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I often think about this pic… for reasons I will not explain.
#aew#MJF#maxwell jacob friedman#gosh I hate him so much#but I love his lion tattoo that’s the only thing I’m looking at#OBVIOUSLY only thing I’m looking in this pic there’s NOTHING else to look at#bye goodnight#I-I need to leave NOW
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self indulgent horross doodles just because i can >B)
#art#my art#my doodles#utmv#horror x cross#cross sans#cross!sans#horror sans#horror!sans#horror#cross#horross#horross or horroross...i think i'm gonna settle with the first one HHH#i have no idea what the actual ship name even is but i think it sounds pretty fitting xD#i wanna draw more of horror so much....he's so fun to sketch wawhahghga HIM<3333#anyways shout out to blue for inspiring me cause goshsh there's SO many scenarios i can think of and doodle but maan#cross hates being stuck in bed cause he gets antsy headcanon<3 also because he hates feeling bored or useless :'(#but horror is just as stubborn about self care and spoiling his teammates with healthy snacks so good luck trying to escape him<333#i also wanna draw more random less detailed/rendered art and actually post them for funsies this time!#because gosh i can't doodle the ideas i want to make when i keep nitpicking the drawings and spending hours on one piece augyhgh#next doodles up are probably gonna be about crepic because *shrugs*#i might as well have been dragged into the ships i never thought i would ever ship cause wow. i am weak for some bromance<333#gosh cross keeps attracting every type of individual in the multiverse istg HHH xD he's fun to write so ofc he is<333#thank you all for your support btw!! muah muah have a nice day everyone<3333
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Mxtx was so sexy for having shen qingqiu experience the shen jiu flashbacks and still deciding to dislike him. Don't get me wrong I eat up all those awesome fanfics and headcannons of them having some sort of positive relationship like it's breadsticks, but sy!shen qingqiu's canon perception of shen jiu is just so juicy!
Like, you die, you die cursing and screaming some trashfire novel but wake up in your least favorite character's body. But he's not a character anymore, you eventually find out and accept that you and everyone around you is real. This body is real and so was the person who had it before. This body was theirs but now its yours. This body has done real horrendous things to real people that you care about. Some omnipotent system inside you is encouraging and coercing you into doing similar horrendous acts this body would have done, what it used to do. This body is not yours but now it is and now you have to live with it knowing you have to act out this body's role. Hurt your loved ones, distance yourself from your comrades, die a painful death. That is what this body was meant for, this was the original owner's fate, live with it. You are now one of the only people in the whole world that intimately knows how that man was the way he was and why he did the things he did. But that does not make it better, you feel pity, some sort of regret for how things could have been, but you cant forgive and forget because you hate him. You hate the character who turned out to be a man. You hate the man that used to own this body. You hate this body that's yours but not really yours. You hate your role, this narrative, this world, your future circumstances. Your actions of self preservation that have caused great harm. And ultimately, you hate yourself.
#hate is strong strong word but you get what im going for#i find it fascinating that when sqq does something hurtful or jerky he blames the original flavor sqq in him.#he starts trash talking sj but really hes being hard on himself#i also think its incredibly human of him to continue to disliking sj after seeing his past. i think thats so cool!!#because thats what we would do in his situation! “aww you had a bad childhood? that sucks but you hurt someone i cared about.”#“sorry that happened to you but also screw you”#gosh i love sqq so much i want to study him like a bug#sorry if this post doesnt make sense or is not totally accurate. i dont have book 3 on hand rn.#svsss#shen qingqiu#shen jiu#shen yuan#scum villains self saving system
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How the reunion in season 3’s going to be-
#good omens#gomens#good omens 2#gos2#good omens 3#gos2ep6#gos2 spoilers#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable husbands#why can’t they talk ffs#metatron#that fucking bitch#i hate him so much gosh
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even with the new 1.6 update i wasnt too interested in stardew bcuz.. im just busy and ik i dont have the time to pour my heart and soul into that game again
and originally on my main farm, i married alex, but eventually divorced him after seeing shanes heart events and i married him.
BUT NOW AFTER SEEING ALL THIS ART OF HARVEY ON TUMBLR. IM KINDA GOING INSANE AND IM HONESTLY A HUGE SAPIOSEXUAL AND I KINDA NEED HARVEY SO BAD. I LOVE SMART AND NERDY GUYS AND UGHH the way u people draw him I NEED HARVEY. but im still in love with shane.. and i wanna stay married to him on my main farm...... and like.. what does one do.. LIKE IK I NEED TO MAKE A NEW FARM WHEN 1.6 COMES OUT ON SWITCH ANYWAYS... BUT I NEED HARVEY NOW BUT NOT ENOUGH TO START A TOTALLY NEW FARM AND WORK OFF OF THAT... FUCK ME DUDE UGHH
ALSO I HAVE ALEXS KID STILL.
#stardew valley#sdv#stardew shane#stardew harvey#stardew alex#anyways im so conflicted#and u guys have to stop drawing harvey so... GIHTBNEDF#gosh..#but also dont cuz i wanna see much much more of him <3#i have literaly never liked harvey before this day.. like at all#honestly i kinda resented him#like a lot#i hated him#BUT NOW I NEED HIM#ugh..#minty rant
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*You give him a laptop (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Gaster#W. D. Ghoster#I don't have the time/energy at the moment but gosh does the idea of turning these into fake screenshots appeal to me so much lol#Maybe at some point >:3#These are what a lot of my scratch projects look like btw lol - ''I want to finish this but Not Right Now but I need to it at least exist''#Poof existence lol#Also the fun of this potentially existing someday but not yet: My handwriting keeps some spoilers intact lol#I can't tell how many since I can read my handwriting but there must be some right?#I gave it one go to do the text box over my scribbles and hated it so lol - full version or nothing! Haha#Does make wonder if posting gives it more existence cred? More complacence about not finishing since /a/ version exists?#Thoughts for later lol#Just ike the full version! Lol ♪#Anyway a lot of this was fun to spiral around the thought of if he could actually have a moment of ''I could do my work?? While here????''#Vacation-work spot lol#He complains so often it seems like such a nice gift to give him for all of five minutes lol#And he seems so interested in human technology really makes me wonder how much if any electronics survive the trip down#Or if they're all fried - or get fried falling down lol#There's gotta be a Nokia that made it right something that didn't have to be completely gutted and refurbed haha#But right from the source has to be a tempting offer even if it is a bit behind the times hehe
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I can fix him*
*bad writing, underutilized gameplay mechanics, characters with unfulfilled potential, funded by bootlickers
#ra speaks#personal#sorry I made dr phone calls and have like. ten minutes til I gotta get ready for first class of the semester. let me have this.#I think I should get every COD game ever for free. it’s MY tax dollars at work after all (actually anything produced w us military funding#should be free I think I can trap even my bootlicker tax hating dad into getting onboard w this one)#anyways. ghosts was…decent. but jfc if you give me a silent protag I expect SOME self awareness in the writing.#why are characters calling to him on comms when they know he won’t respond? why doesn’t he have an AAC device or something more futuristic?#I’m just saying if you explicitly limit a character you need to respect those limits in te writing. it’s not that hard.#like non of the characters even acknowledge that Logan never talks. esp weird when he first meets the ghosts#also. obv not a big fan of ‘all of South America has United into evil space terrorists’ but it was 2013 so ¯\ _(ツ)_/¯#wish we got to see some SDC civis y’know? get a bear on the average attitudes abt the whole. invading the US thing.#(jfc do not get me started on The Wall like this is a 2016 trump voter’s power fantasy)#also Riley was such an interesting mechanic why couldn’t they have at least substituted him w drones or something on the other missions??#you get him for like. two missions. and then he gets shot and you have to protect him (gosh I actually loved that section)#just. it was clear Logan was The Dog Guy with an aptitude for tech. honestly Hesh felt more like the MC than Logan.#and while Logan doesn’t have a ton of personality we can glean as a result of non speaking + ZERO communication at all ever#seriously he doesn’t even like. wave or give thumbs up to people wtf dude do ppl just assume he’s psychic or something???#I do LOVE the few scenes we get with him acting outside of player control/where he actually has agency (Elias’ death. the final cutscene)#and like it’s not much but it’s enough that I WANT to see what happens next#but alas. a decade old game without a true sequel (I think??? haven’t actually looked into it.)#my brother is making fun of me for being a COD gamer now like boy. I have no defense pls be nice to me T-T
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pairing: kuroda yukinari x gn!reader (no prns)
summary: he was always just watching from afar
warnings: none :)
He was always watching from afar. He would watch the way you would always say you were tired, but you'd be paying full attention every class. He noticed how you would genuinely be interested in class when you enjoyed the subject, but when you didn’t you’d subconsciously frown at the work given.
When he was practicing afterschool, sometimes he’d see you walk out of school a little too late and he’d realize you were studying in the library again. He would usually just watch, but today he just really wanted to talk to you. Maybe he was feeling particularly lonely that day after you had a seating change and you sat even further away from him than before. Whatever it was, he was feeling rather impulsive today.
“Sorry, I’m going to go ride outside for a bit,” he told his teammates and rolled his road racer outside. Little did he know, most members of the team knew about his little crush, especially the third years. It was a little too obvious to not notice, because every time you were in his line of vision, he was looking at you. They had hardly ever seen the two of you talk, but all they could hope for was all the best for their vice-captain— he was always looking at you with the sweetest gaze ever.
And for the first time ever, he was stepping forward
“Okay, take your time,” Izumida said.
“Hm? Oh, thanks,” Kuroda said, unaware of what Izumida had meant.
Oh, would he just end up just walking past you again? He wanted to talk to you, but what would he say? Immediately, he knew he would probably end up just watching you from afar, unable to say anything. He sighed at the thought of that.
But to his surprise, you turned to look at him. Okay, now what does he do? What does he say?
“Oh, Kuroda!” you said, taking your earbuds out. Gosh, he loved that about you. You were probably only going to talk for a bit, there was no reason for you to put them away. Yet, at the same time, he was somewhat surprised you knew his name— you were in the same class, of course you did. Maybe he was surprised to hear you say it, rather. “Are you off to practice now?”
“Oh, yes. I’m in the road racing club... which is probably obvious now,” he said, frantically. Gosh, he was making a fool of himself, you didn’t even ask! He was just so flustered, the words weren’t coming out right.
“Of course, I know!” you said. “How would I not know Mr. Vice-Captain of our school’s pride and joy road race team! Do you have a race soon?”
“I do. Quite soon actually... on Saturday,” he said, mind blank. He was just going to answer your questions now he wasn’t capable of much more, he realized.
“Saturday! I really shouldn’t hold you up then,” you said and he scolded himself for saying that. He would’ve rather talked to you for a little longer and practiced all through the night if he had to. “Where and when is it?”
“Just up the Hakone mountain,” he said, surprised. It’s one thing to ask where, but to ask when? He was going to start having some false hope. “In the morning, at around 9.”
“Would it be weird if I show up?” you asked, a little less energetic than before, almost as though you were afraid he’d tell you not to come.
“No, not at all,” he said, a little too quickly. “...Please do.”
Immediately, your face glowed up the way he loved to see it. He could not believe you were talking to him right now.
“Then, I will definitely be there,” you said. “I’ll let you go for real now, I want to see you win that race.”
“Oh, crap, I forgot my water I’ll need to go back to get it. I’ll see you,” he said. “Thank you.”
“See you!” you said and walked off, putting your earbuds back in.
He didn’t lie, he only had one bottle when he usually carried two, but usually he’d just go on and buy something at a vending machine. However, he knew his ears were red and the last thing he wanted was for you to see. He walked back in and no one questioned how quickly he was back, (because they were all watching) which he found weird, but that was the least of his worries.
“How did it go?” Izumida asked.
“Oh, I haven’t gone yet,” Kuroda said. “I realized I forgot a water bottle.”
“No, not that,” Izumida said, finally tired of playing dumb.
“What?” he asked, then looked around and saw that quite a few more people were looking at him, eagerly waiting for him to go on. “Were you all watching??” He felt even more embarrassed than before if that was possible.
“(L/n)’s coming... on Saturday,” he said quietly, covering his face with his hand, hoping they wouldn’t see how red it was.
“Oh, you really have to win now~” Manami said, and that made Kuroda smile.
“Yeah, I really do.”
#kuroda yukinari x reader#kuroda yukinari#yowamushi pedal x reader#yowamushi pedal#yowapeda imagines#yowapeda x reader#GOSH I HATE WRITING LN OR YN#IT FEELS SO SILLY TO ME#but also i try to use no prns if possible#he is so lovely to me its insane i think he is just so serious and hard on himself like all he does is practice i love him#YOU CAN HAVE SOME FUN ITS OKAY#i really like writing like blurbs but whenever i start to write a blurb it ends up as a drabble#BUT I HAVE SO MUCH FUN WRITING FOR HIM maybe i will continue this in another part#if literally anyone finds this let alone likes this i will be so surprised again but TY FOR READING REGARDLESS !!!!#oops forgot to mention NOT PROOFREAD I FINISHED WRITING AND I HIT POST#i mean u can probably tell from the errors but SORRY#sorry i am currently copy pasting everything from my other blog including the tags so please don't mind my old rambles
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that's right, you'd better be scared, you'd better be afraid, you'd better be terrified of me
there's no need to be scared of me (for now)
i just know you aren't scared of me (the thing is you like it, you like everything that's happening at the moment)
you really aren't scared, you really aren't that terrified of me (and i think i'm falling for you, no, it seems like i already fell for you)
and now i'm scared, and now i'm so afraid and now i'm so fucking terrified (because you're my weakness yet my strength and it's time i fell on my knees for you, it's time i begged you not to leave me alone in the darkness)
please, i'm begging you, don't be afraid of me, don't be scared of me, don't be terrified of me (i want you to take me back, i need you to take me back even if it's going to be on your terms, it's your choice, i'm at your mercy)
i'm not scared, i'm not afraid, i'm not terrified (if it's you, then i'm willing to take it all, i'm willing to give my life, i'm at your mercy once again)
we're neither scared or afraid (it's just us and that's all that matters, it's just us and we've overcome so many things together, it's just us and we're going to take it step by step... we'll be fine as long as we have each other)
#it should've been a post ab different emotions and meanings hidden behind vegas touching pete's face#and as u can see there's one particular shot of pete doing so#it just felt right to include it here cause it still portrays vegas emotions through that touch#it was literally a point of no fucking return#this exact moment of pete touching vegas face was a groundbreaking moment for both of them (at least that's how i feel lol)#vegas let him do it...pete didn't hit him straight to the jaw this time... he just wanted to feel vegas was really here#pete just wanted to stroke a face of the man he loved so much yet hated#oh gosh i need to stop talking so much#so yeah this post isn't like deep analysis or stuff like that#it's just something that i interpreted the way i felt it after rewatching vegaspete scences for the hundredth time#vegaspete#vegas theerapanyakul#pete saengtham#kinnporsche the series
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My boss told me today that because Im 20, [and have a uterus] I should already have kids or there's not much use to me and wow that's one of those things you hear and you're like "I do not deserve to be alive."
#bro?? I was 19 like 6 weeks ago#please calm down#but also yeah#ok#um#he also implied that the only reason women should take days off is for their kids#and I was sick#i hate him#oh my gosh I hate him so much#i want to quit but this my second week here and I don't have another job to fall back on and I need the money but holy craaaap I hate h#me as person#vent
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might just create a new fanon logan ,, maybe
#I hate him so much I might just show you guys the version of him I have in my head#(based on old sketches of him)#I DONT RHINK ABOUT LOGAN EVER#I HATE HIM#THERES NO BETTER VESION#but#just hear me out#if we stop babying him he could be so cool oh my gosh#I just don’t wanna seem like a fan 😓#I hate him#trust#sbg#schoolbus graveyard#schoolbus graveyard (webtoon)#logan sbg
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Plz explain then the travesty that is love and thunder
A trainwreck directed by an egotistical six-year-old in a leech of a man's body who thinks he's a screenwriter and still plays pretend with his uwu self-insert OC.
.... real talk, though, in short:
The real travesty of Love and Thunder is that Thor is already made of love and thunder, and simultaneously Jane is the love to his thunder, and the MCU, through taika wai-feck-off, decided he can be neither of those things, and have no nice things. Thor is the most tragic character in the ENTIRETY of the Marvel Cinematic Universe, and yes, I do think more tragic than Wanda.
He has lost :
his entire home planet
his people
his entire family of four (no hela does not count he was not connected to her and should have been odin's sister)
before which he lost his brother (his platonic soulmate, to boot) a total of 3 times emotionally, two of those physically
he lost his ENTIRE friend group because his half-sister murdered Volstagg, Hogun and Faendral; he never reconnected with Sif
his only good mentor/parental figure (heimdal) was stabbed through the heart in front of him
he lost his dignity, his crown, his birthright (voluntarily and otherwise)
he lost his self-worth, his sense of direction (bc the writers legitimately thought his arc was about stepping down from the crown instead of making it his own and growing into it in his own way, by his own merits, at his own pace and gave it to some literally no-name side character that showed up for one movie and never respected thor in the first place to even earn his title from him smh)
and taika's idea of rectifying any of this .... is to give him some random child he doesn't know, that he doesn't care for, and manipulate him into taking her under his wing not because of the kindness and limitless love of his own heart even after shutting himself down post!endgame, but because jane asked him to as her dying wish — and then say that THAT is his happy ending.
Tell me why Thor, the longest standing of the Big Three, the king of the stars, the hero who is by all respects the embodiment of love, gets no companionship, no friends, no home, no place to belong, when Tony got a hero's send off and Steve got to be with an alt!dimension Peggy.
#and don't hecking tell me that 'oh but jane had cancer so'#bro i went out of my way to read that comic after i realized how irritated that movie got me#and you know hecking what? JANE COMES BACK#HE USES ALL OF HIS POWER TO /BRING HER BACK/#AND SHE CHOOSES TO COME BACK FROM THE GATES OF VALHALLA#BECAUSE THAT'S HOW MUCH SHE LOVES HIM - AND HOW MUCH HE LOVES HER#AND GOSH DANG IT GANG — mcu deserved that win#JUST ONE#HE DESERVES THE /ONE/ WIN#if he can't live for his people and carry the torch of everyone he has lost by being king#and being the best king he can be and choosing to live and love and survive and /lead/ despite his loss#then AT THE VERY LEAST he deserved to be happy with jane as a vagabond protector and /be/ with her and have his kiddos and be at PEACE#furthermore we really gonna act like the royal line isn't gonna end with thor and that that is a pROBLEM??? LIKE A COSMIC ONE???#like they're not gods and i hate that L+T tries to make them more like the comics when they are n o t literal gods#but gosh dang it the royal asgardian line is like... titan and dare i say /celestial/ tier levels of ridiculous#and thor is the lastoline#we really not gonna talk about that??#&&. meta#salt to taste#&&. whispers#&&. | marvel. |#&&. thor.#anti thor love and thunder#t:l+t#l+t#anon#nonny my love ty for the ask im just so salty about everything taika's gone and rubbed his nasty hands on concerning my boy
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I wanted to mix medias and this was the result! The waves are all painted cardboard and Tobirama himself is pencil drawing. The whole piece is 12 by 17 inches (about 30 by 43 cm) and now takes residence on the wall above my desk. He is a redraw of this lovely piece done by @curdledmilkk (made with permission)
alt with filters below cut because i think they look cool
#Tobirama#Tobirama Senju#senju tobirama#naruto shippuden#founders#naruto founders#traditional art#Gosh I had so much fun with him#though my back did hate me for a few days afterwards because of the awkward hunched position is was in while painting the waves#AND I USED AN UNGODLY AMOUNT OF BLUE PAINT#I wanted to use cardboard for the raised effect#which you honestly can't see that well on camera#but it looks sick in person#thank you again for letting me do this it was an honor#inkyarttag
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note to self add an unreliable narrator tag cuz sky thinks there's a difference between how the word hero relates to him vs the other links also cuz he thinks choice vs obligation applies cuz he's a dumbass
#oh my gosh i hate him so much#i love him#but like#MAN COME ON#STOP BEING COMPLEX /j#love me some complex sky where i need to think of 2536420 things at once in order to write one sentence#smoke & ashes#save for later#chicken scratch
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