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The investigation- chapter 4 Colby x y/n 🧸
CONTENTS: more y/n Lore, tw⚠️ Scratches and blood, fluff, bit of angst, implied sex, cliffhanger
AUTHOURS NOTE: ITS NOT AS BAD AS IT SOUNDS OKAY I’m definitely overstating the angst part and please like and let me know how you feel I worked hard on this. Sorry it took a while to make. I think I might put it on wattpad but if I do I won’t stop posting it here I will post it one both. Ty for reading
Skip to later in the tour
we were in the kitchen and the medium was explaining about the satanic panic that happened for a while witch I found absolutely fascinating.
“They can also form themselves are other entities, like a youthful energy” Colby said
“yes they can desguise themselves” she answered
“and one of the popular theories is that sallie is not just a little girl” Sam added
-skip a bit bc the thing didn’t go off on Colby’s forhead bc he had the necklace-
As we went up the stairs and through the rooms. I felt a strange presence like someone was watching us. They weren’t hostile but they were curious “there’s a woman’s presence here” said the medium reading my mind. Colby put his hand in mine
“is it like..hostile or?” sam asked
“ she just observeing by us” the black pendulum said waving the equipment over the closet “and tall”
“she’s like, ‘whatcha guys looking at?’” We all chuckled at sams joke
-skip to the investigation
While the others set up and checked the equipment seth pulled you out into the hallway for a conversation
“so uh..you have fun last night?” He asked jokeinly
“Uhh what” I say
“your hickeys” he said pointing at you neck
“oh OH OH. Seth I’m so sorry I didn’t even realize” I replied turning bright red with blush
“Lemme guess it was Colby?” He laughed
“how did you know?” I smiled
“y/n” he looked at me sarcastically “ I’m not blind it’s obvious to literally everyone”
(Colby’s pov)
I go over to get y/n and Seth for the investigation and see them laughing together
was Seth flirting with her! That was the first thought that crossed My mind mind. but I needed to calm myself I was jumping to conclusions.
“Time for the investigation” I said a little firm
“okay” y/n said cheerily as she walked into the investigation room but Seth stayed back and whispered in my ear
“ next time you two have ‘fun’ don’t leave such obvious marks on her”
I blushed heavily as we all went back into the investigation room. It’s funny how both Sam and Seth told me to try and keep my hands off y/n. Sam said that I should at least wait till we get back to the hotel before making out together in a haunted house. But it sure was hard she is so beautiful.
(end of Colby’s pov)
When we all got back into the room i see Sam standing over a rem pod with sallie toys all around it almost immediately the rem pod started going off in a very strange and specific pattern. It looked like the ghost was walking around the pod in circles. Obviously everyone freaked out a little bit because the rem pod had never gone off this way before.
“ wait what was that?” Sam said in a whisper we all quickly went over to see it and set up the music box. At first the music box was calibrating but then it started to go off. “Woahh” everyone reacted. For some reason I got bad chills and I was the only person who got this.
Ghosts had always been targeting me in particular more than anyone else. They would seek me out and touch me. They would say my name in the Estes method and would prefer to speak with me more than anyone else. I suppose this is because of my gifts and my connection with the afterlife. From now on I decided that I would try and honor my grandma’s legacy and tap into my abilities.
for majority the investigation went on well but I got this weird feeling as we went on. Like someone or more likely SOMETHING was trying to take hold of me. before we were about to do the Estes method I got this horrible feeling. Like my back was suddenly hot. Really hot. It felt like a burning pain
“ahh” I cried out as I fumbled from the pain
“What’s wrong?” Colby asked catching me
“y/n are you okay” sam said concerned
“ it’s - burning like — hurts so ba- cut” I stutter crying a bit into Colby’s arms.
he looked down “ oh my god” he exclaimed as he took the camera to show a long bleeding scratch all the way down my back. At this point I was crying because of the pain.
Sam and Seth went out to have a discussion about weather they should end the investigation here. They decided to leave me and Colby alone together.
And I collapsed into Colby’s arms as he comforted me “shh it’s okay baby” I cried even harder I felt weak for crying but I was so scared “I love you” I managed out in a shakeup voice he pulled me even closer. The blood had soaked through my white shirt at this point. “I love you too” he said trying to be strong for me but seeing her cry really broke his heart
little did I know thing were about to get a whole lot worse.
#cliffhanger#sam and colby#colby brock fic#colby brock x reader#colby brock fanfic#sam golbach#colby x reader#ghost hunting#colby brock#colby brock imagine#colby brock fluff#colby brock blurb#finally I’ve finished this chapter
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Timelapse for this painting of Ganon
#process#video#I haven’t finished any paintings recently cuz I’ve been working on the final chapters
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I sometimes want to start a server see if ppl are interested in brainstorming stories with me I want to dump oc lore and unfinished chapters if ppl wants to listen I got some really interesting ideas, it’s always my own perspective on the story having more eyes can do goods (maybe someday)
#bearz rambling tag#uahhhhhh i want to share the second chapter of AP#just finished final sketch#I’ve been staring at it for too long I don’t know if it flow well or not
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me waiting for my writer’s block to fuck off and leave me alone so i can finish this chapter:
#my creativity is just so dead rn and it makes me want to crawl out of my own skin#i’ve been waiting MONTHS to finally have a little bit of free time to breathe and catch up on writing stuff#and naturally now that i have i am so mentally and emotionally drained i can barely string a sentence together#i feel so distant and detached from my characters#and yes i know it’ll pass#but i just feel so caught in this headspace rn and needed to vent#i’m SO close to finishing this chapter for good but i have well and truly fallen at the final hurdle#the perfectionism has got me#ugh#also if anyone reading this is worried about four walls being updated#please don’t#i literally circle through this headspace every single chapter#and it hasn’t stopped me yet#(and it never will either. i couldn’t give up on this fic if i tried)#but it’s just hitting me particularly hard this last week#why is writing such an agonising process sometimes#anyway#enough rambling from me for one night#i’ll drag myself back to my laptop and see if i can work some magic#wish me luck#writing stuff#lulu posts
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took my two week break from opening any top gun-related word document. Was very relaxing. now starting to edit & repost chapters, in anticipation of printing out my final copy
every year-old typo i encounter makes me want to end it all i swear to GODDDD
#found a kazanaky. struggled not to immediately k*** ******#you guys have to TELL ME this shit#i know there are hyphen issues & italics issues on AO3 that is an AO3 problem#but also sooo exhilarating to finally rewrite some very very old scenes the way they SHOULD be written#now that i know where everything’s ending up#just adding that last little 2%#it’s so fucking cathartic#rewriting some scenes from august 2022 just that little bit better#it’s like watching my informal & formal writing educations meet & exchange notes. just so cool.#taking what I’ve learned & reapplying it#fixing research fuckups on the way#will be rereleasing chapters as i finish editing them. new prologue is up#as is a new chapter one#as is now a new chapter two (which I realize is 3 on AO3)#obviously not a call to action. just letting u know
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I finished The Wolf and The Hare AU…I am soft about blorbos from my brain.
#not whump#beans speaks#freelancers au#I love them a normal amount. <- projecting queer platonic domesticity on the most traumatized men I’ve made#*giggling and kicking my legs* once I finish posting THIS au I can post a NEW au (and maybe some more canon.)#don’t get me wrong I still love canon it’s just such a larger overarching story ik most people can’t just read a chapter and know#what’s going on. (I say as though twath au isn’t almost 50 chapters and over 50k words*)#*I think? gotta do a final word count once I get it all in a proper Document.
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crawls out of my writing cave on all fours, disheveled and holding a twenty-four-thousand-word-long document between my teeth
#i have. finally finished the WIP i’ve been struggling to write for the last 3 months!!!#Seven’s Celestial Commentary#writing stuff#[N]MbD#[Not] Made by Design#this little hurt/comfort oneshot got. a bit out of hand. and now has way more plot than i originally intended#but i am Quite happy with the direction it went in so it’s all good#just gotta figure out how to split it into chapters for readability on AO3#24k feels too long for one page even tho it’s a oneshot… sigh it’s AEIWNF all over again#anyways i’m so happy to have gotten that fic out of my brain. feels good man#i’m so ready for [N]MbD’s series to consist of more than one (1) spicy fic. there’s So much more to the AU than that#new hefty installment in the [N]MbD AU comin’ atcha… Soon™️#soon meaning once i finish publishing the rest of AEIWNF and the shorter [N]MbD oneshot that i want posted first#now that i’m sitting on a number of finished WIPs for other things i finally feel ready to return to writing for ES#i’d like to chip away at the next few chapters of that fic while i post my backlog of other stuff that’s ready to go
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When a Ranch Becomes a Home (pt 1???)
Tango, despite his best effort, dies. Unfortunately, he has a lot more than just death to deal with after.
read my stuff of AO3!
CW: Depictions of anxiety, minor panic attacks, and tango gets blown up.
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Tango was just thankful this game happened during the summer.
His body was still cold, and when the wind picked up, he felt the fire on his head fight for its life to stay alive. But all in all, it was better than last time. The cold winter air and stormy rainy nights made it almost impossible for the blaze born to function properly, but this time it was different.
He felt good. He had armor, he had food, he joked with his friends and made some new ones. But behind all of the it, there was a little nagging thing in the back of his mind.
It took Tango a while to realize it was anxiety.
He didn't really get anxiety, which is probably why he didn't realize it at first. He was a man on practicality, a man of smarts. He knew he could talk himself out of any anxiety he found himself clouded in, so he had never really felt the hollowness in his stomach like he did now, or the way his heart jumped when he thought about it.
It was faint though, like it wasn't really there at all. That is, of course, when Tango realized it actually wasn't there. That is was his soulmates. Whoever his soulmate was was really stressing out, and only when Tango realized it did it start to actually effect him. Like when he was talking to Bdubs and Impulse, he had to stop for a moment to breath, his soulmate had fallen off something and it hurt his ankles, but the pain in his stomach from the anxiety his soulmate felt was somehow worse. He needed to find them, whoever they were.
It got worse as he was going deeper in the cave, it started creeping into his own thoughts as well. Maybe his soulmate had a reason for being this anxious, maybe they were in trouble. Maybe he was in trouble.
An arrow shot right through his arm, and it took a minute for Tango to register the pain. He turned around quick, but there were too many monsters coming after him to process what was happening. He swung his sword with one hand, making sure to step back with each swing. He was getting through them one by one, if he just brought them to a choke point-
That's when the creeper dropped, and thats when everything went black.
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"Common..." Jimmy found that muttering under his breath as he scaled the mountain to actually be quite helpful. His arms and legs hurt like hell though, and he was having a difficult time breathing.
He felt a shattering pain rip through his left arm, but he just shook it out and continued to climb, "Don't. Even. Think about it." Finally, he got to the top, and he looked out over the sky as he tried to catch his breath.
He felt another jab in his side, and then he felt a sharp snap in his ankle. He winced and clutched his stomach, the random bursts of pain were not helping his anxiety.
He would not be a burden to his soulmate. He would not damn them the way he had already damned himself.
He felt a few more jabs in various places around his body, and as he was thinking what on earth his soulmate was doing, he felt a searing pain ripple up his back, and he fell to the ground to die.
He wakes up sweating, he didn't think he was sweating before, but he certainly was now. Sitting up from the grass, he pressed the palms of his hands into his eyes, his breath coming in short, uneven huffs that made him feel like he wanted to throw up. The place on his back that hurt the most was pulsing, and he felt paralyzed.
Suddenly, he heard a tree branch crack, and a voice coming from above. Was it God? Was it Them? No. Jimmy shook his head to clear the fog that clouded his brain, looking up to see what was happening.
He saw a man in the trees. Well, calling him a man was maybe a stretch. He had seen him around. Tango if he remembered correctly. He was the blaze born that hung out with Impulse and Etho. Redstoner maybe? Wasn't this the guy with cows in the first game? Jimmy's head started throbbing along with his back, he tried to ignore it.
"Oh no...." He heard the man mutter under his breath. The flames in his hair were big and wild, and yet they didn't set the tree on fire when they jumped up to meet the bark.
"What happened, Tango?" His voice was tough, and he fliched at his tone. When he looked up, he noticed that Tango did too.
"I'm- I'm so sorry." Tango leaned over and put his head between his knees, his legs dangling off the branch. "I'm so sorry."
Jimmy took a deep breath, and then another, "What happened?" His voice was softer then, and he was satified.
Tango sniffed, and ran a hand through his flaming hair, "I was caving, and there were about 500 mobs coming at me from one side and while I was worrying about them-" He looked up, and the two soulmates made eye contact for the first time. Jimmy smiled, maybe it would ease Tango's mind. It must have, because the man in the tree paused to give Jimmy a small smile of his own, "You know, the old creeper-from-behind trick."
Jimmy nodded, looking around spawn where just a few hours ago, was filled with everyone. He realized with a jolt that he was yellow, the first yellow. He quickly took out his communicator and read the chat, every joke and taunt making the hole in his stomach grow bigger and bigger.
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Jimmy's anxiety was just getting worse. Tango watched in silence as he watched his soulmate read the comms messages about their death. He wasn't completely oblivious, he knew the jokes that were said about him.
Cursed. Stupid. Careless. Jimmy's friends would always say they were taunting him in good fun, but Tango never felt comfortable enough to go along with it.
"Jimmy, right?" Tango hopped down a couple branches before landing on the ground, his back was still stinging, and he didn't need broken ankles on top of that.
He watched Jimmy come out of a trance in real time, his eyes going from little glossy things to wide alert oceans. “What?”
Tango shook his head and held out his hand, “I’m Tango….” after a pause, he awkwardly added, “of the Tek variety.”
Jimmy, despite it all, chuckled softly. “I’m Jimmy.” He thought for a moment, and Tango could see the gears turning behind his eyes, “of the…. Solidarity variety?” He shook his head in disapproval. “Doesn’t have the same ring to it.”
“Good enough for me.”
Jimmy smiled, and Tango felt the anxiety lift just a bit. Until it came crashing down again, and Jimmy ripped his hand away from Tango to run it over his hair. “I have no idea where I was.” He looked back at Tango, and his wide eyes were filled with worry, “All my stuff is gone.”
Tango sighed, “Yeah. I have no idea where my stuff is either.” He thought for a moment, watching Jimmy as he began to pace around the top of the hill. He wanted to shake him, tell him to breathe and calm down.
Instead, he started picking up sticks, “Let’s make a chest here, then we can go find out stuff and meet back up.”
Jimmy turned and watched Tango, his arms were crossed and one of his hands was up near his face, and Tango raised an eyebrow while he watched Jimmy bite on his fingernail.
Tango sighed, “I’m really sorry for killing us. It’s one thing for me to explodificate myself but I didn’t want to take you down with me.”
Tango saw Jimmy smile behind his hand, and the tightening of his chest had nothing to do with the anxiety, “Explodificate?”
Tango smiled and threw some materials at Jimmy. He didn’t catch it. “Common, let’s go hide our bits in a tree.”
This time Jimmy’s head tilted back in laughter, and Tango wanted to bottle up the sound.
The anxiety didn’t come back as strong after that, and Tango was happy for it to stay that way.
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i should be working on Problem of Etho and my other 24lsmp fics and yet here i am writing about a dead ship from a 10 month old smp …. oops?
#my writing#life series#double life#rancher duo#jimmy solidarity#tangotek#tango#solidaritygaming#traffic shipping#yeah they will eventually kiss your honor#is it bad to start a whole new fic while procrastinating on the final chapter of my other one? probably#i cant help it#also yea i know double life is long gone but tbh limited life is#in MY OPINION#not as inspiring as double life#like idk i can’t seem to write anything about limited life but maybe that’s just because i only really write ship fics#and limited life is giving off more family dynamics than is really necessary#also it’s not finished#i’m sure after the end i’ll find something to write about#i’ve written this so fast and i’ve been working on 3 desperate 24lsmp fics to stop myself from getting writers block#and yet there’s no writers block for RANCHERS#maybe they just are everything to me
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wow okay, i just…
#I just completed writing the most emotionally harrowing scene of poyt that I have ever written ever#I kept putting off writing it bc I wanted it to be perfect#and I’ve finally done it#and idk if I’ve ever done this before but I cried THREE TIMES as I was writing it#idk how you guys will react to this#but it really made me cry#which is weird bc it’s my own writing#then again my depressing daydreams make me cry#anyways#I’m kinda proud of myself that I was able to finish it#there’s still a few difficult scenes left to write#but this one was like… the MAIN sad scene#ughhhh this chapter has so many ups and down I hope the sad and happy scenes balance out!!!#my thoughts 💭
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writing is so funny actually bc im in the last stretch of my owl house daemon au and im just NOW like holy shit what if i make the azura book series subject to intense banned book bullshit for daring to show unconventional human-daemon relationships a la what luz and mari have going on. what if it violates the middle grades unspoken book rule of always having your child characters settle by the end. what if azura is the name of the DAEMON
#chatter#yes im procrastinating writing the final chapter of thanks to them why do you ask#anyways throwing yet another problem to editing acacia of the future#LIKE I CANT NOT GO THIS ROUTE and the fact that luzmaris dad gave these books to them????#anyways uhhhhhhh I swear I think about daemons and settling a normal amount#I feel like I’ve written enough normal daemon has now I’m like.#alright time to take this to its logical conclusion. what sort of fucked up society does that produce#AND IT IS. SO FUN#more people should explore the harm of daemon settle actually join me in this space#I JUST WANT TO YELL ABOUT IT#BUT I HAVE TO FINISH THE GOT DANGED FICS FIRST
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the melting point of gold - pettiot - Peaky Blinders (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
Ch 1 / ?
Between S6-E3 and S6-E4. The 36 hours between Ruby’s death and Ruby’s funeral.
Women are decorative. Men must be functional. This is a very special kind of lie.
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Inspired in part by @deadendtracks meta on Lizzie and Tommy around Ruby’s death.
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Tommy Shelby/Lizzie Stark, Tommy Shelby & Ruby Shelby, Charles Shelby, Charlie Strong, Frances, Oswald Mosley, Johnny Dogs, Esmerelda Gold, Adam (House of Commons Secretary) | Grief, Resisting Despair, Intrusive Thoughts, Intrusive Memories, Angst, Dysfunctional Family, Complicated Relationships, Anger Issues, Backstory, Gender Role Issues, Tommy’s Complicated Relationship with his Ethnicity, Unnamed Mental Illness, Manic Tommy, Sleep Deprivation, Mild Anachronism, Abortion, Child Abuse, Drug Addiction, Friendship, Extended Family, Funerals in a time of Infectious Disease, the Lasting Legacy of Catholicism, Tommy’s Metacognition Breaking Down, Ethnic Slurs, Sex, Lack of Communication, Hallucinations or Waking Dreams, Too Many Flashbacks
#Peaky blinders#my writing#peaky blinders fanfic#tommy shelby#tommy x lizzie#ruby shelby#I’ve finished this but its a beast to edit#so have broken into chapters because i kept over editing the first chunk#and finally went i have to post this to anchor some part of it#the worst about stream of consciousness is it never stops flowing#So the thing about why does the death of a daughter trigger flashbacks#because the death of a daughter is the failure of a father and a family#And so these walls of time and age and confidence built all come crashing down remembering his family and his father and his mother#and he goes from place to place in memory as well as location and time#reeling through all of it#and yet these temporally grounded peers he has looks at him like#just sit down a minute mate can you?#no no the inability to anchor the mind is an inability to anchor the body
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i want to post ch7 tomorrow, though i do enjoy the idea of letting ch6 sit like this for a while. give it room to breathe
#though that means i won’t post ch8 until after i’ve finally. finally. finished the chapter im working on#cipher tag
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as told on my instagram:
Revisited nightmares chapter 2 part 1 should release either this weekend or monday so look out for that :)
#i’ve been so busy I haven’t been able to properly finish these chapters in a timely manner#but it’s finally coming out so yay!!#revisited nightmares#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf security breach#txt post
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hey guys
#man i am such a sleepy fella rn#i sure hope i’m not a clone and the real me doesn’t come into my room and kill me tonight!#/j#genuinely thank u all for ur reactions. like u all are excited to read new chapters and IM excited to read ur reactions#its always my favorite part#makes me so happy to see people enjoying my characters and story it’s literally a dream come true like wow#i’m so happy people like chapter 14 and thanks for all the amazing comments and stuff it makes me sooo happy#i’m too eepy but yeah that’s what i wanted to say :)#wyrms says stuff#i’ve also had anton brainrot specifically him as a Little Guy so i might finally finish that borrower basil au thing when they first meet#cuz it’s super wholesome and i think u all need that LOLLL#also. only like 7 of you will know what i’m talking about but anton as a kid is literally just louie in a different font like wow they are#soooo similar#not present day anton tho. just him as a little guy#literally him and louie would’ve been best friends AUGHH MY HEART#i’m gonna draw them interacting because that would literally heal me that would change my life#none of you understand how important this is to me like. holy shit#anyway reminder that things might be rough for dew right now haha but he gets a happy ending don’t stress abt it!!#the next 4 chapters specially might be a bit darker than usual#but then mystery character!!!!!!!! FUCK YESSS!!!!!!#excited :)
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catching covid after my 3 year no-covid streak feels kinda bad ngl
#I thought it was some type of flu for the past few days but nope#tbf I’ve been sick three other times these past three years and one time was sus as hell but I’ll never know what that was all about…#yeah not catching covid felt like a Highscore streak. yeah I do think about everything in my life in terms of gamification u_u#when the new chapter released I was like: oh there is so much going on maybe I’ll manage to be more active again and then I was just out#it’s a bit better now at least but I’m also finally catching on that it has the worst timing#my family was meant to visit me next week but I’ll still be contagious so don’t think that’s gonna happen#also in 5 1/2 weeks I’ll need to finish a substantial part of my bachelor project…#things are happening but I had a horrible creative slump right before falling sick so that kinda sucks#at least my vis dev part of the project is mostly over now so maybe I’ll get back to some casual fanart again soon… I miss it :(#when I was younger everytime I got sick I just started grinding out fanart. dunno where that energy went because now I can’t even move#my pinky when I’m sick#sina’s rambling
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Maybe I haven’t made any progress on writing chapter 46 all week but I have personally improved by beginning to preplan the ending so take that bitches
#current plan has Amaranth finishing at 50 chapters and I love it#that was always meant to be the plan before things got a little derailed with lining stuff up and all#god I don’t think I’ll know what to do with myself once I’ve finished S1#Maybe I can try to time the chapter releases so the final one is posted on Amaranth’s birthday#aaaa#so many thoughts#so little brain to process them with#aphmau#aphverse#rewrite#aphblr#minecraft diaries#mcd#amaranth
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