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sirazaroff · 1 month
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I have bees schnees stuck bouncing around my brain. Halp
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💥💥💥 🔨 alright everyone come get your nightly gay idiots before Weiss strangles someone
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eurydicees · 1 year
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I WAS JUST ABOUT TO RECOMMEND 'BLUE LOCK' TO YOUUUU!!! IT'S SO GOOD!! PLEASE TALK TO ME ABOUT YOUR FAVORITE CHARACTERS!!
OH MY GOD YES OKAY I AM SOOOOO GLAD TO HEAR YOU ASK ABT THIS BECAUSE I AM LITERALLY INSANE OVER ALL OF IT. I AM UNWELL. I AM NOT ACTING NORMAL ABOUT THIS STORY.
okay anyways now that i've gotten that out of the way. oh my god okay favorite characters lets do this
tbh i am soooo in love with, like, 99% of them. the only character i am actually annoyed by is barou but i also feel like he could grow on me with a few more chapters, yk? oh! just to clarify, i've read up to chp 71!! so some spoilers up until then incoming :) i'm a little insane as i get ready to keep reading. i skipped out on a party to do this LMAO. so favorites! but not in any order because i can't do that!
bachiraaaaa!!! oh my god he is my boy. he is everything to me. just,,, you expect me to read the words "there is a monster inside of me" and expect me to NOT go insane abt it? he plays because it's fun and he's at blue lock to find someone who has the same monster, the same desire and passion, he is SO much and i am obsessed with it. literally the moment he stole the ball from isagi in the tag game they played, i KNEW. he's my type of character fr. rin telling him that "you're searching for someone with your soccer" i'm gonna fucking scream. oh and also he's the sleepy boy representation that i need, so.
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^^things i'm not !!! ok !!!!!! about !!!!!
reo.... i just think he has sooooo many issues and they are so so so interesting. like, this is a character who gets everything he wants and then the one thing he really desires is just out of his reach. he is so broken up about nagi, too, and i loooove to see that in my pathetic little men. top ten things that had made me insane so far: reo saying "have you forgotten our promise" in reference to him saying they're going to be the best in the world, followed immediately by nagi saying that he's the one who's forgotten their promise, in reference to reo saying "let's play soccer." i'm literally howling at the moon. screeching at the sun like a bat. i am going crazy over this.
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^^^reo you literally have so many problems and i NEED to see you self-destruct
isagi!! tbh idk if i'm really usually a main character person, but i'm a little in love with isagi. he's just. SO interesting. every time he talks about devouring other players' skills and making them his own....i am literally losing my mind. in the game against chigiri, kunigami, and reo, when isagi talks about devouring barou's darkness and turning it into light....catch me literally screaming out loud about him. his growth and "leveling up" is SO much fun to watch/read and i AM dying over it. every time he learns a new weapon or figures out how to better use one, i AM in my bed pumping my fist and screaming go best friend you go best friend!!! i believe the next chp is the game against bachira, rin, aryu, and tokimitsu, and i can already feel myself losing it a little bit.
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^^^HELLO?????? I'M NOT OKAY ??????
chigiri! i'm not as insane about him as i am about the others, but i do love him very very much. the "i play for that joy i felt the first time i outran someone" and the "for as long as my legs work i want to play soccer" moments genuinely had me crying no joke. and his whole deal at the very start with "i was looking for a way to give up" versus his growth to wanting to beat isagi and become the best in the world... i am sooo unwell about it. in, like, fifty chapters he's grown SO much and i am so excited to see where he goes from here. and i think the match up between him and aryu is gonna be reeeaaalllyyyy interesting, too!! super excited to see how that pulls through. ahhh. he's just soooo.
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^^literally trembling as i read this again
ahhhh. yeah ok extensive list oops. i think those are all the main faves right now !!! i am so broken about them and it has literally been 13 episodes and 70 chapters. that's so fucked up.
the thing is just that this show was, like, TAILOR MADE to all of my interests. it's sooo high stakes and for what. it's my favorite sport in real life. it has characters who need therapy for real. god. yeah.
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anne-i-write · 3 years
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moriarty the patriot headcannons pt. 1
| requested by anon: Can you write about all male characters in moriarty has a same look of their  children and hpw many children they want? |
william x reader; louis x reader; albert x reader; sebastian x reader; fred x reader
word count: 2397
pt. 2: 221b boys
a/n: I DONT KNOW WHY I DIDNT WRITE THIS EARLIER IM SO SORRY THIS REQUEST HAS LITERALLY BEEN IN MY INBOX FOR SO LONG I AM SO SORRY I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS
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william: 487 words
with his whole plan to clean the world of the filthy nobles, william never really stopped to think about having children
well, until he met you
you both were in town one day and he saw you fondly watching a child speak with her mother
“i think two children would be nice”
“i didn’t even ask”
“i know, but the look you gave that mother was telling enough”
n e ways he is a simp and he did eventually give you what you wanted
fast forward a few years, you have two children: a boy and a girl
and they look exactly like their father
like,, it lowkey pains you how much they physically take after their father
you wanted to be like “oh they have your personality, but they look just like me!”
no
granted, your son took after you in an emotional sense but your daughter was a daddy’s girl through and through
like she looks like him, she acts like him, speaks like him, she even EATS like him
ok but the men w your children
fred is a freaking sweetheart ok
like he’ll watch over the kids when no one has the time and they love him too so they’ll help out in the garden which you are SO thankful for
tbh they only like uncle albert bc he brings them lil trinkets from when he gets back from london LMAO
louis doesn’t show it, but he absolutely adores your children and makes extra snacks for them at tea time
you caught onto this at one point bc for some REASON your kids would not stop bouncing off of the walls before bed and they told you uncle louis gave them chocolate
and sebastian loves messing w your kids bc,,, sebastian
but he accidentally made your son cry ONCE and he was at the mercy of every adult in the moriarty estate including the boy’s younger sister
needless to say, he watched his actions and words around your children after that
now, william
i’m just gonna say this straight out: most of the men never really thought about having kids (save john and albert)
but when you finally had kids, william had a different outlook on life
like fr,, this man works overtime now trying to get rid of the filth that is called nobles
he doesn’t want his kids to be raised in a world where just because you have more money than another means you get to look down on them
you still instill in them those good morals ofc
he also tries to be very present in their lives since he and his brother were raised as orphans
when he was younger, he didn’t mind it all much
but now that he had this small family and a brighter future, he did everything in his power to make sure they’re happy and grow up in a cleaner and kinder world
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louis: 320 words
it took you a week to get him to at LEAST humor you
“if you could, how many kids do you want?”
“none”
like, this guy is so dedicated to his brother and his cause it is a WONDER you somehow wormed your way into his heart
but you did and honestly, the brothers are actually very happy that you’re with them
william especially
louis rarely emotes but when you came into their lives, you got louis pissed at one point and everyone was like,,,, wtf?? he has emotions???
anyways, his answer is one kid LMAO
and when you get that one kid, he looks just like louis
yall already KNOW that he’s ready to die for that child as soon as louis holds him in his arms
the only kid sebastian wouldnt even try to mess with
he can deal with william’s albert’s or fred’s kids but louis lowkey intimidates him so he’s as nice as he can be
that being said, louis teaches his kid how to properly handle stuff around the house
you want to cry bc ur son is just so??? the little kid just loves helping out no matter how small the task and he’s just so cute it hurts
even sebastian’s kinda like,, “aight he’s the only kid i will tolerate”
louis grew up with only his brothers so he also wants to give his son a shot at a normal family
is actually aware at how he thinks he’s indispensable for william’s cause and he doesn’t want his son to end up like him
he also teaches his son some badass fighting moves
oh and louis smiles a lot more too
cried bc his son saw the scar he got on his cheek, rubbed some dirt on his lil face and said “i have daddy’s cool scar now”
all in all his son is the best thing to happen to all of you
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albert: 505 words
same as louis in the fact that it takes him a week to answer
“you know you haven’t even answered my question”
“i’m sorry, what did you say?”
“how many kids do you want?”
genuinely takes time to ponder that question
he hadn’t thought of that since his family adopted william and louis
but with you?
“i think two darling girls who take after their mother is enough for me”
pls he’d be so sweet 🥺🥺🥺
you two end up having a girl and a boy, who look just like their father
and tbh, you’re not even mad
you love them so much so when albert comes back north, the three of you are ecstatic
the happiness was short lived for albert tho
he found his son spending time with william and there’s nothing bad right????
“where’s your sister?”
“she’s with mr. moran”
his heart DROPPED
out of all the people in the manor
HIM
he sees the two running around the garden
it all happened as soon as albert’s daughter went up to sebastian and said “you’re very pretty! you’re my knight now!”
he decided to “adopt” the little girl and now he’s lowkey whipped
you found albert staring at sebastian playing with his daughter and updated him about everything going on
“but him??”
“he’s just a big softie for her let it go”
isn’t really surprised when he finds out they can fight a little
actually glad that they can hold their own, God forbid anything happens to them
otherwise mi6 has to deal w family matters lmao
“albert, she only tripped”
“you shouldve seen the fear in her eyes as she fell”
“IT WAS A STRAY COBBLESTONE”
would raise hell if anyone even THOUGHT ill of his kids
william and louis are the doting uncles
william more so than louis bc your kids have never seen louis smile
now they’re on a mission to make uncle louis smile
louis was on child duty one day and they managed to slip away
omyGOD he was stressed but also,, extremely worried
so when he found them he had the most genuine smile on his face
your daughter was like (・∀・)
she loves uncle louis
ofc your son adores his dad like,,, who else wouldn't feel awesome at the age of 10 if you found out your dad was a high ranking general
feels superior to sebastian bc of his dad
lmao this 4’5 kid thinks he can rule sebastian for some odd reason
the house is always dirty bc him and sebastian always prank each other
your daughter is trying to catch a butterfly but she can’t so fred helps
instantly loves fred
“is that what heartbreak is”
“i guess that’s what happens when you try to get close to my kids colonel”
albert is kind of afraid of turning into his dad but he has you and everyone else to remind him that: no you are not your father, you are so much better than him
loves your family with his entire being
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sebastian: 844 words
“i see you looking at those kids and the answer is none”
lmao you’ll get so pouty around him bc you want kids dammit
that and he spoils you to no end so that's why you’re pouty lol
“fine we’ll only do one kid and bc one kid is all i can tolerate”
bruh
this man gives you three in four years LMFAO
two boys a year apart and a girl in the fourth year
you wanted to smack sebastian
when the two boys grew up, it was obvious they were already taking after their father in the physical sense
it was terrifying
they genuinely look like mini sebastians and you know everyone in the manor is afraid that you two birthed satan
and the satan was your eldest one
he’s just a feral sebastian moran in a tiny body
your second son, god bless him, looked just like his father but with fred’s temperament
and see, you were fine with your sons looking like their father
it was FINE right
you prayed to God that your third child would have at least some physical resemblance to you
your daughter was birthed, she grew up
and you cried
“HOW DO THEY ALL LOOK LIKE YOU”
“i’ve got some strong genetics, baby”
you sulk for a lil bit
but you accept it anyway because you love your goddamn kids
thankfully, your second and youngest child are both soft spoken and it's only your husband and his tiny clone bringing hell to earth
smacking sebastian bc all of your children suddenly started swearing up a storm at each other
“WHYD YOU HIT ME”
“YOURE THE ONLY ONE WHO SWEARS AROUND THE KIDS”
finally sitting down and trying to convince them to stop swearing
“father does it!”
“your father’s stupid”
speaking of your daughter
she’s his little princess and no he will not take criticism
spoils her more than he spoils you
did she glance at a toy at a passing store?
he buys more toys than he should from said store
you have to physically hide some of his money bc there is only so much you can buy
and her older brothers are so caring you want to sob
if a person accidentally shoved her over bc she was tiny and they couldn’t see her
oh boy
get ready to restrain them like chihuahuas
“little sister will be protected at all costs”
since his second son is so different from him, sebastian actively makes time to talk about what the little boy is doing and what he’s getting from it
doesn’t want to be pushy and suffocating like his dad was so when his younger kid does want to be left alone to his devices, sebastian does so
but honestly loves that your second son is so literate
lddhsajdsfk what yall dont know is that they’re all in cahoots
kinda funny to see them all together bc they all take after their father so much it's like having three tiny sebastians go around town
anyways,,,, yall know the promised neverland right
you got ray, norman, and emma
granted one of them wasn’t as smart as ray but he definitely knew what stealth was
regular sibling rivalry was still a thing but if they could smell the pudding from the kitchen, they know they have to work together
sebastian caught his eldest smuggling biscuits into a small bag
he had half a mind to scold him
but then he ended up giving tips TO ALL HIS CHILDREN on how not to get caught next time—
bc of this they beg him to tell them some stories from afghanistan bc “there’s no way a man as old as dad knows this many stealth tactics”
louis is so fed up lmao
albert is in london most of the time so he just thanks the lord that he doesn’t have to deal w the propaganda that sebastian feeds his children about how “mr. albert is a bad man”
william is fine w it as long as they don’t trash the library
your younger ones love the library so they would cry at the thought of one of the books losing any of the pages
your second and your daughter are definitely the moriartys’ favorites
they don’t show it, but you just KNOW
your eldest could care less about that though
as long as you and his father still love him
and of course you both do
and fred is definitely your youngers favorite
they like to hang out in the garden
ok they still fight all the time though
just because your second child is soft spoken doesn't mean he’s afraid to throw hands
their sister likes to join in for the hell of it
but if someone wrongs any of the children
just because the younger ones are the moriartys’ favorite, doesn’t mean that they’re not gonna hunt someone down if they even think about trying to hurt the eldest too
yeah,,, good luck to them and their families
they got the entire moriarty estate coming after them
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fred: 241 words
cmon yall are like,, young
but you did ask him bc you were curious if he thought about it
he wants one
and when yall do have the kid, you guys actually do have one kid and its a girl
since you both are young, you can immediately see a resemblance between her and her father
everyone who meets her would die for her
ABSOLUTE CUTIE
especially when she walks around the garden w her hand in her dad’s and he’s showing her all the plants and telling her how to take care of them
needless to say she grows up loving plants
any type of plant
the boys love giving her flowers or anything from bc she has the biggest smile every single time
no matter if it’s just a single rose or a rock
this was found out one time when sebastian gave her a rock bc everyone else had given her like,, two roses each
was afraid she was gonna cry
“thank you so much mr. moran! i will treasure this until i get old!”
she was like 4 at the time
and had the widest smile you’ve ever seen on her
guys u don’t understand she smiles a lot but this was like,, genuine happiness
but everyone was just,, i will destroy the world and myself if anything happens to her
fr it’s just sunshines and rainbows every single time she’s around
everyone just loves her ok
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moriarty the patriot general taglist: @zoehanji
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diaphragmjellyfish · 3 years
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Eli “Hawk” Moskowitz NSFW Alphabet
Not my gif
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A: Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)
Hawk is pretty quiet after sex. He likes to lay there with you draped over his chest and a smirk on his face while you both catch your breath. If it was a particularly rough night he will get a wet cloth and clean you off before getting snacks and turning on some rock music or an action movie. He’s almost always the big spoon when cuddling.
B: Body part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also yours)
His favorite body part of yours is your face. He thinks you look so innocent and pure like a literal ray of sunshine. A complimentary opposite to his look. He especially likes how sweet you look while doing certain *ahem* activities. His favorite body part of his are his abs. He worked hard for them and they give him confidence. He loves when you run your hands down them while y’all are making out.
C: Cum (anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person)
Hawk likes to cum on your face or inside you. You guys are young and not at all ready for kids so you always wrap it up, which is why he usually cums on your face. He could honestly finish just thinking about how you look covered in him like that. When it’s a super passionate or romantic night he prefers to finish inside you with or without the condom. He just likes to look deep in your eyes.
D: Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory)
He’s always wanted to try anal. His tattoo buddy Rico told him it was awesome, and he’s wanted to do it ever since. He’s nervous to ask you though because he would never want you to be in pain. When you eventually tell him you want to give it a go, he’s beyond excited but also super gentle.
E: Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
Hawk is somewhat experienced, but his confidence makes up for anything he might not be sure about. He was with Moon for a few months and learned all the basics, but it’s with you that he really starts to experiment. He’s also a super quick learner.
F: Favorite Position (This goes without saying)
The boy loves to try new things. You guys are making your way through the Kama-sutra. He still thinks you can never go wrong with the classics though- missionary and cowgirl. As long as he can touch you he’s a happy guy.
G: Goofy (are they more serious in the moment, or are they more humorous, etc.)
He almost always is wearing a smirk when y’all are going at it. He’s more serious than goofy at first just because he feels like he has something to prove but once you guys get comfortable and he knows he can be himself around you, he lets loose a little and will crack a joke or two during.
H: Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes)
God I wish I could say the carpet matched the drapes lmaooo imagine a little mini mohawk. But fr he’s probably trimmed. Nothing too fancy but he keeps it clean.
I: Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect)
He’s a romantic at heart, but only for you. He’d never tell anyone but on Valentine’s day he goes all out. Rose petals, candles, a massage. And he loves to buy you lingerie to wear for him.
J: Jack off )Masturbation hc)
He does it a lot when he’s by himself because he can’t believe he got such a sexy mf as his girl. He always thinks of you. If he’s ever too frustrated from training or a tournament he’ll rub one out by himself so he doesn’t take out his anger on you. He’d never want to hurt you. But if you’re there, he obviously prefers you over his hand.
K: Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Anal, Hair pulling, choking, he loves when you bite his shoulder when it feels good, or scratch his back so when he takes off his shirt at practice everyone knows he did a good job. He also loves to leave hickeys all over your neck and thighs. He’s a confident boi but he has an insecure past so he wants everyone to know you’re taken and taken well ;)
L: Location (Favorite places to do the do)
He’ll take you anywhere and everywhere. Bed, the dojo, the canyon, on his motorcycle in an alley somewhere, he literally does. Not. care. You guys even did it in his mom’s Sentra while it was in the middle of the car wash
M: Motivation (What turns them on, what gets them going)
Any time you bend over, or ask him to help you with something like opening a jar, he likes to feel needed and wanted. You could honestly look at this boy funny and he’d pop a hard one.
N: NO (Something they wouldn’t do)
Anything that causes you pain. He would never slap you or make you gag on him or anything like that. Also threesomes are out, whether that’s with another guy or another girl, he wants it to be just you and him always.
O: Oral (preference in giving or receiving)
The first time you went down on him he thought he was gonna explode. He couldn’t believe it was happening. But the first time he went down on you? He’d never heard such beautiful noises and he knew from then that he wanted to hear those little moans every day for the rest of his life. He’s got the basics down when you first get together, but after you show him what you really like and y’all start experimenting? God tier head.
P: Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual?)
Honestly depends on the day. When you guys first meet he just wants to impress you so he’s super fast and rough, but once you tell him that slow and steady wins the race, he starts to take his time. You still enjoy a good pounding every once in a while though
Q: Quickie (Their opinions on quickies)
He’s the king of quickies (not too quick tho if ya know what I mean). He’s a young guy, he’s horny all the time and doesn’t care if anyone sees. He’s doing what he wants when he wants as long as you’re ok with it.
R: Risk (Are they game to experiment)
YES. It’s his favorite thing. You both love to get freaky and try new things. He’d do anything you ask him to do, and do it well.
S: Stamina (How many rounds can they go for)
Ngl, when y’all first got together, this kid would bust in under 10 minutes. He’s a young guy, you were his second girlfriend ever, and he spent most of his childhood thinking he would never even talk to a girl like you. He bounced back fast though and could go for multiple rounds. And he’s built up stamina over time so no issues here.
T: Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them?)
He loves to use toys on you. In the beginning, you were having trouble reaching the summit *wink wink* no matter what he did. He was amazing, but for whatever reason you couldn’t quite finish. You told him it was fine but he said he couldn’t enjoy it if he knew you weren’t enjoying it. So one day he bought a tiny pink vibrator and held it between your legs while he fucked you and you LOST IT. Now he has several different toys that he uses on you all the time.
U: Unfair (How much they like to tease)
He’s not much of a tease. He likes to let you both have what you want. But he loves when you tease him. The anticipation of you hovering over him, not knowing when or if you would finally sink down, gets him that much more excited.
V: Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
Kind of quiet, but lots of swearing and groaning. Literally the “ugh fuck” right in your ear as he sinks into you. He doesn’t like to be too loud (his old shy self is still there) and would rather hear you scream for him.
W: Wild Card (Random hc)
He is very much into foreplay. He likes to make sure you’re on the brink of orgasm before he even gets in you. Your only sexual experiences before you met him were guys just shoving themselves into you completely dry and when you told him that, he promised you he would never do that to you. He’s been a foreplay prodigy ever since. It’s his thing.
X: X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants)
Probably about 5 or 6 inches, average girth. Honestly size really is overrated. The G spot is only 3 inches in I’m tired of everyone acting like bigger is better. You Don’t Need Much if they’re using it right and he definitely does.
Y: Yearning (How high is their sex drive)
On a scale of 1 to 10, Hawk is an 11. He could fuck you all day every day for the rest of his life. Morning, noon, and night. Rich or poor, in sickness and in health (I got carried away lmao)
Z: ZZZ (How quickly they fall asleep after)
Hawk likes to cuddle, eat snacks, and watch a movie after. Maybe it’s because he always felt insecure sleeping around other people as Eli but he always lets you fall asleep first. He loves to feel like he’s watching over and protecting you while you sleep on his chest. Literally when you’re in such a vulnerable state around him he feels so honored and would die before he let anyone lay a finger on you.
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captnbarnesrogers · 7 years
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Better For Me (Part 7B)
Pairing/Characters: Bucky x Reader, Steve x Natasha (Reader sometimes calls her Natalia), Sam Wilson, let’s just say everyone in the fuckin compound lmao Warnings: Swearing, cocky!Bucky, sexual tension, eventual smut, it’s a slow buuuurn Summary: You meet one of New York’s richest Bachelor’s. He’s hot, he’s rich, and he’s an absolute fucking asshole. Luckily for you, you’re an asshole too and you could take a challenge any day. Within the first 24 hours of knowing each other, you’ve already pushed each other over breaking point. But when something comes up, you’re both forced to try and get along. Can it be possible? Word Count: 3.5K+ Chapter Summary: Baby Romanogers is born and they’ve named him Aaron James, AJ for short. You’re connected to Bucky because you’re both godparents. AJ’s christening comes around and a little promise is broken. CHAPTER WARNINGS: YALL THEY ABOUT TO FUCK YAAAAAAAAS, smut, oral sex (FR)  A/N: I firmly believe that a person who you can’t laugh with while trying to have/having sex is not the right person 😊 I ALSO PASSED 1.5K!!!! THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!! IF YOU HAVE SUGGESTIONS ON HOW TO CELEBRATE PLEASE DROP THEM IN MY ASK BOX OR MESSAGE MEEEEE YAY!!! <3 <3 <3
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The last three months with Bucky have been amazing and you couldn’t help but let the butterflies flutter within you. You wanted to take things slow and there were times when you just wanted to jump his skin but luckily, your self-control was strong. Unlike Bucky, whose hands would be all over you in a heartbeat.
Bucky situated his hips in between your legs and kissed the icing from the tip of your nose, making you laugh. The soft voice of Jason Mraz singing ‘I Won’t Give Up’ filled the room as you laughed. He grabbed your hips and helped you down, his shirt falling against the sensitive skin of your thighs, your feet landing on his as you both gently swayed in the middle of the kitchen. His forehead rested atop of yours and hummed the melody of the song. He leaned down and gave you a kiss on the lips. You melted into him, arms wrapping around his neck and deepening the kiss. Suddenly, the cries of a baby was heard across the room.
“AJ…” You both whispered,
“I’ll get him.” He suggested, placing a kiss on your cheek. Bucky walks over to the crib across the room and picks up the small new born, supporting his head and placing him in his arms. He begins cooing at the baby, finger rubbing on AJ’s tummy. You smiled at him and joined him as he sat down to give AJ a bottle, “He’s not even my baby and I don’t want him to grow up.”
“Speak for yourself, he’s my baby.” You giggled. The door creaked open, Natasha bursting in with bags of food and a broken heel, “Tash! Are you alright?”
“Yeah, yeah, I just broke this stupid heel on the way up,” She took a breath and let out a sigh, “thank you for looking after AJ while I get the stuff for the christening.”
“We’re totally happy to do it.” Bucky shrugged with AJ in his arms, you, nodding beside him. You saw the distress in Natasha’s eyes. You signalled Bucky to go away for a sec, he did so. You took Natasha’s hand and sat her down on the couch. One look at you and she began crying.
“Hey…” You embraced her and rubbed her back comfortingly, “He’s gonna be home in time for his christening.”
“But what if he doesn’t come home this time? What if I become a terrible mother to AJ? I don’t know what to do, Y/N…”
“And so, I’ll be here every step of the way, Tash, that’s what friends are for, m’love.” You hugged her tighter as she whispered how much she loved you, repeatedly thanking you.
As she wished, Steve came home a day later, a day early for his son’s christening, Natasha happy as ever.
Planning things with Natasha was always frustrating. Her eye brows would furrow from the lack of perfection and she’d take a breath in to calm herself down. In turn, as if it was contagious, your eye brows would furrow and your breathing would slow. You took a hold of Natasha’s hand and gave her a soft smile, one she would return, both of you suddenly feeling calmer than before. She took AJ in her arms and coddled him, giving him small kisses on his chipmunk-like cheeks. She kept adjusting the items on the table and making sure the caterers were okay staying in the house,
“Everything looks great, Tash.” You reassured her,
“Are you sure? What if-”
“No what ifs, we worked hard and now,” You gently took AJ from her and cooed at him, “we gotta get this little guy dressed for his christening, don’t we, AJ?” Natasha laughed at the way her son giggled at you giving him an eskimo kiss,
“Alright, let’s get you dressed, little mister.” Steve leaned against the door and watched his son and his wife with a silly grin and adoring eyes. You watched them. You watched as Steve walked over and gave her a kiss and it made you think about a life like theirs. Whether you’d be able to have a life like that one day. You felt hands sneak around your waist and you bit your lip, letting out a little giggle as you felt him nuzzle himself in between the space of your neck, giving a light peck. Your hands made their way up into his hair.
“Hey.” He whispers,
“Hey.”
“You’re not dressed and the christening is in forty-five minutes.” Your eyes widened, completely forgetting why you were where you were and that you needed to go back to your apartment to change. You playfully slapped his arm,
“You distracted me, you asshole!”
“Did not!”
“I need to go home, I’ll be back.”
“I’ll come with you.” He starts to follow you, catching up with your fast pace. You stopped him,
“No.”
“What? Why?”
“Because you’re just going to distract me.” He smirked and grabbed your hips, pulling you closer,
“Distracting you is fun.” He began kissing your neck, you rolled your eyes and moaned,
“Bucky…”
“Are you up for some distracting?” You groaned and pulled away, shaking your head,
“This is a day about our godson.” You giggled, panting slightly, “I’ll see you in fifteen minutes.”
“All I needed was five.” He winked,
“Shut up.”
You drove down to your apartment and rushed in, taking your dress off of the rack. You slipped it on and let the natural curls of your hair do their job as you tied it into a half updo. You put on some light make up, finished off with some clear lip gloss and mascara to coat your lashes. You gave yourself an assuring before rushing out the door and unlocking the car to drive to the church of AJ’s christening.
Your eyes focused with a worried Bucky at the front of the church, checking his watch to see how long it was until you’d finally arrive. He let out a breath of relief when he saw you running to the open doors of the church. You greeted him with a kiss and a whispered ‘I love you’ before speeding yourselves down the aisle. You stood behind Natasha and Bucky stood behind Steve, both of you looking over the shoulders of the parents of the most important person in the room. As if in sync, you and Bucky look up, meeting each other gaze. Something happened within you. Like electricity struck your heart. You slowly crept your hand up to the left side of your chest, taking one last look at him before the priest started the ceremony.
“Today we gather to celebrate a new life,” the priest begins, “Aaron James Romanoff-Rogers is here today to be baptized into Christ.” Soon enough, the priest had taken your hand and Bucky’s and brought them together, “Do you, Y/N Y/L/N and James Buchanan Barnes, promise to take care and love Aaron James, to become parents alike, when the time is needed?” You both look at each other, with a small smile and a tight squeeze of his hand,
“I do.” You both say,
“I now bless you, Aaron James Romanoff-Rogers,” He begins to pour the water atop of AJ’s head, Natasha and Steve are tearing up, their noses red as Rudolph, while you and Bucky held on each other tighter, “as a child of Christ. May the love of Jesus Christ and his power be in you for the rest of your life.” You found yourself crying too. You’d never felt so much emotion in one sitting. Your love for Bucky, your love for AJ and finally seeing your little sister genuinely happy – sitting front and centre to see the christening of what she assumes is her ‘god-nephew’. You giggle at the thought. You and Bucky walk out of the church hand in hand with Lily right by your side and right under the arch of the church you give Bucky and deepened kiss. Lily squealed and you smiled into the kiss, shushing her. He pulled away breathless.
“What was that for?” He asks in a whisper almost as if he was speechless,
“I’m just… grateful.” You breath out, “Let’s go?” He noticed a glow against your skin and a sparkle in your eyes. With one last kiss, he nodded and led you to the car.
Night fell as the party started. It was tame but wild enough to let you have fun. You danced with Steve and AJ before he was AJ was put to bed to avoid any grumpiness if he woke up in the middle of the night. You danced with Lily and you both laughed at how much fun you both having. You’d never seen her laugh so hard before. You’d never seen such joy in her eyes before. She warned you when Bucky walked towards you.
“Lil, you mind if I steal her away?” He asked her, she nodded and Steve took her to dance with him and Natasha. The room suddenly seemed to darken as his hand touched yours. The room seemed to empty itself and time seemed to slow. You wrapped your arms around his neck and swayed against the music, his hands on your hips and his face in between the space in your neck. You smiled as you felt his hot breath against you. Your hands only seemed to tighten around him as the song continued.
“You let all the girls go, makes you feel good, don’t it?” You sang softly, swaying slower, “Behind your Broadway show, I heard a boy say, ‘please don’t hurt me’.”
“I know you wouldn’t.” His grip only tightened on your waist, he’d never heard anything more agreeable than those lyrics you’d just sang and he’d never been more sure than being in love with you right at that moment. He lifted his head up from you just to rest his forehead on yours, “I love you so much, Y/N.”
“I love you too, Bucky.”  As the song ended, a sleepy Lily grabbed onto your dress and yawned as she looked up at you. You took her into your arms and her head rested on your shoulder, eyes shutting close, until Bucky gestured you to hand her over so he could put her in the car. You walked up to Natasha who was beginning to clean up, “Hey, I just wanted you to know that we’re going home now.” She nodded at you, “Are you gonna be alright cleaning up here?”
“Yes, Y/N, totally, don’t worry about me. I’ve got Steve and AJ and I don’t think I’ve ever been happier.” She smiled,
“Good.”
“Y/N?” You hum in response, “I know that Bucky is your first, your real first since Se-”
“Yeah, I know too.”
“Don’t be scared, okay Y/N? We can all see he loves you.” She smiles softly at you, “And he’ll understand if you’re not ready.”
“I’m ready, Tash… It’s just- What if I’m not… good enough?”
“If he ever gets that thought, he’s the biggest damn fool I’ve ever met.” She rests her forehead against yours, “I’m gonna be here whatever happens, Y/N, that’s what friends are for. You’re my best friend.”
“Thank you.” She kisses your forehead,
“Get em, tiger.” You waved goodbye as you exited the kitchen. You saw Bucky leaning against the car, waiting for you, grinning widely,
“Hi.”
“Hi,” Your walk got slower as you got closer, “you ready to head back?” You nodded your head but before he could move from leaning from the car, you grabbed the collar of his blazer and pulled him into a kiss,
“I love you.”
“I love you too, sweetheart.”
“Bucky?”
“Yeah?”
“Well, um,” You let out a chuckle, “you… You’re the only guy I’ve been with, well, you know, apart from-” He straightened up his posture and cleared his throat,
“I- am?” You nodded,
“I know it’s weird an-”
“No, no, no, it’s not, Y/N, don’t say that… If you’re not ready, I understand why.” You looked up from your fidgeting fingers,
“But… I am. Ready, I’m ready to be completely yours, to give into you.”
“Are you sure?”
“More than.” He thought for a second, sometimes this could be a big deal to some people, maybe you were saying this in the heat of the moment, in the heat of the night. It had been a pretty intense day and maybe you were just feeling these things,
“M-maybe you should sleep on it, see if you still feel like this tomorrow.”
“Oh.” You pulled away from him, your face dropping, “You, um, don’t want to?”
“Oh god, yes! Yes, yes, I do, doll, so fucking much… It’s just, I want you to really think about it.” He held your face in his hands, “I want you to be completely sure.”
“Okay.” You whispered, nodding your head. He opened the door for you and led you into the car where Lily’s light snores were heard from the front seat. Bucky got in beside you and started the car, starting the journey back to your apartment.
You’d woken up in the car to the sound of the car door closing, unaware of you slipping into a doze. You shook yourself awake and got out of the car. You gave Bucky a sleepy smile as he carried Lily in his arms. You locked the car and unlocked the apartment building door before entering the elevator up. The silence was calm and peaceful, something silence wasn’t usually related to. Arriving into your apartment, Bucky placed Lily in her room, while you stood in the door way watching them with your heels in your hand. He tucked her in and kissed her forehead as a sign of goodbye. He met your adoring and longing eyes as he exited the bedroom door. You followed him down the hallway and he stood near the entrance of your apartment.
“I guess I should go.” He says, opening the door,
“You could always stay, if you wanted to.”
“I could.”
“You should,” you took a hold of his hand and lifted it to your cheek, your eyes begging for him, “please.” He closes the door behind him as you lead him to the bedroom. You turn on the lamp, the room now dim lit. He took off his blazer and neatly placed it on the chair. He watched as you slowly slipped off the dress, he sees the lacy lingerie you were wearing and bites his lip from self-restraint. -You walk past him to get a bed shirt but he stops you, his hand gripping your arm. He lets out a deep breath, “Bucky, are you okay?” He takes one look at you and suddenly his lips crush against yours, bodies heating as each step backwards leads to the bed. You were in lingerie and he was still fully clothed, his dress shirt hugging his muscly body tightly. Your hand trails up his arms as his mouth moves with yours, both of you moaning, “Bucky…” He pulls away from you as your fingers play with the buttons of his shirt,
“Maybe we should stop.” He pants,
“No! Please, I want this.”
“Are you sure? I just don’t want you to regret this.” You began popping open the buttons on his shirt, biting your lip as each small circular plastic made its way out of the fabric,
“I am completely sure,” you give him a reassuring kiss, “I don’t think I could ever regret being with you.” With that, you slid off his shirt and he placed a trail of kisses upon your shoulder. You played with the hook of his belt and you both laughed at the failure of your attempts, “Shut up.” You whined before getting back on his soft lips. He lays you down on the king-sized bed and traced his calloused finger tips against your soft skin. He takes in every scar, every mole, every stretch mark, and places a kiss upon them, making your eyes roll back. He’d realised he’d never felt this way about anybody. His heart was beating out of his chest with one look at you and he couldn’t find a space in his body to breath because all he could focus on in this moment was you. He kissed you from your neck and down to your tummy, he felt every curve and kissed where he saw fit,
“You are so goddamn beautiful, Y/N.” He hovered over you and leaned down to kiss your lips while his hand played with your covered breasts, “Can I?” He asks, gesturing to your bra. You nod and bit your lip. His warm mouth covered your hardened nipple, making you moan. His hand drags itself down to your underwear, now rubbing your throbbing clit. You moan into the kiss, your hips squirming for more from him. His fingers slide in between your folds, making you both moan. He pulls away from you, “Are you okay, baby girl?”
“Yes, p-please keep going.” You say breathlessly. He inserts one finger into your wet heat and you sink into the bed with pleasure, “B-Bucky.”
“You’re so wet, Y/N.”
“Take it off.” He nodded and took his hand out of your underwear before sliding off the lace panties off of your body. You grab his hand and place his fingers inside your mouth, tasting yourself on him,
“Jesus Christ…”
“You shouldn’t say that when we’re doing the unholiest of things.” He lets out chuckle and he kisses you lovingly. Takes off his boxers and pulls your body to the edge of the bed while he kneels, facing your trembling body,
“You okay with this, Y/N?” You nod your head and before you knew it, his mouth was sucking and licking on your clit, his fingers making a come-hither motion within you. Your fingers were entwined in his hair as you moaned loudly, pulling tightly,
“Oh my fuck! Please don’t fucking stop!” He kept lapping you until your legs started shaking from pleasure. He made everything seem intense, “Fuck! Oh fuck!”
“Are you gonna cum? Fuck, you’re getting tighter around my fingers.” He takes his fingers out of you, making you whine from the emptiness within you,
“Bucky, please, I- I need you.”
“I know, darlin’, I know.” He walks over to his pants and takes out a foil packet, then walks back to you. You watch him tear it open and before he can roll it on, you take it into your hands and roll it on to him yourself, “Fuck, Y/N…” He lays you down once again. He hovers over you and gives you a soft kiss, soft but reassuring, “Are you ready, Y/N?”
“Yes, Bucky.”
“Okay, I’m gonna put it in, okay?”
“Okay.” He slowly enters your slick heat. Your nervousness made you clench but Bucky hushed you and told you that everything was okay,
“We can stop if you want, sweetheart, this is all about you.” He pants. You shake your head and put a hand on his chest,
“No, no, I’m just nervous. I want you, Bucky.” He places his forehead against yours as he pushes in even more, “Fuck.”
“Oh god, Y/N.” You capture his lips with yours and he fills you with himself to a hilt. His thumb caresses your cheek as his hips stop, “I-I’m just gonna let you adjust, okay?”
“Thank you.”
“Are you okay, though? Am I hurting you?”
“I-I’m okay, y-you can move now.” His hips started moving into you and you moaned loudly,
“You’re so tight, fuck!”
“B-Bucky, you feel- this feels amazing.”
“I love you so much.” He whispers hotly in your ear. Your hands grip his biceps tighter, your nails digging into his skin. You wrap your legs around him, bringing him closer and deeper, “Fuck, Y/N!” You hid your face in the space between his neck and bit the skin as he thrust in to you,
“I think- Bucky, I’m gonna-”
“Cum for me, Y/N.” He moans. He takes your face in his hand and kisses you as you release on him,
“James! Fuck, fuck, fuck, I love you, I love you, Oh!”
“Y/N-” His thrusts get sloppy and he bites the skin on your shoulder, “Fuck! I’m gonna cum!” He stills inside you and quivers as he releases, your hand scratching his chest. He comes down from his high and rolls over, bringing you closer to him as the intense pleasure subsides. He places a kiss on your cheek and you smile, “Are you okay?”
“Yeah, more than.”
“Good.”
“Thank you, Bucky.” You turn to him and smile,
“What for?”
“For this… For being in my life even though you know where I came from, this is,” you pull him in for a kiss, “the best night of my life.”
“I love you, Y/N and there’s nothing that can make me not love you.”
“Nothing can make me not love you either.” You giggle,
“You gonna be alright while I’m gone?”
“It’s just six months, right?”
“I’ll be back before you know it, I’m leaving in two days.”
“I know but I don’t wanna talk about it right now, I just want you to hold me.” And he did just that. He held you close and tight until you both fell asleep in each other’s arms, avoiding the everything that would keep you apart.
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