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iamnumeronine · 2 years

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(여자)아이들 WORLD TOUR CONCERT [JUST ME ( ) IDLE] in MNL (part 2)

Going back, may MENT sila before the most awaited performance. They were asked aling part ng concert yung fvorite nila. Minnie said, yung LION, grabe daw hindi nya marinig yung sound sa in-ear nya kase sobrang lakas daw ng cheer namin. And hindi sya scripted kase she’s speaking from her mind, inisio nya pa nga tawag nya dun sa device sa tenga nya eh! Sobrang nakakaflatter po huhu. Ang lakas daw ng energy namin! The members agreed daw and sobrang amazed sila sa PH crowd na kahit mainit, eh ang loud namin.

Tapos describe daw PH in one word:

Minnie - H.O.T. HOT

Miyeon - Dreams Come True!

Yuqi - C.R.A.Z.Y. CRAZY!!

Shuhua - Happiness!!!

Pagod yarn? MENT before TOMBOY ❤️‍🔥

So ayun na nga going back, nag TOMBOY na. Shuta, naging karaoke! Ang sarap kantahin ng “YEAH IM FUCKING TOMBOY” nakakaliberate! Pag eto hindi naging SOTY mang aaway ako ng tao! Hahahha! It’s what it deserves! Tapos iyak iyak sila kunware kase towards the end na daw kami ng con huhuhu. Don’t be sad daw, sabi ni Yuqi, babalik daw sila for sure (yes pls yuqi i believe in you), dahil sa ngayon pa nga lang eh ganito na daw kami, what more sa next con. She will make sure na kasama kami next world tour again, besides, she’s the CEO of CUBE! HAHAHAHAH! AND sabi nya, we know her, she has one word daw so I hold on that thought my baby 💗

Ayun after ng tomboy, umalis na sila. So kami akala namin wala na . Pero di pa naman kase nag oopen ng lights. Tapos yung vcr walang sound 😂 how do i look yung last. Kainis walang sound, nasira yung moment. Tapos sigaw sigaw kami ng ENCORE ENCORE ENCORE (though alam naman talaga namin may 2 or 3 songs pa dapat… so there… we’re on the last quarter of the show…

ENCORE 💜

They sang I’m the trend muna and ang cute pala ng song na yun kase all gidle songs pala andun sa lyrics hehe. Ayun party mode ulet! Then another MENT before the last song. Huhuhu. Napatingin sila sa taas kase may project yung fandom hehe.

And to cap off the concert, yung ultimate last song is POLAROID 😭 di ko na din masyado navideo kase i was rooting sana for the maianot ang film camera pero di sila masyado nag interact, kaway kaway lang pero not bad na din hehe. Soyeon yung pinaka mahabang fanservice sa side namin. Also, nalunod kami sa confetti gagu HAHAHAHAHA sobrang dami di namin sila makita 😂

Confetti storm during polaroid hahahaha

Overall experience, 100/10. Talagang GIDLE lang yung nagdala. The group was very humble and yung energy nila from start to finish, wow, stable. I never saw them falter, their endurance is really amazing. And saludo ako sa work ethics nila grabe, hats off. All smiles nila feels so genuine hindi plastic. I can really feel na we connected. Miyeon was even smiling or CANNOT stop smiling and look contented (yung look na sobrang proud sya sa nakikita nya) even on serious songs kasi nga feeling ko the crowd’s energy make them feel fulfilled in a way. We all know naman na may anxiety din yang mga yan if the public will accept them BUT REST ASSURED GIDLE, PH NEVIES ARE ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU 💜 the vocals and dance, grabe, top notch! Wala talaga akong masabing flaw nila. Ramdam ko yung passion nila. Sa performance and connection with fans. I just wanna say something for Soyeon and Yuqi ( i love the rest of the members though! It’s just that i regret not SPEEAKING to them during the hello session (i fckinb just said hello literally haha pero later ulet).

To Soyeon…

You will always be the best leader of your generation. I can see why you love your group so much, because yall complement each other and all of them supports you and believes and trusts you. I know the weight upon you is so heavy but with your members, life has been more bearable for you. Keep doing what you want and i look forward to you and GIDLE’s projects, keep it up! Thank you capt. soyeon 💜

To Yuqi…

I don’t know where to start but thank you for just existing. I never knew what ive been looking before till i saw you. You are my happy pill. I love your philosophy coz it also makes me feel motivated. Remember that no matter what you are going through, YOU DID WELL YUQI! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! 💜

💜Hello Royalty Session💜

Here we are on our EXCLUSIVE PERK! First time ko eto so super excited! Akala namin pwede namin ivideo sarili namin pero bawal pala kahit yung friend namin so etong shot na to is stolen pa huhu.

Any ayan na nga! Before umakyat sa stage, i tried using my film camera. Shuta biglang nag flash! Buti na lang walang pumansin HAHAHAHA kundi baka napalayas ako dun huhu scared 😭😭😭 kinabahan talaga ako ng 20 times 😭 maaaan , acrylic board lang pagitan namin and we can go near sa kanila. Good thing na din walang bouncer sa tabi nila kaya sobrang saya, i took my time of course.

Pag aykat, si SHUHUAN AGAD OMG! SOBRANG PUTI as in I SAID SARANGHAE HUHU TAPOS OF COURSE EYE TO EYE CONTACT KAMI GAGU 😭 nag half heart ako then kumabit din sya huhuhu so happy! Same as with miyeon! Potekkkk sobrang ganda and parang mama mary pa din! Smiling face talaga si ate mo, AS in sobrang GANDA! pero ang bilis ko kay miyeon akse sabi nung korean ppali ppali 😂 pero nag heart din sya sakin. Huhuhu. Si minnie naman yung next kaya POTEK ANG LIIT NG MUKHA HUHUHUHU tapos all smiles sya then nag heart ako tapos naka hi five sya ahahha tapos nung nag heart sya naka high five naman ako GAGU AHAHAHHA JOKE TIME TALAGA KAY MINNIE. PERO YUNG NGA PPALI PPALI NA NAMAN so di ko namalayan na kay YUQI NA AKO HUHUHUHUHU gusto kong atakihin sa puso, i created enough GAP para masolo ko sya ng mga 5 seconds huhu nag hi five ako sa acrylic huhu then she did that as well. Tapos nag BIG HEART AKO SA ULO THEN GINAYA NYA OMG. THEN EYE TO EYE YUNG SMILE NYA AAAAAAH yung iconic puppy smile nya shet ang precious 😭😭😭😭😭 baby i love you so much! Edi panira na naman yung korean ppali ppali and im down with soyeon naman! Sya na mismo nag hi sa akin kase ang tagal ko daw, alam nya sigurong nagtagal ako kay yuqi, nag heart and appear din ako kay Soyeon hhuhuhu sobrang bait! And shocks gusto kong umiyak after the session! Really life changing and surreal 😭 i will never forget this moment forever young huhuhuhu!

Again…

THANK YOU (G)-IDLE! 💜 I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART! THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME HAPPY 😭😭😭

#gidle #gidleinmnl2022 #gidle_worldtour_justmeidle #justmeidleinmnl

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lenabuncaras · 1 year

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Book Three: The Giving Tree

“Sir Cheese, sure ka na ba rito?”

Surprising, hindi lang kami ni Jazmin ang nandito ngayon sa iisang table sa library. She was with Bamboo, isa rin sa mga estudyante ko sa Humanities and Art Appreciation. She’s nice, she has a toothy smile and sweet voice. Medyo makulit din gaya ni Jazmin, but tolerable. Exposed naman ako sa makukulit.

Ipinakita nila sa akin ang librong pinagagawan ko sa kanila ng analysis. It was a children’s book. Yung makapal book cover at iilang pahina lang din ang laman na makapal din ang papel.

It was weird, maybe? Kasi nasa college na sila. They were sophomores, and Jazmin was taking my subject kahit naghalo na ang year niya as third and fourth year.

“The Giving Tree,” pagbasa ni Bamboo sa title, “by Shel Silverstein.” Tiningnan pa niya ang back cover na may picture ng punong may nakasandal na bata. “Hindi ko pa ’to nababasa, Sir Cheese. Maganda ba ’to?” Natawa siya nang mahina. “Sorry na agad, sir, hindi ako reader ng mga pam-baby na books.”

“It’s okay. Magkaka-insight kayo diyan.”

Binuklat niya ang ilang page hanggang dulo nang hindi ’yon binabasa. “Maikli lang, shems! Sige, basahin namin ni Jazmin.”

Sumamâ tuloy ang tingin ni Jazmin kay Bamboo. “Nandamay ka pa.

“Bhe, assignment natin ’to. Talagang madadamay ka.”

Si Jazmin muna ang nagbasa. Si Bamboo tuloy ang inurirat ako kasi alam na nagbabasa lang din ako ng non-academic book.

“Sir, di ba, anak ka ni Sabrina Dardenne?” curious na curious na tanong ni Bamboo.

Matipid akong ngumiti saka tumango. No wonder, nakilala niya ang mommy ko. Panay labas ba naman sa commercials, paanong hindi makikilala.

Ipinatong niya ang magkabilang braso sa mesa saka tumunghay sa akin. “Bakit ka naging teacher, sir?” usisa niya.

“Kasi wala akong choice,” natatawa kong sagot kahit pabulong na. Itinuro ko na lang ang building sa kaliwa namin. “Pinalipat ako rito kasi nanganak yung dapat na prof n’yo.”

“Hahaha! Kaya pala!”

“Ssshh! Quiet!” sigaw ng librarian sa dulo.

“Ay, sorry, sorry po.” Napatakip tuloy siya ng bibig saka yumuko pa para tanungin ulit ako. “Pero nakikita namin kayo sa kabilang building, sir. Ano pong work n’yo aside sa pagiging prof?”

“Sa archives ako, nagko-collect ng data ng school. Admin task din minsan.”

“Ooohh . . .” Namilog ang bibig niya at napatango-tango pa. “Ang pogi mo, sir. May kapatid ka ba? Beke nemen . . .”

Ako na ang napatakip ng bibig gamit ang kinuyom na kamao. “Yeah, meron. Ka-age n’yo lang din. Kaso girl siya.”

“Ay, sayang naman.” Napanguso pa si Bamboo at akala ko, hindi na magtatanong, pero matapos silipin ang binabasa ni Jazmin, nagtanong na naman.

“Di ba, sikat parents mo, sir? Paano sila maging parents sa ’yo? Hindi ka ba nate-tempt maging model din sa magazine o kaya billboard?”

“Haha!” Tipid ang naging halakhak ko at napailing sa tanong. “Ang mommy ko, mahigpit. Ang daddy ko, hindi. Most of the time, sa daddy side ako. Wala naman silang expectations sa ’kin maliban sa huwag akong magda-drugs.”

“Grabe naman sa huwag magda-drugs, sir. Pero may point naman.”

“Yeah, malaki ang point.”

“Walang pressure, sir? Kasi parang dito lang yata kayo sa uni. Tagong-tago pa. Tinatago nila kayo sa public?”

“Huy, hindi, a.” Napailing agad ako. “Wala namang pressure. Hindi ko rin kasi masyadong ine-expose na anak nila akong dalawa unless kailangan.”

“Pero ang ganda ng lahi n’yo, sir, ha. Ang expressive ng mata n’yo. Ganyan ba talaga kayo tumingin sa tao?”

“Paanong tumingin?”

“Yung parang in love na in love kayo sa kausap n’yo.”

“Pfft!” Si Jazmin na nananahimik, biglang napatakip ng bibig saka siniko si Bamboo. “’Te, tahimik na, ’te.”

“Nagtatanong lang naman, grabe.”

Pagsulyap sa akin ni Jazmin, saglit ko siyang kinindatan. Napasimangot siya pero napangiti rin pagkatapos.

“Tapos na ’ko, ikaw na magbasa.” Sinundan ko ng tingin ang kamay ni Jazmin, at naabutan ko pang pasimpleng hinatak paalis ng libro yung bookmark kong nakaipit doon saka niya itinago sa notebook niya.

“Mabilis lang ’to, ha?” paniniguro ni Bamboo.

“Oo, mabilis lang ’yan.”

Ang lalim ng buntonghininga ni Bamboo saka binasa ang libro habang nakaabang na sa gilid ang notebook niya para sulatan.

“Once there was a tree . . . and she loved a little boy,” pagbasa niya sa unang passage. Tumahimik din siya pagkatapos habang naglilipat ng page.

Nangangalumbaba lang ako habang pinanonood si Jazmin na magsulat sa notebook niya. For sure, kailangan kong basahin ang lahat ng inputs nila about the book.

“Tapos na ’ko, sir,” biglang sabi ni Bamboo at mabilis na isinara ang libro. Pagtingin ko sa reaksiyon niya, nakasimangot na siya. “Nakakabuwisit talaga mga lalaki! Mga manggagamit!”

Napaurong naman ako paatras habang gulat na gulat! Hala siya!

“Galit na galit, ’te?” natatawang sabi ni Jazmin.

Mataray na itinuro ni Bamboo ang libro. “Sige, ano’ng tawag mo sa ginawa ng boy kay Tree? Di ba, ginamit lang siya?”

Napatakip ako ng bibig habang nagpipigil ng tawa.

“Affected na affected, ha.” Hinatak na ni Jazmin ang libro at inipit ulit doon ang Cheesedog Was Here bookmark ko.

“Sir, grabe naman ’tong mga pinababasa mo sa ’min,” reklamo ni Bamboo. “Children’s book ba ’to? Bakit ang lalim ng hugot?”

“Natuwa ka ba sa story?” tanong ko kahit natatawa pa rin.

“Sir, hindi ’to nakakatuwa. Ang rupok ni Tree! Yung ilang beses ka nang hinuthutan tapos iniwan ka na lang after mong magbigay, kada balik, parang walang nangyari, bigay pa rin!”

“Ibig sabihin n’on, pure and unconditional love ang meron si Tree kay Boy.”

“Hindi, sir, walang pure love-pure love dito. Magrereklamo ako sa analysis ko, bahala ka diyan.”

Natawa na lang ako kay Bamboo. Na-curious tuloy ako sa laman ng analysis ni Jazmin kasi hindi naman siya umimik sa pinabasa ko.

“Ikaw, Jazmin, natuwa ka ba sa story?” tanong ko at nangalumbaba na naman para hintayin ang sagot niya.

“Hmm, sakto lang, sir. Parang same sa parable of the prodigal son. Yung kahit nilayasan na siya ng anak niya at halos maging failure na ’yon sa buhay; pagbalik sa kanya, tinanggap pa rin niya nang buong puso.”

Naituro agad ni Bamboo si Jazmin. “Ay, agree ako diyan, bhe.” Tumango-tango pa siya. “Siguro kung parent’s perspective ’to, kahit nakakabuwisit, tatanggapin ko na.”

Actually, I want them to understand how unconditional love works, and how selfishness of an individual affects the whole perspective. And why happiness and contentment matters to an individual.

May point sa buhay ang tao na sobra-sobra silang magbigay sa mga mahal nila, na halos wala nang matira sa kanila para lang maging masaya ang mga taong ’yon. Ang kaso, meron at meron pa ring mga tao na kahit alam na nilang inuubos mo na ang sarili mo para sa kanila, hindi nila kayang tumanaw ng utang na loob. May mga taong hindi marunong makontento.

There’s something beautiful about love na masarap i-reciprocate, and we tend to get angry for someone na alam nating inaabuso na pero binabalewala lang kasi nga mahal nila.

We get mad because we see love on one side and injustice on the other. We get angry because we expect it to be returned, but the person who loved more received nothing in return.

Bamboo’s anger has a point. Kasi nakatingin siya sa side na may injustice na nagaganap. But Tree’s love is somewhat conditional at one point: gusto lang niyang maging masaya si Boy kaya willing to give siya ng kahit ano para lang sa happiness na ’yon.

But Bamboo’s perspective came from a romantic viewpoint. Ang anger niya, galing sa couple’s perspective.

Ang viewpoint na binanggit ni Jazmin ay tungkol sa love related sa family. Mag-iiba ang perspective ng titingin sa book kapag binasa ’yon sa ganoong way.

Some parents will give up everything for their children. It’s unselfish love over selfishness. That no matter how wrecked their children are, kahit gaano pa ka-worse ang decision na gawin ng mga anak nila, kapag umuwi ang mga ’yon sa kanila galing sa malayo matapos silang iwan, tatanggapin at tatanggapin pa rin nila kasi anak nila ’yon. Kahit bali-baligtarin man ang mundo, kadugo nila ’yon, at laging bukas ang pinto nila sa mga anak nila kahit gaano pa kasakit sa ulo ng mga ’yon.

“Ikaw, Sir Cheese, ano say mo rito?’ tanong ni Bamboo nang matapos siya sa pagsusulat. “Hindi ka ba nainis?”

“Hmm.” Nagkibit-balikat ako. “It’s a clear way of showing na kapag ang tao, naging self-centered, nakaka-damage sila sa ibang tao na naturally a giver. Kung lagi mong iisipin ang sarili mo at hindi mo iko-consider ang mga taong nagmamahal sa ’yo, baka hindi mo na mapansin na ikaw ang umuubos sa kanila habang minamahal ka nila.”

“Grabe sa hugot, sir. Ang tanong ko lang, kung nainis ka ba, haha!”

“Hindi naman siya nakakainis. Depende siguro kung paano mo siya titingnan. May klase pa ba kayo?” Tiningnan ko silang dalawa.

“Ako, sir, meron,” sabi agad ni Bamboo. “After lunch, may NatSci pa ’ko.”

“Ikaw?” tanong ko kay Jazmin.

“Mamaya pang 3, sir,” matipid na sabi niya. “Dito muna ako sa library.”

Napatango-tango naman ako. “Okay. Dito na lang din muna ako sa library.” • Bamboo's character by @EithneAoife

• Next update: January 17, 2023, 7 PM

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tihgnari · 2 years

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Hala, Ate Rosie am I dreaming ba? Legit ba itong follow niyo? Napatalon ako bigla sa higaan once I saw that. Hehehe. Nagkaron na rin po ako ng tapang to ask if we can be moots po? 😎

Nagf-fangirl ako dito, ate. Grabe. 😔

HELLO SEVY hindi yan totoo naghahalucinate ka lang chz HAHAHAH oo naman g naman ako maging moots always!!! <3 keleg naman ako nag send ka ng ask.

tsaka may nagsabi sakin birthday mo daw HAHAHAH hehe kaya happy birthday!! <3

#asks #sevy #cutie mooties

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moonwonuu · 2 years

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hi <3<3 OKAY LANG PO SILA 😭😭 muntik ko na masipa ang aking gagong (affectionate) boyfriend PERO OK PA NAMAN SYA 😌😌 and syempre ako okay na okay po ako 😌😌 SOBRANG light ng feeling ko today JRJKKFKRRK and parang like (parang like 😭) i feel saur relaxed NDKCCKKF

it's good to hear na okay ka !! (that sounded so creepy what 😭) BUUUT yung pag move in ko was a bit like nakaka takot at first esp since yk new space tapos big building HAHAHA BUUUT since the boyfriend agreed to move in w me meron na po akong pwedeng idamay sa mga 2am adventures ko po yes po opo 😌😌

since my bf na ako (🤭🤭) mag lalagay ako ng mga daily bf updates kapag mag ssend ako ng ask HAHAHAHA (forda selos ba yan /j)

daily boyfie update 1: he's slowly slipping into the diamond life ��😌

extra remarks: pinakitaan ko po sya ng hot mv and watched the gose magazine ep and since then puro svt nalang pinapanood nya <3 (current bias daw nya si jeonghan [JWJFKVOROOR GRABE ME TOO WHAT GREAT TASTE {hindi po tayo sponsored} BUT NEJKKVKFKR imagine ginawa mong carat s/o mo tapos pareho kayong hannie stan 😌😌]) speaking of hannie, happy advanced bday po i have yet to complete your pc collection but i assure you ma ccomplete ko sya by the end of the year yes po opo JAHAHAHA BUUUT YEAA sorry im like rambling too much JEKDKCK

random tmi but i think he's currently trying (keyword: trying) to make a tumblr acc that matches mine 😭😭 WHAT EAF DELULU ERA NA NAMIN ITO

TAPOS JWGJEGOEHKEGK YUNG LIMBO 😭😭😭😭😭 may scene dun na hindi ako naka get over like hanggang ngayon iniisip ko pa (hint: bedsheets 😭😭) AND DHWDHWFHEFOHEOEFHA bye nalang po world 💔💔)

andd finally i had my very first xylo moment yes po opo 😭😭 HINDI NA PO STRICT YUNG NANAY KO 😌😌 as long as nandun daw si xion papabayaan na raw nya ako 💔💔

moments after ko pinanood yung limbo

BUUUT ANYWAYS ANDAMI KO NANG NA KWENTO 😭😭 kayo po ba may kwento po ba kayo HEEHEHEHE only if comfy lang kayo w sharing !!

ikaw alam mo mayasdo ka nang masaya, gagawin ko nang angst to para malungkot ka naman beh AHAHAHAH CHAROOOOOOT! i’m happy for u, ur new condo and ur jowa na parang aagawan ka pa nang bias beh! AHAHAHAHA happy happy lang kayo ha 🫶🏼 @ jowa ni vebs, alagan mo vebs namin naku ka!! 🤺

AHAHAH HAPPY XYLO NAMAN SAINYO AT BUTI PUMAYAG MAMA MO!!!! 🫶🏼🤪 forda bgc gurl na talaga siya oh, JOSHUA HONG TABE!!! 😂😂😂

hehehe sige share ka lang ng mga kwento mo! nag eenjoy naman ako mainggit AHAHAHHAHA CHAR! 😂 #sanaall na lang talaga.

MA YUNG LIMBO HINDI KO NA KERRI!!!!! 🫠🫠🫠 *gumulong gawa ni junhui* AHAHHA e dito sa fallin’ for u and home, chismoso lang yan bakit GANYAN YAN AHAHAHAHAHA

ang kwento koooo ano, nag food trip kami nang bestfriend ko kahapon 😭 ang dami naman na kain duck tapos pag uwi ko chinese food ulit pala kakainin ng fam ko AHAHHAHA o edi may duck ulit 😭😭😭 tapos nakita ko na ulit yung fave kong boy (aso po ito hindi lalaki) YOWN LANG NAMAN GANAP SA BUHAY KO LATELY 🤪

#cel.replies 💌

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danalazy · 2 years

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Extraordinary Attorney Woo SPOILER ALERT!

grabe naman po si atty woo hahahahahahahaahh shuta. ako ba yan? Chz.

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alwaysjoyfulangel · 2 years

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Sa mga makakabasa nito sorry hindi ako magaling mag story telling haha. Every month of February and October I always remember my Papa. He was the best father in the world parang too good to be true nga. 😄 He told me na gusto niya ishare yung love story nila ni mama sa MMK eh sorry po mahiyain ako so here nalang. 😊

Part 1.

My father's mom died when he was 7 yrs old so he grew up na kasama lang niya his father, sister niya na 2nd na oldest and 5 brothers. Pangalawa siya sa bunso at nung time na yun grabe nila na experience ang poverty. Lagi niya kinekwento samin na nung bata pa siya one of his dreams is to have a cabinet na puno ng milk. Kasi papasok siya sa school nahihiya siya dahil tuyo lang baon niya or minsan wala pa. After ng school nila mag gagatong daw sila ng kahoy just to earn money to buy food or school supplies. May mga time na wala talaga sila food kaya manghuhuli sila ng tipaklong para ifry at ipartner sa kamote. His father remarried and his step mom na short tempered sinasaktan sila but he never disrespected her. Solid sila ng mga kapatid niya kaya his ate and kuya nag sacrifice para makapag college sila and after that sila naman ang nag college. Lagi niya sinasabi sakin na sa hirap ng buhay palagi parin uunahin ang love para sa family and you will find happiness in simple things. Mapa kamoteng kahoy man yan, mapa tipaklong o tuyo.

Part 2.

Grumaduate ng Pol Sci si Papa sa University of Manila kahit gusto niya talaga mag archi dahil magaling talaga siya mag drawing pero ayaw ng ate niya haha. So his friend na husband ng tita ko invited him to be a ninong, may pamahiin na bawal daw ireject kasi blessing nga ang babies. Totoo namang blessing talaga dahil kahit na nagtravel sila for 10 hrs papuntang Bicol okay lang kasi nakilala niya si Mama na sister ng wife ng friend niya pero 17 years old lang that time si Mama sabi nga ni Papa boyish, gusgusin na uhugin haha. His friend asked him if sino ang crush niya at sabi niya si Mama daw. Simula nun hindi na naalis sa isip niya si Mama kaya umuwi siya na inspired. He told himself na he will be a better man and someday he will marry my mom. 21 na siya ng nag working student siya to study law sa UST at after niya grumaduate at pumasa sa Bar exam nag ready na siya para puntahan si Mama sa Bicol. After 7 years walang tumalo sa babaeng hindi naman niya masyado kilala pa. Pagdating niya sa bicol kahit na pagod siya at puyat he was so excited to see my mom again. Nangyari na nga ang magic nakita niya mom ko sa malayo literal daw na nanghina tuhod niya at napaluhod siya dahil yung dating uhugin naging magandang dalaga na. Love at second sight daw ang dami daw spark parang new year. 😆 but he found out that someone was courting my mom already at namanhikan na pero nasa abroad kaya sobra siya na down at hindi niya pinansin mom ko. Pero nalaman niya din na ayaw naman talaga dun ng mom ko kaya bago pa daw umuwi sa Pinas yung guy niligawan na niya. Mag work siya on weekdays then every weekends uuwi siya Bicol para dumalaw kahit na 9 hrs masakit pwet niya dahil minsan sa floor pa ng bus siya naka upo haha. After 2 years, 2nd year palang mama ko pinakasalan na niya basta daw siya mag woworkhard at mama ko ang queen sa bahay. True love waits at ang magical lang talaga na kahit anong distance pa yan basta meant to be. ❤

Part 3

Papa and Mama rented a small apartment in Taytay kasi hindi polluted and crowded unlike sa metro manila. To make the story short nag start lang si Papa sa small law firm and then they had their first child which is my eldest brother. Kinuha siya ng Nestle Ph to be one of their lawyers. Pinadala siya sa ibat ibang country dumating yung 2nd kuya ko and then my ate. After 4 years I was born then Papa was assigned sa Nestle Cagayan so ako lang naiwan sa tita ko. Pagbalik nila Papa was promoted na corporate lawyer ng Nestle siya yung naghahandle ng cases at nagtatanggal ng mga pasaway na employee na may case sa company. Umunlad nga buhay namin naging delikado naman. Siguro I was in grade 1 hanggang grade 3 madami kami body guards sa bahay at kung san kami magpunta dahil madami death threats. Buti nalang nag offer ang Delfi or Goya para kunin siya na maging Board of Directors kaya nakaalis siya dun. From preschool until grade 3 very active ako sa school hindi lang sa acads. Masipag pa ako mag review at mag basa naaalala ko nakakaperfect pa ako lagi ng exams or ilan lang mistakes ko pero bukod dun lagi sinasabi ng Papa ko na madami nagsasabi sakanya na ang bibo daw ng anak niya pero mas proud siya dahil mabait, malambing at magalang daw ako. Everything changed when I was in grade 4 at a very young age nagkaron na ako ng anxiety at trauma. Iilan lang may alam na abuse ako ng teacher at anak niya. Hinihila pony tail ko, pinapalo ako at madalas verbal abuse kasi daw yung anak niya pinagbibintangan ko na ninakaw yung paper ko kahit totoo naman dahil may name ko may time na sinaksak niya ng pencil ang kamay ko. Nalaman ng Papa ko kahit na galit siya pinili niya kausapin ng personal sabi ng iba kong teachers para silang nasa korte kahit principal natakot sakanya haha. So ang naging decision nila wag ifire pero hayaan na mag resign ng maayos dahil inisip parin ni papa ang anak ng teacher para makapag turo parin siya sa ibang school at hindi na mapahiya sa ibang tao. Na solve yung case ng maayos pero yun na yung start na naging mailap na ako sa tao. I trusted no one, If you want to be my friend ikaw una mag approach at mahirap makuha loob ko.

Part 4

Sabi nila nakakatakot si Papa kasi strict siya sa office pero pag dating samin mga anak niya napaka jolly at lambing. Lagi siya nakikipag play sakin at every sunday lagi kami nag fafamily day pero kailangan mag church muna. Strict siya in a good way yung iguguide ka sa right path pero hahayaan ka na maexperience mga magiging source of joy mo. Hatid sundo ng car sa school kahit saan pa basta safe kami. He was a good provider kasi lagi siya naka support sa needs namin at kung ano gusto namin. Palaging masayahin, mapagbigay at mapagmahal. I'm very thankful kasi binigyan niya ako ng complete happy family. Hindi siya nagkulang in teaching us the good values that we need para isabuhay. Kahit na kaya niya bilhin mga expensive na bagay tinuruan niya kami pano maging praktikal sa buhay and not to be materialistic.

Part 5

"The goal is to be rich not to look rich" Siya yung may highest position sa isang company pero samsung na keypad ang cellphone. Pag weekends wala siya work lagi lang siya nag tatanim ng kamote at ibang gulay or magsibak ng kahoy. Mag aalaga ng itik, bibe or chickens. Nakasando lang at suot yung favorite shorts niya na ilang beses na nirepair ni lola. Ang dami niya pang formal attire pero halos lahat regalo lang. 3-4 pairs lang na shoes ang meron siya at bibihira lang siya bumili ng para sa sarili niya.

Part 6

A loving husband

My papa loved my mother very much. She was his life and everything. Siya ang queen niya at pinaka baby niya. I can still remember the time when he told me that Mama was the reason for all the success he had. Noong sila palang dalawa tuwing gigising siya sa umaga at mag dadasal ang maiisip niya na "Kailangan ko mag trabaho ng mabuti para sa misis ko" nung nagkaron n sila ng mga anak "kailangan ko trabaho ng mas mabuti para sa pangangailangan nila" at nung naging sucessful na siya "Kailangan ko pari mag trabaho ng mabuti para sa pagtanda naming dalawa wala na kami iba iisipin kundi ang maging masaya na magkasama." Malaki daw ang kailangan niya ibawi kay Mama kasi nakita niya how hard it was to carry a baby for 9 mos at mag alaga ng anak at asawa. Sino dapat mag alaga sa mommy eh d ang daddy. 🥰 I never saw them na talagang big fight pero ang nakita ko yung hindi pinapatagal ang tampo after arguing. Happy na si Papa na kumain ng luto ni mama every night at everytime na uuwi siya na wala si Mama hindi siya mapakali. Paulit ulit na tanong asan si Mama mo? Kung ano gusto ni Mama bibilhin niya at pag nagkasakit si Mama nakikita ko na sobra siyang mag alaga. Kaya nga hanggang 10 yrs old may yaya parin ako kasi ayaw niya mahirapan si Mama mag alaga. Wala akong masabi.

Part 7

Me and Papa

I was my Papa's baby, princess and bunso. Lagi niya sinusure na I'm safe and okay. He was with me in every step, milestones and problems that I've been through. Enrollment, 1st day of school in preschool until College. When I was r yrs old nakita niya na pet lover ako at grabe yung empathy na nafefeel ko sakanila. Ang damin namin lagi na dogs just to make me happy kahit na siya yung nagaalaga at nagpapaligo every weekend at ako wala iba ginawa kundi pang gigilan. Mabiro si Papa kahit kanino ang galing niya mag joke at patawa bentang benta sakin haha. Palagi ako may pasalubong basta kiss and hug lang ang kapalit. Kaya kahit na I was not that interactive sa school ang family ko ang source of joy ko. 1st year college 2nd sem agpabalik balik ako hospital dahil sa grabeng nausea na na eexperience ko paulit ulit na vomitting hanggang sa acid na lumalabas. Walang ma diagnose kahit na ang dami ng doctor na hinanap ng Papa ko para lang magamot ako. Nag stop na ako dahil hindi na ako makapasok sa school sobrang nadepressed ako kasi iniisip ko future ko at syempre hindi ko alam kung fatal na ba sakit ko. Naging okay naman ako dahil sa takot na pag may emergency mahirap ako puntahan so lumipat ako ng school from FEU NRMF to Katipunan. Okay na sana lahat napapansin ko papayat na ako ng papayat hanggang sa naulit nananaman hindi nanaman ako makapasok sinabi ko nalang sa mga naghahanap sakin na aalis na ako kaya hindi ko na itutuloy. After a few months nadiagnosed ako ng severe aplastic anemia nag undergo ako ng madaming therapy and treatment buti nalang kahit ang hirap may support system ako which is my family and my pets. Sa free time ko nag eenjoy ako mag bake at ipractice cooking skills ko lalo na mga healthy recipes. Siguro blessing in disguise na din yung sakit ko kasi dun ko nalaman ano ba talaga ang gusto ko. So nag enroll ako sa Culinary school akala ko kasi ilang oras lang and days lang sa isang week at easy easy lang pero hindi pala haha. Kahit 1m tuition ko support parin si Papa basta happy daw ako. Ang hirap pala buong araw ka nakatayo, ang dami mo imememorize at dapat ifamiliarize tapos ang bilis ng phasing at irerealtalk ka pa ng mga chef. Ang hirap pumasa kasi dapat may talent ka at the same time skills para maging maayos work mo. Kahit na ang hirap at very tiring kahit na may sakit ako totoo pala na pag you love what youre doing at happy ka kahit mahirap okay lang. Everyday pumapasok ako na ginagawa ko best ko at one of the highest pa ako sa batch ko. Nakakagulat kasi ang tagal ko nawalan ng gana hindi lang sa studies, tao sa paligid ko at sa lahat. Pero parang nawala nalang lahat at nag eexcel ako sa kung ano talaga passion ko. Hindi ako competitive pero sumali ako ng competitions and from the start to the end I was happy lalo na kahit ilang beses ako madapa Papa was there para ibangon ako kahit kailan hindi ako sinukuan pero palagi naniwala sa kung ano ako. Ojt then graduation then naabsorb and eto na Chef na. Thank you Papa you made me what I am today.

Part 8

Nutrition subject ko that time I was in level 4 na. Mag 1 year na ako sa Culinary school okay naman na health ko anemic lang and madalas magkasakit kasi weak parin immune system ko. 1 wk na naka admit papa ko general check up daw pero nakita ko sister ko umiiyak bago ako pumasok sa school kaya nag alala na ako. Nung wala ako pasok dinalaw ko siya at nalaman ko lang na meron pala siya Lung cancer stage 4. Down na down ako mas okay na ako nalang may sakit kahit gaano pa kahirap yan wag lang parents ko. Lagi pa ako balisa at naluluha sa school pero naging motivation ko na to do better kasi sasamahan pa ako ni Papa when i graduate. After his operation para makuha yung tumor nakita ko hirap niya kahit pumapasok siya office at nag chechemo. Walang gana pero nag susuka. Dec cancer free na daw siya pero by january ayun bumalik pero naging stage 4 na. Para akong nasiraan ng bait kasi mixed emotions fear, sadness, guilt and etc. Lahat ng time ko after school nasakanya para alagaan siya. Dumating na sa point na hindi na siya makapagsalita, makalakad at wala ng gana kumain. Sobra na siya pumayat at minsan nakakaparanoid kasi gigising ako icheck ko siya if humihinga pa ba. Pero malakas faith ko palagi ako naniwala na gagaling siya kasi madami nagmamahal sakanya. Sa Comprehensive exam na last na para makapag ojt ka at grumaduate hindi man lang ako nag practice kahit sobrang complicated at hirap ng dishes kasi iniisip ko yung gastos para nalang sa meds ni Papa

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aizae · 3 months

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"Pare sure kay hindi ba kayo ni Belle?" Jason asked him "Secret yan,at personal life ko yan" sinabi ni Jayden sa kanya before turning away continuing his paper work then they suddenly heard loud footsteps as if someone was running.

"Owie-!.." I said before falling down the floor Jason immediately noticed that Jayden reacted quickly and picked her hand up,pulling her to him "okay ka lang?" He asked "uh- yes po" I responded before going back down to pick up the binders.

Jayden helped me and gave me the remaining papers that were on the ground "thank you den" I said before turning away then running away.

Jayden smiled and looked away "grabe ka naman Jayden,down bad ka talaga" Jason said teasingly, Jayden just glared at him.

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littleinfinitiy · 3 months

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February 13, 2024

"Nagcheck ka na ba ng mail mo?" Nung sinabi mo to habang nasa lobby tayo ramdam ko na. At di nga ako nagkamali..

Nooooo. Sabi ko naman mahal wag na po e at mahal man tong skin na to. Yet binigyan mo pa ko. Sabi mo pa pang valentines day mo. Huyyyy wala akong gift sayo mahaaaal. Ang daya mo naman e. Haysss thankyou mahal kasi alam mo naman nangyayari before to. Like ayun nga. Problema. Pero kakayanin. Di ko lang din alam sa ngayon pano reremedyuhan to. Pero kakayanin naman. Makakahanap din ako ng way pano ba. Unti unti kakayanin to. Plus nandyan ka pa. Mas lalong kinakaya. Kaya kahit papano nabawasan yung mga iniisip ko. Kahit panandalian nawala yung mga iniisip ko. Dahil sa ginawa mong to. Alam mo kung gano ko kagusto tong skin na to mahal HAHAHAHA alam na alam mo yan. In just a snap mahal, you turn my a little bit of sadness into happiness hehe i thankyou for that mahal. Pinapagaan mo talaga lagi yung mga bagay bagay. You may be moody pero alam mo yun sa loob loob mo there is something more e. Yung side mo na sobrang maalaga. Sobrang mapagmahal. Kaya sobrang swerte ko din sayo e.

"Meron man o wala ka" grabe ka na masyado mo namang ginagalingan mahal. Wag mo masyado galingan aba. Ikalma mo lang HAHAHAHA. Next time i'll say "my turn" sabay tanso HAHAHAHAH kidding aside mahal thankyouuuuuuu aside from the skin na binigay mo thankyou kasi nandyan kalang. Wag ka na umalis ha? Bawal na umalis. Nilabhan ko na panty mo at nilabhan mo na brief ko so wala ng alisan okay? Alam kong may pang blackmail ka sakin na ipopost mo sa page ko pero deadma kasi di kita iiwan! Ayoko na magsimula ulit. Okay na okay na ko sa ganto. Sayo. Satin. Sa inyo ni td. Sobra sobra na kayo na binigay sakin. Di ko din talaga alam kung ano ginawa ko para bigyan ako ng ganto kalaking blessing hehe ang drama ko nanaman kaynis dapat masaya ako kasi binigyan mo ko skin e HAHAHAHA nakamythic ka tuloy dahil sa skin na to HAHAHAHAHA. Bawi ako soon mahal (i know i know sasabihin mo nanamang no need bumawi. Shhhh!) kapit lang tayo okay? Nilalakasan ko pa loob ko para sa mga susunod pang araw. Di man ako papatalo sa stress mahal. Sa kalungkutan? No. I got u kaya no reason to get sad or stress myself out. Iinom nalang ako coke yung tira mo dito. Ay bawal pala yun tatapon ko na pala to HAHAHAHAHAA iloveyou so much mahal kooooo! ❤️❤️

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kimmysiops · 5 months

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I'M BEYOND PROUD OF THESE PEOPLE.

I'm so proud of you, Kimmy! Sobrang dami mong pinagdaanan this year. Proud na proud ako sa‘yo! Grabe, nakayanan mo ‘yun?! Be stronger pa ha, you'll face more problems and traumas pa pero alam kong kakayanin mo. (Wala kang choice gago) You have to be strong for yourself, for your special ones. Kimpot will always cheer for you, Kimmy.

I'm so proud of you, ate Zee! Nakita ko kung paano ka umiyak, tumawa, mag trabaho, maglaro lahat lahat. Sabi ko nga sa‘yo, kahit na ano pang gawin mo proud ako sa‘yo kahit manood lang ng Tulfo ‘yan o ng nag e-embalsamo sa YouTube, ganyan kita ka-mahal teh! You deserve all the love and happiness in this world. I wish you nothing but the very best in life (especially lovelife🤞🏻) Nakita natin ‘yung growth ng isa‘t isa. Grabe, konti nalang mabubuo mo na teenage years ko😭 Thank you for making each year memorable. You don't know how lucky and grateful I am to have you in my life. Thank you so much for staying with me, ate Z. I love you so much! More years to ussss!

I'm so proud of you, ate Clang! I saw how cruel the world is to you:( I'm so proud of you for being brave. Please, sa 2024 stop being a people pleaser haaa. Ang pure mong tao to the point na kahit ako hindi mo deserve and I'm so sorry about it. Thank you for making my 2023 happy and memorable. Thank you for being there, ALWAYS. I love you so much, ate Clang!

I'm so proud of you, Mabel! Halos kalahati na ng taon nung nakilala kita ulit. Kahit sa maigsing panahon na ‘yun, naging sobrang proud ako sa‘yo. I'm sorry kung ganito ka cruel ‘yung mundo sa‘yo ah. I swear I'm trying na maging ate rin sa‘yo kaso masyado akong mahiyain for that. I miss you so much, Mabol:( Palagi lang akong nandito para sa‘yo. I love you!

I'm so proud of you, Ly! Alam kong hindi mo ‘to mababasa kaya push ko na ‘to. Grabe pag s-suffer mo this year:( Kung kaya ko lang kuhanin ‘yung iba dun to help you and make you feel better. Sobrang proud ako na nakayanan mo lahat ‘yun! Thank you for being there. Thank you sa lahat lahat. Hindi mo alam kung gaano ako ka-grateful na mayroon akong ikaw. Napagaan mo nang sobra ‘yung buhay ko ‘teh! I love you so much, my Copy-Ed! I'm always here for you, alam mo ‘yan.

I'm so proud of you, Mikmik! You are one of the strongest people I know. Lagi mong tatandaan na ate is always here for you ha (kahit na ikaw laging nag a-act na ate sa‘ting dalawa). Kahit na gaano ka ka-random at ka-iritang tao, love na love pa rin kita. Huwag mo masyadong lunurin sarili mo sa acads, napapabayaan mo sarili mo eh. You are one of the best partners I've ever had. I love you, pookie bear ko!

I'm so proud of you, Anyel ko! Grabe pang ta-tarantado ng mga tao sa‘yo ngayong taon:( I'm so proud of you for being brave. Kinaya mo!!! Kakayanin mo pa rin ‘yung mga susunod. Lagi lang akong nandito para sa‘yo, kahit tatawagan mo lang ako para umiyak, magpa-antok, sasamahan pa rin kita kahit anong oras pa ‘yan. I love you so much, baby ko!

I'm so proud of my girlies! Sama sama tayong naghirap simula nung grade 9 hanggang 10. Thankful ako na kayo ‘yung nakasama ko. Thank you for making those days memorable. Naging worth it naman lahat ng paghihirap at iyak natin. Hindi ako showy sa inyo pero love na love ko kayong tatlo.

I'm so proud of you, my Ali, Eun, and Xy! Ginanern ba naman ng lovelife😓 Pero ang strong niyo, kahit na ilang heart break naranasan niyo sa lovelife hindi kayo natatakot na magmahal pa rin genuinely. Ang swerte ko sa inyo. I miss you all so much! I love you all!

Last but not the least, my mami and dadi!

I'm so proud of you, mami! Idol na idol talaga kita this year mi, nakita ko ‘yung hirap mo sa araw araw:( Thank you for doing that for us. I'm really sorry kung minsan nakakaramdam ako ng pain from u or sainyo ni dadi, believe me ayaw ko naman po talaga maramdaman e. Sobrang brave mo mami! Sana kaya ko rin maging ganyan:( I love you so so much, mami! Mag i-ingat ka po palagi ha, babawi po ako sainyo promise.

I'm so proud of you, dadi! Nakaka-proud po ‘yung sipag na mayroon kayo ni mami. Sorry po ulit ha. Promise po, hindi ko sasayangin ‘yung pagod niyo ni mami para sa‘min. I love you, dadi! Ingat ka po palagi ha. I love you so much, dadi! Babawi ako sainyo, promise.

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heyitsmaj · 6 months

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Designing

Alam nyo, I never knew na magkakaroon ako ng taste sa pag dedesign. LOL! Sobrang swerte at grateful ko lang talaga na nag trust sa skills ko tong company na to.

Tho, sometimes.. nagkakamali ako :) pero part naman sya ng growth ko. I will always I mean forever be grateful na nag start na tong career ko sa gantong field. This company has been very special to me, and I want to really help na mag succeed tayo sa dulo.

One thing I loved about myself, is grabe po ako mag commit opo, pag sinabi kong pupunta ako, or gagawin ko yan. Totoong gagawin ko yon, ang kakaiba lang sakin.. Yung Time, pag sinabi mo, it doesn’t mean na kailangan gawin — ora mismo! hindi.. Gagawin ko, pero tao padin ako may mga bagay na dapat ako unahin pero ipag papatuloy ko padin yung commitments ko. Hay! I ammmm more than grateful Lord! This is more than sa inask ko sayo nung pandemic. Grabe! Your ways is different talaga.

I couldn’t imagine kung ano ko ngayon kung di dahil sa pag papatupad nyo =) dahil sa paniniwala ko nangyari ang lahat ng to, and this was taught to me in bible. Kaya basa ka ng bible nandon ang power which is the knowledge! Wag magpahuli do your assignment for your soul. God speed everyone!

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yourshiningastr · 6 months

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CHAPTER 21

"Before these witnesses, you have pledged to be joined in marriage. You have now sealed this pledge with your wedding rings. By the authority vested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride."

We all stood up and clapped our hands in happiness as Kuya Haides kissed his bride. It is a joyous and solemn event. I even saw Kuya Haides in tears earlier while his bride was walking down the aisle. This must be the most memorable day of his life. I am happy for him.

"Congratulations!" Kuya Haides hugged me and introduced me to his wife. We then talked for a minute until her siblings came up to her and congratulated her.

I am amazed by how beautiful Kuya Haides' wife is. I suddenly wonder how Kuya Haides manages to catch her heart, it's like she's too good for him. I chuckled with my inner monologue.

"Oy, anong tinatawa tawa mo diyan?" I looked at Jacksion who was holding a glass of tequila in his hands. I slightly rolled my eyes.

"It's too early for a drink, Jacksion." He smirked at me and finished the tequila in one gulp. I just shook my head. Alcoholic.

Jacksion called a waiter for another drink but Kuya Haides stopped him from getting the glass on the waiter's tray and took it instead.

"Wag mo namang ipahalatang nalulungkot ka dahil nagpakasal na ang favorite brother mo. Hayaan mo bro, lagi kitang bibisitahin sa condo mo." Kuya Haides then winks at Jacksion.

Jacksion scoffed.

"Si Kuya Von favorite ko noh, tsk. Akin na nga yan." Hindi ko na nasundan pa ang pinag uusapan nila when Benedict message me.

From: Boyfriend ♡

How's the wedding, Señorita? Are you having fun? Wag ka masyado uminom ah baka tsansingan mo na naman ako mamaya. Hay nako.

I lightly laughed as I read his message. Naalala ko tuloy nung huling gabi namin sa resort kung saan kami nagbakasyon ni Benedict. Uminom kasi kami at nalasing ako. Pag gising ko ay nang aakusa itong tumingin sakin na may namumulang pisngi na akala ko ay lasing pa din.

"What?" I asked him while I noticed his stare at me once in a while while he was driving.

"Wala! Wag ka na maglalasing uli ah. Pakiramdam ko nahalay ako kagabi." Tinakpan nito ang bibig niya at umiwas ang tingin sakin.

He told me that I was hugging and clinging to him. I even touched his abs daw. Ang kapal lang.

"Why, you have touched my boobs. Tapos hindi ako pwede humawak sa abs mo?" His eyes widened and covered my mouth with his free hand. I just laughed and kiss his palm kaya mabilis niya ding inalis.

"Grabe ka na, Señorita. Nagbakasyon lang tayo pero nagbago ka na. Nanghahalay ka na." I rolled my eyes and shook my head. Kung makaasta siya parang hindi niya gusto eh ngiting ngiti nga siya ngayon.

"Ayaw mo?" I arched my brow. Benedict then bit his lower lip to suppress his smile.

"Hala, wag po! Bata pa po ako." Pang aasar nito sakin. I shrugged my shoulders and faced the window beside me.

"Okay, Fine. I won't touch you then."

I heard a loud gasp from him and he suddenly took my hands and placed it on his tummy which made my eyes widen.

"Ito na, hawakan mo na ako. Ito naman, tampo agad."

I suddenly got back from recalling what happened that day to reality when someone sat beside me. I narrowed my eyes at her. She looks kind of familiar.

I immediately turned my gaze to the other side when she suddenly looked at me.

"Uhm, Hi." I shyly greeted her when our gazes met.

"Uy, Pen pen de sarapen!" The familiar girl then frowned at Jacksion. I furrowed my brow.

"Manahimik ka nga, uhugin." Jacksion glared at her.

"Stop teasing her, Sion." Kuya Snoah sat at our table and sipped wine.

"Wag niyo nga binababy to, Lumalaki butas ng ilong eh." The girl hit Jacksion's arm so loudly that he shouted in pain.

"Alam niyo diyan nagkatuluyan Lolo at Lola ko eh." Yna said while she's eating my calamares. I shook my head in disbelief.

"Oh? Where are they now?" Kuya Snoah curiously asked. I pursed my lips and looked at Yna.

"Ayun, patay na." Jacksion gasped at napatayo pa.

"Putcha!" Yna playfully laughed and teased the two when Kuya Tim suddenly pushed Jacksion from his seat that is just beside the familiar girl and sat at it.

Kuya Snoah smirks and just sips his wine. Kuya Hades then is dancing with his wife and Lucas is walking through our table holding a plate of food.

"Oh, kumusta naman yung binabantayan mo?" Lucas glared at Jacksion and he sat beside Kuya Snoah.

"Anong problema ng mga tao ngayon, lagi nalang masama tingin sakin?"

Lumipat ang tingin ni Jackson sakin at nakita kong ngumisi ito, Sinamaan ko ito ng tingin.

"Even you?" I shook my head and just ate my food.

"You're drunk." I obviously said to him. He then leaned and placed his head on my shoulder and slightly laughed.

"Kulang lang sa babae yan. Good thing I'm here." Yna pulled Jacksion's head from my shoulder and made him face her. Jacksion opened his drowsy eyes and suddenly stood up.

"Putcha, may demonyo!" Yna lightly punched his face and pulled his hair. Napangiwi naman ako doon.

"Patahimikin niyo nga yan, napaka ingay." Kuya Tim annoyingly points his finger to Jacksion.

"Let him, mukhang broken-hearted." I curiously looked at Lucas.

"Ito? Brokenhearted? Eh mukhang siya pa nga ang dahilan kung bakit ang daming babaeng sawi eh. Wag mo kaming maloko loko Saint Lucas!" Lucas shook his head.

"Why don't you ask him then, and can you please stop calling me that name?" Lucas sipped on his water and glared at Yna.

"Bakit? Hindi ka na virgin?" Jacksion suddenly laughed at Yna's remark.

Napapatingin na ang mga ibang bisita sa table namin sa lakas ng tawa nito. Tumigil na din ang sayawan at nakita kong papunta sila Kuya Haides at ang asawa niya samin.

"Oh, napapano yan?" Kuya Haides points out Jacksion who is still laughing like a mad man.

"Broken-hearted." Lucas simply said and continued to eat the chicken.

"Aba! Bago yun ah, hindi tumalab charm mo, bunso?" Kuya Haides tapped Jacksion's shoulder and smiled at him teasingly.

"Tigilan mo nga ako, porket masaya ka sa lovelife mo aasarin mo na ako." Kuya Haides wife sat in our table na sinundan naman agad ni Kuya Haides.

Nilagay nito ang kamay sa balikat ng asawa at sobrang dikit nila na kulang na lang ay mag yakapan. Napailing nalang ako at nakita kong nakatingin din sila Kuya Snoah at Lucas na napapailing din dahil sa inggit. Si Kuya Tim naman ay nakafocus ang atensyon sa babaeng pamilyar sakin na tahimik lang na kumakain mukhang concious sa pagtitig ni Kuya Tim sakanya.

"Nabasted siya?" The familiar girl suddenly spoke. Kuya Tim chuckled and lightly messed her hair.

Hmmm.. are they together?

"Oy oy, may tenga ako pen pen de sarapen. Gusto mo ba putulin ko yang dila mo?" Galit at lasing na sabi ni Jacksion.

"Mukhang nabasted nga. Deserve. Sana araw arawin." Iiling iling naman yung babae at pinagpatuloy ang pagkain habang ngumingisi.

I am still figuring out kung sino siya, pamilyar talaga siya sakin. Mukhang napansin ni Kuya Tim ang pagtigin ko sa gawi nila.

"She's Penelope Velasquez. " Kuya Tim introduced her to me. She smiled.

"Ikaw si Rae right?" I slowly nodded, still thinking about who's Penelope and how did she know me.

"Hindi mo na siguro ako nakikilala. Dalawang beses lang din kasi tayong nagkita noon, pamangkin ako ng hardinero nila dati. Minsan na ako nakasama pumunta sa mansyon niyo sa probinsya." My eyes widened when I suddenly remembered who she was.

"Oh! Pen!" Kuya Tim and Pen laughed. She smiled cutely and nodded at me.

I now remember her, she's the girl who keeps on following Kuya Tim nung nasa mansyon sila. Naalala ko tuloy kung gaano siya kacute sa yellow dress niya, mukha din siyang manika dahil sa bilog at malaking mata nito na sobrang inosente . She wear different kinds of color of headband and a DIY bracelet whenever I see her that time as well!

"I'm sorry, I keep on looking at you 'cause I really find you familiar then it turns out you're the cute girl who always tails Kuya Tim!" I saw how her face flushed as I mentioned how she acted with Kuya Tim at that time. Kuya Tim then laughed.

"Yeah, she really likes following me even until now." Pen bowed her head. I smiled as I saw how Kuya Tim looked at her.

"Saan na ba si Von? Patapos na yung party wala pa siya ah." I looked at Kuya Haides who is now looking at his wristwatch while his right hand is on his wife's waist.

"He messaged me earlier. Malalate daw siya dahil may biglaang meeting." Kuya Tim said after eyeing his phone. Jacksion on the other hand is snoring already.

"What? Who gives him the right to be late?" Kuya Haides arch his brow and face Kuya Tim.

"Cut him some slacks Kuya. You know he's a busy man." Lucas said while slapping Jacksion's cheeks trying to wake him up.

"Anong busy busy. This is my wedding for Pete's sake! Makailang beses ko pa siya pinilit umattend. Putcha, kulang nalang padalhan ko pa siya ng flowers and chocolates para lang mapa oo ko." Kuya Haides exaggeratedly said.

I furrowed my brows as I tried to understand their conversation.

"Just understand him. You know him, bro." I saw Pen nodding like she knows who they are talking about.

I looked to my side to see Yna but to my dismay, her chair is empty and she is now dancing with someone I don't know if she even knew him. I shook my head.

"Nakakapagtampo. Siguraduhin niyang maganda at mamahalin regalo niya kung hindi who you na lang talaga." parang bata ni Kuya Haides na sabi.

"So immature." His wife shook her head and placed the wine glass from her hands on the table.

"Baby!" Kuya Haides buried his face in his wife's neck and encircled his arm on her waist. I gulped when I saw him lightly kissing her neck.

What the heck?! dito talaga? Nakita ko ang pag iwas ng tingin ng magkakapatid sa mag asawa.

Good thing Lucas invited me to dance because I don't want to see the couple flirting in front of me.

After Lucas, Kuya Snoah danced with me and Kuya Tim as well. I talked to Pen a bit before I bid goodbye to them. It's already almost 1 AM and I feel kind of sleepy. Mabuti nalang at walang klase bukas kaya makakapagpahinga ako.

I didn't drink so I can still drive. Pinasundo ko na din si Yna sa driver niya dahil hindi ko na siya maihahatid pa sa kanila at gusto ko na din makauwi at matulog, sinabihan pa ako ni Lucas na siya na maghahatid sakin pero humindi na ako dahil may dumating silang bagong bisita at mukhang malapit nilang kaibigan. Ayoko naman mang istorbo pa at kaya ko din naman umuwing mag isa..

I messaged Benedict and told him na pauwi na ako.

I stopped walking when I saw a familiar Mercedes Benz malapit sa kotse ko. I furrowed my brow and looked at it for a second before shrugging my shoulders. Marami naman sigurong may ganung kotse. Pumasok na ako sa kotse ko at marahan na nag drive pauuwi.

"Welcome to Bazin Cafe!" I smiled at the girl who opened the door for Yna and me and greeted her back. I looked around and found Benedict who was seriously talking to one of the customers at the counter. I smiled.

It's been one year since we met. And I still have the same pace of beat inside my chest, same rhythm, and same pattern.

"Good afternoon ma'am. Welcome to Bazin cafe, what is your order?--" I smirked as I saw a surprising recognition in his eyes when he turned his gaze on me from the monitor in front of him.

"Rae.." I smiled and lightly leaned toward him.

"Can I order one piece of Benedict please?" I heard Yna scoff at my back and that makes me laugh a bit. Benedict bit his lower lip and mouthed I love you to me.

"Mamaya na kayo maglandian. Green apple juice, large yung sakin. Ipunch mo sa kanya, libre niya ito." Yna points at me before walking away and looking for a table to sit.

"One Ice Tea for me please." Benedict chuckled.

"You're here. Tapos na kayo mag enroll?" I nodded and watched him as he punched our orders.

"Do you want anything else? Naglunch na ba kayo?" Benedict arched his brow while waiting for our receipt to be printed.

"Yes, we ate in the school cafeteria bago kami pumunta dito. Bukas ka pa mag eenroll right?" He nodded and took the receipt.

Binigay ko na din sa kanya yung bayad at umusog ng konti para sa ibang mag oorder. After makuha ni Benedict ang order ng iba ay bumaling siya sakin na nakakunot ang noo.

"Anong hinihintay mo diyan? Bawal mag kiss dito." Bigla naman ako namula sa sinabi niya dahil may ilang customer ang nakarinig doon dahil hinihintay din nila ang order nila.

"I'm waiting for my order." Mahina kong sabi.

"Ako na, sige na maupo ka na doon." I shyly nodded and went to Yna who was watching us with an annoyed face.

"Ka-landi niyong dalawa." Inirapan ako nito pag kaupo ko.

"Mag boyfriend ka na din kasi para hindi ka mukhang bitter sa tabi." Yna scoff.

Wala pang isang minuto ay nasa gilid na namin si Benedict at binaba ang drinks sa table namin.

"Ay wow! Special treatment." Benedict shook his head and lightly messed my hair.

"Work lang ako ah." I smiled and nodded at him like a kid.

Benefit then walk to the counter and entertain the other customer. Nakita ko pang may lalaking katrabaho niya ang nang asar sa kanya,

"Ang pangit niyo kabonding noh?" Umiling nalang ako at ininom na ang Iced tea habang nakangiting pinapanood si Benedict. Panaka naka din ang lingon niya samin at madalas napapailing. I bit my lower lip.

"Mag oone year na kayo ah. Wala ka bang plano ipakilala yan sa parents mo?" Napatigil naman ako at saglit napatahimik.

"Akala ko nga hindi kayo aabot ng isang buwan. Akalin mo magiisang taon na kayo? Anong gayuma pinainom mo doon?" I frowned and rolled my eyes.

It's been one year, yet we are still in love. We never have a problem, may mga petty fights pero mabilis din naayos. Konting lambing niya lang kasi lalambot na din ako agad.

"What makes you think na ginayuma ko siya?" I raised my brows at her.

"Sa ugali mo ba naman na yan. Parang robot, paano kayo nag kikiss nun? May nangyari na ba sa inyo? Masarap? Daks ba?" Mabilis kong kinurot si Yna para matigil ito.

"Ouch! Ano? Inosente ka pa din ba sa mga ganun? Hindi ka na bata at may jowa ka na, dapat maalam ka na sa mga ganoon. Wag mo sabihing hindi niyo pa ginagawa yun?" I bit my lower lip and slowly shook my head.

"What? Ang bagal niyo naman? Bakit, ayaw mo pa?" I shook my head again.

"He said it's too early for that." Yna then gasped in disbelief.

"Ibig sabihin siya yung may ayaw?"

Hindi ko naman alam ang isasagot, I don't really know if Benedict dislikes it because of how he kissed and touched me, perhaps he's just forcing himself to stop since he has principles.

"Baka bakla?" Yna whispered na mabilis ko namang pinalo agad ang braso niya nang malakas.

"No, he's not! He said he wants to marry me first before doing that. He's a man of principle. Isn't he dreamy? He's so perfect." I dreamily smiled and looked at Benedict. He then looked at us and winked at me.

"Perfect my ass. And what? Marry you first? Sinong mahihintay ng ganon katagal?" She mockingly said.

"Siya. Look, it's not because every guy that you meet is an asshole doesn't mean all of the guys are like that. Benedict is different, He loves me and respects me. I hope you found someone like that as well para mawala na yang pagiging stereotype mo sa mga lalaki." Yna sneers at me.

"Oh please, they are all animals." I sigh.

"You just haven't found someone that is right for you yet. Or maybe... you already have. You just keep on denying him because you're scared of commitment." She looks at me with furrowed brows. I smiled at her and tapped her shoulder.

"Baka siya ang may ayaw." Bulong nito pero hindi na ako nagtanong pa kung ano yun.

"Well, I like him for you. He's a decent man. I just hope you don't hurt him 'cause he suffered enough." Yna scoffed and turned her gaze to the window beside her.

"Let's stop talking about me here. What's your gift to him for your anniversary?" I haven't decided yet. I was thinking of buying him a watch or maybe shoes.

"Wala ka pang naiisip?" I lightly shook my head.

"I have an idea." Yna smirks at me which makes me scared.

All her ideas aren't bright and helpful at all, so I don't think I wanna hear them.

"Have sex with him. Come on, give it to him already." My eyes widened and hit her arms.

"Bakit ba gustong gusto mo gawin ko yun with him?" I furrowed my brows.

"Why not? Para naman may experience ka. Bakit? Hindi mo ba talaga naiisip gawin yun kahit kailan? Promise? Mamatay man siya?" I glared at her.

Yes, I do think of doing that whenever he's kissing me. Even if I don't admit it to Yna, I know it myself that I want to do it with him and that makes me feel off about myself because it feels like I am being a disgusting human. I mean I'm a girl, I shouldn't think of that. But I can't help it.

"Icorner mo lang yan tignan mo hindi na makakahindi yan. Anong kasal kasal, matagal pa yun mangyayari, I doubt you will marry him before you graduate. That's just bullshit. He also wants it, sinong hindi? Hypocrite nalang ang magsasabing hindi. Kaya wag ka na maghintay pa ng matagal at sunggaban mo na." I shook my head. Yna is really a no filter person. I don't know if I should hate her or love her for that.

"But, I don't know....how." There's a long deafening silence between us. I bowed my head and played with my fingers. Yna then sneered at me and scoffed.

"I know. That's why you need a reference for that. Don't worry, marami ako." She winks at me and laughs.

#yourshiningaster #i am art #chapter 21

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