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jaembilog · 1 year

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rough.

rough /rəf/ adj. (of a person or their behavior) not gentle; violent or boisterous.

character: fratboy!johnny suh x virgin!reader

genre: smut, hurt/comfort, angst

tw: may contain themes of physical abuse and corruption kink. read at your own risk.

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"Are you okay?" Johnny asked, his eyes probing mine very carefully to see if I had any uncertainties.

I merely nodded as I'm terrified to trust my own voice. I concentrated on him as his right hand moved in between us. As he ran his tip over my folds a couple more times, his hooded eyes looked right through me. I could feel the pressure as he pushed into me. I winced, but he entwined our fingers to distract me from the pain that was creeping up on me. As whimpers spilled from my lips, he placed our hands on either side of my head. He pushed deeper into me, which seemed agonizingly slow. The sensation in between my legs was weird, but gazing at his contorted face, I felt something in me and decided to trust him. It should go away, right?

"I wish you knew how amazing you make me feel, baby. You have no clue how badly I want to ease your pain. You're so tense," his voice is raspy. I squeezed his hands to convince him that everything was alright. I can't allow my distress spoil this moment. I can't afford to make him feel sorry for feeling good. I had no doubts about his words. He was always there to protect me; all he ever cared about was my safety.

It made me feel uneasy when he started rolling his hips forward. Even as I cried out in pain, he pressed in even further. I tried to slow and deepen my breath to match his in an attempt to calm my body down. The moment my eyes met his, I could tell that guilt was welling up in them. He felt terrible whenever he caused pain on me. When tears streamed down my face, he was probably feeling even more guilty.

"If you wish to stop this princess, let me know. I care about how you feel about this." Johnny brushed his lips across the almost-dry tears that were still on my cheeks before giving me a tender peck on the lips. He was looking for an answer from me, so I decided to give one to him as quickly as possible: "It's okay, baby. I'm okay." I never wanted to feel the same level of intimacy with another person as I felt with him. I suppressed the sobs in an effort not to worry him, despite the fact that the unpleasant sensation I was experiencing down there got more intense.

"Baby, you're so tight."

At this point, all I've ever wanted is to experience the same level of pleasure that he's having. But then he proceeded to do something that was completely unexpected. He let go of my hands and supported himself by holding onto the headboard that was over my head. I became eager to know what was going on in his mind, so I tried to look into his eyes to see what he was thinking, but they were screwed shut.

"Johnny? Baby? Are you okay?" I couldn't help but feel uneasy whenever I heard him grunt. My uneasiness turned into fear the moment he finally opened both of his eyes. His eyes, which had been dark brown before, changed to a pitch-black color. It was almost as if he were in a trance state this time. I lost him. Where was the man who had just been comforting me over and over again earlier? I attempted to give him a hug, but he resisted by holding my hips with his left hand. Right this moment, I'm on the verge of having a panic attack. He began thrusting. It got to the point where I couldn't handle it, but he simply kept increasing the pace. Is this how first times usually felt? My sobs are getting increasingly more audible as I flail both of my arms in an attempt to calm him down. This helped me realize how he had never developed the habit of being gentle when it came to sex.

"John…Johnny, please." I hated how I ended up stumbling over my words. I wanted to lean in and give him a quick kiss so that I could take back the goofy and sweet man that I fell in love with. I reached for his right cheek with some hesitation and attempted to cup it with my hand. "Please."

Again, he closed his eyes, and I watched as he did so. The speed of his thrusts slowed down over time. When he opened his eyes, the gorgeous brown eyes that had first caught my attention were there once more. His movements got less harsh as time went on. He did it. He came back to me. He did his thrusts slowly until we were both done. Surprisingly, the pain went away, but I couldn't take another round because I was too tired. I went to sleep right away, and I could feel him wrap me in a blanket.

"I love you, princess. I am sorry for hurting you," he hushed me as he gently kissed the top of my head.

When I woke up the next morning, I felt that someone was pulling me closer to them. When I eventually opened my eyes, I noticed that he was gazing at me with such affection that it seemed as though he was just waiting for me to finally wake up.

"How do you feel?" He whispered as he placed his chin on top of my head and fully enveloped me with his bare arms. I started tracing the swallow that was tattooed on his left anterior shoulder while humming softly. My entire body still feels sore from the night before. We allowed a few minutes of silence to pass before he broke it with his next remark.

"My love, you did so well." I was relieved. Last night, I really, truly believed that I had lost him. It's hard for me to decide whether or not this is the right time to bring it up. However, I made the decision not to and instead to enjoy this wholesome cuddling. "Would you be interested in going out to eat with me? You know that I cannot ask you to cook when you are still sore, right?" He chuckled, and I gave his left arm a quick pinch for being so smug.

"Since you asked, yes, I would gladly accept your offer because I am so hungry already. But, let me take a quick shower first."

"Can I join you?" I eyed him with some reluctance. "I honestly have no idea, babe. I don't think I'm going to be able to handle-"

"Don't worry, I won't make any moves. I'm not going to hurry things up, baby. I too am a living, breathing human being. I have to take a shower too, y'know?"

"Fine, fine," I laughed.

Johnny and I washed each other's hair while standing under the water together. When I looked at him, the first thing that went through my mind was, "ah, there is that look again." Those rich brown eyes of his were looking down at me with such affection. After we had finished washing each other's hair, the last thing we did was lather soap on our backs. "I'll always be endeared by the fact that you're much smaller than me. Look how hard you're trying to reach the top of my back. You're adorable."

"I know you're just making fun of me! Shut it, mister," I replied with a smile. He started tickling me out of nowhere and at this point, we were just making a mess in the bathroom. His laughter eventually vanished, as did his smile. His head tilted, and he had a puzzled expression on his face. I tried to follow the direction of his gaze. When I realized what he was looking at, I hastily made an effort to conceal them. He noticed them. He noticed my bruises.

His hand quickly moved to my hip, and he confirmed that he was the cause of my bruises.

"Was that me? It can't be right? H-how?" Johnny started to tear up. I immediately hugged him. "No baby, I mean, yes. You lost control, but it's okay. I'm okay. We're okay. You came back and that's all that matters."

"No, stop. Don't try to justify my actions. I'm in the wrong here. You didn't deserve that. You didn't deserve to feel like that on your first time. Please respond honestly, was I rough?"

Silence.

"Fuck, baby, please answer me, was I rough?"

I just looked at him. I can feel the tears building up already. "Y-you held me down when I tried to kiss you."

"I didn't mean to. Oh God, my baby, that shouldn't have happened with you." He dropped down to his knees and hugged my waist. "I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry."

"It's okay, Johnny. You came back to me. Please. Just stand up and hold me. I'm cold."

"You are the most important thing to me, okay? I will never intentionally hurt you. I will work on this. I will make sure you will never go through that again. Please give me a chance to make it up to you."

"Just please be gentle on me next time." I hugged him tighter to assure him he still have me.

"I promise. I love you so so much." He kissed the top of my head then gave me a light peck. "I love you, too."

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ghouljams · 2 months

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Sin Summer (Soap) Rating: E(MDNI) Word Count: 2.7k Tags: Soap x f!Reader, tinder au, oral (m and f!receiving), throat fucking, messy sex, masturbation, breath play, D/s dynamic, public play, spit play, piv sex, fingering, dirty talk, pussy slapping, meet and fuck, pwp, reader sleeps around and no one blames them Summary: Six days ago you were in Glasgow, it's really not a big deal. Part 2, Part 4

(Six days ago, Glasgow)

“Cannae say ya been to Scotland if ya don’ have a few tablets.” John tells you as you stare at the sort of caramel colored cube he handed you. He’s got a whole bag of them tucked in his pocket. You shrug and bite into the cube, it’s sweet, very sweet. Sweet enough to make your teeth hurt a little, so you pop the whole thing in your mouth and enjoy the way the sugar melts on your tongue. “Good yeah?” You nod, and he passes you another.

So far this is one of your more tame tinder dates. You’re more of a late evening kind of adventurer, but John had insisted on taking you out proper. Something about making sure you were properly wooed before he started “in on you”. Makes you feel a little like you’re going to get murdered, but he assured you he’d lose his commission if he did anything that stupid. So here you are, being shown around town and treated to all sorts of goodies. Properly wooed.

This guy’s gotta be a freak.

“So what’s the plan for tonight?” You ask, taking in the scenery of the city.

“Dinner, drinks” John hums, “chains, whips.”

“Seriously?” You laugh.

“Awright,” John laughs, “No chains an’ whips, I’ll stick with mah hands.” You bump your shoulder against him and he loops an arm around you.

“I’m all yours, as long as it’s fun.” You tell him, playing into his joke. You’re a sucker for a pretty face, always have been, and it makes your cheeks heat to meet those angel blue eyes and crooked smile. John tugs you a little closer against his side, squeezes you tight so it’s hard to walk. It makes you giggle, and lets you feel all the lovely muscle he’s hiding under his pull-over.

“Never had any complaints,” He brags, “but I won’t treat ya too rough.” You laugh when he presses a wet smacking kiss to your temple, pushing at his face to get him off. He lets you go only long enough to swat your ass, grabbing your hips and pulling you back against him as soon as you swear. The sting is perfect, not enough through your jeans, but promising.

“My safe word’s applesauce,” You joke. John’s low hum, his eyes lidding as he looks you over, makes you think he’s not joking.

“Practice it for me, pet,” He half orders, and your mouth goes dry. He pulls on dominance with just a roll of his shoulders. No shit this guy’s military, every inch of him commands respect. He grips your chin with his fingers when you take too long, moving your jaw for you. “Applesauce,” He coos, “say it.”

“Ap-” You clear your throat, resist the urge to lick your lips, “applesauce.”

“Stick out your tongue,” He tips your head back as you open your mouth and show him your tongue. Someone passes you on the street, their voice as they talk on their phone barely reaches you except to drop heat into the pit of your stomach. John spits on your tongue in the middle of a busy street and your skin blazes with heated shame. “Swallow,” His voice vibrates through you and settles with a burst between your legs, you close your mouth and swallow thickly, opening again to show him you’re empty. John smiles, tips your head one way then the other to inspect. “Good girl,” He coos, and you could melt right there.

“Maybe we skip dinner,” You mumble. John drags his thumb against your lips, leaning back to force you to lean more heavily against him. You don’t think you could even keep yourself standing if it weren’t for his firm grip.

His smile is blinding, you have to blink to keep your eyes focused on him, but his voice drips low like honey down your spine, “That’s what take-away’s for.”

“Be better if I had a proper leash,” John hums, looping his belt around your neck, “Doesn’t have the same yank to it.” He pulls the end of the leather hard, the thick metal buckle snapping tight against your neck. It’s a fun sort of pull towards him that makes you want to pull back, the squeeze around your neck evenly distributed across the leather to be only slightly uncomfortable. “Green pet?” He asks and you give a thumbs up.

“Green sir,” The words drag pleasantly against your tongue, been a while since you had anyone fun to play with, “Not my first time doing this.”

“Alright then, on your back, head over the edge.” John directs, nodding towards the bed. His grip on the belt loosens enough that you can pull the end from his fingers as you get settled. Normally you consider stripping part of the fun, but for now you’re thankful John had you get undressed before he started collaring you.

You tip your head back, arms on either side of you, fingers twisting into the sheets, and open your mouth. You know the drill. John laughs, and leans to grab his belt again. The dark leather in his tight fist is attractive, and the gentle pressure on your neck makes your head spin. Not choking you, not yet, but the threat is there. John unbuttons his pants tugging his cock free. Shower, you think. He’s big, but still only half hard. It doesn’t matter when he feeds you his cock, easing into your mouth as you lave your tongue against the head. You reach up with your hand to grip the base of his cock, and he pulls the belt tight.

“No hands pet,” He warns, and you slide your hand up his stomach instead. Card your fingers through the dark curls leading up to his belly button, tracing the lines of his abs with careful purpose as you swallow around his cock. The belt loosens and you open your mouth a little wider. John pulls back, and you swirl your tongue around his head, sucking hard at the sensitive glans.

You can feel his cock stiffening with each shallow thrust into your mouth, warming you up for the main event. You suck greedily at him, never let it be said you don’t give a mean blow job. You worship his cock as best you can. You stroke your tongue over his length, hollowing your cheeks to encourage him deeper. You can feel the muscles under your fingers holding back, but you wish they wouldn’t. John works himself deeper with every roll of his hips, testing your gag reflex until he’s satisfied you can take him.

He pushes into your mouth, his hard cock stretching out your throat with a pleasant burn. You do your best to swallow the discomfort, dragging your tongue over his length as best you can. He stops there, his cock down your throat and his balls knocking against your nose. He invades your senses, the smell of his sweat and musk filling your nose with each breath, your eyes starting to water from the angle, you scratch his stomach, trying to find something to hold onto. You feel him lean into the touch. Then the sharp sting of him slapping your clit. You squeal, the noise muffled by the cock in your throat, and scramble to get away from the feeling, which only pushes you further onto his dick.

John hits you again and you can’t do anything but twitch. The belt around your throat tightens warningly, and you whimper around him. His hand rubs down between your legs and drags slick up over your aching clit. He slaps you three times in rapid succession, each one harder than the last. Your eyes roll a little, and you take a sharp breath. Again you’re made dizzy by the smell of him, masculine enough to tickle your nose.

“Getting all worked up over a few slaps,” John tuts, clicking his tongue as his fingers rub over your cunt, “look how wet you are for me already.” You whine around his cock, feel it drag out of your throat and over your tongue as he pulls his hips back. You lick his length desperately when he leaves your mouth, kissing his cock between breaths. He rocks his hips against your lips, smearing your spit over your face. You tip your head a little more to catch his balls as he moves, sucking at the sensitive skin and dragging your tongue through the wiry curls.

“Proper slag,” He groans, you can feel his fingers wrap around his cock, his strokes bumping your chin, “givin’ my balls a spit shine, while I abuse your pretty pussy.”

You make an affirmative noise, opening your mouth wide to suck one of his balls into your mouth. Your eyes do roll at the next smack, and you can hear John groaning as you moan around him. The spark of the slaps is starting to drip out of you, your cunt clenching with each strike. The noise is different too quick, your wetness smeared eagerly over your pussy with each rub of John’s hand. It’s not enough for you. Your stomach tight and hot without the trigger to send it over the edge.

You give John’s balls a final kiss, enjoying the spit that sticks to your mouth as you pull away. “Make me gag,” You beg, licking at John’s fingers as he strokes his cock, “please.” The belt tightens again, too quick for you to think what you’re saying wrong. John’s fingers hook in your cunt, tugging at your pussy and tilting your hips for himself. You shiver, do your best to breath while darkness fuzzes your vision. Your head swims, pleasantly warm, as your carotids are squeezed. “Please, sir.” You amend, though you’re not sure you want to.

“There you go,” John mumbles, the belt loosening as the man pulls back to push into your waiting mouth with one solid motion. You gag, constricting unpleasantly around his cock. You feel the rush of spit in your mouth, the drool you can’t swallow down that drips out over your lips with each thrust of his cock. You moan around him, grinding your clit against the heel of his hand. John clicks his tongue again, and the sound shudders through you. All hot and heady.

He spanks your cunt raw as he fucks your throat, and you feel all the tightness in your stomach unwind like the snap of a rubberband. Orgasm shivers up your spine, and you feel yourself flutter around emptiness. It’s wet and warm, and John doesn’t stop just because your legs are shaking. You writhe against the bed, your feet scrambling for purchase. It hurts, it’s too much. You smack John’s stomach and he stills. Your stomach flips as his hand stops its assault, only for his come to flood your throat. You gag again, and swallow desperately.

It’s not worth it, he pulls out to paint your face. His come hits your tongue, then your chin, then over your chest. You don’t bother swallowing the drool and come that he leaves in your mouth, letting it drip out of your mouth and over your cheeks.

John pulls you up off the edge of the bed by his makeshift leash and you attempt to get your libs to work while your brain is trying to play catchup. “On your knees,” He orders you, and you flop forward onto the bed. You push your hips up, feel John knock your knees further apart, his fingers pushing into your pussy. You flinch away from the feeling and he pulls you right back. “Color?” He hums, twisting his fingers against your sweet spot.

“Green,” You moan, trying to avoid coming on his fingers immediately. You’re too sensitive from the spanking, clenching on his fingers as soon as he starts thrusting them into you. If John’s opening you up he certainly doesn’t take his time with it. His thrusts are quick and targeted, his fingers hitting your sweet spot until you feel a gush of wetness slick them. His hand leaves you and you do your best to keep your hips up. “Fuck,” you groan against the sheets, “please-” The rest of your sentence is lost with the feeling of his cock pressing against you.

You push back against it, feeling the nudge of it as it pushes against your entrance. Thick and tempting. John holds still for you, lets you try and pop him inside before his hips snap against you and you gasp, tightening around his cock immediately. You close your eyes and press your messy face against the bed. Fuck he feels good, stretches you just enough to feel it.

The drag of his cock against your walls is warm and rough, he doesn’t give you time to adjust. You love when they do that. Makes the slight ache of being fucked hard that much better. He hits something deep and zappy in your stomach. You let out a tight whine, and press back into the feeling, trying to get him to do it again.

“Know how to make me feel good, don’t you slag.” John rumbles, his voice rough and deep. You nod, feel the wetness on your face dragging over the sheets. John pulls the belt tight, forces you to arch your back as you lift your head, “Can’t hear ya’,” He coos, “I said-”

“Yes,” You moan, the ‘ss’ pulling long and fricative as he fucks you at a brutal pace, “Yes, yes, yes.”

“Fuckin’ pleasure to use,” John’s voice fuzzes in your brain, your eyes unfocused as you stare at the wall over the headboard, “take my cock so well.” The smack of his thighs against yours hurts, his balls knocking against your already abused clit tick the tight heat in your stomach a little tighter with each thrust.. He’s bigger than you, stronger the way he pulls you back with just a belt. You clench on his cock, another gush of slick easing his thrusts. “Just like that, pretty little cunt, fuck am gonna come.”

You push back against his cock, feel his thrusts grow erratic as his pace speeds up. He comes with a sharp intake of breath, and lets go of the belt to let you fall onto the bed again. You shiver against the sheets, and try to catch your breath as he pulls out. Fuck. You didn’t come. You’re still wound up for a third.

You shove a hand between your legs and rub at your clit. “You’re jokin’,” John gapes. You ignore him, rocking against your fingers as you finally feel yourself cross the edge. You let out a shaky breath as your stomach jumps, your pussy fluttering and your legs shaking. You whine for yourself, rubbing your clit until your hips jump away from the feeling. You can feel John watching you as you drop your hand back against the bed with a sigh.

There’s a long moment of silence. You don’t particularly care what John thinks, but you could do without the quiet. Your hips buck when you feel his tongue lick a broad stroke over your dripping cunt. You’re quick to grab his short cropped hair and pull, as he wiggles his tongue against you.

“Good boy,” You purr, keeping a tight grip on him as he cleans you up.

(Now)

“You know him?” Ghost tips his head at the man in the doorway. It’s the first time you’ve noticed that he isn’t wearing his mask. He looks good. Handsome even with the scars that cut across his cheeks. The sort of handsome that makes men confident even when they can’t show their face. You get a little distracted looking at him, take long enough answering that he glances at you. The smile you earn, the soft chuckle as he turns and knocks his finger under your chin, is worth it. “Back to me baby,” He tells you, and you take a breath.

“Could ask you the same thing,” You smile back. Ghost hums, something sparking in his eyes that you can’t place.

“Johnny,” Ghost calls over his shoulder, John’s shoulders jerk back, the scot standing at attention, “Close the door.”