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emiliosandozsequence · 6 days

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true detective (2014-present) cr. nic pizzolatto & issa lopez / the sparrow, mary doria russell

#true detective #truedetectiveedit #tdedit #rust cohle #the sparrow #emilio sandoz #mary doria russell #matthew mcconauhey #mine #mww #tdww #tsww #comparative #comparatives #web weave #web weaves #web weaving #web weavings

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missroserose · 1 month

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"Do you think so, John? Was it your God?" he asked with terrifying gentleness. "You see, that is my dilemma. Because if I was led by God to love God, step by step, as it seemed, if I accept that the beauty and the rapture were real and true, then the rest of it was God's will too, and that, gentlemen, is cause for bit-terness. But if I am simply a deluded ape who took a lot of old folktales far too seriously, then I brought all this on myself and my companions and the whole business becomes farcical, doesn't it. The problem with atheism, I find, under these circumstances," he continued with academic exactitude, each word etched on the air with acid, "is that I have no one to despise but myself. If, how-ever, I choose to believe that God is vicious, then at least I have the solace of hating God."

—The Sparrow, Mary Doria Russell

#and if that isn’t the problem of faith in a nutshell #the sparrow #emilio sandoz #mary doria russell #angel noir #writing inspiration

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catholic-character-tournament · 11 months

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Round 1 - Side B

Emilio art credit @ferretteeth

Propaganda below ⬇️

Patton

his catholic guilt almost kills leslie odom jr (also i formally apologize for dragging sanders sides into this)

Patton Sanders represents the morality of character Thomas Sanders, canonically Catholic in the series. The character (and his sides) are all Catholic and gay.

Emilio

#patton sanders #sanders sides #thomas sanders #emilio sandoz #the sparrow 1996 #the sparrow #Mary Doria Russell #cct polls #tumblr tournament #tumblr bracket #tumblr polls

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thistle-and-thorn · 10 months

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something something Emilio Sandoz is the devil something something he ate the fruit and has been thrown from Eden something something who is praying for the fallen angels etc etc

#the sparrow #Emilio Sandoz #thistle simulations

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ferretteeth · 1 year

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Emilio Sandoz, before and after

#the sparrow #mary doria russell #emilio sandoz #revart #Im cleaning out my files here is some obscure fanart of my fav space catholic

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lesbianmelkor · 8 months

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worlds most cursed casting for the sparrow the movie:

lin-manuel miranda as emilio sandoz

#the sparrow #mine #emilio sandoz #lin manuel miranda

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the-everqueen · 8 months

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also no one asked for this but i'm desperate to share this snippet from a fic for mary doria russel's "the sparrow":

Sandoz doesn’t start changing until months—years—after Rahkat.

Later, scientists and doctors will hypothesize that his body needed time to heal before it could undertake the full transformation, but no one can really pin down the reason for the delay. Emilio thinks it’s part of God’s joke. Let him get comfortable, start to adjust to being back on Earth, then deliver the punchline. What could be more hilarious, more horrific, than turning him into one of the aliens he failed to save, the ones he has recurring nightmares about?

But that’s later, when they’ve all had time to consider what happened. In the present, the Society is hovering anxiously for him to recover enough that they can hold a trial, the Father General is prying at his seams for some kind of confession, and Sandoz is just trying to remember which planet he’s on at any given moment.

#my writing #the sparrow #emilio sandoz #not CoG compliant but. you know. body horror.

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weirdwoodeyes · 2 years

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guy who’s only read theon chapters………..

#SHUT UP #mine #asoiaf #theon greyjoy #the sparrow #emilio sandoz

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attonitos-gloria · 9 months

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have not finished the sparrow yet but i want to write a thousand happy endings for emilio and john candotti

#john candotti #emilio sandoz #god's best beloved #the sparrow #otp: gentle handling

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seebestattung · 1 month

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^ emilio sandoz song

#the sparrow #music #emilio sandoz

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emiliosandozsequence · 8 months

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andor (2022-present) dir. tony gilroy / the sparrow (1996) by mary doria russell

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noplot-justvibes · 3 months

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i just started reading the second book of the sparrow and im ready to question god and be riddled with doubt !!!!! let's gooooooooooooooo !!!! i had a shit week pass the beautifully written sci-fi religious tragedy !!!!!

#the sparrow #children of god #mary doria russell #emilio sandoz #old man of my heart #i hope you find some semblance of peace in this one

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catholic-character-tournament · 11 months

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Round 2 - Side B

Emilio art credit @ferretteeth

Propaganda below ⬇️

Maddie

Lost her Sharpay audition 😣

Stan Ashley Tisdale

#emilio sandoz #the sparrow 1996 #the sparrow #Mary Doria Russell #maddie fitzpatrick #ashley tisdale #suite life of zack and cody #cct polls #tumblr tournament #tumblr bracket #tumblr polls #polls #r2sb

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thistle-and-thorn · 8 months

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Tyrion Lannister and Emilio Sandoz are parallel characters who arcs are deeply connected to their author’s journeys out of Christianity. This makes them both books about the Cupid and Psyche myth. In this essay I will—

#thistle simulations #the sparrow #Emilio Sandoz #Tyrion Lannister #asioaf #till we have faces

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aspocko · 1 year

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everything reminds me of him

#emilio sandoz #the sparrow 1996 #i am really not enjoying the sequel all that much but at least it keeps supplying me with more silly shit to giggle at

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lesbianmelkor · 6 months

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THE WHORE SLEEPS BADLY: a playlist for Emilio Sandoz

notes on songs under the cut!! emilio art credit to @ferretteeth

Alone Together - Fall Out Boy

this is the road to ruin and we´re starting at the end!!! emilio deserves to have some angsty music and also. this song is about being alone without being alone and being trapped and being loved for the worst things about yourself. i don´t know where i´m going but i dont think i´m coming home!!

2. Be Afraid - Jason Isbell and the 400 Unit

this is a song about feeling like g-d is ignoring you and feeling like you´re not living up to your potential and also the lyric "we´ve been testing you and you failed to see how long that you could hold it in before you screamed, but you only exhaled" g-ddddddd.

3. Bite the Hand - Boygenius

another song about emilio´s relationship with g-d. "i can´t love you how you want me to"?? he comes home and he can´t do it anymore!! it´s gone!! he´ll bite the hand that feeds him!!! also. "i can´t hear you, you´re too far away" cause he left g-d behind him on rakhat.

4. Butchered Tongue - Hozier

This is actually a pre-priesthood linguistics song for emilio!! minority culture always having to speak in another language than your own, especially for taino emilio... and then speaking these languages that literally nobody else on the planet speaks!! crazy

5. Colorblind - Counting Crows

literally just listen to this song and tell me this isn´t how emilio feels. "i am covered in skin, no one gets to come in" and then the repetition of "i am ready i am fine"?? im pulling my hair out.

6. Cringe - Matt Maeson

so this is actually the stripped version which makes me crazy in its own right but. "oh i make you cringe now. don´t i make you cringe now?" matt said this song is about leading a lifestyle that the people around you don´t approve of and it just. this one. just trust me.

7. Cry for Judas - the Mountain Goats

you get it. you get it. "mistreat your altar boys long enough and this is what you get." "i´m still here but all is lost". it was ruined!! all was lost!! he thinks he is judas betraying g-d!!! you know what i mean.

8. Floating in the Forth - Frightened Rabbit

so the lead singer of frightened rabbit committed suicide by jumping off a bridge into the firth of forth and he wrote this song about doing that before he did that and it just. just. it´s so important also remember this it comes up three songs later.

9. Graceless - The National

"G-D LOVES EVERYBODY, DON´T REMIND ME". this is a song about being in the world without being fully present and it kills me.

10. Leave My Body - Florence + the Machine

from the first line: "i´m gonna be released from behind these lines, and i don´t care whether i live or die" to the last: "moving up to higher ground, your history keeps pulling me down", this is a song about emilio trying to move forward as everyone keeps forcing him to relive what happened over and over.

11. The Modern Leper - Julien Baker

hey remember when i said remember the frightened rabbit trivia! this is from the cover album they released after their lead singer killed himself and it is sooooooo. this is a song about being fundamentally broken and diseased and the rest of the world ignores it but you know you´re unlovable. "i am ill but im not dead and i don´t know which of those i´d prefer"!!!

12. Never Quite Free - the Mountain Goats

this is a song about knowing that the trauma still hangs over you and you´ll never be able to escape it and it makes me cry. anyway. "it gets okay to praise the day, believe in sheltering skies and stable earth, but hear his breath come through his teeth". emilio is trying so hard to build a better life and sometime it just won´t happen!!

13. Prayer in Open D - Emmylou Harris

again from the first lyric to the last, this is a song about emilio sandoz. "there´s a valley of sorrow in my soul, where every night i hear the thunder roll like the sound of a distant gun over all the damage i have done" and it Gets Worse From There!!

14. Relative Fiction - Julien Baker

"cause i don´t need a savior i need you to take me home"!!! the religious trauma HITS when you´re trying so hard to be good for a g-d you no longer believe in!!!

15. Spent Gladiator 2 - the Mountain Goats

"stay alive. maybe spit some blood at the camera. just stay alive" what if your life and your pain was a spectacle and you dont know how to escape and you don´t even know what escape would look like. anyway.

16. Sun Bleached Flies - Ethel Cain

hey girls. hey girls. did you know g-d loves you but not enough to save you!! anyway religious trauma and having fallen in the eyes of g-d and not being able to fix it and just wanting to be safe and go home. "if it´s meant to be then it will be. i forgive it all as it comes back to me"!!! praying to go back to a home you know you can never return to. i am unwell.

17. Televangelist - Julien Baker

i hear you saying "jordan this is the third julien baker song on here" and all i can say is gay ppl with religious trauma understand emilio sandoz better than anyone else. anyway. "am i a masochist screaming televangelist clutching my crucifix of white noise and static. all my prayers are just apologies." you know what i mean.

18. 24 Frames - Jason Isbell

this is once again a song about g-d abandoning you!! "you thought g-d was an architect now you know he´s something like a pipe bomb ready to blow". it´s soooo good.

in conclusion: i am mentally unwell please appreciate the fruits of my insanity.

#the sparrow #emilio sandoz #mine #Spotify

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