#i am insane i am feral i am never recovering | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

definitionofacritter · 1 year

Text

The moodboard for when your dead character shows up to save the love of his life, only for him to get orbified and used to start the sequel apocalypse.

#cr spoilers #critical role #vax'ildan #keyleth of the air ashari #liam o'brien #i am insane i am feral i am never recovering #hell is empty and all the devils are here

6K notes · View notes

truetogaia · 1 year

Note

Gimme some jake teaching na'vi reader naughty human things please bae I beg 😩😩

Im actually going crazy, feral, wild, ferocious, insane, crazed, deranged, mental, loco

pairing: dilf!dom!jake x fem!na'vi!reader

genre: smut, 18+

notes: honestly, I don't have anything to say. This one lowk sucks ass LMAO. anyway: Dilf Jake teaching his mate some kinky human things.

warnings: explicit and mature content, like partner drunkenness, oral (f receiving), fingering, p in v, bondage, mommy kink , daddy kink, lewd and vulgar language, praise kink, spanking.

word count: ab 1k words

!NOT PROOFREAD BC ITS 4 AM!

It wasn’t unusual for Jake to fall into some sort of depressing state of mind. The feeling of being incredibly different and left out of his surroundings, gnawing at his confidence and at his heart. His bearing, his language, his skills, his personality; they didn’t fit in there. Didn’t go well with the way of the people, the forest.

He had felt so utterly useless, not being able to help the clan in any way other than as a jester for the rest of the na’vi to laugh at and ridicule. That was until he met you. You were so eager to learn his ways, almost completely abandoning the omaticaya way.

He adored you so much, loved everything about you. And when he let you know, spilled his tender heart out to you, you soon became a pair, connecting the tendrils of your kuru as soon as the words left his mouth.

Your mating had been so good, love radiating off of the two of you as you made love so innocently, producing the most loving family. And ever since then, sex became almost a daily occurrence. Jake simply couldn’t keep his hands off of you, always holding you or caressing your soft skin in some way. Gripping and groping at your hips, resting his chin on the top of your head, wrapping his long, strong arms around your middle to feel you against him. Anything.

And then, one day, when your kids were under your grandparents supervision, he suggested something. It made your heart flutter, knowing you would get to see more of his culture. A growing arousal settled between your plush thighs as he whispered into your ear the things he’d do to you. These were very unfamiliar things, things you had never heard of, or even thought about. His husky voice sent a shiver up your spine as he traced the outline of your waist with his hands, his hot breath fanning against your warm, blushing neck.

The warmth of his hands left a trail of goosebumps on your pretty, blue skin as he ran them up your body. He peppered your warm neck with kisses, occasionally nipping at your skin, marking you. He was pressed up against your back, making you suddenly aware of his prominent bulge pressing into your ass. The warmth disappeared from your form when Jake pulled away from you, leaving you disoriented and dazed. You turned around, confusedly watching him walk back into the room with a rope in his hands.

You were sprawled out on the ground now, on the hard surface of your wooden mat, hands tied together by a loose knot behind your back. Your stifled moans and mewls filled your shared hut, alarming unlucky passerbyers of your business. Jake’s long, slender fingers were knuckles deep into your squelching cunt, making gentle scissoring motions as they delved deeper, hot tongue sucking on your neglected bundle of nerves. Your hands instinctively fought against your restraints, desperate to grab Jake’s hair.

Your second orgasm of that night came crashing down on you as your hips rolled against your mate’s hand, a hot white blocking your vision as you came around his thick digits.

“That’s it, mama. Knew you could do it.” His praise made your head spin, ears perking at the nickname. “Yeah? Y'like being called mama?” A deep purple spread across your navy skin. “Now, I have something even better. Y’ready baby?” you answered him with a groggy nod, too busy recovering from your intense orgasm.

You squealed when he suddenly hoisted you up, turning you around so your back was facing him. Your pointy ears twitched as they picked up the sound heavy fabric falling to the ground. The sensation of Jake’s tip running through your soaked folds made you jolt, failing to suppress a moan you weren’t even aware of. It hadn’t been too long since the two of you had made love, but this was different, you had never been taken from.. behind before. It simply was not a thing na’vi did, because it wasn’t necessary, it wasn’t even a thing.

“Damn,” his voice was deep as he whispered, almost to himself, “you’re so wet, sweetie. All of this, just for me?” He teased, chuckling lightly before sinking his cock into your tight heat, entering you in one swift movement. Your loud moans were enough to get Jake to move. He grabbed the rope binding your wrists together for stability as he pounded into you, setting a ruthless pace from the start. He knew you could handle it, and based on the volume of your moans, he knew you absolutely loved it.

“Such a good girl. Y’enjoying yourself, mama?” He couldn’t see your face, but based on your lack of words, he could imagine exactly what you looked like. Eyes rolled back, mouth agape, a drooling, panting mess. “Yeahhh.. I bet you are.” His large hand dealt a smack to your ass, skin turning red at the sudden contact. Another new experience. He relished in how you screamed his name beneath him, how you were too fucked out to do anything but chant his name.

His cock felt heavy inside you, balls slapping repeatedly at your swollen clit as he pumped his thick length into your pussy. “Shit, mama, grippin’ me like a vice.. Y’close? Hm?” He tugged at the rope, forcefully pulling your hips back to meet with his.

“Cum for me whenever you’re ready, baby.” Jake angled his hips slightly, his fat tip now grazing your g-spot with each pound of his cock. He hunched over your arching form, gently kissing your neck. His ears perked up as an unexpected word rolled off of your tongue.

“Fhuuck, daddy right there-” You cried out, not being able to stop yourself. You hadn’t thought about it, saying it before your hazy mind could even register the word. Your hand gripped your mate’s wrist, a signal for him to keep going. His cock twitched inside your throbbing heat.

“Yeah? Gonna cum on daddy’s fat cock? Go on.” And you did. You came hard around his girth, body convulsing beneath his large body. Heat spread through your abdomen as Jake followed suit, pumping his seed deep inside your pulsing cunt.

As you both came down from your highs, sweaty bodies sticking to each other, Jake gently undid the knot on the rope, placing a kiss to your shoulder.

“I’m curious… Where did you learn that word?”

____________________________________________

Jake Sully masterlist ♡

____________________________________________

This is the only platform which this work is posted on. If you see this elsewhere, report it immediately! Do not copy or steal.

1K notes · View notes

afreakingdork · 2 months

Note

Miss Dork Miss Dork oh my GOD I've just read Chapter 57 today I think I've officially fallen in love with Reader-san AND Donnie at the same time.

Like, how do you do it?? How do you write a character like that?? How does Reader-san keep rolling nat-20s and say the most quotable thought-provoking character developing things ever?? Chapter by chapter they have proven and continue to prove themselves to be an extremely thoughtful individual with a will that shouldn't be reckoned with and OH. THEM AND DONNIE FIT SO WELL TOGETHER. NO WONDER HE'S SO WHIPPED.

I can see why Donnie is hopelessly in love with them now Reader-san is LITERALLY marriage material. I want to marry someone like them. I can't believe they weren't taken already before Donnie came and swooped them off their feet. Ghkkk.

The line “We’re us. I don’t want that any other way. No changing for one another. We’re us first and foremost" and "Do it. It was never yours anyway because you didn’t name it" in particular. Hh. Okay. I'm normal about these lines in particular. Very normal. In fact, I'd say I'm the most normal ab- WRONG IM GOING INSANE. FIRST LINE?? BANGER. SECOND LINE? ALSO A BANGER. THAT IS THE MOST PERFECT RESPONSE YOU COULD THINK OF TO SOMEONE DOUBTING THEIR IDENTITY AND THEIR RELATION TO THEIR PERSONAS. GOODNESS. BANGER AFTER BANGER LINE FR!!

God everyday I wish I could print your fanfic and kiss each page one by one with utmost tenderness reserved for your beloved. Each chapter is so good aughhhh they're so fucking cool god. Sniff. They're so. Sniffles. They're so cool and well written. They're literally perfect I love them so much. Please oh god I'm so ready to read about them having babies or growing old together I'm gonna DIE WAHHHHH HAH!!!!

OH WAIT HUH OH I MADE ANOTHER LONG RANT AND THIS TIME ITS MORE FERAL UH OH.

Sorry for raving and rambling (again) in your dms Miss Dork I am just,, Experiencing Emotions™. They're all good of course and I am experiencing them in an appropriate amount (lie). Yes.

Okay okay let me compose myself before I make this even longer so I can start my closing statements now: Its so hard to put into words without sounding redundant but I just really really like how you write the Reader!! Lifting your hand and kissing it, like, CHU. I am looking up at you like a doe eyed- well, doe, and also you really are just one hell of a writer Ma'am!! I will never get tired of saying that btw!!

Peace!!

-K.M

KM you are the most delightful mystery in my life at the moment! /aff /pos 💞💞💞

that is to say...

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!

You are seriously the sweetest!!! I had such a blast writing those lines so hearing that you liked them means the world!!

ALSO NO RANT IS TOO LONG!!! WRITE AS MUCH AS YOUR HEART DESIRES AND I WILL READ EVERY BIT!!! YOU ARE A TRUE JOY!

It's so reassuring to hear reader is received well. Obviously they are meant to be a self insert, but at the same time there's no real way to represent everyone and I fret about it quite a bit. I hate alienated people and I want to make it rounded experience, but I also have this story I want to tell.

Just thank you truly, you have no idea how much you mean to me!

ALSO A HAND KISS!!! I'VE ONLY EVER BEEN HAND SMOOCHED ONCE IN MY WHOLE LIFE AND I BARELY RECOVERED!!! It was a Loki cosplayer and they stole my damn heart in one swift move when I complimented their costume! Swoon!!!

#ask

7 notes · View notes

h-doodles · 10 months

Note

hi, can I ask for your top ten favorite fics ? :)

Hi anon hiiiiiiii welcome!!! u caught me at a good time, ur soooo lucky bc i just glanced at my notifs and saw this ask get sent <3 KDBDKDKK its been literal years since i checked my ask box 👉🏻👈🏻

BUT ANYWAY! top 10 of all time???? be warned that while i am currently enchanted with ONE (1) 6 ft 3 in actress, I still do consider myself a girlie with varied tastes so. my old & other fandoms are mixed in my current list!

without further ado:

#10: knowledge for knowledge's sake by tigriswolf (ao3) || quite an old piece detailing how a change in the personality of one Hermione Granger could have had a massive impact to the story— and while I don't fuck with JKTerfling, the fics I've read from the old fans in the HP fandom are still honestly, some of the BEST I have EVER read. This one in particular irrevocably changed me as a teen, and is one story that I continue to draw inspiration upon when I create dark!AUs for my SI/OCs.

#9: Zutopia by itslivybear (ao3) || the fluff, the worldbuilding, an AU where Izuku is mentored by our beloved Rat God & together, they fix the world problems? GIRLIES catch me forever LOVING this concept like you could NEVER believe <3

#8: (not so) Bad Idea by @sarahpaulsonsoftie (tumblr post) || HEE HEE ITS LIVING IN MY MIND RENT FREE LIKE HELP THESE BITCHES GAY!!!!!! GOOD FOR THEM!!!!!!! ft a meddling plantita who really mothered; Marilyn Thornhill <3

#7: Hold my Soul by connyhascontrol (ao3) || I got into Trixie/Katya completely by one @montaguehphm introducing me to UNHhhh (HIIIIIII bestie I hope everything is going good and that ur gay keeps slay <3) and I haven't recovered ever since— reading the fics by writers on AO3 was a happy little accident, but one i will FOREVER love, nonetheless. Anyway, this particular fic was SO brilliantly original and YET so entrenched in the personalities between T&K that it ABSOLUTELY just wrecks me everytime I reread it. anyways hi @connyhascontrol pls know ur brilliant <3

#6: I think I'm gonna call him out by hellelf (ao3, users only) || again, another AU for Hermione fic, that's chockfull of world building and interesting relationships! It's been unupdated from its 5 chapters since 2021, but I still LOVE to look back at it from time to time 💖

#5: The Confectionary Chronicles series by cheshire_caroll (ao3); Into the Black series by angelholme (ao3); Hermione Granger & the Serpent's Renaissance series by epsi1on (ao3) AND New Blood by artemisgirl (ff.net) || if it's not evident, i am an absolute slut for fics ft. Hermione being badass & put into a v cool plot w/ insane amounts of world building, so yeah, def a top 5 most contender <3

#4: The Infinitely Curious Woman by chararii (ao3) || literally ALL of their fics are absolute bangers, and while I forever mourn their decision to stop all Naruto fics thanks to the great harddrive incident of 2022, I have nonetheless the GREATEST respect to their skill & talent to bring SUCH LIFE to their stories. In particular, I chose this particular fic of theirs because the premise of Sakura making her own way by shedding off her morality the more she learned & got influenced by her 2 greatest teachers was absolutely nothing short of DIVINE. It was and IS such an inspiration to read, reread & explore, and I will forever love @chararii for this brilliant piece of a fic

#3: The Endgame that never was series by @heleneplays aka me (tumblr masterlist) || ok I know this seems self-absorbed but DEAR MOTHER OF CHRISTIE i literally WENT OFF for a whole ass day and a half going feral for the Relics of the Lost Age series book 3 finale (hi @jamesshawgames pls know im still here and STILL simping even tho i am currently having a brainrot for a different thing on main sjdhdkdk i hope ur doing well dearest mr. chief author sir!!!!) and created this series from my dreams + nonstop ben&ben playlist— and honestly, I think it's VERY sexy of me <3 bc I rarely like things that I do after a while, but THIS— alongside Universal Constant (ao3) are truly my BEST work <3

#2: Across the Stars by nomisunrider (ao3) || I CAN NEVER STRESS THIS ENOUGH, HOW MUCH THIS FIC ALTERED MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY LIKE. its been 4 YEARS since it was completed but HOLY. MOTHERFUCKING. GOD. The story between Michael & Philippa persisting beyond the odds, in a twist of the canon happenings in Star Trek: Discovery is FOREVER ingrained in my heart and soul and honestly once again THANK YOU @nomi--sunrider for SUCH a beautiful story 🥺🥺🥺

and drum roll please!!!

#1 (current): I literally cannot pick between Better than Gold + Little Cat by @lady-dimimi / @azu-zu (tumblr post for BtG | LC ao3); How to woo a Hot Principal by @softshrimpy (ao3); and Lipstick Stains by @weemssapphic (ao3) || LIKE HOLY SHIT THE FUCKING AMOUNT OF TALENT, PLOT, FLUFF, DRAMA AND UTTER GAYNESS THESE FICS BRING ME— its SOOOOO insanity inducing in the best of ways <3 also, i really count myself lucky to get into a very active (x reader) sphere LIKE ITS SOOOOO INSANE i get to consume CONTENT daily for such wonderful characters and these special morsels be like. authors, I am sending you all a MWAH from me

#meows at you meows at you #thank u for the ask lol im sorry it took literally HOURS i had to look thru my ao3 rec list to pick lmao #anyways MWAH #anon asks #answered asks #lee answers #fic recs #personal.txt #clown.txt #simp.txt

22 notes · View notes

romaritimeharbor · 13 days

Note

THE SHORT. THAT SHORT. OH MY GOD. I AM NEVER GOING TO SHUT UP ABOUT THIS. (spoilers ahead btw. for anyone reading this.)

we finally get arlecchino backstory! and her real name?!?! peruere is such a cute name omg. seeing her as a child was so adorable!! and her crush AHEM friend clervie!!!!!! i love them being friends, i love them being so happy and innocent together before… yeah…

the parallels between crucabena being a kind and sweet ‘mother’ on the outside while truly cold and cruel towards her children, while arle is unfeeling and strict on the outside but a caring ‘father’…. holy shit. arlecchino’s character is so fascinating. i want to write a proper analysis on her soon, but i’m gonna wait until i get more from her actual character details to post it.

i want to know more about arle’s curse… i am hoping there is more explained in her stories because what theyve shown so far is so interesting?????? i need to know more!?????

AND FREMINET OH MY GOD I ALMOST FORGOT HIM (that was freminet right???) arlecchino promising to raise him as her child… being a ‘strict and unfeeling father’ as opposed to crucabena’s false sweetness…

other little details i loved were scara’s coat being slightly too big for him, THE SYMBOLISM WITH THE FLOWERS, the entire fight scene is so well animated—actually scratch that. the animation in general is so incredible, if we see more like these im going to go feral. (i say, as if i am not already going feral over this one AHDHJSGSKA)

THE SHORT. AUGHDNFKEHDJDHENSG. THE SHORT. I WILL NEVER RECOVER FROM THIS.

spoilers hehe

i don't know much about latin, but i believe "peruro" means "to burn" or something of the like. maybe that's where "peruere" came from???? WHICH WOULD MAKE SOO MUCH SENSE I AM SO INSANE ABOUF HER

she was such a cute lil baby :((( ahh yes arle and her crush I MEAN clervie 😇 they were so cute and happy before. erm. yeah. t. they never got to see the lights together :( crying rn

GOD EXACTLY YOU SEE WHAT I SEE WE ARE ON THE SAME WAVELENGTH 🤝🤝🤝🤝🤝🤝

crucabena, the kind and nurturing "mother"... or so it seemed. she who did not care for her children at all.

arlecchino, the cold and unfeeling "father"... or so it seems!! she who cares very deeply for her children, i think.

AND YEAH I THINK THAT WAS FREMI??? BC WE KNOW HE WAS LIVING UNDER CRUCABENA'S REIGN BEFORE ARLE KILLED HER SO?!?!?!? I THINK THAT WAS HIM

everything about this has me going insane i. Hdnebskdhenshekdh arle release WHEN 4.6 WHEN HYV STOP TEASING US AND JUST DROP THE UPDATE PLEASE PLEASE PLE

edit: ALSO YOURE SO REAL AND VALID ABOUT HER CURSE I WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT IT SOO BAD??? WHY IS SHE CURSED???? WHAT HAPPENEDBEKSHSN *head in hands* i am so normal :)

#✧— aphe's letters from avery.

5 notes · View notes

misty-moth · 18 days

Text

I could stare at Arthur’s animated jp cg forever. I will be mentally gushing about this for the foreseeable future. I cannot believe the cosmos aligned in such a way and at just the right time that I discovered ikevamp Arthur mufuckin Doyle when I needed him most.

I love him, you guys. So very much. I can only keep about 98% of my gushing inside. I’m still not over cheeky Arthur, make no mistake.

Edit: ~2am~ I’m back after an hour because I am still thinkin about this. I will never emotionally recover. He’s so attractive it’s insane. And they made him move.

No one man should have all that power 😮‍💨

Edit 2: ~3am~ guess who’s baaaaack~

He’s so perfect. What a specimen. What a guy. Chef’s kiss. A million Arthur kisses. I would get us kicked out of the mansion with how all-over-Arthur I would get. I would go feral. I would lose my mind. He will look calm in comparison, and he would nooot look calm. Lemme at him 😤 put me in coach 😮‍💨

The simping is only gonna get worse the longer I look at that masterpiece ✌️😵‍💫

#i love him i love him i love him #i love him so incredibly much #head empty no thoughts #only arthots #sobbing #he’s soooooo #sooooooo #aaaaAAAAAAAHHAHHAHAHHAHHAH #tick tock it’s loving arthur o’clock

2 notes · View notes

mothheart · 4 months

Note

1, 8, 19, 25 :)

1. Song of the year?

I was gonna say this was difficult to answer, but

Still emotionally devastating to listen to <- enjoys it

excessive rambling under the cut now, yippee

8. Game of the year?

Going to simply cheat a bit and put several bc I can't pick only one with all the bangers there were this year lol

1: Outer Wilds, of course :') if I wasn't being a cheater and bad choice maker, then this would easily be my top favorite of the year. Literally changed my life, thank you, outer wilds (I will never recover)

2: Slime rancher 2! It's still early access, but it's been *so* fun so far. It takes everything I loved about the first one and improves greatly upon it. Lots of super good QOL improvements, super pretty locations (the observatory where you farm slimes is my favorite thing ever), and a great soundtrack, of course :) i have very high hopes for the future of it, just with how good it already is

3: Tears of the kingdom!! My most highly anticipated game for several years :) very big thing for me, yk, since tloz is the special interest i've had for the longest :> I didn't think there'd even be a sequel, three wholes games is so ! It is just very important to me, and it's bittersweet to finally see the end of this era for a lot of reasons, but especially bc I'll miss this incarnation of hyrule.

4: Ultrakill ..... gave it a hesitant shot, very unsure of if I could really enjoy it, and V1 simply grabbed me by the scruff of my neck and slam dunked me into the depths of Ultrakill hell. Very cool! I am insane! There are so many tropes in it that are my most favorites, and that I am just completely feral about it, and I can feel this game changing me as we speak 🥲

5: Subnautica! I watched So Many let's plays of it before, but didn't have the chance to try it bc my shitty old laptop would have had a stroke trying to run it. It's been very cool to finally play it! Just as spooky as I thought it would be. Ocean very scary. I still haven't finished the last chunk of the game bc the really deep parts scare me so bad. We'll get there 👍 (genuinely scarier to me than most horror games... thalassophobia momence)

Small acknowledgement for elden ring bc it still managed to be my most played game this year, despite me finally getting back into playing a lot of viddy games. Also terraria! Had been a hot second since I played it. First time I experienced the full journey's end update, actually :] (this is such a ridiculously long response, apologies)

19. What’re you excited about for next year?

I might be forgetting something, but I dont think there's any one particular thing. But like, I am excited in general to see where the year takes me. I'd like to hope that if I'm becoming somewhat functional now, maybe when there's Actually Sun it'll help even more .... seasonal depression got hands

25. Did you create any characters (in games, art, or writing) this year? Describe one

Nova !! My beloved. They're my favorite of all the ocs i made this year, and it's not even close. Creating them and putting time into writing for them (and even drawing) is one of the things I'm proudest of myself for doing this year. It's been so fun, and this is also the first experience I've had putting my oc & work into public eye that didn't turn sour, so! Very happy about that!

There's so much to them, and there's so much I still need to write for them. In due time. Whenever my brain allows me.

They're a nervous wreck (timeloop really exacerbates this) and not very confident, but they're passionate and ambitious and determined. Facing their fears of space (because what other option do they have, really?)

Honestly just like. I've gotten a ton of inspiration from them, and it's been my most consistent endeavor with my writing to date. I tend to burn out really badly when I try to create, but I still have a lot of plans/ideas/inspiration rattling around in my brain for them. Like, even despite the writer's block :') excited to get back to creating for them when that particular motivation makes its way back to me

#sorry i rambled so much i was possessed 😔🤙#thank you for the ask also :)#miles rambles

2 notes · View notes

flyingmintbunny0 · 1 year

Text

Ok I'm liveblogging this whole ep in this post for my own amusement/detriment

BUDDY DADDIES LAST EPISODE 12 SPOILERS!

I am not ready hhhhhh

They're back in their apartment and its snowing awww :,)

Breakfast duo!!! They are precious

Rei's in his work suit, somethings gonna go down as soon as Miri is at daycare isn't it

Also Miri mentioning her mom 😭 this so sad, they're gonna run out of excuses eventually. This lil girl is gonna need so much therapy

the pinky promise 🥺 Reis face pfbfbfbf

(also I dislike only Rei gave the pinky promise, something better not happen to Kazuki, if I get Banana fish'ed I'm gonna cry and die hhhhh)

Kazuki: "They're genetically inclined to be bad with words, after all." PDHDBDBFHF THATS TOO FUNNY TO BE A REFERENCE TO REIS DAD PLEASE

YEAH KYU TELL EM OFF, YOU TWO HAVE TO GO TO HER XMAS PARTY

Omg we were right they are going to go after the organization, i didn't think that would come true omg

HOLY SHIT THESE TWO ARE INSANE I LOVE THEM "living weapon" DAMN RIGHT

KAZUKI WAS GOING TO DRIVE THROUGH THE FRONT DOOR THIS MAN IS FERAL

HEY

HEY YOU CANT CUT AWAY LIKE THAT Kazuki is in danger hhhhhhh

Miri is babey tho i love her

Ogino is a horror game/movie villain oh my god he's scary, pls die

holy shit

that fight was visceral what the fuck

Ogino mentioned Kazuki's wife, Kazuki's bluff, Rei's hair came undone (the symbolism aaaa), the sound direction for Ogino's death is so uncomfy like damn and then they eXPLODE HIM HELL YEAH

Also they're partners im gonna cry 😭😭😭

pinky promise is back 😭🥺😭

Rei's recap im done im ded ;v;

REI REI OH MY GOD BRO WHAT

This is insane, it makes sense to keep the boss alive so the others from the org dont go after them for revenge but omg

Glad Rei told off his dad completely tho haHA get fucked!!

Miss Anna deserves the world <3

they made it ;v; and the santa outfits ;v; hwhwhhhh

its so cutee aaaaaaa ;v;

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD THIS IS NOT A DRILL A TIMESKIP???????

COFFEE SHOP AU IS REAL???????? IM SOBBING

Theyyydre 😭 aa fammilyyyyyy hhhhhhwhbdhdjdhdb 😭😭😭😭

This was the best possible series finale i am never going to recover, my heart has melted onto the floor, im deceased

#buddy daddies #buddy daddies episode 12 #buddy daddies friday #I am a puddle I need a minute im so happy but also so sad its overrrrr #WE GOT A HAPPY ENDING AAAAAAAAAAAAA

12 notes · View notes

agentmmayy · 2 years

Text

july rotation

another hundred people - eleri ward: the sonder in this song makes me want to *clenches fist* the lyric ‘can we see each other tuesday if it doesn’t rain’ sent me through the mf roof not only with how beautifully it’s sung but also from the longing packed into that one line. being an adult really is making plans to meet up with friends then changing them over and over until you can finally see each other and even then it’s like no time has passed and you greet each other with hugs and i miss you’s and part with i love you’s and let’s hang out soon and maybe soon is relative but the promise is there. i want to see you again. i’ll wait in the rain and look for you among hundreds of people. i’ll let them and the world pass me by until i find you

radio silence - zella day: first off the cover art is amazing. second, it’s a banger. third the relevancy of this song to abortion rights now just makes it even more impactful. the lyric you have anxiеty over pregnancy so you bought this fuckin' pill for me hit me upside the head. i still haven’t recovered from the chorus alone. it’s haunting and lonely and frightening and everything highlighting what women and people who are able to get pregnant have/had/or will face. it makes me go insane

cognitive dissonance - sophie holohan: @justanalto put me onto this song and it’s another sad twerking bop that i can’t stop listening to. completely obsessed with this artist and her voice

wildflower - mel bryant & the mercy makers: i am sooooo normal about this song (lying) yes i am still hung up on themes of near feral and destructive love and what about it! and I'm stuck here still like a wildflower on the side of the highway is all i can think about as well as i'll sleep in the rain under your headlights on a school night, i'll be outside your front door and burying your heart in the ashtray i just- i need to scream. i need to physically consume this song and make it a part of me and even then i still won’t be over it

horses - maggie rogers: maggie is hitting out of the park with every song on this album. she said it was a ballad and i said yes ma’am it is!! this one in particular makes me want to run wild in a field somewhere (it has awakened my repressed horse girl apparently). BUT i am still salty over the lyric being ‘break’ instead of ‘pray’ please respect my privacy at this time

anywhere with you - maggie rogers: @152glasslippers and i have already screamed over this being an eddissy song but even outside of it the lyrics are IMMACULATE. praying to the headlights like i prayed to you before i found you and i’m gonna lose my mind i’m gonna lose it with you and all i’ve ever wanted was to make something fucking last. maggie!!!!!!!!

home - christina perri: christina perri still stays scalping me even ten years later. it’s about wanting to go home but being unable to!!!!!!!! it’s about not feeling like you belong even at home!!!!!!!!

fever - christina perri: oh i love how haunting this is, especially with the chimes in the background. the lyric i dream about you but i’ve never even seen your face completely rocked me. christina is a master of prose

cowgirl bebop - hana: filed under songs that make me want to sit around a campfire and sing them with friends and also songs that make me want to put on a long dress and just sway around the room. it’s slow it’s soft it’s wistful and sorrowful yet hopeful. it’s beautiful

#ness listens to music #i've been listening to christina's new album on repeat all month #july surprisingly was NOT a month for music but i scraped these together #did not include 'we're gonna find it' from barbie and the diamond castle or the starstruck soundtrack on this sorry #i am a little less salty now that pray is in anywhere with you #and maybe that's why it's break in horses #but still #this month might not have been the month for songs but it was certainly the month for lyrics that made me hysterical #as 152glasslippers said 'anywhere with you' is about my first eddissy fic thanks

31 notes · View notes

ravenkinnie · 9 months

Note

is it wrong for me to think that jinx's character is just sexier with her staying mentally unstable sjdkldkdldldl like everyone out here wanting her to get therapy and get better while here i am wanting her to remain insane😭 i love her daddy issues. i love the stupid insane shit she does bcs of her sister's rejection of accepting her. i want her hatred for caitlyn to never improve and keep going feral whenever she sees cait so much as within 5 feet radius with vi. i love that she's a walking ticking timebomb. i hope she never stops being a disaster magnet to those around her and keeps having complex feelings about being seen as a jinx. i hope her guilt of ruining both her adoptive families never recovers. i want her to keep stewing in her own agony and see the shit it does to her and those around her and see how it makes things even worse for her. i want her to have a hand in it all so her guilt and insecurity of being bad luck keeps eating at her and see her take all the internal turmoil to the outside into more horrifying violence.

ofc i want her to have character growth too but i want all of the above to also stay inside her in some shape or form throughout any development she might get. like they're all what makes her so damn interesting?? like ig there are stuff u can still do with her character even if she does improve mentally but ngl hot take i suspect there are those who want her healing arc not mainly out of care but bcs her character comes off too strong for them so they want the show to make her easier to digest/more palatable/just dont like seeing how ugly female characters' psychology can get

it's probably wrong in the sense that some chronically online thembo with a picrew pfp would tell me on twitter that I'm fetishizing her mental illness or sth but personally. I am fetishizing OUR mental illness, get it right. I don't want to see therapy, i don't want to see open conversations or healing or redemption, have you ever tried to heal from something irl?? that shit is so boring, endless spiral into madness is so much more fun. I think it's both washing her out to a more palatable character and some people just project on jinx and project the healing they want on her but like I'm sorry why would I want a boring regular person version of a character when I could have the absolute worst insane version of them instead

when she killed silco I was dripping down my thighs, I want her to ruin vis life, to ruin zaun as a whole, become destroyer of the worlds or whatever, fully lose touch with reality. if silco was still alive I would want her to be like 35 still sitting in his lap except the older she gets the more uncomfortable this situation is to everyone around them. I hope she kills God himself idc

#asks #jinx

3 notes · View notes

definitionofacritter · 2 years

Text

I've been very quiet tonight, but please know that I teared up every time we got a Keyleth message and actively cried when she showed up and offered them passage to Whitestone.

#cr spoilers #critical role #laudna #keyleth of the air ashari #bells hells #i am insane i am feral i am never recovering

50 notes · View notes

theladyyavilee · 1 year

Note

AAAAAAAAAAAAA

This whole fucking episode was??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! I am going Insane I am going Feral I have become entirely Unhinged if I was ever normal about this fucking weewoo show i am Not now

Okay Bobby's storyline was absolutely HEARTWRENCHING and imma need these next two weeks to recover tbh

Buck??? And maddie???? Maddie not wanting her Lil bro (who CANONICALLY SAID HE ALWAYS RUNS) to fall into the same awful pattern she did??? And buck recognizing her vulnerability in opening up the reasoning behind the babysitter brigade being more than just worried big-sister-slash-mother-fogure and actually confiding in her???????

AND GOING TO SEE THE SAME CARDIOLOGIST THAT EDDIE DID????

AND FALLING ASLEEP IN SECONDS ON EDDIE'S COUCH????

The whole fucking kitchen scene??? Every second from the moment Eddie opened his door when buck knocked was pure fucking gold and so goddamn soft and domestic and

I AM NEVER GETTING OVER THIS EPISODE I WASNT ENTIRELY CONVINCED S6 WAS BUDDIE SEASON BUT BOY HOWDY IF OLIVER AND RYAN KEEP ACTING THEIR ASSES OFF LIKE THIS I MIGHT BE CONVERTED

god, ME TOO ANON, my brain has not stopped screaming since eddie opened that door for buck, I am feeling SO ALIVE and SO FERAL, there are no words

but yeah, the entire episode was SO GOOD, I'll be thinking aobut it for a whiiiile, that's for sure! and the bobby stuff was sooo heartbreaking indeed!

I wish I had anything more articulate to say, but my brain is relaly just AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH and SOBBING at the same time, WE REALLY NEVER LOSE, what an episode <3

#9-1-1 #911 spoilers #me answers a thing #anon #<3333

4 notes · View notes

rachalixie · 2 years

Note

hiii anny bubs <3 how was your skz concert? I want a full blog post about it!!! how are you feeling after the show?? ✨

first things first. please enjoy this picture of side effects hyunlix bc it makes me FERAL.

bff it’s taken me this long to even be able to think about it without spiraling. my shows were the ones right after they had covid so i didn’t even know whether or not they were still happening until the evening before the first show it was STRESSFUL. the whole week was an emotional roller coaster let me tell you.

i cant get over that they were in the same room as me. they’re real??? they’re real boys. real, talented, sweet, charismatic boys. i’m never going to be over this experience.

first thing, i am terrified of lee felix. this man has a way of looking at you with a little smirk on his face that is just so scary. i swear i made eye contact with him at least 15 times he really did his best to look at and wave at every stay he could it was so endearing even though i was quaking in my boots. his stage presence is INSANE he is a true performer!

lee know??? his voice live……he’s so angelic. he looks and sounds like an angel. poor boy was exhausted the second day because he had just recovered from testing positive but he still put his all in and chan and jisung kept trying to make him smile it was adorable.

bang chan……the man that he is. the amount of chan abs i was flashed with was enough to feed me for the rest of my life. he’s so endearing and cute during his ments, joking around with the boys and with us he’s just so sweet. him and felix enjoyed bantering a lot and he got flustered every time we did the best leader chant.

and seo changbin this man was WRECKING ME he was glowing i swear to god!!!! he was born to be on stage truly. seungmin was so cute and smiley and wavey every time i looked at him i smiled and his SWEATER PAWS good lord. and his voice is so so clean and crisp he really showed it off with his covers. jeongin is no longer baby bread he is full on burnt toast and i am HERE FOR IT. he was also recovering but i swear you couldn’t tell his voice was literally perfect. and hyunjin??? did not miss a SINGLE beat he is really such a talented dancer. and not to mention he LOOKED AMAZING MY GOODNESS.

that’s all i have for now i have so many thoughts and my fingers can only type so much

#stray kids #stray kids tour #stray kids world tour #maniac #maniac tour #skz

11 notes · View notes

chihirolovebot · 2 years

Note

GODD- THIS NEW CHAPTER JAKCKEKDJEKC

I’m literally going feral over the reader’s independence. So often in stories, we see the reader glued to their love interest’s side with no motivation or drive of their own. They often feel like a film of saran wrap that the author just kind of, slaps on, which is why the execution of this story is so goddamn incredible.

The reader has depth and a certain je ne sais quoi that’s so undeniably “Danganronpa” that it only could’ve been achieved with intense, in-depth knowledge and thought about the plot and themes of the game. Not only do they feel like they were yanked straight out of the game, the way they behave and act feels real, and tangible, and human. We see them mourn, and grieve, and cope, and recover, and strive to do better, and AOCKEOKFKDJ- forget the fanfiction sector, there’s almost NOTHING in modern media that executes this kind of story well.

Following that train of thought, the reader’s relationship with the other characters has been developed so well. My worst pet peeve in a story is when the reader only interacts with their love interest and no one else, and yet everyone still seems to love them, but this story doesn’t have that problem at all. It’s so lovely seeing the reader interact with everyone, and provides such a nice breath of fresh air from the usual death and despair of Danganronpa.

God- there’s just so much that’s so incredible about this story, but I’m running out of words to describe it without sounding like a broken record. (Not that I think it’d be bad- you deserve a constant source of compliments running 24/7 for the absolute masterpiece)

So yeah, I look forward to seeing a new chapter at some point in time, but please take as much time as you need to get it up there!

OH WOW this is such a long thoughtful comment hello!!! it took me a minute to answer because i like to dedicate longer answers to this kind of feedback SO i apologise for the wait but here we are!!!

i cannot tell u how big of a pet peeve it is when the reader-insert for a story is just, like u said. a piece of saran wrap. like even if the personality the author gives them isn't anything like mine, it's still way more interesting than them just being a mary sue for lack of a better term. PLUS giving the reader a stronger personality makes writing their development so much more fun and interesting?? i feel??

getting the 'danganronpa-esque' writing n dialogue down was SO difficult because there is just a Way they talk which i cant even describe its just. the most normal dialogue ever followed by monokuma giving the most batshit insane monologue u have ever fucking heard. u go from sobering conversations between shuichi and kaito about guilt and grief to tsumugi talking about getting deepthroated by a squid. the whiplash between characters n conversations was definitely one of the hardest parts to pin down lol. i am SO flattered u think the reader-insert fits into the world of dr, and not only that but they feel real to u?? that is Insane. thank u very much u have no clue how much that means to me personally.

AND YEAH ok ok i think i said this in the preface of the fic in like chapter one but holy shit yeah, imagine going thru the whole story and the only one the reader had attachment to was kokichi. it definitely wouldn't work with the themes i highlight in my work (not just living for other people, living for yourself, and establishing a middle ground between trusting everyone and trusting nobody) especially with a character like kokichi, who blatantly flies in the face of those themes. it also just wouldn't work for the type of character arc i wanted the reader to go through — they want to want to live, and first they do this through loving the people around them and feeling that they 'owed' them to stay alive, and just now they're in the process of learning to live for themselves. but they could never have gotten to that point without the affections and connections to people like rantaro, kiibo, kirumi, kaito, tenko and shuichi. like. if the reader ONLY had a strong connection with kokichi, they could never have learned all those valuable lessons and grow as a person. kokichi provides something else entirely for the reader — he is a challenge and someone that makes them question their morality and the way they think. he's not going to be any help in making the reader realise they want to live (except when he's doing a little mansplain manipulate malewife).

thank u very very much for this!! i apologise that i rambled a lil i just Have many a Thought abt this fic and i could probably talk for days abt it. im very very happy ur enjoying it!!!

#dear venus.#🏚.sleep awake

11 notes · View notes

osaemu · 8 months

Note

hii sorry if it’s too much of a bother but could you write more sadistic dazai because i am feral for that man 😭😭 thankss i love you’re writing sm !!

.ೃ࿐ SADISM X DAZAI OSAMU

contents: fem!reader. sadism (wow!), teeny bit of blood play, praise + degradation, pet names (darling, pretty girl) prior edging, prior overstim, biting, cunniligus, dacryphilia, choking-ish (?)

sex with dazai is hell.

"seeing you covered in your own blood drives me insane," dazai groans, tilting his head down and swiping his tongue along the open bite on your neck.

at this point, you can barely form coherent words. all you can think about is how much everything hurts — the bite on your neck, the scratches on your back, the bruises on your thighs, and that's not even the complete list.

dazai reaches up and runs his thumb along your cheek, and when he pulls his hand away, there's red staining his pale skin. "oh, darling, you've never looked more beautiful than you do right now."

right now's one of your exceedingly rare breaks. usually, dazai likes to edge you for hours on end, and whenever he finally lets you cum, he doesn't stop — he'll just keep overstimulating you until you can barely keep your eyes open.

even if you beg and plead for him to stop, dazai'll just coo "i thought you wanted to cum, hmm? you little liar."

but even dazai knows that his dolls need time to recover if they're to be at their very best for him every night. which is why tonight, after a particularly painful round, dazai's allowing you a momentary breather before he plunges back into your aching pussy.

actually, momentary is being generous.

not even two minutes after he decided to give you a break from getting railed, he's at it again, laughing gleefully as you claw at his back, once again begging him to be gentle.

"shh, darling," he purrs, pressing his lips to your neck and biting down on the still-raw wound he left from earlier. when he feels you flinch, another laugh bubbles out of his blood and cum-soaked lips.

"s' that hurt?" dazai cooes, voice laced with faux sympathy. a wide smile blooms across his face as he feels you tremble underneath him, and he lets out a long moan.

"fuckkk, this feels good," he groans, readjusting himself and scooting down so he's face-level with your thighs. "where should i make you bleed next?" he murmurs, mostly to himself.

dazai leans in and studies the bare skin of your trembling thighs and languidly runs his tongue over your warm, throbbing pussy. "fuck, maybe i'll put you in a wheelchair tomorrow, yeah? how'd you feel about that, pretty girl?"

well, you don't really get a chance to respond before his fingernails are painfully digging into your thighs and his tongue is all the way inside you.

whenever any part of dazai's inside you, it becomes that much harder to think. and dazai's tongue always works wonders on your senses — the wet sounds, the feel of his tongue inside you, even the way dazai looks in between your legs, face covered with your cum.

he moans, and the vibration of the touch makes you flinch. dazai makes a sound that sounds disapproving and bites down — hard.

"dazai, fuckkk, please," you gasp, arching your back and shaking like a leaf. "i-i can't—"

at that, dazai actually looks up from his meal and scoffs. "i-i cant," he mocks, leering at you condescendingly. "sure you can, baby. just need a little—more—motivation!" he punctuates word with a bite to your inner thigh, each bite harder than the last.

"oh, for god's sake, stop whining," dazai grumbles when you still continue blabbering about how much pain you're in. "aw, are you crying too? how cute."

dazai thinks it's even cuter how you wail and cry like a baby when he shoves his dick back inside you, fucking you hard enough to make the tears trailing down your face turn into full-blown waterfalls.

"you're so pretty when you're crying," dazai murmurs, pressing his lips to yours. he lingers for a long time — long enough to sap you of what little breath you had until you're weakly thrashing underneath him, desperate for a breath of air.

when he finally pulls away and lets you catch your breath, dazai sits back and wonders why he's so addicting to your pain and suffering.

he knows that it's morally deplorable — what kind of boyfriend gets off to their girlfriend in pain, covered in a mixture of blood and tears?

but fuck, seeing you as you are right now — the very image of blood, sex, and tears — is enough to wash all of dazai's qualms away.

in his eyes, you're the most beautiful when you're entirely at his mercy.

791 notes · View notes

tears-of-crayons · 2 years

Text

IM NEVER RECOVERING FROM THIS PLS HELP I AM INSANE I AM FERAL I CANNOT BREATHE I AM DYING I AM SCREAMING AND CRYING AND GROWLING

0 notes