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eddie has a new client. he doesnt know who it is. all he knows is there was a note in his locker saying "meet me at the bench -a new client" the handwritings shaky, like the writer had been hesitant. needless to say, hes curious.
steves fucking stressed. hes popular now, cool, nice, except jesus fucking christ he hates it. hes mean to people now, hes meant to not like anyone who isnt popular. hes meant to laugh at people now not with them. hes been trying his best to get some relief but nothing hes tried has worked. so, he tries a last resort; drugs.
#if like one person says they want it i might turn this into a full ficlet#possibly#idk i crave attention and i like writing badabing badaboom#plus i just saw a post abt eddie being steves drug dealer and FINALLY SOMEONE GETS IT#IVE HAD THAT IDEA FOR SO LONG#so :^ this is me making sure the idea gets spread#like butter#god im incoherent rn#stranger things#steve harrington#steddie#eddie munson#steve x eddie#ferrafooling#st#pre s4
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I truly wish I had any artistic talent just so I could lowkey redo all dramione fanart with Astoria because oh my god the ratio of dramione to drastoria fan content is so heartwrenchingly depressing
#if youre a dramione fan plz dont come for me#i just want this poor woman to be acknolwdged as a human being#AND THEY PRACTICALLY ALL INCLUDE SCORPIUS IN THEM SO 🤷🏻♂️SHOULD BE ASTORIA ANYWAYZ🤷🏻♂️🤷🏻♂️#astoria greengrass for president plz#stop making her some weird surrogate i beg of you#i miss her can she come back to life actually#actually guys uhh im god so i get to change canon and also ressurect people so i say shes alive hashtag facts#im yet again in a drastoria mood and feel like an orphaned victorian child begging for food and being stepped on instead#because there is NO CONTENT BECAUSE SHE IS SO UNDERRATED IN HER OWN MARRIAGE 😭😭#i hope all the dramione fans who are suck ups to draco know he would be appaled at how yall treat his WHOLE WIFE#LIKE THAT IS HIS WIFE PLEASE#anyway astoria supremacy bye#i also obviosuly dont condone art theft but some of yall dramione fans are getting far too big for your boots#if youre a drastoria fan dont go anywhere near dramione twitter they are all fucking insane#astoria greengrass#drastoria#im too scared to tag draco malfoy the dramione fans are more likely to find me 🧍🏻♂️#if this is incoherent i blame the fact its half 3 in the morning rn and im finshing a uni assignment so im practically delerious
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i really need to finish this one day
#one of my fave ideas but i keep getting stuck or starting over. third time's the charm hopefully#anyways. posting it as an excuse to rant because i'm losing my mind over this rn for no reason#incoherent but i just need to Talk or my brain won't shut up#you ever think about how fucked up it is that aoi feels guilty over what happened. i do. i think about her a lot#he can't even look at me. we aren't even blood related but he still had to go to jail because of me. i still love him#in reality none of it is her fault. it shouldn't be about doumeki in the first place. baby girl you were 15 when it happened.#you can say that yashiro is cruel in his dismissiveness (on the surface) of doumeki's trauma but you can see where he's coming from#you got a glimpse of what your sister was going through? of what i went through? and now you're sooo guilty over it? and who does it help?#doumeki's so focused on his own feelings that he ignored aoi when they were living together. “saves” her by pure chance#proceeds to focus on his guilt and ignore her again. if yashiro didn't get involved she'd be sitting in the rain for god knows how long#yet she still loves and to some degree idolizes him#yashiro and aoi both saying that doumeki isn't the type of person to be a yakuza too. doumeki's good doumeki's better than that#and then ch 24 happens. where yashiro says that he's going to throw up and doumeki's response is “i probably won't stop even if you do”#“guess i am like my father after all” and yashiro still goes “you're not. you're pure and im the problem”#(touches doumeki's face. rare gentle gesture. he's gentle afterwards too before leaving. man.)#he's not cruel enough to repeat what he said in the earlier conversation and he doesn't actually believe it anyway#but i wish yashiro was cruel there. it shouldn't have been about doumeki and his feelings. again.#something about yashiro throwing a knife at another person and it flying back at him huh#for all the talk about how doumeki supposedly romanticizes yashiro it really is the other way around. always has been#which is a whole other conversation but yeah. everything about aoi and yashiro in relation to doumeki makes me so fucking sad#but this is also what i mean when i say that aoi doesn't haunt the narrative per se but still has this weird presence?#she's in the parallels. she's in the brief but important mentions. she's in the “your sister was lucky she had you”.#wips tag
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Happy Valentine’s Day!! 💙
SCREAMS????? AAAAAAA THIS IS SO SWEET IM HOLLERING. HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY BLOOS!!!!!
#AAAAAA#AAAAA!!!!!#oh my god what the fuck!!!!!#sCREAMING i was so delighted to see this in my inbox#ahshsAVDHDJKD#im incoherent rn#ask#baby-bloos
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Betty and Veronica make me feel INSANE.
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Pacing around the living room at 2 am screaming about the thing. Im normal
#can you tell this post is about tko#im in a constant state of “oh my god. OH MY GOD. oh my god” and it's his fault#my neurons are not neuroning rn im going absolutely insane djskfmxsffk#incoherent ramblings
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i have got to stop thinking of every instance of awkwardness or inconvenience that occurs outside my home as “public humiliation”
#incoherent turtle noises#AUUGHH. hey guess who didnt find out that his class is cancelled until he was five paces away from the locked classroom door.#im like. barely holding very loud screams rn. its fine. i’ll scream at home. ohh my god.
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Okay we REALLY need to talk about Cas.
So, first off, Kripke did not make him up. He did not “pull a random name from the Bible”, because Cassiel (yes, it is most commonly spelled Cassiel. and Castiel. and Qafziel. and Kafziel. and so on and so on. angels are a fucking OLD belief system ok) is not IN the Bible. Cassiel is a really obscure Jewish kabbalistic, esoteric Christian and Islamic angel... who just happens to star in a few really iconic late-80s arthouse films, where he is characterized very similarly to spn, and where I assume Kripke found the name & character. ....So yeah he’s a real angel, and while there are definitely Certain Things About Him that would shatter this hellsite like glass:
Those aren’t the ones I want to highlight on this truly blessed day. What I wanna talk about is THIS:
He is LITERALLY. THE ANGEL. IN CHARGE OF OBSERVING THE DEATHS OF KINGS. When Destiel Shit happens at the same time that major rulers die, lose power or otherwise have their rulership taken from them, it’s not a coincidence or a curse or anything like that. It’s LITERALLY HIS JOB. Cas HAS to show up for this shit, and no amount of being dead is going to stop an angel who literally rules TIME (also yes. time lord. i know. i dont wanna know). All your memes are CORRECT- not only is tumblr’s “every death of a world leader is inevitably paired with destiel drama” thing falling neatly into the footsteps of MILLENIA of tradition and worship about Cassiel.... yall can also rest assured that, much in the same way that even the most athetist of tumblr users will laughingly rb Apollo’s Dodgeball Of Prophecy, Cas absolutely IS watching each and every single one of these things happen. Tear stains and all. It’s his job.
#spn#sorry if this came out incoherent im just AAAAAAAAAAA#we all are AAAAAAAA rn tbh#I swear looking at Cas' actual rulerships i wonder if he inherited tumblr as a dominion and now he's stuck with us too#honestly yeah if any gods are ruling this site its Cassiel and Apollo#Cassiel The Canonical Sad Tumblr Kid Of Heaven#longpost#queen elizabeth
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me holding gaz in my hands. you are so important to me.
#im currently girlbossing my way through a terrible week at work#but its friday tomorrow thank GOD#im going to my brother's in the evening so i wont be here but on saturday its on SIGHT#but know that im rotating gaz in my brain and I just appreciate this character so SO much#the way he's the players pov but is still so tangible as a character in his own right#he isnt just some void for the player to project themselves into the story he's got characteristics and strengths and weaknesses#you get to see him realize and come to terms with what doing this kind of work really means#and he comes out the other end certain that this is where he's supposed to be and he's ready to commit to it#idk there's something about a character with convictions that just make my brain go BRRRRRRR#in the best of ways#this is incoherent but im booting up rdo rn so you're getting my stream of thought while the launcher loads#anyway i love mr kyle garrick#have a lovely evening i will be here on saturday <3#DEL.
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Really letting the autism win* tonight boys
*screeching and shaking and bouncing up and down about a tv show
#personal#the last of us#oh my god#incoherent#inability to cohere#cant fucking do it my man im just so#*****!*!*!*!*!*!*!*!*!*!*!!!!!*!*!!!!*!!*!!!*!#about it#thats what my insides feel like rn
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ough ough ough fic idea
#something something wilbur is a god and something something some kids quest to find his monument thay was destroyed long ago#something something theres magic involved and hes a diety soon to be brought back to the waking world something something angst and pain#cloub chatter#im literally so incoherent rn but
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,,,,,i'm gonna have to blacklist double life aren't i.
#people still actively being hostile abt anyone not viewing duos as romantic#look. im tired im aspec and i can't help but feel like this is. Aggressively Not Being Tagged by people who normally tag ship stuff#i can't help but feel like people are going ''fuck you i got mine'' after 2019 and ignoring common courtesy#a lifelink is not inherently romantic and. ugh man idk#just woke up and once more i am in a bad mood. this sucks.#dl#<- ironically this is my tag for ''delete later''#god. sorry if this is incoherent or rude or whatever. i know people get pissed whenever we post abt literally anything#but we're actively dissociating right now and we don’t come to fandom for ship stuff in the first place and just.#grngh. i don't know man it just feels like. bad. it doesn’t feel Right.#this feels like a precursor to ''a whole bunch of big names turn out to be aro/ace exclusionists'' if you ask us#and if not? well that's. not the message that is getting across rn#fuck man. i just wanted to enjoy a series.#guess it won’t be this one.#salt
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There's a time in your early 20s when you truely have to accept that you aren't a teenager anymore. It may just feel like it's been a few years, but I'm 22, 5 years out of high school now, and 5 years is an entire teenage lifespan really. And really, you come to learn, it's for the better.
Anyway, I just saw the screenshot of the tiktok teens saying pronouns were invented in 2020 again
#i know like ive aged on a different scale than my peers anyway and even if i was a teen now id make fun of them like i made fun#of discourse in 2016 but god does it age me to see takes like that lmao#to be clear tho i have believed other objectively incoherent mind melting stuff aged 13 to 19 that i pretend never happened#anyway! glad that im not a teen anymore!#cant wait till im in my 30s looking back on this period of having early 20s disease lmao#bc even while making my takes rn i can feel my future self look at me w a cringe sometimes#but i dont know better so uhh such is life
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gods fuck i figured it out moonsetter is aching loneliness, its isolation, its that faint hint of optimism when you step outside, its knowing your fucked but pushing on anyways trying to fruitlessly reach out and grasp what matters
#im very incoherently rambling#i dont know how to deal with the intense emotions moonsetter gives ne#it hurts in such a nostalgic way#it's not an unpleasant pain it just?? is????#it makes me think so hard about homestuck and how much ive changed from the person who last read it#honestly game over (not the [s] but the quiet music box one) does the same thing#honestly they mostly make me kinda miss the person i was friends with on my first read through of homestuck :P#never thought id say that tbh fhdhdh#for all the shit i put her through and vice versa and how much of an asshole I was in middle school#im glad i can look back at some things at least with a certain degree of fondness :3#like we were still friends they were one of my three best friends at the time and im glad i at least got to read hs with someone#I don't think we'd be friends today though and frankly i don't even know if I'd want to be friends with her again#it'd be cool to talk to them again ig?? i dunno lol very on the fence about that#not in a i hate your guts you suck way#I just dont think we'd mesh well and we kinda really didn't even in middle school yk#fjfhd trying not to cry to mother now gods fuck im so fine we're so strider cool rn#anyways yeah blah blah rigitoni rambling about middle school again whats new
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Ermm I'm thinking abt the value of the reader understanding a character through narrative and how like, the incomplete picture they put together through reading halfway through the story might be more important than a complete and full understanding of said character yk? It's about the intrigue and the conflict and knowing that the characters do things for reasons but not knowing all of the reasons or even knowing if there are reasons you don't see yet, or the beloved thing where a character does something that doesn't make sense for reasons that are revealed later god it's so good!!!
#it speaks#writing#sorry if its incoherent im at work rn and going crazy#can you tell i started reading books again#god all of these characters are so cool i want to know everything about them#even though i know knowing will never be as good as the desire to know about the characters#but the act of learning it#... thats the story#isnt it!
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okay gonna go to bed fr bc i have to wake up earlier than normal and my computer is gonna die and i really should just calm down LOL ty for your ask @hwaightme it's good to know i'm not alone in going absolutely bat shit crazy i'll be back in like idk seven or eight hours to hear abt your favorite parts and continue having a complete mental breakdown over this :) <333
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