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pentechnics · 2 years
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OLAT Drabbles - Safe
Ch. 2 - Messages
Series Masterlist
Summary: Din's POV of chapter 2 in its entirety
Notes: This one was so fun to write! I honestly can't recall who requested this one, no such ask exists in my inbox. Maybe it was just me again and I forgot lol! (please tell me if it was you, it's very possible that tumblr just ate the ask because it was from so long ago sdfghjk) Regardless, I really hope you all enjoy seeing this chapter from his point of view. I am so excited to keep writing these -- so much more fun from his side of the story is to come! Please let me know what you thought, and if you enjoyed this please consider reblogging it!
Thank you all so much! ❤️
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Din parked his speeder bike in the lot and proceeded to help Grogu out of his seat. 
“You ready for another day, kid?” 
“Yeah!” Grogu cheered as Din knelt down and helped him slip on his backpack. 
“You know what to do if something happens, right?”
“Yes, Papa-”
“You have them call me right away. No matter what, I’ll come right over. And in the meantime, you use the moves I taught you.” 
“I will, Papa, I will! Now come on!” 
Grogu stomped in place before grabbing Din’s hand and yanking. Din heaved a sigh before walking Grogu over to the courtyard. 
You were already stationed at the gate with a bright smile on your face, giving a wave as they approached. There was a slight stiffness to your frame. Perhaps you were still intimidated by him. 
Din bent down to give Grogu a few parting words before watching him eagerly waddle towards you. Your shoulders relaxed at the sight, your expression calmer when you looked back up. You gave Din a nod before leading Grogu through the gate. 
Din stayed rooted in his spot, watching the two of you until you disappeared into the building. 
Anxiety bubbled in his gut, much like it did every time Grogu left his line of sight. You’d promised him Grogu’s safety, but a person’s word could only do so much under a real threat.  
Endless scenarios plagued his mind. This planet was still new territory that he had yet to learn. Its sanctuary reputation helped, but worry still weaved through the cracks. 
With a final glance in the direction of your classroom, Din turned and headed back to his speeder bike. 
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After fixing up the particularly banged-up engine of a small cargo ship, Din stepped out of the workshop and tugged out a small data pad. 
He tried to recall Fennec’s instructions as he tapped along the screen, trying to reach the contacts. When your name, followed by the identifying ‘Grogu’s teacher’ beside it popped up, he pressed on it and began to type. 
How is Grogu
Just as he was going to put it away, he glanced back at it. If the roles were reversed, he’d be freaked out to receive a random message like this. He thought about what form of explanation to offer before typing once more. 
I was told I could reach you at this address
He couldn’t stop checking the pad, even as he continued his work day. Two mere minutes would go by, and he’d be putting down his tools to pull it out and see if you’d responded. 
A little part of his heart sank whenever the screen came up blank. 
He kept himself from checking for a more solid five minutes as he tried to figure out the various parts of a droid, when a small ping sounded through the air. 
He dropped the materials back on the counter with a ceremonious clang and dug out the data pad once more. 
He’s doing great! He seems really happy today. Everyone’s having naptime right now.
Din let out a sigh, the weight of his nerves easing out of his muscles. Grogu was okay, and he was resting. He tapped the little response box and began typing. 
That’s goof- delete- good.
Why the little letters were so small, Din didn’t understand. He poised to continue typing, thinking through what else to say. 
“Hey, Mando!” 
Din looked up to see his boss beckoning him over. With a sigh, he put the data pad away and made his way across the workshop. 
“Roko needs a hand with the hyperdrive on the Gunship,” the Togruta said, walking him over to an outdoor work station. Din nodded and headed towards where his coworker was waving. 
“Thanks a lot, man,” Roko said with a grin while he and Din climbed into the cockpit of the X4 Gunship. “I’ve been tinkering with this thing for an hour but still can’t get it to work.” 
“Let’s see,” Din leaned underneath the control panel to examine the wiring. 
He asked Roko to bring a few tools, then had him watch while Din repositioned a few wires and connected others. 
“This right here should do the trick,” he said as he clipped and secured one last wire. “Give it a shot now.” 
Roko stood and fired up the ship. The controls sprung to life, the durasteel shaking with the engine’s purr. Din got up and checked the status reports.
“It’s up!” Roko said, “You did it!” 
Din gave a tilt of his head in lieu of a response. 
“That was a huge help. You just let me know if I can ever return the favor, ‘kay?” 
Din nodded and climbed out of the ship. He glanced back as he walked away, Roko’s bubbly tone still ringing in his head. Was everyone here like that? So far that seemed to be the case. 
He tucked the thought away and pulled out his data pad on the way back to his workstation, resuming the thought train of what message to send you.
His pace slowed while he stared at the feed. He didn’t quite have any other questions for you, but something didn’t feel right about leaving the conversation like that. You were taking care of his child, and according to Fennec’s friend you were also to help him through any potential troubles, both physical and mental. 
No matter how stressed it made him to leave Grogu each morning, Din definitely couldn’t do all that on his own.  
He sat at his station and typed out a short, 
Thank you. 
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Din couldn’t wait to get out of the repair shop and see his boy again. 
Once the time came he all but ran out to his speeder bike and jetted off towards the school. He parked in his usual spot and made his way to the courtyard, situating himself in the middle, where he could see all the other families waiting for their children. 
The perfect vantage point if anyone were to try something funny. 
Moments later you were walking out with the class on your heels and bending down to give them little farewell gestures. Din watched as group after group left the courtyard, the line dwindling down until Grogu was the last one standing. 
The sight of him alone made Din feel whole again. He grinned and let himself deflate, shifting his weight onto his hip. 
Grogu gave your hand a little tap before coming towards Din, a smile painting his features. 
“Hey, how was your day, kid?” 
“It was good!” Grogu said with a little hop. Din knelt down to his level. 
“Everything go okay?” 
“Uh-huh,” Grogu nodded, voice quiet. “Miss is very nice.”
“Good, that’s good.” 
Din stood and reached out his hands in a silent question, to which Grogu nodded. But just as he lifted Grogu into his arms, the little bundle’s brow furrowed. 
“Papa,” he said, “can we go back? I wanna say something to Miss.” 
Din tilted his head, confusion entering his mind. As much as he wanted to know what Grogu had to say, he wasn’t sure how to ask. He nodded and set Grogu back down. 
“Sure, pal. Let’s go.” 
The two of them walked through the courtyard and into the gate, passing a few other classrooms before getting to your open door. 
Din poked his head in and found you peering down at something on your desk, brow scrunched in concentration. He took a breath before gently knocking on the door. When your head shot up, he repressed a chuckle.  
“Sorry,” Din said, stepping into the room with Grogu beside him. “He wanted to come back in and tell you something.” 
“That’s perfectly fine,” you said with a smile, making your way over to them and kneeling down. 
“What can I do for you, bud?”
Grogu gave Din’s fingers a little squeeze. Din ran his thumb over them in response. 
“Thank you, Miss,” came his little voice. “... I feel safe here.” 
Din’s gaze shot down to him. Those were some of the last words he expected Grogu to say.
Grogu’s trust was not easy to gain. Not since his capture by Moff Gideon. Din’s throat suddenly felt dry as he considered what would compel Grogu to tell you such powerful words. And then there was the question of you – would you understand how big this was for him? 
The expression on your face was assuring that you were at least somewhat aware. Your grin split your cheeks into two, your eyes glossing over as you responded. 
What happened next was what really had Din’s mind twisting. 
Grogu held out his tiny arms to you, asking for an embrace. Din couldn’t help being shocked; now that Grogu had grown a little bit and gained more autonomy over who touched him, it wasn’t as easy for him to be comfortable with new people. 
Yet here he was, asking you for a hug. After just a few days. 
When your gaze lifted up to Din, he almost forgot to answer the question in your expression. 
The elation in your smile, the desire to fulfill Grogu’s request in your eyes, it was overwhelming. He took a deep breath before taking a step back and giving a quick nod. 
Damn, if anything else were to happen, he’d need to sit down. 
The two of you giggled in your embrace, your smile getting impossibly brighter. 
“Thank you for coming back to tell me that, Grogu. It made me very happy.” 
Grogu’s ears perked up just before he turned to face Din, his own grin taking up the majority of his expression. 
“And thank you for bringing him,” your voice made Din’s gaze snap back as you stood up once more. “I’d love to walk you both out to the gate, if that’s okay?” 
Din nodded and took Grogu’s hand. 
The two of them matched your pace; Din glanced down every now and then to see Grogu look between him and you, as if this were the happiest moment of his life. 
Din couldn’t help watching you. Every now and then you shot Grogu a smile, your stature confident yet relaxed. 
It was amazing. How had Grogu become so comfortable around you so quickly? So okay with being that candid about his feelings, so willing to let his guard down in your presence? Aside from the family, Grogu hadn’t done that with anyone since he began speaking. 
When you saw them off from your spot at the gate after confirming the next check-in, all those questions and more still bounced around in Din’s mind. He hardly registered the walk through the courtyard, not until he stopped to look back at you. 
Who were you? 
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“To begin, I’ve been noticing that Grogu’s really been getting along with the other students,” you started. 
Din drummed his fingers on your desk as you spoke, absorbing every detail of Grogu’s days since starting. His increased activity was relieving to hear; Din couldn’t help worrying that being away from peers his own age for so long would hinder his ability to make friends. 
“It’s a really good sign that he’s taken to being social with his classmates. He’s still a bit shy at times, but that’s to be expected given that it’s only his first week.” 
Din nodded as he recalled Grogu telling him about some of those classmates. ‘Li and Chia are really nice,’ he’d said, ‘And Jack always shares his candy with me.’ 
Din could only hope that those connections would stick. 
“One thing did come up the other day during naptime-”
Red alerts began to ring in Din’s head. His head snapped up to you, fingers falling still. Your face held its composure, a hand coming out in front of you. 
“It’s nothing I haven’t seen before,” you said, voice purposefully calm. “And we worked through it just fine.”
“What. Happened.” 
He couldn’t help the menacing tone of the question. He’d told Grogu to have you call him if anything serious happened; what kept him from doing that? A million possible scenarios ran laps around Din’s consciousness, his muscles growing tingly from the anxiety. 
“It was just a bad dream,” you said, “He came up to me and I sat with him and talked to him until he fell asleep again.”
A bad dream. 
Grogu had a bad dream. Din sighed and sat back in his chair, hoping with all his might that it wasn’t that dream. 
“Did he say what it was about?” he asked, unable to stop the crack in his voice. 
You shook your head. 
Damn it. 
“I don’t typically ask them because it can sometimes make them feel worse. From what I’ve seen the children usually talk about it on their own if that’s something they want.”
Din deflated as his thoughts began to run. It made sense, and you were right; a flashback of Grogu telling him about the Moff Gideon nightmare, through sobs and hysterics, after having had it three times and not saying a word, crept up and made his heart clench in pain. 
When he raised his head once more to continue the conversation, the look on your face made him freeze.
You were gazing at your notes, a certain kind of apprehension painting your features. Were you hiding something from him? 
You looked up with a start before nodding. 
Good – Din still had it. 
“He did give me a hint, though.” you started, glancing down once more before meeting his gaze. “When I told him that nothing could hurt him here and that he was safe with me, he asked me if anyone would be able to come take him away.” 
Kriff. 
Din’s chest clenched again, though now more so in anger, as he gripped the edge of your desk. 
“I told him I’d never let that happen, and I never make a promise to a child that I don’t intend to keep.” 
Your expression was confident. Secure. Genuine. Right alongside your words. 
Din sighed and slumped against the chair. He’d always been there whenever Grogu woke up from this dream. Always. He’d sit with Grogu and do whatever it took to calm him down before helping him fall asleep again. He couldn’t imagine how Grogu must’ve felt having that dream here. 
Especially since it had been so long since the last time it happened. Back when they were initially reunited, that nightmare occurred somewhat frequently, but decreased over time. Din scolded himself for letting his guard down. 
“Not that again,” he grunted, his free hand clenching into a fist on his thigh. 
Oop- did he just say that out loud?
His brow shot up with his head; you were looking at him with such concern in your eyes. It was jarring, but confirmed that he had. He let out a sigh and leaned onto your desk. 
“He’s had that dream before. It’s been… a while since the last time it happened. I guess I thought he wouldn’t need to worry about it anymore.”
He still couldn’t believe he wasn’t there. How did Grogu manage it, waking up from that dream, completely surrounded by strangers? And if that had happened while Grogu was here, why hadn’t anyone called Din?
But then another memory resurfaced; Grogu had asked to come back in here, and he’d said those words to you… 
You. 
You were there when he woke up. 
“Was that the same day I brought him back in after school? When he said he felt safe?” 
“Yes, it was,” you said with a nod. 
“Well, how about that... “ 
Din leaned back once more and took in the image of you. 
From what he’d experienced so far, you were kind, caring, and honest. You really seemed to care about the children. Even with the day of the nightmare aside, Grogu had nothing but good things to say about you. Din was beginning to understand why. 
You shivered the slightest bit as he stared, and he was glad the helmet was hiding the little smirk on his face. You cleared your throat. 
“I don’t take that for granted, by the way. Him telling me he feels safe means a lot to me. And I promise you, I’ll do all I can to make sure he continues to feel that way.” 
“I assume that’s another promise you fully intend to keep?” he asked, tilting his head. 
You nodded, brows rising up, as if you were trying hard to convince him of your sincerity. Din resisted the urge to chuckle, and gave a nod instead. He could only hope you were a woman of your word. 
Din’s eyes scanned the room around you. Various drawings hung about, different scribble patterns depicting a visual language only children seemed to know how to speak.
Luckily for Din, he’d learned Grogu’s dialect well. Well enough to spot it right away. 
The picture caught him off guard at first; he hadn’t expected that Grogu would include the Razor Crest. It had been so long, after all. 
In his peripheral, he saw you follow his gaze and smile. 
“Ah yes, he drew that during art time the other day – the same day as the dream, in fact.” 
Din couldn’t hold back a little chuckle at the thought. The mental image of Grogu furiously scribbling away, draining the life force from his utensil of choice to create every little figure was so clear. 
Sure, Grogu drew all the time at home. But it was rare that all four of them were in the same picture together. And with the Crest? Fett and Fennec hadn’t ever ridden in it. 
“Would you like to take it home?” 
Your gleeful voice pulled Din back into the moment. 
Take it home? He could do that? He could have it there and look at it whenever he wanted, just like all of Grogu’s other drawings? He tried to withhold his excitement at the notion, instead sitting up a bit in his chair. 
“... Would that be okay?” 
Your smile grew wider as you nodded and rose from your desk to take it down. 
That’s when Din noticed just how short you were. 
You were straining to reach the corners of the drawing, getting on your tiptoes to stretch your arms as far as they could go. It was almost painful to watch. 
Din rose and poised himself to help you take down the last corner, his arms coming up to reach over you just as you dislodged it with one last hop. 
You almost bumped into his cuirass as you turned, and he froze at the sudden proximity. An apology crept up his throat as you took a step back, almost bumping into the wall, but died out before his lips could form the words. 
You stared up at him, doe-like eyes that shimmered underneath your lashes, pupils slightly dilated. 
It was strange; your presence usually seemed so large, so confident and powerful. There was still a spark from you in this moment, but it felt different. It was as if you were a burning star, casting a colorful flame that threatened to consume him if he got any closer.
But there was something about it – about that look in your eyes – that made him want to risk it all and feel that burn.  
You straightened up and held the picture out in your hands. Din glanced at it, clearing his throat and trying to recover his composure before reaching out for it. 
The slightest pressure against the tips of his gloves was his only indication of your hands’ presence. He slowly met your gaze again, relishing in seeing the shine of your eyes up close. There was a slight nervousness to your gaze – not a fearful sort, but something else, which blended with that fire and had Din’s heart skipping a beat. 
He’d seen plenty of galactic wonders in his time, but you were the first one he encountered outside a spacecraft. 
Wow, he thought. Beautiful. 
His breaths grew slightly more shallow as he willed his mouth to say something. Anything.
“... Thank you,” he finally rasped. 
“You’re welcome.” 
The words were so quiet and light, like a soft cloud. Yet your eyes were still so loud, staring into his visor as if you could see right through it. 
Din swore he’d confess anything to you right then if you asked.  
He took the picture and stepped back, drawing in a deep breath and examining it up close before returning his attention to you.
You waved him back to the desk and finished your list of updates. He took mental note of each one, the buzz of the drawing and of your little shared moment still reverberating in his head. 
After the meeting concluded, you walked him out to the gate. Din looked down at the drawing in his hand; Grogu had used a myriad of colors to depict each of them. He and Din were at the forefront holding hands, while Fett and Fennec were just behind them. Fennec had a large smile scribbled onto her face; Din bit down a grin. They’ll be thrilled to see this, he thought. 
“I bet Grogu will be happy to see that picture at home.”
Din gave you a nod, now imagining the smile on Grogu’s little face. 
When the two of you reached the gate, you held out your hand for him to shake. 
“Until next time, then?” 
“Until next time,” he echoed, clutching your hand in his.
He was surprised at the strength of your grip; your handshake was solid, firm. He liked it. 
The phantom of your hand remained wrapped around his as he walked away. He clenched it into a brief fist, as if he were grasping an actual hand. 
Memories of the meeting played through his mind on the way home: the conversation about the dream, the detailed descriptions of Grogu’s improvements, the strange sensations that clouded his mind when he got too close to you. Every little move you made stuck out to him in some way, like there was something to learn about you from each one. 
And after what he’d seen from you, Din’s curiosity refused to leave any stone unturned.  
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missingn000 · 1 year
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THE GIRL!! SHE'S HERE!!! nobara officially has taken the W for best child introduction. unhinged and shedding blood like the absolute legend she is. she's gonna be a real strong personality to add into the fold of that side of the family lmao. nervous but covering it up, shy as hell, desperately needs therapy, UNHINGED WILD CHILD WHO WILL BITE YOU. gotta keep these bitches on their toes. not sure how she's gonna feel about getting picked up by the "muder all non-sorcerers" side of the family. my hope would be that nobara's connection with saori will give her some spine in relation to the issue, but i'm gonna hold all theories very loosely, as u are full of very fun (sometimes painful) surprises. maybe she's gonna single-handedly help getou sort out his shit! i believe in her :) also i have been happy to wait any length of time you deemed necessary till her introduction because ur writing is slay and fantastic and i fully trust your plans. but damn am i excited for some content with the tiny girlboss because her lack of reappearance in the manga is agonizing lmao. so now i get to see her written by the person who is providing the best jjk content :D thank u for the absolutely fantastic chapter! <3
THE GIRL IS HEEERE!!
she really had an insane introduction, you're so right. such a legend. i'm relieved you think it was worth the wait! i meant to confirm in my author's note that she couldn't be introduced earlier than this because her found family parent wasn't situated in the story yet, and it's crucial they start their character arcs together, at the same time. ah, well. i could go back and edit it, but...nahhh.
so true, she's gonna be quite the addition to the getou fam!! i'm so excited to write her dynamics with the getou kiddos (and getou himself. and ofc higuruma, but that's a given.) they're gonna be a lot of fun. stay tuned for her reaction to the whole murder all non-sorcerers thing! you're right that her connection to saori will play a part in her conclusions.
i agree, it's been way too long since she was in the manga T__T cmon gege give her back, this isnt funny anymore. also sdfghjk you think i'm providing the best jjk content? screenshotted and saved this to cheer me up when i'm feeling down because wahhh i'm tearing up ;__; you're so sweet, i'm gonna CRY
thank YOU for reading and sticking with me!!! <33333
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fabdante · 1 year
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7, 12, and 42 for fic asks
Thank you for the ask!! 💖 (questions from this ask meme here)
7. Any worldbuilding you’re particularly proud of?
This is a really good one because I like...love worldbuilding. I love expanding on a world in a fan fic. So there's a lot of worldbuilding I've done I'm really happy with! However a lot of it I haven't written about in published fics. And I don't want to ramble about specific headcanons too long, because I can and I will ramble about specific headcanons too long sdfghjk.
In general I'm really happy with the way I've chosen to characterize the world of the DmC reboot. I like Limbo City as this former industrial capital that's on a downslide where it feels like you could meet a burnt out angel on the failing subway. I feel like half of my motivation in wanting to start sharing reboot fic has been because I've just really come to love the world and how the characters interact with it. I also really liked playing around with how the demon realm works with each ring and it's respective ruler, since its implied there are other rings and other kings down there.
I also really love playing with Zelda's world in general. I like how a lot of the time the fandom treats the games as a mythos, because it allows for a lot of fun world building. But I've posted even less about any of that so I won't ramble too much. In general, though, I love a fantasy world that I can play around with.
12. Are there any tropes you used to dislike but have grown on you?
I've thought about this one for a long time but I can't think of any honestly.
I feel like the closest answer I might have is slow burn? Because I feel like when I was a younger writer I found slow burns annoying? But also I feel like I always liked slow burns in other works and now I don't even know how to classify the burn temperature of a lot of what I like to read and write so maybe slow burn. I definitely love a slow burn.
42. Have you ever received a comment that particularly stood out to you for whatever reason?
I had someone on Detours refer to the vibe it had as similar to a sleep over and I loved that. And on Pinky Promise, I had a lovely fandom friend refer to Vergil and Kat as 'the statue that admires the painting' and I'm obsessed with that. (Also literally anyone who has ever said anything about Crossroads of Catharsis and Contemplation, really the fact anyone at all looked at that fic means a lot to me so anyone saying anything about it stood out to me and made my day)
Also one time one of my beloved friends told me something akin to 'I can feel I'm going to need floor time after this one', it was very kind of them sdfghj
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belovedblabber · 1 year
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1, 2, 3, 14!
Oh these ones are so fun thank you!
1. Your first OC ever?
Well if we go way back when that would be a wolf oc named Aurora Borealis that I had when I was a kiddo kiddo sdfghj. She was a very angsty wolf, her wolf family was DEAD
I also had very elaborate toy ocs int he games I'd play with my little sister. But if we're going with first oc that I consider to fit the bill in terms of being an oc I used in a story and such, it would be Tamara(Tam). Although she was named Ta initially, I was 11 sdfghjk. Shortly followed by Meera. Tam is fun because you can trace my realizing I'm a lesbian through her various sexuality changes over the years sdfghjk
2. Do you have a personal favourite among your OCs?
I for sure have favored ocs but I can't pick a single favorite, and it also varies by who I happen to be thinking about the most at a certain point in time
3. Have you ever adopted a character or gotten a character from someone else?
I have not, although I've had shared character universes like the ones my partner and I write together, and we do share characters to a degree there although we each have our own we write
14. Introduce an OC with a tragic backstory
sdfghj okay well I'm guilty of having many with tragic backstories, as a tragedy enjoyer. I'll talk about Riel though because I want to talk about him more. He comes from a fantasy setting although I do want to use him in other settings as well. Grew up poor, joined the military to try to pay for medical bills, lost his entire squad and ended up the only survivor and just profoundly broken etc. There is a lot more nuance to his story that I'm not covering well here, but the man essentially views himself as dead and running on stolen time. He's fun I love him, I need to talk about him more
Anyway <3 for the asks I love talking about my silly little guys
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quicksiluers · 2 years
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🤡🧐💞 ✅
🤡 What’s a line, scene, or exchange you’ve written that made you laugh?
oh my gosh, i'm trying to think...so in a recent fic i did for stranger things, there was this exchange i had between joyce, hopper and dmitri and joyce just casually drops dmitri's name (cause i mean it's his name?) and hopper just looks at her like she grew a second head cause he had never heard dmitri's name before and he was like "wait what?!" and then joyce was like you trusted a guy to get you out of prison but not get his first name?? and dmitri is just kinda grinning off to the side...it was pretty funny in my mind lol not sure if anyone else thought so but!
🧐 Do you spend much time researching for your stories?
depending on the story, yes! my civil war stories, if they are surrounding a specific event or something, i try to research them a lot so i have it kindaaa correct. gotta bend for fictional purposes of course but i make it work. and doing research is half the fun! sure the us government is probably wondering why I've been looking up stuff about soviet russia a lot recently sdfghjk
💞 Who’s your comfort character?
well right now it's dmitri <3 bless the russian man, poor guy goes through it in my stories but i love him. but for a long time it was robbie reyes from agents of shield! I just loved him so much and i loved writing him
✅ What’s something that appears in your fics over and over and over again, even if you don’t mean to?
without fail, somehow i will always sneak in the fact that someone is sleepy and they have this really cute messy hair when they're sleepy lol i ALWAYS get it in a story where it fits. which is funny cause when I'm sleepy like that, i don't look as cute!
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theloverofdragons · 3 years
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The forests that bordered the regions of Fairglade and Greenguard were lush and abundant with life. The trees swayed gently in the breeze, the river bubbled and the plants bloomed under the sun. Everything was quiet and peaceful, save for a soft rustling sound that heralded the arrival of Quenelda as she emerged from the bushes, brushing some stray leaves off her white and gold hooded cloak.
“Well, this is the place,” she mused aloud (a habit she had gotten into, having been so used to having Two Gulps by her side), surveying the surroundings. “The plant Celestia wants should be around here somewhere.”
“You can find it by the blossoms on the ends of the vines growing out of the bush,” Lady Celestia had told her before she departed Sunbreeze Grove. “The petals are reddish-pink with white streaks, and it’s said to produce the most delicious tea in the Land of Dragons, if not the whole of Lore, and I would very much like to have one of these plants to grow in my garden in the Grove. Think of this as good practice for honing your senses.”
Inhaling deeply, the breeze ruffling her hair, Quenelda set off along the river bank, eyes glinting gold every so often as she examined the nearby bushes to see if the one Celestia was after was there, both from afar and leaning down to get a closer look.
For a while, she hadn’t much luck until her sharp eyesight caught a glimpse of reddish-pink petals. Crouching down, she carefully moved some other plants out the way to examine the petals and a slow grin spread across her face at the sight of the white streaks. “There you are…” Flexing her fingers slowly and concentrating the way Celestia and Elysia had taught her until her claws appeared, she used the tip of one to carefully draw a Nature rune into the ground in front of the plant, one which would protect it and allow her to lead Celestia or Elysia back to the spot.
It was fortunate that Quenelda was using her dragon senses as it meant that she wasn’t surprised when a voice spoke up, having heard the soft crunch of the grass. “You should be careful, my lady.”
Quenelda’s eyes slowly flicked up from the plant to the owner of the voice, who was revealed to be a dryad, standing in front of her in the shadows of the nearby trees. “Is there danger in this area?”
“Perhaps not this area specifically,” the dryad answered, their voice rasping slightly like leaves rustling in the wind. “But there are dark tidings on the horizon, bringing whispers of Doom.”
“Thank you for the warning,” Quenelda answered, calmly rising to her feet and brushing her cloak to get rid of the loose soil and leaves. “However, at this time I think it should be fine. After all, it’s not like I’m going to turn around and Seppy is going to be standing right there.”
An unexpected strangled noise came from behind her, sounding like a mixture of a choke, a splutter and a snarl of rage. The dryad squeaked with fear and vanished back into the trees as Quenelda slowly turned around, her eyes widening as the source of the noise was revealed; standing by the river, clenching his sword in his armoured fist was Sepulchure himself.
Sepulchure stared at Quenelda.
Quenelda stared back at Sepulchure.
The increasingly awkward silence was eventually broken by Sepulchure, face darkening under his helm. “Y–”
Before he could finish, however, Quenelda raised her hand and flipped up her index and middle fingers sideways before vanishing in a flash of light, leaving behind a bewildered and more than a little enraged DoomKnight, and reappearing on the sofa in the penthouse of the Primary Dragons’ lair, where Orion, Solaria and Spikey were currently lounging.
“I need to stay here for a little while,” she announced. “Don’t ask why.”
****
Sepulchure stormed into his throne room, teeth bared in a snarl as his undead minions scrambled to get out of his way. Stalking up to his throne, he settled down in it, fists clenched over the armrests. A while back, he (and doubtless others who were magically attuned) had sensed the arrival of something…new in Sunbreeze Grove. What it was exactly was hard to tell; it didn’t seem like any magic elsewhere in Lore, bar that of the dragons, and the Priestess’ magic did well to hide the details. For a while, that front was quiet while other parts of his plans progressed, despite the interference from the Hero, but when he had sensed it leaving the Grove, but staying within Fairglade, it was decided that it was worth investigating. After all, it could prove beneficial to his Master’s schemes to turn whoever, or whatever, Celestia was working with against her, further damaging the Light in its futile battle with the Darkness.
Sepulchure had gone himself; he wasn’t busy, undead could be sensed easily and he didn’t trust Drakath not to mess it up, only to find a woman just a few years younger than Luna, whose unfamiliar magic radiated off her, bringing with it a sense of partial control and devastating capabilities, who had…who had dared…dared to…!
“SHE CALLED ME ‘SEPPY’!” the DoomKnight roared, smashing his fist into the armrest of his throne, cracking it, and releasing a wave of Darkness that disintegrated any minions who had dared to remain in the throne room with their Master and his fury.
Such fury, that he didn’t notice one of the smaller doors to the throne room slowly closing.
****
For her part, Quenelda had been relaxing on the sofa, enjoying a warm cup of tea courtesy of Orion, and using Two Gulps as an armrest while chatting with the Primary Dragons, the rest of whom had joined them when Spikey yelled to Two Gulps that his human was there, and who had so far not asked her why she had suddenly appeared in their lair.
(“Why couldn’t you have gotten up and gone to see him?” Orion asked, raising an eyebrow. “Can’t be bothered,” Spikey replied cheerfully.)
Rolling her neck, she casually perused the room – Solaria curled up with a book, Abyss dozing by the window, Spikey working with her latest gadget, Orion pruning a small bonsai tree, Neptune and Glacier playing cards, Cyclona dusting her freshly baked cookies with icing sugar, Blue Horn sharpening the kitchen knives, and Two Gulps acting as Quenelda’s armrest – before blinking.
“Wait…where’s Fluffy?”
“Oh did we not tell you?” Two Gulps raised his head. “Fluffy had to nip back to her old place to grab something…again. Turns out when you rob a guy and then bail, you tend to leave some stuff behind.”
Quenelda’s eyes slowly widened, a sinking feeling in her stomach as she remembered just who the dracolich used to live with, and she bit her lip. “Oh no…”
There was a faint thundering sound, as if someone was running up the stairs, before the doors to the penthouse flew open to reveal Fluffy, wings out and a huge grin on her face. “Guys, you will not believe what I’ve just heard!”
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smileysuh · 3 years
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hi!!
so I’ve been re reading your nct frat fics (for like the 20th time because how tf are they so good?????) and I was wondering about smth..
like the readers in all the fics are different right? like in the jaehyun one, you talk about haechan’s gf and Johnny’s gf, and like they have different personalities kinda? but I feel like they’re all kinda sassy and stubborn (but super kind hearted) but what would happen if they met?? like I feel like they would clash yk😂
imagine putting all of the members you wrote for + their girlfriends in the same room
wouldn’t that be chaos??💀💀
anyways idk if u got what I meant but yeah hahah
aw thank you!!!! yeah the readers are all different!
I hadn't planned on making a whole universe tbh! the few times i have in other fandoms i used to write for, i would do original characters to make it easier, but in kpop people generally read inserts? i speckled in glimpses of the other girlfriends into the newer frat fics for sure :)
you're right about them all being kinda powerful SDFGHJK. as someone who had an amazing 3 years being a Frat Boy Fucker- I wanted to put some of my real life experiences into these things and i'm a lil frat boy 2.0, so lots of these y/n's ended up being besties with frat boys and such-
even though Y/N is a reader insert, you have to give them some personality, so here's a run down of how i see the different characters from the frat series (and to be fair i haven't read them in a while so my memory isn't 100%):
Johnny's y/n is besties with Mark, Taeyong, Doyoung and Haechan- she's more of a motherly type and definitely takes care of Haechan and Mark more than they'd care to admit, she doesn't take shit from people but she has that soft side. I would identify her as a Sub.
Doyoung's y/n is his fuck buddy. she's super chill, which is exactly what Doyoung needs, but at the same time she has this air of superiority and isn't afraid to teach a guy exactly what she expects of him in bed. I would identify her as a switch who would rather be a sub, but won't bend for men who don't deserve her respect.
Haechan's y/n is someone he knew from high school, they're both stubborn, competitive and bad at making decisions. I would identify them both as power switches.
Jaehyun's y/n is Yuta's best friend, she's kind of cold, kind of bitchy, but that's just because she knows what she wants and hates it when her plans are spoiled by MEN. i would identify her as a switch.
Lucas's y/n is a bit of a himbo like him, a true bruh, a beer pong legend, and the best wingman ever. i would identify both her and Lucas as not caring for roles like dom and sub, they just fight for power in the best of ways.
Because of the way this has happened with most of the girls being more powerful - which, to be fair, i think really suits these specific men - Mark's y/n will be a subby lil baby boo thang
and then Kun's y/n is going to be more of an academic which is a different vibe from the inner frat y/n's who i've been making recently :)
i think, as a switch myself, i choose favs i think would be able to handle me, and when i write for them, it's hard for me not to project myself into the kind of power the y/n has, and sometimes the switchiness too-
so now to your question about all the girls meeting-
Doyoung and Lucas's girls had a whole scene together in Bunny so we know they vibe.
I think Johnny's y/n would be happy Haechan found a y/n, even if they clash sometimes-
Jaehyun and his y/n are both kind of the 'im too pretty to have friends' types, so i don't think they'd be spending much time with the other girls and would be left to their own devices - or y/n would be with Yuta
so yeah, i see Haechan and Johnny's y/n's being buds, Lucas and Doyoung's y/n's having mutual respect for each other and the vibe of sexual liberation cuz they've both had frat fuck buddies, so they get each other
and jae's y/n is just too hot to have friends SERDTYFUGIH
thank you so much for this message? i feel like i wrote too much as a response, but i love my characters and my lil universes and it's really fun to talk about them :)
i miss frat au :( i wanna get back to them soon
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HI ITS ME WHO'S NOT OVER JJK BLONDE SELFIE AND WILL NEVER BE -💫
HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO <33333333
HONESTLY ITS THE WAY YOH SAY SUCH NICE THINGS AND I DISAPPEAR FOR DAYS ON END BECAUSE INCONSISTENCY BLEEDS INTO EVERY CORNER OF MY LIFE FNEKALKD BUT I'M GETTING DONE WITH MY FIRST LEG OF EXAMS ON MONDAY SO YAY TO THAT!! OKAY I THINK WE'LL MOVE SLOWLY WITH BABY STEPS JUNGKOOK DROPPED SOME SELCAS JIMIN DROPPED SOME SELCAS IN THE WORDS OF THE LEGENDARY JEON JUNGKOOK ALL WE NEED NOW IS "together..BAM!" (THAT'S LITERALLY ONE OF MY FAVORITE MOMENTS EVER THE WAY HE SAYS IT 🤧)
YES IN THIS HOUSE WE SCREAM OVER JIMIN'S DISRESPECT HE IS THE PARAGON OF A MULTI-FACETED MAN THAT HAS US WRAPPED AROUND HIS FINGER. THE AUDACITY 😤
CHANEL X JIMIN LETS MAKE IT HAPPEN AND OMG THAT SELFIE THAT DROPPED?? SIR???? WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL?? I MEAN YES BH SAID LET'S DROP SELFIES IN BULK BUT THAT ONE PICTURE OF HIM IN BLACK(GREY? I DONT KNOW FHSKKAJF) WITH THE SHIRTS UNBUTTONED!!! THEM COLLARBONES ARE FREE AND THEY'RE THRIVING IN THE OPEN IN THAT ONE. ALSO HIS LIPS ARE SO PRETTY. OH GOD LITERALLY HE HAS THAT COCKY SMIRK ON HIS FACE WHEN HE KNOWS HE DOES HOT BOY SHIT LIKE SHUT UP OK YOU CANT DO THAT JAIL FOR U NDNSLSKAJJW
SUCH A FUCKING TEASE THATS RIGHT!! EVEN STRAIGHT MEN?? BRO LIKE HOW DO YOU HAVE ALL GENDERS JUST TRIPPING OVER THEMSELVES FOR YOU IT'S INSANE AND OMG MISS SHIVI HAVE YOU SEEN THAT ONE CLIP IN WHICH JIMIN HOLDS HIS GAZE WITH THESE MEN WHO LOOK AT HIM (i think it was bon voyage?) and when they cross each other he JUST SMIRKS AND RUNS HIS HAND THROUGH HIS HAIR LIKE YEAH OK ALEXA PLAY I'M SEXY AND I KNOW IT. AND YES I'LL LISTEN TO EVERYTHING YOU HAVE TO SAY ANYTIME 💗💗
12PM KST IS THE HOLY HOUR I TELL YOU ALTHOUGH I REMEMBER WAITING THE NIGHT BEFORE BE CAME OUT WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO COME AND BH WAS JUST LIKE "yea...no" OMG THAT'S AWESOME YOUR COUSIN'S VISITING YOU
HHFJDOSO YEAH IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE THEY DID THE JUMP ALTHOUGHHHH I'M POSITIVE THEY'LL DO SMTH COOL LIKE THAT IN THEIR CONCERTS BECAUSE THEIR PERFORMANCE QUALITY IS JUST.. THROUGH THE ROOF IT'S CRAZY!! WHEN THE PERFORM WINGS?? LIKE HOLY SHIT NO CHOREO NO POSITIONS JUST BTS RUNNING AROUND THE STAGE MAKING THE CROWD GO FERAL I LOVE EVERY WINGS PERFORMANCE SO MUCH MY SEROTONIN LEVELS ARE ALWAYS AT A HIGH THEN. OOHH MY GODDD BS&T IS REALLY THAT BITCH!!!! WHO'S DOING IT LIKE HER TODAY NO ONE IS EXACTLY. AND NOOOO I TOTALLY GET IT WE THINK ON THE SAME WAVELENGTH THAT ACCIDENT HAS THE SAME EFFECT ON ME. IF ONLY YOU'D TOLD ME THEN IN 2016 THAT THAT ACCIDENT WAS THE START OF SO MANY I'D BE PREPARED FOR EVERYTHING THAT FOLLOWED (see: him basically stripping himself that one serendipity performance. holy shit.)
FOR REAL THO CHRISTMAS LOVE DROPPED OUT OF NOWHERE AND DO YOU REMEMBER JIMIN SAYINF uUH iM nOt wORkInG oN a SoLo SoNg aT ThE mOmEnT heHe LIKE ALL MEN DO IS LIE OK AT THIS POINT. BYE. YES TAEHYUNG DID WARN US BUT ARMYS (LIKE MYSELF) PUT THEIR CLOWN WIGS ON AND THOUGHT IT WAS KTH1 LMAO. OMG I HOPE YOU DON'T SLEEP THROUGH ANY OF THEIR UPCOMING SONG RELEASES BUT I'M SURE IT'S THE BEST FEELING TO WAKE UP TO CHECK YOUR NOTIFS AND SEE "Big Hit Labels" BECAUSE THAT'S HOW YOU KNOW IT'S GOING TO BE FIREEE. DUDE SERIOUSLY I NEED JIMIN TO GO LIVE AGAIN (although we've been well fed by namjoon for now🤧😌💗) LIKE THAT ONE YT LIVE WHERE HE SAID "O...M...G" SHUT UP STOP BEING SO CUTE I'M DHJSWLIFJWKALS
LMAO OKAY YEAH THAT'S VALID YOUR BLOG THEME IS BASICALLY ✨jimin✨ AND I LOVE THAT IT REALLY GRAVITATED ME AND YOUR URL OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDD YOUR BRAINNN 💆‍♀️💆‍♀️💆‍♀️💆‍♀️💆‍♀️
YES YES YES JIMIN IS SO PERFECT AND THE SOCK DOODLESSS 😭😭😭 oooo so when did you get into giffing? how did you start? BROOOOO YOUR URL'S ORIGIN STORY. I LOVE IT WOW YES IT'S DEFINITELY GOT THE REQUIRED ✨pazzaz✨
NOOO OMG THIS URL IS YOUR BRAND LIKE YOU'RE A LEGEND ON ARMYBLR I LOVE IT SO MUCH. BUT STILL!! IT'S YOUR CHOICE AT THE END 💖
OMG QUARANTINE DID IT'S ONE GOOD JOB AND GOT YOU INTO BANGTAN YAY. OMG YOU AND MISS LIFEGOESMON ARE FRIENDSS??? LEGENDS INTERACTING THIS IS SO COOL. LMAO THE PARADIGM SHIFT YOU MUST'VE FELT FROM LISTENING TO STAY GOLD (WHICH BTW THE MV...THE LITERAL CUTEST OH GOD THE LITTLE DOG AND JIMIN'S LITTLE SMILES DHSJAOWO) TO THEN GOING TO BST IN WHICH JIMIN IS BASICALLY STRIPPING AND JUNGKOOK IS UPSIDE DOWN LMAOOO. YES BS&T HAS EVERYONE HOOKED THE POWERRRR. YOU FALLING DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE WITH YOUR FRIEND'S ASSISTANCE OH GOD THIS IS SO CUTE 💓 EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM 🥺🥺🥺
AAAAH OKAY MY STORY ISN'T AS INTERESTING AS YOURS IS BUT IN 2016 BASICALLY ALL I KNEW OF KPOP WAS GANGNAM STYLE AND WASNT WILLING TO CUANGE THAT PERCEPTION (FOOL BEHAVIOUR I TELL YOU) AND WAS TOO BUSY OBSESSING OVER ONE DIRECTION'S REUNION AND SO ONE NIGHT (THE NIGHT BEFORE JIMIN'S BIRTHDAY 🤧🤧) I JUST STUMBLED UPON THEIR BS&T TEARS MV AND I HEARD IT AND I WAS LIKE OMG!! THIS IS THAT SUPER ADDICTIVE SONG THAT I'D HEARD SOMEWHERE AND IT JUST SPIRALLED FROM THERE I REMEMBER SEEING JIMIN AND BEING LIKE 👀👀👀👀 WHO IS HE I LIKE HIM AND JUST HIS AURA DREW ME IN SOOO MUCH AND WHEN I WAS GETTING INTO THEM I REMEMBER WRITING THEIR NAMES IN MY NOTES TO SEE IF I COULD REMEMBER 🤧 AND I STILL HAVE THAT NOTE FROM 4+ YEARS AGO 💓 AND YEAH BASICALLY SEEING THEM DO ALL THE MUSIC SHOWS AND STUFF AT THE TIME WAS SO COOOL AND MIND YOU BH DIDN'T HAVE SUBS FOR BANGTAN BOMBS THEN SO WENT ON THESE SKETCHY DAILYMOTION TYPE SITES LOOKING FOR ALL THE CONTENT I COULD CHURN OUT LMAO
AND YES!! COURTESY OF YOU I DID WATCH SOME RUN EPS!! I WATCHED THEIR CANADA ONES SPEAKING OF WHICH I LOOOVE THAT PART WHERE THEY'RE DOING THAT SONG GUESSING THING IN THE MORNING AND JIMIN SAYS "are you cold?" 🥺🥺 TO TAE AND HUGS HIM URRHRHEHSJSJSH AND I ALSO SAW THE ONES WITH THE PUPPIES GODDDDD I LOVE THE PUPPIES ONE SO MUCH LITERALLY JUNGKOOK AND HIS DOG (MIRI?) OH MY GOD THAT LIL FLUFFER AND ADAM IS MY ICON WITH HOW HE JUST DID HIS OWN THING LMAO.
BUT ANYWAY!! DO YOU HAVE A FAVE ERA?? LIKE DO YOU EVER LOOK AT THEM AND GO "Damn I wish I was a fan then" BECAUSE HONESTLY I WISH I HAD STANNED THEM IN THEIR DOPE ERA BUT I DON'T THINK I WOULD HAVE SURVIVED JIMIN THEN DHKSOWID-💫
FOR THE UMPTEENTH TIME!!!!!!! ITS OKAY!!!!!!!! I TOTALLY TOTALLY UNDERSTAND!!!!! AND YAYYYYY CONGRATS I HOPE THE FIRST LEG OF EXAMS WENT WELL <333333 AND OH MY GOD you’re gonna make me cry with the together baam goddddddd same one of my fave moments and jimin’s giggles after that 😭😭😭😭 my babies <3 :((((
that..... black suit selca....... that opened button...... like open one more dear sir who’s stopping you... just do it <33333 YEAH he totally needs to shut up with his i know im hot side it just kills me every single time 😭😭😭😭😭
LISTEN THAT BV3 MOMENT  S H O O K  ME OKAY????? THOSE GUYS LOOKED AT HIM AND HE WAS SO FUCKING SMUG ABOUT IT (AND HE SHOULD BE) AND THE WAY HE LICKED HIS LIPS AND RAN HIS HANDS THROUGH HIS HAIR????? LIKE HE KNOWS HE HAS EVERY SINGLE PERSON; NO MATTER WHAT GENDER; WRAPPED AROUND HIS LIL PINKY LIKE THAT???????
OH MY GOD ME TOO I LOVEEEEEEEEEEE THE WINGS STAGE AND WATCHING THEM HAVE SO MUCH FUN IS JUST SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I ALSO ABSOLUTELY LOVVVEEE THEIR ENERGY DURING THE SY TOUR MEDLEY WITH IDOL AND BAEPSAE AND FIRE AND DOPE ZSXDFGFCHGVJBHJN THEY JUST LOSE THEMSELVES IN THE CROWD AND THE MUSIC AND ITS JUST SO FUCKING SURREAL TO WATCH HOW MUCH THEY ENJOY DOING WHAT THEY DO!!!!! kinda makes me want to find that happiness and passion in whatever i do in my professional life <3 and LISTEN jimin said the break the soul commentary THAT HE COULD DO SERENDIPITY SHIRTLESS TOO. THE AUDACITY. HE SAID THAT WITH HIS WHOLE CHEST. 
YOU KNWO WHAT I THINK JIMIN WON’T GIVE US A HINT BEFORE DROPPING PJM1. HE’LL JUST DROP IT ONE FINE DAY OUT OF NOWHERE LIKE HE DROPPED PROMISE AND CHRISTMAS LOVE (i wasn’t here when he dropped promise but i read that on twitter sdfghjkl) AND NO PLS NO I DO N O T WANT TO SLEEP THROUGH JJK1 OR KTH1 OR PJM1 OR KSJ1 OR NAMGI MIXTAPE 3 OR HOBI MIXTAPE 2 OR ANYTHING BASICALLY YOU GET IT i had slept through dynamite cb because i had NO CLUE that they were gonna drop it at 1pm kst rather than 12 am kst. i was under the impression that since they dropped all the teaser pictures and the teaser itself as 12 am kst, the mv will drop at 12 am kst too. and I woke up like two hours after the mv dropped (which was almost noon my time) and i felt like A FUCKING FOOL AND I JUST 😭😭😭😭 NEVER WANT TO FEEL LIKE THAT EVER AGAIN 😭😭😭 
AND YES BABIE NEEDS TO COME LIVE SOON PLS I MISS HIM SO FUCKING MUCH :((((( AND HIS O...M.....G HAD MADE ME FUCKING SOBBBBBBBBBBB his yt live god he looked sooooooo fluffy with his hair and his tiny hands and his puppy eyes and soft voice im just so 😭😭😭😭😭😭
NO NONNONONONO PLEASE IM NO LEGEND DON’T SAY THAT IM EMBARRASSED im just a normal fangirl who makes okayish gifs 😭😭 and ok yes so i started giffing LONNNGGGGGG time back on a different public fan forum from my country but i never knew the right process and stuff so obviously the gifs were shitty lmao BUT ANYWAY i got into gifmaking PROPERLY this in july last year and obviously struggled a lot in the beginning because i didn’t know shit about colouring and stuff lmao but i kept practicing and even though im not perfect rn i do think that i got better. i love giffing tho. its such a nice creative outlet and whenever i gif the boys it brings me so much happiness :( <33
AND YES ASDFGHJKL ME AND HER ARE FRIENDS SINCE A VERY LONG TIME SDFGHJK LIKE LONG BEFORE BOTH OF US GOT INTO BTS SDFGHJ and ah yes the whiplash lmaooooooo and you’re right god the stay gold mv is SO FUCKING PRETTY THE COLOURS IN THAT ENTIRE MV HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AND JIMIN AND TAE AND JOON WITH THE DOGGO JUST EVERYTHING SDFGHJK <3333333 AND BS&T DUDE I GIFFED THE MV YESTERDAY AND IM 💀💀💀💀💀 (like i just giffed jimin from the mv but i did watch the whole thing 5647589 times <333333) AND GUESS WHAT!!!!!! I WAS A LILLY SINGH FAN (IDK IF YOU KNOW HER SHE’S A YOUTUBER) BACK IN 2016 AND PEOPLE BACK THEN HAD REQUESTED HER TO REACT TO BS&T MV AND I HAD WATCHED HER REACTION VIDEO AND (although it didn’t stick with me back then because i was a fucking fool) I DID SOMEHOW REMEMBERED THE JIN AND STATUE KISSING MOMENT AND WHEN IN 2020 I SAW THE MV AND SAW THE KISSING MOMENT MY BRAIN JUST!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS LIKE HOLY SHIT I HAVE SEEN THIS BEFORE SOMEWHERE AND THEN I REMEMBERED I HAD SEEN THIS IN THE REACTION VIDEO LMAOOOOO i wish i hadn’t been a fool and gotten into them back then :((((
AH NO OMG YOUR STORY IS SOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEE ATLEAST YOU WEREN’T A FOOL LIKE ME TO NOT GET ATTRACTED TO BS&T THE FIRST TIME OF SEEING IT!!!! I WANNA HIT MY 2016 SELF LIKE DAMN YOU YOU FOOLISH ASSHOLE AND yes omg how did y’all do the subs thing damnnnnn i can’t imagine
AND YES THE CANADA RUN EPIS ARE LOOOVVVEEEE and that vmin moment plsssssss i cry everytime 😭😭😭😭😭 it is just so soft and innocent and tae’s little smile after jimin just turns around and hugs him 😔😔😔😔 i love soulmates 😔😔😔😔 AND MIRI YES OMG EVERYONE WAS SO IMPRESSED BY THE LITTLE CUTIE AND THE WAY JUNGKOOK JUST KEPT ADORING HER THROUGHOUT MADE ME SO SO SOFTTTT and bro adam is me. i am like that. lazy and un-motivated AF. although if i were a dog and jin were to be my owner i would listen to him so well and jump on him every chance i’d get 😌😌😌
GOD YES RED HAIR DOPE ERA JIMIN 💀 BABIE BUT MAKE IT SEXY 🥵🥵 AND OMG YESDGFHG MY FAVE ERA IS HYYH. ORANGE HAIRED JIMIN. PLS. HE’S EVERYTHING. I WISH I HAD GOTTEN INTO THEM DURING THAT. LIKE THAT ERA IS ..... SOMEHOW SO FUCKING WILD AND STILL SO ASSURING AND CALMING ????? KEEPS ME ROOTED LIKE IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN DFGHJKL AND WINGS TOO DAMN I WISH I WAS HERE TO LIVE ALL THOSE AMAZING ERAS. but even though i wish i had gotten into them earlier... i think i found them when i needed them the most. I was going through a very difficult time last year and they somehow they made me feel so fucking safe and at home that the connection was instant. honestly i’ve never stanned or felt a connection with any celebrity as strong as the one i feel with bangtan. its like... they don’t know i exist but they still know EXACTLY what im feeling and what to say or do at that time to make me feel comforted. Its weird god but its true :((( SORRY I GOT EMO I JUST LOVE THEM A LOT SDFGHJKL
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lightningbig · 5 years
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1, 5, and 24 for the fanfic asks?
1. favorite fic you wrote this year
100% without a doubt its fake chop James beating the shit out of something with a bat 
5. most popular fic this year
that’s hard to answer, because I don’t actually,,, publish a lot of fic? and most of my writing on here is prompt fills anyway, but that being said, all the various soul mate fills I did were my most popular, particularly this one I did with novahd pain sharing!
24. favorite fic you read this year
this is a very, very hard question bc not only have I read a TON this year, I’ve loved so many of them
first off, I gotta get out all my big love for Hannah and her monster fic pyrite bc hot fucking damn, what the shit, im still fucked up over it, 
and then the NEXT big boy on the list is fuckin gina and her searchlights series (which I still have to,,, finish,,, b u t) I spent Many A Night awake in bed at 3am and vehemently cursing about it and just how much I love and hate everything, always, and fucking gina, 
next on the list is ash’s dragon booster crossover, run and go, bc honestly?? what’s better than cc and literal fuckin dragons?? I love them and i still nut every time I think about that au?? and it was so much fun to talk about while they were writing
we could build a city.  fucked me up from the VERY BEGINNING with that nova/supernova line and it didn’t let down from there 
what you had and what you lost is still my fuckin favorite shit bc old timey things are my JAM and this was very well written and I binged it in one sitting, glued to my phone, and had no regrets 
subway love pulled me in bc I am a SUCKER for that trope of, person a is involved in dangerous criminal activity but person b doesn’t know about it, and also Trevor is such a soft boy, and this was just, so so good, it makes my heart hurt in the best possible way, 
and god there are SO MANY MORE but I’ve already gone on for so long sdfghjk
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meggtheegg · 3 years
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4, 17, 25?
4. what’s your favorite stim? this is probably a super unsatisfying answer but i don't...really know sdfghjk like, for most of my life, i assumed i was just anxious and fidgety, so there haven't really been any stims that i've grown to enjoy, if that makes sense? i guess if you count that i still go on the swing in my backyard a lot, that might be it? bc that's always really fun; i put on music and daydream scenarios with whatever my current hyperfixation is, and it's a nice little escape from reality 17. what hyperfixation do you find yourself always drifting back to? do you always have that one interest that you wish you could get back into but just cant? at this point, probably marvel. i've moved onto other hyperfixations and then gone back to the mcu at least three or four times, now. maybe it's just because there's a constant stream of new content, but it always feels like a safe, comfortable place to land. as for one i want to get back into, it's a toss-up between the book i want to write and just can't get interested in for long enough to do it and a specific hyperfixation on working for disney. because i want to do the disney college program or a professional internship or something, but my anxiety about living that far from home keeps me from pursuing it, even though i was fully prepared and eager to when i was hyperfixated on it like, five or six years ago sdfghj
25. how do you learn? (visually, kinesthetically, etc.) i used to think of myself as a visual learner, but as i've gone through college, i think my learning style is more audio-based. i always need to be doing something and engaged in something visual, or my mind will wander, but a visual of the thing i'm learning is never quite as effective as just listening to the lesson and visually doing something else. there are some things that are just objectively better to learn hands-on, but in those cases, i've found i learn the best if i have to figure them out, myself. being guided through a hands-on thing teaches my brain that somebody else has control of that thing and so it doesn't have to retain it. but if i have to do the work to figure it out, it sticks with me, because each step of that process was something i had to pay attention to and think over
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vexilexicon · 4 years
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7, 34, and 69 for the spotify ask!! ❤️
yesss thank you ;; <3
7. Bruises - Lewis Capaldi
Bronwyn Bates and Sokka, completely. like, not the undertones of like, the relationship ending because of justified reasons, ‘cos Sonwyn could’ve had it all let’s get that straight once and for all. just realized this is super spoiler territory so like, doubt any of you care about spoilers for fics I’ll never write but just in case ghjkfgh I’ll share in DMs if anyone wants
“There must be something in the water / 'Cause every day, it's getting colder / And if only I could hold you / You'd keep my head from going under”
34. Montreal - Penelope Scott
what’s that? an OC I’ve never talked about or introduced? it’s more likely than you think. this is really close to the vibe for one of my Outer Banks OCs, Rina Cameron. except like, up the chaotic devil-may-care cheerful vibe by 1000%. Rina’s bored as fuck and here for a good time, not a long time.
“You like to talk about the future / As if it's real / And when you tell me that you love me / I can almost feel it 
But the wires don't connect / Your blood has been rejected / And it doesn't even matter / If I make it through the night / Because another fucking summer's gonna take / My fucking life
And I'd just rather die / It's boredom overall / And I'm having lots of fun / But I won't make it to Montreal”
69. Wait No More (Acoustic) - Scott Helman
catch me feeling the vibes for this song for another OC I’ve never introduced, woof my bad. catch me feeling the vibes for this song for an OC for a fandom I’ve never read/watched and only read fanfic for sdfghjk I mean at least it’s on brand. this song really just encompasses the revelation my BNHA OC Sada Katsuki about like, normal shounen anime “seize the day and create change” bullshit dfghj 
“Don’t know what I am tonight / Waiting for a time that never comes / When it's never gonna be enough / That's it, I’m done”
(yes she does have the same first name as Bakugou cos I like causing problems on purpose, different kanji tho) 
send me a number 1-100 and I’ll tell you the song it corresponds with on my top 100 spotify wrapped playlist + and oc/ship it reminds me of!
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