wow my sneakers are so dirty, but that also means that i have been working hard in them. these pictures are me at the gym, b&w to stay anonymous. honestly i’m so proud of myself and how far i have come. i’ve been going to the gym for the past seven months. my cw is 142 and i started off at 130. overcoming my fear of gaining weight and body dysmorphia has been troublesome, but i’m finally getting to a point where i don’t mind the weight gain. i’ve noticed that my legs have gotten toner and that my stomach has flatten a wee bit due to running. before i would just walk at a high incline and moderate speed to burn fat, however now, i would definitely recommend running over everything. even if it’s not for a long time. the rush and drips of sweat are surprisingly sweet. and what makes it so rewarding is that you see faster results.