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brianskangs · 1 month

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I AM FINALLY DONE WITH THIS DEGREE AFTER A YEAR OF STRUGGLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#literally gonna cry tears of joy because ma i made it!!!!!!#struggling between work work and school work and literally staying up till like 4-5am every weekend to complete assignments...#has really taken a toll on me...#like i literally woke up this morning and somehow sprained my ankle????????? LIKE WHAT????????#3 days right before my 28th bday and a week before my japan trip lmao.. talk about perfect timing...........#literally crying as i hobbled my way to the doctor just now because it hurts like a bitch to walk #ANYWAYS!!!!!!!! I HAVE MY FREEDOM BACK NOW AND IM SO EXCITED TO CATCH UP ON EVERYTHING THAT IVE MISSED SINCE COMEBACK STARTED SFKHDKSJ #(yes that includes listening to the album for the first time)#((and yes this means i have the time to make more gifs now))#personal

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rexscanonwife · 1 year

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I’ve been a bit depressed lately and I wanted to draw something super soft and self indulgent and...went a little ham with the lighting ngl! but sometimes instead of getting up and going to some mission debriefing you just wanna stay in bed with your lover ♡

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ilydottie · 9 months

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so, this is really hard for me to post, but i think i'm going to not finish doing my past event i was doing, the one with all the angst prompts. I'm just a little burntout right now and all i do is stare at the word doc and stress. I am so sorry to all those who i didn't get to, i truly am, but i need to put my mental health/health first and i'm in no condition to push myself to finish something i'm just miserable doing. please understand my position and know this is very hard for me to do, because I was really hoping i could do more but i definitely am not in the right mindset/physical state to do so. I'm still writing just not right now, and i'm not finishing the event.

uhh yeah that's all and again i'm sincerely sorry friends. just need to take care of myself first <3

#z.cries #fighting a cyst and dealing with schizophrenia lately has really taken a toll on me #plus other things i dont wanna disclose #i feel awful doing this but i'm just miserable trying to finish them #if i write i want it to be for myself since i'm so low on energy yk?

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themistyfootprints · 14 days

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My foster doggo moved to her new home on Wednesday, and I got my boys back home. This weekend has been spent cuddling the cats, doing yard work, and working out. I am slowly and, hopefully, steadily getting back to running after a month long break. It's going to take time to get back to where I was, but I'll just take it one day at a time. Maybe in a month or so I'll dare to dream about running adventures and goals again. I really hope so.

#personal #pauli #myphotos #the first runs back have been HARD #makes me appreciated the condition i was in a couple months ago #not to mention two years ago when my long runs were near half marathons #feels unreal #i hope ill get back to that #but life has really taken its toll on me since then so i won't be hard on myself

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byanyan · 21 days

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so anyway I was a fool last night and have thus spent the day nursing a hangover lmao...

#my mom & I did that thing we do sometimes where we get drunk and have really emotional talks without meaning to lmfajfksh #it has taken its toll on me today uggghhhhghghhh #I'm so uncomfortable and just completely out of it adjgksh #so writing? unlikely. unfortunately.#think I'm probs just gonna keep distracting myself from the discomfort with video games ahdgksh #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.#tbd.

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chickpea0 · 25 days

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#I've been trying to keep my childish side with me for years #since i was a kid #because ive always valued that whimsy and imagination and kindness and openess #but lately it came to me that for years i mostlyI feel like my childhood is dead inside me #like its dead and i cant even step into memories anymore #and when i look back i realise i mostly never really felt like a real child. more like a person pretending to be a child #ive been forced to Get On With It since i was about 4 #so maybe all that endurance has taken its toll...#i feel like maybe it could be revived if i did something really nice like go to disney land or find a care #giver #or something #be babied by friends or find something that makes me happy #tbh #and this is a bit serious #i dont really have things that make me happy #ive been feeling extra alone lately its probably very obvious #sorry for being patheticccccccc and weirddddddddd #anyway.

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kendallroylesbian · 2 months

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im realizing i do a lot of self sabotaging, more than i realize. and that i keep myself from being happy. and idk why i feel like i dont deserve happiness or love like anyone else.

#thank u therapy! but also this has taken a really big toll on me lately #i see it in everything i do....and im like why do i treat myself this way?#why am i so unkind to myself? i care about others but how can i care for them long term #if i cant take care of myself?#ive focused so much on others and ive neglected myself bc someone/something told me i didnt matter.#its so much easier to focus on others instead of Me. u know?#txt 44

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infizero · 3 months

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god. i miss loona so fucking bad.

#ive tried not to think about it too long because it genuinely makes me feel like. grief. but fuck dude #i miss them so bad i love all the new stuff they're doing and obviously they are in a way better place than they were trapped under #bbc. but just the experience of being an orbit while new releases came out. the music. THE MUSIC VIDEOS THE LORE I MISS IT SO MUCH #i really need to get around to just downloading the songs from somewhere and putting them on spotify under local files so i can #listen to them again ive meant to this whole time i just never got around to it #and im sure people have reuploads of the music videos somewhere where it wont give anything to bbc. cause fuck dude #rewatching loona mvs fills me with such giddiness over how much i love the loonaverse story #and they've influenced me so much they're some of my favorite pieces of short form storytelling everrr #and being unable to easily rewatch them for so long has taken its toll on me. ive gotta do it dude even if i know it will probably be #emotionally taxing for me 😭#anyways. goddddddddd #serena.txt

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rosykims · 1 year

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yall are killing me with the button content lately. i NEED us all collectively as a community to board the mind blind hype train again and stay on it ��

#THREE YEARS of mind blind continuously being my number 1 brain worms has irreversibly taken its toll on my brain chemistry #the grip the wisemans and the plot and the rosymance have over me is. unprecendented i will never be normal ever again #i really cant speak highly enough of the patreon yall its so good #ANYWAY. keep the content coming it enriches my enclosure and i love love love seeing it on my dash 🥺

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friedricebunny · 9 months

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fanfic writer kdj is a idea that sometimes bounces around in my head but honestly i'd have no idea where i'd even go with that idea (also tbh i'm not confident enough in my understanding of kdj or anybody's characterization to want to write them)