OCtober day 4, Youth

Prompts by @tkc-info

Federico let Marco push him on the bed, unsteady on his feet, and looked up at him from the mattress with an uneven breath, his lips swollen from kisses and his pupils blown. Marco got rid of his shoes and got on top of him, the boy arching up his back for friction.

Marco was about to touch him, to do everything he had thought to do to him since he first saw him, then he did the most difficult thing he had ever done and stopped.

“What happened?” Federico asked, annoyed and confused because he stopped so suddenly.

“It happened that you’re Alice’s boyfriend, idiot.”

“Alice cheated on me. She’s not my girlfriend anymore.”

“And you’re drunk. I don’t do this kind of stuff with drunk kids.”

“I am nineteen, I am not a kid.”

Marco did not say that was the most childish reply he’d ever heard. “But you’re drunk.”

“And what so?”

“And so you can’t consent,” he said, gaining some strength back and getting on his feet.

wonderful

On the string propaganda

Heeellll yeah

Bestie is an entire PLACE

I look at those guys and let me tell you the soul of that thing ain't just in the puppet, it's in all the neurons carrying the thoughts and emotions, it's in the power rails that serve as the heart. All the memories in the memory conflux and all the numbers we see flicker across displays, the flux condensers, the puppet; a little avatar.

No way these massive machines see life the same way we do. They have their own experiences and senses and things they hold dear. A world we can't imagine, a way of living we couldn't even comprehend.

I could never tear an iterator apart to be just a puppet. Who am I to decide how's life supposed to be enjoyed or perceived?

You treat your creechurs however you want- I ain't gonna dictate that. But damn, hearing the thrums and buzzes of the linear systems rail? They are alive with so much power, these mechanical beasts are exactly what they should be.

therapy, huh

I find it really fun to watch different admins play cucurucho/osito because sometimes they play into the fact that they are supposed to be a bear (pretty sure it’s accepted that way) Like they enjoy fishing, they climb trees and stalk, they are usually able to sense (or smell technically) anyone around them, they are very fast runners, etc

It’s even more interesting when you realize how dangerous and ruthless polar bears actually are

Idk it’s just cool to think about

hiiii haha. hello. exceptionally awkward introduction bc idrk how to start something like this so let's just jump right in. im taking a break from this account for a bit. i know i said i wanted taob out before halloween and currently im fine sticking with that deadline, but if i decide i need longer away then i will take longer away. every time ive reassured people that id never abandon a fic and updates will always come eventually i never once considered that my writing and ability to feel safe and comfortable on this site would be actively taken from me, so im not even going to apologise. i dont want this either and more importantly i dont fucking deserve it. i dont know what it is in the past year, if ive hit a certain amount of followers or 'popularity' that's made it so the natural ratio of positive to negative interactions must in turn go up, but there's been a serious uptick in weird asks for me. the annoying part is that a very small amount of them are actually objectively mean and hateful, the rest are just weird and invasive from people who seemingly dont realise that's what they're being. ive reached a point where i dont care if the intentions are good. it's not my job as a 20 year old tumblr user of all things to defend the morality of someone who couldnt even bother to come off anon. unfortunately, after blocking only one or two anons, the weird asks have decreased substantially, which says all you need to know about the fascinating and exhilarating lives led by these people, but ive also gone on to turn anon asks off entirely. this is something i actively fought against doing and had to be pushed into by my mutuals (who have been the coolest people on planet earth during this entire thing). turning off anon was a big deal to me even if it sounds silly. i felt betrayed and like id been backed into a corner because it was so vehmently something i DIDNT WANT that to feel like i had to do it anyway for my own mental health??? that sucks. so even though ive 'fixed' the problem, im still kind of reeling and uncomfortable every time i come on tumblr. i hope it's just something i need time to ease because i'll truly be devastated if this becomes 'ruined' for me. tumblr exists as the only place in the world where i am honestly every facet of myself without shame or hesitation; losing that would be insanely harmful to me. and to the people who cant appeal to the actual human behind the post, let me put that in words you can understand: we wouldn't get any more writing 😦😦😦 riots and fires and sirens, i know. so yeah. to anyone who has sent me an anon ask and you're now wondering if you were part of the problem, im firmly of the belief that you'll know if you are. when i say 'weird asks' i dont mean 'you sent me a para about your personal life just to vent or ask for advice' or 'you sent me a really deep emotional compliment about the impact me and/or my writing has had on you' - i love asks like that, so much that i put off taking a break and turning off anon solely for the joy they bring me. im sorry that it might feel like you're being punished too bc of the actions of what in reality is a HANDFUL of weird people, but this is what i feel like i have to do to feel safe and not go insane every time i log in. love you guys, hopefully ill see you soon x

recent events wouldn't leave my mind until i made this

In my post S3 au...

Mephisto is looking rough but he'll be fine. They'll both be.

Yeah, he's not looking all that stable atm.

I am absolutely feral for this tiktok of Tenoch. He looks like the perfect red flag for me.

Namor with long hair vibes.

Rafa's older more ruthless brother vibes.

My toxic aquarius lover vibes.

Hate sex for days vibes

Choke me out vibes

"Touch her and you'll wish you were dead" vibes.

Credit to the tiktok for making me moan involuntarily

fuck you *puts your fairydog in hanfu*

u are literally so strong for being pre med. im also 21 and ive just about given up on taking the mcat and doing extracurriculars after army crawling through all the prereqs 😭 much luck to you!!!!!! praying john hopkins takes u 🙏🙏 we need more lovely, kind and genuine doctors like you and u deserve the best of the best 💖💖

Thank you my dove <3 no it’s literally the most ruthless thing ever. People don’t understand the mental stamina it takes to fulfill all facets of the application med schools expect. It’s more than a full time job—sometimes it doesn’t feel like there are enough hours in the day tbh, between doing research and volunteering and shadowing and gaining hands on experience. And don’t get me started on the mcat lmao, preparing for it feels like I’m training for the Olympics. I’m into it most days, it’s fun to be consumed by something you’re truly passionate about, but I also completely get how it predisposes all of us to frequent burnouts. Add to that the stress of meeting the still more extraordinary, still more impossible standards of elite med schools…

some men are textbook villains fr

b o n k

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Thinking about og obey me and how asmo would say something that would have me quickly filing him in the 'avoid' category

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