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How to get out of your comfort zone?
Dm me for the paid reiki healing session and tarot card reading.
Pile 1 - king of wands and 5 of wands.
Getting out of your comfort zone could be a little hard to get out of your mind. Clarify your feelings and do not brag or tell others about what you're gonna do. It helps happen all of a sudden when you will start accepting challenges and you will also witness others respecting you. I also feel that there is someone who is giving you genuine and tough competition a masculine figure. This will be helping you in getting out of the self doubt phase. Eating healthy is also a message. Also go for your goals this pile is like sacrifice yourself if you wanna make something big.
You guys need to leave your old habits then you will be automatically out of your comfort zone and in your natural energy.
Be receptive towards abundance โคโค
Pile 2 - king of pentacle and page of cups
Start enjoying and indulging into your passion. Your comfort zone is more around getting a long with people and making conversations. I feel you are very shy and you might feel very lost and could pick up on hair, bite your nails and some might tap their foot. I see your strength is self awareness and beauty. You might like keeping things private like information to yourself which is good. Firstly work on your walk, get grounded. I see people who you close to also feel safe in your company. Just know people only see how much you allow them too. Be in the energy of focusing on what interest you and don't be too hard on yourself. Picture yourself as confident person or narrate that in your mind. Wear clothes and hairstyle that resonates with you and elevate your look. You guys are lazy as well but we'll behaved. People find you really cute and lost in their own world. So start only getting out of it when you want don't unnecessarily push or force yourself to interact. Stay busy and try to understand yourself.
You might be seeing 555 and drinking more water.
Pile 3 - page of pentacle and queen of cups.
You need to be more creative. Your self mental abuse or criticism is not good. I feel that you use your head energy. Don't keep everything bubble up and suppressed inside. I feel like there is a volcano in you. Maybe use water manifestation and instead of constantly hurting yourself decide and focus on what you want or good at. You guys need to self priorities and that's healing for you. Take some time out of work for your self love - that can be art, by exercising I also got a vision of a bicycle. Give yourself credits is another message. I see your talent is needed out there in the world. Your comfort zone is like not being able to move on and being very comfortable lazy and on the couch. I see the third eye as well. Love yourself the spirit is screaming. Embrace your sensuality too. Your lack of vision or blurry vision is making you fight more it's coming from laziness. So organise yourself first too. Start by expressing yourself in the way you dress up or how you show up in your life. Visualize it and do visualising meditation. Then you can show your talent to the world. Give voice to your talents and don't let somebody else take credit of your work. Hear your intuition โค๐งฟ๐ค๐ท
Disclaimer - it's a general reading so take what resonates and leave the rest.
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astrology observations 3 ๐ซ
thanks for all your support ~ feel free to send asks if you have requests, questions or just want to say "hey". check my pinned post for games and free readings โจ๐งฟ๐๐ซ
Aquarius Moons and not caring too much about physical health. take care fellow Aquarius Moons ๐งฟ I love how we're not serious at all even if we should when we feel comfy eg. Jisoo from BlackPink balancing bottles on her shoulder in award shows. ๐ณ I can see myself doing that
my Gemini Mercury, Gemini Mars and Gemini Venus friend is the best at communicating what she wants and what is working out and what isn't in a relationship. she's goals to my avoidant Scorpio Mars in 6th house ass ๐ญ
Capricorn Mars plan revenge and are very dedicated at it, even if it takes time to get back at people. I've noticed they could enjoy planning a lot, I notice they plan the approximate date to do what they planned and their way of getting their crush is very direct and they move to you physically and want to be in your presence even if they want start as friends. my two exes were Capricorn Mars and they were content with sitting in silence with me which I appreciate
Scorpio Mars know where it stings ๐ฆ they can be opportunistic and impulsive in revenge, and their impulsiveness could lead to trouble but they'll do it anyway (Taylor Swift and her song Better Than Revenge). when they have a crush, they tend to show to the person attractive sides of themselves that are usually their dark side. I noticed we don't however chase others if we got hurt before, preferring to keep our cards close to our chests first, preferring to be chased ("the wine is cold like the shoulder that I gave you in the street, cat and mouse for a month or two or three" - Taylor Swift, Paper Rings). but when we love, we love protectively and deeply (and jealously) ๐
Scorpio Mars may be seen as lazy, but we just like being extremely productive when we want/need to. as Water signs, it depends on the mood and we thrive when we enjoy what we do, finding boring things not nutritional (thanks Sagittarius Sun / Mercury friend who said this ๐ณ) and may either take breaks or listen to music while doing work. when we focus our energy on work, we can get things done quicker than others expect ๐
Saturn in 1st persons really age backwards. I was so serious and took criticisms personally as a child, but I've come to take things positively instead. it took a lot of hurt, anger, understanding and acceptance. I've become more jovial and more child-like.
am I the only one who noticed Aries Suns crush on someone for a few days then lose interest ๐ญ๐
Cancer Suns may not be too initiative in friendships/relationships, a Cancer Sun friend once said he didn't know it was possible to send a direct message to someone out of the blue.
Virgo Sun men have a boyish vibe or appearance to them (they're usually not tall, dark and handsome lmao)
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Hello Unicorn Recruits!
This is a gimmick-RP blog for Captain Jenna from Love & Deepspace. This blog is not official nor related in any way to Infold PTE Ltd. Or their official accounts, it's just for fun.
Some rules before you interacting:
โข NSFW asks are allowed. Will be tagged as #Jenna wants to play. And please add โsuggestiveโ or NFSW to your request if you want Jenna to play with you. As admin I need to know your boundaries. Thank you!
โข This should go without saying, but PLEASE do not send NFSW asks if you are not 18 years or older. anon asks are a privilege, NOT a right. If youโre caught, you will be blocked & anon will be turned off. This is out of respect for others engaging in the role play. Thank you.
โข Follower: Please, make it somehow visible on your account if youโre 18+ or not. I have to block accounts without that, please understand this.
โข Don't ask me about things that haven't been revealed in game yet, I donโt know the answer.
โข I will try to answer gender neutral as good as I can for anonymous asks or people who haven't specified their pronouns in their blog. Otherwise, feel free to tell me which pronoun you prefer.
โข This is literally my first time role-playing, I have never done this so far. Tipps are appreciated.
โข English isn't my first language. So, sorry if something is messed up.
โข l accept emoji anons (check at the bottom to see which ones are taken).
โข Color Code is plain white (bold for direct speech)
โข Maybe there will be changes in the future
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RP answers are tagged with #Captain Jenna on duty
My time zone is UTC +2, so own posts referring to that.
Feel free to check out the other RP Blogs:
@zayne-snowman -โ๏ธ Zayne/Dawnbreaker/Forseeer
@rafayel-fishie - ๐ซง Rafayel/Abysswalker/SeaGod
@xavier-starlight -โญ๏ธ Xavier/DarkXavier
@aethercodeevol -โค๏ธโ๐ฉน MC
@thomasicism -๐ผ๏ธ Thomas
@taraandtarot -๐ฎ Tara
@sasstras-gaze - ๐งฟ Astra
@jeremiahofphilo -๐ Jeremiah
@caleb-pilot - โ๏ธ Caleb
@drgreysonmd - ๐ฅผ Dr. Greyson
@wandererenthusiast1 - ๐ป Nero
Taken anons: ๐พ - โ๏ธ
Thatโs all. have fun!
Credits: @pommecita for these lovely dividers
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Pick a Card: Your current reputation๐จ๏ธ๐ญ๐ฅฑ
Disclaimer: These are purely opinions that can be completely false! Opinions people have of you can switch up in the blink of an eye; it's one of the many human conditions ๐
If interested in booking a personal reading with me check out the link in my bio ๐งฟ๐ค
donations are always deeply appreciated:
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Pile 1: People love you guys! There's literally nothing people have to say about you that would paint you in a negative light. You don't hesitate to answer the phone, to help carry in groceries, or to help that elderly person cross the street. You strive to see the best qualities that people carry over the bad ones. You could be a life coach or just someone that doesn't hold back any advice that could help people in their own daily life. You are very nutruing and pull in people that are in need of a little guidance. There is heavy earth angel energy in this pile. Also, people speak on the amount of growth you've already accomplished and how far you're going to get in this life through your giving nature. You touch people's hearts and you are completely irreplaceable."and if you wanna leave I guarantee you won't find anyone else like me" - Astro Angel ๐
Pile 2: The current reputation that people have formed of you is that you aren't leaving your comfort zone, your peaceful state of mind for anything or anyone. There may be people from your past that you have cut ties with or just simply put up boundaries with that are saying you've switched up, that you're fake, or that you've become a boring and bland person. You could have been a little wild in your past and these people hold onto those memories of you and refuse to accept that you've moved on from that version of yourself. These are the people that never leave that highschool mindset full of gossip and drama. They go out of their way to try to snoop on you through your social media or by asking around just so they have s o m e t h i n g about you to bring up in their next conversations. But honestly, they aren't finding much lmao. There isn't much of a reputation for this pile because you're so low-key. Imo, that's the best way to keep life happy and peaceful ๐ "I don't check for these other bitches you can ask God cause that's my witness" - Astro Angel ๐
Pile 3: There are different reputations for this pile, depending on who we're asking, so let's get into it. For the first reputation, people are saying you know how to whip up some mouth watering dishes in the kitchen ๐ฅง Cooking in general may excite you and bring you happiness which is why these dishes taste so good to others. For the second reputation, people are saying you definitely carry leadership qualities but they feel the need to walk on eggshells around you because you carry an energy of "it's your way or the highway" so they tend to keep opinions or thoughts to themselves when they are around you "but what I really want to know is, are you gonna go my way?". For the third reputation, people are saying that you're deeply spiritual and follow the signs of the universe; you believe in and trust the unseen. This makes 3D people uncomfortable because they have no idea what the fuck you're talking about but I do pile 3 and you should 100% never let doubt from people who are not aligned to their own spiritual paths have any affect on you what so ever. Keep being your authentic self ๐งจ - Astro Angel ๐
Pile 4: The current reputation others are picking up about you is that you would rather walk your path independently than being forced to follow under someone else's rules or expectations. You carry a very nurturing and generous spirit but you wouldn't risk your independence or sacrifice your time and energy to save someone else. You know that at the end of the day, no one's got you like you got you, so you 100% make sure that you're good before going out of your way for someone else. Instead of forcing things, you'd much rather let things come, run its course, and dip out as soon as it's over. You trust in the timing of the universe. You are completely okay with accepting you are where you're supposed to be in every moment instead of spending your time wondering "what if?". Sometimes people wonder if you even want or need them around or not lmao. "you don't have to call, it's okay squirrel cause I will be alright tonight" - Erykah Badu ๐ด - Astro Angel ๐
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Tagged by the lovely @butmakeitgayblog cheers love โบ๏ธ
Were you named after anyone?
Nope! My mum just liked the meaning of my birth name and had an interest in name meanings. All my new names (yes I have several) have just been because I thought they sounded cool.
Do you have kids?
HA! No. And definitely never will. Iโd be the worst dad ๐ฅด
When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday lol, I started my first ever proper job and was shitting myself with anxiety. It went well though!
What sports have you played/do you play?
I was a dodgeball champion in primary school before I got chronically ill! Played a bit of football too (real football not that poundshop rugby Americans play ๐) and I do miss it a little but not much to be done about it I suppose. I had fun while it lasted!
Do you use sarcasm?
Nah Iโve been around over 2 decades and have never been sarcastic in my life
First thing you notice about people?
This sounds faggy as fuck but their smile ๐
Where I live people are so miserable that when someone has a lovely smile itโs so noticeable to me haha
Scary movies or happy endings?
Ooh cheeky question! I looove horror movies and theyโve been a huge special interest of mine since I was probably too young to be watching them ๐คญ BUT I do love a happy ending IF it feels earned. So I guess it depends! But scary movies overall I think.
What are your hobbies?
Reading, writing, playing instruments, video games, watching movies, just chatting with friends.
What is your eye colour?
Fuck knows genuinely, I had a friend whom after years of knowing me one day suddenly screamed OH MY GOD YOUR EYES ARE BLUE WHAT THE FUCK on a sunny day so. Call me Alycia Debnam Carey cos my eye colour changes with the weather apparently ๐งฟ๐งฟ
Any talents?
Ummm I mean I guess I technically class as a multi-instrumentalist but I donโt think Iโm that great at any of them ๐
The one thing I know for certain Iโm good at is writing but I hardly bloody do it ๐ฅด
Where were you born?
I have dual citizenship because I was born outside the EU and thatโs all Iโll say ๐
Do you have any pets?
I did have a lovely sweet kitty whom I had since I was little and she was a kitten, meaning we literally grew up together, but she sadly passed away in January and itโs hit me harder than anything else in my life ๐ I think Iโm finally ready to accept another baby into my life though so weโll see if that works out!
How tall are you?
Just under 5โ7 when the weight of being a trans disabled queer man in the UK isnโt compressing my spine
Favourite subject in school?
Definitely Film Studies and Media Studies! I also loved French (still do!) and Religious Studies was the highlight of my day because my teacher was a fuckin legend. Miss that fella every day honestly
Dream job?
I want to be a published author that has a semi-decent fanbase. I donโt need to be on Neil Gaiman levels of fame, I just want more than like 20 people to read and enjoy my stories ๐
Iโll go ahead and tag @lexa-griffins @dysphoria-things @northern-punk-lad @sadiewayne @reallygroovyninja @dreamsaremywords and anyone else whoโd like to do it! Just make sure you tag me ๐
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Soooo this fandom has consumed me. Take this. Itโs not a good intro, but the Link from one of the AUs in my folder demanded to meet Fierce Dad. So. Context: Linked Universe shenanigans, Fierce Deity was necessary, and in the aftermath it gets a look at my blindfolded Wild.
Game start.
-๐งฟโ๏ธ๐งฟโ๏ธ๐งฟ-
โOhโฆโ
Whatever the Chain had been expecting, it wasnโt the way the Fierce Deityโs sword dropped an inch. Still expressionless, but in that moment entirely unguarded in a way the warrior god had never been, white eyes fixed on the blindfolded hero.
Wild๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝs head tilted minutely, a puppetโs approximation of a question. He did his best to emote when he could, but it alwaysโฆ fit wrong, like the taut creak of a too-tight tunic. โYes?โ
Warriors was hissing warnings from the sidelines that went completely unheeded, as the unchained god took a step forward, then another, well inside zweihander range, well inside armโs range-
A gauntleted hand cupped Wildโs chin with a gentleness heโd only seen from the Princess, tilting him slightly like fragile pearl in the testing hand of the jeweler. This close, the deityโs face looked quite literally carved, the thin trail of wood grain crawling up lips and nose like ancient scars. When it spoke, its teeth flashed like white steel peeking from the scabbard. โYouโre close. Not close enough, butโฆ perhaps closer than you should be.โ Glowing eyes narrowed slightly, woodgrain fingertips ghosting over the curve of a cheekbone, beneath the soft breath under his nose, as if blind.
โโฆ.Iโm the Hero of the Wild,โ he offered. โI died once. Is that what you mean?โ
โYou did what,โ shrilled a voice that might have been Hyrule, but it was hard to focus past the intense attention of the blank-eyed god whose fingers were hesitating at the edge of his blindfold. Wild blinked (and blinked and blinked and blinked, data processing, data comparison) and let it linger, curious.
Stillness, for a long moment. Without looking away, the Fierce Deityโs helix blade twisted and thrust down firmly into the earth, quivering upright with a metallic hum as it freed its other hand to track the dip of his temple, his ear, wooden brow furrowing in a strangely organic way. โNo,โ it answered with more thought than breath. โYouโre not a mask.โ
Oh, he thought he understood now. Wild smiled, boyish and disarming and exactly what his Zelda wished he would do. โIโm not. Iโm a weapon.โ
(Distantly, in the background, he processed and stored for later the confusion of the Chain, worried voices, irritation overlying fear. There wasnโt anything to worry about.)
The deityโs hands went puppet-still for a moment. โAh. Thatโs it, then.โ A pass of attention down him, the feel of a gaze on his hip. โNot that?โ
By this point the fingers on his face were just superfluous. Wild gave a very human sigh, nudged his head into the Fierce Deityโs bloodless hands. โPull it up. Justโฆโ An uncharacteristic pause, too many nanoseconds over the acceptable limit. โDonโt let them see.โ
They were both weapons of the goddess. The Fierce Deity didnโt bother with reassurances, stepping slightly to the side to presumably angle him away before plucking the knot in his blindfold like the wing from a butterfly.
Wild blinked, lashes free for the first time in weeks, some part of him actually startled by the feel of sunlight on the bridge of his nose, skin hungry for it like new leaves in spring. He blinked, blinked again, the soft hum of some mechanism humming through his temple. It wasโฆ different, looking at someone like this.
The Fierce Deityโs eyes didnโt change, but he could see the blue glow of his own reflecting from its wooden cheekbone.
He was privately glad for the proximity, to be honest. It was less overwhelming to have such little information, eyes and hair and nose blocking out the view of the forest and its 187.5 species of tree, 100 species of bird, and 37.5 species of butterfly per square mile. He had no frame of reference for analyzing a thoroughly sealed god- and it was sealed, despite the way Legend was muttering darkly somewhere about charging in to rescue him and asking questions later.
It hummed, a strangely bright sound like a whetstone across good steel, before pressing his blindfold into his hands. โThey will see regardless.โ
โNot today.โ He beamed- smiled, smiled, not beamed- in the easy, practiced way of Sheikah actors, something tried on until it warmed up to the shape of him like new leather boots. โWe have monsters to kill and traveling to do, thatโll happen when it happens. I think the group is going to do something stupid if you donโt back up and possibly give Time back, though.โ
It laughed, once, low and strangely warm like the sound of a woodwind, stepping back with a brusque gesture that had the helix blade ripping from the ground to meet his palm with a resonant hum. โA little fear is good for the heart.โ
Smile curling into something more amused, Wild looked the chained god over head to toe with one last curious pass, and it slipped out before he could help himself: โSeal you later, Fierce Deity.โ
Carved brows actually ticked up a fraction, the hand rising to its chin covering a steel-bright smile. โWatch yourself, bright eyes.โ The fingers fit around the edge of its jaw, double-toned baritone trailing off into a hoarse gasp, and in the brief instant before Time doubled over Wild slammed his eyes shut like prison gates.
The bustle of the Chain closing in on them both was punctuated by the new knot in his blindfold, cloth and metal settling firmly over the bridge of his nose. Better this way, less information to filter as voices swirled around him.
(He blinked, and blinked, and blinked, and Saw the wireframe warp and weft of them anyway.)
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Affirmations to rebalance each chakra:
๐ด FIRST CHAKRA: I am willing to let go of all fears, worries and situations related to money, career, safety and security. I know that I am perfectly protected and that all my needs are abundantly covered.
๐ SECOND CHAKRA: I release all my desires and cravings to the light. I renounce all fears and negative thoughts that prevent me from feeling peace, harmony and balance. All my thoughts and emotions flow harmoniously. All my desires are perfectly balanced.
๐ก THIRD CHAKRA: I am willing to let go of all fears and situations that have to do with power and control. I fully accept my inner power, it's okay to be in control of my power and use it for my ultimate good and the good of others
๐ข FOURTH CHAKRA: I voluntarily release all fears and worries related to giving and receiving love. My heart is open and flowing freely with love for myself and others. I allow myself to give and receive love easily.
๐ต FIFTH CHAKRA: I voluntarily release all fear and negativity that prevents me from expressing my truth. I lovingly speak my truth and allow my Higher Self to speak through me. I use my words to create beauty in this world.
๐ฃ SIXTH CHAKRA: I voluntarily release all fears of looking to the past, present and future. I release any fears I have of seeing the Truth. My vision is perfectly ordered and illuminated by love, I trust my intuition.
โช๏ธ SEVENTH CHAKRA: I allow the light to dissolve any barriers that prevent me from receiving wisdom and guidance. I give up all fear and open myself to listen to my Soul and Higher Self. I am in balance and harmony with the whole Universe!!
๐ป๐ฟโ๏ธ๐ณ๐ป๐ฟโ๏ธ๐ณ๐ป๐ฟโ๏ธ๐ณ๐ป๐ฟโ๏ธ๐ณ๐ป๐ฟโ๏ธ๐ณ๐ป๐ฟโ๏ธ๐ณ๐ป๐ฟโ๏ธ๐ณ๐ธ๐ธ ๐น๐๐๐ฟ๐น๐๐๐ฟ๐น๐๐๐ฟ๐น๐๐๐ฟ๐น๐๐๐ฟ๐น๐๐๐ฟ๐น๐๐๐ฟ๐น๐๐๐ฟโ ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐๐ชฌ๐๐๐ชฌ๐๐๐ชฌ๐๐๐ชฌ๐๐๐ชฌ๐๐๐ชฌ๐๐๐ชฌ๐๐๐ชฌ๐๐๐ชฌ๐๐๐ชฌ๐๐๐ชฌ๐๐๐ชฌ๐๐ง๐พโโ๏ธ๐ง๐พโโ๏ธโ๐พ๐๐๐ช๐พ๐ชฌ๐๐พ๐ช๐งฟ๐งฟ ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฟ๐๐ฑ๐ฟ๐๐ฑ๐ฟ๐๐ฑ๐ฟ๐๐ฑ๐ฟ๐๐ฑ๐ฟ๐๐ฑ๐ฟ๐๐ฑ๐ฟ๐๐ฑ
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๐ฉ๐นโค๏ธโ๏ธ๐๏ธ๐จ๐๐๐น๐!
sooooOOooooOOOOooo I'm 21, my friend is engaged, this is my first experience with one of my direct friends actually going on a wedding journey or whatever the fuck you call it, until today I thought the bridzilla thing was like a myth or a joke or mayhaps a boomer thing I don't fucking know what I thought but like. what is this truly. how many times can one person say "but it's my engagement party" before it's socially acceptable to hiss at them.
It's literally so bizarre. I know this is a stressful time. I understand the urge to want everything to be perfect. I know you want the support and help of your friends but maybe? Don't? Be? A? Cunt? I've known her for years, she's always been so sweet???
She made our other friend cry bc she wanted him to pick up the wine and he replied "sure! I'll head over at 3pm (party was at 7) after lunch with my bf" "ITS MY FUCKING ENGAGEMENT, CANT YOUR LUNCH WAIT" ยฟยฟยฟ ???
I picked up the hors d'oeuvres, she changed the order from the catering company last minute so there was an extra charge, no biggie, I paid for it, didn't mention it to her at all. Picked up her dress. I booked & paid for her hair stylist. We're the same shoe size so for a couple of weeks I went out, tried on a bunch of shoes for her and sent her photos until she found the one. Steamed her dress this morning. She's not too handy with makeup and she asked me to do her makeup, something I've done hundreds of times before to no complaints but today was"kate, you're not doing it right, I want it to look like yours" WE DONT HAVE THE SAME FUCKINF FEATURES IM NOT A FUCKING MAGICIAN. Her sister doesn't drive so a couple of weeks ago I made the 3 hour drive to her country ass town to pick her and her weird husband who would not fucking stop flirting with me up. My friend got his bf who's a photographer to photograph the party for free. I lended her my grandmother's jewellery.
Literally one thing about me is I'll never ever, ever, ever do anything for someone because I expect something in return bc I think that's a shitty way to approach life and you'll hurt yourself when people don't repay you for something they didn't ask for. So I'm not the type of person to regret doing a favour bc if I do something, I wanted to. I had no problem with doing any of the above bc I agreed to do it. I wanted to do it.
What I did not agree to is having to watch her scream at our friend for 20 minutes until he cried. Honestly this should have been enough, I'm not a timid person I should have told her to fucking cut it out and I'm ashamed I didn't.
My nervous system has been literally fucking eating itself. My leg has been completely numb for 2 weeks now. standing is fine, but I literally can't walk without a cane. It sucks. It fucking sucks because people look at you and they mean well always but they can't not look like they pity you when they do. And she'd been disgusting today. Like a genuinely horrible person. And it's her night, didn't want to ruin it so after 2 hours of formalities, when people started grinding on eachother like animals in heat and her sister's husband started eyeing me like the fucking weirdo that he is and i got my 8th "Awwwww Katherine you look beautiful, why don't you dance" of the night BECAUSE I FUCKING CANT MAYBE THIS IS A REHEARSAL FOR WHEN I GET PARALYSED FUCK OFFFFFFFF I HOPE THE SUN FALLS ON YOUR FUCKING HEAD
I went up to her and whispered "hey, I'm just going to head out, the fatigue is hitting hard and I hate when people ask me why I'm not dancing" which is something she knows. Something I've confided in her about a hundred times. When MS fucks my mobility I usually just stay at home until it boils over, she knows this. So imagine my surprise when she literally looks me in my dumb fucking eyes ๐งฟ๐งฟ and says "kate are you serious? Can't you just hold on a for a couple of hours, what am I meant to do without you." girl at this point? die for all I care.
Her raggedy ass fiance, who I've advocated the dumping of a trillion times btw has the AUDACITY to chase me to the car when my flatmate comes to pick me up with "Katherine you're upsetting her" ยฟยฟยฟยฟยฟยฟ ยฟโฝโฝโฝโฝโฝโฝโฝโฝโฝโฝโฝโฝ
the wildest part is, this isn't even the wedding, this is just the engagement I just realised maybe despite knowing this friend for years maybe I didn't know her at all lol anyway I looked so fucking good it wasn't even close and I'm so glad I decided not to wear the expensive dress I'd planned on wearing, and maybe this is all a sobering lesson about socially sanctioned behaviour and not swallowing your tongue when someone you love is made to cry
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Hi there here for the free readingโฆ Iโm glad that u feel better now โค๏ธ may god be with u and protect u from unwanted energies ๐งฟ๐งฟ๐งฟ
Name- H S
Intuitive number - 5
Question- when will I meet my future spouse?
( I used to be getting a lot of emotional connective feelings from them a couple of months agoโฆ like I could feel intense happiness and sadness but it wasnโt of my ownโฆ I used to feel like I could talk to them in my own head... would comfort them in my own head. Never got an any vocal response but it felt like they could feel and hear me. but now itโs quieted down. Iโm worried if theyโre okay. We havenโt met but we feel connected. Sometimes I question if itโs all in my head. I just pray theyโre ok and these feelings are true. Sorry for my rantโฆ Iโm just worried )
Hello dear ๐
First of all, what you feel energetically and all the feelings you've described here are not just illusonary, THEY ARE REAL. Your fs is a higher level soulmate of yours or even a twinflame. And i don't go around telling everyone that they have a twinflame etc. Twinflames or higher level soul connections are extremely rare in the current energetic field of earth. You are Here for a collective or personal purpose.
I'm will be going into more details than the main question you asked rn as i feel that you need to hear this message. And i feel like I was meant to give this message to you.
You may meet your future spouse through friends or family, or at a celebration. You may actually have common friends or relatives but you both don't know eah other yet. Please don't rush into this connection because it will test your patience. You will be forced to heal yourself. You will have to destroy all the boundaries you've created as a self protection mechanism to avoid interaction with others. You feel as if you let people in, they might hurt you. But let me tell you, no one can hurt you without your permission. You should not accept any negative energy in your life. This connection is meant to provide you love and support through your fs. They will help you with your soul purpose or journey and vice versa. Once again, I'm telling you there will be times you'll feel frustrated due to love not coming into your life. But trust me, universe will put you to a test. Do you know that before taking this incarnation you decided to heal your wounds? It's time to do that. And that's why universe will try to test you. You are universe. You may need to contemplate and self reflect a lot. You will have to face all your fears no matter what. And you will have to do it. Take your time, there's no rush. Just be happy and love yourself. And yes, the connection exists in real life. You need not overthink about that.
You will be blessed with divine union. You two will become one, might sound cheesy but is true. You'll finally be able to feel a sense of belonging that you never felt with anyone. Remember to not be impulsive with this connection. You will have to rise above and accept change. Remember that love is always unconditional, you give without expecting anything in return. And love never gives pain, attachment does.
Thanks for reading, pls leave feedback if you have time, no pressure ๐๐งฟ
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About Me (แดอหฌแดอ)๊ค.๏พ
Hello! my name is Shanna and I am an intuitive tarot reader. I also practice witchcraft, as well as herbalism. I hope to offer some form of guidance, comfort and hope with the help of not only my beloved tarot cards but also all of the lovely spirits that exist around us.
๐ค ๐๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ข ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ซ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฌ๐ฃ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฏ๐ซ๐ข๐ฑ ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ฑ๐ข๐ซ๐ก๐ข๐ก ๐๐ฐ ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ก ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค ๐ฐ๐ญ๐๐ ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ฌ๐ฏ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ข ๐ด๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ข๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ฑ, ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ก๐ข๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ก & ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ฐ ๐ ๐ด๐๐ซ๐ฑ ๐ฃ๐ฌ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ข. โ๏ธ๐ฆ โญ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฐ ๐ด๐๐ซ๐ก๐ข๐ฏ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐๐ฏ๐ข ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ด๐ข๐ฉ๐ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ข ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฌ, ๐ฌ๐ฃ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ข! *เฉโฉโงโห ๐๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ซ ๐ช๐ข ๐ฌ๐ซ ๐ ๐ง๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ซ๐ข๐ถ ๐ฌ๐ฃ ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค, ๐ค๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฅ & ๐ ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ซ, ๐๐ซ๐ก ๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ด ๐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ข ๐๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ฌ๐ฃ ๐ด๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ช๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ถ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฃ๐ข ๐๐ค๐๐ฆ๐ซ! ๐ผ๐
โ๏ธ โ ๐ช๐๐ฆ๐ซ๐ฉ๐ถ ๐ด๐ฌ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ข๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐ฏ, โญ๐ข๐ฉ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ , ๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐ช๐๐ฉ, ๐๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ฑ & ๐๐๐ข๐ฏ๐ถ ๐๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฐ. โ ๐๐ช ๐๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ข ๐ ๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ข๐ก ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ซ๐ซ๐ข๐ฉ ๐ก๐ข๐ข๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฉ ๐ช๐ข๐ฐ๐ฐ๐๐ค๐ข๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฉ๐ญ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ข๐ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข ๐ค๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ด ๐๐ซ๐ก ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ก ๐ ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ซ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฉ๐ฃ โงโห๐ฟโฉ โหโนโก โ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฉ ๐๐ข ๐๐ก๐ก๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค ๐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ข ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฏ๐๐ฃ๐ฑ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข ๐๐ซ๐ก ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข & ๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค๐ฐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฃ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ถ๐ฌ๐ฒ ๐๐ฐ ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ก๐ฌ๐ข๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฌ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ข โเผ ๐๐ฅ๐๐ซ๐จ ๐ถ๐ฌ๐ฒ ๐ฃ๐ฌ๐ฏ ๐๐ข๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข ๐๐ซ๐ก ๐ง๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค ๐ช๐ข ๐ฌ๐ซ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ง๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ซ๐ข๐ถ หสโกษห ๐
๐ฉ๐ข๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ข๐ก ๐๐ข!
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๐๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ฆ๐ช๐ข๐ฏ: ๐๐ฅ๐ข ๐ฏ๐ข๐๐ก๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค๐ฐ โ ๐ญ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ก๐ข ๐ฒ๐ญ๐ฌ๐ซ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข ๐๐ฏ๐ข ๐ช๐ข๐๐ซ๐ฑ ๐ฃ๐ฌ๐ฏ ๐๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค ๐ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฃ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฑ, ๐ฃ๐ฒ๐ซ ๐๐ซ๐ก ๐ง๐ฌ๐ถ, ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข๐ถ ๐ก๐ฌ ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ฑ ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ฌ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ข๐ก๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฉ ๐๐ก๐ณ๐ฆ๐ ๐ข, ๐๐ข ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฉ ๐ฌ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ข๐ซ๐ฑ๐๐ฉ. ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐๐ฐ๐ข ๐๐ฉ๐ด๐๐ถ๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ข๐จ ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ญ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ซ๐๐ฉ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฉ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฌ๐ฏ ๐ถ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ฉ๐ฑ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ซ๐ฐ. โ.๐ผ๐ ๐ ๐๐ผ๐.โ
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22 โA lover of Nature, Animals & Magic in all its forms
Western Zodiac: Sun: Virgoโ Rising: Virgo โ Moon: Aries
Celtic Zodiac: Tree: Vine โOgham Name: Muin โAnimal: Swan
Life Path: 9ย โ INFP/J
Birth-cards: The Hermit and The Moon
Favourite Cards: The Empress, Strength & the World
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Masterlist โง
Letters from your Guardian Angels
Messages from the place your soul calls home
How does your inner child view current you?
A message from the Fae Realm
Fast Facts about your future soulmate
Messages from a past you~
What are you currently attracting~
How best to be kind to oneself~
Wisdom from the sun ~ Collab!
Comforting Messages from departed pets
Less work, more play! - Ways to connect with your inner child.
What is your soul currently healing?
Wisdom from the elements - Earth
Wisdom from the elements - Water
Wisdom from the elements - Fire
Wisdom from the elements - Air
Your Love story
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okay as much as i talk about all the good shit with my man (๐งฟ๐๐ฝโจ), i really need to mention how fuckin hard it is to accept sometimes.
you grow up in an indian household watching bollywood movies and expecting a grand love. you grow up and realize love isnโt that simple, it doesnโt always chase you. you realize what you thought love was, what you accepted love to be, is not really love after all.
and i spent 4 years in hell trying to evade marriage talks from family after a horrible breakup with a man who wouldnโt leave me alone to heal in peace, and i kept falling for it. dealing with the world falling apart because of covid lockdowns, and with my family. trying to date and failing miserably. thinking i was going to be alone for fuckin ever because every guy was not what i wanted, or wanted something i could not give them. in therapy for the first time and trying to understand how to just simply be.
people force healing to happen, force themselves to move forward. time heals, and sometimes itโs not linear. and i wonโt say iโm fully healed. but i now have a reason to want to continue to be a better version of myself every day.
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https://www.tumblr.com/neptune-ian/745838354582618112/hello-how-are-you-i-want-to-know-if-you-have?source=share
Thankyou for your sweetness, and giving the the credits but it wasn't required but anyways thankyou so much. also anon if you are new to subliminals and sub community I'd suggest you something;
Watch some videos about what subliminals are and how you should be using them then just because a certain doesn't work very quickly it's okay physical appearance especially takes time and when i say your brain is the real magic i mean it, and also i have given my suggestions but if a certain subliminal doesn't work for you Maybe it's not for you so please change if you want and also he patient and accept your personality first. Have a great journey and even tho I'm not a pro here are some of my suggestions/tips but others who've been using them since so long they could easily give you more advice and what to do and not to do. Take care ๐คโจ๐งฟ
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Thank you!
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๐งฟwhat steps do you take to not take things personally if a fic doesn't do well, or if your writing/posting/sharing experience isn't going how you'd like it to?
Fic Writer Asks // Will Accept More Of These
Ooh, this is a good question! I'm going to have to put thought into this one.
Honestly? I don't know if I have direct steps to this, but while it does happen on a lot of my fics that aren't Nalu related (.. and have begun to happen even on my Nalu fics) - I suppose the thing I focus on most is that my point in sharing isn't because I want high numbers or attention?
The moment I make it about the attention I'm getting, is the moment I've lost the entire reason why I enjoyed writing in the first place. It's the moment I turn it into a "job" that sucks the fun out of everything. Which can easily cloud my mind and pull me into a deep funk. There's a multitude of reasons for your writing to not get the attention you want it to, and the majority of those reasons aren't always going to be "it's not that good. you messed up." And it's important to remember that.
Everyone, including your readers, have their own lives. They could be burned out on reading. They could be busy with school or work. They could be sick or reading for a different fandom. Etc. There are so many reasons out there for your work not to get attention and shares that don't revolve around you not being good enough. โฆ so, even if there are a few out there who don't like your writing, it's best to not focus on that. You can't please everyone and not everyone is going to enjoy your work. Which means those opinions are irrelevant.
Enjoy the work you've done. And the fact you completed or shared something. You made it. You did it. This was molded by your hands and your mind. The only thing that can take that away from you is yourself. And that's what I tell myself anytime I start to focus a little too much on the "numbers."
It's a good thing to remember, I think.
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๐ญ and ๐งฟ for the Polytheist asks <3
Hey! Hope you're well and on the mend :)
๐ญ - What is an emotionally impactful or a silly worship-related experience you've had?
A: Emotionally impactful...I have a few, but I think I'll go with one that I don't think I'll ever forget. It was the first time that I had completed an entire ritual from start to finish. It was a Wiccan celebration for the Winter Solstice, and I literally had like four tea candles and my little journal with notes from the library's copy of Buckland's Big Blue. I had nothing else, and the gods accepted me. That is a feeling I'll always remember.
๐งฟ - Did you have any other spiritual beliefs before discovering your current practice?
A: A few. My parents tried to raise me Christian, but that didn't take and I left the church by the time I was about 12-13. I studied Wicca after that, then learned about Ceremonial Magick. I returned to Wicca before discovering Hellenism, which really hit on that deeper polytheistic connection I felt I was missing. It was also very different from what I was used to, and I find it very compatible with my magical practices.
Thank you for the ask <3 hope you had a good weekend!
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darkel . he/dark // tw : kidnapping, r*pe, stalking & suicide
WTF BRO I FOUND THIS ON MY DRAFTS ๐
tws apply below cut btw
โ ๐งฟ๐ซ โ . โ ๐ฅ๐ช โ
i've seen a lot of posts abt paraphilic fantasies(? so i also want to do one mwahaha
i am SO fucking obsessed over that idiot, imagine that i walk behind you, kidnap you and have you in my basement r*ping you until you love me as much as i do, until you are just as obsessed as me, or until you die or someway kill yourself. i will watch every video that you share, i will take your phone to unblock me from your whatsapp status, i will see what you say of me, if you want to kill me i'll kill you instead, if you want me to kill myself i'll do it just so you can be happy, i will leave forever, but i'll see you sleep, i'll see you at every moment of your miserable life without me. someday you will come back and beg me to be your friend again, you'll notice how kind i was with you, when i gifted you everything, when i forced myself to like shit that you liked, when i was your best friend and the only one that you would ever need, i am the first one you told abt your identity, i was the first one to talk you by your actual name, those idiots just dont get you, but i do, i do and i love you, if i accepted people by pity, why cant you? i gave you my fucking soul, my time, my tears and everything of mine, just to get this back?! really?...
i think i got too agressive help
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