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midnight-soulless-system · 8 days

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I think it's both sad and hilarious to see the difference between how small children react to disabled people and how teenagers/adults react to discabled people.

Small children are just curious and want to understand why and how things work, so of course when I'm walking with my cane and limping and taking walking breaks, they're going to be confused. Sometimes their questions are blunt but it's obvious they're just curious and mean well.

And then there's everyone else. They don't even want to know about why you're disabled or anything, they just want proof that you are allowed to be disabled (like that's a fucking thing). And every time they say shit like "well prove it. Prove that you're disabled" I just look at them with a confused face. Who the fuck do you think you are, demanding to see my personal medical records, move the fuck out of the disabled parking space you abled piece of shit.

#I am just so mad today #Cripplepunk #This post is about physical disabilities #do not derail #crip punk #cripple punk #AMPS #amplified musculoskeletal pain syndrome #ouch #spoonie #chronically ill #cane user #chronic illness #soulless speaks #invisible illness

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giftedeath · 3 months

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surprise is such a good episode for the vampire crowd like it rly takes the season one, half - baked soul lore of ' its a demon and it takes ur body but ur not really the human version of yourself thats dead ' and sort of puts that idea in a box and shakes it up bc the judge's first words to spike and dru are "u two stink of humanity u share AFFECTION 🥺 and jealousy" but then meets angelus and is like oh yeah .. there's not a spec of humanity on this one and to me .. to me ... that's just chefs kiss like what makes them different ? and like its LOVE 🥺

#this does have smthn to do w buffy and that #the vampire she surrounds herself in season 5 is spike who is ruled by this emotion #meanwhile she struggles w this ... feels like she can't feel it anymore #cant say it as easily / is calcifying .. seen too much done too much but hes there like #i literally am in love w u #and hes tried to kill her on multiple occasions but it takes CRUSH and his love confession for her to be like ... yeah uh stay away freak #DEFLECT DENY DEFLECT DENY #AND THEN its just AMPED up in season 6 #season 2 rewatch is rotting my brain in the very best way thank u <3 #why are you full of rage ? / because you are full of grief › meta.#spuffy /#like season 2 is so good but w season 5 + 6 it just makes it BETTER

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hwaitham · 3 months

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al haitham does not come home frm work 2 surprises of mi scantily dressed in prettie pink lace n ribbons bound about my wrists but instead his living room full of different instruments i hv brought back after deciding to learn to play them on a whim n sheet music scattered all over d floor . tehe :]

#𓈒 ۫ 𝓹𝓾𝓹𝓹𝓲𝓮 𐂯 𝓹𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮𝓼 ₊⠀ೀ #dey finally opened up a new music store down da street n i went aftr work ! ! i needed more rosin for m bow #n n n then ! n then !.. i saw dat u cn rent instruments frm them for Cheap 0…0 so cheap uhuuu #naturally i brought home an electric guitar n an amp :3 j for da next week !#SO NOW I CN LEARN DA BEST ELECTRIC GUITAR SONG 2 EVR EXIST IN DA WHOLE WIDE UNIVERSE :D ! !#yisyis u think correctly .. t's haikyuu opening 1 ... imagination by spyair :3 EEE #dat one guitar riff after da bridge is so coolbeanz ive been wanting 2 learn foreverrr it n' now i finally can ! ٩( ᐛ )و yippeeeee ! ! ! !#hopefully da learning curve isnt steep .. i alr kno how 2 play acoustic — fingies crossed dat electric isnt Too different ! ><#but Yea :3 thimking of haithie coming home to mi filling up his living room wif instruments .. perhaps he'd be annoyed at first #howevzzz ! i think seeing mi all excited would take a bit of his annoyance away kekek #before i am his darling littl musician i am his darling litl nuisance xd

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dutifullylazybread · 3 months

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WIP Whenever ✨

Thank you @lemonsrosesandlavender for tagging me!! If you haven't gone and read their work--go do it! The way that they write Rolan is delightful!

And, absolutely no pressure, but if you'd like (and you haven't been tagged already!), @jessfromouterspace, @underdark-dreams, and @my-favourite-zhent. Also, if you see this post and weren't tagged but you want to share something you've written too, consider yourself tagged (the no pressure caveat applies to you as well)!!

So the section below is a bit rough, because I haven't edited it yet, but it is also a part that I am SO EXCITED to share.

OKAY HERE YOU GO--An excerpt from Deeply and Immovably So!

“Wasn’t this supposed to be my celebration?” Tav asked, her lips quirking into a smile.

“The piper needs to pay her dues,” Alfira sang.

Tav looked to Rolan. His eyes glowed in the candlelight, flickering as the fire danced across his irises. “Well, shall we give them a show?”

“One for the ages,” she said.

And they did, much to everyone’s delight. If not for the clangor raised by the tavern patrons below, Tav suspected that Lia’s and Cal’s cheers would have given them away.

Tav didn’t realize that Rolan was so familiar with the choreographing for the magic shows that ran every two hours outside of Sorcerous Sundries, but for each time that she cast prestidigitation or minor illusion, he joined her efforts with his own, and the effect was nothing short of magnificent. And she hoped that she managed the same for his spells.

When Tav cast dancing lights, Rolan would use prestidigitation to change their colors. When Rolan created the illusion of an owlbear, Tav cast her own to give the creature a voice.

Tav’s blue butterflies were swept into the air, surrounded by petals and dancing lights. One of them, she couldn’t recall whom, filled the space with the scent of roses. Perhaps it was her, since Cal appeared shocked that prestidigitation could have that effect. They immediately followed that spell up by shooting bolts of ice into the night sky that, with some modification, exploded like fireworks.

And, for their finale, when Rolan lit the sky with a flash of colors, Tav illuminated his spell with starlight.

Over the sounds of their cheering audience, she looked at him, grinning. And, perhaps caught up in that excitement, he smiled back, glowing with delight.

And they held each other’s stare. The light above them illuminated Rolan, silvering his hair and his horns, and the starlight dripped onto his shoulders.

Despite herself, Tav was lost in the moment. Lost in him.

To think that she had never noticed his freckles before, and now, underneath the glow of their magic, she saw them all. Laugh lines curved around his mouth. Suddenly, it was Tav’s mission to deepen those lines. No matter how long it took.

#it took EVERYTHING in me not to share an even bigger spoiler #i am so AMPED to share this chapter #thank you for tagging me #darcy writes #deeply and immovably so #bg3 #rolan #bg3 rolan #rolan x tav

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dollarstoreartsupplies · 2 months

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okay okay okay so in trying to come up with a headcanon for what instrument Pete would play if he needed to (clarinet) I've come to a very important youngest-sibling-of-poor-parents conclusion:

it isn't what instrument peter would want to learn to play (listen, I know it's clarinet, but in a world where it isn't) because those are expensive and I don't think pete is musically driven enough to really bother putting a lot of effort into convincing his parents to buy him an instrument or saving up for one on his own,,,,,,,,, no.

whatever instrument pete would know how to play is whatever ted would buy because he was convinced knowing how to play an instrument would make girls think he was hot

and then (very important note: this is coming from a bass player myself) the only answer to what a pathetic, kind of gross guy with very little perception of what women would find hot who probably heard one time on twitter that guys playing acoustic guitars were cringey would buy and promptly never practice (leading to his little brother stealing it and teaching it to himself when he was bored and under stimulated) is absolutely bass guitar

#steph thinks it's REALLY hot and ted is both SO vindicated and LIVID #I also am convinced nerd-better-person high school ted played saxophone in high school but I bet he rented that so its a nonstarter fhjgkdl #coming from another neurodivergant bass player Pete doesn't even plug it into the amp sometimes he's just plucking the same rhythm---#-- over some documentary he's watching over and over and over #peter spankoffski #ted spankoffski #starkid #it's a good Pete instrument he's VERY instrumental to the band and also the LEAST noticeable it's perfect #Pete wants to be invisible? the ONLY answer is bass guitar gfhjdkl #ONCE AGAIN I ALSO PLAY BASS I CAN SAY THESE THINGS FGHDJK #he tapped he's good with rhythm and thats the main starting point lmao

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andoutofharm · 7 months

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we have now entered the Pre Concert Nervous Jitters phase 😬👍 waughhhhhhhb

#me shaking randomly and pacing my office and getting no work done bc i am so amped up: yeah i love concerts

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likesplatterpaint · 2 months

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I’ve taken more days off than usual this year between getting covid and honestly just. Stress. Not usually sick but. I think I need it.

Yeah.

Still feel guilty af.

Never regretted taking one though. Someone else can be compelled to proctor the SAT on their planning. Im feeling super fucking under-appreciated lately.

#the culture of being a teacher is…gross #I have other coworkers who are chronically out why can’t I just. not feel guilty???#I wouldn’t need to take these days if everything wasn’t so Mich #don’t get my wrong I love what I am supposed to be doing #it’s just that the job is so much more than that #apparently if you take ten or more school days off you’re considered a chronically absent teacher by most spaces on the internet #that’s my usual number for the year but not this time #I have the damn days. admin is on vacation rn ffs. someone else!! can proctor! not my problem!!!#AMP cert tests for advanced on Thursday and Friday #which reminds me I need to email school manager about coverage for that fucking ugh

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sleepy-crypt1d · 1 month

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