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wemakeitupaswego · 2 years
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Getting confession flashbacks of handprint
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localfandomweirdo · 4 months
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Hidden Struggle (FNaF D.C.A. Fanfic)
Tw:Bullying,Angst, Swearing,Harassment, Happy ending,use of homophobic slurs,Fluff,Eclipse punches someone,Sun says a No-No word
-NOT INCEST-
Moon slammed his locker shut with more force than necessary,if he hurried he could-
"Hey,dweeb!" That voice.That voice.
Moon snapped around and sure enough Rusty,the literal worst person to exist was walking towards him,along with his crooks.
"What?" Moon snapped, he really didn't want to deal with Rusty today.
"Just wanted to walk you back to your dumpster."
"...shut it.I don't fucking wann-" He was cut off by Rusty's friends, who he thought was named Travis,(but Trashvis fit better),and Leo,grabbed both his arms and pinned him against the lockers,Moon couldn't fight it and once more cursed his skinny and lanky frame,he really couldn't help it!
Okay,sure,Moon would skip meals however he could but still!
He was snapped from his thoughts by Rusty elbowing him in the gut,hard.Tears welled in his dark eyes,but he forced himself to not cry in front of them.
"Awww,are you gonna cryyyyy?" Travis taunted.
Moon looked around,no-one even acknowledged the situation, who would?Everyone seemed to hate Moon,to them he was just a miserable and shy weirdo,and no-one wanted to cross Rusty and his friends,they weren't 'popular',but were know for getting into fights. (All the popular kids seemed to be actually pretty nice).And calling for help would do nothing but destroy his voice box.He wasn't used to talking loudly.
"Hey,what's this?" Leo smirked as he snatched something out of Moon's hoodie pocket with his free hand.
And Moon realized with a sinking feeling that it was his phone.
"Awww,it's him and his brothers!" Travis snickered, commenting on the lock screen, which was,indeed, a picture of Moon,Sun and Eclipse.
"Damn,Moon.Do you really think your brothers care about you? You're more delusional than I thought." Rusty said,grinning as Moon physically flinched,he found a weak spot.
"Your brothers probably only tolerate you because they have to. I mean, who would love a fag like you?"
Fag.He had many issues with that word.It wasn't that he was COMPLETELY CLOSETED,but he wasn't out front, wearing Gay and LGBTQ pride clothes and accessories all the time.And sure he got flustered when one of the boys in his classes paid attention to him,but still.
"Your brothers probably secretly hate you, I mean, who wouldn't?You just weigh them down,they'd kick you to the curb if they cou-"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" Moon snapped. His rage boiled over,and his anger issues definitely didn't help,his throat already stung,but,hey,what was he gonna do about it?
"YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME OR MY BROTHERS,SO SHUT THE HELL UP,YOU MOTHERFUCKING,MAN WH-" He was cut off by Rusty's fist colliding with his face.
Leo and Travis let go of Moon's arms as he slide to the floor back against the lockers. Tears finally fell from his eyes.
"Feh,c'mon guys.Let's go,see ya' later,Asshole." Rusty spat as he and his friends left.Students jumped out of their path as they strode away,a few looked at Moon,some with pity,others with sympathy. But most with amusement,like he deserved it.
'You just weigh them down.'
'You just weigh them down.'
'You just weigh them down.'
That one sentence replayed in his head,over and over.
No,he didn't... Did he?
Oh,god.He did.Times Rusty and his gang beat him up and he said he'd fallen,they always FOCUSED on HIM.Not school work or anything else. Whenever he was sick,they'd take off school as well,all for Moon having a pathetic immune system.How could he not have noticed?
He weighed them down.
He weighed them down.
He weighed them down.
He weighed them do-
"Moon?Moon!Are you okay?!" He came back to reality when Sun's panicked voice broke through his thoughts,Sun and Eclipse were standing over him.
"Huh?O-oh,y-yeah...fine!" Moon stood up and smiled,trying to seem as normal as possible.
"Fine?Most people who are 'fine' don't have bruises on their face!" Eclipse said,eyes narrowed at the newly forming mark on the side of Moon's face.
"I-i uhm..fell?" It came out more a question then an answer.
"...let's go." Eclipse said,beckoning Sun to follow, Sun gently took Moon's wrist and followed.
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He led them to an empty classroom,closed the door and began inspecting the bruise again.
"Moony?Be honest, who the fudge did this?" Sun said,teeth grinding together,touching their foreheads together.
"I-i told you!I fell..." Moon muttered.
"Oh,really?You fell the same time Rusty supposedly beat up some 'bitch'?" Eclipse scoffed.
"I-um...yes?"
"Moondrop. Don't you fucking lie." Sun said,voice stern and intimidating.
Moon froze, not only had Sun sworn,but also used his full name,and not some stupid pet or nickname (He was,of course, quite fond of said names).
"R-rusty..." He whimpered, head bowed.
"Thank you,Moony." Sun smiled, kissing his youngest brother's hairline.
Eclipse stayed silent then stormed out of the classroom, hands balled into fists.
"Oh,crud." Sun said,hurrying after him,Moon followed.
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Rusty was standing with some friends by the main exit,probably waiting for Moon,but seeing Eclipse storm up,their smug expressions turned to confusion.
"Oh,he-" Rusty was cut off by Eclipse punching him, Rusty fell to the ground as Eclipse got on top of him (I know what you're thinking, you dirty minded ducks >:\ ),punching him repeatedly.
Sun and Moon's shouts were drowned by a crowd gathering and yelling 'Fight!Fight!Fight!' Over and over again.
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And that's how Eclipse got suspended for 3 weeks,he would of been kicked out of Theater and the Debate team and probably expelled if it wasn't for Leo and Travis admitting that Rusty had indeed injured Moon and Eclipse was 'just defending his little, helpless brother.'.Moon did NOT have a good time playing that role during his integration,stuttering and whimpering, constantly needing one of his brothers called in to calm him down,sometimes both.
But it paid off,Rusty was gone.Expelled. And his friends suspended for 3 months each.
As the three were FINALLY able to leave,it was already getting dark.
One bus ride later and an elevator ride,they were back in their cozy little apartment.
And a mess of limbs on the couch.
-The End-
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Sorry this took so long.😅
Bye. *Grabs jetpack and flies off*
👁👄👁
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yanderefictinallove · 2 years
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Something lovely
YANDERE! MITSURI X FEM! READER
(*^3^)/~☆ idk about you, but I love a strong, beautiful, softspoken, wholesome, queen that also has an appetite.
Warning: this contains, stalking, mitsuri being a little pervy, and noncon touching.
TW: stalking, noncon touching
This story is recommended for disrespectful teens like me..so yeah keep that in mind, my adult readers are welcome too
Rated: T+
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"M-Mitsuri, please stop." You begged the pink haired girl. You have no idea what happend one minute you were haveing a nice chat with Shinobu in the hotspring when all of a sudden mitsuri pounced on you from behind, and now she is groping you breats.
"Whats wrong with it, im just helping you, relive some stress". You look twards Shinobu for help, she only giggled and had this to say, "My, what good friends you are, im quite envious." Then the incect pillar got out.
"Finally we are all alone." She said as she got infont of me and pushed me down against the stones aligning the sides of the bath. Mitsuri is still rubbing my body, her hand keeps going down.
Oh god, i can't...I'm scared, ...shes gonna hurt me... oh no..."You know Y/n, i like cherries, especially yours-" she was interrupted by her crow, telling her that she has a mission to attend to. She stands up in disappointment and says, " ill be back as soon as I can Y/n, then I can show you something else pink, besides my hair, love you". She gave me a kiss on the cheek and left.
Saved by the crow, that could have ended badly. I finished my soak and left for home. For some sleep.
That's all i need right now. Sleep.
When i arrived to my home, i noticed a lot of letters from mitsuri in my house near the window. I shut it for my sanity. I decided to read the letters and all i see is 'i love you' and flirting pickup lines as if she is a man trying to court me.
I shake off the eairyness of th letters but one stays in my head as i lay my head on my pillow.
'Oh, Y/n, I can't wait to taste your special fruit, I see it many time but I wann feel it, taste it , play with it, I can't hold my felings for you inside me any longer,I I have to let you know how much I love you. When i get back im going to make you a special cake, that has all my affection made into it.
With love, Mitsuri'
The most desturbing thing was that the bottom of the paper had some dryed liquid on it. I had no idea what it was but, i dont wanna know what it was.
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I hade just came back from training with rengoku, it was brutal but necessary. For some reson, he kept bringing uo marriage and family. He was way to distracted, but I can't blame him today is lovely. To be honest, i have the biggest crush on Rengoku, I wanna be known in the future as 'Y/n Rengoku, wife of the fire hashira'. Tengen said it was a flashy way of thinking.
Just as I was heading out of the dinning hall, someone called my name from a far. I noticed it was mitsuri, she grabed onto my arm and we talked while walking. But she brought me to her estate.
I felt something hit me in the back of the head, oh no im fading.
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....wake up
Open your eyes....
Don't let her have her way....
She's winning.....
......
I open my eyes and take in my surroundings, it's nighttime, and i cant move my upper body, i can feel the breeze on my bare skin. I can't move...
"Finally I can taste your fruit, it looks so yummy." Oh hell no, I know that voice, it was mitsuri, i can see under the light of the moon shineing through the window that she was nude.
One thing i noticed was that she tied my arms down behind my back...not me legs.
I had no time to react as she layed her naked frame on ame and started giving me butterfly kisses.
"You don't know howblong I've waited for this, i have watched you conversate with the other hashira about love amd settling down, you look so pretty when you sleep, now i can see it forever."
I started to cry but she covered my mouth.
"Shh, don't cry please" she wisperd as she moved down to where my leg are, she pushed them open and said.
"Wow, Y/n, it's such a cutey, you truly are, Something lovley"
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Hope you liked it, its not as long as my other ones but oh well.
REQUESTS: open
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kingdom-mcnd · 1 year
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OK, this is a request of a one shot or drabble for one of enhypen members
Heeseung x fem!reader
Reader is a popular and great dancer, she's known for her bright personality and sunshine vibes, she has been practicing for a dance competition and as a perfectionist she wants every single detail to be perfect, she was practicing with Heeseung making her company on the practice room, and at one moment reader gets stressed because she isn't satisfied with how her dance look and start crying bc of that, Heesung comforts her and just fluff JSJSJSJS.
I swear this is the last one until you finish the others, thank you so much again ❤️❤️❤️
You are great.
Heesung x fem!reader fluff. This is my first time to write a oneshot or a headcanon or however you wanne call this. So I hope you like it because i tried my best. And tell me if you have a idea for the title because i have no idea.
I also wanna say for this imagine I want the reader to participad in girls planet and she is going to auditon as k-group with crazy as her song. With the baby monster group.
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It was late at night at the company. You were the first female hybe trainee to be going on a kpop survival show. The hybe trainees were known for being good dancers so you felft a lot of pressure. Your boyfriend Heesung is comming over to support you.
*at the dance studio*
The music for crazy was galming thro the halls. He heard it from far away. He sneaked in to watch you practice. When the music stopt he started to clap loudly. ''that was amazing.'' ''It is ok but still it is not what i wanted.'' '' I still love it anyway and don't the others need to practice with you.'' You started to explaine to him that the other members dit it right so they could go home but you wanted to stay so you could practice some more.
After some more time went by you were exhausted from practicing. Heesung tried to help you with it. But you just couldn't get every detail right.
I think that we sould stop for today you seem really tired he said. ''I am but I just need to get this right.'' ''You don't need to its amazing your a great dancer you can do it.'' Thats when you broke down and just started to cry.
He immediatly ran over to you when he saw wat happend. And just hugged you. He helped you sit down in his lap. And just hugged you and said comforming words in your ear. He was telling you how amazing you looked while dancing. And that you don't have to worry because people will even love you because of your personality. And he would give you some forhead kisses.
When you would feel a little bit better he would take you out to get you some food. Because he believed food could make anyone feel better. Gets you and him your favorite food and refused to let you pay for anyting. Also takes you on a cute date the next day your free. To chear you up and get away from the stress.
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pumpkzsafeplace · 8 months
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think big 🧵 was mostly worried that freind wasn comfortable with hug but only offered cause look sad
knows its ok to have hug but worry lot that buging
sorry not big 🧵 now he really scared to talk today
icky person keeped talking to him an he had ptsd episode and couldnt words after
big🧵started getting really mean about it so small now
dunno if too icky to share so can ignore message but he gave ouchies an it hurt lots
good news tho stuffie arived
need get him stuffed but super cute
big 🧵 say am being annoying or bug too much an it really hurt not trying be annoying promise can stop bugging if annoying or upset
know that cause just dumb an annoying an always upset and bug people don deserve cuddles or new stuffie or watch movies but really wann curl up an watch movie and get cuddles an huggies and cry but need be better know crying not good an shouldn or shouldn wanna but feel like cry just cant cause trying be good
really wannt be held and comforted an reminded that not bugging but am bugging by get cuddle an held
maybe shpuld just start leaving people lone so that dont annoy and can be good an deserve cuddles and just be held
sorry for be sad still
promise tdying gets better
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hihi lil bug’ 🌼
it is completely fine to have big emotion's, you know honey? <3.
it's completely fine to be upset, to feel a little down and to even cry sometimes. we're all human at the end of the day- and that's just part of life <3.
i'm sorry that the icky person came and spoke to you today, hopefully we can avoid that in the future & you can surround yourself with people who love and enjoy your presence! <3
but people do care about you, you know? i know that sometimes it may feel like we're all alone- but you have so many people on tumblr alone that care <3.
you are special love, don't forget that okay <3.
big big big big hugs & i hope you feel a little better soon! <3
-🍰
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koelnpoetry · 6 months
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Here are some songs from my Unconditional Love Playlist for when I’m not feeling well.
In case somebody needs some consolation. Maybe it helps. Feel free to add more songs :) Take care! <3
There is always someone who cares. I do.
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So today I wrote a song for you
'Cause a day can get so long
And I know its hard to make it through
When you say there's something wrong […]
You think no one understands […]
And you're so tired you don't sleep at night
As your heart is trying to mend […]
For all that you claim
You're standing still
You are moving too […]
I will move with you
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I know you're tired, I know you're anxious
You wanna die, don't wanna say it
It's in your eyes, you're giving up this time
Ooh, I won't let you do it
I know it's a lot sometimes, we'll get you through it
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Estás cansado de andar y de andar
Y caminar
Girando siempre en un lugar […]
Sé que lo imposible se puede lograr
Que la tristeza algún día se irá
Y así será
La vida cambia y cambiará
Sentirás
Que el alma vuela
Por cantar una vez más
(You are tired of walking and walking
and marching
Always turning in one place […]
I know that the impossible can be achieved
That sadness will one day go away
And so it will be
Life changes and will change.
You will feel
That the soul flies
To sing one more time)
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Seit wann fällt bei dir täglich dieser Regen?
Draußen bestes Wetter, aber in dir diese Sonnenfinsternis
Es donnert und es blitzt
Du bist nicht allein
Wir könn'n das ja teil'n
Lass mich für dich wein'n
Vielleicht wirds dann leichter
Und fehlt dir der Halt
Dann geb ich dir mein'n
Du weißt doch, ich bleib
Vielleicht wirds dann leichter
(Since when has this rain been falling every day for you?
Great weather outside, but inside you this solar eclipse
There is thunder and lightning
You're not alone
We can share this
Let me cry for you
Maybe then it will be easier
And if you lack support
Then I'll give you mine
You know I'll stay
Maybe then it will be easier)
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If I could bear this fate for you
If I could end your fear and ease your pain
If I could give back faith to you
Behind the grey cloud waits the sun
If I could travel time for you
I would fly back, oh I would fly back
To make a future true
Where you and life are one
I love you
I fucking love you, can't you see?
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No se si escuchás
O quizás ya no sirve de nada
Solo murmurás
Solo me das vuelta la cara
Ayer nomás
Tu sol me entusiasmaba
No llorabas por mí
No llorabas por nada
Dejaste que el dolor te curtiera la piel
Ojalá no sea tarde
Para volver a nacer
Para poder levantarte
Me encantaría
Volver a verte reír
Como me gusta verte reír
(I don't know if you listen
Or maybe it's no longer of any use
You just murmur
You just turn your face away
Just yesterday
Your sun excited me
You didn't cry for me
You didn't cry for anything
You let the pain weather your skin
I hope it's not too late
To be reborn
To be able to get up
I would love
To see you smile again
Oh how I would like to see you smile again)
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Du weißt, wie es ist, wenn man nicht mehr weiter weiß
Du weißt, wie es ist wenn der letzte rote Faden reißt
Du weißt, wie es ist, wenn man keine warmen Gedanken mehr hat, nur noch kalte
Du weißt, wie es ist, wenn man nicht mehr weiß wohin man wollte […]
Wenn du nicht mehr weißt wo du hin willst, komm zu mir!
(You know what it's like when the last thread breaks
You know what it's like when you don't have any more warm thoughts, only cold ones
You know what it's like when you no longer know where you wanted to go […]
If you don't know where you want to go anymore, come to me!)
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So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your job's a joke, you're broke
Your love life's DOA
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month
Or even your year, but
I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)
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Wie ich's auch wende und wie ich′s auch dreh'
Scheint, als ob man mich nicht braucht
Alles was ich einmal gerne wollte
Sagt mir, dass ich's lieber lassen sollte
Nicht für jeden wird der Tisch gedeckt
Das macht mir Angst, dass ich erschreck'
In irgendeine Nische passen wir schon rein
Ist sie zu schmal, machen wir uns klein
Irgendeine Ecke findet sich für dich
Irgendeine Ecke wo du glücklich bist
(No matter how I turn it
It seems like I'm not needed
Everything I once wanted
Tells me I shouldn't do it
The table is not set for everyone
This scares me
We surely fit into some niche
If it's too narrow, we make ourselves small
Some corner will be found for you
Somewhere where you are happy)
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r-en-r · 6 years
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I told her to sale away, sale away tomorrow or today, With a small leak, and the boat on fire, but I don't want to see, cause I'm to tired. Hold me tonight, hold me till tomorrow, but I don't wanne cry, And I don't want to see, everything failling, I don't want to be, I just go sailing. But after she went away, I just want her to say, I love you."
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