#going on a semi-hiatus so here is
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I have broken up with Bakugou.
It's hard to think about him as I once did but the fact that my ex was so Katsuki coded makes it hard for me to look at him that way...at least for now
I miss him like crazy
#i also miss you guys so much#but i have a lot on my plate right now#so i think I'm going on a semi hiatus 🥲#i honestly don't know when I'll be back fully#or when I'll even write or post art in here again...but such is life#i miss my blog and how much i used to have in here#take me back to 2021 </3
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#knox rambles#SO I'M GONNA DISSAPEAR INTO THE VOID UNTIL THE ENGLISH EPISODES COME OUT AGAIN#I'M ALREADY ON SEMI-HIATUS#HECK IT#Monkie Kid Season 4#I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS I JUST FINALLY CHILLED OUT AND NOW THISBGSD;LKFMAWE#I WAS LITERALLY THINKING ABOUT COMING OUT OF HIATUS BUT WELP#MIGHT AS WELL STAY HERE CAN'T INTERACT WITH SPOILERS ANYWAY AND THAT'S ALL PEOPLE WILL BE POSTING SO o7 GODSPEED GENTS#i was chill when i heard it was out#then i watched the new intro and THE CHILL IS GONE#I'M FERAL#I'M INSANE I'M GOING BONKERS#THE MONKEY
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hey guys! how about another tag game? :3
I'm using this in my about me page for my tumblr and thought how fun it would be to do a little tag game with character sheets about ourselves! a chance to get to know each other in the silliest way possible lol. credit goes to @cparrisart on here! she gave the okay to use as a tag game! :3
the dots are read from right to left, and the little images under the face are two things to represent my favorite things lol. also i ended up just putting my pronouns in gender but y'all can do whatever! i also used my tablet but this can be easily done in paint or adjacent drawing/writing apps.
blank is under the cut!!
tagging: @averysmolbear @humanitys-strongest-bamf @youre-ackermine @roseofdarknessblog @icansmellsouls @dkbktk420 @elnyrae @romantichomicide95 @sckerman @genyastolemyheart @highgoon69 @missyasma @kingkonoha @wyvernslovecake @happybird16 @strawberrystepmom @postwarlevi @the-milk-anon @darlingheichou @jayteacups
If you'd like to be a part of my taglist, please go here! I ended up tagging a few extra that aren't on it because I think this is so fun and y'all might like it too?
#also if you see these tags i'd like y'all to know that after this i'm going to be on a semi hiatus from interactions on here#i may be in and out reblogging things but if y'all tag me in something and i don't get to it right away i'm really sorry#i'm taking a whole social media break due to mental illness reasons and so i won't be social as much as i have been#but please keep tagging me in things because i love to be included and love to see all of y'all's art and writings#i'm just feeling a;sldkjf yanno? anyways sorry again and i hope y'all understand :c#moots#tag games#ask games#not aot
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I think it's very, very funny that i could make a thousand words explaning my headcanons for the angels and how i feel about them
But none will beat the love i have for Old
Old my beloved, has always been my beloved and will continue being my beloved
I promise to be very annoying about him, don't worry <3
#also hi besties hows going#my head has been very directed to apes and crocodilians lately; and im on a semi-hiatus; hence why im inactive here#but unfortunately i'm still fixated at this thingy from the deep sea so—
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absolutely fucking exhausted rn . getting the big eepys
#. ok so#i really think im going to try and stay on..#semi hiatus. this time. i'll still be aroumd but#i reallg need to spend less time on here in preparation for my finals and other shit bc i need to not do shit in all of my classes#moots can still message me. always . im just#going to maybe take a step back and breathr#bee.txt
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I'm on hiatus from thinking for the next while. Discursive and analytical fandom practices I love you so so much you are in everything I do, including the silliest of headcanons and comics but FUCK I am not equipped to think about. Anything right now
#ramblings of a lunatic#tbh my art muscles are exhausted too so i think I'm just gonna. be a bottom feeder for a little while.#like a deep sea creature letting plankton drift into it's mouth on the ocean floor yknow#hard to do when half your dash is about stuff u are not a part of and the other half is abt the fandom that's in hiatus#and approaching it's finale (and the end of a show should NOT be the end of a fandom it should NOT but. i know how these things play out)#and i can't just rewatch the episodes bc I've literally seen them too many times now#and watching them is like. oh hey episode! blink. it's over#bc everything is MEMORIZED AT THIS POINT#the obvious answer would be to go watch something else rn but i keep TRYING AND IT'S NOT WORKING. I ONLY WANT THE SPRINTEREST RN#but i also don't if that makes sense. i want the spinterest to be new but also comforting and different but also the same#aka i want a new episode to release bc i dislike the quiet fandom during hiatus BUT i don't want it to air bc then the show is over#so I'm just kinda. sitting here. frustrated#sitting on all my art and text posts bc I'm in a funk rn and none of them feel Right™#bc (CIRCLING BACK AROUND TO THE ACTUAL BODY OF THIS POST) they're all my usual hc/analytical fair#but i like to always have a good sense of character when i make those but those require REWATCHES FOR ME and i CAN'T REWATCH#BC OF ALL THE ABOVE THINGS I MENTIONED#oh man. i feel a bit better writing it down though. getting it out there somewhere in a semi-articulate way#I'm not done with my current hyperfixation- far from it depending on how the show ends- I'm just pre-bummed about the finale#and how it's gonna impact the fan environment that normally supplements my own fan activities like rewatches fanart etc#ohhhh my god that felt good to explain#it's to no one in particular but it felt good. this talking about your feelings shit actually works man#anyway please pray for me that i go to sleep some time tonight bc i slept for 5 hours in the middle of the day#after staying up the previous night#and i do not wanna throw my sleep schedule too far outta wack#(i think..i need to watch more movies? less commitment than series but distract me for a good bit. send reqs ig!)
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semi-hiatus (probably until may 21st)
#maybe it's time to really say i'm on a semi-hiatus while i'm on break from uni#because i have barely been here#and i have sooooooo much content and other things to catch up on#so i'm gonna go enjoy say#if creativity or boredom takes over i will come and create something#i mean i will still be checking here#but most things are gonna be running on queue :)#so yeah.... probably back when classes start LMAO THE IRONY i'm not god's strongest soldier#i get bored waayyyyyyyyyyy to easily on class#but i'm gonna be more active on twitter i guess so if you wanna you can follow me there#i'm bibsrambles there
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alright i did not want to clog the tl with my art ramblings but. at this point i honestly don’t know what to do jshdhdjdjdjd any advice is more than welcome!!
soooo i’ve been in the worst kind of artblock for like two months now (which is the longest any of my art blocks ever lasted so that’s. def contributing to me feeling bad). the thing is that i can clearly see how much i’ve improved with anatomy and technique and actually observing stuff yet still. i don’t like it?? i haven’t liked any of my pieces for a while now?? which fuxking SUCKS ASS LET ME TELL YOU
granted i have been trying to switch things up quite a bit lately and maybe it’s just me readjusting to the new workflow?? maybe it’s that even tho i feel kinda confident in this workflow already?? i did switch form a 10.2 ipad to a huge and i mean HUGE display tablet in the beginning of nov too and i know a lot of folks suffer a weird learning curve over the course of getting used to the new setup but then again. i feel like i’m already past that 1.5 months later?? another thing is that. inside of me there are two wolves snbdjdjdjd one wants to go really realistic and the other wants to simplify shit and i’m just. so torn between the two I HATE IT HERE ANDHHXBDJDJD
so there are just. a couple of different things going on at the same time and i’ve been trying to both wait and work this through and. neither seems to be working?? idk if i’m not seeing SOMETHING or if it’s just. gonna be like that for a while but. if anyone has any thoughts/advice for me please PLEASE share ILL DO ANYTHING AT THIS POINT LMAO
#god literally said this bitch would be too powerful if she could be happy with what she makes sndhbdhsjdj#i know i’ve had this kind of slump before and i too shared it here#but this one just. feels different?? i did go through the comments on the other one#and they did work the last time but. not this time which is. so uplifting mhmhm feels so good#i know that there’s no one that’s a bigger critic of my art than i myself am#but still it just. doesn’t feel good to not like what i make after such a long period of loving my own art#that semi hiatus i’ve been on. yeah it’s bc of this slump im in#tosye talks
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Vandermeer’s Record Player
This is not strictly a mapping post, but I felt it should go here, anyway.
While taking new and imporved screenshots of La Sirena from season 1 of Star Trek Picard, I have made a discovery!
There is a small-ish case Rios keeps in his chest of Starfleet things. It sports a very fetchiing ibn Majid decal and I always assumed it contained more ship’s mementos that we just never get to see.
I took a bunch of screenshot of this scene in ep8, “Broken Pieced”, today, and now that I finally have all of these episodes in 1080p bluray resolution and am staring at them in that sort of detail, I realized something: This is not a simple case! This is Captain Vandermeer’s record player!
You can see the cover with the ibn Majid sticker lying behind the case, and you can see the handle at the front.
And just to verify this discovery, I went looking for the original model, et voilà:
This is the Vestax Handy Trax USB Portable Turntable!
It doesn’t look like these are being produced anymore, but if you have a bunch of vinyl records and are desperate to listen to them the exact way Rios does, you know what to look for in second hand markets ;)
@cristobalrios: Feel free to add this observation to our collection of Sirena props. I’m pretty sure you have the most complete record of all of our collected discoveries ;)
#star trek picard#la sirena#cristobal rios#alonzo vandermeer#aramis in space#captain's quarters#props#not mapping#strictly#but extremely cool#(yes. hi. i'm still here and still working on things 🙈#it has been A Bit Of A Time recently#so no promises on when and whether there will be more from me any time soon#but this was too exciting not to share#and it felt more fitting to share it here than to share it on my main blog#so here we are :D#is it the best way to unexpectedly interrupt the semi-hiatus?#probably not#but i'm going with it)
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#mädch rambles#i'm honestly really scared i might be losing touch w this blog a little bit salkdfj#i'm not on here much these days and it's not just bc of the work tho half of it is bc of that ;_______;#mx really feel so distant and idk what to do about it !!! i feel so far away from my mbb friends and i haven't listened to a mx song#in god knows how long :(#been really debating going on a semi hiatus of some sort but i just CAN'T BRING MYSELF TO IT i'll be too sad#idk what to do :')#does anyone else feel super distant from mx ??
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I'm still crying 😠
#this is the kind of blow that would have made me actively suicidal a few years ago and yes i realize how stupid that is#as things are now... I'm not coping *well* but I'm managing to hold onto anger so the depression doesn't totally take over#but i can not stop crying#every time i think I'm finally done it starts up again#this has also pushed my anxiety to the point where i feel like I'm going to pass out throw up or both and i can't stop shaking#audiobooks with my noise canceling headphones were my best/only semi-effective tool for dealing with anxiety#and yes i know. reading is a privilege and i should just be grateful that books are available in my country & that we have libraries at all#this year has been one thing after another and even small things like this pile up and eventually become overwhelming#and this happening as my seasonal depression is really ramping up was just the fucking cherry on top i guess#i almost just. deleted this blog lmao. what's the point of having a book blog when i can't really read right?#but i keep telling myself nothing lasts forever and i will regret it if i throw away an 8 year old side blog#but even looking at books is making me feel even more nauseous and shaky right now#so i might be on hiatus after my queue runs out idk#depends on how long this churning pit of despair lasts i guess#and also. this happened at a holiday weekend all i can't even make a 1-2 hour drive to a library to renew or get a new card#because libraries around here close between 4 & 6PM most days and i can't get to one after my partner gets home from work before they close#everything about this situation is like. worst timing.
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i’m thinking of going on like a semi-hiatus of sorts???? like idk i feel so disconnected from this place and i feel so out of place and just like i’m invisible here in some ways which i know is not true but i can’t shake the feeling off asdgkjgk
#it's just not a great feeling#tho granted i've been feeling like that in every aspect of my life lately#like i'm just.... floating around and merely existing except my existence is barely acknowledged#i know that sounds so dumb#but#ah well#idk where to go from here#idk how to be a better friend or content creator or mutual so aksjfngkjg#maybe a semi-hiatus is for the best while i figure that stuff out
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okay last post before i get to writing, but y’all are about to see starters from a two-month?? old starter call and i’m so sorry that i’m the absolute worst and slowest writer oh my gosh
#yes i went on hiatus and semi-hiatus and whatnot but dude i sat on these that entire time asdfgh#i don't want them to go to waste so here we are but jeez i'm so sorry#get ready to ramble | ooc
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#i just came on to set up my queue and ofc people are still talking about the tatt#but goddamn some of these takes are really showcasing how weirdly parasocial your relationship is with h#acting like this was a personal slight towards you? and that you need to process forgiving him??#while at the same time acknowledging you don’t know the true intent / story behind the tattoo ??#like can we all just say we don’t truly know what it is and move on#cats italian dogs cities stunt hags etc it looks like a stunt piece with the timing#but regardless. taking whatever it is as a personal slight to you? be fucking fr like come on#i stand on the side of it being a stunt thing and if it is a stunt thing it’s passed#but in this case you being so personally offended by another piece of someone else’s closeting……. go outside#and even if it’s a cat a town etc it’s still not about you or for you etc etc#it’s not about you#using myself as an example here but the mob mentality on this is so real rn like one person gets upset about it and it spreads like#wildfire. some of the most rational people ik who’ve been around for ages were LOSING it yesterday#myself included! i got caught up in it and it put me in a terrible mood all day#this is why we shouldn’t be so quick to act analyze etc when shit like this happens#ik it’s hard not to like trust me I KNOW but especially if shit like that gets to you so hard: stay out of it#next time i’m forcing myself offline#aaaand i need to find better tags for blocking stunts and speculation and that specific genre of discourse#anyway. now going back to my semi hiatus for vacation prep and getting work done#be well friends x#alex talks
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olderbfyandere!mike schmidt
surprise, bitches!!! im giving yall a lil taste of some more writing. im not really on hiatus (obvi, i post every 5 minutes) but i've been sooooo busy that i haven't been able to post half as much. with that being said, here are some more in depth headcanons ab yandere!mike. :p could not have done this without @futturmand literally helping me (coming up w/) most of these. thank u bae.
warnings: drugging, violence, sex, daddy kink, abusive tendencies
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olderbfyandere!mike schmidt was kinda an asshole. to his coworkers, random customers at the mall, anybody who came too close to you, and yes, even sometimes to you. he was the kind of guy who had a semi-permanent grimace on his face. the corners of his mouth would turn into smiles typically only when he was with abby or you two were alone and he could let his guard down. of course, even then, the moment you caught an attitude, that grimace would appear right back on his face. his demeanor was typically gruff. he was the kind of guy most people didn't want to mess with. this meant any male coworkers around you would be tested their fate to even glance at you the wrong way and god forbid mike saw one of them brush something off of your shoulder. that would truly be the end of them.
olderbfyandere!mike schmidt is very obsessive over safety. after losing garrett, he has this urge to do nothing but to protect. this means that mike is the type of guy to want your location at all times. not only that, but he wants to know what you're doing, who you're with, and what time you'll be home. he expects a text when you leave, a text when you get there, an hourly check-in, then a text on your way home. it brings him a sense of peace, knowing where you are. he watches life360 obsessively when you're not in his sight, watching your little bubble move through wherever you may be. he's constantly checking the speed of the car you're in, occasionally stalking your friend's instagram stories to see where you are. he's overprotective to the extent that it can be overbearing, but at the end of the day it's endearing knowing he cares that much.
olderbfyandere!mike schmidt uses the fact that you're younger than him to manipulate you. he's less about violence or anything physical and instead uses his words. he will constantly remind you how helpless you are without him, how he has so much more life experience than you. he'll point out randomly when you mention not knowing how to do something, saying something like, "see, babydoll, where would you be without me? that's right, nowhere. you need me to take care of you." he's also the kind of guy to eventually make you financially dependent on him if he could ever afford it. he would never put you in that spot until he was comfortable enough to do so, though, meaning it might be a loooong time before that ever happened.
olderbfyandere!mike schmidt treats you less like a partner and more like a little sibling, kinda like he treats abby. as strange as it is, he also feels a paternal instinct to protect you. it comes from his deep-rooted feelings of abandonment. he lost garrett, his mom, his dad, and sometimes he feels like abby hates him. he loves that you listen to him, that he can command you to do something and you'd be so good for him. he absolutely adores being able to control different aspects of your life, making you completely reliant on him. it makes him feel special and needed, which he hasn't felt in a very long time. he loves nothing more than when he gets to scold you almost like a parent, your eyes falling to the ground, that adorable wounded puppy look he loves so much taking over your face.
olderbfyandere!mike schmidt is incredibly clingy and touch starved. he wants to have a hand on you 24/7. forget having personal space, because you are not getting it with him. he'd follow you around, watching you everywhere you'd go. his hands would grip onto your hips so tightly sometimes it'd feel like they were glued to them. he'd always have his arms around you, kissing at your neck, nipping in a way you felt shouldn't be shown in public. mike didn't care, he wanted everyone to know you belonged to him in every single way. he controlled you, and if he wanted to embarrass you and turn your face red by leaving purple marks on your neck in the middle of a shopping plaza, then so be it. you would take it or be punished.
olderbfyandere!mike schmidt who of course uses his sleeping pills on you when you're being a little brat. he isn't violent with you for the most part except for the rare occasion when he will hold you down onto the bed until you'll listen, but otherwise he opts for something simpler. when you're being a little too frustrating for him, going against his every command or you're not feeling like being held, mike will simply crush up his sleeping pills, slip them into your water. he's careful with you once you doze off, never abusing you in any way. all he will do is tuck you into your shared bed and hold your body in his arms, whispering sweet nothings as you're off in your own sweetly drugged up world.
olderbfyandere!mike schmidt would most definitely have a thing for being called daddy. sorry guys, it had to be said. hot take, i guess. considering he did want to protect you so thoroughly, he loved when you'd call him daddy. it made him feel like your protector, like you knew he was the one that did everything for you. it was so crazy how such a simple word could change his whole day. he loved hearing it fall out of your lips as he'd brush through your hair or wash your body off in the shower. "thank you, daddy," you'd hum and he'd grin ear to ear. "you're welcome, babydoll," he'd always say, pressing a kiss to your forehead.
#josh hutcherson x reader#mike schmidt fluff#mike schmidt x reader#mike schmidt#mike schmidt imagine#josh hutcherson#josh hutcherson fanfic#josh hutcherson fluff#josh hutcherson imagine#mike schmidt smut#yandere#yandere mike schmidt#olderbf!mike#olderbf!mike schmidt#olderbfyandere!mike schmidt
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