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fluorescent shrimp
#i wanted to draw the evolver gun but i couldn't find any refs with a good angle#normal gun will have to do#in any case i wanted to draw this like 2 weeks ago when i started playing the first game#but then i couldn't stop playing it and ended up finishing it at 1 am last saturday#and then i tried to sleep right after but i couldn't bc i wanted to play nirvana initiative so badly#so then i stayed up from then on until sunrise playing the second game#just beat it the other day#didn't like it as much as the first game but i still really enjoyed it#also this marks the second year in a row where i become obsessed with a duology of visual novels and play them in under two weeks#(last year was dgs)#my grades briefly plummeted as a result but they're ok now lol#ai the somnium files#aitsf#aiba#my art
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Tokimeki Memorial/Heartthrob Memorial (Konami, 1996). English translation patch by translated.games
#Tokimeki Memorial#Heartthrob Memorial#dating sim#SNES#Super Famicom#visual novel#90s#retro games#retro gaming#screenshot#screencaps#Fami's junk#file this one under 'jokes that only I find funny'
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Hi! Hope ur well, just wondering how the galra would feel about ivf and surrogate mothers and such things.
Also, would diabazaal have had any other religious groups or did they have one decided belief
I've actually addressed both Imperial surrogacy, and the Empire's major religious groups (along with a follow-up regarding various funerary rites) before!
I know my blog has rather a lot to comb through at this point, but for those of you not in the know, I //am// a meticulous tagger, so you can notably narrow down my posts to just the worldbuilding ones if you take a gander at #galra history & culture!
#I've just checked and of the 1000+ posts on this blog there are about ~160 filed under my worldbuilding tag#which is still... a rather obscene amount lmao but more manageable by far!#and many of those have little tables / diagrams / visual aids to keep things interesting for you ♡#also yes this is me pushing myself to get back into the swing of things—not only asks but unanswered DMs and ao3 comments too#chapter 25 is legitimately underway i've just found that I'd planned for so much that it's definitely going to have to be split in two-#and also i think i've written myself into a loop of 'A comes before B which comes before C which comes before A' so that's fun#i'm sorry my loves it's been something of A Year and i'm not even sure why#anyway... progress! slowly but surely#as always I deeply appreciate everyone's patience & support ♡♡♡#Ao3 Little Blade#sa screams back#the author speaks
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as soon as i want to relax i start thinking about how vulnerable my vitals are
#like when it is time for me to sleep or on the bus or just walking about outside#i always have my sides “hugged” sort of & i always worry about the back of my neck showing#( could entice someone into stabbing me there ) like on the bus or in class i keep thinking about how easily#someone behind me could just snap & stab me in the neck#i am a paranoid person like this in general in 2019 i was too scared to wear my hair in pigtails because i was paranoid some crazy person#with scissors would cut them off & run away ( sometimes i start thinking too much & it starts going into witchcraft territory )#( like OMG i am så going to get cursed for a laugh or out of boredom using those !!!!! same with nail grooming i only file )#anyway so when i try to sleep i keep thinking about how someone could just barge into my house & stab me in the kidneys & chest#& it feels so real so i have to curl up into a ball so the thought goes away#but then i think like any position is stabbable & nothing i do can protect me. no one say guns i am north african#maybe i need to start hiding weapons under my clothes again just to feel safer i used to hide blades in my bra when i was crazy in 2020#i think i am getting back there lately but surely this is fine whatever. Who caare & i mean that genuinely i have already been there#butUGH I HATE feeling so vulnerable to The Killer like i know what wendy williams means but honestly the thought of not dying scares me moa#kind of like how the anticipation of a needle is scary only you get stabbed or attacked & bludgeoned in various ways#like anyone can do anything at any timeeven when i was a kid i would be walking places & think someone could so easily drop a bomb right no#or how gas cylinders can explode at any moment. & then i start visualizing & Feeling until my ears ring. anyway#sorry for my Sick & Twisted Dark & Sinister Mind#journaling. or like.something.
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@daezed_ pjs and coffee kind of day.
#filed under : visuals#filed under : sns#we're all gonna pretend his hair is black ok..its the lighting
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Hiiiiii everyone!!!!!!! My name is not really of importance, and i have. An essay due on Tuesday. About a piece of literature or at or a movie. And I'm planning on making goncharov the main topic. Exploring the themes yknow.
So please do tag me on lore, even if it's memes or something. Thank you!!!!!!
#goncharov#essay#please help me#literature#filed under:#meta#visuals#poster#f/f lore#goncharov lore#scene
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JUNG WOOKJIN AS... DEADPOOL
“bad deadpool” “good deadpool”
“aww poor widdle wolvie”
"where is my ma-i mean my spidey?”
“fourth wall break inside of a fourth wall break? that's like... 16 walls!“
psd credit
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OH DOWOON AS... A MUMMY
“i looked up easiest costumes to do in a hour...this is the first thing that came up”
“oh who am i wearing tonight? ummm...wikihow!”
“it’s nothing spectacular, but the makeup looks kinda cool right?”
“aaaahhhhhhh, haha did i scare you?”
psd credit
#lgc:halloween2k22#file under : visuals#it's not that he doesn't care#he just forgot about halloween#after fans roast him he'll redeem himself next year
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haneul’s relationship with his parents is complicated, to say the least.
i imagine little hannie still grieving and learning what that kind of deep loss is for the first time and learning what that means, still visiting therapists to figure it out and asking his parents about it— them answering very patiently until one day they don’t at all.
“it’s been months,” they’d say— tell him it’s time he pick his head up and wipe his tears because he’s a song. the songs are strong, and if anyone sees that he still cries, he’ll be an easy target. his father would be damned to lose another son.
“it’s just the way the rules are.” and haneul doesn’t like those rules.
but he listens. his mother stops scheduling him psychiatry appointments and he learns to hide his feelings away until there’s no one around to see him cry— until there’s no one around to hear him ask the moon why any of this has happened. she’s his best friend— the moon is. he tells her everything. he tells her how he still catches his dad lingering outside of his brother’s old room and how his mom doesn’t dare cook his favorite food anymore. he tells her how he’d like to talk to them about it, but he doesn’t think he’s allowed to. he’s a song, he tells the moon and all her stars. he doesn’t know what that means.
he tells her how gentle they are with him now. they’re loving— they always have been— but haneul wonders if their love for two sons somehow has simmered down into one, or if they seem to love him more because he’s the only one left. he wishes he could ask them about it.
and when he’s done telling his best friend in the sky his thoughts for the day, he tucks them back into the recesses of his mind. he locks them up. he does not let them out.
#☾. headcanon.#// file under: parent issues and the origins of haneul's emotional constipation#// sub file: mafia dynamics and the perceived importance of appearances and why song haneul is al.ways. visually put together
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Unfortunately I have remembered the five minute crafts hack where you cut underwear into a bralette and even more unfortunately it actually does work. I now have several cotton house bralettes that will hopefully make my skin be okay during the sweaty season and don't make me want to die. Do the ends justify the means??? I'd like to think they do.
#faer personal files#the fit's actually very nice visually it's not sports bra flat but i'm not breasting boobily everything's just kind of there#it looks a little raggedy but since it's under a shirt everything is cool and fine#i have so many underwear where the elastic is just a little too tight on my hips but is fine on my ribs and now it will find a use#and i don't have to spend bra money!!! it's free bra. wow this is magical actually
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updated ( misc. ) tags !
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This is a venting post, but I'm okay with people responding if they feel inclined.
Long story short: I'm struggling with facing the blank page and deciding what to work on. I only have myself to blame for this.
Prior to getting hyperfixated on a certain anime, I was starting to plan out a visual novel. I had some loose outlines, rough character sketches, as well as things link Pinterest boards and short Spotify playlists for the main characters. As someone who majored in English, is a web developer by trade, and has some small artistic ability, I thought this would be a good way to stretch myself. As an aside, I wasn't actually planning to try and make money off of my VN if I had succeeded in making it in part because it would be my first one, and thus wouldn't be very good, and also because my art isn't professional enough to sell IMO. I was starting to get into the habit of sitting down to work on the planning phase of it every night and was trying to get myself to shift into the writing phase. This was over a year ago.
At which point I allowed myself to get distracted from my original project idea by getting hyperfixated on a certain anime that will remain unnamed but should be obvious from my profile pic if you're familiar with it. I stopped thinking about my original work and started focusing much more on this anime along with fan fic ideas for it. My attempt to get into the habit of sitting down to do some creative work for myself daily also fell apart at this time.
Just to be clear, I don't blame that anime for this happening. The only one I have to blame for this is myself.
I want to try and get into the habit of doing some creative work on a daily basis, but I'm struggling to pick what to work on. I've completely lost momentum on my VN, but I have some fan fic ideas kicking around in my head, and then there's plenty of other abandoned original ideas of mine that I could try and return to as well.
While I do think that writing fanfic can be good writing practice and what not, I find that I'm hesitant to write it myself in part because it kind of feels like I'm neglecting my own children to fawn over the cool celebrity kids when I do. At the same time, I'm just not feeling the passion for my own original story ideas, and I do acknowledge that there are benefits to writing fanfic. I'm not used to other people looking at my work, and I think it's safe to say that it will be a lot easier to get people to read and give me feedback on a fanfic that I post than on an original work.
Anyways, I should probably be sleeping and not posting to Tumblr at the moment. This post is probably a bit incoherent due to writing it when I should be sleeping.
#writer's block#venting#I only have myself to blame#can't decide what to work on#fan fic vs original work#creatively blocked#it's not just writing#I could be drawing instead#I always seem to get stuck in the planning phase#file under things I'm doing instead of facing the blank page#I'm aware that visual novels are quite different from actual novels#if I want to sell a visual novel I'll probably have to pay someone else to do the art so I can focus on the writing and programming#long post#always planning ans rarely actually doing#also file under things in doing instead of sleeping
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The new Doorman
[Doppleganger!Milkman x Reader]
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{Author's note: So I accidentally made a promise to a bunch of people in tiktok so here I deliver you a smut, please note this is my first writing one since I'm more into Angst and I also made this gender neutral as I can so yeah.. Enjoy!}
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First day of Job being a doorman! finally you found a job, looking for one is a bit hard. And this is quite a high pay so why not but this one involves dealing with doppleganger's which is kinda dangerous but the D.D.D assured you that you'll be safe as long as you stay in your office.
After you watched the introductory film explaining about how the job works, you opened the metal window and saw the D.D.D personel
"Welcome and congratulations on your new Job! Remember you have to watch out carefully for the doppleganger's. There are times that the neighbors are not on the list, check their ID's closely and their appearance's as well, or else you and the others may end up dead.. That's all you may continue"
The personnel left and you decided to check the today's list
"Okayy.... So here will be the expected people..."
Izaack Gauss
Mia Stone
Albertsky Peachman
Elenois Sverchtz
Francis Mosses
Anastasia Mikaelys
"Wow... Uhuh that's quite alot....but nothing I can handle"
A few minutes later a person came "Good morning, I see you're a new doorman" The woman said as she handed in her ID "Good morning and Yes I am ma'am" You greeted then looked at her ID 'Gloria Schmicht'.... "Uh ma'am? May I ask why are you not in today's list?" You asked "Oh It's cause my mother had an emergency and I had to be there" After checking all the files and seeing almost no anomalies you called the apartment just in case and found out that the wife is actually home "Sorry nope, bye" you said immediately pressing the danger button and calling the D.D.D.
Hours passed by dealing with a few doppleganger's which some of them being visually creepy and threatening you till a man came, he was wearing a white button up shirt and a white hat that has 'Milkman' written on them. He looks tired, bags under his eyes showing then he spoke "Good afternoon, here's my ID and entry request" you stared momentarily before deciding to check all information, he also has an attractive voice which made you blush a little.
Learning that his name is Francis and he's the local milkman around town you couldn't help but have a little crush I mean he's attractive, his voice is also attractive, tired guys may or may not also be your type and he does have a pretty decent Job so he does perfectly fit your dream guy. Not long after it's finally night time and also the end of your shift, you packed your items that you brought with you then the one who'll exchange with you arrived "Hey..." She greeted "Hold on a sec, have to make sure you're the real one" you said checking all the workers files "Wow darling... Taking your job very seriously huh?.. impressive" she said with a subtle smile, she has green eyes and bags are shown under her eyes, she looks like she has been doing this for years.
"Well yeah... Don't want to lose a high paying job ya know" you replied and confirming that she's the real one "hmm, Understandable" you opened the metal door and she bid you goodbye "Careful darling, some doppleganger's are hostile and might attack you, here take this it's a 200v taser.... don't worry i have plenty" you thanked her and left to fo home. Walking home is kinda creepy especially at night, you wouldn't know when a creature of some sort is gonna pounce on you right now that's when you heard a rustle on a nearby bush then something jumped out.
It was cat... Quite a big one but it was injured on its side, you went closer and tried to reassure the cat "Hey... Hey there kitty, don't worry I'm a friend.." as you said those words the cat looked at you with a mix of hatred and confusion "I can help... I promise, I won't hurt you like whoever did that to you" The cat slightly calmed down and let you pick them up, you arrived home and put your bag down as well as settling the cat on your table and immediately finding the first aid.
You tended to the cat's wounds and surprisingly it just let you do your work, you winced to yourself finding that the wound is a bit deep "Gosh who would hurt a cat... They're sweet" finishing it up you wrapped the cat up with gauze "there you're all fixed up kitty... Hm.. i guess I could also feed you since you're at my house" you then went to your fridge to look for something to feed the cat and for yourself.
"You settling alright kitty?.." you asked, after feeding the cat you set up a box with a few soft rugs in them for the cat to sleep on and the cat looked at you with content eyes, chuckling lightly to yourself "you know it's amazing how your eyes can actually communicate, it's cute" you turned around to turn off the lights of you room "Night kitty..." You said finally falling asleep. The next morning you woke up and saw that the cat was nowhere to be seen and the window has few paw prints "Dang it I was planning on adopting him" you said sadly then started getting ready for the day.
Arriving at your workplace the girl from last night greeted you "Good morning darling!, did you have a good rest last night?" She asked "good morning, Yeah I did thanks for asking" you replied then she opened the metal door and went out "uh... You're not gonna check if I'm the real one?..." the girl turned around and said "Would you be asking that if you were a fake one?... And besides you're new it'll take a few days before they decide to copy you" she turned around again and left. Starting your shift like what you did Yesterday, letting a few people out giving them an entry request for when they come back, dealing with a few doppleganger's, letting people in once confirming that they're the real one till finally the guy from yesterday came; Francis "Hi mr. Milkman" you greeted, he looks a bit surprised when he saw you "Oh uh... Hello... " he said smiling slightly, you blushed then he handed you his ID only but you looked closely you saw he has a small mole on his left cheek which the real Francis didn't have. You kinda have memorized what he look and a few of his information from the files.... Kinda creepy of you but you couldn't help it, he was now your crush "Oh... I'm sorry, my good sir but I actually have this guy memorized and you're not him..." You said and before you could close the metal window you humped as he banged on the somehow sturdy window "What?!... How could!-... I see you like little mr. Milkman.. " the faker said his eyes were really angry and creepy "Yeah nope bye." you said then pressed the danger button and called for the D.D.D. Minutes later the metal window opened "There was no one in sight but I suppose the doppleganger already left before we arrive, you may now continue your work"
The day ended and you switched shifts with Loira, the name of the girl that you work with she bid you goodbye and you went home. Weeks later the things just go by on a repeat with some of them you going on a late night grocery, what's really interesting is that the doppleganger who always pretends to be Francis, he'd show up you find a small detail that the real Francis doesn't have, he'd get angry telling you things like "I'll get you next time" "I'll fool you one day" "Why are you so observative of the guy" then once you call for the D.D.D service he'd disappear before they could arrive like what's the deal with him?... Earlier he said something that actually sent shivers to your spine "Wait till I devour your fleshy body, Human" that was an actual pretty creepy threat, didn't realize that your already at your doorstep from a long day, you set down the groceries on the kitchen counter and went to take a quick shower and change.
After that you arranged all the groceries, it's pretty quiet around your house since you live alone, your parents on another country and your house is pretty far away from other residents so you'll be aable to hear anything out of the ordinary. Going up the stairs to sleep you decided to stretch around a little while you do so, you felt a weird sensation going up your leg, you looked down and a black substance of sorts but before you could scream another one covered your mouth as other one's quickly wrapped around your legs and arms separately, along your torso as well completely immobilizing you.
You looked around saw... Francis?... but his eyes are dark with white glowing dots on the middle "Hello... Doorman, I did say I will get you... Didn't I?" He spoke. You were confused, scared how did he know where you live? "Hey... Hey there... Little human, no need to get scared after all I'm a friend.... Aren't I?" That's when realization hit you. The cat that you helped was a doppleganger "you know human, you hurt me when you set your eyes on someone else... I thought you liked me?... Didn't you say so yourself?" He said which earned a muffled confused rambling from you "No... You must pay for making me believe you... " Before you could make another confused noise the tentacle like substance was removed around your mouth "What now-" you were cut off by something shoving into your mouth deeply making you gag, it was one of his tentacle.
[NSFW part]
He relentlessly attacked your mouth making you gag, you tried to squirm away but it was futile he has you wrapped around his other tentacle's. By then your eyes then started forming tears, you looked at the doppleganger of Francis which amused him "Look at you... Such an expression... I want more.. " he said. He set you down on your bed having your arms up above your head as he crawled between your legs "I did say I would devour your fleshy body... Don't worry it's not in a way I would eat you to the bone" he then slowly tore your garment earning a gaged up moan from you. He looked at you directly seeing that lewd expression from you also looking at him, he then slowly dipped his down between your legs which made you moan once again. You couldn't help but moan while he completely eats you out while also making you suck on one of his tentacle's, you were completely helpless making you take all of the pleasure like obedient slave.
That's when you felt something go in futher inside you, it felt like a very long tongue reaching up to the parts that you never could reach and hitting you perfectly on your spot making your body jolt and moan loudly than before "hmm?... is this your spot...?" He said while his tongue was still deep into you, he fastened up the pace than before almost a bit too fast than normal making your body more hotter and eager for a release. Not long after you came he adjusted himself, he humed in satisfaction "this will do..." He said then he removed the tentacle from your mouth as you looked at him with tired eyes "aww.... Already tired? Unlucky for you I'm not done yet" he adjusted his position, you didn't even notice that he entered you once again but this with his cock which made you yelp in surprise. He mercilessly pounded at a fast not giving you a preparation while his other tentacle's explore your exposed especially around your chest, waist and neck and his hands holding your thighs firmly to keep your shaking legs in place.
Release after release, you couldn't keep up anymore till you passed out from complete exhaustion and pleasure. He finally unsheathed his cock from you and loads mixed both of his and yours spilled out, staining the bed beneath the both of you. He then looked at your passed out form, your heaving chest, your belly slightly bulging and your beautiful sleeping face... "Such a perfect human.... I just wanna keep you" he fixed your sleeping form in a much comfortable position and pulled a blanket over before making his way to the telephone and dialed a number "Hello... Loira hey! I called a bit early so I could inform you that I'm sick..... Yeah please do.... Thank you I will bye!" He turned back to you and layed beside you "Rest now, my human...."
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#. . . filed under ﹔ countenance.#. . . filed under ﹔ visuals.#. . . filed under ﹔ desires.#. . . filed under ﹔ study.#. . . filed under ﹔ introspect.#. . . filed under ﹔ behavior.#. . . filed under ﹔ prompt.#. . . filed under ﹔ in character.#. . . filed under ﹔ wishlist.#. . . filed under ﹔ saved.#. . . filed under ﹔ edit.#. . . filed under ﹔ dash games.#. . . filed under ﹔ promotion.#. . . filed under ﹔ self promotion.#. . . filed under ﹔ your local metal mom.#. . . filed under ﹔ soundtrack.#. . . filed under ﹔ lemon never bleeds.
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OOPS! tumblr, it looks like you're missing the all important (X) button on this new obnoxious little feature of yours!!! Classic mistake to make when you're not being considerate of your userbase! Fix it.
#'here's a pop-up that you cannot get rid of on your own that's visually distracting!' Thanks! I hate it.#the AUDACITY to not let me close it#like you really think this new feature is SO important that it MUST be present on my screen without allowing me to close it? fuck OFF.#file under: things that make me NOT want to blaze posts.#like you REALLY thought that this is gonna make people blaze more posts??? REALLY????#absolutely delusional of ya#tumblr
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