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depressimss · 5 months

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✧*̥˚ wildmelon cas game *̥˚✧

@wildmelon thank you for this cas challenge <3!

#ts4 #sims 4 #ts4 simblr #simblr #ts4 screenshot #ts4 challenge #ts4 cas #ts4 cas challenge #wm cas challenge #wildmelon #hate my screenshots #gotta practice cry #tzrb #rb

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akans-dead-at-sea · 5 months

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It's alright

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#ofmd #ofmd s2 #ofmd fanart #our flag means death #“I am a brave boy and will NOT cry while getting reference screenshots of Ed” he said.#*barely manages to hit Win+Shift+S through the fucking tears*#I'm sorry but this is the only decent OFMD fanart I got in me for now #I'm shit at drawing people with faces/head and I still gotta learn and find a style but god knows the gay pirates are gonna help me practic #I still need to recover from this scene- this episode- this season- this show goddamnit #ngl at first I liked how I drew Ed's hair but the more I look at it now the less I like it >:C #did I forget to post this? no nope nuh uh I don't know what you're talking about #this absolutely blew up on twitter- lowkey hope tumblr dot com likes it too :>#ed teach #stede bonnet #gentlebeard #ofmd s2e8 #tw blood #blood #akans art

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evercelle · 1 year

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cold comfort

the rest is up to you.

#danganronpa v3 #saihara shuichi #ouma kokichi #saiouma #ever makes art #allow me to share my mental evolution working on these:#i gotta practice drawing eyes... im gonna draw saihara crying #(5 mins later) this is kind of boring ill draw ouma offering him some comfort. tender :)#(5 more mins later) what if i just make this more hurt than comfort

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twothpaste · 1 month

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the gallant and goofus of shedding tears

#i gotta get better at drawing ugly crying. practice time #intermission au #2thpaints

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n3onstars · 3 months

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This is a HUGE work in progress as I attempt to draw Djimon Hounsou as Thranduil and I think I'm failing XD. Sorry to anyone and everyone. But I just thought of how cool it would be if Thranduil was Black and had beautiful blond locs. So that's what I'm trying for here. And as suspected, Thranduil is gorgeous no matter what. If you wanna be racist or a dick about this, go away. DNI. If you don't like it, don't interact or you will be blocked.

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onetwothree · 1 year

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new adventure, new friends

original from the opening

#mew.jpg #pokeani #pokemon #liko #roy #okay so #i literally never do digital art #this isn't the first time i try but #it's gotta be like. the second time i actually finish a drawing on my phone #so be kind to me LMAO #ive been meaning to draw these two for weeks but i didn't like anything i drew traditionally #so i thought i might as well practice digital art since im motivated #i have to stop looking at this because the more i look at it the more i think i probably shouldnt post it #but i need to get more confident #okay ill stop talking now #cant wait for roy's first episode i WILL cry of joy

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boxwinebaddie · 3 months

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did kyle cry when he found out raven was stan

yes...A Lot.

which is kind of a big deal, because jersey kyle...

never cries.

ever.

so its a large part of the Why Can't Jersey Say I Love You ask meme, that, ik, is taking me forever -- i have so many asks rn haha -- but for the sake of context/lore, i will summarize part of it here. ( badly )

in essence, kyle, who is the least okay/mentally fortified person ever, is under the false pretense that everything in his life is fine...bc he refuses to process that it isn't. because to him, as long as everything is going to plan, w/ no detours or distractions...Everything Is Perfect.

see, kyle...likes to plan. kyle likes order. kyle does not like chaos.

he does not like to deal with messy, complex human emotions, fussy things, upsetting things, dramatic things, any kind of touchy feelings. its inefficient, makes you vulnerable, its embarrassing, its impractical. most of all...its unpleasant/upsetting. kyle doesn’t do unpleasant and upsetting...kyle Is unpleasant and upsetting.

and after stan died...kyle wept inconsolably. he cried rivers, lakes and oceans, day in and day out, only to realize that all the puffy eyed, red cheeked, blubbering and snot...were for naught, because kyle could cry until he died of dehydration, sob until his chest was swollen, scream until his throat was raw & bloody; it didn't matter.

because it wouldn't bring stan back.

...that no matter what he did, how hard he begged, bartered or pleaded...at the end of the day, his sweet, precious stanley marsh was still Dead and kyle was still the same sad little boy he always was, drowning in his sorrows & his dead super best friend's jacket, weak and whimpering, eyes warbling. a waste. a weakling. a worm.

so one day...he just...Stopped.

he just stopped feeling things.

completely.

as a coping mechanism ( aka not-coping ) he just decided to compartmentalize all those uncomfortable, intense feelings, anything that wasn't useful to him and ignored them all together. pretended like they didn't exist. will not humor them. which makes sense bc in addition to not crying, kyle also doesn't laugh.

this, i think, is interesting because, to keep himself 'safe' and in working order at all times, kyle doesn't think about unpleasant things, he also is outwardly abhorrent to prevent things from getting to close to him, anything he could get attached to or might get sentimental about because he doesn't like to be vulnerable at all.

conversely, stan feels things extremely deeply and all the time. so he is constantly in distress and disarray because at all times, he is aware of how Sad he is and can't compartmentalize things like kyle can.

( can we see why it might be super easy for ravenstan to tell someone he loves them and why it would be really hard for jerseykyle? fML )

but back to kyle who count on both hands...maybe one hand...the amount of times he's cried.

he cried the morning after the sadie hawkins dance in sixth grade when all the news crews and ambulances and firetrucks were at stans old house, watching them put shelley in a body bag, and telling him like, in stans jacket, that they couldn't find him and that the flames were so hot that he probably got incinerated in the blaze.

he cried when he found out raven was stan. it was...a lot.

he also cried...

...when they broke up during the ravesey divorce. </3

like it was....Oooooof. it was so sad and fucked up. like when i tell you jersey kyle, like scary ass jerseykyle, who never bends to Anyone, was literally on his hands and knees begging ravenstan to stay I'MMM :(

he was clinging onto the hem of stan's shorts, absolutely devastated, lip quivering, fucking hyperventilating like nononono--stan, don't go! please, Please don't go! please, please, please don't go! :(( don't leave!! don't leave!! waitwaitwait!!! i do! please just--just Wait!!! :(( i do, baby! i Really do! so, so much and -- i! FUCK!!! i can--i can Say it! please just give me one second! i can--NO!!! NONONO sTAN, PLEA

sigh....*narrator vc* He Could Not Say It.

it was sooooo goddamn AWFUL!!! like literally the one thing that kyle fears the most in the world is losing stanley marsh which had already happened once and was now happening AGAIN??? oh my Godddd

his abandonment issues are so gnarly :'(

aStandonment more like

he also held it together while stan was there, however, the second that door closed, kyle wept BROKENLY into stans big shirt, full body shaking, knees to his chest, loud, open mouth sobbing, the knees of his pajama pants drenched, desperately trying to reach stan, to try and explain himself with words that wouldn't come, only to find that stan had blocked him...On Everything.

it was AAAaaAAa ;-;

uUuUuGh!!! plus it's sooooo sad and Scary when jerseykyle cries because it basically triggers a massive, full-blown Panic Attack!! because he's like oh god why am i suddenly feeling every bad thing ive ever repressed? why can't i breathe? why does my Chest Hurt??

:(( jErSey

hell is a PLACE, bitch!

anyways...tldr: yes, kyle did cry when he found out raven was stan. he cried when he lost stan, found stan...and then lost stan again.

fun! :)

-uncle nina, jojo posing at the gates of gay boy angst hell

#i gotta stop doing the ask memes at the top of my box #BUT I AM PASSIONATE ABT THIS #also please note that stan was packing a bag and jersey was like nonononono where are u going where are u going :(#and stan was like Out and kyle was like stan its -10 degrees you are in a shirt and shorts like u cannot go out like that!!#i cant let you go unless i know youre somewhere safe #and ravenstan was like Kenny Is Picking Me Up #WHIIIIIIIIIIIICH OUGH MY GOD WHEN I TELL U KYLE WAS TRIGGERED AS HELL OH MY GOD THE VIOLENCE #like kenny was dating marj but u know hes still a little insecure abt kenny being in love with stan even if it was unrequited #but more than stan was sober and kenny was not also this was def abt to cause a stan bipolar ep so kyle was worried abt him #relapsing it was OOOOOOF marj and kenny also broke up during this period of time bc kenny took stans side and marj took kyles #ommmfg i cant talk abt the ravesey divorce i hate it so Bad #but i am very passionate abt jersey kyle and how he just made himself into a machine and like doesnt know how to be human #but yeah so jers does not feel things as a coping mechanism so he does not know how to process anything that is important #and doesnt cry bc its gross and insufficient and not useful to him he doesnt love people bc it is not practical #and he did that for so long and it was so dehumanizing that like he does not know how to be vulnerable or soft so #yeah...kyle does not cry if hes crying its for a good reason its also super bad bc hes probably having a panic attack #and is rly scared/upset bc he suddenly gets hit w all the waves of unpleasant human emotion he repressed & freaks out bc he doesnt kno #what to do....i love u jerseykyle even if u cant say it back bb

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creatediana · 2 months

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"John Donne" - a charcoal imitation of the 1622 Portrait of John Donne at the age of 49 by an unknown artist, drawn 2/26/2024

This is a purposefully rough work; I hadn't drawn a single thing in two weeks since giving up on a personal and difficult drawing I had worked on during January-February. This was done in about 30-to-40 minutes with just willow charcoal; no pencils and very minimal erasing, so somebody doesn't get the privilege of defined eyelids.

#im happy w it for the amount of effort i put in #that last thing i was drawing... oh im mad and upset like crazy again even thinking about it!!! so im not gonna talk abt!!!#im just gonna shut up about it and you should too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#2024 #my drawing #visual art #john donne #charcoal #charcoal drawing #i was just gonna say the last thing was too much effort for how upset i was with it >:( but SHUT UP!!!!!!!#im so unhappy. my dad reminded me of it bc i guess he forgot i told him i quit it two weeks ago #i got super snappy w him but even thinking about it now makes me wanna cry. i've purposefully put it out of my mind #and now thinking about it again has put me in a bad mood when i wasn't before #i need to do more quick practice drawings as opposed high-effort concentrated works #cuz i gotta face it :) im just not that good at drawing :)#what a more skilled artist could do in a few hours takes me days or weeks #im more satisfied too usually w the low-effort works. i guess bc they aren't crushed under the weight of expectation #man FUCK expectations!!!!!!!!!!!#alright i gotta go im in a bad mood goodnight #bitches >:(

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fluffypichu876 · 7 months

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beaten dmc5 on son of sparda! this game is so fucking good man.

#the devs put their hearts into making dmc5 and you can feel it #not just in gameplay but every single aspect #absolute masterpiece #playing dmd soon!#gotta collect some blue orbs first...#and maybe practice a bit more #devil may cry

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golvio · 7 months

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#video #music #puppets #opera #handel #puppetry #alcina #ah mio cor #i must confess i really do love puppetry #especially when it's 'weird'#yeah the muppet mouth is odd but you stop noticing it after a few seconds of singing #and seeing the singer behind her emoting while the puppet itself is making these grand gestures is hypnotic #also it takes a lot of skill to be able to sing an aria professionally AND be half of the western equivalent of a bunraku puppet #i mean usually bunraku puppets have three people working them so i wouldn't be surprised if there was somebody hiding behind her #still though #that's gotta take a lot of focus and practice to get right #i also love the touch of solving the problem of having the puppet cry by making her literally hold a mask of her own tears #that way they can have the facial piece on set without having it be distracting or messing with suspension of disbelief #it's just a prop that she's holding and when she makes the change between expressions it's the most natural thing in the world

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merevide · 6 months

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it’s one of those nights.

#ok i’m gonna ramble a bit because it’s all hitting me like rn #first of all. i hate this song. but i also love this song.#and my birthday is tomorrow and i’ve felt soooo fucking ill about it like more i’ll than usual #n this song has haunted me all year like every time i listen to it i gotta reflect that wow i haven’t done anything with my life i’m #practically friendless and hobbyless and don’t really enjoy doing anything #AND I’VE ALSO BEEN SPENDING IT literally wishing that i wasn’t alive #or hating myself or hurting myself or sabotaging myself #or straight up not remembering anything because apparently that’s a side effect. a symptom #and i gotta rely on myself more than ever like to be more of an emotional rock than i already have to myself #and so many people who are in my age range are actually doing something or living their lives and i have it pointed out to me all the time #and it feels like it’s all hitting me at once. while i also feel like i still wanna sabotage or hurt #n then i remember that all i’ve really known about myself was the hurt and the concern #n it’s like wow. i really hate myself! i’m not doing shit!#but there are good parts so that’s what matters. and i try and focus on those good parts and then something hits me and then nothing matters #so i really hate this song bc it makes me think. but also i’m not gonna miss this year i almost got put in a psych unit i’m not even joking #anyway. i feel like this will all break me and the pressure will get to me and i’ll be on the floor crying again but also i really should’ve #died when i was born but i didn’t! so that means! something!#so yay 🎉 i’m alive. i should write this all down in a journal #my text #marina atd #she should i release this song bc it’s really that good i can’t take it #Spotify

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emafallsinlove · 6 months

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everything is awful rigjt now

#matt dillon #my brother’s new phone fucked up mine #i’m so upset in general right now #i’m dizzy #the world is like spinning around me at 10000mph #i have tennis practice even though the season is fucking done #but fuck no we need more practice #i’m so sick of everything and my mother isn’t being the greatest #and i’m just so done with everything #no motivation for anything #i have so much homework #i’m so drained already #i wish it was summer again #i was thriving #just gotta hold out until memorial day weekend 🫡#someone tell me i got this please #this is a cry for attention #this is a cry for help

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ecoamerica · 24 days

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Watch the American Climate Leadership Awards 2024 now: https://youtu.be/bWiW4Rp8vF0?feature=shared

The American Climate Leadership Awards 2024 broadcast recording is now available on ecoAmerica's YouTube channel for viewers to be inspired by active climate leaders. Watch to find out which finalist received the $50,000 grand prize! Hosted by Vanessa Hauc and featuring Bill McKibben and Katharine Hayhoe!

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makerscockandballs · 1 year

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oh. uh oh. ya boy is burning out again

#just thought about going to uni tomorrow and want to cry now. i was excited to go just last week #yeah lets put all the work at the begin ing of the semester. so the latter half is relaxed and i can focus on latin #yes lets have weeks of constant work and stress #i practically live in the library now. the guy who works there says hello to me now like i know him.#im so exhausted. presentation tomorrow two texts to translate another presentation within a week and THEN a breather before the next one #just gotta get throufh november :) getting through the month november

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ahogedetective · 1 year

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'monomono' for kichi, ofc ♥ ( SLOWLY I GO ASKJND )

{ monomomo surprise!!! 🎁 ❓}

Hope’s Peak Ring

A school ring carved with the crest of Hope’s Peak Academy. It is a symbol of the friendship of those who have shared their youth together.

"Ahh... what a nice looking ring. The description is lovely, too....and describes us perfectly, don't you think? Since you're my closest friend....and my beloved boyfriend. Who's made the years we've been at Hope's Peak so far, special ones to me. Th...Th-That being said, um: if you want it, I-I can put it on your finger for you...!"

Ignoring the heat rising to his cheeks, Shuichi holds Kokichi's wrist up in one hand...while the other slowly, carefully: slips that ring onto his ring finger. "There we go. It looks nice on you, h-hehe..." And many years down the future, he can't wait to repeat that exact same line, on a certain occasion that will the most special day of their lives...

#WAAAAH CRYING: THIS ONE IS SO CUTE AND PURE... ♥#KJFNJDK /YES/: even the machine said we gotta welcome u back with the super good somft!!! 💖#he gotta get in his practice putting a ring on Kokichi's finger after allllll tee hee~! ♥#tysm for sending Yuno I wuv u~! <3 #meme reply;;#Shuichi answers;;#ultmatea #♡;; Thieves of Each Other’s Hearts || { Kokichi // ultmatea}

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itskaeee · 2 years

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i can do the best make up on a moving train in under ten minutes but actually give me time and a quiet place and i need like five tries and two hours to get it down and it's not even the way i want it to be.

#i absolutely hate this when this happens #like i have an hour in total to get ready #and was like might as well do some eyeliner #normally i do my eyeliner really fast bc i used to do it like every day #practice makes perfect i guess #but i haven't done it in god knows how long #end result is that i kind of forgot how to do it #and had to restart like three times and almost started to cry #but hey at least my eyeliner is nearly perfect #or as perfect as it can get #and I'm almost ready to go #gotta get my things together #but then i am absolutely dine and ready to go #.kaes time to ramble

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venleaf · 5 months

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I have an English exam .....

I did not study like at all

What is the worst that can happen anyways lol

#1 text 3 listenings and 3 readings #all in 150 min #idk if i should laugh cry or be convinced that the teacher planned to murder us #it should be simple tho #sooo #all is good if tma is sad #gotta head in and not look back #exactlyyyy #the world is vast anyways this lil test will not impact anything so why worry #how i adore practicing out optimistic nihilism out #venleaf posts #text post

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