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Sorry but my phone died…
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“The real game will begin momentarily… Stay tuned :)”
Costas Mandylor as The Warden in Death Count(2022)
#gifset#robo gifs#< that’s a new one! never thought i’d be posting gifs on here but i couldn’t find any of this character#so i made my own :]#the warden#death count#there’s no way there’s an actual tag for this movie so i’ll tag the actor i guess ??#costas mandylor#this movie was. strange and not very good but i REALLY enjoyed this character#he’s such a freak i loved how sadistic and yet kind of childish he was like the way he’d smile giddily as he tortured people#as for the movie as a whole it felt very very confused about what point it was even trying to make#liked the concept of a killer game show host having an audience control the fates of the contestants#but the plot itself kind of bogged it down and it was too heavy handed about social media being bad while not making an actual point about i#didn’t mean to turn this into a film review oops
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Stupid silly FDS edits :P
#satomizu#touhou#touhou project#東方#東方project#mizuchi miyadeguchi#satori komeiji#foul detective satori#cheating detective satori#gay spirit? gay spirit.#I posted this to twt and it gained a lot of traction and then I remembered I have Tumblr and was like#yeah I guess I’ll put this here too#continue the propaganda#the infection#YOU.#you should draw satomizu.#ooooo ooooooooo you know you want to oooooooo you reaaaally want to#anyways off to die for another very long extended period of time byyyyyye#I only pop on to occasionally check some tags lol!!!!!#byyyyyyyyyyye#raymoojabber#raymooedit#I’m gonna kms over the formatting I don’t know how this app works ugh#nvm I fixed it yay!!
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#sure i’ll post this here#zomb’s dialogue boxes#and i’ll put tags on it too!!#I GUESS#deltarune#susie deltarune#ralsei deltarune#ralsusie#susei#<- is that a common name i dunno#i’m going to schedule this so i can be surprised#edit : i am surprised it worked
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i know the fascism intrinsic to zionism is obviously apparent on the face of it but it is really illustrative of Something that it has my so-called liberal father posting links to fucking prageru videos trying to manufacture consent for the murder of palestinian children
#i seriously dont know what to fucking do anymore i feel so lost and bleak and cant go to anyone with it#one of the posts was so deeply disturbing i find it utterly unforgivable. one of the most truly depraved things ive ever read#hopeless fruitless pointless#i cant fight him but i cant just smile and wave. Whats my option here. Cage cage forever.#i dont think i can ever forgive this and the worst part is i cant forget it lol#when we first started fighting when i was in high school it was about zionism!!! that was pointless too#but when he said shitty things then i didnt have a record of what he was saying. i’ll have this screenshot forever#how am i supposed to talk to him tomorrow without sobbing. Lol.#i have to go blow my brains out#delete later. I guess
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Ok don’t mind me since I’m feeling feverish but my temp is normal but I uh, need a favor.
I’ll probably delete this later but please, show me something, anything, to help me not want to try quitting art again…
My accounts are all totally inactive, I don’t make much money if at all but most of all I’m not feeling what I need to feel as I prepare to draw stuff.
My frequent illnesses have made everything worse and I had no motivation to work through them. Something is clearly missing…
Maybe I’m just sick again but I’m not in need of another break. I just stopped drawing for two more months due to circumstances outside of my control for rest and recovery.
#text post#delete later#long post#about my artistic future I guess#I’ll ask you all here too because it’s one of the only other places i established connections#this readjustment phase is extremely difficult
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🙄🙄🙄
#bro idk what else to do lmao#sorry for not posting 1749 gifsets a day sorry for not having energy sorry for having a job that’s incredibly demanding and taxing#like i went from one gif series that was 8 months long to this current gif series that’s 18 months long#and it’s just fruitless lmao i’m never part of any community ever#i’m sorry i don’t reach out as much i’m so so so tired all the time#i have 2 days off a week and they’re spent sleeping#idk what to do i don’t Owe anyone my time that’s such a huge thing for me#but also like how the fuck am i This invisible#it’s always look at all these amazing people. and emmeline is here too i guess idk i forgot#i work so hard to make content of people i love and enjoy#esp for a member that often doesn’t Get the same amount of content made#and it’s just feels like Shit to get constantly overlooked#bc of idk i’m#sorry if i did something to make anyone upset i just try to stay in my lane#but it hurts so badly to always be excluded#like So fucking badly#when i work so hard and have been working so hard#idk i’ll just never fit in i guess#tbd
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Man 😔
#you find out your childhood friend is moving to Spain and you’re just like 😭#happy for her fr but it got me thinking tbh#like I want to be able to go to places too and just idk be something I guess#my other childhood friend is studying to become a teacher and teach English in France#and I’m like damn that’s the coolest thing ever but I’m also like when can I get that kind of opportunity fr 😭#I want to be something I want to stand out and do something with this degree#I don’t want to be stuck here forever where all the shitty memories are#I want to move to another place and reach out and do something with my life#I can’t be the only one out of my old friends to be rotting away in the same place I’ve always been#I’m hoping with these internship opportunities I’ll be able to do something meaningful#otherwise I’ll probably have to go back to my shitty job and I really don’t want to do that 😭#my posts
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Based on this wonderful fic by @topftopf
#haikyuu!!#akaashi keiji#tsukishima kei#aktsk#akatsuki#akatsukki#bokuakakurotsuki#things ive made#hq#ughh I think I forgot akaashi’s umbrella but it’s too late now#this fic is soo funny!! the whole collection is 😭😭😭#on an unrelated note#they’re about to pass the law in Russia that bans all gay propaganda but I guess no one I. their right mind would check tumblr for that#so I guess I’ll keep posting stuff here and on Twitter too#idk about vk tho#might have to delete or archive things there hmm#also not very excited about more homophobia to come#y’know
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I’ve been wanting to experiment with noses more for a while, so I finally sat down and forced myself to doodle some concepts.
#keese draws#oc posting#oc art#oc#ocs#eternal gales#band posting#<- technically since yori and kou are here lol#I’ll still need to mess around a bit more#but I think I’m liking this direction in style change#mostly because I’ve noticed I rly struggle with portraying the noses I want for some of my characters#mase in particular was the character that made me most realize I need to work on noses more#also yes I did draw his hair a bit differently mostly since I feel like the top bit of his hair fit poorly with the rest#his hair was always meant to be very loosely tied so it looking so short/pulled back doesn’t make#much sense to me#so idk I might be redesigning him very lightly?#either way he is soooo due for a new ref along with aris so I might do those soon#after those two I think most of the human kids will have updated refs?#well ok I guess with nose style change a lot of refs will be outdated again but shhhhh#oh wait the snake triplets need a new ref too I forgot#oh and for other human characters momoko also needs a new ref#yuriko and kou could also use them a lil bit but they don’t super need the
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i promise I’m a huge proponent of blocking and curating your experience etc and yet it also seems like I complain all the time sorry asdgjkhkl but this fandom has genuinely made me paranoid about following or reblogging anyone new lest I be blockt n cancelled yet again for the associating w the wrong ppl crimes I seem to have committed several months ago when I got into foblr. which is kinda a bummer
#sorry I genuinely feel like I whine all the time and I really do believe in blocking n curating lol#but like I’m a chill nice person I just want to see content of the thing I���m into and I’m getting gradually cut off from a huge chunk of pp#so its just making me feel like a crazy person man!!#Truly I have block me if you want in my bio and I stand by it lol but it feels like it’s never ending and idk man#i maintain my relative innocence here! I’m just here for a good time! how did I end up at the pariah table#sigh thanks chill freaks n weirdos for being chill. promise I’ll shut the hell up now don’t get hurt don’t u get hurt. lol#also sorry if I like reply to your posts n act like I’m your friend but you’re actually like uh stop#talking to me you’re not my friend go away. i just like genuinely want to have friends and I’m awkward as hell#god this is so stupid and long and I feel like a cringefail fool but what can you doooooo#I’ll make some gifs or something this weekend. i like making things I like being in fandom! but man. it’s been a bit of a struggle here#(foblr lol)#anni rambles#I’m not actually sarcastic and cool and disaffected enough to fully be like LOL WHATEVER IDC even though I partially have that spirit#I’m too earnest and soft for the real haters n freaks n too much of a freak for like. the clique I guess lol
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sometimes I get worried that whatever is wrong with me will kill me and the thing is it’s not an unfounded concern and that’s what really scares me
#Oh well though#if I die I guess I’m glad I lived at all#Or something corny#I probably won’t it’s probably fine#I just wish we could figure out what it is so if i am dying at least I’ll know#Somehow not knowing makes it worse#I guess I should make me peace with death anyways it happens to everyone eventually#Fuck though dude#If I die I’ll have never gotten to do any of the shit I actually wanted to do#I’ll probably die here too#No fucking answers so maybe im mourning myself for nothing#Ugh#fuck#i hate this#Maybe I just have arthritis though the fact that my thing is progressive is concerning#Sorry for the heavy post at 2:00 am gents I’m having a real one#vent#physically disabled#mortality#Is that a tag#Whats the tag you use when you’re unspecified progressive disability makes you fear for your life#I gotta come to terms I just gotta just in case#Rip me I lived I laughed I loved
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i’m not like other girls, my “Rest” stats are a heart rate of 110bpm and a HRV of 14 fucking milliseconds. :)
#Seven’s Public Diary#vent#vent post#cw vent#cw vent post#cw health#cw heart#i’m so stressed :) i am soooo fucking stressed and my body is Suffering because of it#i want to just lay here and stare at the ceiling but. maybe a little venting will help#sighhhh wish [N]MbD Sun were here to obsessively fret over me#he can be mean about it idc. at least i’d have someone acknowledging how bad things are for me#sometimes i wonder when the last time was that my body Wasn’t in fight or flight to some degree#have i Ever actually relaxed#hhhhhhh c-ptsd is a bitch#anyways there’s so much to vent about but i’m. doing my best to be vague. i need to be more vague about things#a lot of stuff i can’t vent about anyways. it’s too personal#so instead i’m gonna complain abt how i haven’t been able to play Genshin or Star Rail for nearly a month now#and about how slowly my back is recovering. it’s like every time i re-injure/have a flare up. it heals.. worse. slower and lesser#i dunno how it’s ever gonna get better. truly better. maybe i’ll live with this forever#if being fat is the problem which is definitely partly is. then yeah i’m fucked#all of my problems just make each other worse and i don’t know where the way out of it all is#every time i think i’ve found it i’m wrong and i just make it all worse#anyways as soon as i figure out how to strengthen my core without breaking my back. it’s over for u bitches#‘u bitches’ being uh. all of the shit that needs doing that i cannot physically fucking do right now#i miss being able to sit down. and i’m Regretting de-converting my standing desk back to sitting bc now. i cannot use my PC#which means i can’t fucking do a some of my work or play my silly little gacha games and i’m mad abt it#i’m mad abt a lot more serious things too but again. can’t talk abt it so i’m gonna focus on trivial shit instead#anyways. sorry as always to everyone i haven’t spoken with lately. and in general. i’m so drained from the Everything that i just. can’t.#it shouldn’t be this hard for me to stay in touch w ppl but. it is. guess i’ll add that onto my list of things to be stressed about#i’m so tired of everything man. and i hate being so negative and mean when im stressed & in pain. makes me feel like im becoming my father
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sometimes autism is fun and sometimes you decide to go to bed at midnight but then at 11:30 you see a post fighting misconceptions on your special interest and then you wake from a fugue stare at 2 am finding you just wrote a college-length essay on nuclear accidents
#I wanted to fix my sleeping schedule :(#the siren call of somebody misunderstanding your special interest#but now I’m tired AND all worked up from my greatest fear#also I guess like. good for me that my greatest fear is no longer failure now it’s ionizing radiation…which I am obsessed with#I’d ask if anybody has any documentary recs but I’ll be honest I’ve probably seen all of them#you can’t imagine what it was like for me when hbos chernobyl came out like#I’d seen every documentary most of which were eh in quality and were mostly about trying to explain the explosion#and then here comes this high budget super long docuseries with dramatic actors playing the entire fallout (no pun intended) of Chernobyl…#it’s not like a kid in a candy store it’s like a kid in a town made entirely of candy#this rant is not at all helping me go to sleep#oh shit I forgot I just drank a bunch of Mountain Dew with dinner yeah that’s probably part of this too#if you need to know anything about me this post can pretty much sum up my whole personality lol
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i remember that a long time back like a REALLY long time back when i still had mmd on my computer i had this elaborate joke in my head about an end credits dance scene for zero time dilemma that just never came to fruition. like delta would be busting it the fuck down. anyhow i finished the resolution route in aitsf today
#GOD i’m fucked. it was very good#mizuki and iris and hitomi and date. rotating them in my mind#morbidly fascinated by pewter too in case you couldn’t tell but he doesn’t get too much outside of the iris route#which is strange because every single situation with renju was so fucked#but WHATEVER because mizuki sweep and you all have no idea#i just made an appreciation post for mean child characters like a week ago. can’t think about her route without exploding a little#i’ll probably play nirvana initiative at some point soon#she’s on the cover but so is that one guy that everyone talks about instead. here’s to hoping she doesn’t get sidelined i guess#aitsf#j txt
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