S.COUPS for DAZED KOREA⭐

"i don't want to know a lot of things, only things that i love" well jules sounds like something that someone who doesn't know shit would say

ah yes! the joys of executive dysfunction and something being Fundamentally Broken In Your Braincase!

sometimes i feel like i hate everyone

the urge to curl up in someone's chest and have them pet my hair and tell me they're proud of me <3

i love dnd..i love playing heavy utility/support/backfield and i love having three to six attacks in a turn and an insane ac. at heart im a support player ill get my hands on whatever we're missing in a group

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tawnypelt/request

daughter of tiger. mother of tiger

I am VERY NORMAL, and I TOTALLY DO *not* IDENTIFY WITH Pink Diamond Pt.1

Ok~ It's Confession time again~

If even ANY of these gorgeous men paid even a speck of attention to me - I would be an absolute MESS.

I would completely embarrass myself, or I'd run away or something and you wouldn't see me for DAYS.

Just DO NOT PERCEIVE ME PLEASE. />.<\

I'm ridiculous.

Also like; most of the time I feel like I'm pretty desperate to love, to touch, be loved and be touched up on, but sometimes even just the mere thought of it - of even being looked at, even being perceived is too much???

Like it's so overstimulating I actually want to run away and hide until they forget I even exist.

Does any of this make sense? 😩

Please tell I'm not alone in this weirdness that is currently me rn. />m<\???

>:(

I'm seeing in you something

The life you're wanting takes too long

You seem so heavy, I'm fine just talking if you want

(Don't want to be the messenger)

I'm seeing in you something

Your eyes are open and you're on

I'm here and I'm ready

My time's for taking if you want

ngl it’s genuinely kinda crazy how much of my life i have lost to mental illness :3 lol

I like doomed narratives but my ultimate Wizard101 NPC ending is the Young Wizard living in a nice secluded place with all their friends (all the necromancers, Ceren, Nolan, fuck you Boris you can live outside, Dasein, the Schismist Soldier, Mellori and the Bat) like a little village but they're all roommates and they do things like farming and brewing hot tea on Sundays free from Ambrose and the rest of the damned Spiral

scion update: I have literally opened the wiz central page for Dead Leaves so many times to check dialogue to make sure i'm putting events in the correct order that my browser has added it to my new tab "pinned" menu.

Also I beat darkmoor yesterday and may have cried about it a little, it's fine. I'm good. I am incredibly normal about this game.

decided to switch things up and rewatch the first 4 min of season 1 and the tone is so different but also quite similar?

the first 4 min are the fight at the club and the beginning of wille's speech saying he's going to hillerska. it sets the tone that he's going to be this bratty privileged kid who's used to everything going his way and throws a fit when his parents tell him no but it also sets the tone that he's going to be alone.

whereas season 2 opens on him totally broken. the only 'happiness' wille experiences is a dream and once he's awake he walks through the palace like a ghost. he doesn't talk to or look at anyone. he physically shuts kristina out when he closes the door on her and although we see his responses to august we don't actually see him send them. he doesn't acknowledge anyone.

both seasons start with wille alone but the difference is this time he's also lonely. in s1 when he got sent to hillerska he was alone but he wasn't lonely because he could still text or call erik if he wanted to talk (like on parent's day and before rowing practice) but this time? he's lost his brother and has both loved and lost simon. he has no one. we know at some point he talks with felice but at this point in time he is well and truly on his own.

the opening of s1 was purposefully misleading because we had to meet the characters and get to know them to understand their motives. but by the second episode wille was already friends with simon and still had erik. but this season? all bets are off. we know how things were left. even though wille and simon didn't end on bad terms they still ended. ngl i was originally skeptical when all the actors kept saying s2 was darker because s1 was plenty dark. but after that opening. after feeling the hopelessness and grief wille's experiencing? i fear we've only begun to scratch the surface of how far wille is willing to go now that he has nothing to lose.

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