#i dont know if you believe in marriage so can i ask for a pinky promise instead to love each other until it lasts
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Andrew was my first sakuverse love Im so glad he's so happy here you can tell with his voice My heart was fluttery Ugh > < He always sounded frowny or had a straight face while talking
Mr angsty wangsty deserves all the love after going through all that harassment from his teacher, pressure from his parents, shet from his colleagues and students He goes through all of that but still treats us well and reassures us
I love him but I love his assistants more sorry
Drafts that I don't want to continue but want to show ( ° ^ ) / He's the hardest to color It's like I'm doing his makeup he's really beautiful the bisexual men always get me sorry lord
I think he'll look like this in the next one because some kid or someone in there thinks he looks lame and isn't enjoying himself :b
This isnt about Luca I won't talk about Luca here I won't talk about Luca I won't talk about Luca
#zsakuva#sakuverse#andrew marston#first love#hes so much happier here#he deserves it saur muchie#pocketislaart#i dont know if you believe in marriage so can i ask for a pinky promise instead to love each other until it lasts#LUC-#HAHO-
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I wondered do ya have any headcannons for Authur, I actually started watching the show its pretty good too. The boi is pretty sour tho
the boi is too sour for his own good at times, but we love him anyway 🙄
I actually have wanted to start working on some headcanons so this ask is perfect for me!! so thank you thank you for asking, I hope you like some of my takes on the character! this is also kind of long, I didnt realize how much I needed to get out of my system, but I hope you enjoy it anyway 😭
Arthur Havisham x Male Reader: just some headcanons, fluff, sensual, smut (just dont tell anyone)
Warnings: brief mentions of alcohol abuse, brief mentions of homophobia, some sexual stuff for once
- for starters, man's is not nearly as tough as he wants everyone to believe he is. I mean, he isn't exactly weak, but he's a smaller dude. i mean, he can take a hit pretty well without acting fazed, but he'll be screwed in the morning
- he is very strong mentally though. he has endured a lot of trauma and ridicule in his life, so he has learned pretty quickly how to be self sufficient and take care of himself.
- he is a huge sweetie. you'd never guess based on his normally larger than life and sour personality, but he really really cares about the people he holds dear.
- he always always always falls asleep in your arms. whether you're on the couch, in bed, or literally on the floor, he will probably start to get sleepy if you are holding him. the warmth of your body just draws him in and makes him never want to leave.
- since being with you, he has started drinking less. he says you "make him feel like he's actually worth something" so he tries to take better care of himself now.
- ACTS. OF. SERVICE. if arthur wants to tell someone how much he admires them, he'll do their laundry, was dishes, make a meal, tidy up the house a bit. he normally hates doing what he calls "busy work" but when it's for you or someone else that he loves, he will gladly take on the task.
- he is ALWAYS little spoon. this goes back to the "him falling asleep in your arms" thing, but he just feels so safe when you hold him.
- he's shorter than you. idk why I imagine this, but it just makes sense to me that he'd be a rather small man.
- when you are in public, pda is absolutely not an option if you want to... idk... stay alive maybe? this means you and arthur have to be very careful about what looks like two best guy friends and what looks like two gay men. because of this, arthur has started a habit of linking your pinkie fingers together when you are on emptier streets.
- whenever you give him gifts he is always trying to ask how much it was so he can pay you back. he doesnt feel like he needs gifts because he already knows you love him. you love giving him gifts though because he always blushes as he opens them
- since you and arthur cant get married, you did gift him a ring that he always wears on his left middle finger (that way he won't get questions about the "secret woman"). he definitely teared up when you explained to him that this was your version of a marriage proposal and cried in to your shoulder before you even put it on him.
- he falls alseep first, but hes a very light sleeper. this works out though, because he often wakes up in the night before you even fall alseep. this gives you a chance to have really intimate moments and whisper sweet nothings to each other in the few moments of privacy you have together.
- i like to imagine that arthur and amelia rekindled their relationship upon uncovering the truth about compeyson, rather than ostracizing each other. this leads to you being brought to the estate a lot when theh hold meetings regarding the brewery (arthur says it's for good luck)
- amelia thinks of both of you as her brothers. you are always invited to family meals, family meetings, and meetings regarding the brewery.
- amelia was never told about what your relationship with arthur actually is, she just appreciated that he had someone to take care of him an keep him out of trouble. she doesnt ask about your relationship eithier she just asks you how arthur's been doing lately. you are always happy to update her
- amelia still worrys about arthur after she found out about the abuse he endured, hence why she is always asking about him in private
- he normally keeps his shirt on during spicy times and when he sleeps. he's insecure about his scars from compeyson's abuse. whenever he decides to take it off though, you always kiss his back and tell him how strong he is and how much you love him.
SMUT STARTS HERE
- he is actually somewhat submissive, believe it or not, and not just in sexy situations! he just genuinely wants to make sure you're happy, so he listens to you more than other people. whether it's simple things like "you need to eat," "you need to drink some water, love," "can you help me tidy the house," to spicier things like requests in the bedroom
- you guys are pretty vanilla, as you try not to be too controlling due to his past. arthur always tells you he's fine but you worry, you also just aren't big on trying to control him anyway, you like how spunky he is.
- since we're already getting a tad spicy, arthur is a praise fiend. he loves hearing you tell him how good he's doing, some of his favorites include, "such a pretty boy for me," "my good boy," "just like that," and of course, hearing you chant his name like a prayer and the other little noises you make that tell him he's doing a good job. this also applies outside of the bedroom though. If he's performing a hard task or starts getting stressed out, hearing you call him your "strong boy" immediately gives him motivation to finish his task. Sometimes you tease him by giving him bits and pieces of the plans you have for the day and when he finally puts it together, he loves your almost sarcastic "atta boy arthur"
- when arthur does decide to take more control, you absolutely melt. I mean you love all sides of him, but it's just so rare that he gets the confidence to make you beg for him that when he does it, you immediately become putty in his hands
- hair pulling. arthur loves when you do it, and he (unconsciously) does it to you all the time. he absolutely melts went you pull his hair while he goes down on you.
- when you go down on him, he is very very reactive. expletives spill from his mouth almost as frequently as your name. he is so sensitive and needy, he doesn't even realize that he bucks his hips into your mouth and pulls your hair to get you closer to him. You dont mind tho, you think its hot
- speaking of needy arthur, he absolutely melts at your touch. you could be tracing your finger down his chest to his waistband and he would already be begging for you to touch him.
wow ok, I think I'm gonna stop here for today. I hope some of you like this kind of thing! I especially hope these headcanons were somewhat enjoyable lol. as always, feel free to leave requests in my comments or in my asks!!
#arthur havisham#arthur havisham x male reader#arthur havisham x reader#arthur havisham x trans male reader#dickensian#joe quinn#joseph quinn#arthur havisham headcanons#arthur havisham fluff#arthur havisham smut
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One Last Time
show: Chilling adventures of Sabrina
pairing: Rosalind Walker/ Harvey Kinkle
description: "Baby I don't care if you got her in your heart, all I really care is you wake up in my arms." They really should've met much sooner. It's the honesty of it. They're lives intertwine in more than one way, way too often. In Greendale, a seemingly small town where everyone knows everyone, the real stories lie in the lives of the residents. The real story lies in the lives of Harvey Kinkle and Rosalind Walker. Oneshot
They really should've met much sooner. It's the honesty of it. Their lives intertwine in more ways than one, way too often. In Greendale, a seemingly small town where everyone knows everyone, the real stories lie in the lives of the residents.
It's the town where Dorothy Walker took her young daughter, Rosalind Walker to the supermarket every Sunday and the park every Friday. It's where the town folk lived their daily lives in routine and tradition, no matter how suffocating it turned out.
It's where Evelyn Kinkle found herself trapped in a marriage gone sour. So she put in energy toward giving everything to her children, putting Tommy in a shop class on Sundays and taking her youngest Harvey Kinkle to the supermarket with her. When her husbands vice grip on her was just to much, on those days she would take both boys out to the park and they'd play.
In retrospect, they should've met sooner than they did.
It's finally Rosalind's first day at Baxter elementary school that they meet. Six year old, Rosalind Walker, felt like she was going to throw up in the back on her moms new SUV. "Mommy I don't feel so good. My tummy hurts, can we go back home?" Roz says as she pushes up her small glasses with a pout that could get her out of jail if she tried.
"Baby, it's just your nerves. Don't try that pouting stuff with me, you know it only works on your father. You gotta be strong Rosalind." Dorothy says with an amused smirk painted on her lips, reflection bouncing off the rear view mirror.
Roz sucks her teeth, "But mom I don't wanna start a new school, Riverdale wasn't a bad school mommy, I had friends there."
"Well then you'll make new friends. You know your mommy had to get you here so it would be easier for me to pick you up. Mommy doesn't work at Riverdale hospital anymore, so there is going to be some changes. Look at it this way, at least we dont have to change houses, we staying right here in greendale, everyday" She mutters.
"I'm not gonna make any friends with these alien eyes and monster puffs mommy!" The child complains, arms crossing with frown settled in her face, two seen space buns settled on her head golden in the sun streaming through the car window.
Dorothy's eyes narrow and her eyes brows furrow, Roz sat up knowing her mother was upset. "Now you listen to me Rosie, if anybody I mean any body wants to tell you anything about your hair you just tell them that you got that beautiful hair passed down from a long lineage of queens! Women who mattered in this world. Your hair is who you are and that is a smart and beautiful girl, don't you forget that." Her mother rants, as Roz looks out the window to the tall trees and orange leaves on the ground.
"Yes mommy", Roz sighs exasperated as her mother pulls over.
Rosalind's bright yellow shoes reach the pavement and she hears her mother drive away. She sees the students being dropped of by their parents. Some kissing them good bye followed by kids running away and groups of friends together. Rosalind gulps and pushes her glasses up, I don't need nobody, be strong just like mommy said.
Just like that she feels her head rise up along with her chin as she hears the school bell ring and enters with everyone else to the classrooms.
***
Rosalind just can't believe her luck.
On the first day of all days she meets a really shy girl with brown hair and light freckles on her face, Susie. During snack time they promise to be best friends no matter what, pinkies tied and all.
Then a blonde haired boy with a mean glare pushes Susie as she tries to empty out her lunch tray, leaving the garbage everywhere him and his four other goons laugh.
Roz quickly realizes Susie's only shy because she gets pushed around a lot, she knows a thing or two about bullies too.
"It's okay Rosalind." Susie says from her stance in the floor picking herself up.
It's really not okay Rosalind hears herself say in her head.
Just as she feels her mouth open ready to chew them out and her glare at the boys hardening for hurting her new best friend when a voice calls out "Hey! Leave her alone." A short girl with blonde hair takes a protective stance to Susie, whose trowing the trash with a renewed hope highlighting her features and an awestruck Rosalind.
"Oh I'm so scared what are you gonna do short stack?"
"I'll tell on you Zach Feldman, I'll tell Ms. Morrison you were the one who put the glue on her seat yesterday and not Gary Truman."
"Your such a tattle tale Sabrina Spellman, that's why nobody wants to be your friend and your weird." Kids gathered around the scene playing out in front of the cafeteria, began laughing at her and just as Sabrina was about to turn around, frown on her face.
With a chin tilted upward Rosalind found herself saying, "Oh yeah? I wanna be her friend."
Finding her voice from the background a now confidently smiling Susie says, "Yeah I wanna be her friend too."
"Cool you can all be weirdos together." Zach says getting laugh out of the students once again, the crowd disperses as he walks away but they don't matter. All Rosalind sees are the smiling faces of her new found friends and the beginning of something great.
"You guys can call me Roz."
***
Then there's him.
It's the next day, Roz was dropped off again waiting for her friends in front of the court yard when she sees softest boy with the softest brown eyes she's ever seen.
***
Harvey Kinkle likes to think he's a cool guy. His older brother always tells him so, his mother always tells him too so it must be true. So as he's walking to meet his friends on their usual corner in front of the school he doesn't understand why he loses all sense of body functions at the sight of this one girl but he does.
Harvey almost trips on his way to his friends when he sees her because she's just so pretty, it's the only way to explain it other than her having superhero or villain powers and she doesn't look that cool . Two sheen puffs proudly stand atop her head and she looks at him with these round eyes that hold him. When he finally looks away and gets to the guys they laugh and tease.
All the while Roz giggles at the sight of him wondering if he's okay.
***
"Does Harvey Kinkle have a crush on the new girl?!" A voice calls out, the boys laugh.
"Keep your voice down man!" Harvey says looking around wondering if she's still around.
"Why you don't want her to hear you've got cooties?" Zach yells to the class in the yard from his spot leaning in the tree.
"Shut up no I don't!" Harvey whines at the insistent teasing and the sounds of the young boys laughter.
"Why do you like her anyway? her hair's too big. I bet you could fit two apples in those puff balls." Zach says and the boys laugh.
Harvey looks down at the ground, "Don't talk about her like that." He says weakly.
"What was that Kinkle?"
"Just-just leave her alone Zach." Harvey stutters.
"Aww Harvey likes the new girl." Another boy sang out soon everyone joined in the chant.
"Yeah Harvey likes the new girl" Zach sang, as Harvey's fist clenched.
"No I don't!"
"Oh yeah prove it? Put gum in her stupid hair since you don't like her so much." Zach says with a smirk a chorus of "ohhh" "he's not gonna do it" follows.
Harvey gulped as Zach put a stick of gum in his open palm, "What are you gonna do Kinkle?"
***
Everyone's in there classrooms and as Harvey walks up to Roz, his hand shakes.
The next thing she knows, she's got gum in her hair, Harvey's eyes are as wide as he thinks there ever gonna get and a slur of apologies follow only to be out voiced by her cries for help with the sticky assailant in her hair. She officially hates this day and Harvey Kinkle.
***
There all ten when Harvey's mom dies in a horrible car accident. The whole community shows up to the funeral of Evelyn Kinkle and to the house with every different assortment of food imaginable. Harvey is told to stand up straight and is shoved around by his drunk father. Tommy tries to distract him a couple times as he usually does with TV and errands while he cleans up after dad's messes.
In the wake, Sabrina, the pretty blonde girl from school, hugs him for the first time and he's so nervous, hands sweaty, he thinks he's gonna throw up, she gives him a light smile and leaves; a part of him wishes she didn't. Harvey's eyes are still wide and Tommy asks what's wrong when he sees him.
Harvey blinks, "Sabrina Spellman just hugged me."
Tommy chuckles and pats his little brother in the shoulder, "Girl drama already? And here I thought I was gonna have to wait a couple years."
"Shut up Tommy."
Then he sees her and the lightheartedness of the moment passes and he's filled with dread, Harvey stiffens. Noticing once again his brothers expression and where his eyes traveled to he chuckles again, murmuring to himself this time, "Ahh they grow up so fast." Harvey still hears him, his brow furrows and he shoves Tommy off. His laugh provides Harvey with a little solace on such a bleak day.
Harvey knows Tommy would rather put up a front than see how he's really grieving in some ways he's grateful for it and in others, he just wishes he could help. He can't imagine it's easy being the older brother to someone who says they see demons, Harvey shakes the painful memory away, puts the awful shade of red out of his mind.
Harvey's eyes find Rosalind's again and the stiffness of his body returns. It fades when she gives him a sad soft smile across the room that says I'm sorry, Harvey graces her with one of his own and she shrugs.
Harvey breathes, and for the first time in a while for some reason he thought things were gonna be alright.
***
Flash forward forward a couple years later, there all fourteen and fifteen, and Baxter high school was in full swing and adamant chatter filled the soon to be transformed cafeteria because of the awaiting annual homecoming dance. Three girls sitting in their usual spots in the lunchroom had a conversation of their own regarding the dance while one was in her own head, a million miles away.
"So I was waiting on him to ask me because it seemed like he was, but he just said he had to go home." Sabrina says from her seat opposite Susie and Roz, a pale hand settled under her chin.
"Maybe he was nervous?" Susie replied
"I don't know, I mean he kind of seemed like he was. What do you think Roz?" Sabrina asks, eyes narrowing at her friends unfocused gaze.
"Roz?" Susie calls to her.
"I just think that we are not doing enough for the people out there who really need our help, we are panthers baby. We should be out there doing what we need to do for the good of the people!" Dorothy Walkers voice exclaims into the void of the Walker living room. Roz sits perched at the top of her brown stair case arms loosely wrapped around her figure.
"What we should be doing is looking out for the good of this family! Of course it's important to stay woke and fight the good fight but how long until fighting costs us our lives. Things got dangerous with that life style Baby." Micheal Walker replies to his wife's irrationality, reaching out to her trying to get her to understand.
"Jesus Dorothy we aren't kids anymore, we aren't teenagers, we're raising one and you gotta be there for her."
"You don't tell me what I don't do and do for my daughter okay." Dorothy yells, pointing an accusatory finger at him.
"She's just as much mine as she is yours, don't don't do that. At least I'm acting like it."
"Micheal, I don't wanna hear another word." Dorothy warns.
"Roz!" Susie says again, worried expression on her face, "You okay?"
Roz blinks, back to reality and meets her friends concerned expressions with a complacent one of her own, she tries to tug for a smile, "Yeah guys I'm fine just tired, I'll see you guys at the dance? Yeah?"
As Roz gets up the bell rings, and her friends share a look.
***
When Roz gets home the air just doesn't feel the same, a once warm cozy place felt desolate and cold.
She's alone in her homecoming dress, awaiting her mom whose been late to just about everything recently.
The heel of her black shoe clanks against the hardwood of the floor as she paces back and forth in her red dress. She sees the bright yellow light of her mothers black SUV in the garage and she gets outside with everything.
"Finally! Mom give me the keys I gotta go." Roz breathes out, palm up awaiting the keys in her hand.
"Oh honey you look beautiful." Her mothers eyes tear up, and Roz drops her awaiting hand looking to her mother confused.
"Mom are you okay?" She asks eyes narrowed.
"How about I drive you honey? Come on get in the car." Dorothy says sniffing huddling her things back in the car as Roz looks to her confused. "Well come on baby wouldn't want you to be late to your first high school dance would you?" Dorothy says on the brink of releasing a set of tears. In all her fourteen years, Roz had never seen her mother cry; no less cry to take her to a school dance so to say she was confused was an understatement.
The car ride is spent in silence. It's composed mainly of moments her mother would look at her for long periods of time and Roz would remind her the light was green and they'd go. They finally get to Baxter high and Dorothy looks to her for what seemed like forever, and cups her cheek, "My beautiful baby, you've grown into such an amazing educated young woman." Roz's eyes widen, okay so my moms officially lost it, she thinks. "Mom what's going on?" Roz asks confused.
"Go on and have a good time, don't worry about me. I'll be fine. Make sure to get Susie to drive you home. I'll be taking the car with me."
Roz hand drifts to the door handle, and it sills when she looks back at her mom. Dorothy has tears in her eyes again, "It's alright honey go on."
Roz walks out of he car and doesn't turn back, already fearing the worst as she steps through the school doors to the gym.
***
Roz gets back home an hour later, feeling an intense aversion to what awaits her. She looks at the simple cobble stone in path and steps leading to her once cozy brick home from Susie's car window and wants so badly to be far away. Susie had been the first of her friends to get her drivers license, never mind the age limit her dad was able to pull a few strings. Most kids in green dale had been learning to drive since they were in car seats.
"Roz are you sure your okay? You've been spacing out all night. We can go to my place? I can call brina and we could have a slumber party? All you'd have to do is go in now and ask your dad." Susie asks her softly.
Roz smiles, and that's why she's the best, "It's cool Susie, I've just got some stuff to deal with my family, my mom was acting weird before she dropped me off. I think we just have to figure stuff out." She lightly smiles, hoping to death she'll believe it.
"Alright Roz but call me if you need anything okay? Also careful on those steps, cobblestones and heels do not mix."
"I will" Roz laughs as she leaves her friends car and makes her way to the door. Moms car isn't in the drive way, huh she notices.
Roz gets in the house and she's greeted the same feeling she got when she came home from school, a cold and desolate energy only thing different this time, her father was here.
That feeling she feared for the worst came back with a vengeance.
Roz rushes up to walk towards him, head in his hands, he looks up to his little girl whose not so little anymore and gives her a weak smile, "Hi honey how was the dance?"
"It was nice. Where's mom?" Roz asks, getting straight to the point. Just like her mother Micheal thought, staring off into space wondering where it all went wrong.
"She left."
"What? where?"Roz asks, a million questions springing to her mind.
"I don't know baby, I just know she isn't coming back."
Roz backs away from her father taking in the news, and walks toward the stairs to her room.
"Rosalind honey...I'm so sor-" Roz already shaking her head frantically as tears form, "No, No dad don't apologize. Its not your fault. I've just got to get to my room."
Roz locks her self in her room, breathes and cries. Cries for the woman who would take her to the supermarket on Sundays, for the woman who told her her hair was beautiful and for the woman who would take her to the park nearly every Friday, The park she thinks. She looks up from her stance on the floor and trades her heels for a pair of sneakers and makes her way out the door.
Her father paces downstairs in the living room, "Rosalind where are you going this time of night?" He says arms crossed, Micheal knows the circumstances of the night are strange but she's still his daughter, in his house.
"Dad I just need to go out for a walk please."
"Roz-"
"Bye Dad."
***
Every now and again Harvey gets a little unsettled by the noise in his house, not that there is much, but the lack of it. His mothers calming pacifying voice is gone and its been years, but his dad never lets him forget it, not that he ever would. Sometimes Tommy's ever patient smile isn't enough. He's got plans and friends and a life. So once and in while Harvey quietly leaves and walks around town, Tommy's at a party and his father is too drunk to notice.
Harvey walks for what feels like hours. He feels his feet wandering of their own volition as he thinks about where he is in life so far. With joy division blaring in his ears, he thinks of Sabrina and her friends. They've all been hanging out as of late ever since him and Susie were paired to do an anatomy project together. Since then he's been like additional member to their group, and then theirs this unspoken thing with Sabrina. He thinks back to being that 10 year old kid with his world collapsing around him, a pretty girl giving him a hug and bringing good feelings to light in a dark place. Harvey suddenly looks down at his shoes in thought, man I shouldn't have chickened out asking her to the dance, he thinks to himself, upset he doesn't know what could've been. Then his thoughts drifted again as the cold front met his face to the other girl at his mothers wake and his chest tightens. Roz forgave him all with a smile, and its not like she hated him because he put gum in her hair when she was six but it was..weird because they never were really, friends.
Suddenly his view is changed by a gate, a view of a baseball field and endless grass, with his childhood playground in sight, with out knowing it Harvey realizes he's made his way to the park where his mom used to take him as a kid. He gets this aching feeling in his chest as he makes his way to the entrance, sometimes he really misses her so much it hurts and he breathes just like she always told him to when things got to much with his father. Harvey sees his condensation from his breath and opens the gate his eyeline immediately going to the swing set, his favorite playground object as a child and then he sees her. Roz and her soft cries are heard as he hesitantly makes his way to the other seat.
Harvey notices she's still wearing her homecoming dress, a short red dress that exposes her shoulders and sneakers, Shouldn't she still be at school? Did something happen there? He wants to check his phone in case Sabrina or Susie texted him something that he didn't see about anything that might've happened tonight but he fights the urge.
"H-Hi Rosalind." She quickly faces the other way and brushes away her tears, breathing deeply she corrects him "it's just Roz, remember" She's corrected him on it during the many times they've all hung out together for some reason it never really sticks.
"Oh sorry." Harvey says more than sorry about just that, but that stupid fateful day he put gum in her hair and about never really trying to talk to her after that.
Harvey looks to her, her thick glasses are off and her face has light pink tint as the autumn breeze picks up carrying her curls around.
"You know I'm really sorry about that day with your hair, I didn't really mean to do it you know I just wanted to fit in with my friends and they're not my friends anymore they haven't for a long time. I'm sorry I let them tease Susie for so long. I-I'm just sorry." She sniffles and finally looks to him, "you don't have to worry about the hair thing I got over that a long time ago." She lets out a breathy laugh, so soft as if it was barely there at all. "But I'm really not the one you should be apologizing to for Susie, that's for her."
"Right" he says meekly as he starts to swing.
They sit in comfortable silence, enjoying the cool air, and swirling yellow and orange leaves. They're both not looking at each other when Roz sneaks a couple glances his way and tells him that her mom left and she was here because this is where she used to take her as a little girl.
Harvey looks away, "You know we really should've met sooner than we did, my mom used to come here with me all the time too." Roz looks at him as if realizing the situation, "Harvey I'm so sorry, I didn't think-"
"It's fine Roz, it was four years ago." Four years that his dad wouldn't let him forget, four years of his brother single handily trying to keep the family together, four years of burying himself in his drawings and music. His mother always loved his drawings.
Again there's a silence for a while, two figures on a swing set in the moonlight just sit. "You know some stupid part of me thought she'd come back here, that she'd just know just where I was and take me back home, take us both back home." Her face is still wet streaked with tears.
Harvey has never had to deal with a crying girl before and his palms start to sweat, he's been hanging around Sabrina more often and thus her friends because they're cool people but he's never felt really accepted by Roz yet, it was good to clean the air. He didn't want to set her off in anyway.
"It's not stupid, to want to see your mom again. It just sucks that some white dude that um..does something to the patriarchy, came in her place." Harvey knows that Roz is all about social justice, her parents especially and he's still learning. She lets out a laugh, a strong one that he can hear this time, he'll count it as a win.
"They hold up the patriarchy, Harvey."
"Oh okay cool." His eyes widen as he says it, and Roz's one eye brow raises, in amusement. "I-I mean not cool like cool but I mean- I get- I unders-" the metal chain of the swing set rattles as Roz laughs with her entire face, eyes crinkling, head tilted back hand holding her stomach.
Leaves swirl around as the cold front comes and her laugh rings in his ear like a bell. She shivers from the cold and Harvey realizes she's still in her homecoming dress, he stands takes of his jacket, Roz looks at him in slight confusion as he puts his jacket on her shoulders. She blushes and remembers the soft brown eyes when they were six. Then she remembers this morning, Sabrina talking about how she wanted Harvey to ask her to the dance. Disappointment blooms in her chest at the realization, everyone with eyes and a pulse knew that Sabrina and Harvey had feelings for each other.
Harvey softly smiles at her while she looks down. The moonlight bouncing off her caramel skin, she puts her glasses back on and stands up. That warm feeling he felt when he was ten comes back again. The one that promised everything was going to be alright. He looks up to her from his seat on the swing set.
"Why didn't you ask Sabrina to the dance?" Roz asks, holding back has never really been one of her strong suits.
It's almost comical how fast his face changes from soft to taken aback. "Well I-" he clears his throat and feels the nervousness crawl back up like a viper, he looks back up to her face, her soft brown eyes and just breathes out, "I was chicken shit." Roz's eyes now widen at his bluntness and she lightly chuckles, Harvey's sweet smile comes back with a comfortable silence.
Roz looks away from him and back at the ground,"I uh gotta go it's getting kinda late and I don't wanna worry my dad. Especially with everything that happened." Its now that she realized the state she left her dad in, head in his hands in all, thinking his wife had left him and now his daughter too? She had to make things better at home.
"Oh uh..do you want me to walk you there?" He says strangely not wanting the moment to end.
"No it's fine." She reply's with a small smile.
"Are you sure?" He inquired further, not unfamiliar to the threat of the dark. Roz's smile unwieldy widens highlighting reassurance, "Looks like Harvey Kinkle isn't too chicken shit to take a girl home and protect her from the big bad darkness." She waves her fingers around and lets out a low "oooo" she giggles as he stands from his seat on the swings and shoves her, small grin placating his features. Soon they're both laughing and shoving each other as they both walk out of the park.
Roz's laughs pan out as they reach the entrance, and soft brown met large almond brown once again, with a light smile she says "Goodnight Harvey, and uh thanks for...this." He feels his head shaking as a response,"Anytime, night Roz.", And he's rooted in the spot, he can't let him self go and they stare until Roz turns around makes her way down the familiar path to her house. Harvey still standing there, on the spot, watching her leave like a creep. He's about to turn around and scold himself when he sees her look back, soft smile still settled on her face and she looks at the ground again toward the path ahead of her.
Harvey watches until he can't see her anymore and finally turns around.
***
They spend way to much time in the library, Roz helps him with his English homework and every now and then he'll show her a drawing and she'll come up with stories for them.
"Okay so she's a zombie mom with a cookie cutter family and they all...murder people in order to give her food to survive!" Roz exclaims marveling at her own brilliance.
Harvey lightly shades a spot on the paper featuring the zombie mom and his expression becomes confused, "Isn't that a show on Netflix though? The Santa Clarita diet?"
"What? No. This is the peak of my creative brilliance is what it is. I'm insulted that you'd think I never take my job as your comic writer seriously." Roz says jokingly hurt.
"You keep stealing storylines and I just might have to fire you Roz." Harvey shrugs, light smile painted on his face as he looks down at his drawing.
"I- Wha, Susie! Is my story a rip off-" Roz starts addressing Susie on the couch a few feet from the table, reading her aunts journal.
"Yes your story is a rip off Santa Clarita diet, frankly I'm appalled. This is lazy writing at its finest." Susie says not once looking away from the book in front of her as she cut Roz off.
Roz indignantly has her mouth open in shock and Harvey laughs, it's a hearty sound she wouldn't mind hearing more often. It's almost as if it happens in slow motion, Harvey is looking at her and she can see his perfect smile, soft brown eyes and upturned lips smiling at her then she's sees those same eyes leave her and look to another pair but this one with a short blonde bob. "Hey guys." Sabrina smiles as she sits with them. Harvey's eyes shine and Roz's stomach flops.
***
"Harvey I swear on my nana if you pick a romantic comedy for movie night we're not friends anymore." Roz says, exasperated from her seat on Susie's couch, limbs flailing everywhere.
"Agreed, you've picked that genre for the past three Friday's in a row." Susie says in slight concern for her friends taste in movies, as she eats her milk duds from the recliner.
Harvey brings in the two bowls popcorn from the kitchen and smooshes himself between a sleeping Sabrina and an unbothered Roz, "Hey don't judge the superior movie genre selection that brought is us comedic gold like the proposal and couples retreat. They're classics!" He argues looking at Roz' impassive face then to Susie, and gives her a look that says back me up here. She gives one back, not fighting this one bud, good luck.
"I got news for you Harv." oh no Susie thinks, sinking back into the recliner, eating her milk duds awaiting the chaos.
"Rom coms, not better than Horror movies. Like at all," Roz says looking Harvey dead in the eye with her thick rimmed glasses and takes the bowl of popcorn right from his hands, his eyes widen at her statement.
Nope no turning back now, Susie thinks looking between them. She wonders when there gonna figure out this whole thing between them out, it's probably gonna a while, inwardly sighing.
"I'm gonna give you a minute to process what you just said and take that back." Harvey says awaiting her next words. Roz eats a kernel and replies with a confident "Nope." popping the p at the end for emphasis. Harvey nods and smiles a smile that promises mischief and makes his way toward her, "Harv what are you doing?" Roz cautiously says eating another kernel slowly.
Immediate giggles erupt from Roz as Harvey tickles her further into the couch and a lightly snoring Sabrina moves, both Harvey and Roz' heads turn to the sleeping girl, not wanting to disturb her.
"If she woke up that would've totally been your fault" Roz whispers to him, holding his forearms while his hands are still splayed on her hips, both still as to not incite the blonde to wake. "It would not" He whisper yells and their heads turn back to each other and they realize there current position and how close their faces are, Harvey can make out the almond shape of her eyes and Roz can still make out his laugh lines; she wants so badly to trace it but again she realizes where they are and clears her throat. They both look away, Harvey turns his face to Sabrina's sleeping form and says, "At least your not at Sabrina's level of love for horror movies, that would be horrible." His words just oozing fondness and affection at the sleeping girl.
"Yea, I know right." Roz says adjusting herself to the couch more, feeling a familiar swoop at the stomach.
Susie sits up setting the empty box of milk duds on the table, oh yeah were gonna have to wait years, she thinks growing tired at the thought.
***
There at their usual spot in the back table near the computers in the library, while Roz tries to decode the famous Sir Lancelot and Queen Genevieve poem to Harvey. Endless rows of books surround them and a shroud of papers compiled nicely on the edge of the hardwood brown table.
"So basically Tennyson is saying through the use of endless creative metaphors and personification that Lancelot and Genevieve would do anything for their love and each other even die." Roz sums up with finality looking to Harvey's bewildered expression. "Okay what do you not get?" She asks, a stray hair falls in front of her face as Harvey looks at her he has the strangest powerful urge to push it behind her ear. He quickly realizes that she awaiting his response, when her eyebrows raise, "I uh, Well I just think its about something different that's all." He responds, looking down toward the book.
"What do you mean?" Roz asks, curious on his outlook of the poem. "Well I just think its about finding love in whats in front of him, seeing what he has and giving everything, all of his being toward it and Genevieve receives it."
"So you think Its one sided?"
"I think Lancelot had a lot more to lose in having an affair with the kings wife, I'm saying maybe she was a little selfish."
"Wow your opinion is wrong." Roz says with an incredulous expression on her face, looking away from his gaze and back toward the book.
"What?" He asks in disbelief
"If anyone is being selfish its Lancelot, I mean sleeping with your best friends wife? Come on and he didn't even have to pay for being an adulterer and his "love" for Genevieve with his life you know who did though? Genevieve." Roz huffed.
Harvey looked at her then back down at his copy and started reading,
'She look'd so lovely, as she sway'd
The rein with dainty finger-tips,
A man had given all other bliss,
And all his worldly worth for this,
To waste his whole heart in one kiss
Upon her perfect lips.
There's a stillness after he reads it between them both, she keeps her eyes on her copy and feels as his turns from the page and makes its way up to her face, to met the tug of her gaze and feel the pull they've felt so many times before. Then he speaks, "Maybe its not about what they gave up and who did more wrong than the other but the way he remembered her before they took there last kiss and the way she embraced and accepted him for who he was when it was all said and done." Harvey breathes out, and nervousness crawls back up from his stomach, even though he'd never felt more at ease with Roz than he had with anyone else. The contradicting feelings clashed and their gazes locked again.
A ping sound went off, a notification was heard from the table and both their heads turn fast to the device, "Sorry Roz I forgot to turn it off." He admits with sheepish smile and looks down at the notification, he's never been so relieved to see that Tommy texted him a picture of the grocery list.
Harvey gets his things into his bag and looks down to his phone again careful to avoid the pit of those almond brown eyes that he could fall into, and he rapidly explains his departure, "Sorry I gotta leave but Tommy just sent me this grocery list and I need to get the stuff like now. For dinner and the week and everything. So bye." Harvey says all in one sentence and with a final wave, leaves a confounded Roz in his wake.
***
Sabrina and Harvey finally become official in the summer after sophomore year and there group has never been closer. They go to the movies, hang out at the library, the bookstore and do normal teenager things of course.
But it's the fact that there are no more secrets between them and everything is out in the open that brings them together. Roz is going blind but gaining the sight, her cunning, Susie is talking to her dead aunt, Harvey saw an actual demon and Sabrina is a witch. However nothing was ever be normal again especially after Roz was finally struck blind.
It happens in the woods when they're on there way to the mines to expel a demon ready to reign loose on the town. The colors of the leaves are just being turned back to green as winter spells it's last goodbye. The brown trails on the ground seem endless and the path toward the mine is covered in branches, "How much longer till we get there?" Susie heaves, chalking this up to bring the only exercise she'll be doing for the year.
"Susie we've been to the mines, how do you not know where we are?" Roz breathes out as they trek through the leaves at a fast pace.
"It's probably the physical exhaustion talking, don't worry we're almost there Susie." Sabrina replies leading her friends, holding Harvey's hand as he trails next to her.
They approach an array of yellow and red signs telling them to keep out, they're at the entrance of the mine. Sabrina looks up to Harvey squeezing his hand. Roz looks at Harvey's empty expression knowing that he's thinking of his brother, he's already lost so much she thinks with a sorrowful expression. Harvey looks away from the cursed entrance and kisses Sabrina's forehead as Roz and Susie gather there bearings and make there way to them.
"I'm so not doing P.E on Monday." Roz curses and Susie breathes in agreement.
They huddle together as Sabrina goes over the plan, "Okay guys so we all stick together, we all know the mine is a maze and this could very well be where the demon is and conveniently where we need to trap it so there's no means to escape." Harvey takes a deep breath and nods
along with the other morals.
"He's going to want to separate us so we're easier to manipulate, he's going to whisper certain truths to your mind but you have to ignore it so we can find him and trap him. Susie I'm gonna need you to keep a look out side the mine in case anyone else comes, Roz I'm gonna need you to touch this inscription to find out where he might be in there and Harvey," Sabrina breathes out, "just stay safe and keep next to me okay?"
He pecks her lightly on the lips, "You got it 'brina." Sabrina smiles at him, and Roz focuses her eyes on the rocks below her.
Sabrina levitates the rocks out of there path as the three of them make there way toward the core of the maze. Roz trails behind the pair, still holding hands and holding up flashlights in their other hands. Are you lost blind girl? A grim scratchy voice echoes out in her mind. "Did you guys hear that?" Roz says.
"Hear what?" Harvey replies turning toward Ros.
"Never mind."
Never mind that your in love with your best friends boyfriend, how pathetic. Roz eyes widen at the raspy scathing voice and suddenly the light of her flashlight gets dimmer and the vision of Sabrina and Harvey in front of her gets blurred.
"Remember Roz we have to ignore the voice it's just trying to manipulate us to let it out." Sabrina cautions.
"Right" Roz breathes out in confusion as her eyes begin to blur out the brown of Harvey's hair, the blue of his jacket and the white light of Sabrina's flashlight.
"Uhh guys I think I'm starting to lose my sight now, I can't see oh my God." Roz says breathing hard now, she can't hear their foot steps anymore. "Guys?!" She yells out.
Roz feels wet tears fall from her eyes, as she whips her head around frantically trying to adjust to seeing nothing in any direction.
Useless, you couldn't even follow your friends and lead them the right way
The voice returns and rings back in her head like a song, she tries to cover her ears and block the sound.
She's gonna hate you when she finds out you know, the witch. She will find out and she'll leave just like your mother and your grandmother did.
The voice brings Roz to her knees as she cries out in full on sobs. The demon is right she's gonna hate me, they all are. They're gonna leave me. She feels the weight of her glasses on her face, they're useless to her now. Just like I'am, useless.
"Roz?" She hears his voice clear ring out before her. Harvey kneels in front of her to see if she's okay as she looks up to follow the sound of his voice. "Roz..your eyes.." he says rooted in the spot at the sight of her, the soft brown he always knew becoming a startling gray .
"I know, I can't see!" She exclaims frantically. The tears roll out once again,and make there way down her cheeks.
You can't see him anymore and you never will again. You'll never see anyone you love again.
Rosalind cried out loud sobs at the insistent demonic voice, "I can't see you." She cries out.
Harvey's heart breaks at the sight of her and hearing her cries, they have to get out of here. "Look Ros, brina found a way out of here, you've been trapped here for three hours okay-"
Roz looks up from her hands and sniffles, "What? no, that's impossible I just lost track of you guys." Her breathing becomes labored again, in out , in out.
No one can save you Rosalind Walker, no one will care.
Roz' eyes shut tightly.
"No Roz listen to me," Harvey says his hands now intertwining with hers, anchoring her to his words "We found the demon and trapped it, it's just all in your head, okay? You got lost, so I came to get you and Sabrina gave me this red yarn so we can get back." He breathes out to her hoping to everything they can make it out of this.
"I need you to slow down your breathing okay? In. Out." Harvey eyes frantically watch over her face trying to calm her breathing.
Roz's greys still in his direction and they shut as she breathes, in. Out.
I'll keep you here with me where you belong, forever. The voice picks at her mind and reverbs.
"Roz..hey, you with me?" Harvey asks his breath fanning across her face, she startles at the proximity and his voice. "Do you still hear it's voice?" He asks brows furrowed, suspecting the reason for there self imposed captivity.
He will never love you the way he does the witch
More unwilling tears roll out, as Roz faces the ground and lets out a meek, "Yes" in response.
"Hey Roz just focus on my voice, just me." Soft yet calloused hands cup her wet cheeks, the red string rests on the right side of her face, tied around his index finger, she holds her breath. She wishes so badly more than ever she could see him. Read the look in his eyes, the curve of his mouth, his laugh lines. Roz wishes so badly she could see him and is at the same time, more than grateful she can no longer see what she can't have.
A beat passes and they breathe together, Harvey feels a tug on his heart and a warmth that burns from his chest to his stomach, it spreads like a wildfire. Then he feels a tug on his hand, more specifically his index finger. Sabrina his mind rings out, putting out the fire in his chest with a swift feeling of guilt taking over his gut. Sabrina had pulled on the yarn signaling the time they had left.
Harvey drops his hands from her face and pulls Roz up, and tugs on her left hand and leads them back out following the string. Roz's heart skipping a beat and feeling heavy with every passing step and turn.
They make it out of the cave and the smell of Sabrina's citrus shampoo wakes her from her spell when her best friend takes her in to her arms. The seemingly endless stream of tears roll down her face once again and her eyes shut close breathing in the scent of her. Sabrina her best friend since she was 6, was embracing her like she was her life line right after she almost kissed her boyfriend. "Its okay, Your okay, You made it out, You did it." She hears Sabrina's voice whisper and Ros feels her eyes shut tighter holding her friend for dear life.
Roz feels Susie's small arms wrap around then both, and a sad smile rests on her face. She feels Harvey's eyes on her like a ray of light, she can't see it but knows the weight of his gaze, right down to the bone, it makes her shiver, must be my cunning, Roz thinks, she hopes.
When they finally let go, and Susie asks her for the millionth time if she's really okay, Roz hears Sabrina swarm Harvey with deep kisses, the rustling of fabric and smacking of lips the main indicator. Roz's eyes find their way downward when she feels Harvey's gaze again, with Sabrina in his arms, it's almost as if the wind whispers with his eyes. A phrase finds it's way between them again,
I'm sorry.
***
"So you can see the future right?"
"Well not exclusively, sometimes things from the the past and things happening around me now that I wouldn't know about if I didn't have the cunning." Roz tells Harvey, as the sunlight glistens into his room through the cracks of the dark curtains. It's a regular Sunday morning, they had to study for an English test, a break was needed and here she was adjusting the crossed position of her leg on his bed feeling it fall asleep as he absorbs the information. Harvey's across from her on his bed, mirroring her position.
"I wanna know about my future. And I know based on what you just told me that might not be what you see, but I still wanna know." He tells her, eyes alight with a renewed hope.
Roz face contorts to one of caution, " I don't know Harvey, I mean I think letting people know they're future is kind of dangerous don't you think?"
Harvey thinks about it for a second, "Okay so how about this if you think it's something I think I can live without knowing, don't tell me." Roz snorts at his request.
"That's so general how will I know what to tell you?" She exclaims crossing her arms.
"Something I can live with out knowing Roz, hello if I die! Duh." Harvey responds, stating the obvious. He notices her persistent hesitance, "Look you don't have to do it if you're not comfortable." He says in a gentle voice.
"It's not that I just hadn't...thought about you dying is all." She says with a frown on her face.
"I was only kidding Roz, I'm only asking you because I trust you." She can feel his eyes on her again burning through her greys, shame I'll never get to see them Susie always mentions how hot they are. Roz mulls it over in her head again, the pros and cons and ultimately, "I'll do it." She nods before she can talk her self out of it.
"Really? Okay so what do you have to do? Touch me, right? Be careful Roz, I'm spoken for." Harvey says with a playful smirk.
"Famous last words Kinkle, watch it." Roz replies just about sick of him, she imagines the sunlight bounces of his brown hair and how his smile is probably that much brighter because of it and shes just about sick of that too.
She adjusts her legs again and tries to get comfortable, she takes his hand and takes a deep breath, Harvey's even closed his eyes for good measure, "Okay I'm seeing something." She says in a serious tone.
Harveys eyes pop open and he exclaims in excitement, "What?!"
Roz's eyes are still closed and her eye brows furrow, "I see...a bright light...fog...water and oh my- Harvey!"
"What?! What do you see Roz." He says grip on her hand tightening, "I see...aliens! There comin-" she's tackled by Harvey and her giggles interrupt her false proclaims.
"Aliens really Roz?" Harvey says as he sits up a soft smile resting on his features. He pokes her face until she answers, "Really?!"
Roz' giggles don't cease even when she speaks, "That's for the comment." She breathes out, readying her body for an actual reading "Okay, I'm ready to actually tell you now, sorry" Roz says reaching out her hand.
"No your not" Harvey says indignantly taking her hand with a false sour expression, Roz feels her face light up with a warm smile. "Your right I'm not." She takes a deep breath, in. Out, brushing off the memory of the soft hand on her face in the mines, she takes his hand.
"How do you know it's gonna be a girl?" Roz hears a voice echoing in her mind, it's mature and familiar. The view gets easier to see the more she focuses. There's two people sitting on a couch, a woman and a man. She's pregnant.
"Because I just know." He responds, Roz can see his face clearer now, it's Harvey. He's wearing a blue collared shirt and jeans, his brown hair is cut short and he has facial hair; scruff. He reaches out to touch the woman very pregnant stomach.
"So you had Sabrina give Ambrose a call and do his witchy pregnancy gender test thing." Roz realizes why the voice sounds so familiar it's her, Staring at her own future. What the-
"Yep. I mean no-" Harvey sighs as Roz gives him a look, "Okay so I did but I really wanted to know, I couldn't wait until after the baby was born."
"Uh yeah you could've then it would've been like we'd agreed." Roz hears her self say as she pouts at him.
"Come on babe when have we ever done something according to plan?" Harvey pouts back and they meet in the middle faces inches apart.
Roz hears herself sigh somehow in content and exasperation, "You're lucky your cute." She says and their lips finally meet, it's a sweet slow kiss, she feels she's intruding on something even though it's her.
Harvey cups her face as their lips part and looks at her like she's his world as his other hand finds her stomach, Roz looks at her self smiling so big, she doesn't even remember the last time she smiled like that and her heart feels heavy.
"No more calling Sabrina for this type of stuff okay, she's high priestess now. She doesn't have time to make pregnancy house calls." Roz says putting her pointer finger to Harvey's chest making her case known. His hands go up in surrender "okay okay. Just as long as you don't go texting Susie every time the baby kicks, she's on her book tour. She doesn't need he distraction."
"What? I don't do it everytime , I mean-" now Harvey gives her a look and he laughs at his wife's shocked expression, her diamond ring glistens in the sun as he takes her hand. "Honey she told me to tell you to slow down a little bit with the baby talk, you can still talk to her about it, absolutely. But your kinda driving her crazy. Please don't kill me." He says with a flinch proceeding with caution not wanting to test his wife's mood swings.
Roz watches herself look away from her husband in shock, still holding his hand, "well at least I got yo- woah she's eager in there." Roz suddenly feels a fluttering in her stomach and she touches the flat surface, she looks back up at the future version of her. Her and Harvey cooing at their future child, hands interlocked at the stomach.
Roz gasps, opening her eyes, waiting to hear Harvey's voice, "Roz you okay? What happened? What did you see?" He asks as she breathes deeply, wanting more than anything to see those soft brown eyes again, but I guess those eyes are gonna spend the rest of their life looking at me, Roz thinks taken back by the outcome.
She feels Harvey's hesitance to touch her again and his concern so he turns her face toward him, "What happened?"
Roz finds herself smiling, there maybe a million obstacles between them now but shes not going to add one by risking it not happening in telling him what she saw so she leaves it at, "Just something you can live without." She says as she leaves his room.
A beat passes and he jogs behind her trailing to catch up. "What the hell does that mean?"
If only you knew Harvey Kinkle, if only you knew.
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Do 1-100 and I’ll send booty pics
1: Is there a boy/girl in your life?
You can say that
2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?
Forgive but never forget
3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”
Cats?
4: What’s something you really want right now?
To stop feeling the way I do, I guess
5: Are you afraid of falling in love?
Its the falling out part usually
6: Do you like the beach?
Yes
7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
Yea
8: What’s the background on your cell?
My crush, so its not super weird, she knows and is 100% okay with it
9: Name the last four beds you were sat on?
,Mine, Shawns, technically Eulissas, and um and my old studios one
10: Do you like your phone?
It does me well so far, but I do want to upgrade
11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned?
Its only day 6 into this new year, so the plan was just made
12: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?
My friend’s new number
13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler?
Im okay with a poodle.
14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?
Emotional
15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?
Art Museum
16: Are you tired?
Fucking always
17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact?
12 years now
18: Are they a relative?
Nope, but he’s definitely closer than most of my family
19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?
Yikes in my Nikes! Nah
20: When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?
A couple of days ago
21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?
I’d wait for her to be ready first, marriage is a big thing
22: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
No
23: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?
None
24: Is there a certain quote you live by?
Not that I can think of a t the moment
25: What’s on your mind?
Alot but usually her :D
26: Do you have any tattoos?
Two, a lotus on my calf and a backpack on my forearm
27: What is your favorite color?
Purple
28: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
Im not sure but I have a hunch
29: Who are you texting?
My friend whom I call, Bubblegum
30: Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?
Stop this, yes lol
31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?
I asked you stop asking about exes haha
32: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Most of them?
33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
I think so, but dat virgo moon doe
34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
I think so?
35: Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?
Ok?
36: Were you single on Valentines Day?
Most likely going to be
37: Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
Nope
38: What do your friends call you?
Mostly by name, but some call me Panda
39: Has anyone upset you in the last week?
When theres Emotions and Alcohol mixed, it happens
40: Have you ever cried over a text?
Yee
41: Where’s your last bruise located?
Fuck if I remember
42: What is it from?
N/A
43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?
Like two days ago
44: Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
My mother
45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes?
No, I get one pair and just stick to them
46: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?
Sometimes
47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style?
No
48: Do you make supper for your family?
No
49: Does your bedroom have a door?
Yes
50: Top 3 web-pages?
Im just gunna go with the top 3 used, Youtube, Twitch, Tumblr
51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping?
Me
52: Does anything on your body hurt?
My knee tbh haha
53: Are goodbyes hard for you?
Usually
54: What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
An alcoholic orange soda
55: How is your hair?
Hair-y?
56: What do you usually do first in the morning?
Hate myself?
57: Do you think two people can last forever?
Yes
58: Think back to January 2007, were you single?
Yes
59: Green or purple grapes?
Puple
60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug?
Look at #28
61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
Yea
62: When will be the next time you text someone?
I know for a fact in a few hours lol
63: Where will you be 5 hours from now?
Hanging with the person Id be texting in #62
64: What were you doing at 8 this morning.
Getting a ride home
65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
This time last year, umm, I dont remember
66: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
Yea
67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
No
68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
I dont rmemeber
69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
Yea
70: How many windows are open on your computer?
! window, 2 tabs
71: How many fingers do you have?
All 10
72: What is your ringtone?
For The Damaged Coda by Blonde Redhead, but my notification tone is Cuccos from Link to the Past
73: How old will you be in 5 months?
Nobody likes you when youre 23
74: Where is your Mum right now?
In the Kitchen
75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?
She deiced my friend was a better choice
76: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
No
77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?
Most of them
78: Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?
God there were two friends, Katie and Ari
79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?
A few lol
80: Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
Yes
81: How many people have you liked in the past three months?
One
82: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?
No
83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
Most likely
84: You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?
Noone becasue I dont
85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care?
I would, but on the other hand, depends what it is?
86: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?
My friend went to Northern Lights before hand, Im just cant remeber what they bought
87: Who was your last received call from?
My mom
88: If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?
Probs
89: What is something you wish you had more of?
Yes
90: Have you ever trusted someone too much?
Yes
91: Do you sleep with your window open?
Its 4F, its cold enough with it closed
92: Do you get along with girls?
Yea
93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
Not that I know of
94: Does sex mean love?
Not all the time
95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?
Yikeis in my Nikes!
96: Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?
No
97: Did you sleep alone this week?
Yes
98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?
I think so
99: Do you believe in love at first sight?
I mean, if the story works out that way, one can hope
100: Who was the last person that you pinky promise?
I’m not sure
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Letters to You [13]
LOOK WHO JUST UPDATED THIS FREAKISHLY LONG FANFIC. Well anyway, hello I am back! two to three chapters before THIS FINALLY ENDS. Without further ado, here it is.
tagging: @i-dont-look-good-i-look-great @amigoingbananas @myotomespace
Pairing: Date Shigezane (SLBP) X MC
Genre: Fluff, Angst, Comedy
Parts: One | Two | Three | Four | Five | Six | Seven | Eight | BONUS | Nine | Ten | Eleven | Twelve | Thirteen: Promises and Duties
Promises and Duties
Stupid.
This situation feels so stupid for Shigezane. He does not even understand why he would be asking Masamune for permission in stopping this nonsense wedding. But he had to ask them. His only hope lies in Masamune.
“Shigezane, think about the consequences of breaking this agreement. This will affect the years of alliance between Date and their family.” Kojuro explained.
He had tried to plead with Masamune for trying to cancel the wedding with Ayame. After giving it some thought and his feelings for Aki, Shigezane wanted nothing more but to spend his life by her side. But his luck was nowhere to be found today, especially in trying to convince them.
“You were fine with getting affianced with Lady Ayame, why the sudden change, Shigezane?” Masamune asked him. Shigezane kept quiet.
“Answer me, Shigezane. I just asked you something of a serious matter.” Masamune demanded, Shigezane knew his cousin is growing impatient, yet he can’t risk someone he loved anymore, if anything else he wanted only her. He had promised her that night, that the next time he would fall so hard he’ll never let someone take her again. A selfish request, he knows.
“Is my sister, the reason why you wanted to end this arranged marriage?” Kojuro asked, his questioning gaze fell on Shigezane.
“Aki had nothing to do with this, this my own decision.” He answered. Kojuro, on the other hand gave him a look that he doesn’t believe what he said. Masamune sipped the tea Aki served them earlier. The silence between the three was unusual, there was tension in the air since the moement Shigezane decided to talk about wanting to call off the marriage.
Shigezane took a deep breath, his eyes steeled with resolve in ending this tonight once and for all.
“This might sound unlikely of me, but I don’t want to spend my life and efforts with someone whom I do not like or even share mutual feelings with.” He answered truthfully, Masamune and Kojuro exchanged worried looks. “That’s bothersome.” He added.
“Then let me tell you something that would be bothersome too, Shigezane,” Masamune put the tea down. He looked straight at Shigezane with the same resolve and unwavering gaze “Wanting to suddenly call of an agreement that was made years ago by both parties would also be bothersome for the two clans, am I wrong? The alliance between her family and the Date have been going on for years, ever since father was still alive, are you trying to risk decades of alliance and trust for your own personal feelings, Shigezane?” Masamune’s words were firm, and Shigezane can tell that his cousin will not change his mind so easily, and he could not answer back. What Masamune said was true, and he can’t argue with that.
“If you never wanted this marriage in the first place, then you should not have agreed to it. You should have made your feelings clear for Aki back then.”
Shigezane clenched his fists, he hates it at how he can’t do anything in order to be with her, but with his position, he had no choice. But what irked him the most was what Masamune said,
“You’re not one to talk, Masamune. We are the same when it comes to her.” Shigezane said.
“… what did you say?”
“You love her just as I love her, are you not? All I wanted to say was you need to be honest with your feelings, Masamune.”
“Nonsense, you are even dragging Aki and my feelings into this?”
“You are not even trying to acknowledge your feelings for her...”
“That’s enough, Shigezane. We won’t discuss this anymore.”
“Masamune!”
“We’ve had enough of this matter. We understand your feelings towards Aki. However, you also need to understand that this marriage is for the benefit of both clans. Lord Masamune is right, this one we can’t sacrifice.” Kojuro answered, Shigezane just looked away. Biting his lower lip, his heart was sinking at the thought of being married into a woman he does not even want.
“It’s your duty to the Date. You are dismissed.” Masamune said,
I cannot do anything anymore to stop this now... He thought, Shigezane stood up, not looking at them.
Inside, Masamune and Kojuro sympathize and understand Shigezane. But all of them knows that they cannot risk the alliance, and having this marriage between them will make it continue.
“Lord Masamune…”
“If Aki is the reason why he won’t continue the marriage.” Masamune looked at the door where Shigezane just left, he felt sorry for his cousin, although what he said was right, “Then I’ll make sure that she will be sent away. I’m sorry, Kojuro.”
Little did they know, that she had been listening the whole time.
The warmth of her kiss and her love for him was all he can feel. It was a pleasant warmth. He held her fiercely, as if it was the last day they are going to spend it together. He loves her, so much that it might break him soon. But he does not care. All that he knew was they were running out of time, and he should enjoy it as long as he can.
It’s a waste, that he will never get the chance to give her back the love that she gave him for the past years that they have been together. It was stupid of him, to have Masamune and Maeda Toshiie that made him realize that he was in love with his closest friend all this time. He never felt this way, the strong urge to have someone by his side that Aki had no idea how much he wanted to have her and to own her.
“Shigezane...” there were happy tears in her eyes, and when she called his name, it was pure bliss. A fleeting happiness which will disappear in a few hours
“I love you, Aki.” He kissed the top of her head, cheeks, eyes, her nose and lastly, her lips. She held his hands ever so gently. This woman, no matter who he marries, it will always be her, it will always be Aki.
I cannot fulfill my promise to you, Aki.
“But I decided to continue the marriage with Ayame.”
She had expected this, for Shigezane to finally choose Ayame over her. But at the same time, her world came crashing down. Aki can’t say a word, she only had her mouth agape and all she can see was Shigezane’s eyes, full of sorrow and regret. She can’t bring herself to move, his words ringing in her ears like a sad song.
“Ah...”
She was at a loss for words to say to him. All she could ever think was her conversation with Masamune and Kojuro, the night before their promised day. She smiled for him, completely hiding the pain with that carefree smile. Hoping to make the man she loved feel at ease with his decision. This is just the way she wanted things to be, ever since she knew he was now in love with her.
“Good thing! Ya finally made the right decision, ya can’t just keep on chasing me. Ahahahaha. Damn it,” she closed her eyes, her hands reached for her heart.”That’s a relief, Shigezane. That is the Taiyak I know, you finally made the right decision. Thank you, for loving me, and I apologize for not saying those words that ya wanted to hear.”
But that does not change the fact that I loved you after all this years. Aki kept her thoughts to herself. She would be a hypocrite to say that she’s truly happy with Shigezane’s decision when in fact she was dying inside. She’s certain that he would understand her, someday. She set her gaze to the setting sun in the horizon, her hand that’s holding his was slowly slipping away at each second that the sun disappears into the darkness of the night. Aki kept on repeating in her mind the best days of her life, how thankful she is to Shigezane and the memories they made together.
“Aki...” Her name coming from his lips sounded like a prayer, he linked their hands together. Aki will never forget the warmth of his smiles and his touch.
“Let’s make a promise together, Shigezane.” she turned to face him closer, she took his right pinky and linked it to hers.
“Date Shigezane...” She called his name, his gaze never left hers, “Let’s be happy, even if we don’t end up with each other, at this time” she said, “There are so many things to be happy and to celebrate about. Maybe we are not just really meant for each other, and I won’t be asking you to be happy right now. Let’s take our time to heal.” she added, lacing their fingers together. She can see a look of conflict in Shigezane’s eyes as he tried to smile for her.
“I don’t think I can... promise you that Aki,” he whispered, looking down at his lap, the words sounded bitterly for her. She bit her lower lip, unable to see his state she cupped his left cheek, slowly stroking it as if he was a child.
“Shigezane, look at me.” Aki smiled, “We may not be able to love each other like we should in this life, but I will make sure to find you in the next one, if not I will continue looking for you, I won’t stop until I do so, and when that time comes, I will give you the love that you deserve. I promise. My words are true, and I will make sure to find you.”
He cupped her face, she leaned to his touch, savoring the warmth from his hand that saved her from back then.
“We’ll find each other, and then I will also fulfill my promise to you, Aki.” he said, “Once I find you, I will never let you go.”
They both shared a chuckle, before looking at each other’s eyes,
“I promise,” They both said at the same time. The moment the sun had completely set, a shooting star fell from the heavens, sealing their promise to each other.
Shigezane and Aki realized that they do not have much time left, they parted ways just at the gate of Yonezawa Castle. They gave each other glances before completely walking off to different directions. Shigezane was off to see Ayame, while Aki had to report to Masamune and Kojuro for the day. Their conversation was still lingering in her mind.
She decided to make some dinner for Masamune before proceeding to his chambers, her hands full with dinner for him, Aki stopped at door of Masamune’s chambers, her mind was already made up. After hearing everything that Masamune, Kojuro and Shigezane talked about last night she was more than willing to tell them everything, including her most kept secrets. Keeping them in the dark, unknown of her situation would be unfair to them. She also cannot risk the Date Clan’s future, if she would become the reason of Shigezane breaking off the marriage with the allied clan, then she would gladly leave the Date Clan even if it breaks her heart.
“Lord Masamune,” She called across the door. Aki heard the shuffling of papers before Masamune answered her. She opened the door ever so carefully before taking a seat before him. His dinner was full of his favorite meals.
“Thank you, Aki. I would like for you to join us to dinner. Kojuro just went outside for a while,” Masamune said, stacking the papers and scrolls away from his desk, making room for the foods.Good thing she brought dishes good for three people.
“Of course, ah, you also asked for us to spend the night here, have things really gotten that hectic?” she asked, clearly wondering at what Masamune had ordered Kojuro earlier that day, before giving her the task of training the men,
“It is, with the upcoming wedding and the arrival of representatives from different clans asking for alliances is what will make us busy in the following days. I ask of you to rest well for the coming days will become hectic and tiring for us.” Masamune said,
“That’s my line, Lord Masamune,” She chuckled lightly, “You should be the one who should be worrying of yourself, you need to rest well. I shall be resuming my duties as your page to help you.”
“Thank you,” He smiled, she wanted to tell him so badly her decision. But with the way the things are in Yonezawa, she can’t ask for Masamune’s permission for her to leave the clan and go back to Kyoto. She fiddled with her fingers, anxiety welling up inside her. “Having you here is always a great help, not just for Kojuro but for the Clan as well.” with what Masamune said, Aki knew she must ask him that question. He was always so kind and considerate for her, and she had always wanted to know why, and she found out the answer in the most unexpected time and person
“You love her just as I love her, are you not? All I wanted to say was you need to be honest with your feelings, Masamune.”
Shigezane’s words from last night kept her restless. She found herself suddenly having a hard time looking at Masamune straight in his eye.
“If you don’t mind... I would like to ask you--”
“Lord Masamune,” she heard his brother’s voice, waking her from her anxious state. Masamune ordered Kojuro to come in. The siblings greeted each other with a smile and a small nod, after all, Kojuro brought two scrolls with him. Hies exhaustion was clear in his face. She reminded herself to make him some oshiruko after dinner.
“You two look exhausted... we should eat first.” She smiled, the two men before her agreed, setting their chopsticks into different dishes that she made. She smiled in appreciation once they took a bite.
They ate dinner without so much of exchanging any words, the moment they finished, it was time to discuss matters again.
“Excuse me, Milords. I’ll make some sweets for you,” she rose up to her seat. Planning to leave them alone for a while. She knew it must be some serious matter.
“Aki, you can’t go yet. Stay, what I have to tell Lord Masamune also concerns you.” Kojuro said, it caught her by surprise, so she took a seat again. Masamune looked as confused as she is, she stayed in her place, waiting for further orders by his brother.
“Milord Masamune, I have the list of your potential brides for your marriage.” Kojuro said, spreading the scroll with the list of noble women from all across the known lands. Most of them are all from the influential clans of their time. As expected, Aki thought as Kojuro read aloud the names of each women with their short background. As the list grew
“Lastly, Lady Akira Katakura. The youngest member of the Katakura clan, eligible candidate for her exemplary talents in swordsmanship and tactics, has great knowledge especially when it comes to etiquette and even in running a clan. She was taught at an early age on how to be a lady of class and nobility.” Kojuro finished, closing the scroll.
“WHAT IS THAT SUMMARY?! ‘She was taught at an early age on how to be a lady of class and nobility’?! Hey Ojisan!! What’s that? It is making me cringe, good thing you stopped.” She said, feigning disgust.
Masamune looked away, a blush in his cheeks.
“I’m... a canditate as a Lady Date...” not as Shigezane’s Lady Date, but Masamune’s she thought, a blush in her cheeks. Masamune looked down in embarrasment. “Masamune-chan, your blush is contagious...” she added, looking down also in her lap. Kojuro chuckled, amused. They were both flustered, Masamune cleared his throat.
“Milord, I will give the list to you. so please give it some thought.” Kojuro said, smiling. He opened the last scroll he brought, telling it’s contents to Masamune and Aki. Their flustered expression turned serious as they heard what Kojuro said,
“Oda Nobunaga will visit Oshu in three days’ time. Along with Mitsuhide Akechi and... Maeda Toshiie.”
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ishqbaaz 11.10.17 lb
doing this on my phone coz i'm at work so this gonna be a hella basic lb.
sanskaari music as abhay tanya get their karwachauth onnn.
wow tanya got a legit chand cgi'd in, that the oberois didn't get.
BIWI??????? HUSBAND???? THEY MARRIED????? they're fucking fetusesss!!!!!!! (fetii?) 😧😧😧
aw he bought chocolate. #spa18BestPati
ok revoking the best pati award. i am sick of the men of this show putting their dumbass grudges and god knows what else over their goddamn wives. 😒😒😒
le, tanya doesn't even know why abhay hates the oberois. phir is mission ka hissa hi kyun ho behen???? hadh hoti hai pativrata hone ki. 🙄🙄🙄
KHOON KHOOON KO PEHCHAAN HI LETA HAI!!!! HE'S AN OBEROI!!!!!! yaaaaaaaaaaas bitch!
pfffffffffft. kisi doooor ka cousin he is. doesn't even count. che, saara mazaaa kharab kar diya. 😒😒😒
oh his dad is the rare truthful oberoi. maybe om got his sachchaai ka keeda from there. 😕😕😕
god every time i come around to tej and shakti, they do something nefarious. fuck it. imma just be forever suspicious of every fucking man in this show forever. guilty until proven innocent is gonna be my motto.
wow so abhay and fam used to live with the main oberois too.
this is some baazigar shit bro.
LMAOOOO TANYA BE LIKE THIS IS FUCKING GOING TO FAIL AND WE ARE GONNA DIEEEEEE 😆😆😆
i love this cute vengeful fucker man. hella stupid motivation he has as a character but he's so cute.
oooooooh anika's back in her sexy black sleeping outfit. action to follow????? 😉😉😉
god anika stop being so damn clingy. have a life and some interests outside of your husband.
errrrr, that doesn't even remotely sound like shivaay/nakuul.
also this plan is hella fucking stupid.
pls shivaay. you know she's gonna fall into some shit or the other and you're gonna have to save her ass. so stay close.
anika is behaving like typical newly married person: wanting to get everyone else hitched as well. behenji pehle rikara ka kuch karein, phir in randos ka chance aayega. 😑😑😑
dang abhay really be rubbing in mirchi in anika's wounds.
god abhay how can you screw ANIKA over like this?? look at herrrrrr. she already loves youuuuuuu. ouff yaaaar.
dude bhavya's just been suspended?!??! she's not free to go get another job like this?????
aaaaaand she just got screwed over. fuck you rudraaaaaa. i hate you so much.
oufffffff kuch bhi ke bachche. but he's looking soooo damn cute in all black. i can't handleeeeee it.
... fashion house??? oh god.
oh tanya. you kiiiiinda dumb. but also, why are you with this asshole?!?? he don't give a fuck about you. ugh.
ok abhay's got shivaay's gusse mein teeth grinding waale genes. 😬😬😬
OKAY ABHAY THERE'S NO NEED TO TALK TO MY GIRL TANYA LIKE THIS. FUCKING HELL, DONT MAKE ME COME IN THERE AND KICK YOUR CUTE ASS. 😡😡😡
also is that a bruise from his manhandling????? ughhhhhh. 🤢🤢🤢
fuck him over tanya. FUCK HIM OVERRRRRR. 😤😤😤
really dgaf about this rudra bhavya nonsense.
lol ek toh tanya ka paara already chadha hua hai, upar se anika ki bakchodi.
lmaoooo "shivaay toh mujhe waapas chahiye nahi" 🤣🤣🤣
tanya's face be like 'oh shit what?!?? mujhse apna pati hi jhela nahi jaata, ab iske pati ko bhi kaise jheloon???'
tanya has the worst poker face ever.
and she's a terrrrrible liar. why even has abhay recruited her for this plan???
fuckkkkkk abhay. he really hurt her. she's bleeding. i hope shivaay kicks his ass good. 😡😡😡😡
ugh i hate this kutte ka patta tassel choker anika is wearing.
STARTUP. AUR OFFICE KA SIZE TOH DEKHO.
LMAO 30 LAKH. FOR THREE MONTHS KA BOND. FUCK OFFFFFF. you ain't slick rudra.
but then bhavya ain't slick either. ugh. 🤦🏾♀️🤦🏾♀️🤦🏾♀️
time for memorial!
these fuckers look so shady and guilty.
why just shivaay??? what if someone else finds out??? like dadi? like, i'd say dadi is the bigger risk. she's send your paapi asses to jail FO'SHO.
god anika, you're the worst at this.
i wish gauri was here. we could really use her chantumaiiii ways right now. 😚😚😚
uske beeeeech mein bhi pinky has fursat for taana. amazing.
lmaooooo tej dispersing the group is reminding me of the scene in b99 where terry disperses the squad after teaching them how to behave at captain holt's party. ("you're not gazelles!!!!!!") 😂😂😂
abhay is menacingly glaring at banner.
bro your father was fired 25 years ago. why would they put his name as a board member?????
why's he targeting ANIKA for this??? like, one: she's new here. and two: she doesn't have any idea of the inner workings of oberoi corp? 🤔🤔🤔
oufffff monologue bandh karoooo.
wow, anika will be addressing media in stead of shivaay.
ok girl you know next to NOTHING about this event. in what confidence are you inviting questions??? 😬😬😬
also why isn't the media asking her what haisyattt se she's here, since shivaay has a brand new wife???
really??? charity 25 years later??? when the accident happened you oberois didn't give a fuckkkkk about the families.
these shady fuckers stillll in a group.
oh hoooooo anika. do you have to make the phone call HERE????
who disssss??? he's awfully smiley for someone who's come for a MEMORIAL.
abhay is the worst. the fucking worsttttttt. #freeTanya2k18 😠😠😠
shukla got no idea what's in store for him. these fuckers about to jump him.
gosh tanya is in a mooooood today. thanks abhay.
anika bhi koi kachchi khilaaadi nahi hai.
ok tej, look more suspicious. you're all sooooo bad at this.
great dadi is here too.
aaaaaand dadi is interrogating anika on state of marriage. 😒😒😒
MY GOD ANIKA YOU'RE A HELLA BAD SPY. LIKE SO BAD.
shakti's vicious side is coming out.
lmao ok sr. obros, why would you trust some baahar waala and give him all the proof???? so damn stupid. 😑😑😑
shukla's acting is so badddddd.
goddddd these ppl are just assaulting this man based on bloody nothing. if you cared so much about the evidence why didn't you follow up about it all these years????
aaaaaaand pinky's caught anika.
pfffffft. such bad lying.
wow tej straight up has shukla in a fucking chokehold wtfffff 😟😟😟
jesus christ shukla, you had ONE JOB. why the fuck were you holding on to that shit for 25 years????
ouffffff i'm so bored. where's shivaaay??? where are rikaraaaaa????? i'd even take bhavya's miserable life over this nonsense at this point.
lmao buddhe log ka chase sequence.
THEYRE NOT EVEN BOTHERING TO USE A VOICE REMOTELY LIKE SHIVAAY'S. GOD.
lmaooooo look at this "director" of a "fashion house" styling a straight up clown wig on a mannequin. what nonsense. 🙄🙄🙄🙄
so wait, rudra just... HAS a fashion house now? based on what???? he's worn the same three workout outfits for over a year now. and if it was SOOOOO easy for him to start his own business, why did he struggle so much for that challenge???? 😐😐😐
it woulda been more believable if he had his own gym????
does he still think she's married to manav or what????
also she's a bodyguard, rudra; not a slave????
oh he DOES think she's married. so, he can do alllll this research to find out where she's applying for jobs and all, but not if she's actually married? 😒😒😒
ok why did bhavya have to change??? that too into THIS outfit???? how the hell is she supposed to do any guarding in this????
ugh rudra you're the fucking worstttttt. you're such a spoilt, entitled bratttttt. i'm so over this plotttttt already.
precap: um????? this is a memorial event????? PEOPLE DIED???? why is there a dance performance?!?? jfc.
and this is taking too much damn time so imma just speed watch the other two eps. mini lbs if i find anything interesting.
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get to know me tag
Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.
i got tagged by @stateofirrelevancy 💕
LAST:
1. Drink: apple juice
2. Phone call: my cousin lol he asked me how school was going
3. Text message: a link to a youtube video
4. Song you listen to: doves in the wind by sza
5. Time you cried: yesterday
HAVE YOU:
6. Dated someone twice: never been on a date SMH!
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: my drunk ass kissed a boy at a club only to find out he’s 27 years old the next day
8. Been cheated on: never been in a relationship lol
9. Lost someone special: my dad when i was like 15
10. Been depressed: hell ya
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: yup those hot cheetos burnt my throat
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12-14: pink, yellow, orange
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: yes from college & online
16. Fallen out of love: not really ~love~ but ye
17. Laughed until you cried: the ebony jenkins video always made me die
18. Found out someone was talking about you: im not a bitch anymore so no
20. Found out who your friends are: kinda
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: no lmfao
GENERAL:
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: 99% of em
23. Do you have any pets: i used to have a bunny named lucky
24. Do you want to change your name: no
25. What did you do for your last Birthday: eat & cry
26. What time do you wake up: my body wakes me up at 7:00 but then i got back to bed and wake up at 9:00 or 10:00
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: listening to music
28. Name something you can’t wait for: go back to school
29. When was the last time you saw your mom: four hours ago
30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my relationship with certain people
31. What are you listening to right now: glitter by tyler the creator
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no lmfao
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: this sad episode im goin thru
34. Most visited website: twitter
35. Mole/s: one on my right pinky, on the front of my right ring finger others i don’t feel like looking
36. Mark/s: i have one on the bottom of my foot
37. Childhood dream: i wanted to be an artist
38. Hair color: black
39. Long or short hair: short as fuck
40. Do you have a crush on someone: surprisingly no
41. What do you like about yourself: my warm heart and round face
42. Piercings: my first ear holes, nose, and tongue web
43. Blood type: AB i think
44. Nicknames?: lory dory & sunshine (my middle name)
45. Relationship status: single
46. Zodiac: leo sun sagittarius moon i wont put my whole birth chart
47. Pronouns: she/her
48. Favorite TV Show: honestly i don’t know
50. Right or left hand: right
51. Surgery: nah
52. Hair dyed in different color: i used to be a ginger
53. Sport: you thought
55. Vacation: nope
56. Pair of trainers: i always wear old school vans
MORE GENERAL:
57. Eating: my fav is spaghetti
58. Drinking: water
62. Want: love & affection
63. Get married: marriage scares me but i like love
64. Career: i want to do something creative
65. Hugs or kisses: hugs
66. Lips or eyes: lips
67. Shorter or taller: taller i want someone 6′4″ cause i’m 5′11″
68. Older or younger: older
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms i guess but idc
71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
72. Hook up or relationship: relationship
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: depends lmao i can be wild™
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. Kissed a Stranger: the boy at the club smh
75. Drank hard liquor: yes
76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: so many times
77. Turned someone down: yes
78. Sex on the first date: what is sex
79. Broken someone’s heart: kinda lmfao
80. Had your heart broken: not really but hurt
81. Been arrested: no
82. Cried when someone died: yerrrr
83. Fallen for a friend: no but i want to kiss & cuddle w/ all my girl friends
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84: Yourself: recently no
85. Miracles: definitely
86. Love at first sight: what corny ass au
87. Santa Claus: i used to but im a grown ass woman
88. Kiss on the first date: if you wanna kiss do it
OTHER:
90. Current best friend name: summer the virgo
91. Eye color: brown
92. Favorite movie: i don’t know lol
i dont wanna tag anyone but if you do it tag me i guess
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hi im leigh and im a slut for oversharing so have another ask thing about a year later
1: Is there a person in your life?
yes, id say there is
2:Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?
no.
3:What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”
some selfies i posted a lil while back
4:What’s something you really want right now?
c u d d l e s
5:Are you afraid of falling in love?
no. im scared of falling out of it
6:Do you like the beach?
in small doses
7:Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
yes
8:What’s the background on your cell?
some weeby shit
9:Name the last four beds you were sat on?
mine, addison’s, my grandmother’s, and my friend’s
10:Do you like your phone?
it gets what i need it to done
11:Honestly, are things going the way you planned?
lmao nO but that’s okay
12:Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?
xavier
13:Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler?
rott
14:Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?
both
15:Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?
zoooo
16:Are you tired?
24/7
17:How long have you known your 1st phone contact?
first as in first added or top?? shrugs top has been since since the middle of last school year
18:Are they a relative?
try my ex
19:Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?
yes
20:When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?
i talk to him every day now
21:If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?
no, marriage is scary
22:Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
you bet ya sweet ass
23:How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?
none
24:Is there a certain quote you live by?
“don’t pop pills popcorn”
25:What’s on your mind?
what isnt rn
26:Do you have any tattoos?
no but i want some
27:What is your favorite color?
orange
28:Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
i ?? dont know ?? hopefully soon bc im needy
29:Who are you texting?
no one as i type this, but noah before
30:Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?
yee
31:Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?
i felt super shitty one day from the moment i woke up then when i got home from school i learned my dog had died so
32:Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
yes
33:Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
i know a couple people that do
34:Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
yes and it makes me melt every time
35:Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?
good for him!! i was probably aware of it beforehand if it was right in front of me so im a-ok with it
36:Were you single on Valentines Day?
nope
37:Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
yeee
38:What do your friends call you?
leigh or a weird nickname
39:Has anyone upset you in the last week?
myself bitch wtf
40:Have you ever cried over a text?
lmaoooooo
41:Where’s your last bruise located?
my arm
42:What is it from?
i think i hit a wall
43:Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?
i was here while my step dad and his girlfriend were fighitng yike
44:Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
xavier
45:Do you have a favourite pair of shoes?
i only have one pair of shoes??
46:Do you wear hats if youre having a bad hair day?
nah every day is a bad hair day and i dont have enough hats
47:Would you ever go bald if it was the style?
probably not. the only reason i think id go bald is because of everyone tellign me how much they wish i hadnt cut my hair short
48:Do you make supper for your family?
i help make it a lot
49:Does your bedroom have a door?
yes
50:Top 3 web-pages?
tumblr, ourworld, facebook??
51:Do you know anyone who hates shopping?
probably
52:Does anything on your body hurt?
my back jesus fucking christ mY BACK
53:Are goodbyes hard for you?
i don’t think goodbyes are ever really easy for anyone
54:What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
tea probably
55:How is your hair?
he’s going through a hard time since his breakup, but he’s hanging in there. thanks for asking. it means a lot to him
56:What do you usually do first in the morning?
try to go back to sleep
57:Do you think two people can last forever?
i think that two people can last in each other’s lives until they die, whether that be romantically or platonically. it just takes work
58:Think back to January 2007, were you single?
dude idk i was 6
59:Green or purple grapes?
grEEN
60:When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug?
shrugs. i’ll probably get sad and hug my sibling
61:Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
yes
62:When will be the next time you text someone?
right after i finish this
63:Where will you be 5 hours from now?
still here
64:What were you doing at 8 this morning.
sleeping
65:This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
yeah it was some dude i had a fling with that i,,,cannot remember the name of
66:Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
yesyes
67:Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
no someone come hug mee
68:What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
probably about the person i like because when am i not daydreaming
69:Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
yes, but that;s life. not everything lasts forever
70:How many windows are open on your computer?
three
71:How many fingers do you have?
ten, unless you don’t count thumbs then 8
72:What is your ringtone?
shrugs
73:How old will you be in 5 months?
17
74:Where is your Mum right now?
your guess is as good as mine
75:Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?
Shr uG s i still talk to him though aaaaAAAAAAAAAAAA
76:Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
yes
77:Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?
yep
78:Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?
that’s like, sixth grade i think?? so yeah, and i used to sit pretty close to him in algebra
79:Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?
my grandpa
80:Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
many times
81:How many people have you liked in the past three months?
oh jeez. uh. seven? i think? three were relationships, two were kind of relationships, and two were/are crushes. there were also poly experiences in that so i mean
82:Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?
yes
83:Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
i talk to him every day
84:You’re drunk and yelling at hot people out of your car window, you’re with?
noah probably. i feel like id drunk text him and he’s come make sure i was okay and then id pull shit like that
85:If your partner was into drugs would you care?
nah
86:What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?
i?? dont remember the last time i saw a movie in theaters?
87:Who was your last received call from?
technically noah but he called my old number
88:If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?
i don’t like butterflies but still no omg
89:What is something you wish you had more of?
affection, friends, love, positivity
90:Have you ever trusted someone too much?
hoooooboi yes
91:Do you sleep with your window open?
no
92:Do you get along with girls?
i tend not to yikes but i try
93:Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
probably
94:Does sex mean love?
no
95:You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?
nah man. i mean, the fact that we’re locked in may be a problem bc idk who locked us in there or why, but we’d be fine
96:Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?
no
97:Did you sleep alone this week?
not the entire week
98:Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?
yesyesyes
99:Do you believe in love at first sight?
i believe in fascination and curiosity and attraction at first sight, but not love
100:Who was the last person that you pinky promise?
probably my ex because we pinkie promised a lot
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cute asks
1.Have you met your soulmate? I would like to believe I have😄
2. Favorite color when you were younger, and now? Purple maybe? Now its like pale blues and yellows
3. Do you wear eye-shadow? What color? Yes and I kinda do like a Neapolitan ice cream kinda transition thing? Like color wise I mean. Like white inner corner, then a pinky middle, and then brownish for the crease/outside. I wish I could explain better because it actually looks good I swear
4. Are you in love right now? Most definitely💖
5. In your opinion, is love at first sight real? Nah I mean you can see someone and be like “wow theyre cute I’d like to get to know them” but not love
6. Are you an optimist, realist, opportunist, or pessimist? I think I’m a pessimist? Idk I try to be optimistic but its hard
7. First kiss details? (If you haven’t been kissed, reply how and if you would like to be.) Okay, so my first kiss was in the choir room of my old high school after a football game. I was in marching band and so was my boyfriend so we were changing out of our uniforms. And I looked at him and said “I’m going to kiss you”. Be said okay and we kissed. It was wet and slobbery and awkward, but I wouldnt change It for the world💖 (yes, I’m still dating this boy)
8. Do you own stickers, an stationary? I do own stickers! It came with my super cute planner. I also have mildliners
9. What’s your aesthetic? Peaches and pale blues/yellows
10. Do you wear dresses, and skirts? Yes but I dont own very many😞
11. What is your hair like? Currently blonde, but my brown roots are showing. My hair currently reaches about mid-breast length
12. Does time go by fast or slow to you? Depends on the day and the mood honestly
13. What time do you go to bed? What time do you wake up? When I have school usually 8/9 to sleep and I wake up at 6ish. When I’m not in school usually 10/11 for sleep and 6ish to wake up
14. Favorite sweet food? Cheesecake
15. Tea, coffee, or hot cocoa? Hot cocoa usually
16. Space, Ocean, City, or Forest? Space🚀
17. Favorite game as a child? Literally any sonic game
18. Comfort book? The Great Gatsby for sire
19. Princess, Fairy, Mermaid, or Unicorn? Unicorn
20. Do you fall in love easily? Nah
21. Favorite word? Fuck
22. Describe your life in 3 words. Slowly getting better
23. Do you dance? Slow dance? I like slow dancing amd I can’t dance well but I do it anyway
24. Do you wear fake nails, or paint your nails? Sometimes fake nails, but usually they are just my natural nail without color
25. Has anyone ever confessed to you? Like a secret? Because if so, then yes.
26. Do you lie? Oh of course
27. What makes you smile? Loads of stuff. My boyfriend, my friends, a good book, soft words and music, space, ect.
28. Have you ever cried in a book or movie? Literally all the time
29. When and who was your first crush? My first real crush was my current boyfriend back in 7th grade. (To put that into perspective I was 13 and am now 18)
30. Marriage or kids? I am not married and I dont have kids, but i want to get married one say and possibly birth a child (more than likely I will adopt/foster)
31. Are you superstitious? To an extent I guess
32. Who’s your 3 am thought? Jacob and why the fuck am i here
33. Do you like candy? What’s your favorite candy? Eh and I guess Sour Patch Kids
34. Favorite holiday? Christmas tbh
35. Favorite season? Spring🐣🌻
36. Cat or dog person? I like all animals
37. Are you quiet or loud? Loud asf
38. Favorite time period? (80′s, 60′s, etc.) 90s to be entirely honest whoops
39. Favorite fashion fad that went away? Like flashy colorful “Fresh Prince” type of clothes
40. The best dream/ worst nightmare you’ve ever had? Best: I was in paris with my boyfriend and it was the most cliché romantic thing ever I loved it. Worst: it actually happened the other night and I was back in high school rip
41. Worst fear as a kid? Being locked in a pyramid/tomb
44. Do you flirt? Yeah but usually unintentionally
45. What’s your style? Like writing? Clothing? Life? This question is too vague
46. Do you blush? Very easily
47. Do you feel everything, nothing, or you don’t know what to feel? A mixture of both. The perks of bipolar disorder I guess
48. Are you a crier? Do you smile? I used to cry a lot but now I smile more
49. First love? Jacob💖
50. Last love? Also Jacob💖
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