Je ne sais pas si quelqu'un peut être intéressé par un vieux comme moi...

Surtout si vous devez l'éduquer...

I don't know if a Top can find interest in me.

I am a daddy who needs training

À Paris. En ce moment souvent à Besançon.

À Berlin du 06 au 10 sept / At Folsom Berlin between 6th to 10th on september

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Oh hey hi, first post!

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I'm just your average kid h=who loves cars, trains, that's it. I draw from time to time, and I have this insane ass Thomas and friends au I think about way too much,

That AU summarized is just oh hey, don't piss off the trains or else they'll go feral and they'll end your bloodline starting with you. Yeah... (i have issues, we all have issues-)

anyway, yeye I'l probably spam about my AU later but yeyeyeye hi

Edit : Forgot to say I'm a little bit too into horror so- that's gonna play a huge part in what I post.. and i may or may not be down bad for edward

#gaysocks #gaytrainers #gayfeet #gayscally #socks #whitesocks #nike #scally #lad #scallylad #trainers

#metcon #pushpress #pullups #ballslam #5rounds #crossfit #morningtraining #fitness #crossfitbatyam #nike #couch #gay #gayfitness #gayman #gaytraining #gaybeard (at CrossFit Bat Yam) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPSPibtBV6g/?utm_medium=tumblr

Last week was pretty busy but more than that, my training really hit me and in an unexpected way. It began (as most weeks do) on Monday when Goddess gave me an Ashley Fires video to watch (wedding themed of course).

I love that she is so rawly and unapologetically sexual and she can communicate it so well, she has really expressive eyes and when she’s chasing c*ck you look in them and you see the burning need she has for it. It’s humbling to watch her work and see how she transmits her desires.

Tuesday, Goddess had me watching “regular” sex but this time it was all about the guys. Goddess had me watching all different types to see which were most appealing to me. I’ve been making it a point to specifically check out the guys in the videos I’ve been watching recently and seeing how hot I find them, what appeals etc and this seemed to be expanding that and making it a bit more formal.

Goddess gave me a few different types of guys to search for and then let me get to it and this is where it really began. After about half an hour I found that I had tears running down my face. I wasn’t crying it was more of an emotional release because I was started to feel how far my training has bought me. I like guys, like *like* them. 

I was chatting with Goddess afterwards and giving her my take on what kind of men I was attracted too and the only way I could think to explain it was the difference between saying “I’m a sissy beta f*g” and feeling I’m one. Feeling my attraction to men course through my body was a shock but it showed me how far I’ve come under Goddess.

Wednesday had hubby take me to a gloryhole so he can show me my place and watch me be a slut in front of him. I found some videos but the first few, the guy joined in with the s*cking which wasn’t what I wanted (they’re mine!) and then I found a series of amateur “first time” gloryhole videos where the guy filming it was the one who took the women there for their first time and gave them advice and encouragement which was just what I was looking for.  

The first video I watched all the way through just floored me. The women was relatively plain (with pretty pink nails that really stood out!) and it was so hot and drove me wild. I wanted to be s*cking c*ck so much. I poured it all out to Goddess in a stream of emoji ridden, misspelled chat messages and she laughed a little that it was all such a big shock to me.

On Thursday, Goddess introduced me to what my actual wedding would, be a wh*res wedding because I haven’t earned any better. I might be the bride but I’m also the wh*re and will be treated as such. At the end of my wedding day, I’ll be f*cked raw and drenched in c*m, p*ss and anything else the groom’s party feels like throwing my way. I was pretty impressed with how much and how long guys can p*ss for and this was exactly what I needed, to be a bride and to be treated like a wh*re.

The week ended with a little less intensity but a lot more sensuality as my bridesmaids gave me a little pre-wedding treat by calming my nerves with some lesbian fun. This was quite a switch from how the guys treated me and it was a nice way to end the week.

>> Swipe to see why I won't go back to a gym anytime soon 😂>> Does anyone else prefer working out from home, or is it just me? I laughed so hard when I saw the second picture. I always manage to pause my videos at weird times. It's not the real reason I wouldn't go though. I love blasting my jams, dancing, singing along & having fun between sets. I've had so much fun, that I don't want to give it up to go back into a crowded gym. Especially not now with the pandemic. I'll miss working out inside a temperature controlled environment the most. Until then, home workouts! #pimpyourphysique #thefitog #homeworkout #homegym #openwestand #exercise #fitness #lgbtq #gayman #lgbtqfitness #gayfit #gayfitness #gaytrainer #gayvegan #gaymers https://www.instagram.com/p/CCrThE4AnRi/?igshid=1cqu9nn36oym4

#gaypuppy #gaytrainer #gaysock #gaysneakers #gaypuppytrainer #gaywhitesock #gaysocksniff #Diaperedboy #Diaperedman #DiaperedBoy #DiaperedMan #DiaperedAdult #DiaperLover #Diapered #AdultDiaper #ABDLBoy #ABDL #Padded #GayDiaper #ageplay #littlespace #diaper #diaperslave

“Quienes no tienen alas siempre te diran que volar es peligroso” • • • #man #fitness #fit #cuerpofit #gayfitness #gayfit #instafit #gym #gymgay #instagym #gay #chicogay #gayboy #gayman #gayguy #instagay #gayguapo #instagay #gayespaña #gayspain #pamplona #iruña #gaypamplona #gayiruña #navarra #gaynavarra #gymmotivation #musclegay #gaytraining #gaycute #gaytatuado (en Barcelona, Spain) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVDn6oUDmJ8/?utm_medium=tumblr

Friday Feels. @whipfit and I managed to workout together virtually, soon to be in real time. #fitnesslife #fitness #healthy #healthylife #gaybros #gaybuds #gay #gaydude #gayveterinarian #gaytrainer #doit #missingyou #maui #baltimore

They got some hotties on this site. Wheregentlemengo.com

#shoulderpress #repswithnofailure #crossfit #training #thursday #crossfitlife #nike #gayfitness #gaytraining #gaybeard @crossfitbatyam @guymogly @assafsimantov (at CrossFit Bat Yam) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPXYxbWBTeg/?utm_medium=tumblr

A new month

I’ve been really tired the last few days and I knew I wanted to write a longer piece about the new month, so I put it off for a few days to focus on my training, sleeping  and a couple of other things.

The theme for this month is gay, Goddess mentioned it as a possibility a couple of weeks ago and (if she decided so) I was looking forward to it. I’ve had explicitly gay material before in my training and it’s been hit and miss (sometimes it just leaves me cold!) but I was eager to try it again.

In the past whenever things don’t seem to quite work I’ve become a little downhearted but I think I’m past that now and Goddess has said that my clit not responding is part of the process, so I was eager to dive in.

Day 1 was frottage which for some reason I thought was something else entirely! I’ve been without significant c*ck for a while so going back and having two of them was fun! This was an easy one to get excited at, two c*cks together rubbing or been stroked and finally c*mming, I could easily insert myself into that picture! I much preferred ones with the sound from the video as opposed to PMV.

Day 2 was watching gang-bangs. This was hit and miss (Goddess explained this was planned), I was allowed to be penetrated at both ends and there were a couple of other parts to it, but some of them (mostly ones where the participants were 100% musclemen) left me ice cold whereas the ones with more of a mix of types worked better. 

Knowing that it’s part of the process I stuck with it, even when I wasn’t aroused, and watched those videos for a little longer, partly to expose myself a little more and partly to show myself that I could. It struck me how much less chat there was then in m/f gang-bangs but everyone was kept busy and the sex seemed to be a lot harder.

Which lead to my weekend task, twinks! Smooth, soft sometimes long haired twinks. Browsing the videos got me quite turned on, watching the videos led to a more mixed response. A lot of it was amateur stuff, which let’s just say I prefer the alternative, but I did find some of them hot and I responded to the softer nature of the videos.

I think doing the training tucked is also taking some getting used to, instead of trying to get “hard” all the way through, it has a couple of attempts and then seems to just stop so it’s different then when I’m using my cage.

This month is going to be wild and even a little scary but I‘m looking forward to it!

taking my first five second break from odyssey since it came out four days ago (thanks ce for the four days early)

so the ship name is kyssandra? got it. CHOO CHOO GAYTRAIN

All smiles here😆 TFW you know you’re about to BEAST OUT on the bike & then CHOW DOWN on some ZenFish Poké bowls🥙💪 Join me TONIGHT @ 7:10pm for a vicious & delicious #syncsocial like you’ve never seen. For the price of a regular class you get Poké & @zenfishpokebar is also giving out gift cards. Triple win! Snag the last few spots by following the link in my bio🙌 . . . #beastandfeast #tfw #fitfam #goodvibes #allsmiles #goodeats #syncsquad #syncstudio #zenfish #eatlocal #nceats #durhamnc #downtowndurham #fitguys #gaytrainer #instayay #instagay 📸: @anagramphoto @annarouth (at SYNCSTUDIO Downtown)