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Hello user Hazerun3. In front of you there are 2 photos of Passive Nightmare. Corporate wants you to explain the difference between Swan and Passive NM
my handwriting is shit actually so heres the list
Passive NM:
-stewing in resentment and is gonna explode
-so much hate brewing
-prideful, almost out of spite
-relationship with Dream is fucked
-sees Dream as a traitor
-fav book is a revenge story
-Doesnt want to die (fights back)
-Obsession with ideals of nobility (both senses) from his books
-internalised the idea that theres something inherently evil about him (leads into proud acceptance of being a "demon". He is the King of Negativity after all)
Swan (baby):
-He is Coping by dissociating and escapisming so fucking hard
-cant really hate, anger has never won him any favours
-knows swad would go insane w/o him
-doing his best not to burden swad (fails)
-Doesnt want to die (desperate, "please dont leave me alone, brother" but the self preservation is already so beaten out of him he doesn't even consider the apples)
-"Nobility", riches, glory, pride- all dont really matter to him
-internalised the idea that theres something inherently evil about him (people hating him is a fact of life. You could beat him up and hed apologise for existing)
#hazes drawings#utmv#swapdream#hazes swapdream#swap dreamtale#swan sd#passive nightmare sans#haze rambles
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hooojhh my god. I know ur not the most active anymore but I’m reading your old collection of Bruno fics. Holy shit, you’re the best x reader fanfic writer I’ve come across. Dear lord, you have talent. WOW
Hi friend!
I’ll be honest I haven’t looked back at the blog in a hot minute, but I was scrolling through notes and found your reblogs- they really brightened my day!!!! I’m so happy that people like my old stuff!!!
I’m not as heavily involved with jojos anymore, but god- Bruno still hits different ❤️❤️❤️
#haze rambles#someday I want to write more#I’m just not sure what fandom at the moment haha#i still think about the capos though… since I left I’ve gotten a tattoo of Metallica#risotto Nero if ur out there I’m still dtf call me my dms are open
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has anyone made the obligatory warriors au for the riptide pirates or do i need to step in
#im joking but also i lied abt that bc im so serious#bc gillion as an exiled warrior actually works so well#haze rambles#jrwi riptide
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i keep thinking about the odyssey i am THINKING about wei wuxian as odysseus. you were dead. its been years since you’ve seen your family. the child you left behind is almost a man. you wear a face they don’t recognise, you sneak in through the back door. the dog gives your identity away. the world knows it’s you when you draw your weapon. the person you love recognises you by the original symbol of your love—a secret that no one else in the world knows about, still, because they kept it safe for all these years. you get the chance to go back and despite everything, you found home waiting for you; he kept your place and raised your son and he was still there waiting for you when you got back. tell me o muse, about a complicated man i am extremely not okay
#cql#mdzs#wangxian#wwx#lwj#meta stuff#greek mythology#i am not fine i am not sane in the slightest#no idea if i’ve posted something similar to this before#i definitely started my odyssey journey thinking about them but then i got sidetracked with. the actual odyssey#i have been on an absolute greek tragedy bender though so there’s. plenty more to come. but also. HHHHH#the dog thing is so silly but i couldn’t help keeping it in because that is SO funny#this is soooo self indulgent i am sorry for subjecting u all to this#thank u to helendamnation my beloved for listening to all my rambling this weekend about this#jesus. home waited. the odyssey is about many things but it is about a man coming home.#and despite everything. he gets to come home. and he gets it because his home waited for him.#despite him being dead. despite the gods. despite the suitors and the pressure and the doubt.#in most stories home moves on without you but this time. this one time. home waited.#homeric hyperfixation haze
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🦇🐥 Batman and Robin (2023) #6 rambling and screaming crying throwing up about a single page
so right off the bat, i'm adding these panels to the Ms. Hall is Shush conspiracy board - the first suspect in mind for who could train Zach would be Principal Stone, but Ms. Hall is conveniently placed in the "teacher's pet" panel HMM
Damian's history with Zsasz is mentioned again! any further reference to Streets of Gotham ends here once Damian and Zsasz face off, but i'm not complaining when Damian gets to kick his ass again LOL
AAH SUCH A COOL PANEL!! i rambled enough about Cizmesija's impact shots last time, but this is just. SO COOL... DAMIAN'S POSE, the light streak from the eyes, the jittery effect at the point of impact from Zsasz's front to his back - LIKE DAMN, YOU KNOW THIS KID HIT HIM HARD
ok i was gonna shut up about the impact shots but to accompany the Robin panel, THIS SICK BATMAN PANEL!! THE SPEED LINES ALONG HIS WHOLE ARM, the hilarious waves of that hit going through Zsasz's face asdfg, the cowl and cape silhouette in the back - and the KRAK SFX!! it's got a bit of that gritty splatter effect Cizmesija uses so either another smooth choice by letterer Steve Wands or extra kudos to Cizmesija!!
i thought the action would be my favorite aspect of this issue, but it was THE EXPRESSIONS. from Damian's frustration here (his glare and his seriously gritted teeth) to the page that brought me to my knees lol
a breakdown of my breakdown for this page:
DAMIAN'S WIDE EYED EXPRESSION AT BRUCE'S COMPLIMENT, THE SHINE IN HIS EYES!! what gets me about Bruce’s praise is how specific it is, especially pointing out Damian’s storytelling 😭 Bruce already knows Damian’s technical art skills are amazing!! storytelling through comics is a whole different skill and Bruce recognized that!! 😭 no wonder Damian is so touched, Bruce is paying attention 😭
HE LOOKS SO OVERWHELMED BY THE VALIDATION FROM HIS FATHER - THE TENTATIVE SMILE!! BEFORE HE BREAKS OUT INTO A FULL GRIN!! 😭
HOW HE BURSTS ABOUT HIS PROCESS AND THEN THE LIL ASIDE OF “I love those…” HE'S SO CAUGHT UP IN HIS JOY PLEASE I’M COUGHING UP BLOOD THAT'S SO CUTE 😭 happy Damian is my weakness i mean LOOK AT HIM OH MY GOD the wide smile his lil fist and the pointing, he cannot contain himself!! 😭
his art is so fun, i'm glad we get to see more of this!! the shadow of Bruce and Damian over the pages is a neat touch too! Damian expanding from realistic renders to this manga style on top of these amazing comic layouts…Bruce is right his growth is crazy 😭
to add on to Damian's progress from Bruce's eyes - Detective Comics (2016) #1003 was the last time Bruce acknowledged Damian's art!
the return of Flatline!! for this last bit, i'll be referencing Lazarus Planet: The Next Evolution (2023) since that's Nika's last notable appearance!
Nika calling Damian out on not contacting her asdfg she mentions something similar before, and i could only imagine it's been months since then considering that issue came out a whole year ago 😭
besides Nika meeting Bruce, the most important thing that needs to be addressed is if Damian's aware that she resurrected Ra's and finally, what they could have discussed??
ending note, upgrade from earbuds in Batman and Robin (2011) to headphones haha wired earphones only!!
#rambling#i woke up the next day wondering if i was overreacting about that one page from a sleep deprived haze#i looked at it again and wailed bro CIZMESIJA'S EXPRESSIONS FOR EACH DAMIAN IN THAT PAGE MAKES ME INSANE#regarding Nika the 'oh SO not the end' at the end of that Lazarus Planet story had me on the edge of my seat forever LOL#like what do you mean she's now capable of resurrecting people from literal ashes and Ra's wants to work with her or smth#and then we never learn more asdfgh bring her to Alfred's grave hello??#if anyone's curious about Nika i'd recc that Lazarus Planet issue! it's nice to hear a bit more of her voice! and how she likes kpop LOL
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Jjba part 5 and Purple haze feedback spoilers ahead
A phf scene I think about often is the stand-induced dream Fugo has where he stops Bruno from ever joining the mafia (along with the rest of the gang but the main focus is Bruno)
This scene added with the other scenes between the two (Bruno reminding Fugo of his grandma, Fugo taking on missions he knows Bruno would be too heartbroken to do, Fugo holding a grudge against Trish for “forcing him to part with Bruno”, ect.) shows how much Fugo just wanted to protect Bruno
He wanted to repay Bruno for basically saving his life. Wanted to make him as happy as he could in their situation, even to the point of hiding things he knew would upset Bruno. It’s an (oddly) wholesome fact about Fugo that I wish was talked about more by the fandom.
They’re the “A relative I swore to protect is dead but I will still fight for them” trope but better.
#jjba#jojo vento aureo#purple haze feedback#phf#pannacotta fugo#fugo jojo#bruno bucciarati#bruno buccellati#bruno jojo#my random thoughts#jojo spoilers#I could ramble on about them for hours#I’m somewhat on a phf high after rereading some of it#I also got other plans coming up so I’m rambling about phf in the meantime
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"I will help you get your memories back. To feel something again"
#this is a separate Voleeta AU than my normal one. If you dig far enough in my art tag you can see my rambles about him being Cynthia#but basically the real Cynthia goes missing/dies (she is his twin still) and in centuries long dissociative haze#ends up taking her place but obviously he was not mentally present for any of that so she has no idea how she ended up in this position and#doesn't know what to do. She doesn't remember who she used to be but can FEEL that something isn't right.#anywho. she ends up meeting Geeta and helping her find terapagos like the other (main) au but Geeta promises to help her uncover her#identity (or move on/start over if that's what she ends up wanting)#loki's art#pokemon#pokemon platinum#pokemon scarlet and violet#champion cynthia#pokemon cynthia#Volo#pokemon wielder volo#chairwoman geeta#champion geeta#Voleeta#IdealWishesShipping
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Lolita rant because why not:
WHY DO SOME PEOPLE STILL CALL IT A LOVE STORY WHEN THERE'S LITERALLY A PART WHERE DOLORES ASKS FOR THE NAME OF "the hotel where you first raped me" LIKE EXCUSE ME WHAT PART OF A 12 YEAR GIRL GETTING RAPED AND ABUSED IS ROMANTIC TO YOU??
I cannot stress this enough LOLITA IS PSYCOLOGICAL HORROR. Humbert Humbert is an unreliable narrator that's manipulating and charming YOU into believing it's a love story but it's your responsibility to read in between the lines and realise what's actually going on. How lolita is just a 12 year old girl named Dolores who is isolated, raped and abused throughout the entire book by Humbert Humbert and has no voice in his story.
Even the people behind the lolita movies did not get this they still think of lolita as some sort of seductress which is just disgusting.
I think the reason why people sometimes interpret it as a love story is because of how beautifully it is written. The way Humbert Humbert writes about Lolita is very dreamy and poetic but that's literally the point of the book it's a cautionary tale.
Some people turn Vladimir Nabokov into the villain for writing a book like this when in reality he was victim of child sexual abuse himself. He called lolita his "poor little girl". He wanted the cover of the book to be an American landscape and especially NOT that of a little girl because he wanted lolita to be faceless. It's so heartbreaking to see the author's wishes be blatantly disrespected.
I love psychological horrors/thrillers with unreliable narrators like lolita and killing stalking but they get misinterpreted so often it's sad.
#lolita#lolita by vladimir nabokov#vladimir nabokov#books and reading#reading#literature#classic literature#book rants#Aditi rambles on and on#booktok#bookstagram#books#bookblr#booklr#books & libraries#unreliable narrators#psychological thriller#psychological horror#dolores haze#dolores#humbert humbert#lolita novel#coquette#aditi rants
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So since Dave and Prester are both eldritch creatures, do they know about each other?
Eldrich creatures? What ever do you mean? They're both totally normal cogs uwu
In all seriousness, though, I think the both of them didn't know each other until they met; and when they locked eyes, they learned everything about each other. To make sure they both keep quiet about their secret, they've become pals over the years, me thinks; but they only talk or do anything together in private. They've found it to be kinda fun using their eldrich abilities to do things in secret.
(Pics are better quality if you click them)
#Prester comes from Ye Olde Toontown#He knows how to grow some ancient purple haze if you catch my drift#he and Dave get high off it every so often and nobody will ever know that these two are pals in secret#it's our secret x3#Prester lights the joints with fire magic#Dave and Prester didn't know anything about each other until they first met#Dave doesn't want anyone to know he's a spooky eldrich being and Prester doesn't want anyone to know he's a dragon possessed half corpse#so truce it is between the two of them; they know too much about each other#Prester is still a wip of what he is; but dragon possessed half corpse seems accurate ish? I'll have to think of a way to better say what#ttcc#toontown corporate clash#imagionary rambles#toontown: corporate clash#ttcc au#dave brubot#major player#prester virgil#witch hunter#tw drugs#Prester is a sorcerer or warlock and practices dark and fire magics and necromany#he drove a screw through his own head but we aren't sure for what yet (possibly possession?)
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I just saw your post about the difference between passive and swan. I'd like to ask the difference between young swad and dream?
shittier doodle this time cuz Im getting tired but the ramblings are probably more unhinged
I dont have particularly strong feelings on dream so this is gonna be mostly younger swad and comparisons to dream when needed
-Views social interaction as inherently transactional and as a game that he can learn to play (he doesnt realise that in the village he was never going to be a player on equal ground, this is why after his ascension his persona is more deity ified rather than a king or smth like nm cuz he wants to be Above it all and in control.)
-Been obsessed with swan even as passives (His Duty to help people got drilled into him, the village feels entitled to his help and swad slowly grows tired of them, but his little brother is always kind to him and doing things for him feels so much more rewarding [tho eventually the village tries to stifle any attempts swad does to get something nice for his brother which frustrates swad so much and swan not asking for anything and just being happy to see him and trying so hard just to make swad happy, even as hes hurt fuels this.] so the mix of the sense of duty, him being the older brother so self imposing a sense of responsibility and swan being nice to him leads him to adopt a mentality where Swan is the only one whos special and actually cares about him not just what he can do for him, but with the way hes raised by the village he tries desperately to try and do something for swan in return cuz he still feels like hes failing in his part of the social bargain)
-Also the cult village placed sooooo much value on stuff like never being angry, always being happy :), youre not allowed to be mean, you Must be hardworking all the time, visibly showing that youre sad is Evil. And swad seethes constantly cuz no one in this fucking village follows that and the one person who embodies all these values the most is swan (who everyone still hates for reasons inexplicable to swad, who believes theres still a way to get swan out of his outcast status if the village just realises that swan is the kindest soul in this rotten place.)
-Dream maintains a more "child" status in the village even as hes older than when swad fights to "adult" status, seeing it as a way to get more social power cuz he picked up that Adults have more power than Children but lol not for him, he just gets to have more responsibilites, the expectation to cut off swan and no money OR gifts for his work cuz gifts are for children doing chores not working adults and since its both swads duty and the fact that he doesnt have anything to spend it on that wouldnt be spending it unwisely they just dont pay him at all! and also hes an object not an adult to them so rushing to try and be an adult backfired miserably
-Swad loves listening to swan read stories to him, reallly wants to be the Prince who saves the damsel and sets his enemies on fire and he projects that persona
-Both he and dream were taken hunting I think, but dream didnt take to it (he had a knack for archery but as soon as he was told to turn that arrow on an innocent bunny he couldnt do it, his more "child" status helps him get out of it) swad was also aprehensive at first but since he places a lot of importance in being the Older Brother and being responsible (also he wants to kill people) so he shoots the bunny, he feels bad and cries about it to swan but he cant let go of the feeling, the smell of blood, the idea of that being someone who hurt swan
-in my head he killed people already lol (used the hunting trips as cover but his hit list is soooooo long and he gets less and less opportunity...)
-he loves shiny things so much but being materialistic and greedy is one of the sins, swan cant get him anything but he does press little flower ornaments for his brother and so much flower jewlery so that swad can roleplay being a prince.
-he hates everyone soooooooo much <3
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gonna start reading Purple Haze Feedback
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maybe it’s bc i grew up on tribbleofdoom instead of sss warriors but i am still physically incapable of drawing bluestar as a light gray
#also i swear she was described to have dark blue gray ??? maybe i imagined it#but if im bein real the one thing i love abt warriors is seeing all the diverse designs n interpretations#warrior cats#bluestar#haze rambles
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wait ok. i wasnt sure abt it for the longest time but i think asexual/demisexual glenn has expanded my mind. feeling like he needs to live up to the promiscuous hardcore rockstar lifestyle his father must've lived (or definitely made it seem like he lived, at least). playing up his own experience as a front to fit bill's example, or even feeling like he has to sleep around even if hes not really interested at all. morgan being the only person he ever actually connects with. i think i get it now
#posts written in a frantic haze as it all JUST clicked for me right now completely randomly#dunno if i truly hc it or not but Yeah I Get It#not going in the main tag lol#rambling#also i think we already can assume that glenn makes up most of his “crazy rockstar stories”#ex. that dad fact about him doing like max $20 damage to a hotel room ever#so it works
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Koby is the one texting garp for sure
#I am four episodes into the live action and I love him#disclaimer: this is the only interaction I’ve had with one piece#this was kinda made in a haze at like midnight#one piece#one piece live action#opla#opla luffy#monkey d. luffy#luffy#opla koby#kodzue rambles#char. luffy#char. koby
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if i told you guys @scrawnym4 was my favorite portal artist would you believe me
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this song is soooo c!dream it is insane
like it is just him. i need you all to see my vision here i need everyone to hear my point. hear me out guys hear me out.
i am going to ramble so aggressively under the cut but hear me out here stay with me. this may not be coherent and that was because it was written in a haze. no idea what i wrote just hear me out
'The looking glass, so shiny and new
How quickly the glamour fades'
its like the SMP. a shiny and new existance, something new he crafted for his friends and yet the glamour fades, it all falls apart and it dissolves and it crumbles in his hands.
'You made a deal, and now it seems you have to offer up
But will it ever be enough? (Raise it up, raise it up)
It's not enough (Raise it up, raise it up)'
do i even need to explain. the revival book. the deal for it, the crushing realization that reality is not what he thought, that infinity is possible and eternity is a truth, and this is not enough for him. he needs eternity. he needs forever, it will never be enough. he offers up his sanity, his grasp on reality, in exchange for a promise of eternity. hear me out-
'Here I am, a rabbit-hearted girl
Frozen in the headlights
It seems I've made the final sacrifice'
the rabbit dream agenda. this is just the rabbit dream agenda but also he is frozen in the headlights of the role he has to take on. he has to be the villain, he has to make the final sacrifice and give himself up to the box he's being placed in; because there is no other option. a trapped rabbit cannot flee. a trapped rabbit can only fawn and freeze and fight (reminds you of the prison, doesn't it?).
'This is a gift, it comes with a price
Who is the lamb and who is the knife?
Midas is king and he holds me so tight
And turns me to gold in the sunlight'
oh GOD there is so much i can say. there is so much this post is going to be years long there is so much. the revival book is a gift. it is the gift, and it comes with a price. the lamb and the knife, discduo, vaultduo, however you want to see it; who is the lamb and who is the knife will change and rotate. tommy is the lamb in exile, dream the knife. dream is the lamb in the vault, sam the knife. dream is the lamb in the finale, tommy the knife. the roles will change, the gift always comes with a price. companionship is a gift that comes with a cost. hear me out stay with me here
'I must become a lion-hearted girl
Ready for a fight
Before I make the final sacrifice'
guys its the fucking disc finale its the. its just the disc finale that's the disc finale thats th. he has to shed his heart, he has to make the final sacrifice, he has to be ready for a fight because he needs to protect, he needs to defend and he needs to stand for his ally. he needs to mold himself from a rabbit to a lion, prey disguised as predator, a rabbit in lions clothing. the final sacrifice is just a price he has to pay. the gift of companionship will always come with a cost, and dream is more than ready to walk into it.
'And in the spring I shed my skin
And it blows away with the changing wind
The waters turn from blue to red
As towards the sky I offer it'
OOHHHH god so much.s o much i can say theres so much there is so much. he sheds his attatchments like a snake shedding its skin, letting them dissipate with the changing winds- and he sheds himself, too. he steps out of his skin and changes the winds, walks a new path not of choice but of necessity, because this is all he can do. what else can he do, when faced with the reality of his situation, of his existance, flawed and cursed with mortality that he can cure? what else can he do, when faced with the reality of his server, his friends, lost to conflict, lost to disagreements, and he can fix it. he can fix it, they just have to trust him, they just have to hate him. he has to be a viper, a snake in the grass, he has to be a lion because he cannot be a rabbit. he cannot be prey, not anymore. c!dream is prey acting as a predator. he is a rabbit cornered and biting in retalliaton read as violence. he is a snake hissing and biting, desperate to be left alone and to be heard. he masquerades as a lion, a dragon, a beast of unknown proportion; but he is an animal that burrows and clings, grapples with the past and craves companionship and distance at the same time. the waters run from blue to red as he offers revival, as he offers himself.
this is a gift. it comes with a price.
okay im done this was probably so incoherent but i am in a c!dream and neurodivergence fuelled haze right now and i need you guys to hear my insanity /hj
no i will not be elaborating or explaining any of this
#grayy rambles#dreblr#cdream#no guys hear me out hear me out i know i sound insane but you've gotta hear me out here#i think in music i need to associate osngs with every character ever and this. this one is dream.#my dreamisms are getting a little too insane!! /hj#dsmp analysis. technically. kind of#long post#dsmp analysis but of music and the corellation to a characte rthat the song is not even about im just that insane about him#this was written in a haze ngl#i think i just like. went insane for a moment and then blinked and this was on my screen. the things c!dream does to my brain holy shit#Spotify
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