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#having to be strong for us bc both of us are mentally ill wrecks over it and i know he is too and it’s killing me and meanwhile * just fucks
pepprs · 2 years
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cringe btw. fail a little bit as well
#purrs#not really happy with how i showed up and navigated situations and circumstances today. i think i was not as kind or respectful as i could h#have been. and there’s nothing i can do but live with it and try to do better tomorrow. but this shit is so fucking hard and horrible. this#is not what i thought i was signing up for. this is not how i thought this month would go. and i know it’s normal and natural and whatever f#for like. every aspect of this process to be happening (and yet also cringe and stupid etc) but i just wish it wasn’t happening. i don’t#want to be responsible for planing your fucking goodbye gift i want you to stay. i don’t want to fucking go on a walk with you (i mean i#quite literally do LOL but) i want to keep yearning for i and working towards asking for it naturally and not in wretched circumstances. i#don’t want to have responsibility for all the tasks and people coming into the office and giving me knowing and pitying looks and asking how#this is going and meaning both me starting something and you leaving i want the whole you leaving part to just not even be a thing. i know I#it could be worse i know it’s fucking stupid to be addressing my literal actual supervisor as ‘you’ in the tags of a tumblr post she will#never read but it’s like fucking hell. i care about you so much. this has been a nightmare and i want it to be over but it won’t be ever. an#and i have to live with this somehow and i know it will feel better but for now im just fumbling through it and hurting and suffering and it#like doesn’t even matter. idk. the timing just hurts. it really does. as does the whole thing. idk when i’ll stop being hurt but i am hurt#delete later#i think i said this but i literally have to get assigned a fucking ‘cultural contact’ bc she’s leaving and can’t guide me thru this like i#always dreamed she would. the literal actual slap in the face of it.my heart hurts lol#it’s not just work also. like i know i am a freak about work on the dash but it really is not just work. or it is but it’s like. idk. ugh i#feel so trapped in this i fucking hate it and everyone is gonna tell her / me / us / whatever that this is good and normal and expected and#we’ll be okay etc but it’s NOT. it WON’T. we’re family or something like that and she’s leaving it and me and * are sobbing and * is like ha#having to be strong for us bc both of us are mentally ill wrecks over it and i know he is too and it’s killing me and meanwhile * just fucks#off across the country and we only see her TWO more times???? are you kidding me? LOL! like you just leave? lolllllll. after everythinggggg!#which she’s entitled to do. but it’s like. i thought we all understood… but apparently we weren’t on the same page. and now we’re here. LOL#anyway i am not being any less cringe or fail by continuing to post about this to redacted number of ppl but idk how else to cope. gn lawl#one more thing my heart hurts sooooooo bad. like physically. that is just sick in the head. wtf
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moonchildhcs · 5 years
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ugh this gif ! the hecking flavor
anyways uwu hello again my friends today we return to our moonchild with some hecking fresh content,,, some yoonpark
but this time with some additional Spice. Some Flavor.
*youtuber voice* let just jump right into it
yall met at a club oopsies but it does not play out the way you think it does !
u and persi were at the club like a couple of losers and persi was tipsy but u were just. fucking drunk and u were RAMBLING about the composition of the song currently blasting through the club and you were like “tHis, my dudes, is fucking GARBAGE”
u proceeded to go on a ten minute tangent about why this song was trashy and awful even though a different song has been playing for a while now
and yoongi, slightly tipsy, looks at you and goes Oh? I Too Have Strong Feelings On The Music Selections
and u feel. someone staring at you and you turn around and its this?? hot guy?? and ur like Oh Fuck Dude Persi-
but persi has YEETED away its now just you, in your booth, with a drink, and ur boii is like “this is my chance” and he slides in and ur lik FUCK
but you guys hit it off and spend the rest of the night talking about music and stuff and eventually yall get each others numbers before you each head ur seperate ways back home
u wake up in the morning with a massive hangover going what the HECK while persi hands u some water, cackling as they tell you to check ur phone
and u DO and theres this guy,,,, in ur texts,, telling you good morning and he hopes your hangover isnt too bad since you drank a lot
he also mentions that you have good music taste
and u YODEL
and that is how yall meet !!! and tbh yall didnt see each other in person fora while but turns out hes the cutest yet snarkiest boy ever and yall text daily!!! turns out hes an aspiring producer and musician and ur just. in LOVE!!
but its also the same for bb boii because hearing you talk about languages and ur love for teaching (also the fact that ur not a native korean speaker but ur still so good at it?? his heart goes doki doki just for you) and hes just So Very In Love with you and your passion and drive !!!!
and yall grew closer and closer before,,, yall go out on a bit of a date but also just to hang out its Hard To Tell but ur both a bit nervous so its moreso like a date uwu
and yall hang around a history museum before going out to the City and visit markets and stores and eat dinner and stuff (dont worry he remember how picky you are and made sure he found a nice place with multiple options that would appeal to you !!) before yall hit a music store !! yall explore the albums available there but also the instruments and ur like wow these are all so cool !! and then,,
yoongi sits down by the piano and starts playing this super short piece but ur heart, goes doki doki and ur like heck im hecking in love
u stand there shellshocked as yoongi waves his hand in front of ur face like ?? hello??? maam???
anyways after more dates like that yall make it Official and u guys are legit so cute and dorky its unbelievable
although yall do love going out and exploring, especially at night,, yall treasure those indoors dates as well when youre both just too tired to go out and have fun !! it consists of wiggling to some choice music, binge watching a good series, dramatic readings of some nice books, napping together, trying (and failing) to make some food before ordering takeout, etc
also sometimes ur indoors dates do devolve into criticizing some of the more questionable music tastes of the other 
yoongi: dude halsey sounds like the baninis and avocados vine
you: she does and i love her for it, now shut the fuck up before i bring up kanye west
yoongi: bitch you better stop i get it i once had bad taste but i CHANGED
jokes jokes but fr yall are such big hecking nerds about stuff together of course you have music in common !! its a big interest of both of yours but you guys also have your own other interests !!!
you both love love photography so you both can be spotted just going out to explore and take photos, but also if one fo you wakes up early you take a cute pic of the other while theyre sleeping and then you wake up bc of the clicking sound and u both lie there giggling and being cutiepies
also he knows ur not necessarily the biggest fan of basketball and you dont necessarily go out of ur way to play it but this boy, this absolute nerd, loves to flex on you with his basketball skills dont even @ him on this okay
yoongi: heyo wanna do a competition on who can spin a basketball on there finger the longest
you: eh i think ill pass
yoongi: what if,,, i bought you some filipino food
you: Bring It On, Bitch Boy
yall playfully call each other insults btw but its all in good fun and only done occasionally !! usually yall call each other by ur names but !! sometimes yoongi drops a casual pet name and u go,,, Oh Worm??
and sometimes when u wanna embarass him u call him the sweetest, cringiest pet names in public, ESPECIALLY in front of his six bffs and they all go Oh? Yoongles? Baby? Sweetie Pie? Parker’s Pumpy Umpy Umpkin?? and he is out for the kill now sleep with one eye open parker
also pls do expect some hecking COOL trakc she made dedicated to you he made one for your 1 year anniversary and u cried because sometime its just instrumentals but this time it included a rlly heartfelt rap and u SOBBED nd hes like OOPS but also hehehe
also u both sometimes struggle with mental health and u guys just have,, the others fave comfort foods saved in the notes app and when one of yall texts the other going “sorry had a rough day” yall pick up the others fave foods then go and cuddle them
but if ur rough patches coincide yall do ur best to motivate the other to at least get smth small done that day so you can both be proud that in spite of it all you still made at least some progress :)
anyways you guys are the sweetest, cutest, dweebiest couple alive an god do we stan !!! just go ahead and flex on the rest of us with your functional healthy and cute relationship
but also here comes the s p i c e
hello??? yes i had to include at least some spice to this i mentioned spice a l o t
anyways ur the biggest brat to grace the earth and our boy loves to make you fucking weep and submit to him oopsies
hes a lot more dominant than his exterior lets him on to be ! and the marks on your skin (and by skin i mean All Over Your Body) only goes to show that he has no mercy and if you purposely tease him even a lil he will absolutely wreck you
he likes seeing u in lingerie !! like can either of you, one a musician the other a hopeful linguist and teacher, afford these expensive ass sets? no, but he loves seeing you in white lace and not even god could stop him ! unfortunate how sometimes he gets too rough and tears it off and u dont say anything in the moment but when you wake up the next morning, sore as fuck, you look at the remains of the cute lingerie and go,, yoongi that was 200 bucks
and hes like huh? thats awful spicy
anyways ur both initially a bit quiet during sex but when u accidentally let slip that ur just a bit of a degradee ur boy,, loses it
and from now on he dirty talks you to the high heavens and ur like FUCK because sometimes he calls you his whore but other times he sarcastically calls you princess and ur like,,, heck
also :^) his tongue technology is no joke :^) when he eats you out all of ur neighbors find out his name oopsies because he knows exactly what to do with his tongue and ur there, shaking, enjoying it all
honestly just expect to be sore
but he isnt always this intense !! sometimes he just wants to be close to you and yall spoon and stuff
or he might have had a long day producing so you just ride him
also some might say he sleeps immediately after sex but i think hed make sure that youre totally fine first
like he cleans you up with a towel, runs you a bath if you have the energy, and cuddles you and once ur both settled THEN will he fall asleep
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Oh my gosh, I'm in loveee with you Riverdale posts. Could you maybe write one with Archie getting the flu on the night of a performance or football game and trying to push through but ends up way too sick and needs either Betty or his dad to help him home? Or honestly anything involving Archie is good haha, thank you!
(Going with a performance bc I don’t understand sports..what is a sport?? Also short while i get used to school and get back into writing lol sorry about the break! Takes place  at like episode 5 or 6..the variety show one lol)
Nothing could ever come in between Archie’s love for music.
Something Archie would forever hold dear to his heart was his name. He was an Andrews at his very heart, and there was nothing anyone could do to take it from him. He held the name dear, and what it stood for. He held it proudly, head raised high with it, keeping him strong.
Archie was content with his family life. It wasn’t perfect, there was a small part of him that longed for it to be whole again, but his heart was put at ease with the knowledge and assurance he was very much loved by both parents. Mary nurtured him, taught him about the world and taught him to be kind. Fred taught him how to be strong and to be good.
Of course there were rough and bumps like every family, but they were actually a family who were there. Recent events really put things into perspective. Money had always kind of been a recurring issue in the Andrews household. They were not poor, but certainly not rich by any means. They were lower middle class, and that was okay with them, they had each other, but it was nevertheless, a problem.
So Fred taught him to work hard. Mary taught him to give everything his 100%. Working hard lead to success, and life didn’t wait around for you, you had to chase after it. That was the way the world worked, and Archie took the advice to heart.
Working hard lead to success, and to Archie, that included working through illnesses.
Meaning, when Archie woke up the morning of his big performance for the Variety Show with a raging fever, a sickening feeling of nausea riddled within his system and a throat that felt like it had been repeatedly pricked by a swarm of needles, he was determined to go on.
He’d been working so hard for this day for weeks upon weeks. He had progressed so much in the past few weeks to get to this point, and this was not going to go to waste just because he had a bit of a fever. Archie quickly took some ibuprofen with a swig of water, splashed his sweaty, heated and reddened face with some cool water and he told himself he was good to go.
Archie hauled his guitar bag onto his shoulder and made a soft grunting noise as the weight weighed down on him. It wasn’t a particularly heavy instrument–he wasn’t hauling around a cello or a double bass, but in his weakened state it felt like he was carrying mountains. He dragged his lifeless body down the stairs, holding on shakily to the rails to try and keep himself together as the world spun rapidly and head pounded tortuously.
“Im very excited to see you tonight, Archie, l’ll be off in about 30 minutes,” Fred explained causally, his back turned to Archie as he finished up making his cup of coffee. He turned around and his features grew concerned.
“Hey, tiger, you’re looking a little on the paler side. You okay, kiddo?”
Archie smiled weakly at him, his voice hoarse,  "A little nervous, dad, t-to tell you the truth. I uh..don’t want to disappoint you.“
Fred sighed fondly and approached his son and cupped his face, frowning a little at the heat, "Hm, you’re a little warm ..there’s no reason to be this nervous you’re panicking this much. Archie..you could never disappoint me. I love you very much, and you are going to kill it tonight. I’m going to leave the hall a very proud and excited dad.”
Archie tensed a little at the mention of the heat, and pulled his jacket tighter against him to try and subside his shivering. He felt so cold, trying not to chatter his teeth. He managed a weak smile, “..T-thank you dad..I love you.”
Fred chuckled fondly and batted his son’s cheek lovingly, “Now go on and shine, my rising star.”
Archie couldn’t help the wide smile that spread across his face as he began to leave the house. But the moment after was out of his sight all wellness in his body washed away and he became very painfully aware of how awfully sick he was. His teeth chattering, body shuddering and convulsing as a strangled and painful coughing fit forced its way out of his chest.
But he was not a quitter. He was an Andrews, and he was going to do this.
Archie didn’t know how he did it, but he managed to drag his weakened, heavy body over to the school. Archie made his way over to the school auditorium, his lungs weighing down on him and feeling as if they weighed a tonne. It was like they were made out of steel–and it certainly seemed like it because Archie could barely breathe.
Archie gasped as his chest felt sore and heavy, a light and congested wheeze sounding out every time he exhaled. He wondered if Jughead felt like this every time he was sick, because Archie suddenly felt a new connection to the guy. He made a small mental note to be kinder to Jughead next time he was sick.
Archie shoved the door to an empty dressing room open, immediately dropping his guitar bag onto a bean bag and proceeding to collapse against the shitty couch the school probably got for as cheap as possible. He breathed heavily, trying to clear his throat to stop the horrible wheeze that rang from his chest every time he breathed. The wheeze seemed to pull at his lungs, leaving a painful sensation every time he breathed.
Archie hissed at the pain, squeezing his eyes shut as a wave of heat surged through his body. He panted as sweat trickled down from his scalp, shifting uncomfortably as his face heated up. He couldn’t see himself but he was so so sure his face was matching his hair. He breathed in heavily, feeling suffocated but every time he breathed another pang of tortuous pain would strike him. He tried not breathing, but it backfired on him horribly.
A strangled cough tore its way out of Archie’s chest. Then another, then another, until they were all piling on top of one another and all Archie could do was splutter and hack. His chest felt as if it was being stabbed repeatedly by a flaming dagger. His chest was on fire.
He could hear the door open through his agony, and he could hear a shocked gasp. The next time he knew there was a cool hand rubbing his back soothingly, the touch feeling extremely fresh and calming.
Archie managed to finish his fit and sniffled wetly, tears beading his eyes as he wiped them away. He hunched over the edge of the couch and breathed in heavily as he tried to catch his breath. He panted, holding onto the edge of the couch and the person’s hand as he felt a wave of faint and nausea hit him, his body faint from the lack of oxygen.
“..Archie, you shouldn’t be here,” Valerie said quietly, still rubbing Archie’s back soothingly.
“..I need to perform tonight, Val..I’ve worked so hard..” Archie croaked, shifting so he was facing her.
Valerie softens and gives him a caring look, kneeling down on her knees and resting her hands on his shoulders. Her gaze is warm and comforting, and Archie feels a lot safer all of a sudden.
“You have..in fact, I think you’ve worked too much,” She says sympathetically and placed her hand on his cheek and tuts a little.
Archie sniffled, unsure if he was just sick or he’s getting emotional, maybe both, “I-I..tried so hard..I really did..but I still failed..t-they were right..”
Valerie sighed and shook her head, smiling warmly at him and the way she looked at him makes Archie feel like he isn’t such a wreck after all, there’s this twinkle in her eye that makes everything feel a little better, “You did try. And you didn’t fail. You are going to do this, Archie. They were so wrong about you. I believe in you.”
Archie managed a weak smile and nods, “O-okay.”
Valerie chuckled, “But right after, you are going straight home, okay? Get some rest. I’ll check up on you tomorrow.”
“Valerie?” Melanie called from outside.
She smiled softly, “Well, I gotta go now. If you freeze up..pretend like nobody else is in the room. Lose yourself in it, and think about what makes you feel safe.”
Archie grins at her weakly, squinting slightly from the bright lights and the pounding headache, “..Thank you, Val. You’ve been..amazing these past few weeks. I am so..so thankful. You are going to be amazing, as always.”
Valerie chuckles and presses a soft kiss to his hair and leaves shortly.
Archie sighs softly, and unzips his guitar bag and gets himself ready.
He drank cups and cups of water, hoping to soothe his throat. He focused on his breathing, trying to rest as much as possible so he doesn’t disappoint. He can faintly hear the electronic and powerful vocals and melody of the Pussycats, and he knew he had to do this.
Archie grasped his guitar shakily, letting out a puff of air as he staggered over backstage. His headache seemed to be worsening, and a cold wave hit him and he shuddered violently, shaking like he was the focus of an earthquake.
The Pussycats left through the other side of the stage, and he could hear Kevin yell his name. There was clapping, and whistling from what Archie could recognise was his dad. There was a ringing in his ears, and his blood ran cold and he was somehow walking onto stage.
Archie sat down on the little stool, shaking as he adjusted his mic. He cleared his throat, and when he looked up to see many faces staring right into him, a hot wave came crashing in and Archie felt faint. The ringing in his ears intensified.
Then Archie recognised faces, Valerie, Betty, his dad, Jughead, Veronica…and suddenly everything was okay.
Archie closed his eyes, and thought about his friends. He thought about their booth at pops, and their jokes and their laughter, and then he lost himself in the music.
Archie can’t even remember what happened, but whatever happened, it warranted a standing ovation and tremendous clapping. He could hear whooping and screaming, whistling and cheers. Archie felt euphoric.
The adrenaline was too much for him to handle, and he couldn’t help the tears that fell from his face. Archie bowed humbly and stumbled off the stage, out of it like he had just drank bottles upon bottles of alcohol but this buzz was better and far more exhilarating than any buzz alcohol could give him.
But the minute the lights no longer framed his face and he stepped off stage, he felt extremely woozy and the nausea was back with a vengeance.
Betty ran up to him, her expression like the sun had come alive and took form through her. She was smiling from ear to ear, bouncing in her step. Her presence was he only thing that kept him steady.
“Archie! You were amazing! I’m so–”
Then the the world tilted and he stumbled. Then suddenly he felt light, and he was falling, and it was oddly peaceful but he was caught by her arms, and with a shocker and scared gasp she hauled him over her shoulder.
“Help! My friend!” Betty wailed in fear, feeling Archie’s face and gasping with what she felt.
He could hear what seemed to be Veronica running off and yelling for his dad, but all he could pay attention to was his racing and beating heart and the way the overhead lights flared. Something this mundane had never been so beautiful.
“Archie, you’re going to be okay, honey, I promise..I’m right here, your dad is coming..It’s okay, Archie..You’re doing so good..We’re all so proud..You’re okay..” Betty’s voice was beautifully soft, blessedly kind and warm. So peaceful that it lulled him to a peaceful slumber and it was the last thing he heard before he faded into his dreams.
Archie woke up to a blinding light and a figure standing over him.
“Jesus, Arch..you scared me so so much,” Fred sighed, pinching the bride of his nose.
Archie frowned, then groaned as his headache intensified. He put a hand to his temple and forced himself to sit up, unable to fully open his eyes as they were too heavy and sore. He looked around, noticing he was in his bedroom.
“I’m sorry, dad..I had to. I’ve been working so hard..”
Fred chuckled fondly and sat down on the edge of his bed, “Of course, you did. You’re an Andrews. Of course you worked hard.”
Archie was silent, looking away in guilt.
Fred huffed and ruffled Archie’s hair, pulling him in for a bear hug, “And you made me proud. You were..phenomenal, Archie. Truly. It really moved me, Archie. I’m so proud of you, son.”
Archie couldn’t help the shaky, emotional giggle and the tears that fell afterwards.
“..but please, don’t scare me like that ever again. You are my son and I love you very much. I could not be prouder to be your father.”
There were two things Archie valued the most, music, and the people he loved.
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littlespoonevan · 7 years
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Ciara your headcanons are giving me so many feels! If you're still taking prompts, what are your thoughts on Evak meeting each other's parents?
asdjfhdjahfjhsh ok let’s talk about this
so i actually think even’s parents would be really chill
especially considering they’re meeting isak just after even has come out of a depressed period after a p bad manic episode
i can’t see them being overbearing or trying to embarrass them or whatever bc i imagine they probably know how precarious things had been between isak and even up until literally the week isak meets them
so i don’t think they’d do anything that could potentially upset even 
they want to make sure even’s happy and that isak’s good for him but they can do that through quiet observation; they don’t need to interrogate isak and make even angry/upset as a by-product of that
i imagine isak actually being a nervous wreck and pretending he’s not
bc he’s never met anyone’s parents before and these are even’s parents and even is so important to him
and what if they already hate him bc he left even in the middle of an episode and he took even away from sonja who they probably loved and-
even can already tell what he’s thinking without isak saying anything so he stops him when they get to the door of his apartment and cups isak’s face between his hands, bringing their foreheads together while isak releases a shaky breath and allows even’s proximity to calm him
“i meant what i said before,” even murmurs, “they’re going to love you”
isak nods and lets even pull him into a hug and things don’t seem so scary while he’s in even’s arms
they walk into the apartment with their hands clasped tightly between them and even’s mom meets them in the hallway once they’ve slipped off their shoes/coats
she smiles warmly at isak when she greets him and reaches out to hug him as she tells him how nice it is to finally meet him
and isak???? kind of forgot what it was like to have a mother figure in his life???? and for a brief moment when she hugs him he’s afraid he might start crying bc it’s been so long since he hugged his own mom properly???? 
but he stays strong and he smiles politely when she steps back and invites them into the kitchen
even touches him the whole time - a hand constantly on his hip, or the small of his back, or around his shoulders, or their fingers linked together, just something small to keep isak grounded
and it’s such a relief to have him by his side isak doesn’t realise how much even’s presence relaxes him until he leaves to go to the bathroom
but even’s parents are kind and they ask him questions about school and kollektivet without actually prying or making him divulge anything too personal, they just seem interested in him
they have lunch together bc it’s less formal than dinner so it takes some of the pressure off and means isak and even aren’t expected to stick around as long as they would be otherwise
but here’s a list of things even’s parents notice through the course of one lunchtime:
every time isak ducks his head and smiles down at his plate even is more than likely holding his hand under the table
isak stares at even like he hung the moon whenever even isn’t looking at him (and sometimes when he is)
even stares at isak like he can’t believe he found him and that he’s actually here, sitting next to him, smiling at him
when even gets uncomfortable when the conversation veers too close to talking about his bipolar isak scoots a little closer in his chair and places his hand over even’s on the table, thumb swiping idly over his knuckles 
isak blushes when even kisses his cheek and tells him he doesn’t have to help with the clean up
the last thing they notice: isak is definitely a keeper
later, when isak decides to head home (even intends on staying in his own bed that night since he hasn’t in over a week)even’s mom is about to come say goodbye to him
she catches even straightening isak’s jacket and the two of them giggling at each other while they keep darting in to steal a kiss from one another
and she hasn’t seen even smile like that in a really long time and it hurts her heart a little bit to realise how unhappy he must’ve been before to see him like this now
she doesn’t want to interrupt them but she does want to say goodbye to isak so she clears her throat to catch their attention before walking over to the door
isak blushes when he realises they’ve been caught but he still smiles when even’s mom reaches out to hug him again
it’s when she has her arms around him and her face pressed close to his ear that she whispers “thank you for taking care of him.”
isak freezes bc he doesn’t expect that
he’d expected even’s parents to be angry over how terribly he’d handled finding out about even’s mental illness 
and he knows he made up for things a little bit with the last week but he still doesn’t feel like he did anything major????
he’s just been there 
but still he nods and smiles at her when she lets him go and mumbles back a quiet, “of course”
therefore Meet the Parents number one is offically a Success
i think when even meets isak’s parents things a lot more tense/uncertain
mostly because isak’s relationship with his parents is still so tentative 
like, he’s only just starting to get used to having them in his life again after close to a year of things being a complete mess
i think it’d probably be a bit of an eye-opener for even, seeing how isak grew up and maybe just some of the stuff he’s had to deal with that made isak talk the way he did in the locker room that day
he sees it in the little comments isak’s mom makes every so often that she doesn’t seem to notice make isak flinch 
but at the same time isak’s mom is nice and just seems happy to have her son around
even knows isak told his mom that he’s bipolar and he can see something like gratitude in her face whenever she looks at even
and when she hugs him when he and isak are leaving it feels a lot like a silent thank you
a “thank you for opening up his mind and his heart”
“thank you for being the thing that made him want to come back to me”
even doesn’t know if all that responsibility should be placed on his own shoulders when it was ultimately isak’s decision but he appreciates it anyway
all in all he comes away from it with a much better understanding of isak and his relationship with his mother
and, some tense moments aside, it’s still a success
things aren’t perfect but it’s a start and even is just glad isak trusted him enough with all of this, with a chance to see a part of his life he’s showed nobody but jonas
i think overall meeting the parents on both sides makes things feel more official for both of them
like they’re actually proper boyfriends now who have reached all the major milestones of a new relationship and come out the other side
so it does take some pressure off them both as well
the hard part is done for now 
they have completely and utterly let one another into their lives
and even if it’s not necessarily what either of them had expected way back in october, it’s still so much better than they ever could have imagined
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