I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain. Now the day bleeds into nightfall and you're not here to get me through it all... I let my guard down and you pulled the rug... I was getting kind of used to being someone you loved...

Lewis Capaldi (Someone You Loved)

I'm very grateful for the existence of Pinterest and @ihearts143quotes right now. I had a pretty rough night last night, and this morning was no better. A lot of my beliefs and intentions for my future have been brought into question on some level, and it disrupted my energy in a way that I couldn't really handle. If it was from anyone else, I'm sure I wouldn't have been as bothered, but this came from the woman I'm in love with and want a future with more than anything in this world. I see great things for both her and myself, but I didn't see until last night that she's operating on an entirely different mindset than the one I've spent the last year trying to build for myself. I haven't stopped loving her at all, but the way that conversation went, I was feeling lost for a brief moment. I spent time by myself, though, just breathing and getting my energy back to a somewhat familiar place. One of the ways I worked on getting my energy back to where it had been was thing through Pinterest and pinning the best feeling affirmations I could find. Then, as I was doing that, still with the question of "Should I still be thinking about doing this?" going in my head, this specific quote pops up. I smiled, pinned it, and am now posting it for all of you, specifically with the goal of thanking the creator of the image for putting it out there, allowing me the clarity I needed on this subject. I'll talk more about what I want to do later in the day, but my point is I've got signs coming at me left and right that this is what I should be doing, and this quote is only one of them. I'm extremely grateful I saw this image this morning. It got my mind back exactly where I wanted it to be, and now, I have no doubts anymore that I'm on the right path. #gratitude #gratitudechallenge #gratitudeattitude #gratitudeeveryday #gratitudejournal #gratitudedaily #loa #lawofattraction #lawofattraction101 #signsfromspirit #signsfromtheuniverse #signsfromheaven #signseeing #disruptedeuphoria #disruptedenergy #feelinghurt #feelingbetter #feelingblessed😇 #divinelyguided #shareyourheart (at Santa Ana, Costa Rica) https://www.instagram.com/p/BorUhHkh0RA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fx90x1vplrw9

Who knows when your going to end up getting tired of me but believe me when I say “your the one who’s going to end up abandoning me in the end.”

Ninth letters.

Hello, good morning my reader.

Trid. I have one condition that I have no time to write my letter. A lot of story that I want to tell you but I have no mood to share because difficult to translate in English. But in this time, I lay in my bed 7:13 am before I go to the office and I have mood to tell my day before.

I was have random feeling with my surroundings. Emm I just wanna tell the tittle for my experience and after work i will continue with a complete story, okay.

1. Vaccine in my office

2. Nightmare in two days

3. Mom slip in the bathroom

4. Strange movement: durex

5. Achievement: exercise by bicycle

6. Resign: Tommy

Six points that I will to complete as soon as possible. I really enjoy to share it but pardon me bcs the English I should try my best to translate my heart.

Bye.. Bye I should go.

I wish it was really different.

But you only get one life.

Today, I want to share something that could make a difference in someone’s life today. To some, this may not seem like much, while to others it will mean everything. You are not alone, you can call or even just text the @national_suicide_prevention and they will be there for you. Or email, call, or text us here at Starnes Books, we are here for you as well! Never give you on yourself or hope! The world really is a better place with you in it. There is also a link in my bio to my website that has their number, website and story. You have a life vest just one click, or call away. #wecare #prevention #youmakeadifference #dontgiveup #bestrong #gethelp #askforhelp #feelinghurt #feelingdown #nomoredeaths #letushelpyou #endingitall #nofriends #alone #single #depressed #itwillgetbetter #donthurttheonesyoulove (at Atlanta, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7YaC_WgyPi/?igshid=uzxkurpw3j12

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Inktober day 29 - Injured It’s almost the end of the month, I am so proud to have come this far ! ✨🖤 . . . #inktober #inktober2019 #inkdrawing #inktoberday29 #inktoberday29injured #howfarwevecome #injured #arrow #flowerdesign #feelinghurt #traditionalart https://www.instagram.com/p/B4NcT0yC4GC/?igshid=1799dsvu8ck0

#feelinghurt - Jesus could have given up on dying for humanity because of the way he was treated by people but he held on to his faith in God. He could have retaliated and cursed those who mistreated him but he was gracious and merciful till the very end. . . . . Have you ever been through a situation where it seems like everybody is against you? Are you feeling betrayed, hurt and abandoned? Do you expect that at least one person will stand up and defend you in the face of opposition but they have taken a different turn right before your eyes? I have experienced all of these and so had Christ. . . . . If you are feeling betrayed, abandoned and hurt by your closest allies, friends, family, colleagues, employer, follower, leader or whoever you hold in high regard, the following declarations will help shift your focus on who really matters and what you need to do. So speak the word and change your world for good. . . . . Continue reading “7 Days Biblical Declarations for When Feeling Abandoned, Betrayed and Hurt.”→ . . . Read more on the #christianblog and leave a comment, let's connect! . . . . . . #focusonchrist #Jesuswasbetrayed #feelingbetrayed #havefaithingod #christianblogposts #christianfaith #christianblogger #christianlife #christianbeliefs #hurtingchristians #feelingabandoned #abandonedchristian #dailydeclararations #dailybibledeclaration #dailybibledeclarations #declaretheword #bibledeclarations #bibledeclaration #hurtingfeelings #speakgodsword #speaktheword #biblicaldeclarations #christianwomen #christianwriter #christianwoman #fulfillyourpurpose #christianblogger #christianblogpost https://www.instagram.com/p/BwrNgGulkL5/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ntgtp2wue7lj

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I found you somewhere deep...

Strongly swayed, mingling roots....

To see you, to be with you.....

Maybe it's nice,it's different to imagine...

Your skin take your color from the moon...

From the night color of your hair....

Therefore I love the night.....

When you cover up your heart with me.....

Take my mind....

Take it because I'm missing...

Hey you @v_e_n_o_m_2.0 and @manowarsonu now we’re not friend so plz don’t try to contact me #feelinghurt💔 #fakefriends #aslamsonumemories (at Laxminiya Ghailarh लक्ष्मीनिया बादशाहो का शहर) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_Fu55uD9aJ/?igshid=23g2v5iqfgat

I’m hurting but i’ll be okay

I made these cute earring for myself. And i feel fuckin cute and awesome for being creative. I go on a date with my guy, get all all excited cause i finally get to wear them. Feelin myself through the whole thing. #hellahappy finally come home, and realize he didnt say anything about them so like any other girl, i ask him if he likes me earrings....

"Honestly no. Theyre too bulky, dont look right, looks like you half assed it and cheap. Ive seen better. *couple seconds of quietness* but i like how they make you feel happy.

#devastated #ishouldnthaveevenaskedhisungreatfulass #feelinghurt #needanewgforbf

Do you know how much it hurts to find out that the brother that you have been searching for the past 9 years has been passed away for the last 8 years? It's like a kick in the gut.😳😢😢😳😔

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