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Ya know when people told me "when you're finally safe enough that you can leave survival mode and start to let go of and process your c-ptsd/trauma things are probably going to get really, really bad before they slowly start to get better" I thought that was reasonable. I did not understand that by "things are going to get bad" they meant "you're going to find yourself in the worst mental state of your entire life, but dw, that means it's working" and tbh I simply wish someone had been more clear.
Edit: If everyone could please take a minute and think about what it must feel like to be struggling and then have multiple strangers say to your face that they find the prospect of going through what you're going through so horrifying that they'd rather kill themselves and then stop leaving comments like that I would greatly appreciate it.
#hply fuck y'all I haven't felt like this?? ever???#tryinf to be gentle with myself#but I truly feel like I'm made of glass#personal#negative#vent#cw suicide mention#ask to tag
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its baffling seeing people on here being all shocked about how other ppl didnt have sex or do drugs or drink or go to parties etc etc in high schools like. sorry i was too busy getting bullied to do all of that stuff i guess. why are you surprised that there’s losers on the cringe loser website
#like yeah i WISHED i could do that sort of stuff#but i felt so completely isolated from everyone else at my school bc ppl were so nasty to me#its fine cos im doing all the stuff i missed out on now that im in university#but some ppl dont even get that chance#maybe its not that serious but. idk. just dont be a dick#but also ppl who didnt do that stuff acting like theyre better than ppl who did is fucking annoying and also a dick move. btw#📼
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online friends are like. i would trust you with my life. i have never seen your knees
#no good fucking television#lk.txt#pansys biggest hits#i changed this to gay sex but i felt bad so i changed it back. if u saw it in the 5 minutes it was like that hi ur a real one
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Mongolian history class, 2022, start of the semester. We're having a discussion on animal slaughter, featuring the one Mongolian student in our school.
The student explains that he's slaughtered animals himself, and there are two ways of doing it that avoid the spilling of blood. For a small animal like a chicken, you reach up into the chest of the animal and sever the arteries. For a larger animal like a camel, there's a spot on the forehead that, when hit hard enough, causes the animal to die instantly.
While this discussion is going on, a couple of the students are sharing something back and forth on their phone
The professor calls this out, asking if what they're sharing is more interesting than Mongolian animal slaughter
The room is dead silent for a few seconds. The two students look at each other awkwardly.
Eventually, one of the students pipes up:
"Well, the queen of England just died."
And without missing a beat, another student:
"Did they hit her on the head like a camel?"
#genuinely i'm so glad this is how i learned the queen died#happy fucking (late) anniversary#felt i should share it it's just. perfect y'know#there is no queen of england
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palestine is in a complete and utter blackout with israel launching hundreds of its heaviest airstrikes so far across gaza. this is a mass slaughter and we won't even know the extent of the casualties until it's over; israel have cut off telecommunications so they can commit their atrocities in the dark. there is a genocide happening right in front of our eyes and every person who has ever defended israel's "right to defend itself" has the blood of palestinians on their hands. we cannot ignore what is one of the most devastating massacres in human history.
#i don't even have the words ive never felt this sick to my stomach before#and people are just posting abt their fucking halloween costumes or a new album drop like im sorry but i cant even understand how#anyone can possibly not care about whats going on.#palestine#free palestine
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you're in the habit of denying yourself things.
if someone asked you directly, you would say that you love a little treat. you like iced coffee and getting the cookie. you drink juice out of a fancy cup sometimes, and often do use your candles until they gutter out helplessly.
but you hesitate about buying the 20 dollar hand mixer because, like. you could just use your arms. you weren't raised rich. you don't get to just spend the 20 dollars (remember when that could cover lunch?), at least - you don't spend that without agonizing over it first, trying to figure out the cost-benefits like you are defending yourself in front of a jury. yes, this rice cooker could seriously help you. but you do know how to make stovetop rice and it really isn't that hard. how many pies or brownies would you actually make, in order to make that hand mixer worthwhile?
what's wild is that if the money was for a friend, it would already be spent. you'd fork over 40 without blinking an eye, just to make them happy. the difference is that it's for you, so you need to justify it.
and it sneaks in. you ration yourself without meaning to - you don't finish the pint of ice cream, even though you want to. the next time you go to the store, you say ah, i really shouldn't, and then you walk away. you save little bits of your precious things - just in case. sometimes you even go so far as putting that one thing in your shopping cart. and then just leaving it there, because maybe-one-day, but not right now, there's other stuff going on.
you do self-care, of course. but you don't do it more than like, 3 days in a row. after that it just feels a little bit over-the-edge. like. you can't live in decadence, the economy is so bad right now, kid.
so you don't buy the rice cooker. you can-and-will spend the time over the stove. you can withstand the little sorrows. denial and discipline are practically synonyms. and you're not spoiled.
it's just - it's not always a rice cooker. sometimes it is a person or a job or a hug. sometimes it is asking for help. sometimes it is the summer and your college degree. sometimes it is looking down at scabbed knees and feeling a strange kind of falling, like you can't even recognize the girl you used to be. sometimes it is your handprint looking unsteady.
sometimes it is tuesday, and you didn't get fired, and you want to celebrate. but what is it you like, even? you search around your little heart and come up empty. you're so used to denying that all your desires draw a blank.
oh fuck. see, this is the perfect opportunity. if you had a mixer, you'd make a cake.
#warm up#this isn't good#writeblr#this is complicated by the fact i can't stand up too long or i fuckken pass out and <3 hit my damn head <3#but i did take a deep breath and buy myself the stupid rice cooker#and!!! a very cheap sushi kit!!! i have been wanting to try making sushi for literally YEARS#the kit was only like 15 dollars!!!! and i haven't purchased it bc?!!??!?!?!?!!?#..... i didn't get the mixer tho that felt. like a lot. like too much.#on my list is a kitchenaid. one day when i get a check and i have paid off my student debt#and medical debt#i will put that first little bit of cash#into a kitchenaid 5qt stand mixer (with attachments)#i really do just go into their refurbished section and stare lustily at each option#but yeah i feel guilty about the rice cooker even tho i know for a fact this damn thing is gonna be a lifesaver#oh shit also fuck i forgot to mention . poached eggs
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A protestor self-immolated at the entrance of the Israeli consulate in Atlanta, and is reportedly in critical condition.
(Dec. 1)
#palestine#uspol#📁.zip#authorities felt the need to say theres 'no connection to terrorism' and 'no apparent threat' like jesus FUCKING christ.
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Danny is about to be kidnapped in Gotham
This is not a good time.
He's studying for the SAT, he's already been kidnapped by Vlad like, four times that week and it was a fucking Tuesday, he forgot his wallet at his new apartment, locked himself out of said new apartment (he could phase through the door but that wasn't the point), he's just been informed that the grant he applied for was denied so he needs to ask his mom and dad for college funds when he'd already told them he had it covered, and just...it was shit.
It had been shit. The entire week had been awful and annoying and he was ready to either murder everyone on the planet or go find a corner to cry in for the next three days.
So when the band of wild goons working for whatever villain of the week pulled up and tried to kidnap him, he snapped.
He used them to vent.
Shouted about how terrible his day had been, how terrible his week had been, how he'd already been kidnapped by his creepy godfather who was way too into him, how college funding was shit and the grant system was rigged, and how he'd have to call a locksmith or break down the door to his own apartment if he wanted to go to bed-all of it. He unloaded all of his frustration.
The goons actually backed off.
One of them gave him an awkward side hug and told him it'd get better.
Danny wasn't paying attention to his surrounding. He doesn't realize that the whole thing was livestreamed.
So when he gets home to his apartment later that day, his door is opened for him by the vigilante Spoiler before he can even turn intangible.
She brought over BatBurger and kidnapped Bruce Wayne, Gotham's bumbling Prince, to talk about college grants.
#dpxdc#dcxdp#dp x dc#dc x dp#phanfic#story prompt#steph watched the livestream and felt GREAT SYMPATHY#so she actually did trick bruce into coming with her and breaking into an apartment as bruce wayne instead of batman#told him it was an important job#he clued in that it wasn't crime related after she told him to stay put so she could get food#sure fuck it he'll give this rando kid a grant#he'll pay for the whole thing education is important#literally no one looks into the whole “i've already been kidnapped four times this week” thing#cuz everyone gets kidnapped in gotham#well almost no one looks into it#jack and maddie fenton do when they see the clip#vlad learns the hard way not to piss off the people who design weapons specifically meant for you
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you ever justt. see some art and its like Wow i need to eat that RRIGHT NOW ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
#love how much ive seen the shared sentiment of#i need to eat it#around this site#pertaining to liking something.#fucking Felt that
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WE ARE SOOOO BACK HAPPY 113 EVERYONE‼️‼️
#STAYED UP ALL FUCKING NIGHT TO DRAW THESE BUT IT WAS WORTH IT IM SO EXCITED TO SEE POOKIE SIGMA AGAIN🥺🥺#ALSO SOUKOKU SLAYING LIKE USUAL I LOVE THEIR SILLY MEURSAULT INTERACTIONS SM UEUEUEUEUUE#THIS IS GONNA BE THE SIGSKK CHP I KNOW IT GUYS. TRUST🙏🏼🙏🏼‼️‼️#ANYWAY RAAAAHHHH IM SO EXCITED I CANT SLEEP THIS IS LIKE THE MOST EMOTION IVE FELT IN MONTHS#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#bsd sigma#soukoku#skk#lotus draws
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things critics hate, apparently:
people having fun
movies that are good as fuck and that ignite a viscerally emotional reaction from an audience of thousands and thousands of people
movies that are good
movies
anyways go watch fnaf
#bUt sCoTt cAwThOrN- shut the fuck up oh my fucking god THE MOVIE WAS GOOD#yall i am so serious when i say that fnaf was. so fucking good#what a fucking experience#there was barely anyone in my theater and it still felt like such a community there#!!!!#fnaf#fnaf movie#five nights at freddy's#freddy fnaf#mike schmidt#movies#critics
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Stede facing the crew after finding out about their (attempted) murder of Ed
#ofmd#ofmd s2#ofmd s2 spoilers#our flag means death#ofmdedit#ofmdsource#ofmd gifs#ida.stuff#ofmd 2x3#stede bonnet#izzy hands#rhys how fucking dare you this devastated me#experiencing shrimp emotions about this#it's like he can see how they felt they had no other choice#but he has nothing to say to them#just that fucking look containing a mix of emotions i can't convey via text
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THIS SCENE IS TOO MUCH FOR ME ISTG
#andre talks#ofmd#ofmd s2#ofmd season 2#ofmd spoilers#our flag means death#our flag meets death#our flag means gay#our flag means fanart#izzy hands#israel hands#stede bonnet#ofmd stede#the fact that stede didnt say anything for a man who will talk about aynthing to get out of anything or get into something#SAYS A FUCKING LOT MAN LIKE KJFHJFG#I WOULD BE DEVASTATED TOO#I FELT IZZYS PAIN FKJHFKJG#LIKE STEDE MY MAN UR BF IS NOT WELL
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the most important step in the hero’s journey is the gay sex
#mine#i was. higher than i thought i was last night#nooo post dont go out of my immediate circle u r so sexy#someone just tagged this as naruto wrote this. no he didnt i did#update now sherlock rp blogs are commenting on this. girl it is 2022 what are you doing#leave im going to attack you with wasps#fr if another person comments on this post itself again and it isnt funny im sending the bees after u#never in my life have i felt that one post that is like some of yall are so annoying god bless#more than i do now#this isnt about anything but if it was it would just be about gilgamesh#the more yall add to this post the more obvious it is that some of yall straight up dont know what the heroes journey is#yall need to stop assuming the hero is the protagonist of the stories yall read/watch/consume or whatever the fuck
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#kagerou project#kagepro#mary kozakura#kano shuuya#kido tsubomi#seto kousuke#my art#critai mine#WAUGHHDH !!!!!!!#happy 15th from the jst timezone#IM NOT DONE YET I SITLL HAVE 2 DRAW AYANO#bro this file crashed sm times AUGHDHH#edit: WAGH I FOUND OUT THIS WENT ON THE RADAR WTF#i remember when i first posted this i didnt have time to explain the comp process for this 1 and not that it was anything big just#felt like i had to explain kano's framing bc it does look wonky#p much that it's actually the outline of the yobanashi graffiti title in his mv :-) !!!#not sum fucked up hole lol#everything else i think it's p self explanatory www was abt to do mekakushi code for kido but i felt like shissou word highlighted her#character more so i went w that..!!!#and originally i was to draw mary as a separate piece and have the meka trio in another but i didnt have time...#which is fine bc sidu did the same thing in their art book also LMAO#mary's og concept was also the curtain idea but behind her would've ben her mom + maybe seto (imagination forest stuff)#thank u for the nice tags :"-DDD
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