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tsireyqs · 1 year
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feeling blue today bc it’s the one year anniversary of someone who i love very much passing and my friends sent me some pretty flowers and bought me this cute little bell bag planter from animal crossing :,)
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wishmemel · 5 months
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only way i got through the day was hallucinating megumi beside me the entire time
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roboyomo · 3 months
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do you ever get an idea for a drawing or an illustration and be like "damn i gotta draw that later!" but then you get only more ideas and you don't know which one to start working on so you basically do nothing
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polithicc · 10 months
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started my period and now im evil
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skyeateyourdonuts · 8 months
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weeoo
#this is gonna be me talking in tags today#ive been rather sleep deprived lately trying to keep up with everything around me#and its been taking a toll on my health like#if i go too long like this i tend to feel more lethargic and my allergies kick in#i got a sore throat bc my room has been Freezing and then i get headaches way way easier#often times my face will flush but its just my nose and idk why#well anyways lmao i just aint feelin great due to lack of sleep#so i emailed my teachers and stayed home and others might say this wasnt it#but i can barely get to sleep at all these days and just bed ridding myself#seemed like the only way for my body to be like#'fine 🙄 u can sleep' lmao#thats actually one of the worst symptoms is im restless i just Cant grt to sleep no matter how hard i try#ive had a couple days where i was running on 2-3 hours bc i spent even longer Laying there#anyways i hope this makes a difference im tired of feeling tired and shitty#luckily my mood has weirdly been high#its just my sleep and health that are low#i think when the sleepiest soldiers are unable to get sleep thats when u know smths wrong#i think also so much is happening and me trying to keep up is taking more outta me than i expected#im a gal who gets overwhelmed easily even if im happy w whats happening lmao#tho im not Happy im more In a Good Mood lmao#side tangent but i HATE being an adult who doesnt have like idk Help lmao#like my dad was so nice to me sometimes and helped me sometimes#i could go a whole day sleeping bc id be fucking exhausted#and hed qake me up and ask me when i last ate and if i couldnt decide but itd been too long#hed make smth for the both pf us or hed make it For me and id just be able to like recover lmao#ah adulthood is hard lmao#alright im done#gata#no need to read <3 yall
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binders-and-beanies · 23 days
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Doin bad again folx
#might delete later I’m just wide awake and miserable#summer bill came out today and it’s $7100 not including housing which will be $2400#literally dunno how im gonna pay for that and my dad is. adding to the emotional turmoil of it all#not able to get a loan at least not before the bill is due#able to get aid luckily but again who knows when or how much#my bday is tomorrow and for months I’ve been like please just let my bday be a good day i need one#i need some hope. not that I haven’t had good experiences lately bc I have. but nothing that lasts#nothing i get to feel good about for more than a day before a new problem drops#I need to enjoy my birthday without feeling this deep dark dread and fear and fucking guilt and hopelessness#I have fun plans for today And tomorrow and I’m grateful but honestly stressed about that too#bc it’s gonna be a lot + bc of all I need to do outside of that#+ I don’t get to spend my bday w friends the way I want like I have one friend Maybe coming w me#my bday is supposed to feel celebratory and instead it feels like absolutely forcing some illusion of choice or joy in my life#on top of it all. the most peaceful I usually ever feel is in bed w my partner and now my body won’t even let me hold or be held by them#currently laying next to them not touching them so I at least don’t keep them up w how physically miserable I am rn#I’m literally always physically miserable at this point and it feels like spring is never gonna come and provide any relief#but it’s like can I at least be cozy w them. nope instead I’m wide awake facing various horrors#despite being permanently exhausted and falling asleep in class after 40 ounces of coffee#Im just. so fucking unhappy in life rn dude I don’t want life to be like this forever with the constant threat of it getting much worse#fucking shred of joy in this godforsaken world: the sleep noises they r making rn#mine#txt#vent post#suicidal ideation tw#<- cry for help
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frecklystars · 7 months
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Every time I see that picture of Barbie holding Ken’s hand, bringing him to life, and they’re both wearing their very first original beach outfits with the blue watercolor backdrop? I have to take ten minutes to stare at them both and then I get emotional about it bc they mean so much to me and there’s just something about the way Barbie looks at Ken and the way they’re holding hands and the way Ken looks at her. and it's even better in the imax clip when Ken’s breath hitches in his throat and he notices that the person who is his girlfriend is this gorgeous, highly accomplished woman who can do anything and be everything... I always laugh when he does a fist pump and whispers breathlessly yes!
And I can’t help but always picture myself in the middle, both of them holding my hand and each kissing my cheek
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babyraccy · 2 months
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rancid cough is GONE baby
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yvmoveon · 3 months
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asbestieos · 1 year
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waa.. i havent been recovering as well as i thought mvdndn ive mostly been laying in bed miserable and insanely stressed and unable to even feel relaxed.. but i wanna at least provide an update becos technically im ok, just. under incredible amounts of duress and unable to really relieve myself of it? she is in her keito hasumi era or whateva 🍵🍵 the cold weather isnt helping me either LOL but hopefully ill be right as rain after work tomorrow
to keep it short, we came under risk of robbery for the latter half of my shift yesterday and i was forced to work the rest of my shift anyway despite it (~2 and a half hours) 👍 police also did not help us at all and ignored my supervisors call when she called a second time weheh 👍👍 and it turns out the threat was real bc someone Did break into my workplace overnight 👍👍👍
i have work again tomorrow in the morning w the same manager that wasnt answering calls from us last night.. fun! hoping i dont tear her a new one from frustration! ♡ so im just popping in now to give update and maybe hang out little bit until i inevitably fall asleep.. but uh weheh ya if i seem not good. yeah im not good.. im ok ill eventually be ok just need to be crummy right now weheheh.. thank you for all the kind messages i read every reply and put them in my brain and let them pinball around.. before bed i maybe live in your inboxes for funsies
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killuaisaprincess · 4 months
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Is my birthday
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I'm courting more than death with this one
The end seems so unbearably close
My finite existence grates at my mind, pulling me down that familiar spiral.
I'm afraid of being forgotten.
Afraid that it won't matter
But life was never about the end. And I have quite a bit more journey to experience.
In its inevitable fragility the value of life skyrockets to ironically unending heights.
Every moment we spend matters more because at some point our moments will end.
Every single line of our story holds so much more weight when it's over.
Every moment good or bad terrible or great boring or interesting holds meaning exactly because of the stakes involved.
Sometimes the tension is almost unbearable.
And sometimes I never even get out of bed.
No life can be truly squandered for every life thought pointless brightens the world with context and consequences.
A bitter comfort, I know.
We stand on the shoulders of giants but those giants were only big because everyone else was small.
Without a competion to be beat your achievements mean nothing.
We only go down in history because of those who don't.
Background characters who did nothing except make the world feel more alive.
So maybe I won't be rembered for who I was or what I did.
Maybe I'll be content and happy at the end
Or maybe I'll have lived a dull and depressing life.
But either way I'll have brightened the world in my own way.
Appreciated because I was forgotten.
A bitter comfort, I know.
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trollbreak · 4 months
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Ok I’ve calmed down from Variah being weird about mutants I’m on abt softs again now
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hella1975 · 1 year
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happy eurovison!! do your stretches!!!
babe it's been days since i did my stretches at this point im too scared
#in my defence idk WHAT was going on with my sunday shift bc i only waitressed 7 hours and that's a pretty normal shift for me#like im aware compared to a normal person it would be very difficult to just out of nowhere expect them to be on their feet#walking back and forth the entire length of a restaurant regularly carrying heavy things all the while keeping up ABOVE AND BEYOND socially#for SEVEN ENTIRE HOURS with ZERO BREAK like masking that entire time on top of the 7 hour physical workout#like it's insane if u think about it for more than 2 seconds and im really trying to bc every time i falter i beat the shit out of myself#and like? NO? my job is actually very physically demanding and emotionally draining compared to most people's day-to-day activity#it's gonna have impacts sometimes!#so yeah long story short i finished my shift sunday and when i tell you my legs LOCKED UP in bed that night#like mainly my thighs but it was all in my hips and knees and it was so bad that i lay there until 2am before getting painkillers#bc i couldnt hack it#which is SAYING SOMETHING for me bc im normally both quite good with pain and also a hardass for taking painkillers#ive had that happen once before (again after waitressing lol) & never worried about it but my mum recently got diagnosed with arthritis#and ever since ive been like. Looking at my own joints any time they even HINT at playing up#like i am RENOWNED for inhereting all of my mum's medical shit from mental to physical like i KNOW i'll get it it's just a matter of when#and yeah that was sunday it's now tuesday and my thighs STILL feel bruised#and im like. embarassed about it bc it's not like i did anything spectacular? and idk why it's happening?#yeah idk hiiii rori did u like me ranting about my physical health in ur stretch reminder ask sorry do u still think im hot <3#ask
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achesin-arch · 5 months
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this is so sick and twisted im going to bed
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caffeinatedopossum · 1 year
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Bro I hate tiktok why can't I curate my experience ;-; I'm TRYING to CURATE MY EXPERIENCE
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