avoiding talking to my fp about feelings by ignoring them again peace and love on planet earth

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

Like a deer caught in headlights

if murderbot learned what autism was i truly believe itd go "wow humans are so ridiculous they cant even agree on their own stupid human social rules" and then never think about that or its possible relation to its own behaviors ever again

i wish there was a herobrine mod that didnt like. make him immediately antagonize you. i wish there was one where he just sorta coexisted alongside you? builds his tunnels and pyramids and glowstone towers, maybe pranks the player occasionally, but overall doesnt do much harm. Sometimes you can see him from a distance. maybe you can find a cabin you never built somewhere in your world. i dunno maybe i just want a friend in singleplayer so the world feels less lonely

Umm.

Warriors is gonna freaking murder Wild isn’t he

btw i love revenge stories i dont think anyone should ever move on peacefully. a bit obsessed with the way weissman went to the synagogue and rabbi and asks, "my choices killed a child. would god take mercy on someone like me?" and the rabbi says "it's not god's mercy you should look for. its the child's" and like you think that would spur this man into charitable activities and to maybe look out for orphans but instead he goes on a 24 hour revenge bender that ultimately ends in two revenge killings and his own death. what's better than righteous anger and wrath and love twisting someone into the worst but also a truer version of themselves <3

Some sillay doodles!! Qinterwatcher + trans jade-winglet doodles <3 I tend to do these silly (very off model & probably real out of character) jade winglet doodles as warm ups & cool downs after bigger drawings !! They’re fun to do

I’m nawt gonna lie gang, with the day I’ve had today I realized I should stand up for myself against stuff that’s making me upset because I’ve had enough of not being joyous so im addressing it

I said before that I don’t mind if people draw inspiration from my infected design, but there has been a lot of times (so many today of all days of course) where it really is just my design and yes I am flattered but please, please credit me

I came up with the design as a whole on my own, based entirely on “oh that would be kinda cool” in my head, and when I first started drawing it I didn’t really see anyone else drawing rlly anything similar to my design at all so I mean.. I dunno man I kinda would like credit maybe please

adding on to part of the reason why im doin this cuz now im seeing other people given credits and it’s like hm ok 😮😕

It’s been happening for nearly every single fandom I’ve been in now and it’s like errr ok…

Am I the only one that thinks Klaus being a germaphobe in s4 wouldn’t make any sense?? are we talking about the same Klaus? The same Klaus that practically had to be dragged out of the Void in s3? Who was perfectly content to stay there for the rest of eternity? and the only reason he decided to come back to the living was bc Luther convinced him to help the family, not bc he himself wanted to live?? The same Klaus, who when greeted with “we thought you died”, responded with “if only”???

Like I get how death would seem more ominous now that he’s mortal, but he literally just found out he was immortal. He’s lived his entire life before Hotel Oblivion believing he was mortal, and even knowing that he could die, he acted with no regard for his own life. Hell, he welcomed death with open arms on multiple occasions. I don’t see why that would suddenly change, especially now that he has a better understanding of the Void (and could potentially find Dave or umbrella Ben there).

If anything, I feel like he would be more inclined to go the Void considering he finally got a grasp on the powers he’s feared his entire life, only to get them taken away. He finally found a bit of purpose, a way to be useful to the family that constantly pushed him aside, and now…

Thinking thoughts

Disco Elysium FMA au where Harry sees the Truth and in exchange it takes his memory. His entire mind wiped blank except for the Truth and alchemy. Do you get me?

ive been experimenting in my evil art lab again!! woohoo! yay! colour jumpscare!!!!1!1!1 BOO

another lil preview♡ with frogman

i read the phrase “i access my femininity through my masculinity” once (in the context of butchness) and it’s stuck w me ever since. now that i feel like i’ve grown into myself as a butch i find myself able to enjoy more stereotypically “feminine” things that i tended to reject when i was younger and still figuring myself out. things like makeup, jewelry, nail polish, colourful clothes, cutesy aesthetics, heels…they no longer feel stifling to me. my relationship to them has changed because i no longer feel like i’m obligated to perform femininity. rather, i can pick and choose which parts of it enjoy, and simply leave the rest behind. and i’m secure enough in my identity as a masculine person to know that enjoying these things doesn’t detract from my masculinity—in fact, i can use them to construct and further my own masculinity in a way that feels genuine to who i am.