Thank you for writing my ask! I loved it!! š„ŗ I'm a huge sucker for just that equal partnership "we're in this together" sort of relationships.
I've got another one for you, if you don't mind of course! ā¤ļø Older boyfriend!Simon with any sort of sweet domestic moment? The kind of moments where you look over at your partner and you go "wow, I love them. I love them so, so much. I'm glad they're here and I wouldn't change it for the world" kind of feeling? If that's not too much to ask š¤š¤
Thank you again! Hope you're doing well šš¤
sure can š asks are open!!!
"If you were any other person, I would've went like this and then like this, " You demonstrated your sneak attack on a very quiet and confused Simon. Your hand flat and swatting at the air in front of him.
"Okay..." Simon said awkwardly, Moving past you, You let out a loud cackle in response. "What'd you do today?" You trailed behind him into your shared bedroom. Watching him get out of his work uniform.
"Work." He grunted taking one of his boots off. "No der." You rolled your eyes, "You hungry?" you asked him, watching him stretch his arms and back, "I'm always hungry.." He mumbled, You shook your head, chuckling at his sarcasm.
You stood in the kitchen in the middle of making dinner for you and Simon. Simon walking out of the hallway in his lounge wear. He looked over your figure. He watched you clean as you went, checking the pot ever other minute or so, "What'd you get up to today?" His voice raspy with exhaustion, "Stuff." You grunted, poorly impersonating your man.
"That's sounds fun." He sat with his head in his hand, his fingers played with his bottom lip. "Foods almost done." You mumbled, too in focus of what was in front of you. You served yourself a plate first then getting Simon's. You slid it over to him on the counter, "How's that?" You wiggled your brows, Simon only chuckled at you.
"You're a crazy woman," Simon looked at you, watching you prance around the kitchen with food in your mouth. "So i've been told." You agreed, "Why aren't you sitting?" Simon asked, "I've been sitting all day." You explain, digging into your plate.
"Stop staring," You said with a mouthful, "It's a habit." His eyes still on you, "A bad one." You took a sip from your glass. Simon winked at you and you flicked his arm in return. "You look pretty today." Simon said, pushing his empty plate away, "Don't I always look pretty." You stabbed at the pasta on your plate. "Always.." He hummed, his hand going to your shoulder, "...Always so pretty and kind." Simon's hand brushed you cheek. You narrowed your eyes, "What is it?"
"What is what?" Simon said confused. "Are you drunk?" You grin, "Just happy." He shrugged, "That's weird." You make a pretend shocked face, Simon shook his head at you. You finished your food with Simon staring at you the entire time.
You both sat on the kitchen stools, "You sleepy?" You rubbed Simon's back, "A little bit." He said mid yawn. "I love you," You said, placing a kiss on his shoulder. Your lips linger and he places his hand around your head. Embracing you, You pull away eventually, Staring at him.
"Love you more." He kisses your lips, short and sweet. He pulls away leaving a smile on your lips, you wipe what was left of your gloss that transferred onto his lips. "Let's go to bed." You suggested, Simon wiggled his brows, a habit he picked up from being with you so many years. "Don't be gross," You push his face away, Simon kissed the palm of you hand affectionately.
"Let's go then." He sighed, filled with food and so full of love.
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Hi honey, I just discovered your Cooper fics today and oh my gods. They're incredible, I love the way you write him ā¤ļø. I was wondering, if you're still taking requests that is (no pressure like), if you could do a sub! Cooper x reader? Preferably male!reader or with male genitalia, but fem is totally okay if you're not comfortable with that š. I just think Coop with a taller, more muscular partner is neat.
I'm thinking the reader was secretly married to Coop and Barb beforehand, but lost part of their memories after they became a ghoul and one of the best bounty hunters around, wearing a mask. And all they remember about Coop is how beautiful his eyes were (Walton Goggins has the most gorgeous eyes ever, I swear š«) So the reader wants the head too and tags along with the gang, eventually getting closer to Cooper. During a fight, reader gets hurt and Coop comes over to help them, but reader is finally close enough to properly see his eyes and realises it's him. Coop takes off the mask, reader remembers, there's tears, kisses, and eventually super soft, subby sex.
So, really just really angsty, then fluffy when they find each other after 200 years. Reader taking care of our baby girl Coop, and him just accepting the love and being a pillow princess. Maybe a little overstim and edging if we're feeling spicy š.
I'm so sick for this man, it's unhealthy. Thanks again for your amazing work, love. I absolutely made my day better! (Sorry for how long this ask is š).
Itās Been a Long, Long Time
Cooper Howard x Ghoul Fem Reader (angst-fluff!)
CW: pre-ghoul Cooper, established relationship, reader and Cooper were married and had a child together, character death, cursing, angst!! But donāt worry, itās a happy ending, slight OOC Cooper, slight deviation from the TV series
AN: not me posting this at 3am before I leave for a trip for the weekend, I feel like Iāve depraved yāall! š I wanted to post this to give yāall some good Cooper Content ā¢ļø before I go on a three day hiatus for vacation! š„ŗ Thank you all to the people who have submitted asks, I promise I am still working on them/towards getting to them! ā¤ļø In the meantime, I hope you all enjoy this one! @kinatanhi I hope I did your request justice! I know itās a little tweaked from what you sent in and forgive me, I wrote this literally an hour ago at 2am because it finally came to me what I wanted to write, but seeing as it was written at 2am, yāall please forgive me if it isnāt my best work, I tried my best lol. šā¤ļø
You smiled happily as you danced with your husband in your shared, quaint little kitchen, his hands coming to rest at your waist as they always did, and your arms looped around his neck. You were thankful that the producers on set of his movie, as well as his agent, allowed him to come home early in order to celebrate your birthday with you. You stood smiling up at him as you two danced- well, more like swayed, to the slow music playing from the radio. You lay your head against his chest, smiling as your eyes set on the gorgeous flowers that were lying on the kitchen counter that he brought home just for you. You smiled up at him when you caught him staring down at you with nothing but love and adoration in his gaze. āWhatās that look for, hmm?ā You asked with a playful smile, making him chuckle and flash that gorgeous smile of his that you loved so much, almost as much as his eyes that you swore you could be lost in forever. āNothinā, just that Iām lucky enough to have married the most beautiful woman on this earthā he said, making you hum appreciatively at his cute answer. āOh stop it, you charmer youā you replied, making him scoff in fake offense, making you giggle at his dramatics. āIāll have you know I donāt go throwinā that āround willy-nilly, little ladyā he assured, making you smile wider at him as you laughed. āI know, Iām a lucky woman to call you my husbandā you replied sweetly, getting up on your tip toes to kiss him as you looped your arms around his neck once more.
Those were better days, days when things were so simple, times where all you had to worry about was nothing more than how long the pie was in the oven, or how your baby was doing. It was a pleasant memory, one youād never forget as the last time youād seen your husband since the war. That night flooded your memories each time youād lay down to close your sunken in eyes, they were the only thing about you now that remained as human as they were back before you became a ghoul. You swore to yourself that youād find him one day, swore that you would kill the bastards that started all this, that took your baby girl away from you before she had a chance at a good life and separated you from your husband. You prayed each and every night that he was still out there, still alive somewhere, roaming the wastelands like you were. You knew it was doubtful at best, maybe it was better if he wasnāt alive to live through the shit you have, to see the way you look, but one could only hope for the better things. You no longer looked the same way you used to back then. Your soft, nearly perfect skin was now marred and leathery, your teeth yellowed from radiation exposure, poor diet and lack of ability to actually care for them, and your nose was now missing completely from your face, a deep hole sitting where the cartilaginous appendage once did. You wondered if he would even love you still in this state, if heād even recognize you. You couldnāt blame him if he didnāt, you werenāt that same woman anymore physically or emotionally. Anger and vengeance had a hold on your heart like a vice death grip, you were kind to those who deserved it sure, but to those who crossed you? Those who hurt you? Letās just say thereās a reason youāre a feared bounty hunter out here in the wastelands and not in a vault somewhere.
You were walking into Filly one late morning, coming to pay a visit with Ma June to see if there was anything she needed, any bounty she may have had for you for some extra caps. Your supply of chems to keep you from going feral was running low, you were down to your last bottle in your inhaler, and in desperate need of more. As you strode into town, you pulled your bandana up over your nose, effectively covering your face below your eyes, your large hat casting a shadow on the rest. You weaved your way through the vendors as they were trying to shove goods at you and anyone who was behind or around you. As you waded though, your ears caught the sound of a deep, southern accent that sounded awfully familiar to you. āI aināt interested unless you got RadAwayā he spoke harshly to the vendor haggling him, and you had to do a double take. He sounded just like your husband. You turned in the hopes to place a body to the voice but by the time you could, he was already lost into the crowd, impossible to find amongst the sea of people now that he wasnāt speaking to anyone anymore.
You huffed to yourself, wondering if maybe you were just hearing things, or maybe you were just plain out delusional at this rate. It wouldnāt shock you, between the years of radiation exposure, radiation sickness, and everything in between, you wouldnāt be shocked to find out youād gone mad. However you wanted ever so badly for it to have been him that was speaking. To run up to him, arms outstretched, tears down your face but a happy smile as you called his name. But you couldnāt, you couldnāt even find the man attached to the voice anymore so why make a fool and draw attention to yourself. No one took kindly to ghouls. So with a heavy heart, you pushed on, making it to the doorstep of Ma Juneās shop when you heard him again. ā50 caps? Thatās just plain ridiculous. 30, take it or leave itā he bartered, making you turn around again, only this time you caught him. You spotted a man that was tall, around the same height as your husband, clad in a wild western style cowboy outfit. You thought it was familiar, from the hat all the way down to the boots, it reminded you of him but a lot of people out here in the wastes wore Wild West themed clothes, deeming themselves cowboys and cowgirls of the wild wastelands. You wished he would turn around, you needed to see his face, hell just his eyes would be enough to sate the curiosity that was eating away at you. Youād forever recognize those eyes, they were so unique, so him. So beneath the shade you stood, observing him from a distance to be safe. That was until Ma June saw you standing there through the window of her shop, and she had a job for you that was important so she couldnāt wait for you to be done with whatever it was your were doing before she drug you inside. āWhat are you standinā around out here for? I got a job for you!ā She exclaimed, grabbing you and pulling you inside right as the man turned to walk away. You groaned in frustration as your only chance at an answer was stolen from you, but little did you know that your commotion made him stop to watch curiously as you went inside. Something about that dress you were wearing looked awful familiar to him but he couldnāt quite put his finger on it, so he just kept walking.
As the next couple of days passed by, the curiosity was absolutely eating away at your mind. You wondered if you were on the brink of going feral with how your thoughts were screaming that it could have been him. You wished she would have waited until you could have gotten a better look at him than just his back and his clothes, though they felt familiar, akin to something he would have worn on the set to his movies, you just couldnāt be sure. So you continued on, traveling with a random personās head in your bag, wrapped up in an old T-shirt that was soaked through with blood now as you were on your way back from your bounty for Ma June. It was a particularly hot day outside, one of those days where no matter how much water drank, you just couldnāt keep the heat away or the dehydration at bay. So as you sucked down the last of your water in your canteen, you did your best to stave off the coughing fit that was bubbling in the back of your throat like a horrible itch you just could never scratch. Unfortunately for you, it wasnāt enough, and seeing as you hit your inhaler for the last of your supply yesterday, you were shit out of luck. Damn it, you were so close too, you felt it. You couldnāt go like this, not without finding him, not without avenging your child and going after those Vault-Tec bastards that stole her and your husband from you. āDamn it!ā You choked out as you clutched your chest, your coughing fit sending you to your knees in the sand where you laid in the hopes that it would let up sometime soon and you could continue moving. This couldnāt be the end for you, it just couldnāt be. You wouldnāt let it.
As you laid there, throat burning as you were hacking up your lungs, you saw a figure walking along the horizon in the distance. You wondered if maybe this was what they spoke of when people said their loved ones come and take them away right before they pass, or maybe it was just another hallucination, all you knew is that they were coming closer and closer to you. You reached for your gun with all the strength you could offer through your coughing fit and weakened state, unsure of whether they were a raider or someone with just plain ill intention. As they drew closer, you looked up to see another ghoul stabbing before you, his cowboy hat casting a slight shade over his face but even through the tears in your vision you could see his eyes. They were gorgeous, they looked just like how you remember your husbandās looked the last time you had a chance to look into them, making you look him over but it was so hard to tell. He was a man who had succumbed to the same fate you did, leathery skin, no nose, ruined ears, but his eyesā¦god they were so familiar. You saw him cock his head while looking at you, investigating your features, you could tell there was something about you that he was intrigued with.
āI feel your pain there, sisterā he said, that southern drawl coming out sounding just like him, and god how it made your heart ache. He bent down to see you better, taking a better look at you. āIāll be damned if somethinā ābout you aināt familiar thoughā he said, making you look up at him, and in that moment as he looked into your eyes, he could have sworn it was you, his long lost wife. He held hope it his heart, but it was a cruel world out here, he couldnāt be sure. āYour eyes, they look a lot like my wifeās didā he said, and you took that as your chance to see if it was really him. āC-Cooā¦perā¦?ā You rasped out the best you could, needing to know if it was really him, needing to know if he was alive or if you were just going crazy. His eyes went wide for a moment before reaching for his gun, making your heart jump in your chest with anxiety. āHow do you know my name?ā He asked coldly, his eyes looking angrily upon you and it made your heart wrench in your chest but beat fast all the same to know it was him. āTell me! How do you know my name?ā He said angrily, making you raise your hands up to show you werenāt dangerous, you cursed your inability to speak properly or else youād have answered his question already. āBe..causeā¦we wereā¦Marā¦riedā you rasped out once more, showing him your wedding ring that he bought you that rested on your ring finger, making him soften up for just a moment. āAfter two hundred yearsā¦ could it really be?ā he asked softly to himself in disbelief, but once again, he reminded himself that this world was a cruel place where people stoop to things lower than they ever did before. To him, you could have been anyone, maybe no more than a random stranger who pick pocketed that precious ring off of his wife, a total stranger playing as his beloved to get to his weakness. He pointed his gun at you once more, making tears come to your eyes even more now, had you said something wrong? Why was he mad at you? You hadnāt left on bad terms last you remember, but then again itās hard to remember as far back as two centuries. āHow do I know, huh?ā He asked aggressively, and you figured it was a valid worry, you knew how awful this world was now, you couldnāt blame him for needing the reassurance. He needed to be sure it was truly you. āHow do I know itās really you?ā He asked, waiting for you to stop coughing long enough to give him an answer. āWhatāsā¦that lookā¦for?ā You asked, something you always asked him when he stared at you in awe, or when he looked at you right before you two went to bed, it was like your signature phrase. You weakly removed the bandana covering your face, trying your best to show him any bit of your features left that you could use to show him it was really you. āItās meā¦Coop. Y/Nā¦ā you rasped as saliva began to well in your mouth at the sight of him, slowly losing control over yourself as time passed. Heād never dropped his gun so fast, or fell to his knees so quick in his entire life than in that moment, the only other time was the moment he found out you were pregnant with his child, dropping to his knees to kiss your belly and place his hands on it excitedly. āOh my godā¦Y/Nā he said in utter shock and disbelief that you were here, you were alive. You were a ghoul now which hurt him to know you suffered the same pain as him, but you were alive and thatās what mattered most to him, finally having found you after all the years spent hoping you were still alive out here.
āHere baby, here, hold on. I gotchyaā he said, quickly grabbing his inhaler with a vial of the chems youād run out of last night, never needing it more than in this moment to keep you from turning feral on him. He pressed it to your lips, pushing the plunger on it to get the chems in your system. You inhaled it like a breath of fresh cool air, sending you coughing once more but that itch was slowly fading away, you could breathe again. You looked up at him as you laid there weakly, your head in his lap. āMy heroā you said weakly, trying to be funny but he was too caught up in looking into your eyes, getting himself to believe what was right in front of him. āTwo centuries Iāve spent looking for youā¦ā you said, your eyes scanning him and his features to assure yourself too that this was real, that he really was sitting here before you, alive and well. Or as well as one could be as a ghoul in the wastelands. You smiled as you teared up, seeing the tears in his eyes as he looked down at you, pulling you up and into a hug. āOh godā¦I canāt believe youāre aliveā he said, hugging you tight and you did the same, burying your face into his shoulder. āI could say the same to you. I always knew you were stubborn, too stubborn to go out the way the rest of the world didā you said, making him chuckle as stray tears ran down your marred cheeks. āIāve been dreaming of this dayā¦dreaming of the day Iād get to see you and B/N againā¦ā he said, making you grip his duster as the tears flooded down your face even more when he said your baby girlās name. āCooperā¦ā you said, making him pull away from you but you werenāt far, he made sure of it. āSheā¦she didnāt make it, honeyā¦Iām so sorry. I tried everything, believe me I did, but it was too lateā¦ā you said, making his heart absolutely break in his chest knowing his baby was gone and that he would never have the chance to see her again.
āWhat was she like? She was so young when it all happenedā He asked, holding your hands in his as you two shared in this moment together. You smiled as your hand cupped his cheek softly, your thumb rubbing along his skin that shared the same texture as your own. āJust like her daddy. She had your gorgeous eyes, your beautiful smile and that same stubborn attitudeā you said through a laugh, making him chuckle with you as his hand came to hold the back of yours as it touched him. He missed your loving touch, and that beautiful smile that he swore could light up even the darkest rooms. He could hardly believe that youād still even touch or speak to him now, with the way he looked. He knew you likely held a sympathy for it, knowing all too well yourself what it was like but the fact that you werenāt scared or hateful like others were towards him for it. āShe was smart, funny, kindā¦she was daddyās baby girl. Youād have loved that about her. It was like a little slice of you was there in her, keeping me going. She gave me hope when it felt like there wasnāt any left in this world to hold ontoā you said, seeing a few stray tears stream down his cheeks as you spoke of her. His stomach was in knots, his heart filled with anger and pain to know the wastelands claimed one of his own. āI wish I coulda been there, for both of you. Maybe sheād be here if I wasā he said somberly, guilt lacing his tone as he leaned his forehead against yours, not caring if your hats would come off. He needed this, he needed you. āHey, donāt blame yourself for what happened, you had nothing to do with it. Itās those vile people at Vault-Tec who did this. They took our baby, not you. Donāt you ever think this is your faultā you assured him, holding him close to you as he expressed the most emotion heās felt in nigh on two centuries.
āWe made it pretty good all things considered, held our own well for ten years. I taught her how to use a gun when she turned eight to keep her safe should anything happen to me, did everything in my power to keep her safe, fed and hydrated even on the hard days where supplies were sparseā you explained. āThe radiation just became too much for her little body to handle. She was ten years old, I could hardly believe it. It was like I woke up one day and she wasnāt a baby anymore, our little girl had just grown up so fastā you said, remembering those days as tears clouded your vision, streaming down your cheeks like small rivers, watching the droplets fall into the sand beneath you. āIām sorry Cooper, Iām so sorryā¦ā you apologized, making him hold you tight and hush you as you did. āI shoulda been betterā¦if I was better maybe sheād still be here nowā you said, taking the blame for something you knew you had no control over, but it left you guilty all the same. āShh, donāt go thinkinā like that. Iād say from the sounds of it, ya did a damn fine job managinā that long out in this shit hole just the two of you. You always were a great mom, and an equally great wifeā he said, making you sniffle as you smiled at him at that reassurance. āI did all I could, there was hell to pay for anyone who stood in my way, thatās for sureā you said, making him chuckle because that was exactly how you were before the war too. You always wanted what was best for your family, and you were willing to go great lengths to keep your husband and child happy. āI know you said you been lookinā for me for a long timeā¦but I aināt the same man I was back thenā he started. āBut I got a feelinā you aināt exactly the same woman anymore either, so maybe we can still work this out, you and meā he said, making you chuckle. āNo, Iām not. And if that means you donāt love me anymore I-ā you spoke but you were cut off by the feel of his lips against your own. They were thinner now, dry and marred by radiation just like yours were, but you could still feel the passion behind it, the love in it. No amount of radiation could ever take that away. āYou lettinā all the radiation get to that brain of yours? Of course I still love you. I lost ya once, I aināt losinā you again, thatās for damn sureā he said, making you laugh as more tears fell, only these ones were happier ones now. You squeezed his hand that was in your own as your heart raced in your chest. āYou have no idea how happy that makes me to hear, Coopā you replied, kissing him once more with all the passion two hundred years of separation could hold behind it. āI love you, and Iāve missed you so damn muchā you said, pressing your foreheads together once more as you fought the tears that began to turn into a sob. āI love you too darlinā, missed you like crazy. The world aināt been the same without youā he said, making you sniffle as you felt the same way. āAnd if youāll still have me, Iād like to make that a world of the pastā he added, making you chuckle tearfully. āOf course I willā you said, allowing his heart to rest assured that you were still his girl, making him smile as he looked down at you, his thumb rubbing along your cheek to wipe away your tears.
You smiled back up at him, your hand coming to the back of his as you remembered the moment from your birthday again all those years ago, slow dancing in the kitchen with him. āWhatās that look for, hmm?āYou asked, just like you did that day, making him grin as he thought of the right words to say. āNothinā just that Iām lucky enough to have married the most beautiful person on this earthā he replied, making you chuckle. It was just what youād been needing to hear all this time. āAnd how lucky I am to have her back in my arms where she belongsā he added, making you giggle before kissing you once more. Desert be damned, Cooper had his wife back after so long spent searching for her, and he was going to make damn sure she knew how much he missed her all these years.
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Hey!!
Iām a big fan of your blog as I am a fellow James and Sirius apologist. I feel like there arenāt enough people out here that love these two and their bond so finding someone who feels the same is like nothing short of a miracle. Especially one who is active on here. Also, Iām a big fan of your stories you are an amazing writer. ā¤ļø
I was just sitting here thinking about how Sirius could have put an end to Lilyās relationship with James with a snap of his fingers if he felt so inclined. Lļæ¼ike James and Lily are āsoulmatesā in canon but not the same soulmate level these two guys are on you know? I think back to your fic Shovel Talk in regards to this and how Sirius basically tells Lily as much. It just makes me sorta giggle (is that wrong?) because itās just so true lol. Like James and Sirius were operating on a whole different plane of realityļæ¼ than everyone else I swear. I just I love those two boys so so so much.
If you wouldnāt mind sharing I would love to just read your thoughts on these guys. Like just to read you talking about them and their bond in whatever capacity you want.ļæ¼ Weather it be what you think of them, how you see them, who you think they are, how you think theyāre perceived by their friends just any and all thoughts you feel like sharing. This is only if you donāt mind. I just live for these two codependent lunatics and love getting to see other people love them. ššļæ¼
anon there is something in my eye and u might be responsible for it š„ŗš„ŗ
i donāt know where iām getting this prongsfoot attention from as of late but i am absolutely not complaining because it is the best thing ever and i will never tire of talking about my baby boys. thank u so much for liking what i write (and thinking iām active lol) :ā)
also!!! another shovel talk fan!!! listen every time someone references that story, it makes my heart do this giddy little spin because itās literally one of my favorite fics/hcs and i genuinely thought people wouldnāt like it but they do and itās amazing.
youāve given me such free reign that i donāt know where to start lol my mind has suddenly gone blank trying to think of something i havenāt already talked about before
hmmm ok letās see. i know i skew towards sirius leaning on james a lot but i fully believe it was a relationship of equals. james was equally besotted by and reliant on sirius as the other way around. so i mentioned this in the last ask a bit, but i see james as someone whoās constantly burning bright and itāsā¦not exactly easy but very possible to snuff that light out completely. and i think lily had the potential for that bc of her sharp tongue & self righteousness. and she wouldnt think to tone herself down for james, either, because she sees what everyone else doesāa spoiled, happy go lucky, privileged dude who doesnāt need to be treated with kid gloves. fair, yeah? except. sirius has seen this boy inside out, knows how fucking sensitive he is, and will do anything it takes to make sure james doesnāt shrink himself to fit the world. and this isnāt likeāa huge thing, not for sirius. itās in the little actionsācutting someone off when they might say something hurtful, turning him away from people who donāt like him, casually blocking hexes cast behind his back etc etc. sirius doesnāt have blinkers on, he knows first hand how ugly the world is and he doesnāt want it to touch his james. (sure, that might mean putting up with his big headed ass but heāll take that any day over a subdued james potter) and we know from swm that heās not scared or hesitant to go against james if needed so heās the perfect person to both keep him in check and protect him ykno? (very grumpy one protects the sunshine one of me)
another thing i love thinking about is how unconditionally they love each other!!! james has a mean streak (often powered by ignorance/arrogance) and sirius genuinely has a whole dark side bc of his black heritage (so many thoughts on that ughhhhh) and it means the absolute world to sirius that james accepts all of him. his family doesnāt like him being a āmuggle loving traitorā and the people at hogwarts are scared/wary of his name and anger and sometimes heās seen it even in his friendsā eyes and heās sick and tired of having to hide parts of himself to be palatable so itās like a fresh of breath air to be around james who never ever judges him. iām such a sucker for unconditional acceptance lol both sides of sirius are fundamental to him and he canāt separate them from himself so whenever james steps up to him without hesitation or fear, it heals a part of him.
also, this might seem obvious, but i think they genuinely liked each other in a way that u donāt always see. like, they were each otherās favorite persons at all times, no questions asked. the average person might get sick of spending so much time with one person, even if itās their best friend (i know i couldnāt lol) but not these two. they happily welcome every opportunity they have to be together. thatās why detentions are funāhours left alone to goof around while working off their energy? sign them tf up. they genuinely look forward to talking to each time, every single class they share, nighttime when they can crawl into the othersā beds etc etc itās all horribly codependent and perhaps not the healthiest (definitely not in a non-prongsfoot universe) but itās james&sirius and even if they were stranded on an island together, theyād be happy about it
wrt to the james/lily/sirius thingāgod, yes. sirius *knows* that he only needs to say the word and james would listen to him over lily and thatās so much power and sometimes heās equal parts terrified and on top of the world bc of what he holds in his hands but it only makes him more determined to not abuse that trust and faith james places in him. i think this would happen with any potential partner, if only a bit harsher w lily bc of their experiences. james will always, always turn to sirius first and that can be a good or a bad thing, depending on how u look at it. u just know that remus and peter were envious of this dynamic but i think, over time, they overcame it and just resigned themselves to it. i can even see them (particularly remus) actually being a bit thankful itās not them because letās be honest, a friendship as all encompassing & overwhelming as this? not easy at all. u need to be able to completely open ur heart and soul up, break down even the smallest pretence of barriers, accept that youāll always be part of a whole and thatās neither simple nor desirable most of the time. and i truly donāt eee remus laying himself bare open like that, not even for j or s. so i think heās actually a bit relieved that these two tide over their most intense behaviours with each other and you get a more toned down version of them around others lol (does any of that make sense? iām just rambling here tbh)
iām gonna stop here bc i have no clue of any of this is even like, coherent. i erased and wrote the whole thing 2-3 times bc it kept growing a mind of its own and Not Cooperating so i hope this draft is,,,okay ykno?
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my mistake | lando norris x fem! reader
summary; lando had been chasing after oscarās friend, y/n for a couple months now. heās confused on why she keeps dismissing him until he finally got his answer
fc; nailea devora
warnings; cursing
taglist; @namgification
note; requested !
masterlist !
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yourusername: thank u mclaren n oscar for having me š§”
tagged; oscarpiastri, mclaren
mclaren: always a joy to have youšš§”
username: pretty girls stan y/n
oscarpiastri: ur annoying
yourusername: god forbid a girl ask for food
oscarpiastri: i kept getting weird stares bc you made me get you 4 plates of food.
yourusername: THE CHICKEN PASTA WAS GOODšāāļøšāāļøšāāļøšāāļø
username: her friendship w oscar is everything
username: PAPAYAAA
landonorris: youāre forgetting someone š¤
yourusername: no i donāt think so
landonorris: a handsome brit? š
yourusername: oh! lewisš
landonorris: i meant meā¦
yourusername: ok !
username: landoš
Y/N L/N ANSWERS YOUR FAN QUESTIONS!
landoš
y/n
y/n
y/nš·
what now lando
landoš
what happened to u and whyād u distance yourself from f1š
y/nš·
none of ur business
landoš
pleaseeee
arenāt we bffsššš
y/nš·
no we are not
you just got my number from osc
lando š
well iām not leaving you alone until you tell me
y/n
y/nnnnnn
answer
answer
answer
pleaseeeeeeeš
y/nš·
you really donāt remember?
landoš
no?
y/nš·
2019
i was starting to gain a following but nothing like what i have now
and i went to a race and i was so excited to be there and then i saw you
of course i was happy to see you but then when i smiled, you just rolled your eyes at me and looked really annoyed at me
and that hurt , lando
landoš
shit
y/n i honestly donāt remember
but fuck iām sorry
y/nš·
whatever im over it
just sucks when someone youāre a fan of acts annoyed by u xx
but then i met osc and now heās my friend so now iām back into this f1 shit
landoš
y/n seriously iām so sorry
it was my mistake, i mustāve thought you were someone else
let me make it up to you
y/nš·
itās fine lando
past is past but just wanted you to know
landoš
no i wanna make it up
y/nš·
i said itās fine
landoš
nope!
not until i can make u laugh
at least let me take you out for lunch
y/nš·
hmmmmm
fine
but iām gonna order a feast
landoš
fine by meš
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yourusername: how does 1 live knowing that u invited someone out for food only to steal their fries ā¦.. #landonorrisisover
tagged; landonorris
landonorris: u got full after 3 bites of your burger
yourusername: wrong it was 4! and it was a very big n filling burger!!
landonorris: omg u finally posted me š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ
yourusername: donāt make me delete this post, lando norris š
username: i just know lando is giggling knowing he finally made it to a y/n post
username: did months of lando norizz flirting in her comments actually pay off??
oscarpiastri: wow.
yourusername: omw w fries for u donāt worry pooks
landonorris: worry if i eat them all
oscarpiastri: shut up lando norizz
lilyzneimer: miss u smš„¹š„¹
yourusername: i miss u moreš lmk when ur going to a race š
username: y/n gorgeous omg
username: wait who is that???
username: f1 driver and teammates w y/n friend oscar!
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lando.jpg: the gf chronicles
tagged; yourusername
yourusername: fuck u and those stupid burgers and ur stupid jokes and ur stupid cute smile and the latte u bought me
lando.jpg: donāt worry guys she just hasnāt had her afternoon nap yet
yourusername: iām so tired šš
yourusername: bfš„
lando.jpg: gfš„
username: oh hello
username: wHEN DID THIS HAPPEN?
username: sheās scute i love her sm
username: idk who i want more him or her
carlossainz55: about time ! i didnāt know how many more calls of you talking about y/n i could handle!šš
yourusername: awh he talks abt me??
lando.jpg: not you exposing me, carlos š
oscarpiastri: fuck you you left me with half of my fries that time
lando.jpg: they were good sorry not sorry
yourusername: bro heās such a fries stealer, i canāt ever eat my fries in peace
lando.jpg: tomato tomato
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