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padfootdaredmetoo · 1 year

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Hey how are you hope you ok

I got a request for Tommy Shelby if that ok

So basically you and Tommy are dating and one day in a meeting you was having theses really bad stomach pains and you thought nothing of at than when u got home and I got worse and than u went to Tommy crying in pain still and he said you might be in labour ( u don’t know u pregnant) than he calls polly and then u gived birth to you boy or girl up to you and then next day every one was Shock and yh hope that make sense u don’t have to do it x

Dear Anon,

Thank you for waiting! I changed things up a bit and I apologize for any mistakes as I'm editing on mobile at work. Hope you enjoy it!

Warnings: childbirth, mentions of Hugh stress and poor eating habits. Peaky related themes and magic.

Dating Thomas was a life changing decision in more ways than you had originally realsied. Your whole life plan had been derailed by the constant ups and downs.

Every new accomplishment and high was met with an even more dangerous low. You were along for the ride while managing your position at the book shop you owned. Long days and fun nights occupied these past few months so much that you realised that your period was late.

Very late.

You thought about it for a while and realised it was probably what used to happen when you were a teenager. High times of stress would stop it altogether. You had no other symptoms that women had told you about. No weird cravings, or morning sickness. Just lots of drama and stres.

You pushed the thought from your mind as you went about your usual routines.

________6 months later____

You had come to the realisation that you must be barren. A fact that was difficult to come to terms with, however Tommy had said he wasnt interested in children any way.

Looking at your self in the mirror you noticed a bit of weight on you and made a mental note to try and correct it by skiping meals for a while. Nothing big to worry about in comparison to another rival family causing chaos. You’d only just gotten sorted from being held captive a week ago.

You already had so much on your shoulders at the book shop, orders were piling up and you were spending more and more late nights and early mornings. Tommy’s men escorting you and staying by the door while you worked.

The multiple attempts on your life did nothing but add to the list of reasons you couldnt sleep at night. You were slowly falling apart.

Cramps set in about mid day and you finally gave up. You called Tom letting him know you couldnt make it to lunch and went right to bed. Taking a much needed nap you woke up to even worse sets of pain.

You grabbed your hot water bottle and tried to curl up on the couch with a book. Struggling through the sets of pain you began to wonder if something else was wrong. Wasn’t there an organ that could explode in your stomach?

Your thoughts were interrupted by a knock at the door.

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Sitting across the table from the old woman, Polly thought back through time. Her eyes were dark and she had told her lots of things about her life that night. Gave her the curse of knowledge, knowing all too well that the girl was too weak to fight fate. And Polly had tried, every step of the way to fight it.

It didnt surprise her that she was once again stuck at that wooden table. That the woman reflected on something said ages ago.

A child.

Polly’s heart sunk when she thought about the two children that were permanently out of her reach. A child? At this age. Not likely.

The dream took a turn and woman shouted at her.

“Go to her now before its too late.” And image of your face came into her mind and suddenly she was awake. The womans cold scream still echoing in her mind.

Getting her clothes pulled on she quickly called Thomas.

“Need to get to her place now” She said trying to pull on her boot at the same time.

“Pol - why? What’s wrong?” The sound of panic in his voice made her reconsider your place within the family.

“Just go, I’m on my way now.” She hung up the phone not wanting to waist anytime. On the drive over she thought about you and what this ment.

There was no way of making sense of the situation. All the things she was told never made sense as a girl and wouldnt likely start to make sense now. She sighed defeated. She liked you well enough. Smart, kept Thomas in line, a bit soft hearted but she could see that changing the more you saw of the world.

She parked and ran up the steps of your building. Opening the door she ould hear your soft cries as he tried to comfort you.

“Pol what’s wrong with her.”

“It’s a child.” Polly said moving into the kitchen seeing what supplies they were working with.

“Fuck off.” You said a tone of disbelif. Coming back into the room she watched your face cycle through the many stages of panic.

“Accept it so we can get on with it.” Polly said to the both of them.

“How?”

“Part of the prophecy. Flashbacks got me up in the middle of the night.” She watched as Tommy fell under the weight of her words.

“Alright, love.” He kissed the top of your head. “It’s not going to make sense. So just let it happen.” You looked at up him your fear fading in the warmth of his gaze.

“I dont think I can do it.” You groaned, tears welling up in your eyes.

“It’s already happened. Pol saw it. That means you certainly can. Just have to make it from here to there.”

After that you followed instructions, Polly was professional but couldnt help but feel a fondness growing for you. This was also a side of Tom she hadn’t seen since he was a small boy. He did everything without thought, never letting you out of his grip.

“Tough girl.” He kissed your temple. “You can do it, gotta push again”

Like many times before. Polly pulled a small little babe from their mother on the living room floor of a dingy flat in Birmingham.

You collapsed against Tom and Polly went to work ensuring the child was alright. Smallest little girl she’d ever seen. Born too soon, quiet as a mouse as she looked up at her great aunt. Her heart was strong, and Polly knew just by holding her that this child, was significant in something bigger than all of them put together.

She handed the girl off to her parents. Leaning back against the sofa sitting next to Thomas. He handed her a cigarette from his breast pocket.

Taking a long drag, she realized she should give them space to enjoy the moment. Her bones had no interest in moving as the night, and previous months took a toll on her.

“She predicted this? Why didn't you say something?” Tom whispered stoking the cheek of his first child.

Polly almost snapped at him, before registering his tone of voice. She’d never seen him this vulnerable.

“She told me a lot of things, I was small at the time. None of you were born yet. It’s not specific stuff-”

“Thank you.” You said with tears in your eyes. “I -I Don't know what to say.”

“You shouldn't say, anything love. You're family now”

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You were the most exhausted you’d ever been, but a family meeting was unavoidable. That night was the last night you spent in your apartment. He’d carried you to the car the next morning to take you to his place.

You watched him move around the massive kitchen. He got you a cushion before letting you sit at the head of the table. A cup of strange tea was placed in front of you as the family started to pile in.

Ruby slept in your arm and you tried to relax as the family came close. You were friendly and warm with everyone but this was the first time they were seeing you as a permanent fixture in the family.

“That must have been so scary love. Your body hid it so well” Emse came up to you putting her arm around you in a makeshift hug. “Look at her. So small. Pretty like her mum.” She sat close to you and you knew that it was because of her natural distaste for family meetings. Her posture told you if anyone got smart she’d chew them out.

Arthur and John started to congratulate Tommy loudly and your stomach turned when they set on you. She was so small you didn't feel comfortable passing her around yet. What if that offended people?

“Look at that! Next Shelby made a grand entrance like her da” Arthur kissed your cheek, his mustache tickling. “Good job, love.”

“Thanks,” You said softly.

“God I hope she’s just like you Tom. Finally some payback.” John came over and lowered his voice once seeing her. “Fuck she’s so small. You can call us any time if you need anything. Got a truckload of baby clothes for ya.”

“Really though, love. Call any time.” Esme said and you hoped more than anything you would get closer to her.

The meeting started and Tommy made a grand speech. It didn't take long before Polly was rushing you back up to lie down in bed. When you woke up there was a ring on your wedding finger and a note on the bedside table.

Gone to London for business. Be back tomorrow.

You went back to the massive set of diamonds on your finger. It was talked about but you hadn't had the chance to think about it yet.

There was a soft knock at the door and Esme poked her head in.

“Staying while he’s away, do you need anything, love.” Without knowing what to do you just stuck your hand out at her.

She looked at the ring.

“When!” She whispered.

“Just woke up and it was there.” You whispered back in disbelief.

“Such a Thomas thing to do.” She laughed and sat on the bed next to you. You both talked for hours and you were grateful she let you doze off and nap.

You and Ruby fit right in.

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zablife · 7 months

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Ruby's Tea Party

Requested by @evita-shelby for my 2K celebration An Evening at Arrow House. Warning: 💀 A dark fic! Proceed with caution.

Making her way to the grand staircase to greet her guests, Mrs. Shelby stopped suddenly in the corridor to allow the melodious sound of a child's sweet voice to waft over her. She smiled to herself as she placed a gloved hand over her stomach, her secret still concealed beneath the layers of tulle. The idea of adding another little one to the household thrilled her because she'd already fallen deeply in love with Tommy's children, especially his daughter, Ruby.

"Is someone there?" little Ruby called, breaking her from her trance.

Peeking inside the nursery, Mrs. Shelby quickly apologized in a calm, reassuring voice. "It's only me, darling."

"Oh," she said, deflating a bit. Chewing the inside of her cheek, she added, "I wanted Daddy to say goodnight."

"He's downstairs--" Mrs. Shelby began before Ruby cut her off.

"I know. He said you were having a party and I wasn't allowed," she stated matter-of-factly, but the sadness that crept into her voice was unmistakable.

Rushing forward, her new stepmother kneeled before her saying, "He'll tuck you in later, I promise. You know you're very important to us, don't you?" Ruby only nodded slowly in reply. Lifting the child's chin to her eye level with one finger she joked, "Besides, who wants to spend an evening with boring adults? It looks as though you're having a lovely tea party here!"

Ruby brightened at the compliment, taking her stepmother by the hand to the small table. "I am! I have treats I helped bake. Would you like some?"

"Yes, please," Mrs. Shelby accepted with excitement, tucking her dress beneath her legs as she took up a place at the well appointed table. It was a charming miniature of everything in the dining room downstairs, so grown up and yet clearly the world of a child. She stifled a giggle with her hand as she noticed the toy horse sitting inside her empty tea cup.

She removed it so Ruby could pour some tea, a white liquid streaming from the pot. "Nanny said it had to be milk," Ruby sighed in disappointment.

"I like milk," Mrs. Shelby noted agreeably, removing a glove to choose a biscuit from the rose covered plate Ruby offered. Eating it in one bite, she noted Ruby's watchful gaze.

"Is it good?" the child asked breathlessly, eyes shining hopefully for a bit of praise.

Her stepmother swallowed the somewhat bitter tasting confection, chasing it with a sip of milk before proclaiming, "It's delicious!"

Ruby busied herself playing with the tiny horse and a toy gun, leaving Mrs. Shelby to wonder if she should break the silence with an apology.

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She hadn't meant to disturb the girl's life with her sudden presence and the announcement of a baby. "Ruby, I understand you might feel upset about your father and I having a child together," she started, but Ruby shook her head in vehement denial.

"I'm not. I like the idea of a baby sister," she said, a smile brightening her whole face. The light soon faded from her eyes as something in the distance seemed to steal her attention. "But the gray man..." she hesitated.

"The gray man?" Mrs. Shelby asked in confusion. Then she spotted it, the extra place setting at the table she assumed was for Charlie. "Is that your imaginary friend?" she prodded.

"No!" Ruby shouted, head snapping back toward her stepmother so quickly the woman startled. "He tells me things..." Ruby gulped, unsure she should reveal what she knew.

"What sorts of things, love?" Mrs. Shelby worried, reaching for Ruby's small hand to comfort her.

Ruby's eyes drifted back to her stepmother's face slowly until they were locked in a steady gaze, unwavering in her certainty. "He said he's coming for you...to punish Daddy." She withdrew her hand as she gave the pronouncement, a determined look taking hold of her delicate features. "But I won't let him make you suffer like he did my mummy. Don't worry."

Mrs. Shelby froze, unsure how to respond to what was clearly a frightening delusion. She knew it must have been disconcerting for Ruby to watch her mother die under mysterious circumstances, so mentally and physically ill she had to be removed from the house. As she tried to recall the details Tommy had given, her head began to feel foggy and her arm went numb clutching for the edge of the small table. Ruby's words reverberated in her skull as though someone were speaking to her underwater. Her tongue felt thick and heavy as she tried to speak, only capable of uttering one word. "What?"

"Uncle Arthur taught me about kindness when my horse died. I know what to do now to help you," Ruby said sweetly, indicating toward the biscuits. Mrs. Shelby looked at Ruby's empty dish, only just realizing she hadn't consumed anything. The child placed her hand over her stepmother's, giving a gentle pat.

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Feeling a mounting sense of dread course through her body, Mrs. Shelby tried to pull away, but only succeeded in falling face forward onto the plush rug. The pattern turned to fuzzy incoherent shapes as her eyes struggled to focus. She heard Ruby shriek, "Stay away from her!" as the colors faded to black.

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"Oh, dear God!" Frances cried as she took in the sight of the unconscious lady of the house. Her quickened footsteps echoed through the house as she ran to retrieve Mr. Shelby.

When Tommy returned moments later, his eyes were wild with fear. He checked his wife's pulse, finding only a faint whisper pulsing at his fingertips and his stomach lurched as realized he might be losing her. "Ruby, what happened?" he begged, pushing the hair from his wife's face to take in her ashen complexion.

Ruby couldn't speak, her lower lip wobbling as her father shook her shoulders harshly, demanding answers. "What've you done?"

"I haven't been naughty! I haven't!" she cried, looking down at the crumpled figure before them. Looking back to her father, her dewy hazel eyes pleaded for understanding. "It was mercy, Daddy," she whispered.

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alicent-targaryen · 7 months

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RUBY SHELBY ▸ Peaky Blinders, 5.1

requested by @zablife

#ruby shelby #peaky blinders #tv #Heaven Leigh Clee #rubyshelbyedit #peakyblindersedit #gif by ria #requested #tommy shelby #thomas shelby #tw weapon

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hacked-wtsdz · 2 years

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Isn’t it interesting how every time Tommy is in trouble or in pain he comes to women. Not like, to heal, but it always so happens that it’s women around him. He comes to Ada when he’s beaten up, twice. He is with May, Tatiana and Lizzie after Grace’s death, when he’s mentally unstable and deeply hurt. He comes to Esme when his daughter gets sick, and Linda is the first one to hear about his soon “death”. Polly is there, almost always. She is there after his breakdown. Grace is there when he is chased by the police, after he shoots his horse. She is there during his hallucinations, she is his hallucinations. Lizzie is there when he fails at shooting himself. Diana is there after his daughter dies. Ruby is there when he almost kills himself. Yeah, Tommy trusts men: his brothers, the clay-kickers, his uncle. But it’s women who always see him at his lowest, weakest, darkest points, and I think that it says something about him as a character and about a lot of other things in particular.

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impossibleheartflower · 7 months

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These parallels hurt me :(

I love the way tommy used to treat Finn, Finn would've been such a sweetheart if tommy just let him be

#ruby shelby #charles shelby #lizzie stark #lizzie shelby #michael gray #tommy shelby #finn shelby #let's forget Michael turned into a facist #in my mind Michael took Laurence back out onto to the country side and introduced him to his adoptive mom :(#anyways lizzie left Thomas for me 😚💋

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evita-shelby · 2 months

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Hi, July!! For your amazing idea:

🗡 the Gladiator Arena: send me a poll and the participants and let's see who wins the fight!

If you (the voters) could bring back one PB character back from the death this one could be: Ruby Shelby, Polly Gray, Michael Gray, Luca Changretta, Grace Burgess, John Shelby.

Good one Flor 🖤🖤 very tough question

#ruby shelby #polly gray #michael gray #grace burgess #luca changretta #john shelby #juli's ides of march party #juli's gladiator arena

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epiphaniiii · 1 year

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Peaky Blinders, S6

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divinekangaroo · 2 months

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a home painted bright with blood and thorns - Ch 1/5 - pettiot - Peaky Blinders (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

After the S4-S6 election/marriage, pre-S5. Some months into Tommy and Lizzie's marriage.

This frequently absent father and husband considers that he often does his best work in extreme circumstances: time pressure, resource constraints, situational uncertainty, high stakes, and gross emotional wounding. He knows what to do, doesn't he?

No matter what sort of internal spiralling disaster cascade he's busily ignoring inside. No matter what badly considered spur of the moment decisions he makes to get through the moment that he might pay for later. No matter what—

Tommy Shelby/Lizzie Stark, Charles Shelby, Ruby Shelby, Frances, Various Shelby Household Maids, Charles Strong, Cyril the Dog | Domesticity, Intimacy Menstruation, Bodily Fluids, Bodily Solids, Bodily Functions, Babies, Lactation, Mental Health Issues, Repression, Abusive Families (Past), Attempts at Communicating, Trying Hard, Family Trauma, Family Feels, Nail-Biting, Household Dynamics, Absent Father, Avoidance, Deflection, Trying Sooooooooooo Hard, Distress, Comfort Sex, Dysfunctional Family

#My writing #peaky blinders #peaky blinders fic #Tommy x Lizzie #Charles Shelby #Ruby Shelby #This is the one I hand wrote as a test case; so yes it is finished just going thru the process of typing it up for posting #It’s also more self indulgent than anything else in my entire arc and all about Lizzie despite Tommy quietly hiding his disaster breakdown #Lizzie headcanon backstory #It is a funny one to do from Tommy’s pov but really wanted to turn the camera around #write about Tommy so much from other people’s POV so why not do that for Lizzie; albeit he is actually realllly difficult to get to see-#-past his own cage/trauma thought loop which constantly feeds on itself

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archeryicons · 1 year

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peaky blinders tommylizzie twitter headers

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or like/reblog this post if you use/save

#peaky blinders #peakyblindersedit #thomas shelby #thomas shelby headers #tommy shelby #lizzie shelby #lizzie shelby headers #peakyedit #lizzie stark #ruby shelby #peaky blinders headers #twitter headers #headers #without psd #tommylizzie #cillian murphy #cillian murphy headers #natasha o'keeffe

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sparksetfire · 5 months

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PEAKY BLINDERS - "Did Polly send you?"

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winnie-the-monster · 10 months

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#peaky blinders #s5 #5x02 #rewatch #lizzie stark #ruby shelby #charlie shelby #thomas shelby #😭 he’s there but he’s not there

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moral-terpitude · 2 years

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Truly Updated Master List - as of March 3, 2024

At the moment, I am updating The Dead Rabbit and Fourth Time's The Charm when I get to them. I am posting other pieces in between as I find time. Feel free to peruse all my writings below!

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I got curious in the midst of some housekeeping, and as of Nov 9 there are 84,720 words contained in all my writings below, so please, enjoy!

If your here devouring my master list, please know I appreciate you! Also, please consider giving my page a follow!

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Modern Tommy Shelby

Misadventures (Masterlist) - Updated March 3, 2024

All We Have Is Now

Catwalk

The hand that mocked them, and the heart that fed

Quiet Sunday Manic Monday Part Three Part Four

Part Five

Composition - 1058 Words • Repetition - 1626 Words

One Shots

Chiaroscuro - Tommy Shelby x Reader - Smut - 3,346 Words

Hell Above - 1,314 Words

Completed Works

The Woman in the Window - Tommy Shelby x OC - Smut

Part One - 2.613 Words

Part Two - 2,525 Words

Part Three - 1,727 Words

His Favorite - Tommy Shelby x OC - Smut

Part One - 1,139 Words

Part Two - 1,765 Words

Lost Letters

Part I - 1,577 Words

Part II - 3,315 Words

Hello, Operator

Part 1 - 1,569 Words

Part 2 - 2,334 Words

Tommy Shelby x male!reader

The Farrier’s Son

Part 1 - 1,354 Words

Part 2 - 1,466 Words

Piccadilly Circus - 517 Words

Long Series

The Dead Rabbit - 28,602 Words (Modern AU/ Reincarnation)

Fourth Time’s The Charm - 19,964 words

Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four Part Five Part Six

Headcannon (Naming their children)

On A Gathering Storm (in progress?) - 2,262 Words

Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four Part Five

SFW One Shots

The Devil Wears a Suit and Tie - 611 Words - Tommy Shelby is the devil, but has he always been?

Driving Lessons - 1158 Words -Tommy teaches Ruby to drive, with an unexpected conversation.

After All - 335 Words - Polly helps her 18-year-old nephew solve a problem.

January - 310 Words - Tommy and Charlie have a plan.

Pinky Swears - 582 Words - Tommy makes a promise to Ada while home on leave.

Battue - 501 Words - Boxing Day shenanigans.

Royal Ascot - 258 Words -Ruby has no interest in being a debutante.

November - Tommy's wife is sought out by long forgotten family- 1,187 Words

200 Follower Celebration Requests

Sleep Talking - 283 Words

Christmas Eve - 206 Words

Nightmares (x male!reader) - 197 Words

Tired Eyes (x Alfie Solomons) - 206 Words

Heart of a Dog (x Arthur Shelby) - 349 Words

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lethargicmouse · 11 months

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lizzie and tommy (:

I’ve always been a fan of Lizzie. I found her character so interesting, solely because I found her to be so tough, but also have so much love and femininity to her. However, I also liked Grace– she was strong and cunning and dang she fell for a gangster! However, I felt her character was underbaked (because she literally died. Great for Tommy’s character development– bad for Grace). What prompted me to write this all out was me running out of Lizzie and Tommy fics to read and turning to Tommy and Grace fics. The first (and frankly only one I read), was Thomas Shelby laughs in his sleep, or at least he used to. by @i-just-look-at-pictures on AO3, and it really fleshed out Grace’s character for me, it filled in the holes in their relationship that the show didn’t cover. It made me realize how stark (haha), the differences between both relationships are. Grace gave us the forbidden love, marriage trope, love at first sight type deal whereas Lizzie gives us the redemption arc (literally RUBY.) and a slow burn.

In my first watch-through of Peaky Blinders I loved Tommy and Grace’s dynamic– and I still do; however, after watching it back it was not the most healthy thing on the planet. But really what relationship with a man like Tommy can be? For me Tommy’s love for Grace was an obsession– she was a perfect posh girl and man, how could a girl like her fall in love with a guy like him?! But she did, because Tommy really liked her so he was soft Tommy with her. (That is why she fell in love with him, not like May who liked him for the thrill of a gangster– no shame on May, though. She is a strong woman who knows who she is. And I would totally fall for a hot gangster, too.) Grace challenged Tommy in ways women hadn’t before (excluding Polly because she’s more like a mother figure to him); however, she accepted him for the dirty gangster he was and didn’t try to fix him (because she was just as dirty as he was. Also, a lot of people say that Grace was Tommy in girl form– but helloooo ADA?!). For me, this is neither good nor bad, well maybe a little bad. Like I said before, Grace challenged him, but not in the ways that I feel like could’ve benefitted Tommy as a person, but then again Tommy wouldn’t have dared to soil his perfect Grace with the dirty dealings of the illegal business. So it was a fault all around, really, in my opinion. Grace could’ve thrived in the illegal business dealings (she’s a smart girl!), but it was the illegal business that was her demise. (I don’t believe for a second Lizzie had any intention of starting a war, and she didn’t start it. John did. Lizzie just wanted a normal life. But did she really like Angel, orrr was he a distraction from Tommy? We all know the truth.) Tommy ruined Grace, but look at how her death ruined him. Her apparition (originating from the stupid drugs) is the personification of his guilt. Grace doesn’t call him to the afterlife– his guilt for his gang business does!

Lizzie however, was different. She was involved in the dirty business from the beginning. She knew who Tommy was pre-war, and she knows who he is now. And look at how she hoisted herself up out of the gutter. She took those typing classes to stop whoring. She tried to get out of it with John (but we all know how that went– and I personally don’t think that was Tommy keeping Lzzie for himself, that was Tommy protecting John). She took the initiative to clean up her life and Tommy just aided her in the fact by giving her a job (truthfully, all he has ever helped her with was money). Regardless of all that, I truly believe (and it’s evident–blatantly obvious even) that she was in love with Tommy from the beginning. Two of my favorite Tommy and Lzzie scenes are as follows: the one where she asks him to pretend like they’re ordinary people (kills me every time. Hurts my soul. My poor baby Lizzie girl.) and the typewriter scene where he offers her the job (the manner in which he went about it was stunning. I would’ve died.)

As the story goes, Tommy goes back to Lizzie relatively quickly after Grace dies (excluding the Tatiana madness). I’ve seen posts that blame Lizzie for this, that she jumped on Tommy after Grace died because she was jealous. I have no doubt in my mind she was jealous– but she has enough decorum to withhold that and act like a lady. Lizzie grounds Tommy. Yes, they were toxic (My property? Not cool. Infidelity? Not healthy! Telling her to abort the baby? Nooo thanks– and she was so excited! “A piece of me and you” CRYING); however, I feel like they understood each other on another level. They’ve known each other for what, 15+ years? And they’ve been married for what, 8 of those years? Gosh, they know each other inside and out. Their relationship, obviously, is very sexually based. Lizzie was a whore for pity’s sake, and Tommy himself is probably the biggest whore on the show (literally seducing poor Jessie Eden for personal gain?!). I’m sure Lizzie was able to read Tommy like an open book and vice versa! Just look at how they push each other's buttons! Him telling her he still pays her for it, and her giving him the bullets in the mud. Neither was a good situation– a) that’s a horrific way to push someone when you know that bothers them b) that is not how you deal with a suicidal person. But look at all that harm and trauma we see they cause each other because of years of hurt from each other and others. This is where we see Lizzie break for the first time, in my opinion. For her family comes first, even over her one-sided love, and Tommy was willing to break that family.

Lizzie’s two best qualities (but perhaps it was also these that lead to her demise) were her unwavering loyalty and her ability to care. The former is probably why I relate to her so much. Even after Tommy screwed up her first chance at a normal life with John, left her to get raped at Epsom, told her she was property, let Diana publicly humiliate her, mocked her attempts at divorce, told her to abort their child, (I’m sure there’s more) she stayed. Because she freaking loved him and cared for him. He trusted her as a secretary to have a foot in both businesses, but he never trusted her like he trusted Grace (which is completely ironic to me because Grace betrayed all of them. But look at how much he is like Lizzie in this way. Forgiving personal transgressions because you love them sooooo much.), because he trusted Grace with his head– not the business. Lizzie was the opposite. Her loyalty to him was intertwined with her ability to care. Like the man himself said, “It was you who stopped my heart from breaking”. I’m not the best writer, but aniray conveys this perfectly in their fic A Bit of Soft (In a Broken Place). Lizzie is always there for him and cares for him. She fulfills his needs. Her ability to care was shown really, though, with the children. Charlie calls her mum (which I know a lot of people don’t like– but she took the child of the woman who she probably was jealous of and genuinely loved him as her own) and Charlie’s bond with Ruby is so adorable. Lizzie was meant to be a mom! And Tommy gave her that. And like I said earlier when Tommy was willing to give up his fatherly duties to be reunited with Grace, Lizzie reminded him of his duties at home (albeit in a not-so-nice way). Because that’s what really important to her. The well-being of those children. And that’s what finally drove her to leave, was Tommy’s craziness about Ruby’s illness and his lack of presence at her death. There is no doubt in my mind Tommy loved Ruby, and he really went to the ends of the earth to save her. But when he wasn’t there to hold her hand (and Lizzie’s hand) as she died, that’s what did it. Not the infidelity, not the sham of a marriage, not the drugs (she knew what she signed up for. A marriage for looks. She was ok with being the one who cared more.), but the lack of care (in the way she thought, and really it was the way that he needed to be, mattered). This is also why she couldn’t have been the black cat. A) She wanted to get as far away from her whoring days so she isn’t talking to Mosely B) she loves Tommy too much (to her own disgust) to betray him like that C) it’d hurt her family D) She was for sure at that violin recital! She wouldn’t’ve missed it for the world!

But really he did love her, Lizzie– definitely like he loved his family (she was family), and I think he definitely had the potential to be in love with her. He’s now realizing that she was essential to his life (because he likes nice, soft things). However, Lizzie (thank goodness) has realized he’s never brought anything good into her life (excluding Ruby, her angel), and the hurt outweighs the crumbs of kindness and left him. She doesn’t deserve him. Like I said earlier Lizzie, I believe, will be the catalyst for his redemption (Just look at how Ruby saved him!). Yes. They are toxic and their relationship in the show is most certainly not healthy one bit! But, there is potential for love.

Here’s some fic recs that really illustrate their relationship:

For me all of these authors are amazing, I just stick to Lizzie/Tommy really. No Tommy/Alfie for me. All are on Ao3

@aniray:

* a lot of these are things that happened in the show with alternate happenings. The third one down though is stunning though. Like bro, it’s canon for me!

Open Hands

A Touch of Change

A Bit of Soft (In a Broken Place)

A Different Kind of Love

Into the Mist

Slipping into Dreams

Everything

@deadendtracks :

*these two are series

Get it wrong, get it right

Possibility of a Blade

justrosey:

Someone is digging your grave right now, someone is drawing a bath to wash you clean

No more canaries in the mine

@divinekangaroo:

*series

The Last Second Ending

Emma_Perlman:

*series that’s au after season 6! Redemption! Strong Lizzie!!

The Siren Sings

@xxsparksxx :

*series

Armistice

@emjenenla :

Even though you don’t mean to hurt me, you keep tearing me apart

ANYWAY! Please talk to me about them I'm losing my mind.

#tommy shelby x lizzie stark #tommy x lizzie #tommy shelby #lizzie stark #lizzie shelby #grace burgess #ruby shelby #charlie shelby #peaky blinders

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Hiiii long time no see! Can I please request a Tommy Shelby x fem!reader (or Arthur Shelby x reader, you choose!) where she’s a young single mother in her early 20s and she has a daughter who’s around 4 years old? Y/n has not even once been involved in any criminal activity nor have the Shelbys had any interactions with her, until they have a funny first meeting. So you know how Mrs. Connors came to Tommy and Arthur for retribution because of what her husband did? How funny would it be if Y/n’s daughter sneaks into the Garrison and all the way to the back room where the meetings are taking place to bring up a huge “problem” that she has, to Tommy and Arthur. Her problem being something silly like Y/n wouldn’t give her candy or something.😂 Y/n runs in there, completely mortified and honestly scared that her and her daughter have basically run into the wolves den (the Shelbys/Peaky Blinders are scary🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️), but Tommy finds it amusing and Arthur finds it hilarious lol… And thennnn they fall in love (how they fall in love is your choice😉!)

This request was so cute and just brilliant I still don't think I've done it justice. I hope you enjoy it. I'm also really sorry for the delay! Thank you for being you! <3

Warnings: None? Peaky Blinders typical violence and problems - Sexual assault is mentioned and one physical altercation is described between the reader and an attacker in the head cannons at the end.

P.S. I know this was supposed to be a big romance and not a dad Tommy fic - but I couldn't help myself - there is a lot of Ruby and Tommy in this.

Another busy day was winding down in Small Heath. It was not the type of evening you would normally take little Ruby to the shops. She was at an age where she insisted on walking on her own. Normally early in the morning it was not a problem, fewer people meant that you could take your time moving behind her. But today the city seemed to be swallowed by some kind of commotion. Getting everything that you needed you made it to the check out, so far Ruby had listened well earning her a treat. She'd not let go of your skirt once, except for two tumbles to the ground, which she brushed off gracefully.

You moved up to the counter and ended up getting sucked into a conversation with one of the older ladies that lived in your building. Mrs. Patterson was a sweet woman, she often helped out with Ruby and was always on the lookout for potential husbands. You listened to her chat about how there were meetings with the Shelbys open to the public, while you bagged up your items.

"Where is little Ruby then?" She asked while blowing the smoke from her cigarette over her shoulder. Your eyes shot down to the hem of your skirt, then you turned around.

"She was right here" You said breathlessly as your heart started to pound. your eyes shot around the market and out onto the busy street.

"Always wandering that one. Reminds me of my eldest daughter. Here love, I'll hold your stuff, go after her." She moved the brown paper bags behind the counter. You didn't stop to thank her as you went out onto the street.

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The day was dragging on with each meeting more mundane than the next. Thomas knew that this was the best way to meet his goal, and for once he felt like maybe he could help people solve their everyday problems. A welcomed change from the usual darkness he operated in.

Finally, the last woman wrapped up her dead birds and moved out of the snug thanking them profusely. Arthur finally let out a deep chuckle he had been holding back. Thomas lit a cigarette feeling the weight settle in on his bones once again. So much to do and so little time to do it.

They sat there in silence for a moment. Tommy watched as the last light of the day poured through the stained glass windows.

A faint nock landed on the door frame and Tommy looked down to see a small face looking through the slight opening in the door.

"Come in." Tommy said easily despite the slight bit of discomfort settling in his stomach. Where on earth was this little girl's parents?

She came into the room slowly looking around taking in the two men. Shyness radiated off of her as she thought out her next move carefully.

"Are you the men solving people's problems?" She asked, twisting her fingers in her light pink dress.

"Wh-" Arthur started but Tommy shot him a warning look that shut him up. He didn't like the idea of being alone with an unknown little girl. This was either a trap or a lost kid, neither of which he wanted to deal with.

"Yes, we are. Where's your parents eh?"

"My mums at the shop. But I came because I over heard that you - you - both fix people's problems." She stuttered but tried to speak as clearly as she could.

"And what do you need help with, love?" Tommy asked her honestly. She looked too scared to avoid.

"There's a monster that lives under my bed." She looked at the floor and pink started to color her chubby face.

"You and every kid in Small heath. What's Your father done about it then?" Arthur asked with humor in his voice. The girl's nose crinkled.

"I don't have a da" She said just above a whisper.

"France?" Tommy asked her, and she responded with a little nod. This caught Arthur's attention. There was a moment of silence while he thought about what to say.

"Look, my ma is too tired to check some nights, but I can feel it there waiting for me. Can't sleep" Her eyes were watery, and Tommy could tell she was genuinely frightened. He couldn't tell if there was something worse going on in her life, or if someone had told her a story to scare her.

"Does it talk to ya?" She shook her head. "We're Gypsy. I'll have something made to keep any monsters or spirits away. Let's find your mother" Her face lit up and she started to thank them. Before she could finish stumbling over her thanks, a woman barged into the room. She scooped the girl up into her arms holding her tightly to her chest.

"Sir I am so sorry, really I apologize" The fear in her eyes told Tommy she knew exactly what company her daughter had stumbled into.

"It's alright. Meetings are open to everyone." Tommy responded easily, taking in the woman's appearance. Her face was flushed making her bright eyes stand out her hair was pulled back but loose curls had come free framing her face. The need to put her at ease overcame the urge he had to laugh about the situation.

"Well thank you for hearing her concerns, we best be off." She said sternly.

"No! I haven't told them where we live." The girl cried out, Tommy watched how the woman's face pinched at her words.

"Alright that's enough, we have wasted enough of their time, love. Thank you both again" She said with a tight smile. Tommy knew that he should have let them go. But there was something about the two of them. She was determined to protect her child, and her child was smart enough to know that she should be afraid of such strange men but was scared enough to prevail. All over a mysterious monster under the bed.

"I promised her that I would drop off something to ward off the monster under her bed" Tommy studied her features carefully. "At least let me walk you home"

"Okay" she answered nervously. Tommy knew that she only agreed because she felt she had no other choice. He hated himself for getting out of his chair to follow her out.

"Arthur, I'll see you back at the shop" Arthur gave him a swift nod while hiding his smile.

He set out onto the street with the woman, putting his hand on the small of her back to guide her to the inner part of the sidewalk.

"Thomas Shelby" He said, unsure of what else to say.

"Oh I know who you are.” She went silent for a moment but let out a sigh. “Y/n L/n and this is Ruby." Ruby's head rested on her shoulder smiling over at him.

"It's nice to meet the both of you." She tossed him a small smile that made his stomach twist. He remembered Grace's smile and his heart dropped this was completely stupid. He didn't deserve whatever life this woman had made for herself.

"I had to leave my stuff at the shops, do you mind?" Her head nodded towards the entry.

"No, not at all." He opened the door for her, for a moment he considered asking if he should hold Ruby for her but decided that it would only scare her.

He watched from behind her as she greeted the woman at the counter. The total was mentioned but Tommy had already placed some money on the counter.

"Please I insist" He said, hearing her take a deep breath. He didn't want to hear it, he just wanted to look after them. Even if it was just for an evening.

He scooped the bags into his arms, and they wished the shopkeeper well.

"You didn't need to do that" She said sternly.

"I don't do anything I don't want to do." He answered easily hoping he hadn't upset her. Why he cared was still beyond him.

He followed her up to her small apartment, making sure not to follow her in as she finally put Ruby down.

"Thank you," She said, grabbing the bags from him.

"It was my pleasure. I'll come by tonight with something to help with the monsters, eh?" He said bending down to shake Ruby's little hand. It was something he couldn't understand. He looked down at her and felt a full spectrum of feelings. He didn't like that they were alone. That her mother was too tired to look under her bed some nights. He hated the dark circles under her eyes or how frail she looked caring for a child all alone. Especially in a building that had frequent break-ins, and stood tall in a part of town known for praying on such women and children.

He had lots to think about on the way home.

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Panic. It was all consuming and had little to no logic. You knew exactly who had walked you home. Since you were a kid you knew that the Shelby family was not to be messed with, so out of caution you carefully avoided them all together. Now Thomas Fucking Shelby was coming to your house.

You were beyond angry. There was no way out of this. He had no honor. Whatever he wanted in exchange he would get.

Tears started to prick your eyes.

“Ma ‘s alright. He’s going to get the monster so you won’t have to look anymore.” Her big eyes were so earnest it broke your heart further. She was so determined to make things easier on her mother at such a young age. It’s not right, guilt pooled into your stomach.

Not to mention she hired a monster to fix her imaginary monster situation. Fuck.

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Tommy went to Polly and insisted he make a bundle that would keep away any evil spirits.

“All this for a little girl?” Polly raised her eyebrows and put out a cigarette.

“Yes,” He answered tiredly. He didn't want to deal with this right now. Polly moved around her bedroom. The room always felt like an island, seperate from the rest of the world. Heavy fabrics hung from the ceiling and her pfume danced through the air. He remembered how he used to hide in here when he was scared, it’s not like anyone would be able to find anyone or anything in this chaos.

“Little Ruby Eh?” Tommy gave her a nod. “Nothing to do with her single mother?”

“Just trying to help out.” He leaned against the door frame and let out a sigh. He could feel the lecture coming on.

“Sure you are dear.” Polly handed him something wrapped in ribbons. “Place it under her bed. And if you're going to try anything with Y/N, don’t. I’ve heard stories about her over the years. She has had a hard enough time, seen enough trouble for a few lifetimes. Be smart about this Tommy.” She looked him in the eyes then patted him on the shoulder. Unfortunately her words only made him more compelled to make it better for the woman.

He made his way through the spring rain towards her place. Stopping at the landing he reviewed his options. He could turn around now leaving Ruby to manage the monster on her own. Go up and then leave straight away. Or offer his protection, he could try and offer her a better job. Ask her for dinner…. He shook his head and climbed the stairs.

As he expected Ruby had the door open by the time he reached the top of the stairs. She must have been watching from the window.

“I was worried you were going to turn away. Or forget where we live!” She held onto his legs tightly.

“Alright Ruby, s’not how we greet guests.” Ruby reluctantly let go and her mother came scooping her up.

“So what has to happen to chase the monster out then?” She was playing along, making Ruby’s smile even brighter. Something was hidden in her eyes that Tommy didn’t miss. He wasn’t welcome here.

“Well, all we have to do is put this under your bed. My Aunt made it for you, said that it will keep you safe against anything intending ill will towards you.”

“I want you to do it.” Ruby said, and she squirmed for her mum to put her down.

“You lead the way then” She said, slightly exasperated, placing Ruby on her feet.

Ruby led him through to her room and he made a show of inspecting both the closet then under the bed the same way he used to for Ada. Then after announcing it was all clear he placed the bundle in the center under her bed. He said a few things in Romani and felt her looking up at him as if she could see the magic pouring out of him.

“No more monsters.” He said firmly.

Ruby got straight into bed and her mother tucked her in. He kept his distance, standing in the doorway. Wondering what type of magic this woman possessed. Such a pocket of love, warmth, and safety in such a horrible part of town.

“Good night Mr.Shelby.” Ruby called out.

“Good night Ruby. Sleep well” He said. She moved out of the room swiftly shutting the door behind her. Leaving the two of them in the hallway. The only bit of light coming from the candle in her hand.

“I’ve heard awful things about you.” She said bluntly, eyeing him cautiously.

“I’ve done awful things.” He had no reason to lie to her.

“Then why do all that?” Her eyebrows raised, and her mouth set in a line.

“Just wanted to help her out.” He responded feeling like he was in a conversation with Aunt Pol.

“And the groceries?” She quipped.

“Just wanted to help you out as well?” She threw him off, he almost stumbled over his own words.

What was so frightening about a woman with a candle?

Ah.

That she may never want to see you again.

She took a step towards him as if to stare him down, all it did was make him want to close the distance between them.

“I felt for her and well, I feel for you too” He looked into her big eyes and could see the understandable delmia.

A ganster turned partial polition stading in her house trying desperately to charm her. She was too smart for that, he was a massive gamble and not one a struggling single mother would take. Not unless he could show he was serious?

He looked down at her face, he could lean in and kiss her. Her eyes focused on his mouth and he could tell she was making the wrong choice. He cupped the side of her face and watched her eyes closed. He wanted nothing more than to kiss her in that moment. Throw her against the wall, take her mind off of things for a while. He let himself enjoy the thought, the air was heavy with anticipation, his heart was racing in a way it never did anymore. He hadn’t felt a moment with such passion since Grace, and somehow even that couldn't compare to this. Grace possessed a mystery and a chase, some kind of charming excitement. This was different, deeper, more wholesome?

He pressed a kiss to her forehead. She deserves someone better than he could ever be. His heart gave a painful twinge.

“Thank you for letting me help Miss l/n.” He whispered.

“Thank you for helping.” she said in a breathy tone. He struggled to let go of her face but he did.

“Have a good night, love.” He said before moving past her and walking through the apartment towards the door. Each step was heavy but he knew it was worth it. He placed his hand on the cold door handle before she called out in protest.

“Wait!” He turned to look at her.

“Look, you're smart enough to know that I’m only barely good enough to walk out of your life.”

“Do you not feel-”

“Hardly ever.” He cut her off, she smirked at his answer. “This would be a very rare occasion. We both know you could do better.”

“Take me to dinner then?” She crossed her arms over her chest.

“Pardon?” He was at a loss for words. God, she was impossible.

“You're right I could do better, so at least take me out first?” She looked hopeful and he didn't have it in him to deny her.

“You know who I am, what I do - ”

“Yes. I’m not entirely sure I trust you just yet if that’s what you're on about.”

“Why take the risk?”

“Ruby dragged us into this. Whole city saw you walk me home, and the whole building saw you show up this evening. Not many risks I haven't taken.” she shrugged but he could see that she was tense.

“I apologize if I’ve harmed your reputation. Wasn’t my intention.” He didnt think about it that way, normally he was one step ahead of things like this, looking her over he could see why his mind was preoccupied.

“What are your intentions?” She was back to questioning him again. He paused or a moment to think of what to say. “Whatever they are, just promise me you wont bring harm to Ruby.”

“I promise to keep both you and Ruby safe. Best way to do that is to stay away.” he said quietly.

“I understand. Normally I’m not so -” She paused, flustered, trying to find the right word.

“Trusting?” She nodded. “Me either” Maybe this was fate? He hated himself for making excuses. A good man, the man he wanted to be would leave. Put a mark on her door that would put them under his protection and never step foot in this building again.

But when had Thomas ever been a good man?

“Does tomorrow at 8 work for you?” He wouldn't forget the way her face shone when she smiled at him.

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They moved slowly, dated for a few months before spending the night. They both agreed to keep it from Ruby as she would have latched on to him and been devastated to see the back of him if things didn't work out.

But to your amazement it did. You had no knowledge about how betting shops worked or what sorts of things Tommy had done in the past. Somehow his dedication to you made you overlook it to some degree. Tommy knew the types of things you wouldn't tolerate and he never pushed you on them.

Then there was the family. Chaotic but somehow just as magical as he was, it took a while to earn their trust, but once Tommy brought Ruby around the rest was history. She had a way of loving people that brought the best parts of themselves forward. She was always on someone's lap laughing or learning something.

You knew how Grace died, so you weren't surprised to be targeted here and there. You handled yourself like any poor woman from Small Heath, not something most big name gangsters could account for. You were much tougher than you looked, but you couldn't stomach it when Ruby was involved.

Your stomach dropped and your heart started to race. You lunged towards the door but Polly held you back. Once you broke free John had you in an iron grip. All you could do was watch from the window.

Tommy picked Ruby up immediately, holding her tightly, standing tall against the rain sprinkling down. Across from him stood a known rival that was starting to become more and more of a problem. Tommy’s face set in a way that always gave you shivers, you felt yourself start to shake practically going into shock over the situation.

Ruby on the other hand loved it when he made that face. It’s like she found genuine joy from things that could kill her. Bloody kid starts to laugh her head off. The man was thrown off, looking around trying to make sense of what set her off, Tommy didn't break though.

“Excuse us.” He called out moving towards the door to the betting shop. You finally pushed John off to almost rip the door off its hinges. Snatching him from her you turned on your heel moving her as far from the situation as you could. Tears ran down your face as you held on to her.

“Ma s’alright. Da’s going to handle it. I know he will” She started to laugh again in a way that you couldn't help but smile. This kid was going to be the death of you. Polly came through and loaded a gun, putting herself between the office door and the two of you.

“Auntie, can I hold it?”

“Not this time love” Polly responded in her sing-song voice. You started to regret your life choices even more. But once it was over you watched her run into his arms earning one of his rare smiles and despite knowing better your heart swelled.

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Head canons that are more like mini chapters….

On their first date he had driven and intended to go up to the front door with two sets of flowers. One for her and one for Ruby - he didn't want her to feel left out - But You were waiting down the stairs for him to keep him out of sight. You then had to tell him he wasn't allowed to see Ruby until things were more serious and you could tell that this was safe.

He understood that you didn’t get much time off and were exhausted all the time - so when he could see you he would spoil you rotten.

Despite not being able to see Ruby he always brought a small thing for you to give her yourself.

You were extremely innocent when it came to the Shelby way of life. You wore Tommy down over time and insisted you knew about everything he’d done. Most of the things you could handle, some of them you had to sleep on. But no matter what you wanted to know everything before dragging your daughter into the family. But story time went both ways. You had to open up about your abusive parents, you got pregnant just before your boyfriend became of age to go and fight towards the end of the war. He passed away within two weeks of being deployed. Leaving you on your own heart broken with a baby.

Tommy remembered kids like him showing up and not going home. When Ruby called him dad for the first time he got very uncomfortable. She noticed and he tried to explain that he was not her dad, her dad died a hero, that he was just - at a loss of words to explain the situation and she burst into tears thinking he’d rejected her. He figured that he wouldn't be “dad” until they were married & moved in and even then that was only if she wanted to call him that (he honestly didn't think she would want to). She didn’t understand why he wouldn’t want her. Naturally you came rushing into the room hearing her sobbing and Tommy’s awkward condolences and explanations about how he didnt want to replace her dad. You came in and tried your best to explain the situation to her. Nothing got through to her until Tommy picked her up and told her that he loved her very much and she could call him dad as long as she never forgot her real dad. After that he was dad, and had to say I love you too at the end of every phone call (John and Arthur found this hilarious and would tease him to no end thinking it was you on the phone. That was until she knew them as uncles in which case they would also have to say I love you too) She expected Tommy to call before bed every night, she lost one dad and was determined to keep track of this one.

She hated it when he would leave after tucking her in on the nights he could come by. Her sleepy state and kid logic had her convinced some nights that he wouldn't come back so he’d leave her with all sorts of things. Pocket watch, a ring he was wearing, wad of cash. Something of grown up value so she knew he would come back for it.

You wanted to sleep with him, because the tension between the two of you was unbearable. But you were terrified, only one person had seen you naked like that, and that was pre baby and three sexual harassment episodes ago. Not to mention you only did it twice. It took a long time for him to earn that trust. He knew that bad stuff had happened so when you did trust him, he knew that he couldn't go back to cheating when it suited him and his cause. He wouldn't sacrifice that trust because he knew that if he did, you would without a doubt leave, but also he could see how hard you were working to get past all of that stuff, and screwing you over by being pushy or unfaithful would only set you all the way back and add to the trauma.

He was never outwardly scared except when it came to you or Ruby.

Once things got more serious, you were on a date going for a walk by the cut. Tommy had business with Charlie and had left you sitting on a bench to run over quickly. You didn't mind waiting, you lit a cigarette looking at the glassy black water. Until you were approached by a man in a suit. You knew he wasn't one of the blinders, so you ignored him till he came closer. Watching him out of the corner of your eye, you looked directly at him once he came close. He was definitely higher up on the food chain from the way he was dressed and held himself in such an arrogant manner. You stood up and got ready to make a run for it if necessary. He pulled a knife out and told you to stay quiet and follow him. You refused and stayed calm as he made all sorts of threats, you knew you should have made a run for it. But once he said something disgusting about Ruby you snapped. You hit him square in the face with your fist, dodging his knife you both toppled into the icy water.

Tommy heard a commotion and started to run over just in time to watch you fall into the water like his mother did.

You were beyond angry - who would ever say something so foul about a child. Only one type of man. You were on top of him immediately and while you both held each other down you were better at holding your breath.

Tommy ripped you off of him and pulled you up. You coughed and caught your breath watching the man's body rise to the surface. “Oh my god. Tommy, I’ve done it. I killed him.” You whispered in shock. It didn't matter what you’d said, he couldn't hear you or anyone. He hauled you up onto the side and crushed your slender frame, picking you up he ran you into Charlie’s place. Both him and Curly had already started the body handling process while Tommy dumped blankets on you. Running around boiling pots of water. Eventually you snapped out of it and got up to make him sit down, he refused, unable to look at you. You didn't understand so you snapped at him which brought him crashing down into your side holding on you tightly. In a few words you understood that’s how his mother died. That you were going to die. It was the first time you ever saw him break down - you both just ended up holding each other in a death grip crying. Thankfully you were both sobered up by the time the family came around to collect the both of you. Ruby only remembers it as the first time she got to sleep over at Auntie Polly’s house with the whole family. Three of you squeezed onto a twin bed was no problem for Ruby, she got to sleep curled up on Tommy’s chest with her mothers arms around her - in a house full of aunts and uncles - safest place in the universe.

He proposed shortly after, wanting you and Ruby under his roof. Moving into Arrow House was more exciting for Ruby than the wedding was.

Ruby always used to wake up when the front door would open and close. Started off as being afraid that her mum would disappear in the night, but it carried over once they moved to Arrow House, something that annoyed Tommy to no end. She’d be a nightmare to put to bed when he was out and once he would get home in the middle of the night she’d be flying down the stairs and into his arms. No matter what he did she wouldn't let go of him, if he was going to stay up she was going to spend time with him. He tried all the doors in the house but somehow she always knew. So naturally he would finish his paperwork in the stables then take her right back to bed when she would come down to greet him.

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