feeling blue today bc it’s the one year anniversary of someone who i love very much passing and my friends sent me some pretty flowers and bought me this cute little bell bag planter from animal crossing :,)
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Every time I see that picture of Barbie holding Ken’s hand, bringing him to life, and they’re both wearing their very first original beach outfits with the blue watercolor backdrop? I have to take ten minutes to stare at them both and then I get emotional about it bc they mean so much to me and there’s just something about the way Barbie looks at Ken and the way they’re holding hands and the way Ken looks at her. and it's even better in the imax clip when Ken’s breath hitches in his throat and he notices that the person who is his girlfriend is this gorgeous, highly accomplished woman who can do anything and be everything... I always laugh when he does a fist pump and whispers breathlessly yes!
And I can’t help but always picture myself in the middle, both of them holding my hand and each kissing my cheek
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waa.. i havent been recovering as well as i thought mvdndn ive mostly been laying in bed miserable and insanely stressed and unable to even feel relaxed.. but i wanna at least provide an update becos technically im ok, just. under incredible amounts of duress and unable to really relieve myself of it? she is in her keito hasumi era or whateva 🍵🍵 the cold weather isnt helping me either LOL but hopefully ill be right as rain after work tomorrow
to keep it short, we came under risk of robbery for the latter half of my shift yesterday and i was forced to work the rest of my shift anyway despite it (~2 and a half hours) 👍 police also did not help us at all and ignored my supervisors call when she called a second time weheh 👍👍 and it turns out the threat was real bc someone Did break into my workplace overnight 👍👍👍
i have work again tomorrow in the morning w the same manager that wasnt answering calls from us last night.. fun! hoping i dont tear her a new one from frustration! ♡ so im just popping in now to give update and maybe hang out little bit until i inevitably fall asleep.. but uh weheh ya if i seem not good. yeah im not good.. im ok ill eventually be ok just need to be crummy right now weheheh.. thank you for all the kind messages i read every reply and put them in my brain and let them pinball around.. before bed i maybe live in your inboxes for funsies
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I'm courting more than death with this one
The end seems so unbearably close
My finite existence grates at my mind, pulling me down that familiar spiral.
I'm afraid of being forgotten.
Afraid that it won't matter
But life was never about the end. And I have quite a bit more journey to experience.
In its inevitable fragility the value of life skyrockets to ironically unending heights.
Every moment we spend matters more because at some point our moments will end.
Every single line of our story holds so much more weight when it's over.
Every moment good or bad terrible or great boring or interesting holds meaning exactly because of the stakes involved.
Sometimes the tension is almost unbearable.
And sometimes I never even get out of bed.
No life can be truly squandered for every life thought pointless brightens the world with context and consequences.
A bitter comfort, I know.
We stand on the shoulders of giants but those giants were only big because everyone else was small.
Without a competion to be beat your achievements mean nothing.
We only go down in history because of those who don't.
Background characters who did nothing except make the world feel more alive.
So maybe I won't be rembered for who I was or what I did.
Maybe I'll be content and happy at the end
Or maybe I'll have lived a dull and depressing life.
But either way I'll have brightened the world in my own way.
Appreciated because I was forgotten.
A bitter comfort, I know.
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