least not efficiently enough. =_=#i also finished two fics and worked on two zines. next year i want to print my own things and do more stuff. and make artist friends.#i barely socialised or did anything other than drawing. i'm glad i had so much free time but uhh i also want to Live More.#sometimes i feel like Getting Serious now and drawing Properly and sometimes i feel like stopping drawing altogether. idek.#i just dk.......#hope there were some people that enjoyed my stuff. it seems like there was. i feel like i'm at least at the beginning of the next stage#2020...we don't talk about that. 2021 ok starting to be able to draw. 2022 finally able to draw closer to what i want. i love a lot of it.#i guess that's something.#especially in sept/oct i was really inspired. i barely used the internet except to post art it was so good. my own world#i didn't use the internet basically at all in june either - but it was the total opposite. i barely drew at all. *examines myself*#onwards i guess................. *picks up my bindle*
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kiingbiing · 8 months
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