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kisaraslover · 3 months
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DO U HAVE ANY BLUESHIPPING FIC REC?????PLEASENIMSTARVINGKSKSKKS
anon kskkasak ITS FINE ILL SAVE YOU OK? here goes:
Scenes from a Kaiba Marriage and Temptation by my blueshipping queen @kisara-kaiba as the opening. the peak of modern life blueshipping fluff, very lovesick, when im reading them its heart full, head empty. youre gonna be lucky to start them now cuz ill be rereading and drawing scenes from them this week👀. itll be like premium fanfic reading.
Enjambment -> this fic might be the single best written blueshipping fic by the virtue of MIRRORING their encounter in ancient Egypt beat by beat, including BOTH of their character arcs and the netflix show vibe of suspense and the sharp, cold and bleak setting is chefs kiss. changed my brain chemistry. still one of my favorite portrayals of Kisara.
Maiden with Eyes of Blue -> Sometimes time needs to slow down and a single scene should be a character study/ hashing out of things you needed acknowledged by canon, the situation is ESPECIALLY dire for Seto Kaiba as ive made my feelings on his writing known many times. This is it. Kisara isnt reincarnated in this one though, but her love for him can be felt in the air. Ngl you could just incorporate this into post canon and it would be fine. canon compliant+ canon enriching.
Shades of Water, Ice, and Sky -> I'm skimming through each fic to see what they were about and i just gotta say: why so heart-wrenching if so short?? theyre in love your honor.
Their Promise: Book I -> ok gonna be honest w you i havent finished this one and the main reason is that i cant go past the SPECTACULAR first chapter. ive started and failed to draw it in its entirety. i open it, i chew on the first chapter like a rabid dog, i close it more often than not. the second reason is it has a lot more angst and heartbreak than most blueship fics do and im weak to that sort of thing. still, if we follow their ancient egypt encounter beat by beat, which is a fantastic way of following and enriching the canon, their first meeting needs to be as kids with him saving her from a cage. chefs kiss.
who are you? -> JUST the right amount of Seto Kaiba immediate fixation obsession on Kisara (which means insanely obsessed)
You Will Crave Your Ancient Roots -> this is so good and so heartbreaking man. Seto and Atem are shot back into ancient Egypt and Seto is only able to slightly alter the events around Kisara. hes fated to fall for that woman every single time and *starts sobbing*
Ancient Rules -> all i gotta say is this Seto Kaiba gives me brainworms. hes chuck full of Passion and Cockiness and Insanity. blueshippers sometimes take out his insanity. he is very unsettling here i love it. Kisara is truly at his mercy..
never forget your first dream -> fem!Set and Kisara in ancient Egypt, this story twists more than just Seto's gender. im a yuri seto truther so its great to have written proof of it. jokes aside, very well characterized Set and Kisara, rich writing.
One in Forty -> pretty short but this one fundamentally changed how i viewed Kisara's canon influence over BEWD cards and her constant and unbendable favor around Seto. canon compliant + canon enriching.
ok so these are the cream of the crop for ME personally, might have forgotten some in my other folders, i might have missed reading some, its probably not all encompassing. but frankly ive liked and saved fics for a single resounding line, single funny joke, one interesting implication about the story or the characters the author wrote up so in my heart theyre all worth checking out, always. fanfic writers are carrying this ship on their backs and theyre all 9 ft tall and im just walking around them, clearing the path, giving them a sip of water and snacks etc. so THANK YOU BLUESHIPPING AUTHORS I LOVE YOUUUUUU
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iwantthedean · 6 years
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Summary: Though the reader tries to get as far away from the Winchesters and the British Men of Letters as possible, her past with Dean keeps her from getting too far.  Pairing: Dean x Reader Word Count: 825 Warnings: Spoilers for Season 12.  Challenge: Louden Swain 2018 Fanfic/Fanart Project. @mrswhozeewhatsis A/N: For 2017′s Louden Swain challenge, I wrote a fic entitled St. Louis, inspired by the song of the same name from their album Able-Legged Heroes. This fic is a follow-up to that, from the reader’s POV. Again, I went with the feel of the song and how I interpret it, so hopefully it won't seem incredibly out of left field. 
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I love you, but you’re wrong. About them. The Brits will kill you and Sam, and I can’t stand back and watch it happen. I’m sorry.
The words you had written and left on Dean’s night stand when you left the bunker scrolled on an endless loop  through your brain as you drove away from Lebanon. You didn’t want to leave; it was actually the last thing you had ever wanted or imagined you would do. But once you found the microphone under the war room and the brothers refused to believe that the Brits had left it there … you couldn’t stay and watch them die. 
When Dean had implied that you were excluded from his family, you knew it was time to go. You packed your bag and took one last look around. 
The chairs you had shoved over were still on the ground. The hole in the wall Dean had punched hadn’t been patched up. The brothers left with Mary to rendezvous with the British Men of Letters, you begged off under the guise of doing research; in truth, you didn’t want a big dramatic show when you left. You just wanted it to be over. 
“Then why does it feel like I’m abandoning them?” you asked yourself out loud. 
You ran a hand through your hair as you merged onto the highway. Once you were comfortably in the middle lane, you set the cruise control and worked on getting some music playing. Maybe that sound would drown out the thoughts that reminded you over and over again that you had no desire to be where Dean wasn’t. 
“Maybe I should have stayed,” you sighed. 
What would staying have accomplished, though? More furniture knocked over, more holes in walls. More things said that both you and Dean meant but never should have verbalized. 
Like how stubborn he was, how much he let his loyalty become blind allegiance when it came to his family — a part of his life that obviously didn’t include you. 
“Pride,” Sam had said before, “that’s what’s going to take both of you down.”
How right he had been. Of all the things you had learned in life, controlling your pride had not been one of them. Too often, that emotion welled in your chest and flowed straight out of your mouth — which was exactly how the argument with Dean had started. 
“Mick Davies and Arthur Ketch are full of shit,” you told him, tossing in his direction the microphone you had found under the table. 
Dean rolled his eyes and tossed the microphone back onto the table. “I’m not going to tell you it wasn’t them, but I’m not going to confront them about it. We just left their headquarters — we’re all in this together now, sweetheart.”
That news had sent you straight over the edge, and resulted in the fight that had prompted you to actual made good on your thoughts of leaving. 
“No more of that, shit,” you told yourself, turning up the music. 
A perfectly distracting song ended and Led Zeppelin took their turn on your playlist. You groaned; “The Rain Song” was Dean’s chosen song for the two of you. Every time he played it, he would take your hand and pull you close so the two of you could enjoy a private moment together. You would protest, complain about how long the song was, but eventually you would give in and accept the affection Dean offered. Secretly, you wished that song would play every day for the two of you. 
You pulled over to the side of I-24 then, and let your emotions get the best of you. Oh, you didn’t cry, but you leaned your head against the steering wheel and tried to figure out just how in the hell it had all come to this — you and Dean, on opposite sides of a war. 
The turn signal clicked when you flipped it on, waiting for a moment to merge into traffic. You nearly took out another car in your haste, but once the decision to go back had been made, you didn’t want to waste a single second. 
Your mobile was in the passenger seat, and you picked up to call Dean, to at least warn him that you were coming back home. Frowning at the screen and the notification you hadn’t seen until now, you checked your voicemail before placing the call. 
Hey, it’s me. I – you were right. About the Brits. Ketch has brainwashed my mom, Lady Toni what’s-her-face and Sam are arguing in the war room – oh, we’re trapped in the bunker, by the way. They’ve locked everything from the outside, they’ve stopped the air pumps. This is it …
As the message continued, Dean’s words faded out to the chords of the very song that had prompted you to return home, you pressed down harder on the accelerator, more anxious than ever to get back home. 
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viktuurificwriters · 7 years
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Getting to Know Reiya
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 If you’ve been in the Yuri on Ice fandom for a long time now, then I bet you’ve already heard of Reiya. She is the author of the highly acclaimed Rivals series on AO3. The series’ first fic, entitled Until my Feet Bleed and my Heart Aches, is the YOI fic with the most number of kudos and hits.
Reiya ( @kazliin ) even has her own group of dedicated readers, who form a sub-fandom within the YOI fandom. Her blog is proof of that–being comprised of replies to the variety of asks she receives daily, different posts about the Top Ten’s of Yuuri and of Viktor in the Rivals world, reblogs of different fanarts and fanvids about her stories, and a whole lot more.
Any fan of Reiya would take pleasure in scrolling down her blog. From it, they can know some exclusive facts about her writings, like where she gets ideas, which of the two fics in the series was harder for her to write, and others. But with the plenty of asks Reiya answers each week, such facts get buried away in her blog and could never be seen again (unless you’ve decided to devote yourself in searching through each of the pages, which would probably take hours.)
Therefore, this post has been made to compile some of the basic stuff that everyone needs to know about their favorite writer. Learn more about Reiya and her works right under the cut.
Even though Reiya writes fanfics about YOI, she admits that she doesn’t really watch anime. She became interested in Yuri on Ice when she kept seeing it on her dashboard around episode two or three. She was also curious about it being a figure skating anime because, as a child, she used to dream of becoming a figure skater herself.
Before YOI, Reiya used to write for the Marvel fandom. She didn’t write a fic for seven months after her last Marvel fic due to writer’s block, but then she found Yuri on Ice and it gave her the inspiration she needed to write again.
“The source material is wonderful and there's so much potential in it for both canon verse fics and AUs,” says Reiya. “And as a member of the LGBT community, it was so wonderful to finally see a canon, healthy, happy queer couple, so it gave me a lot of inspiration to write.”
As soon as Reiya started watching YOI, she kept imagining different scenarios to put the characters in, which she thinks is a good precursor to starting a fic. Yuri on Ice was also a new fandom, with new material coming out each week–getting reader response and feedback was very high.
“Inspiration to write is so heavily based on getting response for what you do,” Reiya adds. “Being in a big fandom like YOI and having so many people being enthusiastic over my fic really pushed me to keep writing.”
And so, Reiya started writing what turned out to be the most popular YOI fic ever.
In coming up for the idea of UMFB&MHA, Reiya was really interested in the challenge of turning a fluffy and loving couple into rivals and in an enemies-to-lovers situation.
“The middle came first, then the beginning with how the whole rivalry started and then the doping scandal and then end,” she says. “I think I dreamed up the whole thing over the course of about a week and then finally sat down to plot it all out properly.”
Her biggest challenge in planning out the fic was figuring what Viktor could do to make Yuuri hate him. She knew that it should never be malicious on Viktor’s part. Viktor can be insensitive at times and speaks before he thinks in canon, but at heart, he’s never intentionally cruel. Eventually, Reiya settled on making Viktor say something tactless that he thought was helping, but actually cut Yuuri really deeply.
“We know from the other characters saying it that Yuuri really hates losing and he's a very determined character who rises well when he's challenged, like with Yurio during the Onsen on Ice,” answers Reiya when asked if she can see Canon Yuuri as the kind of person who’d resent someone for so long even though he had just been a kid when he felt insulted. “So I think the seed is there if something happened to him in his formative years to send him sown a different path.”
In the fic, Yuuri was insulted by Viktor when he was an insecure twelve-year old. According to Reiya, he took the insult far worse than an adult Yuuri would and it really shaped him. “The insult also grows with him over the fic,” she explains. “When he thinks back on what Viktor said, it becomes worse and more hurtful because his mind is distorting the memory as he grows older.”
When Reiya writes, she has to do it in big chunks. She doesn’t like writing only a little for an hour and a half and then stop. She needs to sit down on a weekend and write for ten hours straight. She prefers getting into the zone when she writes, so she needs to be in a peaceful place with a single song looped playing for hours in the background in order to help her focus.
Ten hours is the maximum time she allots on a weekend, but often, if the deadline for the next chapter was approaching, she’d come back home from university on a day she had reserved for writing at five and then writes until midnight, with only a break for a dinner.
“Since I take two weeks to write a chapter and maybe 30-50 hours, it means I can do it all in big chunks with free days to live my life rather than writing non-stop all the time,” says Reiya.
Once Reiya is in the writing zone, everything else is easy. But getting in that zone is what’s difficult. Sometimes she can spend hours writing and not be able to focus at all that she can’t make the words flow.
“Before chapter 14, my exams were approaching and I was studying all the time and not writing, so the day before I said I'd post the chapter, I still had a huge chunk to write,” she shares. “I pulled an all-nighter to finish because people were so excited for the next chapter and I didn't want to let them down!”
The pressure of her fans has been hard on Reiya, but she finds that she usually works well under it. The expectations terrify but also motivate her at the same time.
Reiya loves writing, but sometimes it can be very exhausting. She finds it very difficult to write the sex scenes in her fics. Before the Rivals series, she had never written a sex scene so it was great exercise in learning how to write them. Even then, she still struggles, especially now with the second fic in her series, entitled Of Bright Stars and Burning Hearts, where she has to rewrite all the sex scenes from UMFB&MHA in Viktor’s POV.
In terms of emotional writing, the hardest scene for her to write was first part of the third chapter of OBS&BH. Viktor is a very optimistic character and it was very hard for Reiya to put him in a position where that optimism gets crushed.
The responses of people who read Reiya’s fic is what keeps her writing. She is incredibly grateful and lucky to have so many people enjoying her fic. The pressure and the expectations may be terrifying, but she thinks it's worth it.
Reiya’s advice for aspiring writers:
(The italicized text are Reiya’s exact words, but with minor errors corrected.)
Don’t compare yourselves to the big fics and don't write what you're not comfortable with. Almost all the big fics in any fandom were written right at the beginning when popularity is highest and when people read the fics with the most kudos first.  Once a fic is on the first page it's very difficult to knock it down or get another fic up there instead. It happens in every fandom. If you come into a fandom later and write, don't feel down by comparing yourself to fics like that. Popularity doesn't necessarily mean it's the best fic out there, and just because your fic isn't the most popular, it doesn't mean it isn't good. I know it seems patronizing of me to say that, all things considered, but YOI isn't my first fandom and I know how hard it can be when you feel like people care so much more about other fics than yours. I've deleted or stopped fics before because I felt like no one cared. But you know what? People do and you should always write what you want to write regardless of what anyone else is doing. You never know, to someone out there, your fic might make their day.
As for not writing what you’re not comfortable with, don’t be pressured into writing something just because all the other fics are like that or people want it. If you’re not comfortable with writing sex scenes, then don’t write them. If someone wants your fic to go in a certain direction and you’re not sure about it, don’t do it just to please someone else. Write for yourself first and everyone else second.
I think a lot of writers (and I include myself in this) can get caught up comparing themselves to other people and trying to please everyone which is never a good way to go.
[Bonus] Random Facts about Reiya:
(The italicized text are Reiya’s exact words, but with minor errors corrected.)
1.       Favorite Viktuuri Headcanons
I love the idea that Yuuri can hold his alcohol really well and Viktor can't! I also love the hc that they both learn each other's languages and end up speaking a weird mash of Japanese and Russian all the time. I also love most sappy romantic hc about them once they're living together in St Petersburg because I'm a sappy romantic at heart.
I also love headcanons about them being the worst rivals ever now that they're both competing. Like, they're supposed to be serious competition but they can't stop making eyes at each other and teasing each other all the time during competitions
2.       Favorite YOI song
Yuri on Ice
3.       Favorite YOI scene
The proposal scene because it's so atmospheric or the kiss scene because that was the moment when I could finally scream “I fucking said it was going to become canon! I CALLED IT PEOPLE.”
4.       Favorite color
Blue
5.       Waffles or pancakes?
Pancakes
6.       Ice cream – Chocolate or vanilla?
Chocolate
7.       Viktor or Yuuri?
How dare you try and make me choose?
8.       Pineapples on pizza or not?
I'm a normal human being, so no.
9.       Coffee or tea?
Coffee. There's no blood in my veins; there is only caffeine.
10.   Scrambled eggs or sunny side up?
Sunny side up
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