If you die your elder yautja will slowly go crazy without you.
When he found out you passed away he was kind of shell shocked.
He’ll just stare at your recovered body, his hand holding your much smaller one. He doesn’t wanna let go because he knows your hand will become colder again without his warm one clasping it.
He’s most likely to have your body preserved in an alien liquid tank, so he can always see you.
If he could he’d sleep with your decaying corpse. But he can’t bring himself to do it, rigamortis already settled and has made your body stiff.
His son will be so genuinely worried for him. His son will often make him stay in the med bay just so he can get rest without having to face your empty side of the bed.
He talks to your dead body. His palm on the tank in hopes yours would reach out to meet his through the thick glass.
Let’s say, for angst reasons. The tank your kept in is smashed and a bad blood takes the body or just plane out destroys it.
That will be your mates breaking point.
He will honesty just go hay wire crazy.
He’ll send everyone he knows to go get your body.
As he sits in front of the empty tank, he’ll laugh. One of those villainous loud booming laughs. Kind of a random thing but he just does it once he finally comes to terms that your gone and never coming back.
He’ll talk to the tank as if your still there.
He won’t eat properly and will start to not take care of his appearance. His claws growing long and sharp. A stark contrast to the short dull ones he had just for you.
His tendrils will become dirty with grime from not properly washing.
He will find himself in your closet sniffing desperately at your clothes trying to smell the scent he has because so addicted and accustomed to. If he does find a shirt that smells like you he will shove his face in it and talk to himself as if you were right there.
He’ll start to hallucinate from the lack of sleep he gets.
The hallucinations being of you walking around or touching his face telling him how nasty he is.
The hallucinations are 50 50 when it comes to if you spout distrustful thoughts over his appearance or just nice remarks on how strong or handsome he is.
He only knows their not real because of the lack of heat your head has as it cupped the hollow of his cheek.
He would probably be dead by time they even recover what’s left of your decayed body.
Alone in your once shared bed.
His eyes peacefully closed as he wore all his armor.
He will be loosely clutching the pillow your head used to lay on. When you were still with him.
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“As soon as we are overcome by evil thoughts, we ourselves become evil. We Christians should not allow evil to occur even in our thoughts, and even more so in practice, otherwise it would mean that we have no strength to resist it.”
“As we think, so we live.”
“The man who has acquired the kingdom of God radiates holy thoughts, God’s thoughts. The role of a Christian in the world is to purify the universe from evil and spread the Kingdom of God.”
~Elder Thaddeus of Vitovnica
~Anytime the mind wanders into negative thoughts, even if they are true, cut them off. Do not entertain them.
Block them, and dwell on what is good and positive. Discipline your mind.~
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