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Promo~?
As the camera flickers to life, thanks to some fiddling by a man in a blue suit, you were able to see four individuals. The TV-faced man sat back down, sighing and breathing heavily, as though he had just performed serious labor. On the far left, just beside the TV-headed man, was another man with red hair and deer ears, and a sinister smile painting his lips as he sipped on what looked like black coffee. On the other side of the TV man, there was another man smoking a cigar with pink fumes swirling around the room, and wearing a large red coat with striped neck fluff. And finally, on the far right, there was the only girl in the room, a young lady with red, white, and black swirled hair, scrolling on her phone with a bored expression. She appears the most trendy of them all in terms of her clothing.
"Phew..." the TV man panted, turning to face the deer-eared man beside him. "Fuck, Alastor, why did you insist on this camera?" he demanded between breaths, the deer man simply lowering his mug from his lips and setting it down onto a coaster on the table.
"Ah, tsk, tsk, darling. You simply don't know the difference between class and 'trendy'. Rest assured, an older camera will do us just fine," the man assured. He then tilted his head, his smile never dropping, although he looked confused. "So I suppose it's on then, yes?"
"The fuck- Of course it's on! We're rolling! Fuck, let's just go down the line. Vel, you first, because I can't breathe," the TV man insisted, drawing out a groan from the girl. She didn't put her phone down, but she did spare you a look, looking at you with a bored expression.
"Fine. Name's Velvette, youngest overlord and ruler of social media 'n shit. Yadda yadda, you get the gist, don't be a dick, don't be a fashion disaster, and we'll get along fine," she listed as though it was nothing before quickly returning her gaze back to her phone.
The man beside the young woman gave a sinister smirk, a sickening look of lust painting his already creepy face. "Heya, sweet cheeks. Name's Valentino, owner of the Pride Ring's porn industry. Need a guy, a girl, something in between? I got you. I also accept 'sir' or 'daddy'~." Creep. Luckily, the attention is quickly taken off of him when the TV-headed man feigns a cough to get your attention.
"Ignore him, ignore him," he tried to laugh it off and be nonchalant. Valentino was still creepy, though. "I'm Vox, of course, the CEO and main engineer of VoxTek and numerous other products you may have heard of, including Voot Floops, VVs, the sound system Valkyrie, and of course, the Vogitek music app, not to mention VoxTube and the like. Pleased to make your acquaintance~" he said in a charmingly fake, yet professional tone, clearly attempting to maintain the appearance of the group's leader.
"Vox, darling, this isn't an advertisement," the man beside Vox said with a chuckle, a Cheshire grin spreading on his face. "Greetings, you wayward sinners! I'm certain most of you already know of me, but for formalities and politeness sake, I'll introduce myself. You may know me as the Radio Demon, my name is Alastor, darling! A pleasure to meet you, certainly, quite a pleasure! Now then, you see, we on the AVs have been rather bored as of late, and we'd like to socialize with those around us, so... would you be so kind as to give us a promo, dear~?"
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hi! I hope you're having a nice day/night! can I ask for a TWST matchup?
I have she/her pronouns. I'm about 5'2, but I look a bit older than I am. I have dark brown eyes and black hair, and I'm Hispanic [Venezuelan]. My music taste is all over, but my favorite artist is Melanie Martinez. I like writing creatively and drawing. I'm in a lot of fandoms but my main three are MPHFPC, TWST, and PJO/HOO. I have attachment anxiety, and do get anxious very easily. I have a tendency to either be tired asf and not talk that much, or have too much energy. My personality is kinda rude at first, but I'll be nice if I like you. I'm a but on the introverted side, tho. My love languages are quality time, and gifts. Ty!
Hello! Thank you so much for your request! I'm finally able to get these rolling out so hopefully by the end of the week, maybe a little into next, I'll be able to have everyone's done! I thank you all so much for your patience, it is been a very hectic time for me between work, school, hurricane, and just Overall sickness that seems to be going around!
Note: This one was a little hard because I had too many ideas but I managed to narrow it down! I also saw there was no preference for romantic or platonic so this is romantic as default, if you would like platonic, don't hesitate to message me😊
CW: None!
I match you with........
Floyd Leech
🐚 He totally understands how you go from being tired and quiet to all of a sudden being the most loud and outgoing person on campus.... that's literally him. He understands the constant changes in one's mood and all that comes along with it. Honestly, out of everyone at NRC, he supports you the absolute most.
🐚 Floyd is absolutely someone who would love some quality time. Everyone always runs away from him because of.... well, just being him. So the fact that when you see him zooming towards you at breakneck speed with open arms, honestly, he feels all warm and fuzzy inside.
🐚 There is a lot that you guys could do as far as spending time together. You could meet him for basketball practice (if you show up to games, he will be showing off), you could come and see him at work (Azul begs you to come bevaise when you're there, the moody eel actually decides to work), but he will absolutely LOVE to go swimming with you, especially if he gets to be in his merform.
🐚 Floyd is a chronic gift giver, change my mind. He sees anything and everything a gift that he could give to you, and he loves when you gift him anything back. He will show up at random times with shells that he found, pretty rocks, a random flower, maybe even a free drink. But the one he is especially proud of, was a little charm bracelet that had a little eel on it with some shells and a pearl. He sees you wearing that and you have a very happy and clingy eel.
🐚 By default, if you're with Floyd, you're bound to see Jade a lot ad well. At first, it was rather creepy, but Jade was genuinely checking to see if you truly do care for his brother. Sure, people have shown interest in the past before, but more often than not, it never ended too well. So, to see that you genuinely love his brother, it brings an actual smile to his face. You certainly have his blessing.
🐚 If you draw Floyd by any chance, prepare for him to that that picture and literally frame it in his room. It's his most prized possession at this point. And if you ever ask him to model for you? Well, just make sure he keeps his shirt on because man does not care, if you wanna draw him, you'll draw all of him. If that's not your thing, voice it real fast. But he will LOVE it if you draw him in his merform.
🐚 Speaking of merform, he would be absolutely content to just lounge in one of the pools in his natural form, you just resting on his chest as he floats around. Usually, he hates being stationary for long periods of time. He gets antsy. But with you there relaxing, so content and comfortable snuggling up to him, he doesn't feel that urge to just flop around. Jade and Azul are both surprised and impressed.
🐚 Overall, he understands you better than anyone else. Between the constant changes in your mood (he is the same and has become a pro at reading you, and vice versa), how he lives it when you draw him, or the little gifts you receive from one another, I sure hope you like the Leech name because he is determined and certain that you're going to share it with him one day.
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I saw that matchups were open and came running right over, lol. Anyway, hi. I'd like to request one for an OC. Her name is Saima, and I'll write this as if she's the one speaking, so... Here you go
Appearance: I am South Asian with straight black hair and tan skin. I usually tie into two low ponytails because I think it looks cute, and I don't like the feeling of hair on the back of my neck. I am 159 cm tall and pretty scrawny
Personality: I like to say I'm a pretty cheerful and upbeat person. I try my best to smile through tough situations, though it can be hard sometimes. I also like to say I'm a family person, and I will do anything to protect them, and my friends. I am perfectionistic, but sadly I am a bit scatterbrained, much to the dismay of my parents and older sister. Hell, I almost burned the eggs I was making for the first time. I have been working on my organizational skills though, and I’m happy to say that I’ve come a pretty long way. I can be quite petty too. If someone wrongs me, I tell them either bad puns or horrifying facts for a period of time as revenge. I'm also good at math, so my friends come to me for help with that. Also, in almost every friend group I'm in, I somehow become a therapist friend. Lemme tell you, THAT really takes a toll on me. I also have a soft spot for unabridged fairytales (they high-key have me in a chokehold). Some more lil' factoids about me: I wear my hair in low ponytails because I don't like the feeling of hair on the back of my neck. My friends and family often told me my hands get pretty animated when I talk
Likes: Anime, drawing comics, video games, unabridged fairytales, sweets (my favourite dessert is caramel pudding) and spending time with my older sister
Dislikes: Cruelty, confrontation (I will kick butt if I need to, literally or figuratively), anyone who dares to threaten my friends or family, arrogance when it gets out of hand, black tea or coffee (I cannot drink it unless it is sweetened or if I have it with a LOT of milk)
Here's their character design. Also, her clothes in the picture are hand-me-downs
I might redraw this with a better pose, lol
Also, no third years, pls
Hello!! Thank you for being my first matchup <3
I hope the results are alright, I'm new to this.
I'll be calling Saima 'you', just cause it's easier to format.
I match Saima with...
Deuce!! ♤
Definitely a friends to lovers situation.
Probably nervous when it comes to confessing. Poor boy would be all stiff and serious, might need some encouragement to get the words out.
A respectful and patient dummy who can be a bit slow on the uptake - he definitely needs that math help.
Earnest and hardworking, would always be happy to look after you.
He admires your closeness with your sister, cause he's personally a big family guy.
He'll get riled up from time to time, I think your cheerful personality could really help him calm down. And on the chance you're both pissed, I'm starting to feel pretty sorry for the recipient.
Video game nights! He'll try out your favourite games, just for you. He'd probably like fighting games the most.
When he gets more comfortable with the relationship, he'd totally be the type of guy to give compliments every other second. He'd tell you you're the greatest person in the world and mean every word of it.
And one more thing... eggs.
Other options: Jack and Epel.
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My Book Characters/OCs (Modern AU version)
So, you know how my SW OC post was short… well this one is not so much lol. These guys have full profiles for a project me and some other friends are working on, so I'll put them here and hope ya don't slowly suffer from the length of it!
Calix Bane
Physical appearance: shoulder length messy brown hair, brown eyes, burn scars on both hands, slightly tanned skin, somewhat skinny also but somewhat muscular.
Unique Traits, Scars: He badly burned his hands when he was young, after setting the family dog alight with flaming cooking oil by accident (don't worry, the dog made it)!
Nicknames: Cal (everyone calls him this), Bane (his alias that no one knows is his last name), shortie (by Ajax and little brother),
Hobbies: parkour, knife-fighting (very good), climbing, listening to music
Pronouns: He/him
Height: 5’6 ½”
Birthday: April 17 (doesn't matter in the book but whatever lol)
Age: 17
Relationship: Carmine Fennec Personality: Sarcastic, funny, independent, slight trust issues, bit of trauma, daring, courageous, PTSD (kinda), bad at flirting, always has to be funny and joking no matter the situation.
Phrase: “Are you here to chop off my head and stuff it in a bag?” (this one is from my book), “Well, that doesn't sound like my problem”. “Dont judge, dude”, “Well, if I did I did, right?”
Other Info: This is his modern AU version, so he’s got a very different backstory in my book, and he has more scars. If you wanna know about the book version, I can make a page for that too! Also, he ha a brother named Kai and a sister named Kate, who are both younger then him!
Favorite songs: Survivor Guilt (Rise Against), BLACK SOUL (Shinedown), KILL YOUR CONSCIENCE (Shinedown), Long Forgotten Sons (Rise Against), Pull The Cord (The Score) DEVIL (Shinedown), I Apologize (Five Finger Death Punch),
Undefeated (All Good Things), Headcase (Shinedown)
Carmine Fennic
Physical Appearance: Long brown hair, grey eyes, tall, has a burgundy hoodie she almost always wears. Somewhat pretty, but not ridiculously so.
Nicknames: Carm, Grumpy
Hobbies: Drawing, Taekwondo, Karate, Jujitsu, Kickboxing (yeah, she does a lot of martial arts XD), Gun shooting, sometimes she likes to play basketball
Pronouns: She/her
Birthday: November 29th
Height: 5,8”
Personality: Stoic, withdrawn, tough af, hard to get close to, serious, usually not very silly, will only get sarcastic when she's about to start yelling at you.
Phrase: “You’re needed for a job” (her family-famous quote from my book that we all joke about all the time), “Dude, be normal”, “Please just dont”, “Take another step, and, well, we all know it won't end well for you”, “I’m getting tired of hearing your voice”.
Relationship?: Cal!!!
Other info: She’s actually a murderer in my book version, but here she’s a lot more normal! She has an older brother named Alexander, but he got into a car crash and unfortunately passed away.
Favorite songs: Cringe (Matt Maeson), Hallucenogenics (Matt Maeson), Purple Tiger (Milky Chance), The Trick The Devil Did (Sick Puppies), Living In A Haze (Milky Chance), Cards Are Down (Blue Stones)
Xavier Bailey
Physical appearance: The dude in my profile pic, short brown curly hair, green eyes, dark green sweater, skinny, always has a coffee cup cause he's coffee addict, gold stud earrings
Nicknames: Psycho, tech boy (only by Ajax), techie, Xav, Murderous lil’ cinnamon roll, murder boy (mostly by Xeno) Lex (only by my crew, long story), Lexie (only by Sully),
Hobbies: Works on cars, fixing & tinkers with things, plays card games, drawing (he’s a bit of an artist), doing judo (he’s a black belt), loves listening to music (usually rap or alternative)
Pronouns: He/Him
Birthday: June 4th (Age 17!)
Height: 5’4” (he’s a short lil’ guy)
Personality: Goofy, murderous, kinda a little insane sometimes, has depression sometimes, stressed out all the time, tries to act cocky and flirty, SUPER SARCASTIC (only when he’s doing ok tho), overdramatic, protective, defensive,
Relationship?: Xeno Allen! Thought before he hopelessly crushed on every girl or guy he met and never actually had a girlfriend, he’s bi though he denies it with a passion (he's literally dating a guy tho)
Quote: “The fun’s not over till you’re in prison”, “Yes, I killed him. Why are you confused about this?”, “Dude, it's fine”, “I’m not gay, I'm BI” “*insert every swear word known to the English language*”, “Carmine, murdering people today isn't the best choice, but feel free to give it a go next week”. “Cal, don't be an idiot”. “Dude, learn to deal with good music (when someone complains about listening to Shinedown or Rise Against)”. “*insert song lyrics*”, “you got a problem with that?”
Other stuff: He lost his arm and both his brothers in a car crash, his dad left home and his mother is almost always working or on a business trip, so he's pretty much alone unless he’s with Xeno. Very dark past but he hides it all with sarcasm and sass. Has dyslexia, loves dogs, sometimes goes on long runs through the city. He hasn’t actually dated anyone yet other than Xeno because he’s actually really scared to ask anybody out. Always ends up crushing on the super popular kids who already have girl/boyfriends (Xavier is a total bi disaster). He won't admit that he’s LGBTQ+ to anyone, and he’s super anxious when he’s crushing on a guy because he still refuses to admit he’s bi as f***. Swears a lot (especially at Xeno lol), can’t sing to save his life but he loves music. He has a long scar on his face and down his back from the car accident. Is super self-conscious about his prosthetic and tries to hide it by wearing things with long baggy sleeves. Back when his depression was very bad, he tried to kill himself (with a knife), but he managed to make himself stop. Xeno’s now helped him away from this state. He drives a 2002 Ford Ranger that’s covered in decals, but he regularly helps other people with fixing up their cars. Prosthetic left arm, doesn’t know how to ride a bike, terrified of needles, gets severe depression on some days, sleeps with a knife under his pillow, really jumpy, has murdered a few people (six to be exact), stressed out mess when he’s alone, allergic to alcohol, swears a lot, can’t sing to save his life (he can rap tho), wears a chain necklace and gold stud earrings, wears jeans and sweaters 24/7, spends like 15 mins trying to get his hair perfect, self-conscious as hell, has a dark sense of humor sometimes, is accidentally romantic and sweet when he thinks he’s really bad at being in a relationship.
Favorite Songs: Immortals (Fall Out Boy), ATTENTION ATTENTION (Shinedown), DARKSIDE (Shinedown), The Good Life (Three Days Grace), Landmine (Three Days Grace), Enemies (Shinedown) ‘Till I Collapse (Eminem), The Real Slim Shady (Eminem), In Da Club (50 Cent)
Ajax Coast
Nicknames: Jax, counter cleaner (long story lol)
Hobbies: Card Games (really good at anything gambling related, has amazing luck), hanging out with his friends, skateboarding, makes really good Halloween costumes, sometimes he likes to paint, used to be baseball kid until he got too old
Pronouns: He/him
Birthday: January 16th
Age: 21
Height: 6,3” (and the tallest)
Personality: Easygoing, chill, really damn lucky, swears a lot, protective, caring, can be too focused on something and get distracted easily, sometimes slightly rude but never means it.
Phrase: “It's all okay, I promise”, “Wanna bet on that?”, “Assholes aren't welcome here. Get out”.
Relationship?: Single…
Other info: Ajax actually lived a pretty good life. He grew up with three siblings (from oldest to youngest it goes: Della, Gabe, Tyler and then him), and moved out when he was twenty to rent a place to stay. He also speaks/knows basic sign language and Italian! Wants to go to police school so he can become an officer!
Often wears a blazer/suit jacket over a regular t-shirt, is fidgety and taps fingers on tables a lot, VERY protective of Xav (he sees him as a little brother), is the chill cool dude of the group, has REALLY good luck and nobody knows why.
Favorite songs: Human Race (Three Days Grace), Shivers (Ed Sheeran), This Is The Best (USS), The Reason (Zayde Wolf), Play With Fire (Sam Tinnesz), Warriors (Imagine Dragons), Immortals (Fall Out Boy), Natural (Imagine Dragons)
Sully Vale
Physical appearance: half-shaved hair that can't sow up in AI art for some reason, is ALWAYS wearing tall combat boots, likes dark clothes but isn't really emo, draws lots of attention when she's away from her friends but otherwise kinda blends into the background. She has a tattoo on her back of a snake around a dagger, and she has a tattoo on her shoulder that says ‘family isn't defined by blood’ in Latin (so, ‘interdum familia non sit sanguis’), in blue cursive.
Nicknames: Sul, Beautiful (only by her bf)
Hobbies: Running, ax-throwing, camping, hiking, traveling, used to do dance, playing guitar
Pronouns: She/her
Birthday: August 9
Age: 19
Height: 5’4”
Personality: Can be a bit intense, distant, protective, playful, energetic, not very girly, competitive, dark humor, sporty, dramatic, draws attention, confident, determined
Phrase: “I don't really care”, “Go annoy someone else”, “guys, I'm dying right now”, “please, stop being so embarrassing”
Relationship?: Will Scaramuzza (OC of a friend)
Other info: She grew up with her parents and a brother who’s ten years older than her (his name’s Parker), so he wasn't around much during her childhood. She’s the only one Xaveir talks about his trauma with other than Xeno. Always likes to put on a show, and always seems to have a dramatic flair when she tells a story. She picks her friends carefully because she does have some trust issues.
Favorite songs: Judgement Day (Five Finger Death Punch), Sattalite (Rise Against), The Violence (Rise Against), DEVIL (Shinedown), BLACK SOUL (Shinedown), Nightmare (From Ashes To New)
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ORAL FIXATION (PART THREE)
(This is a story I wrote years ago and decided to rework and expand.)
Our next party was the following week. The fathers had invented some Kiwanis Club meeting, and I think Mr. Ramirez told his wife that he and Alex had a meeting for the football team.
Matt Carson answered the door this time. "Hey Mike. Hi, Mr. Walsh," he greeted. He was in a trimmer T-shirt and shorts than normal and I had to admit it showed off his tall, athletic body. Matt looked good, his curly brown hair still wet from a recent shower, and I could instantly tell my Dad was attracted to him, maybe more than normal.
"Looking good, Matt," Dad winked with a friendly clap to the basketball jock's back.
"Thanks, sir," the jock replied with a smile that made me realize Matt was in a flirty mood. Such a change from his normal, almost passive demeanor. "You gonna draw Dad's keys tonight?" he asked.
The forwardness took Dad off guard, too, I could tell. He laughed and smiled back, "God I hope so."
"Come on in," Matt said, kind of puffing out his chest a little. "We're waiting for one more group."
It was going to be a full house tonight. There were the Ramirez men and the Gehrings. Paul Heller and his dad returned, and there was a new group: the Marinos, the father older in his early to mid 50s and two college-aged sons, who I immediately recognized as twins.
Mr. Marino gleefully scanned the room, and I could tell he was glad he'd joined our little key party. As he patted his son's backs he ushered the twins in and turned to Mr. Carson. "You weren't kidding, Dave, I'd do any one of them."
I saw Jake give a little cocky smile as he spread his legs some.
Mr Carson chuckled and held out his bowl. "Well you brought two, you get two... I take it you brought an extra set of keys."
Mr. Marino grinned big as he fished into his pocket for them. I could tell he had his eyes on Jake. I couldn't blame him. I wouldn't mind the man sucking me. He was definitely DILF material - he looked like he was very well preserved late 40s, fit body, almost a nature-y type but with short-cropped thinning hair. He was hot as fuck.
But if I had to pick I'd choose Mr. Gehring, that blond California golfer dad, who was chatting with Mr. Ramirez and Henderson as the sons kind of hung out together.
As the newcomer dropped two keys in the bowl, Dave Carson announced in a louder voice, "Just a reminder, guys, Dads are here to suck and suck only."
I scanned the fathers in attendance and wondered if any were eager to do more. I sometimes wondered if Dad would ever make the moves to do anything else, but he seemed fixated on my dick and loved sucking it.
The men all gathered, and even in the oversized living room it felt like a packed crowd: six fathers, seven sons. Dave Carson swirled the bowl as he turned toward Mr. Gehring. "You get first draw this time, Jeff."
Mr. Gehring stepped up with an excited grin and pulled out the first keys.
"Those are mine," Mr. Marino said.
"Too bad I only drew one," Mr. Gehring joked, clearly into the idea of twins. He looked over the college guys. "So... which one...?"
"Your pick," Mr. Carson announced in his role as party host.
Mr. G looked like he was having a hard time deciding. "Why don't you guys pick?" he said to the twins.
One of them smiled, and said, "I'll go." He turned to his brother and asked, "OK, Randy?"
Randy grinned back, "Go for it, bro."
The other twin, whose name I didn't catch kind of sauntered over to Gehring and shook his hand, almost formally. The Marino twins weren't overly big or jocky, but both had well-honed frat-boy bodies.
Mr. Gehring leaned and in and whispered something, which made the college guy smile big. Then they turned and left the room.
"OK," Carson smiled. "You're next Joe," he said to Mr. Marino. "You get two draws."
Joe Marino reached in the bowl and pulled out a set of keys. "Whose are these?"
"Those would be mine." It was Mr. Ramirez, who patted the strong shoulder of Alex, who was a tight end on my team. I didn't hang out with Alex too much outside of football stuff - practice, game trips, and fundraisers, and I always thought he was more religious or something. But since he and his dad had showed up at these parties, I had a different view of him. And he was clearly a horndog, a thick almost wedgelike cock rode up in his sweatpants as he crossed over to join Mr. Marino.
"Jesus," the DILF growled as he eyed up the 6'4" Latino hunk. Alex was big and muscular, even for a senior. "Hey," he whispered to Alex before turning to some of the other dads. "OK if I feel up my prize now?"
"We usually wait till we're in a private room," Mr. Carson explained.
"Why so goddamn coy, Dave?" Dan Heller interjected. Maybe since it was his second time at the party, his intensity didn't phase me as much this time. I actually found it refreshing. "We all know what we're here for."
My father was more conciliatory with Mr. Carson. "Maybe we should reconsider the ground rules, Dave," he said. "If the Dads are all OK with it."
Dave Carson shrugged. "All right... any objections?"
"None for me," Mr. Ramirez grinned. I think he wanted to see Joe Marino work that thick football jock boner his son was showing.
"Nor me," Dad said. "But maybe we should clarify how far is OK.... I mean are we doing this? Sucking in front of the others?"
"Hell, if the dad and son are both OK it," Dan Heller offered. "Otherwise, there are the private rooms."
I turned to look at the host. I thought Carson would have an objection but he got a goofy smile. "All right, that works.... God, we really doing this?"
Joe Marino's handsome tanned face got a bright smile. He looked at Alex as he cautiously ran his strong hands up the player's sweats, encasing the fat bulge. "You OK with this?"
"Definitely, sir," Alex grinned. And like that Mr. Marino was peeling the elastic band over that fat erection and leaning in.
"Oh yeah," the jock grunted as the 50-something man started licking his way along the bone. The room was pretty silent and all of our eyes were on the pair as Joe finally pulled that fat prick toward his face and started swallowing it.
"Suck my dick, Mr. Marino," Alex said with a combination of deference and horniness. THe man did, working more and more inches with each mouth stroke, almost getting to the base of that 5 and a half inch fireplug before pulling off with a slurp.
"I believe I get to draw another set of keys," he said in a deep horny voice.
Dave Carson chuckled as he offered the bowl again. Mr. Marino hadn't even gotten up from his squatting cocksucking position as he reached in and grabbed another set.
It was Dad's.
I was horned up by the display and decided to take the initiative. I stepped up and started undoing my jeans. I'd gone commando and my dick stuck out hard and erect as I opened the fly.
"That's beautiful," Joe almost whispered then looked up to my face. "You're a football jock too." I couldn't tell if it was a statement or question.
"Yes, sir," I said.
"My lucky day," he enthused, then started going down on me.
I wasn't prepared for how hot it would be to get a blowjob while other men watched. Including my Dad. I actually would glance over his way. Maybe I was concerned he'd be jealous or something, but he had a look of pure lust as I got serviced by Mr. Marino.
Just as suddenly as Joe Marino went down on me, he pulled off. "Nice," he muttered before leaning back over to suck Alex. I looked at my teammate, who had a big shit-eating grin on his face.
"This is pretty fucking awesome, isn't it Walsh?" he asked.
"God yeah," I hissed, watching how hungry and eager Marion was in sucking Alex's fat one.
"Looks like Jeff is missing the party," Dan Heller chuckled.
"My turn," I heard my Dad say. I turned to watch him step to the key bowl. Just as he reached in, I felt Marino's hot mouth descend on me once more.
"Yours?" Dad asked the host. Mr. Carson nodded.
"Hot," Matt grinned, and the normally shy basketball jock walked over, his dick already throwing big in his basketball shorts. "So, Mr. Walsh, you gonna want a private room, or..."
Dad looked over at me, silently asking for permission. I nodded, even as I reached down to guide Joe Marino's head up and down on my dick.
"Bring that big boy out, Matt," Dad encouraged as he squatted down to a crouched position.
I couldn't keep my eyes off it. I had a sense the only man who wasn't watching was Joe, who was now easing off me and going back to Alex. Even the tight end's attention was mostly on Matt Carson peeling down those shorts and the insanely long dick that was flopping out.
I had a sense Matt was hung, but that snake was a good ten inches. Dad was excited, too, reaching out to run his fingers along the length of the teen's endowment. "Your daddy has a pretty big challenge if he handles this on a regular basis."
"Yeah, I guess so, Mr. Walsh," Matt laughed and ran his fingers teasingly through Dad's salt and pepper hair. It was hot to watch the way the basketball jock wasn't overly aggressive or anything. But he knew he had a big dick and he knew Dad wanted to worship it. It was a sexy confidence as he pulled my father toward his hardon.
I could have watched. I wanted to watch. But Joe was back on my dick and I felt he deserved my attention. Alex had pulled his shirt up behind his neck, showing off his still smooth muscle. We inched closer, so my arm pressed against his and our dicks were closer, allowing Mr. Marino to go back and forth more easily.
"Let me try this," the DILF finally said and pulled Alex's and my dicks together. Opening wide, the man stuffed both in. It wasn't good head in the usual sense, and Joe Marino could only work about an inch of us, back and forth. But it was kinky and the sensation of my dick pressed against Alex's fat one was wild. Like we were blood brothers or something.
Alex was thinking the same thing and a goofy grin formed on his cute face. "Hot, huh?"
"Fuck, yeah," I said.
We were absorbed in Mr. Marino's double stuffing trick that hearing Paul Heller's booming voice surprised me. "You pick, John."
I heard the clank of keys, then Mr. Ramirez called out, "Who's are these?"
I watched as Randy, one of Joe's twins, grinned and replied, "Dad's!" The college frat boy got up off the couch. He patted his dad on his shoulder, but Mr. Marino didn't stop his sucking.
"Man, I gotta get off," Alex pleaded. "OK if I go solo from here on out, buddy?" he asked me.
I chuckled and pulled back some. Joe didn't break pace for a beat. He started really going to town on Alex's fat one. The tight end was primed and it took about a half minute of the full blowjob treatment to get there.
"Oh fuck, I'm gonna cum!" he announced and I watched his tan body flush red and his muscles tense. Up till then I'd seen Jake Gehring cum, right next to me. This was a similar experience, almost a bonding moment with my teammate. But Alex's orgasm was different, more openly enthusiastic. It was hot to watch.
"OK your turn Walsh," he grinned as he finally came down and pulled back. "He's really hungry, man, so feed him a big one."
I was grooving on Ramirez's horny vibe and felt myself getting into the groove as Joe Marino sucked faster and harder. As I watched that silver-flecked hair and handsome face bob up and down, I wondered how long he'd been sucking his twin sons or how often he did it.
That idea did it. I nutted hard and Mr. Marino did his best to suck down my seed as I pumped.
"Fuck yeah, dude!" Alex encouraged as I gave it up, and I looked at him with a relaxed smile.
We actually fist bumped when I was done. I worried Mr. Marino would be offended or something but he laughed a little. He turned his attention to the others. Alex's Dad was going down on Joe's son, a nice slow gentle suck that Randy seemed to enjoy. My Dad was doing his best to throat Matt's big schlong. He'd worked up to about eight inches, and Matt stood, hands on his hips and looking down at my father servicing him.
I didn't remember hearing the other keys being drawn, but as I plopped down on the couch next to Alex, I saw Mr. Carson wasn't there. Apparently he and Paul Heller had gone off to a bedroom. But Paul's Dad was on his knees, bracing his body as my buddy Jake was thrusting wildly into his throat. Jake's shorts were pooled around his ankles and his smooth buns clenched rhythmically. He'd told me about face fucking Mr. Heller, but I half thought he was bullshitting.
But indeed, Jake's hands gripped Dan Heller's skull and held the man steady as his thrusts pumped faster, deep and hard.
The view made me stay hard and I looked over at Alex, who was also boned up still, watching his father blow Randy Marino. The two dudes eyes were locked, Randy shooting Alex a goofy grin, before throwing a similar one my way.
It took me a second to realize what the frat guy was grinning about, but I noticed Randy's dad kneel on the floor and get between my spread legs. Joe Marino was going for seconds.
My trigger wasn't as quick this time, so I enjoyed watching the action as Joe went back and forth between me and Alex. I scooted closer to the tight end once more, wondering if our bond was going to be closer now. I couldn't see how it wouldn't.
Particularly once Alex Ramirez got that smirk on his face. "Hell yeah, Walsh," he whispered, and his face approached mine. We turned heads a little, and our lips met. I'd never thought Alex was the kind of dude to kiss, but maybe he thought the same thing of me. But there we were making out, tongues and all, while Mr. Marino fellated the big tight end, working the jock up to a second orgasm.
I was ready for a second release when Alex pulled back and nudged the DILF sucker off his sensitive bone. "Ease up, man," he urged with a gentle laugh.
Joe gave that fat prick a final kiss then turned his attention to me. It felt great, and the idea this man was gonna suck me off a second time turned me on. As did Alex's strong ball playing hands working up under my T-shirt and along my abs. And it was hot to watch Jake on the other couch, fucking his nut into Dan Heller without fanfare.
But the trigger that tripped my wires was seeing Dad deep throat Matt Carson. Not going fast or hard, just coaxing his throat to take all ten inches with a slow steady descent. Repeatedly.
Matt was getting worked up. "Gonna cum, Mr. Walsh," he announced.
Dad moaned excitedly, bracing for the teen jock's sperm.
But I shot a second before Matt Carson did. My head getting dizzy even from the intensity of my orgasm and the overstimulation on my prick.
My now, Mr. Gehring was walking back into the room, the other Marino twin in tow. The college dude was flushed from the blowjobs he'd just received and was making his clothes more presentable.
"Fellas," Jeff Gehring laughed as he looked around. "What the hell did I miss?"
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15 questions!
tagged by @flowercrowngods ! and @punkharringtxn (ages and ages ago sry) ty ty! <3
are you named after anyone? kind of both my nans for my first and second name but mostly my mum just liked it :)
2. when is the last time you cried? today bc i failed my driving test lmao (only a little and only once i got home tho hehe)
3. do you have kids? nope! and i won't unless shit (the environment) gets a little less fucked in the next 7-10 years
4. do you use sarcasm? yes <|:^)
5. what is the first thing you notice about people? maybe their outfits? or hair?
6. what is your eye color? blue!
7. scary movies or happy endings? happy endings <3
8. any special talents? i'm good at drawing single line faces, like quick little ugly guys. knowing all the words to sk8er boy?
9. where were you born? uk
10. what are your hobbies? yoga! writing i guess, if you count steddie posts lol and reading comics or novels when it's not the deep dark depressing winter anymore. swimming when i have time.
11. do you have any pets? not currently, my lovely beautiful dog passed last year sadly ;-;
12. what sports do you play/have you played? played netball basically all through school and rounders in secondary. also swimming lessons for years. nothing now but i gotta exercise regular or else tension headaches :))))
13. how tall are you? 5' 7 (so around 170cm)
14. favorite subject in school? art was always my answer from like age 5. textiles (sewing etc) once we started doing that. and did some film/media classes when i was a bit older those were fun. (can u tell i'm dyslexic lmao)
15. dream job? mmmm don't mind as long as its creative and hands on. somehow related to sewing/making bc i'm good at it and worked rly fucking hard to get my fashion degree. I'd like to set up my own online store for prints/bags/tshirts so that's in the cards but i'm scared to be my own boss and taxes and stuff lmao. as long as i don't feel trapped and depressed i'll be grateful.
tagging! (no pressure, this was so hard lmao sry if you've done it already) (i get so nervous tagging people, need to get over that) @2btheanswertothequestion @oakenorcrist @bayouteche @daysarestranger @starrystevie @sidekickjoey @thefreakandthehair @unclewaynemunson @toburnup
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Hello,do you take requests!?
If yes,then please can you draw Marietta from "Mini menace" and her Chat Noir please!!
I love this version soo much!!
Hello! I actually have drawn Marietta a few times. I really like her too. She's very fun and different. I can never quite get her hair right, though, since I hardly ever draw straight hair and that's hard to get looking lively. But I'll be happy to give her a try again.
But by her Chat Noir who do you mean? Because who I believe her Chat Noir is different from a lot of other people seem to think he is. I believe you may be meaning this guy:
But the guy I know as Marietta's Chat Noir, or at least her first, was this kind of creepy fellow here (keeping in mind this was back in the very beginning stages when Chat Noir was originally going to have a role more like Master Fu):
However, there's also a secret 3rd option because for the longest time this other version of Chat Noir was very popular and was mixed and matched with the Marinette we know of now and the Marietta of the past and he has way more images to reference (this ain't even all of them this is just some of my favorites):
Here's a higher quality of the version more considered for Marietta's run most likely and him next to another concept with a more Marietta like Ladybug:
He even had a few gifs but here's the best one:
The point I'm trying to make here is... could you clarify your preference? I personally love all the concepts a lot so I'm happy to do either. Yes, even the slightly creepy older man... though I might give that guy a little bit more flair...
#concept chat noir#marietta ladybug#mini menace#ask me anything#anon ask#I will literally take any opportunity to show of the ML concepts#seriously I have a problem#miraculous concepts#ml concepts#miraculous ladybug#marietta
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THERE'S NO PLACE LIKE HOME - PERCY/NICO AU HIGH SCHOOL - CHAPTER XII
Hi, how are you doing? Things are finally calming down. Maybe there'll be another chapter later this week!
In today's chapter we have another scene from the past. I hope you like it^^
And I have some news. I've made a cover for this story! Also made with artificial intelligence. I feel like I should get paid since I'm practically training them already! But it looks cute.
Previous chapters: CHAPTER I / CHAPTER II / CHAPTER III / CHAPTER IV / CHAPTER V / CHAPTER VI / CHAPTER VII / CHAPTER VIII / CHAPTER IX / CHAPTER X / CHAPTER XI
I hope you enjoy it!
''You're funny.'' Nico told him.
''You are.’’
And like third graders, which they both were, they laughed again as they heard the bell ring. Percy hadn't even realized that half an hour had passed, what was more time than he'd usually spent with his old friends these days. And what that said about him, hm?
''We have to go.'' He heard Nico say.
They really had. In a hurry, he helped Nico collect the lunch boxes and accompanied him to his next class, discovering that Nico was in fact in the same classes as him. Was Percy so distracted by trying to hide that he didn't see what was going on around him? Well, that would change from that moment on.
***
A few more days passed and with them, Percy began to pay attention to his surroundings.
It was strange. How had Percy not noticed Nico's presence until that moment? Everytime Percy looked around, Nico would be there, at any place or time of day, too. That is, until they both went off to their respective homes, rehearsals or trainings, and even then, Percy would still be thinking about Nico; while waiting for his older brother to pick him up or at home helping his mother cook, trying new dishes.
That's what continued to happen for a long time, days, weeks, months, even, was hard to get a sense of time when the hours passed so quickly and the days were all the same. Percy felt like he was emerging from a paralyzing sleep, finding something that finally held his attention. One day he noticed that Nico sat at the front of the room and was very close to the exit door. On another, Nico was more towards the middle of the room and then the little boy appeared next to him, sharing the double desk with him. Grover was in the desk next to his with Juniper, Luke behind him with Thalia.
Percy looked at Nico once again and saw him writing something around a drawing, a black helmet, the handwriting as beautiful as the features of the figure. Percy wanted to ask since when they had sat together. Since when had Nico been part of his group of friends and since when had he felt so comfortable with Nico's presence, with the quietness that Nico's actions brought. Instead, he said in the lowest voice possible:
''What's that?”
''Hm?' 'Nico muttered and looked at him, as calm as ever. ''A design for a novel. I don't know if I'll finish it.”
The strangest thing was that he knew exactly what Nico was talking about. Percy had seen the draft of the novel in one of the breaks shared with food, and like everything Nico did, it was beautiful and delicate, as if Nico put a part of his soul into everything he touched with his hands, whether it was a piece of paper, art, food or homework.
''You should. It's beautiful.”
Nico didn't say anything, he just lowered his head and continued scribbling, his face hidden behind long, black hair that shone as it reflected the sunlight. Nico then doodled a sword and an armor, leather gloves, a crown of roses. The more Percy watched Nico draw, the less Percy understood what was holding his attention so much. Maybe it was the slim hands, the long, elegant fingers, maybe it was Nico's concentrated attitude, or maybe was the relaxed body next to his, his head next to Nico's, admiring the soft lines that revealed so much beauty.
'''Alright, guys. Get your books.'' The teacher said and out of nowhere, part of the magic was broken.
The drawings were still in Nico's notebook, just as beautiful as before, and they were still stuck together, leaning over the shared desk. The difference was that Nico had tensed and looked up at Percy, as if Nico hadn't paid attention to what was happening around him until he heard the teacher's voice. Percy also realized something, maybe he was very close to Nico, hugging him by the shoulders like a prison with no escape.
''Sorry.'' Even with all this in mind, Percy made no move to pull away or let him go.
Percy thought Nico was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. There was nothing like seeing the blush spreading across Nico's face, the darker skin taking on a warmer hue, to look at and to touch too, because even over his clothes, Percy could feel the heat emanating from Nico at the points where they touched; at his shoulders and hips, almost making Percy touch that delicate, beautiful face.
''...mind.”
''Sorry?”
''I don't mind.' 'Nico repeated in the same low, discreet tone, then turned to his notebook and picked up the books they would need.
Percy got the impression that Nico cared, yes, but in a... positive way. He saw the little boy open the book to the right page, lean against the back of the chair and up his arm, starting to read while the teacher explained the subject, like that scene was something completely normal. This made Percy wonder once again: had he ever done this with Nico? Since when were they so close? Wasn't it Annabeth who should have been by his side? Sure, they'd never been that close or acted the way he and Nico were acting, but... since when did she sit on the other side of the room with Clarisse and Silena? Shouldn't he have cared a little more than just being slightly surprised? She was his friend, wasn't she...? Shouldn't Percy miss her? So why had he only noticed Annabeth's absence now?
''Is everything all right?' 'He heard a soft voice beside him, and then, Nico's hand rested on his arm, Percy noticing in his friend's face a worried look.
Percy took a deep breath, letting his shoulders relax, and found himself smiling, something inside his chest warming and pulsing, as if the spark of an unknown feeling inside him was waking up.
''Everything is great. Wonderful. Incredible.”
''You dork.'' Nico rolled his eyes and leaned back against him, continuing to read the text the teacher had asked them.
Well, after that, Percy quickly understood what was going on; or rather, his psychiatrist had helped him understand. Nico wasn't stalking him, but in fact, Nico was doing the same thing he was; Nico was trying to live a discreet life away from prying eyes. Even he, at the age of eleven, admired the image that Nico made. The little boy stood out so much among the other studentes that Percy could clearly see the difference. Straight, wavy, thick hair, a small, fleshy mouth, intense black eyes, it was such a beautiful set that it gave Nico an androgynous, feminine look, although it was impossible to mistake Nico for a girl.
The point was, Nico had found the best places to hide, the same ones that Percy had found too. The music room, the forest, the bleachers near the sports fields further away from the classrooms.
Percy couldn't help himself, day after day, he found himself doing the same steps.
In addition to spending his time in class close to Nico, always during breaks, whether during the day or in the afternoon, he found himself walking and finding his way to the familiar bleachers with the familiar mop of hair in the far corner trying to hide. They never agreed out loud, it was just something that had become routine.
Nico would leave first, Percy would exchange a few words with his remaining friends and then he would follow Nico; he would practice basketball for a few minutes on the courth floor and then he would sit down next to Nico, accepting a lunchbox filled with the things he loved most, cake and pie, blueberry juice too, and sometimes, Nico would surprise him, baked potatoes or pancakes; if Nico was in the mood, lasagna or something Italian. No matter what it was, Percy would happily eat every grain and every bit of food. If Nico made it for him, the least he could do was repay him by eating it all. But it seemed so little compared to what Nico did for him... Percy wanted to share something with Nico that was important and valuable too. But what could be more valuable than sharing the food you've made yourself with someone?
''Your drawings are very good. Where did you learn?’’
They were once again in the stands, Percy ignoring the ball still in his hands to watch Nico take a forkful of food into his mouth, stopping midway with the fork between his lips.
''Hm?’’
''Where did you learn to draw?’’
''Oh, that?'' Then Nico looked down at his lap, where the notebook was, and put his lunchbox down. ''I had a lot of free time.”
Percy didn't know if he had understood… but Nico smiled at him, seeming to understand his confusion.
''I don't have any friends. I never had. Imagination was all that I had.”
''And what am I? A tree?’’
''No, you're a popular and rich athlete.’’
''You're right. I have many riches, how about you share them with me?”
''What are you saying?'’ Nico smiled again and Percy felt a throbbing in his chest that had nothing to do with the asthma he had as a baby.
''My mother likes to cook.’’
''Isn't that obvious? I mean, she has a restaurant, doesn't she?'' Nico said and tilted his head to the side, like that would make him understand what Percy meant.
''She'd love the company.”
''Don't we... have a paper to finish?’’
''I have plenty of space at home. My mother won't mind.’’
''Are you sure? I've never been to anyone's house.’’
This only made Percy's chest tighten even more.
''There's always a first time, right?’’
Nico looked at him, seemed to analyze him from head to toe and ended up shrugging.
''I will trust you.’’
At the time, Percy didn't know why he was having so many palpitations or why the feeling of relief had seized him so intensely. Later, he would recognize it as the fear of being rejected, and even if he didn't understand it yet, he knew that someone as sweet, beautiful and talented as Nico would never reject him so rudely. Thiat way, they finished eating and went on to their next classes, arranging to meet at the main gate after the last class.
***
Percy admitted, he had wasted more time than intended talking to the literature teacher. Apparently, he needed to try harder if he wanted to have a future at that school. She argued with him, went over every little thing he'd done wrong, and even gave him extra assignments to make sure his mistakes were corrected. Percy left the classroom as quickly as he could, and as soon as he saw the time, Percy ran down the corridors towards the school's main gate. When he arrived at the place he and Nico had marked, he remembered why Nico was always hiding in corners, which made Percy remember why he was hiding too.
They had already experienced this scene. Nico was pressed against the wall outside the gate and two other boys surrounded him, one of them was holding Nico by the neck while the other looked around suspiciously. The difference this time was that a crowd was watching them and no one was doing anything to stop what was about to happen.
Percy approached them, pretending to be another spectator, and listened the murmurs, while one of the boys spoke:
'Who's going to protect you now, huh? Because of you, our friends were expelled. Why don't you put yourself in your place and--’’
''What place would that be?’’
Percy couldn't help himself. This time, he didn't want any explanations.
He stepped out of the crowd and the next thing he knew, he was face to face with the boys, or rather, his fist was against their faces. The pain came immediately, as he felt his nuckes collide with the nose of one the boys who were older than him, but who were no match for Percy.
''It's easy to mess with people smaller than you, isn't it? Why don't you play with someone your own size?”
''Would that be you?”
''What do you think?”
The silence fell, a silence that had become common no matter where Percy went. The nose of the boy he had punched was now swollen, blood trickling down his face, and the other, who had been too shocked to react, seemed to wake up from his trance. That would be the perfect moment for them to fight back, wouldn't it? Well, that's what people say, cowards soon give up if they find someone to resist them. And that's what they did, the boy who had watched his friend get knocked down with a single punch, pulled the other by the arms, helping him up and they both staggered into the crowd, running away with their tails between their legs.
Percy watched them fleeing in the distance between the cars and turned to Nico who was still leaning against the wall, the corner of his lips reddened and and on his arms and neck, marks of fingers and nails. The worst part was seeing the tears that kept falling or how Nico cowered, expecting other people to come and do the same to him. Percy didn't think, realizing that this was becoming something usual for them, and Percy didn't like it one bit, the fact that Nico had to hide in corners because of people's prejudice.
He walked over to Nico and stopped in front of him, offering his hand. He had learned the hard way that touching someone when you don't feel safe or when you're in shock is the worst thing to do. So he just stood close without touching Nico, and tried to get his attention:
''Nico.'' Percy said in the softest voice.
''No, I… Percy?'' Percy held on and tried to be strong, Nico seemed to be reacting to everything worse than the previous time.
''I'm sorry. I didn't mean to... I was waiting for you... then, these... these boys showed up and…’’
Percy didn't know what to do. He felt his heart break when Nico took a step towards him and opened his eyes wide, his pupils unfocused and wet, as if Nico was waking up from a nightmare, and held onto his hands, trembling and breathing fast, still curled up on himself.
''It's allright. Can I hug you?”
''Hug me? Why... why would you want to touch someone like me?’’
''It looks like you need it.’’
''I... I need?'' Then, Nico looked at Percy with the most desolate and lost look he had ever seen.
''Nico. It's allright.'' Percy said it again, refusing to accept what those people were doing to Nico.
''I have to... I have to talk to Bianca, my... my sister.’’
''We will. After we get to my place. Yes?’’
''You promise?’’
''I promise.’’
Then, as if a key had been turned, Nico grabbed his arm and picked up their bags from the floor, saying: ''You dropped it.'' Just like that, like nothing had happened. But Nico was still shaking, gripping his arm tighter and handing one of the bags to Percy, holding his own against his chest in the hope that the bag and Percy would protect him.
Gods! How could someone do this to such a vulnerable and defenseless being? What had Nico done to be treated like this? Then, Percy looked around, recognizing these people. Some were in the same class as them, others Percy knew in passing, and none of them had the decency to help a classmate being abused. That's why they said he was a "rebel", and if it was up to him, things would continue exactly as they were.
''Are you ready?'' Percy said when he saw that Nico was beginning to calm down.
''Hm. Thank you.’’
Percy took Nico's backpack from his shoulder, put it with his own, and led Nico by the hand between the cars parked near the school, spotting a familiar black pick-up truck.
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Heh Heh
What about....
Yuna D. Kaito, Akira Ijyuin, Seishirou, and Best boi Clow? (I am kidding on the Clow part though)
I haven't read ccs2 so I'll skip Kaito. Ik who he is but idk anything about him. Also based on diversity of length of replies you'll clearly see my favoritism lol 😎
Akira:
Sexuality headcanon:
I guess he's straight? He had crush on a woman his whole life, married men and they're living happily together
Gender headcanon:
Cis male
OTP:
Probably him and that girl of his. Sorry I keep on forgetting her name, I'm rly bad with names
BROTP:
Suoh, Akira and Nokoru
NOTP:
Who is he paired with anyway? If someone is shipping Akira with Suoh or Nokoru that's fine with me really. So no ship I dislike
Random headcanon:
I'm 300% sure Akira met his dad by accident (from Akira's perspective) on street, on his bday to the boot, and just never figured out it's his dad. Comedy shojo style ofc
General opinion:
He was so adorable, I adore him. Also I like how Clamp draws his hair nowadays
It's cute and someday unique
Clow:
Sexuality headcanon:
I guess he's bi? He was too touchy with Yue and it got me like SUS
Gender headcanon:
His gender is magical bastard
OTP:
None really
BROTP:
Also none. We don't know anything about his past so we dont know who his friends were
NOTP:
I'm actually not opposed to Clow/Yuuko, I just like to joke about it. I don't ship it but I can see why some people do. Beside Yuuko, idk if Clow is shipped with anyone else
Random headcanon:
I literally can't come up with anything. Sorry :<
General opinion:
Actually this is where my problem lays, it's bc I read CCS hurriedly back in 2015 and all I know about Clow is that he was some powerful dude that acted nonchalant and managed to fuck up time and space somehow. Also that clamp somewhat used his as plot device (?). Ik he appeared in Tsubasa too but I feel like I'd have easier time getting college degree than understanding trc ending
So yea, I basically lack info on Clow to form an option that isn't based on jokes and what I've learned from fandom
Seishirou:
Sexuality headcanon:
Subaru-sexual he's gay af. His TB vet persona is literally campy older gay guy who preys on younger males. Chicken Hawk really. Because look. Sumeragi twins are bi bait. They look the same and are both beautiful af. We all know who Seishirou had eyes for during whole year. So yea, defo gay. Actually, let's just keep it as Subaru-sexual, yea that's the most fitting description
Gender headcanon:
Bastard babygirl cis male I guess
OTP:
Seisub ofc. If I had to sort them then X>TB>TRC versions. They're just so... written. Honestly in the end it doesn't even come to whether one ships them or not, bc their story altogether is a very powerful tragedy. Also I'm generally non-emotional person and extremely hard to emotional affect (literally over 95% of media I watch leaves no profound effect on me) but two of them (TB/X in general), damn did it cut. Damn does their story cut in deep, not just in terms of romance, but in terms of lonliness and isolation of modern cities; in terms of tragedy, character development and complexity of human nature and interpersonal relationships. Honestly I can go miles about seisub and how it fundamentally changed way I do and view shipping but I'm a bit sleepy rn. I've been chasing high I experienced with seisub and whilst I can recreate it with some other clamp ships at the moments, I can't with ships outside clamp fandoms.
BROTP:
In TB/X it absolutely has to be his relationship with Hokuto. Power duo they were unstopable, Subaru couldn't catch a break. In that manner TB trio too. But not just comedy moments, but ones like this:
At moments I wonder if Seishirou underestimated Hokuto. She is bubbly, seemingly has somewhat shallow interestes and such, but behind cheerful surface (maybe even front she puts up for Subaru's sake so she'd cheer him up), Hokuto is extremely sharp and mature girl for her age. There were few moments where Seishirou and Hokuto had serious convos, usually about Subaru's self sacrificial and sensitive nature. And Seishirou always had his smirk and inner 'quite observant out of you Hokuto-chan' moment.
In X he barely interacted with anyone beside Subaru. Ik we as fandom joke about Seishirou and Fuuma being bastard bffs but if we were to serious take X, then I'd say Seishirou would prefer to avoid Fuuma altogether. Ofc he'd never let Fuuma know that, it'll be considered vulnerability. He'd be unnerved not only by someone stronger than him, but also with ability to see what dwells in one's heart. Fuuma could hold a mirror reflecting his soul and Seishirou would rather stay blind to what he sees there
NOTP:
Ofc I saw some crack ships with Seishirou but I never saw a serious ship with fanbase that's not seisub. I guess I'd be a bit ?? if he's paired with a woman. Ofc unless said woman is Setsuka, because tbx fandom is still torn whether motherfucker is just an insult or description for Seishirou
Random headcanon:
He wears sunglasses to save eyesight and 'put distance between himself and world around him'. But I'm sure Seishirou keeps sunglasses on regularly to turn blind eye to reason behind his blind eye, so to speak. Deep down he knows he moved in front of knife on impulse to protect Subaru and that deeply unnerves him. Of course all subconsciously, thus he'd rather not be reminded of that inner turmoil. Still it's rather ironic Seishirou and Subaru parted in TB with both leaving marks of reminder on each other's body. Subaru remembers Seishirou whenever he looks at his hands and Seishirou sure as hell remembers Subaru from time to time when he looks at his blind eye
Also I think Seishirou made bet on impulse based on deeply rooted wish for connection with another human being. Ofc he never became aware of said wish because it's ego-dystonic to him. He views emotions as weakness, love included.
General opinion:
😎🦅🌸🌈🚬
#thanks for ask#akira ijyuin#clow reed#seishirou sakurazuka#😎🚬🌈🌸🦅#wait i forgot about the part where we headcanon Akira's dad has to be related to Seishirou#akira has new uncle i guess
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I was tagged by @comerainxcomeshine thanks~
Tea, coffee, or soda?
Tea if I had to choose one but sometimes I want the fizz of soda
Dogs or cats?
I love both but I am becoming more of a catperson the older I get
Can you play an instrument?
Not anymore I used to play piano as a kid but never that seriously or intensively
What's your sun sign? Taurus
First song lyrics that came into your head.
Ring ding dong ring ding dong
Do you have any tattoos?
Not yet but wanna get some in the future
Favorite place you've traveled.
That’s hard uhhhh have had some great times in Paris but also in China when visiting family also had fun in London once but haven’t been back and that was only a day.
What's the last movie you watched? Everything Everywhere All At Once (It is worthy of all the hype)
What languages do you speak?
I speak Dutch and English fluently.
My mandarin is something I need to work on but I can talk to my grandparents and parents in it with some struggle.
Currently also trying to learn Korean and also retained some German from school but not a whole lot honestly.
Do you have any hobbies?
I pick up hobbies and then abandon them like the mess I am. Drawing is probably my one hobby but I haven’t finished something in a while(working on a bday present but I got health problems to deal with so it is so late now)
I have picked up a miniature greenhouse kit and also embroidery and trying to handsew something but all currently wip thanks to no energy health problems
You can hang out with one fictional character for an hour.
Ricky Matsui from dimension 20 the unsleeping city. I just need to hang out with him cuz he is just a good guy and I need some support rn ;-;
Compliment yourself.
Uhhhhhhhh I am pretty good at drawing and I have very cool hair :3
I'll tag no one but if u wanna do it consider yourself tagged 🩵
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Doll faceup below the cut aka i got a bit SILLAY w it and impulse ordered this guy w no concept of what i wanted to do and then had a silly time with the faceup
I ordered this Bobobie Apollo with not a ton of ideas other than I wanted to try my hand at the old style bjd faceups that were very dramatic and edgy because I ADORE how they look and he's an older sculpt! Along the way I decided I wanted to give him a sort of edgy style as well as a purple and teal (this eventually turned into green) color scheme.
First draft of the faceup with eyes photoshopped in (before i got the doll) vs the second draft (in which I decided I would figure piercings out later)
I then had um. Horrible terrible failures the first time I tried to do this faceup to the point where I just wiped it fully and set it aside for a few days. I wasn't used to the style nor working on white resin so it was a mess with blush and the lips. I then went in for the second try with a MUCH lighter blush and the goal to keep around the lips as clean as I could (both of those were big issues with my first attempt)
So I did what I do with faceups I prefer to be more natural, going one coat of sealant at a time (versus 3 coats) so the color shows up a lot less bright. The first coat was promising with the blush showing up how I wanted it and the brows were going pretty ok (hard to see here but i used a light grey pastel to slightly figure out how i wanted them placed)
The lips were coming along pretty perfectly by the time I hit my second coat of sealant and I was nearly ready to start on the brows (in terms of using watercolor pencils to draw the hairs)
The eyeshadow looks very scary in both versions of this faceup at first but I KNEW how I wanted it to look and it had to go through some rough patches before it got better. The brows were still VERY light by this point even with the hairs on them but it didn't worry me as I had a light purple wig that I'd bought for this doll so it would look ok if they were too light!
I added some lines to the lips using a watercolor pencil as well as some slightly darker colors to get the lips to that perfect color that reminded me of the older style goth faceups (goth used VERY loosely here). The shadows were still pretty scary but i knew that as soon as I added the black pastels on top that it would work out just fine. The brows were about as dark as I could get them, so this layer was pretty productive in terms of how much I finished.
The eyeshadow was FINALLY good and I made the lips a teensie bit darker since I hadn't put my gloss varnish on them yet (which is my very last step w lips when I do them). It was FINALLY time for acrylics which was also when a lot of the harder work came in (ie. The scar)
^ I finished the eyeliner but it's VERY hard to see from this angle and finished the scar (took pics of the whole process that I'll post separately since Tumblr photo limit 👍)
And then the finished product :)
I'm honestly VERY happy with how it turned out, it all came together really well in the end with what I was trying to do and I feel it has the early edgy bjd faceup aesthetic but also met the goals I jotted down when doing my mockup!
#bjd posting#twist rambles#the lighting in my room is atrocious im so so sowwy but i needed the wig to be in full view bc it is STUNNING#the eyes were fun to work with too like. i love the eye shop i use bc they do such a good job#dindrane
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OC askmeme: 7, 11, 14, 21, 25, 30, 32, 39, 49? (Oh gosh that's a lot I'm sorry)
Did you guys know I've got OCs? I got OCs
7. Are your OCs part of any story or stories?
Yes! I do have a scattering of OCs that aren't part of a major story I'm working on, but for the most part my OCs are part of a handful of stories I've got. Particularly these two guys at the moment!
11. Is there any OC of yours you could describe as a “sunshine”?
I was trying to think about this and honestly I can't think of anyone, really. Clearly I need happier characters?? I'll have to work on that and see if I can find a place for a sunshiney character.
14. Introduce an OC with a tragic backstory
Both of these kids have tragic backstories (it comes with being a vampire), but I'll introduce Vincent there on the right. If you've read Dracula then you know that he comes to England on board a ship and, over the course of the voyage, he kills the entire crew. Vincent's story was a few years after that time, but not many. He boarded a boat along with his older brother to come to America but he never made it alive. Unbeknownst to everyone, there was a vampire hiding on board...
When other passengers saw the strange bite marks on him, they bound his hands and feet and threw him overboard to prevent others from being infected. The ship sailed on without him. His brother started a life in his new country; he found a job, married, and had kids of his own, always trying to forget what had happened to his sibling.
Vincent did make it to shore, eventually, but he was already dead. Or rather, Un-dead.
21. Your most artistic OC
That might be Mollie Hawkins (aged 13). She illustrates her own entries in her field journals about the fantastical creatures she comes across or rescues.
25. The OC that resembles you the most (same hobby, height, shared like/dislike for something etc?)
Ilich, the third kid in my vampire trio, was created in middle school to be a lot like me. Shy, few friends, loves animals, loves to read, etc. I've ended up struggling a lot over the years to make her more interesting.
30. Which one of your OCs would most likely have a secret stuffed animal collection?
Terry, probably. He'd find them comforting and huggable when he doesn't want touch from anyone else.
32. Which one of your OCs would be the most suitable horror game protagonist and why?
Ethel Sullivan is the closest I have, I think. She can communicate with ghosts, but sometimes it's very taxing and leaves white streaks in her hair. She gave up on trying to get ghosts to leave her alone and now helps them move on, or figures out how to defeat them if they're dangerous.
39. Introduce any character you want
Some of my OCs are from dreams I've had. Though unnamed in the original dream, Morra is a short, motherly creature living in a cursed house. She's aligned with the earth element and loves cleaning, collecting colorful gemstones, and griping about fairies.
49. Which one of your OCs would most likely enjoy memes
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Vue, the "cat." If a meme is clever, he'd love it.
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hey there !! may I get a romantic matchup for your 200 followers event ?? thank you <3<3
I'm a 5'0 very pale, lil chubby, black to red split-dye long hair, blue eyed transgender gay enby. I look tired almost always, and I have a resting bitchface (no idea until now lol). My MBTI is ISFP 4w5, and I'm on the gemini/cancer cusp. I love collecting things, such as plushies, rubber ducks, and knives. I know those two first things are childish but they comfort me a lot and they're just super fun to collect !! I collect knives because I think they're cool and I like showing them off. I would never use them to harm or threaten anyone, I'm not that kind of person. I also love bugs & cats, my two favorite things ever !! Bugs are my friend and I love finding them under rocks and such. I love praying mantis' and spiders especially, they have a beauty non-bug lovers don't understand bwahaha. Cats are cute lil' guys and I have two of my own, so I'm a little biased. They're like my kids and I care for them sooo much. My hobbies include drawing, writing, playing slime rancher & sims 4, listening to music, and outdoor activities. Such as going to theme parks (I love rollercoasters sm), random cool museums in my city, and hiking/skiing/those sorts of things. I'm willing to try anything once and I'm almost always down for a fun adventure like that. I like the warmth, being alone, sleeping, being useful to others, watching shows, being with animals, and just being outdoors generally. I hate HATE the cold and I hate people who forget things easily and just can't plan very well. I'm flexible with plans sometimes but I get very discouraged easily and may just cancel on spot. Now for my personality, I'd say I'm quite reserved and shy when you first meet me! I prefer to talk in body movements/motions instead of verbally, that's just how I am. However I have no problem with addressing older people for some reason. I take a while to trust people and to warm up generally, even if I like them. I have a hard time starting conversations and can cover up my awkwardness by laughing or just going "yeah". When I warm up to people though, I am very chaotic and a mess. I do almost anything to make people laugh and I love doing stupid stuff that I'll regret in a day. I never make jokes about my friends and I never insult anyone in them, I don't go too far. I love my friends and I'd never hurt their feelings like that. I'm always there to listen to them but I mainly enjoy helping them with their problems than sitting down and comforting them. I have a slight temper but I am becoming good at controlling it. I stand up for what I believe in and I'm not afraid to cut somebody off entirely if they do something that's just totally wrong. I gain emotional attachments easily and I'm very easy to scare or make cry; I'm pretty sensitive. In private I'm a very cuddly person and I adore physical affection & quality time more than anything else. PDA Isn't my thing and I prefer to be left alone in that sense, but if I'm feeling happy, I like hand holding and small kisses.
Hope that was enough! Thanks!
Hello. My apologies for taking a few longer than I would've like on these. I got sick and just recovered. Anyways I hope you enjoy and have a fantastic day or night. If you don't like your match up results please take it with a grain of salt.
Your match up would the one and Oni Itto:
Hear me out on this one tho Itto is very loud and likes being the center of attention you two would contrast very nicely with one another with your personalities. Itto likes animals and has a vast collection of different things and encourage you to continue collecting. He'd also ask you to go onikabuto hunting with him. He would be so excited for you to meet his gang. He's positive you and Shinobu would get along well too. No need to fear coming off awkward or not knowing how to start a conversation when you first get to know him. He has got you covered on that. He may act annoying at first until someone like Shinobu points out to him you are shy. That doesn't stop him from trying to do everything in his power (and maybe things out of his control) to be your friend. He would have respect for you when you stick up for what you believe in. Itto would find your high cute. He would also claim you match with the red in your hair. He may get in trouble a lot but he doesn't mean any harm. If you have to defend your beliefs he'll be your hype man and back you up. You'd be accepted into the gang and become apart of their little family. Though from what you said you'd mainly hang out with Shinobu and Itto. PDA might be a thing you have to remind him not to do a few times but once he gets it he won't slip up. If he messes up he can apologize sometimes a bit reluctant but he'll still apologize. You'll also be able to relax in knowing the fact if he or anyone else makes you cry he is the first person by your side to comfort you. He'll also try to make you laugh and make the perpetrator(s) apologize as well. Quality time with you would be one of his favorite because of the cuddly and domestic behaviors. Over all a very balanced and well intended relationship where you help each other out.
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This took longer than I thought it would. This is a list of all the Pokemon I've used throughout my entire Insurgence run. I tried to prioritize new forms over older Pokemon, but jesus this might just be the most I've rotated over a single game. Minus Mew- but he's our buddy so I feel like he has to be included.
Sort of a mini review under the cut- I enjoyed it, but I do feel like there's places where improvements could be made.
Insurgence feels like a classic "try-hard" edgy fan game, but in reality it hasn't been out for too long, at least since XY and ORAS though. Its a bit "3 Edgy 5 me" with all the cults and stuff, but I respect it for a very passion filled story, maps to explore (including mode7 for a soaring map, WOW, that's very cool), character customization, but probably my main draw was the Delta Pokemon- which were regional variants BEFORE regional variants came out, and are basically mutated or experimented Pokemon. Lots of creativity goes into each and every design, and the fakemon quality is immense. The designs are edgy, but I LOVE edgy designs.
The gameplay is very hard, even on easy mode, and you'll probably be doing a LOT of grinding- but its kind of rewarding when you either figure out a good strategy to beat an opponent or go through an anime training arc in a secret base with a guy with a bunch of masochistic Audino to gain some serious levels and steam roll the team that gave you trouble before.
The game has some neat options, including a difficulty level setting (mind you, again, easy is still hard but closer to a traditional Pokemon game for the most part. I played Normal until the Elite 4), and surprisingly an option to keep the story dark or to cut it back a tad. There's also character customization if you're into that- personally i liked most of the beginning options best, so I just kept my guy as is.
I have a few gripes- mainly that Delta Pokemon are so few and far between in comparison to the older Pokemon, or there's a bunch that are only available AFTER you've beaten the main game. Unlike variants, Deltas are usually one encounter captures- which don't get me wrong, most of the encounters all have some pretty great stories attached, but I would have enjoyed being able to build a team with more variety earlier on.
Still, what's here is great- In particularly I LOVE my Mega Delta Charizard and my Mega Delta Typhlosion- MDTy in particular feels like it gets a mega on top of its mega due to a form change it gets in darkness or rain. I also love all of the story rich post game content and new areas to explore, and being able to fight certain characters as well.
I know Azurite has kinda gone... Ghost? I guess? But apparently it's going to be a mostly fakemon focused followup made by a similar team. I wanna play it!
Overall a 7/10 experience.
Now... For the "Cool Club" Army- or the team.
No blurb about each team member because that'd take forever, but I'll go down in order of Hall of Fame, new species, then older ones
HOF- All Deltas
Mega Charizard/Ghoulzard, Ghost/Dragon
Mega Typhlosion/Sparky, Electric/Steel
Scizor/Sickle, Ice/Fighting
Crustle/Cake c:, Fairy/Normal
Haxorus/Anchor, Water/Steel
Metagross/Aureliag, Bug/Ground
Other important Members, all Deltas
Quagsire/Jacky, Grass/Fire
Muk/Crusty, Ground (Horsea minion form)
Hydreigon/N*Sync, Ground/Poison
Gallade/Electra, Electric/Ice
Ambipom/Tricky, Ghost/Normal
Non Deltas, in no particular order
Mew/MewMew
Lucario/Kyago
Feraligatr/Dundee
Typhlosion/Tindr
Butterfree/CantBelieve
Golem/Geoffany
Persian/Pen
Shiny Hydreigon/Da'Bee'Uls (pronounced "The Beetles" in a stereotypical Bri'ish accent)
Electivire/Thundervolt
Nidoking/Buddy
Anyways, I edited my sprite using official sprites to sort of match the MC (hence the purple hair).
The rest were pulled directly from the game files. Massive kudos to each and every artist involved in the fakemon production. I'd love to see these fakemon in a future project so I can use them some more.
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1, 2, 12, 15 and 24 for mikoto, kaiser, sae, azul and aki if that's okay^^
Thank you for these, Lina! <3
1. Why do you like or dislike this character?
Mikoto: Mikoto is just a guy. His design is cute, he's so silly, so clueless. Someone help him. As of now, it seems as though he really didn't have anything to do with his murder, so maybe he really is the only normal prisoner in milgram.
Kaiser: ...What do I even say about him. I think I have a thing for flamboyant blondes with a superiority complex. That was the archetype for my first anime crush haha 😀 His tattoo is great. His hair? Not so much. Especially his original haircut before Ness changed it. Also. Um. His method of thinking of a way to beat Isagi was...🧍🏻Man is not okay. I can't wait to see his tragic backstory.
Sae:🧍🏻🧍🏻🧍🏻 I like how in Rin's flashbacks, Sae isn't so outwardly affectionate or doting. Like, you can see his cold and aloof personality but still understand his love for Rin. He shows it in the little things! I don't care much for the sibling dynamics where the older sibling is so loud in their loving, so Sae was an older brother that I can relate to more. 😀 Also, his bangs when he was younger are oddly cute. His bad luck is so funny too. I'd like to see his relationship with Rin improve tho. Come on man, its not that hard.
Azul: I've said before that I don't actually like canon Azul that much. I can admire his tenacity, and his dramatic tendencies are funny in small doses. His relationship with the tweels is so... Why can't they show affection normally? 🥲 But hey, at least they're having fun. Azul's way of talking does sound to me like a sleazy salesman trying to scam you. But its okay, his Halloween card makes up for everything.
Aki: I only watched the anime and exposed myself to some manga spoilers about major events, so I don't have much to go off on. But! ...He's so malewife. Get me a man like him. His backstory was um. The part where his parents prioritized his brother and told him to entertain himself because he's the older brother got to me. Yeah, his little brother was sick, that's fair. But ahhh the elder sibling trauma is- Okay, now let's talk about his topknot. No. I hate it. Why does his hair stand up like that. He's so hot, why is his hair like that? 😭😭
2. Favorite canon thing about this character?
Mikoto: His ghost drawing in minigram was super cute
Kaiser: The clear collar he wears in his manga cover 🤔🤔
Sae: His bad luck with ice cream sticks
Azul: He doesn't like nutritional food ahdskdjsdks help him
Aki: Seeing him go bowling in the csm op was...jarring
12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?
Mikoto: I believe in the trikoto theory 👀
Uh, I don't have headcanons for any other characters. I'll come across portrayals of them that differ from canon in fics that I like, but I don't actually have any headcanons of my own. Sorry, Lina. :(
15. What's your favorite ship for this character? (Doesn't matter if it's canon or not.)
Mikoto: The milgram shipping pool is so small hdsjkjsdksjs. 0909 compels me tho 👀 Whether platonic or romantic, its so angsty and complicated. They literally cannot communicate. Orekoto just wants to protect Bokukoto. He's trying his best and it isn't helping.
Kaiser: Kainess. Another toxic doomed yaoi ship, I'm quite predictable. I'm hoping that Kaiser will either start to treat Ness better or Ness will just up and leave Kaiser. Either way, I win. Or not, because Kaiser seems to be more likely to kill himself first.
Sae: Ryusae. Any ship with Ryusei in it will have chemistry because of his bombastic personality. Sae has been seen interacting with a grand total of 3 people during his time in the bl manga, and 1 of them is his brother. So my options here are literally just Aiku and Ryusei.
Azul: The octotrio hnggggg
Aki: I don't have any romantic ships for him. :0 The found family he had with Denji and Power was cute.
24. What other character from another fandom of yours that reminds you of them?
Mikoto: I tried thinking about it for a second and MIDORIYA IZUKU CAME TO MIND 🤯😨🤔 Take that how you will
Kaiser: Um. Afuro Terumi from Inazuma eleven.
Sae: Itachi from Naruto. I'm not even in the Naruto fandom, its just that Sae has been compared to Itachi a lot.
Azul: I... honestly can't think of anyone. He's one of a kind.
Aki: Megumi Fushiguro...
#tbh I watched csm and didn't like just about every character in it 0.0#also the site I used didn't have a few episodes? so I missed out on some content#Aki is only my favourite character because I don't know much about the minor characters#and didn't like everyone else that got more screen time... 😅#and yes I do know that every character is deeper beneath first glance#but that's hard to keep in mind when I feel nothing but pure annoyance when they're on screen#Makima scares me#✒ asks#reblog game
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It's funny how time changes things isnt it? One minute you're super close to everyone around you, you're busy with work, extra activies, extra chores, maybe you try to sleep in an extra few days that month...then before you know so many things have changed.
I feel bad that tomorrow is Indys birthday tomorrow and no one is really trying to hang out. I just feel like over the last year shes done nothing but expect us all to do what SHE wants...now everyone's tired and dont want to go and spend a ton of money on a night out when we can be at home doing the same for not even half the price. I love her, but life is hard as it is. WHY can't she be a better friend to us all? I'll never get it. Weve all been so nice to her as well and i think she just MUST have control, but the thing is we all just want to be able to be ourselves. I feel bad, i feel like Sarah is always going to break down and do what she wants...even Fernando. Im pretty sure that's why she gets upset with me, because the second i feel like youre trying to be in control of me..or make me feel less then, i just wont come around. Its actually that simple for me. I have such a hard time being around most women that are older then me.
I also feel like mr. dub is literally constantly lying to me. I cant stand it. Ive never met someone so exhausting to be around besides my own blood relatives. i suppose that's used to draw me to him. I used to love how much he reminds me of my father. ..now all it does is stress me out. Its a drag actually. Looking back im not even sure why i clinged on so tight, besides the fact that he truly reminds me of my dad. the devil.
I hope one day i can forgive them both for all the pain they have caused me over the years. It's even more exhausting to constantly relive through all that pain. I think my dad used to be one hell of a man. He was full of courage, love, and excitement. He hated people but he would give the shirt off his back if he felt like he should. Sometimes i wonder what really happened in his head in 2010...what made him so unhappy all of a sudden...was it really his marriage to Angela? Was it money? Did he really hate all of us at home all the time? or did he hate the fact that we weren't home enough? I wish he wouldn't of shoved me away so much. Some days its hard to love myself because i wonder why he raised me to be someone he was going to hate for the rest of his life. Its funny too, considering he never can go a week without talking his mommy. Yet, he expects his own children to be able to live a life without him, any guidance, etc. I wish i didn't hate him, I wish i could just forget about him completely. Anyway, more on that later...
Also, why the fuck are men so God damn gross?! AND fucking just pathetic most days. I truly dont get it. NO one wants to see you little dick, no one wants to hear about your stupid fantasies, no one gives a fuck about what you look like without a shirt and pants on. I mean good grief....The amount of guys that grossly still hit me up from high school...talking about 'wow i would love to see you, ya know i had a big crush on you back then' like yea yea yea sure sure sure...baby go get off somewhere else and leave me alone. I find it sad. Maybe guys really do have that hard of a time to find someone that they can sleep with on the regular...but truthfully they shouldnt be hitting people up from 10 years ago because they are horny. Its disgusting and sad. SO SO sad. Yall need Jesus. Well thats all for now, im going to go shower and maybe cut my babies hair. <3
you're loved, you dont need your dad or any other man for that matter to tell you otherwise. IM sorry people have always let you down, maybe one day when youre gone, they will actually miss you. stay strong, keep smiling, and for the love of God, finish the lost boy tonight.
XO, Ashh
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