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I've seen a lot of people talk about how the game doesn't give you any leeway when you play The Dark Urge, how it makes it very clear that Durge was A Bad Person, but I haven't seen it pointed out that Sceleritas seems VERY well versed in gaslighting the hell out of them and steering Durge away from any doubt or guilt in regards to their actions. Makes me think that they've probably had those types of conversations before because Durge actually always had a soft spot, only it got smaller and smaller in time. I have not had the opportunity to see the Heal cutscene yet, but I've got the butler in my camp now and he had some interesting things to say, like
[Durge: Can you tell me the worst thing I ever did?
Sceleritas Fel: There was one time you gave a beggar some coin while we were en route to the Devil's Fee.
Sceleritas Fel: You didn't kick him or spot on him or anything! I was so shocked I almost fainted!
Sceleritas Fel: I still have nightmares about it to this day. But I'm sure you only did so to lower the suspicions of the Flaming Fist. Surely?]
and it struck me because tossing a coin to a beggar is a bit of a thoughtless act isn't it? You don't put much thought into it, you just see someone in need and you do it. Out of empathy, generosity, something The Murder Incarnate should not be capable of. Sceleritas' uncertainty of Durge's reasoning for it totally convinces me it was NOT intentional. A simple act of kindness that slipped out.
ALSO
[Sceleritas Fel: The only way for a Butler to die is if we are not of use to our Master. But you have always needed abundant assistance.]
They always needed abundant assistance. Why? Because they kept slipping out of Bhaal's grasp? We know they did at least once, with Gortash. Maybe it was not the first time, maybe there are more "Letters of Forgiveness" tucked away somewhere.
To me pre-tadpole Durge is just terribly mindbroken and indoctrinated person hooked onto the sense of safety, purpose and acceptance of their dark side that the cultists and their father give them. Yeah they enjoy murder, gore and all that. That's the curse of their blood, but I don't think they were ever entirely consumed by it. Morality, guilt and empathy have always been there on the edge of their mind. Losing their memories (depending on player choices I know, but bear with me) was what they needed for them to be finally brought forward.
#i am very normal about this#its 3 am#i just hate the “inherently bad baddie character” trope sorry#durge is my little meow meow#imagine everyone treating you like a monster all your life because there's something Wrong with you#and then these wackos come along and are like “actually its all good we love you please do more of that”#unconditional acceptance is one hell of a drug lemme tell you#that's exactly how all those repugnant online communities get created#the dark urge#bg3 spoilers#bg3#durge spoilers
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5 hours into Act 3 or Gale gets a new ex ?
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#artwork#baldur's gate 3#bg3#baldurs gate fanart#bg3 durge#durge#dark urge#gale of waterdeep#Astarion#Minthara#shadowheart#I surely did not expect to change of romance but character development baby#my Durge is poor little meow meowing her way out off this#gale x durge#minthara x durge
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My BG3 durge ✨ is it a little basic to have made him a drow? Perhaps. But I don’t care, I love my little murder guy
I wanna actually make a whole painting of him, not just a headshot. This was a warm up 💕
#baldur's gate 3#durge#dark urge#bg3#bg3 fanart#fanart#my art#digital art#digital painting#little meow meow
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Thinking about Astarion's romance with each kind of run and it's like:
GoodTav: I can fix him
EvilTav: I can make him worse
GoodDurge: we can fix each other
EvilDurge: we will make each other and everything around us worse
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[squishing them like a stress toy]
#doodle draws#my ocs#original characters#bg3#baldurs gate 3#Aves#durge Aves#dark urge#digital art#art#I need to play my poor little meow meow more
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shaved head act 3
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why can't i remember
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 durge#the dark urge#du drow#c: thaya#they're my poor little meow meow#yeah it's a repost i had to fix something :')
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I AM SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP and needed to share this beautiful fucking portrait that @cleric4vampire surprised me with of my Durge, Mercy. They're so fucking perfect I'm screeching.
#bat rambles#durge#mercy#I'M SCREAMING AT HOW FUCKING GORGEOUS THIS IS#the little smirk and the claws like#my mischievous little meow meow#they're thinking about how casually they ate that dwarf meat in front of astarion#after he very clearly stated that he found the masticating of human flesh disgusting#ANYWAYS I LOVE THIS SM TYSM i wanted to share it's so fucking pretty
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𝙁𝙧𝙚𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄 𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙙
𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙚, 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙚
🌖🌑🌔
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#shadowheart#tav#bg3 durge#bg3 shadowheart#baldur's gate 3 shadowheart#durge x shadowheart#shadowheart x durge#vp#virtual photography#personal#otp: moonpetal#oc: lilith#my little meow meows 🥺🥺🥺
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durge origin story conclusion (?) has me so wired i could run laps around the neighborhood
(new york voice) GERALT OF RIVIA??!?!??!?!?!? WAS MY SHITTY DAD???!??!?!?!?
#bg3 liveblog#forget goty this is going to be my favorite video game for. well a long time i expect#don't expect coherent thoughts under the cut it's a shitpost. that's all i got rn#anyway durge is my poor little meow meow to end all poor little meow meows now#bg3 spoilers under cut i guess
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my beautiful murderous boy <3
#bg3#durge#savi#i’m 36 hours in and not even done with act one lol#savi is already my little meow meow i’m obsessed w him 🥰#i keep switching between the hair styles cause i like them both and i like using the ‘down’ hair for camp scenes#posting this mainly for myself but if anyone cares he is a gloomstalker ranger and it’s actually such a fun class to play#also WHY do all the player characters have resting serving face it’s so funny 😭#and in my mind he is full drow instead of half but all the male drow faces are so ugly 😭😭 and i cant mod it cause i play on xbox 😭
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they r so girlypop [LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER]
#actually progging this wip. amazing#bg3#astarion#durge#art wip#pls excuse the wm I drew on my phone w my finger LOL#lotus ocs#lilistarion#little meow meow tag
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Durge and his sister !! DJDJDH the babies I love them sm!!
His adopted sister and mama were elves and raised him
Until the incident happened😨
But look at him!! Isn’t he a cutie?^^
#art#oc art#sketches#sketch art#oc#bg3 tav#bg3 bhaalspawn#tav bg3#bg3 durge#bg3 oc#bg3#baldur’s gate iii#oc sketch#cutie patootie#my little meow meow
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A Tale of Two BG 3 Astarionmance Protags
Nyreen - Bard, Chaotic Good
Sweetly offers Astarion a shoulder to lean on. Plays him silly ditties and makes up terrible rhymes about his anatomy under the stars. Annoys him whenever he becomes too depressed or maudlin.
Keres - Assassin/Warlock, The Dark Urge
Flailing mess, trying desperately to be clever, totally unable to sleep, clinging to the one person not completely (openly) turned off by her desire to devour human flesh, suggested history of necrophilia, and compulsive need to collect all the cheese wheels. Wildly slurping blood (hers? his?) off his fingers as he bites her neck every single night.
#two protagonists#bg3#bg 3#bg3 durge#bg3 tav#nyreen the drow#keres the dark urge drow#these two crack me up#keres is a pathetic little meow meow#she's resisting#mostly#very much “you're my monster” vs “I could be your monster”
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tavs/durges <3
#art#i finally finished their refs lol#astrid was my first tav n they were my galemancer...... silly firbolg bard fella Not having a good time#ingrid is my dragonborn/elf pally shes in a polycule with shart wyll and vanya and shes just a himbo golden retriever at heart#judith was my vampkisser hes a tiefling durge and hes a wild magic sorc so of course its a given that he loves bad ideas#lastly vanya is my poor little meow meow drow whos never done anything wrong ever :)#shes a warlock of bhaal that later becomes a warlock of jergal#shes also dating karlach n ingrid#nudity
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The Dark Urge is my little meow meow that takes intrusive thoughts to the natural extreme and I love them and relate to them so much for it. Yes king fantasize about brutally murdering everyone around you then outwardly do the opposite and help the very people you wanna murder. Yes go off king about fearing your own knife hand moving on its own, me too frfr.
Dark Urge has OCD and PTSD and hella trust and abandonment issues, (my Durge has BPD because I have BPD and it gives me WILD thoughts sometimes) their intrusive thoughts have teeth and when those thoughts win there are grave consequences, they can choose to embrace the bloodlust or recoil with revulsion and fight against it with every muscle in their body. I am kissing them on the forehead as they tear out my insides, my extremely traumatized murder child.
They absolutely have PTSD from things They did in the past, due to the warring thoughts in their mind, the grain of morality reviling the bloodshed while the rest of their mind relished in it.
To be a bloodthirsty, apathetic, sadistic killing machine and then actively choose with every breath to choose kindness and gentleness and resist the Urge. The amount of violence it took for them to become this gentle.
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#this is why i main the dark urge in baldur's gate 3#durge#dark urge#razz rambles#character analysis
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