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Then&Now || Jordan Eberle

Early Bird Special - Chapter 53/?

Undertale Fanfiction - Please Read the Tags on Ao3

The monsters wonder why they thought humanity could have changed, why they believed a small child’s words that their species were not the same evil creatures that they had been thousands of years ago. Why they allowed themselves to hope. As they are torn from loved ones- from family- that’s all they can ask themselves. Why.

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You are a nobody, a small-town waitress just trying to get by. You don’t expect anything to ever happen to you. But one day you find a man living in a cardboard box behind your diner. No, not a man, a monster. And this monster doesn’t have a collar. What’s a girl to do?

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I am screaming rn

Okay something happened in the latest Ear Biscuit and I am freaking losing my mind. It might sound a little obnoxious but it is out of genuine enthusiasm. If you are following, you know how I love to analyse stuff, like feelings and situations. And I feel that something that was discussed in this episode was great vindication / validation for my efforts to understand these two men.

I am talking about the EB where they were given various scenarios in which each had to predict the other’s reaction. My point of interest was the second scenario; what Link would choose to do if he was invisible for a day. During all these scenarios, I was playing along, trying to imagine what they would do too. So in this one, an answer came quite quickly to me and it was the following:

“Link”, I thought, “ would immediately go to Rhett’s house or where Rhett is anyway and try to figure out whether Rhett’s love / care for him is genuine. I am not sure how he would do it though, probably he would check how Rhett interacts with Jessie in private or how they talk about him behind his back or what Rhett tells Jessie about Link.” END OF THOUGHT

A little context before I continue. I have written many times before about how Link’s root of his frustration with Rhett, with all the anger bursts and nasty jokes, is his uncertainty about Rhett’s feelings. Link does not take Rhett’s feelings for granted at all, in fact he has doubts about them, and he loathes that Rhett has (seemingly) zero doubts about Link’s love for him. Whether Link’s concern is any founded at all or he is acting all possessive (don’t forget his widely acknowledged abandonment issues) I cannot decide yet. Also, the reason I believe Link wants to use Jessie as a meter for this is… well… obvious. I know some people don’t like this but it doesn’t take much to see that Link is antagonistic towards Jessie. Let's...let's be real for a sec, okay? I am just an eye and an ear. Don't shoot the eye or the ear.

And now that we’re done with the context, here’s what Link himself said he would do:

Link: Gain access to. Information. And, um, I decided to invest the limited time I have in - as an invisible - to learn what people think about me. Really. Like, I wanna put myself in positions where people -

Rhett: Give me an example.

Link: Like, every relationship that I have, I'm talking work relationships, friend relationships... I mean, it was a quick answer but-

(...)

Link (after some non-significant joke part initiated by Rhett ): I feel like I know what Christy thinks about me. I don't feel like it would be fair to spy on my wife.

Rhett: But I feel like maybe you can predict what all these people say about you without you being there...

Link: Yeah... maybe there's not much to learn and maybe it's only... maybe I don't want to learn it.

Rhett makes it less significant again.

You see why I am screaming? Link essentially said just. that. Of course he said "people" and "all my relationships... work relationships...friendships" and he might mean it for more people, sure, but first and foremost he said it about Rhett. He tried to generalize in order to not be exposed or not offend Rhett in particular. Rhett indeed became quite inquisitive, probably in order to figure out what exactly Link meant by this. Link backtracked quickly, waving it off as a quick answer or that it didn't make much sense but it actually makes. perfect. sense. Link is not the first of us to question what his closest people really feel about him. But Link backpedalled because otherwise he would expose himself.

Still, Link did try to pass the message to Rhett, somewhat. He hinted at it when he said all his friendships and work relationships, by only excluding Christy (not taking into account the kids here). Well, what's next and not excluded? Rhett. So, Rhett's the very first. Rhett was either innocent or cunning enough to not ask about himself. But, not to sound like a broken record, he was not excluded and I doubt Link cares more what Chase thinks deep inside or a friend he sees once per month for a hike. Sorry to say this but I don't think Link cares THAT much what his employees think of him as long as he ticks off all his responsibilities as an employer and boss. Or at least, not in the way Rhett imagined it (with sending a stupid text to an employee and checking their reactions and all). Rhett probably intentionally tried to turn Link's answer into a joke in order to disorientate the viewers, however he also looked genuinely baffled and I don't get why he would be baffled about such a honest and maybe even common answer.

Here's what makes me suspicious; Rhett makes the quite strange remark that Link should maybe predict what all these people think about him in his absence. I am SO confused with this. Why? Why should he be able to predict it? Don't we all have similar concerns? Should we be able to predict what others truly think about us? Most of us just take leaps of faith. Rhett's argument literally makes no sense whatsoever. And yet Link quickly agrees, not questioning it in the slightest. My best guess is that either Rhett was trying to save Link from the hole he (and Rhett) were both digging for him by focusing only on the employees out of fear of being exposed, even though Link's true answer wasn't about them, not mostly at least. Or it was Rhett's own veiled answer, a " you should be sure about what I feel / think of you, even when you 're not there", which is why Link quickly retreated , because this could lead to a fight or Rhett feeling hurt. Maybe both guesses apply actually.

Another interesting moment is how Link says he wouldn't spy on Christie. While this is a reasonable choice to not throw his wife under the bus, it's very interesting that he says "it wouldn't be fair". He doesn't say it's out of solid trust. He does say he thinks he knows how she feels but still, the fact that he wouldn't do it because it wouldn't be fair is a very interesting choice of word for me. It's almost like saying, when you give someone your all, you also expect their all in an equal, fair relationship, but when you give someone like, your 50%, it wouldn't be fair to demand their 100%. You know?

In the end, after agreeing with Rhett it's insignificant and that it should be obvious what others feel about him (no it isn't? wtf), Link essentially shoots this down by saying it would be a poor choice, not for the aforementioned arguments, but because perhaps Link would eventually regret learning what others truly feel about him. And somehow I doubt this is about twinkle fingers. It could be about him too but it's not about him first and foremost.

Help!

EBS has this show at Night. It's people. NOT BEARS!!!!!!!! Help! Then i popped in a cart i bought and they're bears. WHTA THE FUCK!!!!!

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Watching the komppi show on EBS. Hope it’s g- WHAT ARE THEY DOING TO HIM. WHAT’S WITH ALL THE BALL JOKES. WHY ARE THEY TAKING KOMPPI’S “BALLS” AWAY. WHAT IS THIS!

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Early Bird Special - Chapter 50/?

Undertale Fanfiction - Please Read the Tags on Ao3

The monsters wonder why they thought humanity could have changed, why they believed a small child's words that their species were not the same evil creatures that they had been thousands of years ago. Why they allowed themselves to hope. As they are torn from loved ones- from family- that's all they can ask themselves. Why.

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You are a nobody, a small-town waitress just trying to get by. You don't expect anything to ever happen to you. But one day you find a man living in a cardboard box behind your diner. No, not a man, a monster. And this monster doesn't have a collar. What's a girl to do?

Chapter One

Chapter Fifty