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Amelia Shepherd x fem!reader Warnings: 18+ MINORS DNI (NSFW), sex, oral sex, hella eating out, fingering, etc., mentions of anatomy/body parts, some explicit language, post-pregnancy times (please let me know if I've left anything out!) Word Count: 2.0k
Summary: You're six weeks postpartum, and your doctor has cleared you for sex, but you're worried that it might not be the same anymore. Amelia assuages all of your worries. 😉
Request Info: This was requested by an anonymous user, but the request itself accidentally got deleted! The user also requested that the reader be an ortho surgeon and a third twisted sister. Whoever you are, I hope you find this, and I'm so sorry to have lost your original request!
“You’re good to go,” your OBGYN declared, finishing up your 6-weeks postpartum checkup.
You raised your eyebrows at her. “As in, good to go?”
She laughed. “Good to go, as in cleared to resume any and all sexual activity as you feel ready for it.”
You nodded and repeated it to yourself. “Good to go…”
But as you left Grey-Sloan, making a quick stop at the ortho unit to say hello to the nurses and the other attendings, you couldn’t help but wonder if you really were good to go. Sure, you missed sex with Amelia. You missed her body, missed connecting with her in that way, but you were also so self-conscious. You hadn’t had any major tears or anything, but you had shoved a human head out of your vagina less than two months ago. It was bound to be different down there. It felt different. What if sex didn’t feel good anymore? What if it never did? Or, even worse, what if it looked or felt different for Amelia, and she didn’t like sleeping with you anymore?
You decided to text Meredith and Cristina about it, as you so often did about any and everything.
Y/N: You guys I’ve been cleared for sex
M: Yay!
C: Good for you bitch
Y/N: I’m kinda scared tho…
M: Aw, why?
Y/N: Does it hurt after? Or like idk was Derek weirded out?
C: It feels like I could have been left out of this conversation
M: Shut up Cristina we’re being supportive! And no Y/N it didn’t hurt. You just have to take it slow and do what feels good at the time. And stop if it doesn’t feel good.
C: You don’t have a dick to deal with so you should be okay
M: CRISTINA
Y/N: I mean tbh we have several
M: Ew she’s my sister I didn’t need to know that…
C: I need to know more…
You shook your head and smiled. You decided that you might as well try, if Amelia was up for it. And there was no question that Amelia was up for it. She’d powered through like a champ, but before this, the longest you’d gone without having sex was two weeks and that was only because you’d been brought in as a specialist on a case at another hospital.
When you walked into the apartment, everything was quiet–a rarity at your house these days. You crept through the rooms, looking for Amelia and Pippa, and finally found them in the nursery. Amelia held Pippa to her chest, bouncing her softly as she slept, little chubby cheeks pressing out like she was blowing bubbles.
You placed a hand on Amelia’s back and kissed her on the cheek. You nodded toward Pippa, eyebrows scrunched.
“I just can’t bring myself to put her down,” Amelia whispered. “How was your appointment?”
“Good.”
Amelia stared pointedly at you. “Good good?”
You nodded, smirking.
If Pippa had not been tiny and fragile, Amelia would have tossed her into the crib like a football.
She placed the baby gently on her back in the crib, then crashed into you with the force of a tidal wave–or six weeks of no sex.
She pushed you into the hallway wall, shutting Pippa’s door behind her, and pressed into you, her mouth and hands desperate. She ran her tongue up and down your neck and back to your mouth and yanked your shirt over your head. God, you’d missed this. You’d missed her. Even though she’d been right here next to you the whole time. She groaned as she pushed herself into you, and you smiled into her kiss.
At this rate, Amelia would be finished before you even had a chance to make it to the bed.
“No, no!” she whined as you pulled away, her blue eyes pleading desperately with you.
“Come to bed, Amy,” you teased, taking her by the hand and leading her to the bedroom.
You gently removed her clothes and pushed her onto the bed. “You first,” you said.
She grabbed at your face hungrily as you leaned over her, kissing you with all the fervor of someone who’s love has been lost at sea for several years. She gasped and arched her back as your hand grazed over her clit.
You couldn’t help but smile at how needy she was, her hips bucking into your hand as you held it still, cupping her heat.
“Y/N, don’t fucking tease me,” she scolded, her voice stuttering. “It’s been way too long for that.”
“Oh, you don’t like that?” you said, smug. It was not often that Amelia was this powerless in bed. Usually it was the other way around, so you were enjoying this moment.
She grabbed your face, rough, and then soft as she ran her hand through your hair. “Just finish me already so I can get inside you.” She pulled your face closer, her breath hot in your ear as she whispered. “I’ve missed the taste of you.”
You’d never switched gears faster. No more power trips, just getting Amelia off as quickly as possible.
You kissed and licked your way down her body, intoxicated by the way she pushed into you and pulled you closer. By the time you reached her center, she was panting and glistening and you knew it'd only be a matter of minutes before she was absolute putty.
You pressed soft kisses into her inner thighs, then closer and closer until she was nearly bursting with the want of you, so that when you finally, finally, wrapped your mouth around her clit, she nearly lost her mind. You held her hips in place as she moaned, licking your way through her, around her, inside of her until she was shaking in your arms, hips rolling to meet your tongue. And for the final touch, you slipped two of your fingers inside of her, curling down and around, just how you knew she liked it. Her hands were gripping your hair so hard you thought might pull it out. “Y/N!” she gasped, her breath coming out in short, sharp moans as she came on your fingers. You smiled as you buried your face in her, guiding her through her high and back down again.
“Holy shit,” she breathed, her chest still heaving.
“Good?” you asked, already knowing the answer, as you wiped your mouth.
She nodded, still struggling to catch her breath. “Give me a second.”
You lay down next to her, feeling wildly pleased with yourself, especially when Amelia rolled over on top of you and pressed her mouth into yours, moaning as she tasted herself on your lips.
But as she worked her way down your body, anxiety shot through you.
You grabbed her hand. “Amy, wait…”
She looked up at you, concerned.
“You don’t have to,” you said, avoiding her eyes.
“I know I don’t,” she replied, still looking at you curiously. “I want to. I’ve wanted to for months.”
“I think…” you stuttered. “I think I’d really rather you didn’t.”
Amelia’s eyebrows furrowed. “Hey,” she said, laying down next to you and propping herself up on her elbow so she could see your face. “What’s going on?”
“I’m just not ready.”
“That’s fine, but you seemed super ready about two minutes ago.”
You didn’t respond, fiddling with an edge of your comforter.
“Y/N,” she said, brushing your hair behind your ear. “Tell me what’s going on in that pretty head please.”
She took your hand and you played with her fingers for a moment before answering.
“I’m scared you won't like it.”
Amelia looked genuinely shocked. “You’re what now?”
“I got messed up down there,” you mumbled. “What if it’s not like normal for you?”
“Oh, babe,” she said, caressing your face. “You’re not messed up. You could never be messed up. You’re you and I love you. I love all of you.”
You stayed quiet.
“Honey,” she continued, more emphatic now. “Your body made a whole human. A human that is sleeping in the bedroom down the hallway. A beautiful, precious human that I love with all my heart and hope with all my heart stays asleep for a while so that I can get in there. She had her time. It's my fucking turn."
You couldn’t help but giggle a bit.
“Listen,” she ranted, excited that your mood was brightening and trying to make you laugh more. “I’m like the Lewis and Clark of vaginas, okay? The wilderness must be explored. I gotta get in there and get the lay of the land. And it might be new, right?”
You nodded, grinning and blushing.
“But new doesn’t mean bad. Lots of times new means better. So just… let me do my exploring, okay?”
“Okay,” you acquiesced.
Amelia was gentler with this attempt, slow and steady and worshipful as she moved down your body, taking her time especially at the place where your uterus still bulged, where new stretch marks had drawn their way across your abdomen. And when she got to your center, she was gentle there, too, mindful of your anxiety, mindful that it might take your body more time than usual to warm up.
She was loving and slow and obsessive, sighing with pleasure as she placed kisses along the inside of your thighs, on your clit, all over you. Amelia’s careful touch had washed away most of your anxiety, leaving behind your flushed face, the shuddering of your body each time her skin met yours.
And when finally, finally, she had you wet and whimpering, she dove in like a woman starved.
“Amy,” you breathed, lightly holding her head in your hands as you threw your own head back, your hips rising to meet her. You could feel her smile against you.
“You want more?” she asked, and you knew she meant, Do you want fingers or a strap or a toy or anything like that?
You shook your head. “No, just–” Your breath caught in your throat, replaced by a moan as the knot in your lower abdomen tightened.  “Just keep going.”
If there was one thing about Amelia, it was that she could eat you out forever. You’d been afraid that would change, but clearly your fears had been unfounded. She was insatiable.
“Amy–” you exclaimed, arching your back as your body approached the edge. You couldn’t even get the words out, just “Amy” over and over.
She reached up to grasp one of your hands in hers as you fell apart around her, Amelia lapping up every last bit of you.
You breathed heavily, watching as Amelia emerged from between your thighs, grinning like an idiot, her face an absolute mess.
You laughed as she wiped her face. “I take it your expedition went well?”
“God!” she exclaimed, flopping down beside you. “I missed you.”
“We literally have not been apart for weeks.”
“Okay, well, then I missed your vagina.”
You giggled, rolling over a bit to kiss her on the cheek. “You’re a dork.”
“Yeah, but I’m your dork,” Amelia retorted, pulling you in for another heated kiss.
You were interrupted then by a loud, crinkly wail through the baby monitor.
Amelia groaned, but you could see a smile creeping in. She stood and stretched. “I’ll go get her.”
“Amelia!” you hissed, throwing a pillow at her. “You can't bring her in here! We’re naked, and it smells like sex!”
“She’s six weeks old! She won’t remember!” Amelia nodded at you. “Go take a shower. Relax. Then we can switch. It's almost time to feed her anyway.”
You lay in bed a moment longer, waiting to hear Amelia on the baby monitor.
“Hello!” she cooed, her voice crackling through the speaker as Pippa continued to cry. “Hi, pretty girl! Oh, I know. I know. You want Mama? Let’s go see her. Oh, you love your mama, don’t you? Mommy does, too.”
You smiled, your heart full as you listened.
“We loooooove Mama, don’t we? Yes, we do. We love her so much.”
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jobrookekarev · 6 months
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Whistlin' Past the Graveyard
Chapter: One/One
Words: 1,252
Summary: Jo announced that she's pregnant during her and Alex's Halloween wedding, but this time she is pregnant.
Fandom: Grey’s Anatomy.
Relationship: Alex Karev/Jo Wilson.
Characters: Alex Karev and Jo Wilson
Rating: General Audiences.
Additional Tags: Fluff, Romance, Humor, Family, Love, One Shot, Happy Ending, Holidays, Marriage, Pregnancy.
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AN: So I finished this months ago and was like ‘oh I'll save it for Halloween’ and I got so into the Jolex Halloween fic that I forgot to post this! Anyway better late than never I hope you all enjoy because I've always said that this is how this scene should have been! 
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Jo looked through Alex’s books on the shelf behind his desk. She hadn’t gotten the chance to see her husband’s new office yet. It was very much like the one at Grey-Slone, but smaller and dirtier. He had a few wrestling magazines, some good management books, and Ped’s medical journals. She ran her fingers along the spines as she read the titles.
“Let's get out of here,” Alex said, coming into the room and letting the folder drop onto his desk. “Today was a nightmare.”
“Hey,” Jo said, reaching up and holding his face as he looked at her. “You are amazing. You are turning a house of horrors into a legit hospital, and I am sorry if those investors can't see that.”
“Well, don't be,” Alex said, raising his eyebrows and giving her a slight smile. “I'm getting a new research facility.”
“They gave you the funding?”
“Yeah, they said they were impressed with my ability to handle chaos.”
“They don't even know the half of it,” Jo said as she wrapped her arms around his neck. “They should visit your childhood.”
“Hey, you know what?” Ale said, as he pulled back from another kiss.
“Yeah?” 
“We should do something to celebrate,” Alex said, not telling her his plans just yet.
“Great. I am absolutely dressed for that,” Jo said, holding out the skirt of her dress before she looked up at him, seeing that familiar glint of trouble in his eyes. “What?”
“What time does the courthouse close?” Alex said with a smile as Jo tilted her head.
He held out his hand and Jo let him pull her away.
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They were standing in the courthouse together. Jo can hardly believe that they were doing this, but she was so giddy. She still loved standing there in her white dress, holding his hands and loving every word he said to her. She was so wrapped up in this moment. It was the perfect wedding and she couldn't even believe the courthouse was open this late much less on Halloween. Although she was possibly elated more so about the fact that she got Alex to actually wear the vampire teeth. She knew he did it only for her. 
It's not their wedding on the ferry boat at sunset. She didn't have the perfect white dress and they didn't have their friends and family, but it was an intimate moment that they would have forever. 
Finally, it was her turn to say her vows. They had the traditional vows as she repeated after the judge. She's been trying to think of the right thing to say to make her vows a little unique for him. The second the idea popped up in her head, she knew she had to do it. It would also surprise him and possibly scare him a little bit, but hopefully in a good way.
“For better or worse.” 
“For better or worse.” Jo repeated after him.
“For richer or poorer.”
“For richer… or pregnant,” Jo said in a single breath as she watched Alex take in her words. 
For a second he just stood there, gobsmacked. His eyes were wide and his lips parted. She wasn’t sure if he actually heard her. Although, judging by the look on his face he did. 
“What?” Alex asked, his voice muffled by the vampire teeth.
“I'm pregnant,” Jo said, confirming it to him with a nervous little smile. 
“Are you serious,” Alex asked, still surprised and Jo suddenly got nervous about telling him like this. 
“Yes,” Jo said, biting her lip as she nodded. “Why do you think I dressed up and have been following you around at work all day? I’ve been trying to tell you all day, but it’s been one catastrophe after another at the hospital. I didn't want to stress you out at work so I just figured I'd wait to tell you at home, but then you wanted to get legally married….”
Before Jo could say anything more, Alex cut her off with a kiss. He pressed his lips into hers and she could feel the excitement on his lips. He smiled against her lips and she pulled back to see him with a broad smile.
“You’re really pregnant?” Alex asked, sure of himself, but more so asking her to say it again.
“Yes, I’m pregnant,” Jo said with a matching smile that started to hurt her cheeks.
He looked down at her stomach and let go of one of her hands to reach down to hold her belly, rubbing his thumb in a little circle. There's nothing there quite yet, just the tiniest curve of her belly where her uterus was a little more prominent. She wasn’t sure if he could even feel it yet. 
“We're gonna have a baby,” Alex said, his voice giddy with his large smile.
“Yeah we're going to have a baby,” Jo said sighing in contentment as he leaned in and kissed her again. 
The officiant let them have their moment, but after their second kiss, he cleared his throat. They reluctantly parted, but Alex still smiled wide and happy and he kept his hand on her belly. Jo felt like she was floating on air. She was so happy at this moment and she can barely contain it. 
Jo looked over at him and smiled as she repeated her vows. “For richer or poor. “
Alex leaned in and she did too as their noses touch and they smile at each other. He gave her a little smile and held her belly through the rest of the preceding until they were finally officially and legally married. Alex leaned in and kissed her with lips full of passion. Jo melted into him with a little moan. As she let herself be consumed by his lips. She wrapped her arms around him and put one hand on his cheek, holding him against her for as long as possible. They only break apart when they're desperate for air. 
After they got out of the court, having filed all the correct documents and making sure everything was in order, Alex kissed her again as he led her out to the car, holding her hand. He pulled her against him as he kissed her against the car. He fumbled with the door handle until they fell into the backseat. Jo sat up with a laugh as he undid the ties on her dress and forced it open. 
Instead of his hands going to more intimate places, he smiled as he leaned down and stared at her belly. Jo easily smiled as she put her hand on his cheek, his eyes glance up at her before he looked back down at their baby. He put one hand over her bump, gently gracing her skin before he held the little bump. 
“Hey you,” Alex said as he leaned down and kissed her bump. “I'm your Daddy, it's nice to meet you.”
Jo reached up to tangle her hand in his hair as he leaned down to kiss her bump. “You're finally gonna be a dad.”
“And you're gonna be a mom,” Alex said with a smile as he came up and kissed her lips. “And don't worry because you're going to be an amazing mom, Jo.”
Jo smiled and sighed, she knew he was right and she was finally ready. She was going to be a mom and he was going to be a dad and they were going to have the family they always wanted.
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peridotglimmer · 2 months
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The toddler slept on time today and the wife was shoulders deep in med school stuff (tm) so I got time to write today! With my everlasting thanks to @diana-fortyseven for helping me make my native OC's German sound native, and to @emily-prentits and @crime-wives for their input on Addison's rental car. <3
Chapter Summary:
Addison and Meredith arrive in Bolzano.
Summary:
When Meredith's recovery after Elliott Bay looks like it will take much longer than anyone had hoped, an unlikely person takes her in.
Addison.
She sweeps both of them away from Seattle, away from the chaos, and across an ocean, into a part of her childhood, something she's never shared with anyone, not even Derek.
And perhaps they both will heal more ways than just physically, under the warmth of the Italian sun.
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misaverawrites · 2 years
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Hey can I please request an Amelia Shepherd X fem reader request.
Reader is a DeLuca and Andrew calls her for help with Amelia's brain tumour. (R is a double certified neuro and cardio surgeon, she's also the best neuro and cardio dr in Italy.) (Amelia can't act straight around her, basically has a gay panic moment everytime she's near the Italian dr.)
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Turn Me Inside Out (Amelia Shepherd x DeLuca!F!Reader)
summary: Amelia has a tumor and you need to be there for her, even if Grey-Sloan Memorial will disagree with you.
tags: established relationship, angst, fluff, spoilers for season 14 of grey's anatomy, amelia shepherd's brain tumor, deluca!reader, fem!reader, andrew and the reader are twins, canon divergence, the whole tumor thing is so much faster lol.
a/n: so reader is only a cardio surgeon, sorry! i still hope you enjoy this fanfic because i had a ton of fun writing it!
You missed everything about Italy, the sand of the beaches, the sweet air, something about the people, you missed it all. There were two things that Italy didn’t have that you loved more, Amelia Shepherd and one of the best cardiothoracic surgery programs in the whole world.
Unfortunately, when you’d heard Amelia had a brain tumor that was tricky at best, you worried that soon, you might lose half of the reason you’d fallen in love with America. You remembered when they’d told you that you couldn’t be in the O.R. with her to monitor her vitals, it felt like you’d had a heart attack, your heart almost stopped, you swore it had. Amelia couldn’t bare to look at you.
“Hey,” she’d asked you to stay back after, “I know Andrew called you in to monitor my heart function and-and all that while the surgery was happening, and our relationship kind of… well it kind of puts a wrench in that. If you wanted to go home-.” You stop listening, and you cut her off quickly, “No. Amelia, stop it. I’m not going home! If they needed me in there after they learned their stupid lesson and I’d gone home, I don’t know… I don’t know what I’d do with myself!” You put your head into your hands, sighing a bit, you look up to see Amelia with a wide grin on her face, laughing softly, “You know, you sound sexy even when you’re upset at me,” You laugh a bit with her, hitting her arm softly. “You say that to all the Italian girls,” You joke with her as she rolls her eyes, “Only the ones that I love.”
You smile at her wearily, you haven’t been together long, you wouldn’t want her to do that to placate you should she… should she die, “You don’t have to do that, Amelia. If you aren’t there yet.” Your hand holds her tightly, rubbing your thumb over hers softly. She shakes her head, smiling at you, “I don’t have to, but, I’m there. I love you, and you’d better make sure the way that Koracick shaves my head looks fucking cool.” You laugh a bit as you kiss her forehead, “Duh, that’s about the only say I’m getting in this surgery.”
You watched as Amelia was wheeled out, leaving you alone in her room. You sat for a while until you felt your phone buzz in your back pocket, you slid it out, only to see the contact: Andy… Andrew… Shit. You burst out of your seat, your fear carrying your feet down the hallway and into the O.R. hallway, past the red line on the floor and into the halls, you grab an O.R. mask, pull it on, and run into the O.R. “What is happening to her?” You hear Koracick groan as he chastises Andrew, “You called your big sister because you didn’t like a call I made?” Andrew sighs, “Her heart is getting arrhythmias, figured you should stay and check it. Koracick didn’t like that.” Tom rolls his eyes, “Look wonder twins, I know you two leaned on one another and all that but you can not tag team me with Shepherd’s girlfriend, I have it handled and I’m almost done!” He’s tense but working at a steady pace. You sigh, he has a point, and as a doctor, you know that you’d never let a patient's significant other do this at all. You turn out of the room until you hear Tom mutter something, “Fine. DeLuca, go scrub in, get some gloves on and monitor her heart rate, don’t make me regret this.” You nod, smiling to yourself as you scrub in. When you re-enter the operating room, you shoot your brother a small smile, one that he can discern even with your mask on. You hold Amelia’s hand as you watch her heart rate, for just a second, when you pick up her hand, it picks up before settling down. It’s the reaction to stimuli but it causes your heart to well up a bit. Tom chuckles a bit to himself, considering you for a moment, “You know that Amelia and me at one point-” You roll your eyes, “I did but right now really isn’t the time for that considering that you are wrist deep into her brain.” He rolls his eyes, “Touche. I just have to do this and…” You feel yourself hold a breath in for just a moment, “We’re good to close up.” You exhale, leaving Tom to eye you for a moment, “The two of you can step out now, thank you for your expertise, DeLuca.” You roll your eyes and smile at him, “I’ll be waiting in her room, Tom.” You and your brother step out, scrubbing out as you look over at him for just a moment, “Andy? Thank you for calling me in there… Even though Tom is definitely going to hate you for that later.” You laugh as he smiles at you, “Hey, I did it for you, just use those super-talented surgeon powers to get me out of the bind later?” You shoot him a wide smile and nod, “Always, brother.” When you finish, you and Andrew walk up to Amelia’s hospital room, being greeted by Meredith, Owen, and Maggie, also awaiting for Amelia to come up from surgery. They turn and look at the both of you with questioning stares, “She was perfectly fine, besides a few arrhythmias, she should wake up with absolutely no tumor and no risky behaviors.” Owen looks relieved and pulls you into a hug, you chuckle as he realizes what he just did, “Not there yet Owen, I’m still the new girlfriend and you’re her ex-husband.” He chuckles as you pull away, seeing Andrew and Meredith talking in hushed whispers by the door, the atmosphere changes when Amelia is wheeled into her hospital room. She’s more awake, though still groggy.
Koracick sighs, “You all need to stop crowding her, let me make sure she’s all there first.” You all take a collective step back, Andrew taking a step out alongside Owen backing away to being closer to the door. “Alright, Amelia… Do you know who the president is?” She nods, “Unfortunately, I do,” She laughs a bit, “Comment s'est passé l'opération?” She asks as you all share confused looks around the room for a moment, “Does she know French normally?” You ask as Owen shrugs, “She never knew French… I don’t think..?” Meredith suddenly lights up, “The Shepherd children all went to French preschool!” She practically squeals, dragging the attention from Andrew and Jo in the hallway, she quietly apologizes and Tom nods, “Besides the French, she seems to be… alert.” She’d reacted to Meredith’s loud exclamation prior as the rest of you had, as well as the regular post-brain surgery tests seemed to have gone swimmingly. After a bit of commotion, people slowly began to make their way out of her hospital room, all except for you, you kept your hand in hers as you lay against her lap, “I just wanted you to know… You did awesome in there, Amelia.” She laughs a bit, “High praise from the famous heart doctor.” You shake your head, “Being serious here, I just am happy that you’re okay.” She nods as you look up at her, she’s still a bit loopy but she’s all there.
“I’m also being serious here, I’d never leave you hanging like that, I’m here for you for as long as you want.” You smile, pecking her on the cheek, “I’ll be holding you to that, Amelia Shepherd.”
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schmico-daily · 2 years
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A Heart Like Yours: Fic Master List
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Title: A Heart Like Yours
Pairing: Levi Schmitt/Nico Kim, Schmico
Summary: Soon after getting married to Levi, Nico receives a phone call from his mother telling him his father has been diagnosed with end-stage lung cancer. As Nico and Levi leave Seattle to spend a month in Seoul, the knowledge of his father’s inevitable passing forces Nico to reflect on his own life and past.
Trigger warnings: Cancer, family trauma, domestic abuse, generational trauma
Playlist: Spotify (recommended), YouTube
Status: Ongoing
Latest update: 16 January 2024
Notes: Fic and chapter titles are inspired by the music of Juniper Vale
- Chapter 1: Break Me With The Truth
Chapter 2: Is Love Just Something I Say?
Chapter 3: All The Bells Call Me Home
Chapter 4: You Hold Me Down
Chapter 5: Be My Nightfire While I Close My Eyes
Chapter 6: No Need To Hide
Chapter 7: A Timeless Place
Chapter 8: Is My Heart Like Yours?
Chapter 9: The Last Time
Chapter 10: Can You Feel My Love
Chapter 11: Moving On With A Patched Up Heart
Chapter 12: My Heart Is Like Yours
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arcturusreads · 1 year
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I Will Wait For You - Merhayes
pairing: meredith grey x cormac hayes word count: 1395 request: yes/no prompt/summary: meredith opens up to some people about her split with cormac and realises that maybe she cared more than she was letting on a.n: still not over them. will never get over them. ao3: saiwriteswords
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“Panic attacks?”
“Yes.”
“So, you two are on pause or what?”
“I don’t know! No? I don’t think so. I think we’re just kind of… done… not dating. Not on pause. No expectations of anything else happening. We’re just friends again I guess…” It felt like a stab to her stomach as Meredith admitted the reality of the situation to her sisters.
They were done before they’d even begun and under any other circumstances, Meredith would have been angry. She would have been fuming at the situation. But how could she blame him when he was just trying to look out for his son? Wouldn’t she have done the same thing? She knew she would have. There was no other choice. But that didn’t mean it didn’t hurt her. That she didn’t wish there was some other way that they could make this work. But there wasn’t and wishful thinking had never gotten her anywhere before. So, what was the point in starting now?
“Are you okay though?” Maggie’s tone was softer than Amelia’s. Less intrusive and that almost made Meredith feel worse. She didn’t want people to pity her. Especially over a guy.
“Yeah. I mean, we never really started anything anyway and his kids should come first.”
And that fact alone didn’t help either. He was a good Dad. A great one. Why wouldn’t she want to be with a guy that wasn’t only good with kids but also had kids himself? She never had to worry about being pulled away when one of hers had a stomach bug or a last-minute dance recital she might have forgotten about because he got it and it had made everything so much easier. Her kids were the most important thing in her life but it also made dating incredibly difficult. Cormac understood that there were always going to be three little people that would come before him because to him there would always be two teenagers that would come before her. And was exactly what this situation was: Cormac needing to make sure his kids were okay before anything else.
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“Do you want me to come over and kick his ass?”
“You’ve never even met the guy, Alex.”
Alex shrugged through the video call, “Doesn’t matter. When’s that ever stopped me?”
“The last thing me or Izzie need is you in jail… again. It’s like I said, it’s fine. It’s whatever.”
“Sure. That’s why you rang me at 2 am,” he deadpanned, and Meredith didn’t really have an answer to that. “Seriously, Mer, how are you actually feeling about this. Because when Riggs and DeLuca broke up with you, you didn’t care.”
“First of all, they both didn’t break up with me. And second of all, it’s not that I didn’t care.” Meredith tried to argue with him.
Alex just rolled his eyes, “DeLuca definitely broke up with you and Riggs’ ex came back from the dead. Sorry I wasn’t more specific, and you didn’t care. I’m not saying that you didn’t care about them, but you didn’t care when you guys broke up. But you care with this Hayes guy.”
“It doesn’t even matter if I care or not.” Meredith blurted out. “It doesn’t matter because we can’t be together because he has to take care of his kids and you can’t even hate him for a reason like that. And maybe I shouldn’t even be trying to date again because I had my one great love and maybe this in the universe trying to slap me back into place for asking for more.”
A string of unsuccessful dates and relationships had led Meredith to these thoughts in the dark of her bedroom on way too many nights. She knew that she’d never find a love like Derek again. Maybe she’d been stupid to think that she would ever been in another relationship again. It’s not like her life was completely unfulfilled. She had her kids, her career, two sisters that drove her crazy, but she wouldn’t do without them, a nephew, good friends. She had a lot more than most people; a lot more than she had growing up. And there were days Meredith hated herself for wanting more. For wanting someone to wake up next to in the morning again. Derek had been enough. More than enough to last a lifetime but a lifetime with him wasn’t what she ended up getting. And Meredith had eventually gotten her head around that fact. It had taken a while and there were still split second when she woke up in the morning and thought that he would be next to her. 
She had managed to accept the thought of dating again, and as much as she hated to admit it, Alex was right. Hayes was the only guy she had actually cared about when he broke up with her. He was the only guy that she had actually managed to imagine a future with. With DeLuca and Riggs, she’d liked them, she could see herself with them for a few months at a time. But it had been difficult for her to see a long-term future. With Hayes, it seemed so easy. The thought didn’t scare her enough to want to run away.
“The universe isn’t slapping you back into place, Mer.” Alex softened his tone. He knew what Meredith was like when she got like this.
“Then what exactly is it doing?” She glared at him.
“When you met Derek, he was a married man.”
“Yeah and I was the slutty intern, I get it.” Sometimes it felt like she could never get away from that.
“No, I’m not on about that. He was married and then Addison turned up and you fought for him, Mer. You wanted to be with Derek, so you fought for him and it worked out in the end.”
Frustrated, Meredith ran a hand through her hair. “I can’t really fight for Hayes when he’s doing this for his kids, Alex. Even I know that there’s a line there that you don’t cross.”
“Mer, do you like this guy?”
Meredith stayed silent for a minute, making Alex impatient. “Mer?”
“Yes.” She finally admitted stubbornly.
“Enough to wait for him?”
“He doesn’t want me to wait, Alex. Doesn’t that tell you everything?”
“Because he cares about you!”
“You don’t know that!”
Alex felt like hitting his head against a wall. He loved Meredith but she could be so stubborn sometimes that talking to her was like navigating a hostage situation. “Mer, I’m a guy. I know how guys think. And I might not know him, but Hayes doesn’t sound like the type of person that just lets anyone into his life. He sounds like he cares about you. A lot. But do you care about him enough to wait?”
“Alex, he-“
“I’m not asking you what he said, Mer. I’m asking, do you care enough to wait?”
Mer bit her lip. She knew what the answer was. That wasn’t something she needed to think about but the reality of it scared her. It scared her that she cared enough to do. It scared her that she could wait for him, and it might not amount to anything.
“Yes,” her voice was smaller than before, and Alex knew that it wasn’t an easy answer for her to give.
“Then tell him that, Mer. Tell him that you’re willing to wait and give him time with his kids until they’re all ready because you’re gonna end up regretting it if you don’t.”
“And if it doesn’t work? If his kids are never ready?”
“I didn’t know you were someone who gave up before they even tried, Mer.” Alex goaded her slightly. It wasn’t an easy task to get Meredith Grey to do something that she didn’t want to do.
“So, I wait?”
“Only if you want to, Mer.”
And she did want to. She wanted to hold onto hope that there was a chance the two of them could be together. That Liam and Austin might be okay with their dad dating again one day. So, Meredith decided that she was going to wait, and she was going to tell Cormac that because as much as she hated having to be vulnerable in front of anyone, she cared about Cormac a hell of a lot more.
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harvestleaves · 2 years
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When you breathe, I wanna be the air for you: Chapter 3
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Summary: Suggestions are made to Alex by Meredith and Derek and sleepy cuddles ensue.
A/N: I know not many people care about this fic since I haven't updated it since April of last year. But, it's one I'm enjoying writing when the inspiration sparks, so just skip it if Grey's Anatomy isn't your thing. The fic is also posted on Ao3 here.
Rating: T
Word Count: 1,471
The room was dead silent.  The only sounds that could be heard were the beeping of the monitors and Alex’s wheezy breaths.
“Alex?  Did we overwhelm you with this?  You don’t have to answer yet if you’re not comfortable with it.”
That was Meredith, Alex noted as he finally zoned back into the conversation, his brain having short-circuited briefly at the question from Derek and Meredith.
“No.  You didn’t overwhelm me.  I just wasn’t expecting this question.  I like both of you.  I feel more comfortable and safe around the two of you than I ever have around anyone.  It just kind of scares me,” Alex admitted as he stared down at his hands.
“It scares you that you’re letting your guard down?” Derek asked gently as he reached out for Alex’s left hand, his heart breaking at how shaky the younger man’s hands were.
“Yeah.  I’m usually the one that has to be the responsible one, I’m not used to letting other people take control,” Alex explained as Derek squeezed his hand, Meredith moving to wrap her arm around him in a hug.
“I completely understand.  Before Derek, I didn’t want to ever let my guard down, but he made me feel safe.  Safer than I had ever felt in my entire life.  It’s scary at first, but the more you open up, the better you will feel.  And we will never let anything bad happen to you again.  We promise,” Meredith said softly as she pressed a kiss to Alex’s temple, hoping he would catch the sincerity in her voice.
"Trust me, I believe you. Both of you. But it's going to take time for me to fully open up. Can we start slow? Maybe have dinner tonight, just the three of us?" Alex asked nervously, his eyes flickering between Derek and Meredith before he squeezed Derek's hand back.
"Of course, we can! We can take it as slow as you need to in order to feel safe," Meredith smiled, her voice encouraging as she reached out to smooth Alex's hair back from his forehead.
"We definitely can do that. How about when we're done here, I can take you back to Meredith's place and we take a nap before Meredith gets off work? She's off five hours before Izzy and George, so we'll have plenty of time, just the three of us," Derek offered, hoping Alex wasn't feeling overwhelmed by their suggestions.
"A nap? Yeah, that actually sounds pretty good," Alex agreed after a moment of thought, a blush appearing on his cheeks when he felt Derek ruffle his hair before dropping a kiss on his temple. Biting his bottom lip, Alex froze for a moment before he melted against the kiss, burrowing his face into Derek's neck with a happy sigh of contentment.
"I should probably be getting back upstairs before Bailey yells at me. I had Cristina covering for me," Meredith smiled with a laugh as she pressed a kiss of her own to Alex's forehead before squeezing his hand gently and heading to the door. "I'll see you two tonight. Get lots of rest and feel better."
"Can I close my eyes for a bit?" Alex whispered softly as he looked up at Derek, finally tuckered out from being able to breathe a little better.
"Of course, just rest," Derek nodded, hoping the day would pass quickly and they'd be out of there soon.
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Four hours later and hyped up on albuterol, Alex let Derek lead him out to his car, letting the older man wrap him up in his coat before he was settled into the passenger's seat and driven back to Meredith's.
"I know you already took a shower today, but why don't you go take another warm one? I'll bring you some sweatpants and a sweatshirt. I keep some spares in Mer's room," Derek spoke, breaking the comfortable silence as he parked in the driveway.
"That actually sounds nice, I smell like antiseptic. You should probably also take one, even though you and Mer also took one today," Alex smirked, the teasing jest sliding naturally out of his mouth as he nudged Derek's arm with his own.
"It was a nice shower, I give a great back massage. I can give you one after your shower if you want," Derek offered, as he got out of the car, opening Alex's door before leading him inside.
"I'll go heat up the shower while you get your jacket and shoes off." Derek headed up the stairs after taking his own shoes off. First, he stopped at the bathroom to turn the shower on hot before he made a detour into Meredith's room, grabbing a fresh towel, his Bowdoin sweatshirt along with a pair of grey sweatpants, and a fuzzy pair of Meredith's socks.
Was he going overboard with how comfortable he wanted to make Alex? Probably. But did the younger man seem to enjoy the coddling? Yes. That thought alone had Derek making his way back to the bathroom, smiling as he ran into Alex in the hallway.
"Here's the clothes and a towel. I'll go make you some tea while you shower," Derek smiled as he pressed the items into Alex's hands before heading back down the stairs, leaving Alex alone with his thoughts once more.
This was the first time in a while Alex had fully let himself go after what he truly desired. He had heard of polyamory before but in the one man and two women sense of the word. For some reason, he had never thought it could be the other way around, with two men and one woman. Derek seemed to have lots of experience with the subject, and he definitely wanted to hear more about his past relationship with Sloan and his ex. If the other was comfortable discussing it of course.
Shaking off his thoughts, Alex quickly undressed before stepping into the shower, letting out a small moan as the hot water ran over his sore muscles, shoulders still tight from his shallow breathing earlier. Washing quickly, Alex kept his shower to a quick once-over of his body with what he suspected was Derek's body wash, before he rinsed off and turned the hot water off.
After drying himself off, Alex slid the socks and sweatpants on before he picked up the sweatshirt and brought it up to his face, inhaling the comforting scent of detergent and Derek's leftover cologne before he sighed heavily and tugged the hoodie on before making his way down to the kitchen.
"I hope you like chamomile. I kind of raided Izzy's tea stash," Derek admitted as he handed Alex a steaming mug before looping his arm around the younger man's waist as he led him to the couch. The couch that now had two fluffy blankets on it, and a pillow, ready and waiting to be laid down upon.
"I grabbed the blankets you used yesterday along with the pillow. I figured you'd feel more at ease," Derek offered as he eased Alex to the couch. "I'm gonna grab a quick shower too, then I'll be back down. Pick something to watch. I'm fine with whatever," he smiled, handing Alex the tv and VHS/DVD remote, giving him full control of what to watch.
Once Derek had left once more, Alex wrapped one of the blankets around his shoulders and turned to an Indiana Jones movie marathon, only thirty minutes into Raiders of the Lost Ark as he settled in for the afternoon. Ten more minutes of the film passed before Derek came back downstairs and settled into the corner seat of the couch.
Silently, Derek stretched his left arm out over the back of the couch, and Alex's shoulders, as an indication for the other male to come cuddle.
Alex's first instinct was to freeze up at the contact before he let the tension fall from his shoulders and he leaned into Derek's side, letting his cheek settle against the older man's chest, the sound of his heartbeat strong against Alex's ear as a yawn finally slipped past his lips.
He didn't mean to fall asleep for the afternoon, but he'd be lying if he said it wasn't the best sleep of his life to date. He didn't stir awake until an hour and a half later, to Derek's fingers gently caressing his hair to wake him up.
"C'mon, we don't want you sleeping the day away. Mer's almost home," Derek whispered softly against Alex's temple, the other man letting out a small whine of disapproval, though he slowly opened his eyes in compliance, right as Meredith entered the house.
"Hey sleepyheads," she smiled, kicking her shoes off as she hung up her coat, smiling proudly at how soft and comfortable the other two looked, excited to join them.
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owmymelia · 2 years
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Pillowtalk (Omelia)
It had been a hard day for Amelia, it seemed like Owen had chosen that day especially to contradict her; it’s normal for doctors to disagree with each other about the course of treatment of patients, but as a trauma surgeon, Owen had no right to question her decisions when it comes to brain injuries. She was impatiently waiting for the elevator, her muscles were sore and she had a major headache. She promised herself she would not end up in his bed that night. As soon as the elevator opened she jumped inside and didn’t even turn around. Had she done that, she would have seen that she wasn’t alone.
Holding the metal bar, suddenly she felt a warm breath in her neck and her body being pressed against the cold bar. Warm, firm hands were holding her hips tightly. She tried to turn around but couldn’t move, her legs were jelly.
- Not today - she whispered inebriated by Owen’s scent while he had his face shoved on her neck - Today I’m pissed at you.
Owen laughed softly and pressed the emergency button, turning her to face him but keeping his hands on her hips. His eyes were dark and filled with lust.
- Sure about that? - He asked, softly
Amelia looked up at him and sighed, her plans and thoughts fading away the moment he pressed his body against hers and she could feel his bulge against her stomach.
- Fuck.
She felt the hot water running down her body and almost immediately her muscles relaxed, Owen started massaging her shoulders while she was leaning on him, he then proceeded to leave a trail of kisses and soft bites along her neck.
- Do you really think a massage will make me forget what you did today, Owen?
- C'mon Amy, just enjoy. We can talk work at work.
His hands went from her shoulders to her collarbones and reached her breast, gently caressing the area, his thumbs pressed against her nipples in circle movements and her back arched, a gasp leaving her mouth. Her hand went to the back of his head, pulling his face closer towards her neck.
- I definitely needed this - She whispered, her voice failing.
- I know that - he said, just loud enough so that she could hear him - I know you, Amy.
He moved his hands down again, reaching her hips, turning her around pressing his body against hers just as he did earlier that day. But now there were no clothes preventing their skins from touching. His eyes were still dark with pleasure, he was throbbing against her stomach and she could feel it. She could feel how much he wanted her, and god knew she wanted him too.
Their lips touched as her hand moved to his sore, needy member. Her finger circled the tip and a weak moan could be heard. Their hearts were beating so fast they could almost hear it. Suddenly she was on her knees, their eyes locked on each other’s. She licked his extension and held it with her hand, starting to move slowly, she wanted to torture him. That didn’t last much though, as soon as she took him in her mouth, he held her head with both hands and pulled it all in, releasing her as she gasped for air, only to do it again seconds later. She could feel him in her throat, hard and throbbing as he facefucked her.
- Fuck, Amelia I’m gonna- Suddenly he pushed her away. He wouldn’t give in so easily.
Owen turned off the shower and took her in his arms, her legs around his waist and his member rubbing against her wet lips. He resisted the urge to penetrate her right then and there. They were frantically kissing as he walked her to his bed, throwing her there desperately. But he was just getting started on her. By his nightstand was a glass of whiskey with ice, that he purposefully placed there before getting in the shower with Amelia.
He laid his body on top of hers and started kissing and biting her neck, going down to her collarbones and breast. He cupped her right boob and took the left one in his mouth, licking, biting and sucking her nipples that were already so sensitive. Her hands getting lost in his hair. She watched as he reached for something she couldn’t see from where she was.
- What do you think you’re doing sir? - She meant it as a joke, but she had no idea what she did to him by calling him that.
Owen took a sip of the whiskey and placed the glass above Amelia’s breast, waiting for the cold water drops to make their way to her oversensitive nipple placing a kiss there right after. A loud moan left her mouth. He did the same with her other nipple, and traced a path of water drops to her pelvis. It was a moment to enjoy. Not to rush.
He reached for her dripping wet pussy, she could feel his warm breath down there. She had her eyes violently shut, bursting with expectation and anticipation. So she didn’t see when he picked up an ice cube, nor when he softly rubbed it against her clit. Amelia screamed with the abrupt change of temperature, a shock wave went through her body. Owen smirked. He then replaced the ice cube with his tongue, teasing her, moving in circles. Two of his fingers slipped roughly inside of her. Amelia gasped. Her lungs hurt, she couldn't breathe properly as Owen thrusted her with his fingers the hardest he could.
Her hands were desperately grabbing the sheets and her nails ripping the fabric when she directed them to his hair, pushing his face against her even more.
- Please keep going - She screamed - PLEASE.
He felt her shaking under him, her hands strongly holding his head as she screamed his name so loudly he was sure all the neighbourhood could heard it.
She was expecting him to lay by her side and give her a break before they kept going, but she felt his strong hands firmly pulling her to him. He quickly directed his dick to her swollen entrance, penetrating her without previous warning. Amelia screamed again, and this time she was followed by Owen. Her mind was completely unable to process what was happening, but her body quickly reacted, her arms instantly moved to his neck, she held him like her life depended on it. Owen kept moving inside of her, making tears fall from her eyes with the pleasure and pain that came with overstimulation. He was out of control, his hands were on her hips again, and he was sure that with the force he was putting into grabbing her, there would probably be bruises afterwards. She shoved her nails on his back, he moaned even louder with the pain and pleasure.
- Oh my fucking god I'm gonna cum - Owen mumbled the words
Her lips desperately caught his as she felt she was reaching climax again, she bit his bottom lip and sucked it right after, their tongues met just as a guttural roar left Owen's mouth and Amelia started shaking and screaming uncontrollably again. She could feel him cumming inside of her. He thrusted one more time as they both reached climax.
None of them were thinking right, but as soon as Owen rolled to the side, he pulled Amelia to lay on his chest. She was still kinda trembling when he kissed her forehead.
Maybe it was the intensity of the moment, or maybe her brain was just broken, but, before falling asleep, Amelia could swear she had heard him say he loved her.
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lanadelnegan · 8 months
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JDM Masterlist
*I write for any jdm character and jdm himself.
Warnings: all 18+ and contain smut. minors DNI. will update as I post.
Negan Smith
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Oneshots:
Video Games - you give Negan head while he plays video games.
Knock Knock - DeadCity!Negan fucks you while Maggie is gone on a run.
Our Little Cabin - Cowboy era Negan takes your virginity.
My Girl - Rick's oldest daughter, y/n, loses her virginity to Negan.
Pretty in Pink - hyperfem reader / negan can't resist you in your little pink skirt.
You Belong to Me - Negan x Male Reader
Vampire - Negan eats you out while you're on your period
Keep Me Warm - Public sex with Negan on a bench in Alexandria
Two In One - Negan x Reader x Simon threesome
Cherry - Negan ‘pops your cherry’
The Notebook - movie night with Negan (fluff)
Multi-chapter:
Lip Gloss - Prisoner!Negan falls for a girl at Alexandria. (complete)
My Past, My Future - Negan x reader x Daryl / love triangle (complete)
Crush - gym teacher negan x student reader (complete)
Tattoo - Teacher!Negan gives his student a tattoo. (in progress)
Ghost - Negan x Glenn'sSister!Reader (complete)
Jeffrey Dean Morgan
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Wildest Dreams - Your celeb crush makes your dreams come true when you meet him at a bar after the walking dead comic con.
Jealousy, Jealousy - your boyfriend, Jeffrey, can't control his jealousy when he sees another man hit on you at the bar.
Love at First Sight - you ask Jeffrey a question at a walking dead panel that leads to the memory of a lifetime.
Multi-chapter:
One Night Stand - Denny Duquette era Jeffrey has a one night stand with his costar. (in progress)
Denny Duquette
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Oneshots:
Cardiac Arrest - You give your favorite patient special treatment
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swiftsdelucaa · 1 year
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Mark Sloan x reader who is best friends with Meredith. They secretly get together a few weeks after he arrives in Seattle. A few months later she starts to feel sick and Meredith asks her if she could be pregnant. She recognizes she might be and takes a test. It comes out positive. She freaks out and Meredith calms her down. Meredith still doesn't know about her and Mark so she keeps begging the reader to tell her who the father is. This goes on for a few days, with a few friends joining in on the questioning. She hasn't told Mark yet though. During one of these conversations, Mark overhears them and drops the files he's holding. He goes to the reader and says “We're having a baby?” with a huge smile on his face. She nods and he hugs and kisses her. Meanwhile, those listening in are completely shocked because nobody saw that coming. Please?
❛ 𝑻𝒐𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 ❜
𝙋𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜: Mark Sloan x Pregnant!reader ♡
𝘼/𝙣: This was very specific ahah, hope you'll like it anon!
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You rushed into the locker room, hoping you weren't late, luckily they were all still there.
"Where were you?" you have been warmly welcomed by your group.
"I was- I've just- well now I'm here" you took off your shirt starting to get ready, without adding details about your horrible morning.
"Oh the girl has a secret lover" Cristina said. You ignored her. "Maybe Jackson knows something more" she continued.
"What the hell are you saying?" he looked at her confused as he finished getting dressed.
"Wait, Jackson?!" April added in a worried tone.
"Kepner calm down" Lexie said to her.
"Okay stop, there isn't any secret lover anywhere" you said shutting up everyone.
A few minutes later everyone had already left, except Meredith, she was waiting for you. You were sitting on one of the benches staring into space.
"Y/n, are you okay?" the blonde sat next to you putting a hand on your shoulder.
"Umh, yeah..." you stood up to get ready to join the others, but just before you went to the door you stopped feeling the urge to throw up.
"Oh hey" Meredith got up quickly to help you. "Oh my God, are you pregnant?"
"What?" you recovered while she accompanied you to the bathroom to rinse your face.
"So?" Meredith's curious voice interrupted your stillness. You looked at her as if to ask where she was getting at, and a smile appeared on her face. "You're pregnant, aren't you?" she asked again.
Actually you didn't know what to answer her, it could be possible.
"I... don't know..." you said confused.
"Okay, stay here, I'm going to get a test" she rushed out to find one, the hospital definitely had one.
Meanwhile you sat down for a moment. How would Mark react? I mean, you'd been dating for a few months now and no one knew about it, but you had no idea what he would think about the idea of having a baby.
"Okay, here's!" Meredith came back suddenly making you scare. You took the test without thinking twice, anxiety was starting to rise. One day you would have thought about having baby and starting a family, but one day... now it would have been challenging, the residency was already giving you enough stress. But that day had come sooner than you thought, what the test said was clear.
You came out of the bathroom where Meredith was waiting for you.
"Positive?" you answered her by nodding and she jumped up to come towards you.
"Are we happy?" she asked you tried to hold back her excitement.
"I-" anxiety began to take over. "I'm just starting out, how do I handle all this? It's a miracle I can remember my keys when I go out, I don't have the responsibility like a good mother would have!" you were about to freak out.
"Ok, you're panicking, calm down" Meredith made you sit back on the bench. "You will have time for your baby, when you see him he'll become the only thing that matters to you, and well then you will become more responsible too… I hope" you let out a small laugh.
"You're right" you managed to come to your senses, while a huge smile was created on your face. "I'm gonna have a baby!" you exclaimed realizing the situation.
"Yeah!" Meredith literally choked you trying to hug you.
"Wait, so you really have a secret lover?" she asked more curious. You weren't ready to tell her, but you couldn't deny it, because the baby was there and he certainly couldn't have created on his own. "Oh my God is really Jackson?!"
"What? No!" she wouldn't even leave you alone for a second until you told her who the father was. For now you used the excuse of going back to work to get out of the way, but you should have thought of something else in the future. Even if she sooner or later she would find out.
During the day you managed to find a moment for yourself, alone to rest in one of the call rooms, when you then heard the sound of the door opening.
"We had the same idea" you got out of bed having recognized the voice.
"Hey" you approached Mark to kiss him. He smiled at you as he tucked a strand of hair behind your ear.
"You look happy" he told you.
"I am" you kept looking at him smiling. You were so torn between telling him or waiting, but your pager preceded all your thoughts.
"Fuck, I'm sorry I have to..."
"I know" he gave you one last little kiss to greet you, you looked at him one last time before leaving. Yes, you would have waited.
Meanwhile, as these weeks went by, the thing that annoyed you and made difficult to go on the most wasn't the early pregnancy symptoms, but Meredith. God, you didn't think she could get this annoying. She wanted to know at all costs who the father of the baby was, sometimes you just wanted to disappear from the world for this. Yeah well, you would have done the same thing in her side, but it was so frustrating.
"Please Y/n, I won't say to anyone, you can trust me!" at one point you stopped to think about it. She was important to you, your lives depended on each other, telling her wouldn't hurt anyone.
"Okay... I have someone here in this hospital..." you sighed before revealing his name. "It's Mark"
"Mark Sloan?!" she repeated raising her eyebrows almost in shock.
"Yes, Mark and I are having a baby!" you repeated too, still almost incredulous.
"Are we going to have a baby?" you whipped around behind you at hearing her voice as he dropped the file he was holding. This wasn't exactly the moment you wanted him to know, so you looked at him nodding.
"Oh my God Y/n!" he approached you embracing you tightly, even managing to convey to you all the happiness he felt at that moment, then he began to kiss you intensely, not caring about the people who were around there. You wouldn't expected this reaction but you were so happy.
"I love you Y/n" at that moment all those hormones could have made you cry.
"I love you too Mark" you went back to kissing him. Meredith was smiling at you from behind, while everyone was completely paralyzed by the news.
"Y/n's having a baby?"
"Sloan's having a baby??"
"Wait, Mark and Y/n are together?!" Cristina, Lexie, Jackson and April were there wondering and unable to grasp the whole situation.
"Why is no one working in this fucking hospital?" you said confused and annoyed that they found out it too like this.
"Don't care about it, we'll be the best family in the world" he put his hand on your cheek to caress you as your foreheads rested against each other.
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inlovewithgreta · 3 months
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Hey!! If you’re taking requests, I’d love to request an Addison Montgomery x reader fic, where Addison gets home after a long day and reader lets Addison ‘use her’ for stress relief
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Heyy anon!! I absolutely am taking requests so thank you so so much for stopping by to request this! I am so sorry for the long wait, I’m always busy at work plus haven’t had the motivation to write. I hope you enjoy what I’ve written! Have a nice day!! 🩷
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Use Me — Addison Montgomery x Fem!Reader
Summary: Read request above!
Warnings: degradation, praise, mommy kink, spanking, spreader bar
Word Count: 1.6k
Taglist: @shslbunnylover @bellatrixsbrat @aemilia19 @wandsmxmff @maybe-a-humanbean
© Do not copy, repost, or modify any of my works.
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"What's your safe word?" You were asked by the older woman straddling your hips.
"Pineapple," you shakily responded, slightly squirming your body in anticipation.
"Good. Remember that. Now bend over mommy's lap." She patted her tanned and toned thighs.
You bowed your head in submission before hurling yourself over the redheads lap with your ass lifted ever so slightly.
"What are you going to do to me?"
"You're my little plaything tonight. My little stress reliever. You're going to be my own personal fucktoy until I feel better." Her cold hand found the cheek of your ass, and it took everything in you to deny the shiver that attempted to take over your body.
A hiss escaped your throat when the spanking first started, the sharp sting hitting you every few seconds that was followed by a small soothing rub to ease a bit of the tension.
Addison let out a loud sigh, allowing herself to let all of her stress out on you. Not that you cared, you would do anything for her. Anything for the woman who stole your heart.
You took spank after spank, allowing your body to be in complete submission to the older woman. You knew how much she needed this today. How stressed she was all day at work with little to no time to let herself relax.
That was, until the two of you got home and you told her to take her stress out on you. After all, you would rather it be on you and your body over her sharp words cutting into the brand new interns.
"You can be rougher with me, mommy." You whispered out to her with a small wiggle of your ass that had the redhead squeeze it tighter.
Even though you had a safe word, Addison still made sure to not get too carried away. After all, this wasn't just for her.. she still wanted to make sure it felt good for you. And it definitely did.
"Is that so?" She raised a brow that you couldn't see. "Is my sweet girl ready for me to let it all out on this pretty little body?"
"Yes, mommy. Please.." you tried to urge the woman on, "Use me. Do whatever you want with me. I'm yours.. all yours."
Fingers wrapped in your hair, pulling you up from her lap so you could face her. She admired the way your cheeks were already covered in a blush and she had barely even started with you.
"Then be my good little girl and lay down on the bed. Mommy knows exactly what she's going to do with you." She scrunched her nose with a sadistic smile and gave you a wink before letting you go, watching admirably as you scrambled onto the bed without hesitation.
Your head fell against the plush pillow while your eyes followed the fiery locks of your lover as she made her way to the walk-in closet. The dimly lit room was where the redhead left her special toys.
Toys she loved to use on you. Only you.
And the specific toy she brought out tonight was new. She figured now would be the best time to try it out and test your limits.
Your eyes widened when you realized what she had brought out with her. A spreader bar. A bar that would not only help hold your legs open, but to also keep them from closing. Something you often did when the woman made you come.
"That's right, mommy's got a brand new toy." She ran a hand down the long metal rod in a seductive manner before stopping at the edge of the bed.
You gasped when she pulled you towards the end of the bed by your ankle. She slid one into position, locking it into place on the bar before doing the same to the other.
"Safe word?" She asked once again.
"Pineapple," you answered.
She smiled deviously before pulling on the bar to spread your legs just a notch farther apart. "That's my good girl.. always my good girl." She cooed as she slid the bar again, spreading your legs as far as she knew you could go.
The redhead licked her lips slowly as her eyes scanned the glistening mess between your legs before bringing her lips to place wet kisses in a firm line up your leg.
"So perfect.." she mumbled between kisses, wasting no more time before swirling her tongue around your aching clit.
"Yesss," you whispered out.
Your body was tense as she started, your body unfamiliar with the restricted amount of movement you could make. You were pinned. Spread out. Completely exposed to your lover who lavished your cunt with meticulous strokes.
"Mmm, Addison." Green eyes glanced up at you, completely hooded and glazed over, and you had to force yourself not to buck your hips at the look.
Your fingers found her fiery locks, twisting and curling into her tight waves to keep her close to you. Her speed only increased with your movements, using her lips and tongue to play with your bundle of nerves.
"Close. So close." The redhead chuckled, sending vibrations to your clit that had your free hand clutching desperately at the soft sheets beneath you.
Addison's nails dug into your thighs, leaving crescent shaped indents into your flesh for her to enjoy looking at later.
Your head fell back, eyes nearly rolling to the back of your head as your orgasm ripped through your body. Addison loved hearing every little sound you made, knowing she was the only one who could make those sinful noises come from you.
Once your legs shook and spasmed around her, she knew you were at your most sensitive, and took it upon herself to truly test just how much you could truly take.
"Such a good little toy you're being for mommy, letting me devour this sweet little pussy to make me feel better." She licked her bottom lip that glistened from your wetness.
"But it's not enough, I don't think mommy has had her fill yet," she smirked.
A surprised gasp escaped your throat when her hands returned to the bar and forcefully flipped you over and onto your stomach. Your body wasn't flat for long, as a moment later, your ass lifted high into the air when she bent your knees for you.
Your cheek was warm against the sheet, completely contrasting the colder air your lifted ass felt. But, chills ran through your body when a finger made contact with your upper back, tracing your spine down your body that forced your back to arch at the subtle touch.
"My gorgeous girl," the older woman cooed.
Her hand reached your ass once more, admiring the slightly crimson tint that was left from her previous spanking endeavors.
"Addison!" you whined out when a sharp slap hit the sensitive cheek of your ass.
It wasn't long before each cheek grew a shade darker as she spanked you roughly, each sharp slap burying your face deeper into the mattress and your body to jolt forward.
She was relentless with her movements, eagerly shoving two fingers into your tight cunt and forcing a hearty moan to reverberate off the walls around you.
"Oh, god!"
"You like that, babygirl?"
"Yes, mommy!" Your pussy fluttered around her slender digits that were thrusting dominantly inside of you.
She pressed her thumb against your button, rubbing your sensitive bud that had you screaming out the fiery redhead's name over and over again.
"Don't stop! Please don't stop!"
"Don't worry, little one, mommy didn't plan on it. I need this just as much as you do," she said.
Addison brought her lips to your ass, biting the tender skin that sent a jolt of electricity throughout your body as her teeth pinched into your skin. Your pleas for her to do it again wouldn't dare be denied by your lover as she found a fresh spot on your cheek to leave another mark that was sure to bruise later.
The curve of her fingers and her relentless pounding had you spewing the most obscene phrases as you came around her fingers. Your body quivered, Addison holding you firmly by your hip to keep you from falling over.
"That's it, babygirl. You did so good for me." She cooed as her fingers slowed, your pussy tightening around her fingers making it harder for her to continue moving. "Took my fingers like the good girl I know you are."
You whined when you suddenly felt empty, while Addison sucked her fingers clean and admired the way your ass was covered in the most prettiest shade of crimson she had ever seen.
Your legs nearly buckled when the redhead released you from the spreader bar, the soreness from the longevity of your endeavors becoming prominent as you fell against the mattress.
"Aww, you poor thing." The metal bar clanked as Addison dropped it to the floor to focus solely on you. "Would my sweet girl like a bath?" she asked, pushing your hair away from your face to examine your flushed state.
"Mhm," you mumbled quietly with tired hooded eyes and a blissed out state of mind.
Addison smiled softly in response, her demeanor completely changing from stressed to loving at your tired state. Did she really fuck you that hard? She had never imagined you would take what she gave like a champ.
Of course she worried she would take it too far to cause your safe word to be used, but the adoration on your face as she took care of you in the bath afterwards gave her the comfort she was looking for.
And to her surprise, you would let her do it again, whenever she needed a bit of stress relief and you wanted a good fucking. It was truly a win-win for both of you.
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
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jobrookekarev · 2 months
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could you potentially do a prompt where arizona mentions alex (to jo) when she returns? i’m interested to see your take on that, especially now that she’s with he-who-shall-not-be-named
AN: i loved this idea and may or may not write about Jo going to New York. 🤷‍♀️
It’s Nice to Have a Friend
Words: 2,244
Summary: Arizona comes back to Seattle and works with Jo before trying to fix her and Alex’s relationship, despite how Jo has moved on. 
Fandom: Grey’s Anatomy.
Relationship:  Arizona Robbins and Jo Wilson, Alex Karev/Jo Wilson (Mentioned), Arizona Robbins/Callie Torres, (Mentioned)
Characters: Jo Wilson and Arizona Robbins, Carina DeLuca (Mentioned) 
Rating: Teen and Up Audiences.
Additional Tags: Cannon, Angst, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Friendship,  Deviates From Canon, LGBTQ Themes, One Shot, Happy Ending, Fluff and Angst, Drama, Friendship/Love, LGBTQ Character, Domestic,  Angst with a Happy Ending, 
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https://www.fanfiction.net/s/14334605/1/It-s-Nice-to-Have-a-Friend
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Of course, Jo was avoiding Arizona.
The second Jo heard that she would be visiting she planned accordingly. Arizona was there to teach the interns about the work at the Robbins-Herman Foundation, and both Surgery and OB residents and interns were required to attend. Carina thought she would be excited, as she was excited to see Arizona, but Jo wasn't.
Therefore, she was unable to escape it, even by trying to fake an emergency. Arizona wanted her up front to help her present and Jo did her best at trying to remain back especially as she and Carina talked. She ultimately ran away the second the presentation was done, avoiding all small talk with Arizona. 
She had strategically stacked her schedule with a general surgery she knew was outside of Arizona's specialty.
She didn't want to see Arizona, she didn't want to talk to her, to hear the word she would say, she didn't even want to think of her being in the building. Until Melina went into labor. 
Jo had promised Melina she'd be there to deliver her daughter as she had a cleft palate. She worked really hard to get a report with her and get her to trust her and the hospital. Melina's previous baby had died because of a medical error and up until her baby had been diagnosed with a cleft palate she had refused to deliver in a hospital. 
So Jo of course stepped in the second Melina was in labor. 
“You're doing great Melina, just a couple more pushes and your baby is going to be in your arms,” Jo said to her as she sat between Melina's legs. The head had been peeking out and Jo was ready to catch the baby. 
“I want to feel her head, I want to know she’s okay,” Melina said, reaching forward as her husband held her up, and Jo took her hand and guided her down to feel her baby’s head. 
“She’s got a lot of hair, can you feel it?” Jo asked her as she smiled.
“I can feel it,” Melina said as she cried with happiness. 
“Okay, push, push,” Jo said as Melina pushed and the head was delivered. “Okay Melina, just give me a second, pause and breathe.”
“You're doing so good, my love,” her husband said as he focused on her, holding her up and as he leaned in and whispered words of encouragement to her. 
Jo assessed the baby's cleft palate, as she cleared their airway. It didn’t look as bad. 
“Okay, I have to push again,” Melina said as she felt another contraction coming. 
“Okay push, push, and your baby's going to be here,” Jo promised her as Melina pushed and out popped and Jo caught the beautiful baby. 
They let out a cry, as Jo held them up for Melina and her husband to see. Melina cried with happiness as her husband stood there in awe. 
“It’s a happy and strong girl,” Jo said as she placed the baby on their chest as Melina held her baby. 
“She's beautiful,” Melina cried as she cradled her baby. “Dr. Wilson, her cleft isn't that bad is it?” 
“Let’s take a look, Jo said as she waited for Melina to hand the baby over. 
She did reluctantly and watched intently as Jo took the baby girl over to the baby warmer. Jo suctioned her mouth as the baby cried and grabbed her flashlight. She looked in the baby’s mouth and lip to see the palate and couldn't stop herself from letting out a breath as she saw the large open cleft palate. The entire roof of their mouth was gone. 
“Let's page the on-call pediatrician,” Jo said as the nurse next to her nodded and one of the other nurses ran out.
“Alright, I'm just going to take the baby to get them measured and weighed,” Jo said, turning back to give Melina a small smile. 
“What do we have?” Arizona's voice shocked her and Jo nearly jumped back. 
She didn't say anything as one of the nurses explained the case to Arizona as she assessed the baby. Jo stepped back and looked over at Melina. 
“I have to push again.” 
“Okay, let’s deliver the placenta.”
“What about my baby?” 
“She’s got a severe cleft palate, but Dr. Robbins is the best pediatric surgeon I know, she’s in good hands.”
While she let Arizona focus on the baby, everything was in slow motion as she helped Melina. Jo listened to Arizona as she treated the baby giving her an assessment and before the baby calmed. Jo disposed of the placenta and Melina’s bleeding was under control as Arizona placed the baby back in Melina's arms.
She said a lot of things about the cleft lip and palate and her plan for the baby, but she also reassured them that they still had a happy healthy baby. 
“You're lucky Dr. Wilson is one of the best.” Jo was quick to catch this Arizona as beamed over at her, but she could only manage a forced smile and a nod in agreement. 
“I'll leave you two to get to know your baby,” Jo said as she quickly escaped the room, but Melina and her husband were too enthralled in their baby to notice. 
“Jo wait,” Arizona called after her, but Jo was halfway down the hallway. 
She didn’t wait or stop to look back as she started to run down the halls looking for any escape. She didn't realize how nervous she was until she stopped at the elevator, pressing the buttons on repeat before deciding she should take the stairs. She quickly ran and opened the door, but before she could escape into the stairwell, Arizona caught her arm. Arizona pushed her forward as they both stepped into the stairwell.
“I have to go, I have another case in the ER,” Jo said as she quickly tried to run down the stairs and escape the impending conversation she knew was about to happen. 
“Jo wait please just let me talk to you for a moment,” Arizona said as she tried to plead with her and kept her grasp on Jo's elbow.
“Well forgive me for not wanting to talk about the man who fucken left me!” Jo yelled as she escaped Arizona and ran down the stairs. 
“He only told me a week ago!” Arizona said in defeat as Jo paused, she didn't turn around, but Arizona went on. 
“Up until then, he had told me that you both were still in Seattle, happily married and that both of you had adopted Luna. I mentioned that I was going to Seattle and that I was excited to see you all and he broke down until told me everything. About Izzie and the twins and Kansas and everything. I was so angry with him so much that I took a pit stop in Kansas just to yell at him. Then I saw how miserable he is out there.” 
“I don't care,” Jo said, cutting her off and turning around to face her. “I'm glad he's miserable, he made his bed now he can lie in it. I rebuilt my life without him. I'm an amazing general surgeon and I'm at the top of my class for OB. I have a family, a daughter, without him. I rebuilt everything without him. ”
“I know,” Arizona said softly, as Jo let out her anger in a breath. 
“When Callie and I divorced, we had the most bitter custody battle. I literally went to war with Callie over our daughter. And looking back I regret the way I handled things we both do. After I moved to New York,  we managed to repair our relationship and fall in love again…”
“Just because Alex is your baby brother and I'm bisexual doesn't mean that our relationship is anything like yours.” 
“Okay hold up,” Arizona said, holding your hands up as Jo paused and huffed, crossing her arms. “I had no idea you were bisexual, so we're going to have to revisit this later. But I'm not trying to play matchmaker.” 
“Oh really?” Jo asked, raising an eyebrow at her. 
“Okay maybe a little bit but Alex is brother to me and you're family too, anyone who works at Grey-Slone is family to me. And I want my family to be happy. Callie and I had the worst divorce and now we're getting married again! and I love you and I love Alex and I'm not trying to take sides in this, but I am saying that there is a chance that you could repair your relationship.”
“Arizona, no.”
“Yes, because you two were so in love! Out of all the couples at Gray-Sloan you guys were the one every rooted for. I remember your third year residency when you and Alex, broke up. I thought you'd never forgive him then, but you did! You were so much in love that you repaired your relationship and came back stronger. I just want you and Alex to have the same happiness that Callie and I have.” 
Arizona reached out and put her hands on Jo's shoulders, but Jo shook her head pressing her fingers to her head as she rubbed her forehead. 
“You don't understand,” Jo said, looking at Arizona and begging her to listen. 
“Alex and I didn't just divorce, he left me for his ex-wife and his kids! And I understand why he did it, but he still left me. It was a choice that he made to end our marriage, instead of trying to work it all out and be honest with me. He chose our divorce. And yes, I still love him, deeply. But I can never love him again because of the trust that he broke. If we ever get back together there will always be a part of me that will question if he's just going to leave me again. I can't live like that and I won't raise my daughter in a relationship like that. Luna doesn't deserve that, She deserves to have parents who love and support each other. Alex and I will never have that.” 
“Is that why you're with Link?” 
“Yes, Link is my best friend and I love him,” Jo sighed as she thought about the life she and Link had together and the ring he had in his drawer for her. 
Arizona was silent for a moment. She looked away from Jo's eyes and nodded, before she pulled Jo in for a hug. “I know I'm sorry I didn't mean to over step.”
“Thank you,” Jo said, as she smiled and relaxed.
“I know that you have a life here in Seattle with Luna and Link, but I'd like to accelerate your studies and offer you a fellowship in New York. You are so talented and I've seen you handle tricky situations that most third year residents would drown in. Carina said that the two of you have transformed the maternity ward here in Seattle and cut the maternal mortality rate from 30% down to 3%. I want to implement those changes in New York and bring those changes to every single hospital in the US.”
Arizona beamed a smile and Jo stood in awe of the offer Arizona had given her.
“But you should also know that I've also offered Alex a job in New York and I think he’ll take it.”
“You can't play matchmaker, Arizona,” Jo said as she sighed and shook her head. “I know that it's only been a few weeks for you, but it's been three years for me. My daughter is the best thing that's ever happened to me and it never would have happened if he hadn't left me. And yeah, maybe we would have adopted her together, but it doesn't change the fact that he left. I'm alone and nothing you or him would change that. He made the choice to leave and I made the choice to stay away from him.”
Jo looked up at Arizona, pleading with her to accept this and she finally nodded. “I understand, but I'm still hoping that you'll at least come to visit New York, let me show you around the Robbins-Herman Foundation, please?”
Jo looked down but smiled. “I'll consider it.”
“Great,” Arizona said as she reached out and wrapped Jo in a hug. “Now tell me all about this research you and Carina are doing on intrauterine scarring.” 
“Well, Carina and I have started researching how to use the uterus's ability to shed its lining and discard tissue to shed the scar tissue and completely rebuild the walls of the uterus again.”
Jo smiled as they started to walk downstairs together and Arizona hung on her every word. It was clear to Arizona that Jo was passionate about her work, and she was proud of her. It took a special person to succeed in this field and Arizona was so happy to have Jo be a part of this. They talked for hours, meeting after work at Jo's Penthouse where Arizona was able to meet Luna and she absolutely doted on her. Arizona was able to convince Jo to come to New York, at least for a conference and to look around the foundation. Yet, Jo didn't want to accept her offer of a job. Still, they promised to keep in contact and Jo felt good about having her friend back in her life.
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peridotglimmer · 2 months
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New Meddison fic time! Also affectionately known as "wip: italy"! Both the prologue and the first chapter have been posted, and I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I'm excited to be posting it! Rated E for eventual smut. Slow burn, soft idiots, hurt/comfort, Addison in Italian fashion.
Summary:
When Meredith's recovery after Elliott Bay looks like it will take much longer than anyone had hoped, an unlikely person takes her in.
Addison.
She sweeps both of them away from Seattle, away from the chaos, and across an ocean, into a part of her childhood, something she's never shared with anyone, not even Derek.
And perhaps they both will heal more ways than just physically, under the warmth of the Italian sun.
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The morning sun cast a soft glow over the streets of Seattle as Y/N drove to her training session for USWNT. The familiar scent of coffee filled the air, but her mind was focused on the upcoming game and the challenges that lay ahead. As she approached an intersection, the traffic light turned red, forcing her to come to a stop.
Just as the light turned green, Y/N accelerated, her mind still occupied with thoughts of tactics and strategy for the game. The intersection was busy, cars moving in various directions. However, in the blink of an eye, a distracted driver ran a red light, colliding with Y/N's car from the side.
The impact sent Y/N's car spinning, metal crunching against metal. The sudden jolt left her disoriented, the world spinning around her. As the chaos unfolded, she heard the distant wail of sirens, and through the haze, she saw the familiar faces of Maya hopping out of the fire truck and the Station 19 team rushing to the scene before her eyes started to close shut. 
Maya takes in the scene,  her eyes fall on the license plate number she has seen dozens of times. Her mind jumps to y/n, who she knows is in Seattle for the game coming up later in the week. The y/n who she and Carina took under their wing after she showed up several times to clinic days. They opened their home for her until she was steady enough to be on her own and when she isn’t with USWNT she is home in the UK playing for Arsenal. 
Panic and concern etched across her face, as she sprinted towards Y/N's car. Reaching the damaged vehicle, she instantly saw y/n out cold. Reaching for the door handle, it wouldn’t budge. “Fuck! Guys it’s y/n. We need the jaws of life to remove the door and maybe even windshield for more access.” Travis went to grab it as Warren and Andy came with the med bag as they were on Aid car 19. “Y/n, I’m not sure if you can hear me but I need you to try to open your eyes. It’s Maya. You are going to be okay.”
Maya makes the decision to break the backseat window and enter through there before crawling front to the passenger seat. Andy did the same but remained behind y/n as she helped stabilize her neck with a c-collar after Maya checked for a pulse. 
With all the hands touching her, y/n started to stir awake, moaning in pain. “Shhh. Y/n, it’s going to be okay, just try to remain still for us.”
Hearing the familiar voice, y/n turned her head as much as possible with the collar on to the source. “Cap…” She whispered.
“Hey there, kiddo. You took quite a big hit. Andy and I are in the car with you. Can you tell me if you are in pain and where?” Maya scans over y/n as y/n thinks the question through. 
“Um. My head is pounding and the light makes it worse. Chest might be bruised… Maya…” y/n’s facial expression changes into a panicked one. 
“Y/n, what’s wrong?... Y/n talk to me…”
“...legs… I- I can’t feel my legs. Maya- no no…” Y/n begins to spiral as realization hits her. 
“Y/n, I need you to listen to me and breathe. We will figure it out but don’t focus on that right now. I need you to get your breathing under control.”
Warren assisted Travis in preparing the jaws of life while Maya focused on Y/N's immediate needs. Andy opened the med bag, retrieving equipment to monitor vital signs. 
"Y/N, I need you to stay with me. Andy's going to monitor your vital signs, and we'll make sure you're as comfortable as possible," Maya explained, her voice a steady presence in the chaos. “Nice deep breaths.”
Andy secured an IV line, administering fluids to address potential shock. Maya continued to assess Y/N's chest and abdomen, searching for any signs of internal injuries. 
"Good job, Andy. Let's keep an eye on those vitals. Y/N, I need you to let me know if anything feels off or if the pain increases," Maya directed, her focus unwavering. “Y/n pay attention to me. Eyes on me. We will worry about your legs when we pull you out.”
“Cap, my legs are everything. You know that.”
“I know, Y/n, I promise I know.” Maya is reminded of how soccer saved Y/N life and helped lift her from her rough past. 
As Maya reassured Y/N, the situation took a dire turn. A faint hissing sound emerged from beneath the wreckage, followed by the acrid smell of gas. Maya's heart sank as she realized the danger they were in.
"Warren, Travis, we've got a gas leak! We need to get Y/N out of here, now!" Maya's voice cut through the chaos, urgency evident in every word. With adrenaline coursing through their veins, the team intensified their efforts.
Travis and Warren redoubled their efforts with the jaws of life, while Andy swiftly prepared Y/N for extraction, mindful of the looming threat of fire. Maya coordinated the rescue operation with precision, her training kicking in as she assessed the risks and devised a plan.
Suddenly, a spark ignited the volatile atmosphere, and flames erupted, engulfing the front of the car. Time seemed to slow as panic surged through the team. Without hesitation, Maya made a split-second decision.
"Grab Y/N, we're getting her out, now!" Maya commanded, her voice unwavering despite the inferno raging around them. With synchronized movements, Andy and Maya carefully lifted Y/N, their actions swift yet deliberate.
“Stop it-it hurts! Maya, stop!” Y/n screamed and cried as her body was hastily carried out of the vehicle. 
“I’m sorry, Y/n but we need to leave now!” Maya screamed over the chaos. As they lifted y/n out and placed her on the stretcher, they ran as Vic and Jack foamed over the gas leak. 
“Leah… I was on a call with Leah before.” Y/n suddenly remembered having her girlfriend on the other end of the line before the crash. 
“Don’t worry, I will call her, right now.” Maya climbed into the back of the ambulance, her eyes never leaving Y/N. "You're doing great, Y/N. We're right here with you," she said, her voice filled with reassurance.
Andy followed suit, bringing the medical bag and equipment into the confined space of the ambulance. Y/N's eyes darted between Maya and Andy, seeking comfort in their familiar faces amidst the uncertainty.
“Speaking of the devil, Leah is facetiming me.” Maya says unlocking her phone but as the ambulance doors closed, Y/N's panic resurfaces. The confined space and the realization of the severity of the situation weighed heavily on her. "Maya, I can't... I can't breathe. It's too much," Y/N gasped, her chest rising and falling rapidly.
Maya quickly grabbed an oxygen mask from the medical bag. "Y/N, slow your breathing. This will help," she said, placing the mask gently over Y/N's face. "Deep breaths. In and out."
“What’s happening? Maya what happened to Y/n?!” Leah yelled through the phone panicked by Y/n’s panic. 
“Y/n look who I have on the phone, wanting to see you.” Maya tries to distract the woman in front of her. Y/n pauses for a second to see her blurred girlfriend on the screen.
“Baby, you’re going to be okay, Maya is with you and I am sure Carina will meet you in the hospital. I’ll be on the next plane over.” Leah reassured y/n. 
“Leahhh,” Y/n cried. “I can’t - can’t feel my legs. I’m so scared.” Leah pauses and a panic look crosses over her eye but she tries to remain as calm as possible. 
“Wait until the doctor’s check you out, it could just be from slight inflammation. Just focus on what Maya says. She is with you and looks like Andy is there too. You are gonna be fine, baby just remain calm.” 
“Leah, we are pulling into the ambulance bay in a minute so I am going to hang up and get her sorted for the medical staff. I’ll call you back as soon as I can.” Maya tells Leah knowing how protective she is of her girlfriend. With that Leah gives another word of love to Y/n before canceling the call. 
“I texted Carina as well, I am not sure if she’s in surgery or not but she’ll come to find us once she sees it.” Maya informs y/n knowing she is able to calm down more when Carina is around. “We are almost there, but it’s going to get chaotic. Just breathe, it’ll be alright.” 
The ambulance pulls up and doors open to reveal Amelia, Bailey, Kepner, Teddy, and Carina. 
“What do we have?” Bailey starts.
“23 year old female in a MVC, airbags deployed, head laceration, possible spinal injury, she says she can’t feel her legs. C-spine precaution taken. Y/n had two panic attacks already and is in pain but no pain meds given as unknown head trauma...” Andy trails off. 
“Alright, trauma 2.”
Y/n is rolled in as everyone takes on a role and several hands are trying to assess her injuries to the full extent. Y/n takes her deep breaths as she reminds herself they are here to help her. 
In the entrance of the room Maya whispers to Carina, “Carina, she said she can’t feel her legs. I tried to stay calm for her but it’s never good. She was freaking out…” 
A loud groan of pain takes them out of their moment as they see they have turned y/n on her side to check her back before placing her back down. Amelia does a head work up and then moves down to y/n’s legs. Carina steps closer to y/n for support as Amelia asks her if she can feel her touching her feet. 
“I can’t feel it.” Amelia moves up the leg and to the knee. “Nothing.” Amelia moves mid-thigh. “I barely feel that.”
“Okay, don’t worry, we will get a CT scan and check you out. Might just be inflammation on the spine that will go away.” Amelia reassured the girl Carina took under her wing. 
“And what if it doesn’t,” Y/n asks the question she knows the answer to. 
“Let’s see what the scans say and we will take it from there.” Amelia places her hand on Y/n’s hand but she pulls away. 
“I’m going to be sick.” With that, y/n turns her body as much as possible and only dry heaves. 
“Bambina, you are stressing yourself out. I know you are worried about playing soccer, hell even walking but one thing at a time. You can’t think of what ifs. I am here now. I will make sure things are in order. Maya and I will be there for you every step of the way. I am going to need you to practice the breathing exercises. I don’t want them to sedate you but if your panic gets in the way…”
“No, no I promise.” Y/n cuts her off and closes her eyes trying to regulate her breathing. The team talks to her about the next steps of imaging and makes her a priority case.
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Title: A Heart Like Yours
Pairing: Levi Schmitt/Nico Kim, Schmico
Summary: Soon after getting married to Levi, Nico receives a phone call from his mother telling him his father has been diagnosed with end-stage lung cancer. As Nico and Levi leave Seattle to spend a month in Seoul, the knowledge of his father’s inevitable passing forces Nico to reflect on his own life and past.
Master List: Here
Chapter trigger warning: Domestic violence
Playlist: Spotify (recommended), YouTube
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Chapter 2: Is Love Just Something I Say?
I was holding a wet towel against my mother’s forehead, just above her brow. Her eyes were puffy and her lower lip was quivering. She told me she’d fallen down the stairs, rolled like a heavy rock all the way from the first step down to the bottom. I tried not to press too hard, because when I did... Continue reading
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thewritingofamadwoman · 5 months
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Should I Stay, or Should I Go?
Happy Monday! I hope I did this request justice, tried to keep it light with a bit of angst. Not sure where I want these two to end up but let me know what you think!
Requested by the lovely @caseyandsloan
Pairing: Mark Sloan x Fem!Reader (gave her a name but no descriptions used)
Warnings: A bit of Angst, Mark being Mark.
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“Annalise, wait-“
I rolled my eyes at the sound of the familiar voice trailing behind me.
“Don’t you dare ‘Annalise’ me. It’s DOCTOR Grey to you, Doctor Sloan. I have no interest in speaking to you so please go whore yourself to any other attending,”
I continue walking until I reach the nursing bay, pulling out one of my patient’s charts and looking into their case. Mark stood in front of me, and gave me an apologetic smile.
“Fine, “Doctor” Grey, can you please just hear me out. I came to Seattle to find you, to apologize. I want to be part of your life again. What I did was a mistake, but you have to know that I never stopped loving you,” he pleaded, his eyes begging me to believe him.
My heart wavered, feeling a million and one emotions in a span of a few seconds. Our life together flashed before my eyes; our first date, our time during medical school together with our friends, being best man and maid of honor at Derek and Addison’s wedding, finding out we were pregnant. The last memory to cross my mind however, was the scene I walked into back in New York. The way he and my ex-best friend Addison Montgomery, were in bed together. My gaze immediately hardened once more.
“Here’s what you’re NOT going to do, Mark. You’re not going to show up to my place of work and bat your baby blue eyes at me in hopes of me taking you back. You ripped my heart into *shreads* Mark. I loved you. Part of me still does. But you don’t get to prey on that minuscule part of me. Not anymore. Now get the hell out of my sight before I call security,” I could feel my eyes water as I glared at him, the hurt fueling my heart.
Before Mark could say anything else, I heard a voice I’d never been more thankful speaking up from behind me.
“Is everything alright, Annalise?” I turned to find Miranda Bailey staring at me with her arms crossed, turning her head to shoot daggers at Mark. My sister, Meredith, was standing beside her along with the rest of the interns, looking on.
“Everything’s fine Miranda, thank you. Come on Meredith, I think you and Yang on my service today,” I walked forward, hearing my sister’s sneakers trail behind me. Rounding the corner I paused against the nearest wall and let out a deep breath. Meredith came to a short stop behind me.
“So…who was that?”
I scoffed humorlessly. “That, Mer, was Mark Sloan,”
“Wait. THE Mark Sloan? The guy who slept with your best friend? Derek’s best friend?Jolie’s father? THAT Mark Sloan?” Meredith’s eyes widened comically and both she and Christina looked back down the hall, as if trying to catch a glimpse of the man in question.
“Yup. The one and only jackass,” I huffed. I took a deep breath, put on my game face, and pushed off the wall. Mark Sloan had taken so much from me, and I wasn’t going to let him piss me off at my place of work anymore.
“Wait, wait. Derek’s best friend, who slept with Derek’s WIFE was married to you, Derek’s other best friend? What, was this some sort of doctor orgy?” Christina said as we made our way to our first patient.
“First off, we were never married. We were together for six years. But welcome to the Grey-Sloan-Shepherd family dynamic, Yang. Stick around, there’s so much more to come,” I rolled my eyes as we reached the patient’s room. The day continued and I managed to forget about Mark. That is, until I saw Derek punch him in the middle of the nursing bay. I gasped, along with the rest of the on-lookers before following Derek with my eyes as he walked away.
“That was one hell of a punch, Shepherd’s a badass!” I turned to see Alex Karev smirking to George O’Malley who looked like a fish out of water as his eyes trailed between Derek, Mark, Meredith, and finally to me. I raised an eyebrow at him, and he immediately looked away, a deep blush spreading along his cheeks.
I sighed. Fuck, this was going to be one hell of a fucking day.
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The sound of a lunch tray slamming down onto the table tartled me from my deep thoughts. I looked up to see Callie Torres and Miranda Bailey looking at me sheepishly. I nodded and both women sat down, waiting for me to speak first. I rolled my eyes playfully, taking a bite of my carrot.
“Go on, I know you want to ask..”
“Holy SHIT, Anna. THAT’s Mark? He’s fucking hot!” Callie gushed, looking around to make sure the man in question wasn’t around. Bailey scoffed and nudged Callie.
“Torres!”
I laughed at Bailey’s exclamation.
“No, she’s right Miranda. He’s ridiculously hot. But he’s also the biggest asshole on the planet,” I shrugged, taking a sip of my coke.
“Mind if we ask what happened? All we know is that you came to Seattle after breaking up with your ex. There’s definitely more to that if he’s back here begging for you to take him back.” Callie said, smiling sympathetically. I let out a deep breath and allowed myself to think back to the good old days.
“What’s there to tell? He was the love of my life and we were happy. And then he decided to fuck my best friend, in turn hurting both me and HIS own best friend.”
Both women stayed silent, knowing that there was more to come.
“Two years ago Mark and I were the couple that everyone was jealous of. The country’s most well renowned plastic surgeon and cardio thoracic surgeon, tackling New York together. Mark, Derek, Addison and I were truly the best of friends. Addy and I grew up together and when we met Mark and Derek in college the four of us were inseparable. Derek and Addison got married after we all got our PhD’s and Mark and I were over the moon for them.
“A few months after the wedding, I found out I was pregnant. And after seeing how happy Mark was at Derek’s wedding I assumed he’d be just as happy about the baby. I mean, we spoke about our future all the time but I guess it was just all talk to Mark. The second I mentioned I was pregnant, he changed. He started staying late at Cornell, taking on case after case. It was like he was never home. And I didn’t question it, I just assumed he was busy, maybe even working hard to save up for the baby. But one rainy night, Derek and I worked a late together and he offered to drive me back home when we finished up. Since’s Derek and Addison’s place was close by, we walked there so Derek could grab his car from the garage. The second we walked in to the house, we both knew something was up. The sight of a familiar leather jacket on the ground next to a pair of haphazardly tossed heels made my stomach drop. Derek and I shared a glance, both of our hearts breaking simultaneously.
“Derek walked up the steps to his bedroom while I did my best to keep myself from hyperventilating. The second I heard Addison’s gasp and Mark’s voice calling out for Derek, my heart shattered into a million pieces. Derek flew back down the stairs, eyes watery. Our gaze locked and he grabbed his keys and raincoat, pulling me by my hand, doing his best to drag me out of the house but not before a familiar silloutte stood at the top of the stairs.
“Annalise…”
Mark’s voice cracked with shame and my tears finally spilled over. That was the last time Mark and I saw each other. Derek and I immediately went back to the hospital where we spent the night consoling each other in silence. We were shocked. Sick to our stomaches. Devastated. Jolie was born 7 months after that and it’s just been the three of us ever since. I officially made Derek Jolie’s God-Father and we’ve been happy. Mark tried to reach out multiple times but I packed up and left Seattle shortly there after. Changed my number and just lived my life for my little girl.
So watching Derek sucker punch Mark truly made my day. I even got myself a cookie to celebrate,” I took a bite of the cookie in hand and smiled at the women infront of me.
They both looked disheartened and yet happy to have gotten the full story.
“Thank you for telling us Anna. If you need anything at all, we’ve got your back,” Callie said, smiling and placing a hand over mine. Miranda nodded.
“Absolutely. I’ll kick that little shit in the balls if he ever attempts to come near you if I have to,” I laughed and smiled back at them, happy to have friends like them.
Hours passed and I was staring at the OR grease-board while chewing on a twizzler before hearing two familiar voices off to my left.
“Welcome aboard Doctor Sloan, Seattle Grace is proud to have you,”
I turned to see Chief Webber shaking hands with Mark. My mouth dropped open, Derek standing a few feet behind me with the same look on his face. I felt like a fish out of water, my heart racing. Suprise, sadness, fear and rage bubbled inside me and before I knew it, I felt myself explode.
“What the fuck Chief!”
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Please let me know if you’re interested in a part two. Do you think Annalise should forgive Mark down the line, or should a new love interest join in on all the fun?
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