#def not even mad about it
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this is for, like, the handful of ppl who know my history of my rpf fic being discovered by the ppl it was written about which has happened in almost every fandom i've been in, but if you thought i might be immune from that now that i'm in a huge non-rpf mcyt fandom space where i'm writing non-rpf fic, you're wrong lmao. thanks falsie ilu. XD
#how is my silly little fic in the middle of a sea of beautiful fanart. like#all bc the water's haunted on hermitcraft this season#and ofc rivers come from a briefcase why wouldn't they#def not even mad about it#i love that fic a lot#ty for the boost falsie <3#i'm glad you liked it enough to add it to your queue <3#and yes posting here bc this is where all you comedy rpf ppl are :P#you know what i've been through XD
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i've been trying so hard to get along with my brother-in-law but oh my god my sister's type of men are sooooo exhausting
#yes we are back to venting it's just one of those weeks#it's kind of aggravating how patronizing he is and how he looks at the way someone lives and has like. 50 suggestions no one asked him for#and i did seriously consider his suggestions but they're all so redundant and dumb#and he's such a typical stem dudebro who thinks every other job in the world except his is easy#<- not even saying my job is hard it's just. he was so dismissive about tv anchoring - one of the most flustering environments to work in#and i know it's a stupid thing to get mad about but i'm sick of him i can't believe he's staying here a whole week#he's got such an air of 'i'm right and everyone else is stupid' that it makes me feel so anxious and small around him#this is not even touching the fact that him and my sister make each other WORSE#actually i have more to say:#i hate that he doesn't care about hurting my mother's feelings & he's def picked this behaviour up bc my sister doesnt care abt her feeling#and just. WHAT has my mother done to deserve this. she's a people pleaser this is going to KILL her and i hate that#eat your fucking vegetables like a grown ass man you're not in your mother's house!!!!!
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harbinger voice lines..............
#yes i should have been in bed two hours ago but we're going through it#this week i will be mentally unwell because of this fuckign video game#miscellaneous#me editing the pre-arle note on my fic: im so sorry i did not fully predict her right please dont be mad#//spoilers for her voice lines#but i do love that she fucking detests dottore and thinks pantalone is full of shit#even if i wrote her more sympathetic toward them in the fic#like her hating them would change the entire context of the chapter so i dont want to attempt to edit it. like the story is done#gah i knew this would happen. and now im at the point where i just need to sit and bear my inaccuracies but it's Hard#it's why i def dont want to write any more fanfic until we get more details about these fuckers#because i hate being wrong ;o;#and i hate getting attached to my 'wrong' headcanons#at least everything we know about pantalone so far fits with what i wrote#now im rambling i need to get the fuck to bed
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did you ever post your thoughts on shishido on here ??
if i did i dont think i said anything major beyond 'hes neat :)'
#snap chats#so funny though i was thinking of drawing shishido over the weekend#obviously i. didnt. but i still very much like his design#i have an outfit based off his white pants one and its one of my faves so needless to say i do think hes drippy at least#it was also really goofy doing set pieces where he was a partner cause he was just as much of a threat as enemies were 💀💀#it was funny tho i was a fan i couldnt even be mad#shishido as a chara tho ..... yeah i still think he was neat#the twist at the end was probably the goofiest thing i ever seen but the series has done goofier#plus if there was any way to reveal a character was going to betray the cast im glad it was cause he was making a tiktok 💀💀#him getting Monster House'd and then coming out the cement pit was also goofy but i respect it#shishido and tsuruno's actors are adorable if anything im a huge fan of those two and seeing posts second hand from twitter lejalkaej#i forgot tsuruno's name for a minute though so idk what that says about how much i like tsuruno#WHICH IS WACK CAUSE I REALLY DO LOVE TSURUNO THO LMAO def my fave alongside akame from gaiden#im sorry king idk how i forgot you my memory's bad though we've established this#funny enough im wearing my outfit inspod by tsuruno's outfit today ... goofy timing all this is ...#oh god i got terribly off topic. point is Shishido Neat idk what the daidoji gon do with him but. fingers crossed#fingers crossed its nothing terrible bros been through enough vlekrjla#him proceeding to give his tragic backstory to kiryu Who Could Not Give One is still top ten funniest moments ever
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still fuming over an argument i had months ago.. anouther chillllll its ok for other people to be incorrect, ok? its ok for them to randomly accuse you of a personality disorder and then publicly shit on you for being offended. its fine bro. old news.
#some ppl u will NOT seek out but would def get in a fistfight with if u happened to pass by each other again#sorry i be holding mad grudges#you do something mean once and i will be eternally hostile if you dont apologize and wary if you do#like idk yk its not right to let people think they can walk all over you and still be entitled to your civility and kindness#and some actions are so horrible you'll seek a fight to the death about it#and others youre like. meh. objectively this isnt as big a deal as other shit i went thru. would set ur car on fire if i walked past it tho#like IT DEPENDS!#sometimes ill just drop it if its w a friend and we 'made up' but a lot of times ppl dont rly apologize/try to change their cruel actions#so theres resentment even without the fight#or hearing someone talk about doing similar to what they did to me to someone else. i thought u were past that. whats wrong w u.#idk i distrust people who are nice to u in the moment but fully traumatize someone else who was kinda rude to them#bc what if *i* miss too many social cues? are u gonna try to get me arrested or sum? jfc#at least when i actively seek revenge its not for lil things like rudeness or even bigger things like purposeful insults#but yea most ppl i dislike i refrain from bothering. but if they bother me thats their mistake#if you throw the first punch i WILL always get the last.#but yea anyway fuck that person
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2023 reads // twitter thread
The Paradox Hotel
about a woman who runs security at a time travel hotel for the wealthy, who is unstuck from time - but stays there for the memory-glimpses of her dead girlfriend
when the time travel technology is about to get privatized and mega-rich guests are arriving for the auction, more things start to get unstuck, and there’s a dead body only she can see
grief, ghosts, & dinosaurs
#The Paradox Hotel#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#i enjoyed this overall!#the MC is very…..snarky and sarcastic in a way that felt like it was trying to be quirky#however as i predicted there are so many reviews incessantly mad about that fact and like -#‘i would rather read about an even-tempered well mannered person’ ahjfgajhfgjds are you fr#if she were a man nobody would bat an eye. in fact thinking about it she is written just like ur average smartass snarky dude protag#anyway#me starting the audiobook: oh no this is narrated by that VA who always has at least one character she does an annoying deep voice for#early in the book: this is my ai assistant it has a new zealand accent. me: oh no………….#of course. it is the combination of both those. (also not a very good accent. it just sounds weirdly deep and also pronounces vowels weird)#anyway overall; it’s fun! im not obsessed with it#(well it's not all 'fun' there's def mental health and grief stuff.....but yknow)#respect the eternal lesbians tho
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this just in. i do not freaking care about tr*vis hackett
#do i owe majority of it to the creepy thirsty fandom with shitty ass t*d raimi? yes.#but at the same time everyone else is better im sorry. until dawn made me care about my playables#and that carried over to tq. those are my BABIES. i will make choices that make them happiest#i do not give a hoot about cop guy. ill give him that hes funny w max and laura SOMETIMES but eugh idc what he does he is yucky#and i def have a lot of turn off from how many people think he's the best ever/thirst mad hard like.. ew#u cant say hes the best when dylan lenivy is right there sorry#like even as a max and emma stan. i know they're underrated. but everyone loves dylan. so to see travis blow away every other counselor#in polls with dylan included. im just like????? hello?
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Still thinking about that cowboy (not being gay guys trust me. Trust me. (Still putting him through emotional turmoil) (idk I think I can cook up some interesting stuff about tssm shocker ) (they don’t give us much?(but tbh my memory is a bit blurry, I gotta go rewatch) (but also merc electro au stuff teehee ) (anyways thinking thinking )(<ended up actually rambling in tags )
#never let a mf ramble in his main post he has no idea what he’s saying#anyways hey guys rambling down here#idk curious about the whole bar situation#and like the manage guy who takes over when shocker isn’t there#Gaxton? or smt idk#but like hmmm wonder what their relationship is like#because like if I remeber correctly gaxton pretty easily switch’s to work for goblin#even though shocker is associated with tombstone/hammerhead#so like hmmmmm#wonder how the trust works between them#also I think at some time when molten man burns down shocker’s bar like gaxton mentions shocker would get mad once he heard about this#I think. maybe I imagined it but like#agrhrhrhhh#idk I want to know more about this guy and his relationships esepcially considering he’s more involved in the criminal underground#liek agrhrhrh agrhr#tempted to tag this but argh shy as hell#but erm yeah. idk I have thoughts about him#should def rewatch his eps#voltrix rambles
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If anyone needs me I’ll be thinking about spider & quinni being secret friends
#heartbreak high#no this wouldn’t make sense in canon#but it’s real to me#I love them#I just think he’d show his vulnerability with her & she’d never push it yk?#like they text about her comic books and he talks about how he used to read superhero comics as a kid and rlly liked them#and they both get all excited about it (spiders neurodivergent fight me)#but when they see each other in school and they don’t talk at lunch or whatever quinni isn’t mad#I just think they’d understand each other#and I def think spider would help quinni with advice about girls. like real advice not bs guy shi yk#spider heartbreak high#quinni heartbreak high#spider white#quinni gallagher jones#quinni & spider#<<will be filling that tag#even if I’m the only one who sees them as besties
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idk. picky eater rights. im coming to your events and turning my picky bitch nose up at your fancy ass desserts you spent a bajillion hours working over in the kitchen and asking if i can find like a basic ass brownie with no extra flairs or ingredients or steps or whatever the fuck. cry about it. stop trying to feed me
#toy txt post#they gotta have some picky eater bitches be the judges on those food competition shows i stg#sorry for committing the unforgivable sin of my tastebuds didnt enjoy the food you made. it was intended as a personal slight actually#i am trying to offend you for real. yeah. thats definitely whats happening. god/sssss#like god irl if i dont like food you made ill try to be fuckin gracious about it buf dont fucking get mad at me for like. idk. prepping my#own foods you percieve as worth less or whatever the fuck. ppl are so fucking weird about food.#honestly guy on prev post didnt even dislike the cake it sounded like but was just experiencing the human emotion of disappointment#when the little specific joy he was looking forward too was not what he expected. if she had asked him 'do you mind if i make a similar cake#that is not the exact same as the one you asked for? maybe he wouldve been fine cos he wouldnt have been looking forward to that specific#thing. OR maybe he wouldve said if youre not going to make this very specific one im looking forward to then dont bother i dont want you#wasting the time and effort and then she wouldnt have been mad. or maybe she wouldve. ppl do get weird about that kind of thing#maybe saying that wouldve been a crime too. guess that dumb asshole shouldve shut up and eaten his stupid cake and enjoyed it and said#nothing. a recipe for happiness#anyway. hot take ig stop putting nuts in desserts. alllergy havers will prolly thank you but you know who else will thank you?#every day i see takes about food that make me think i really should be more of a picky bitch eater on maim to knock yall pretentious#food fuckers down a peg tbh. every day i resist the urge but god how yall test me. let me be the judge on a cooking show.#weird assholes who are rude abt ppl having allergies or sensory issues: come here. im going to break you#anyway more of us picky bitches who are picky just for like. casual reasons. we should he loud picky bitches on main. if a cook or baker or#whatever can accommodate my picky bitch ass thats difficult to feed for no reason we can be sure they can accommodate allergy havers#and ppl w medical restricted diets. if they can be gracious about me just not vibing w the food then they can def be gracious about more#sensitive reasons. yea i could choke down the food i dont like probably. it wouldnt make me throw up or send me to the hospital. but why#should i? if youre an asshole to me about simply not liking your shit then why the hell would i feel safe disclosing medical info to your#bitch ass? why would i trust you to follow it? and not try to sneak some shit in bc you think you know better about food?#anyway#picky eater rights. let ppl be picky for no apparent reason. cos the ppl who have uwu Good Valid Reasons(tm) dont fucking owe you that#explanation
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dude there's straight up drugs in this album
#going so unbelievably insane rn. shdsjhfkdsjfkhdjlafjdhfghjd#pandemonium! i want it funny now!! don't look at me i'm just too dumb!!! why am i so tiny and why am i so mad!!!! SGFDSJDJHGSJ!!!!!!!#def a headphones album and bitches Love a headphones album (its me i'm bitches)#and v tasty percussion. you know it's good percussion when it immediately sends me into a regret spiral about picking trumpet over drums#but also i was stimming so fucking hard bro that's some fullbody percussion my dude. [chef's kiss] Magnifique#tbqh this album hit me right in the high school bone as a whole. maybe man is going straight to the [redacted] playlist#and it even had a song i straight up could not listen to after i heard like 3 lines. and i mean that in a good way#hrrhgk. Thots and Pheelings#nebular.txt
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have some fellas
#my art#my ocs#lidkaer#first two started as anatomy practice. last one wanted to draw some of the adults as teens (around 14 there)#they would never been able to meet each other as teens#imri is 158 nerium is around fifteen years younger. eimy is in her mid-fifties and ethan is 34#thinking about a AU where theyre all 14 together. their backstory mostly unchanged and them having to hang out together for reasons..#the chaos of that. young upper middle class rich entitled and mad ethan meeting 'im not even a real person' nerium 'i can hear life' imri#and eimy going Through It. i wonder which one would start the fight#ethan would loose against the three magic problem children obviously#though if he's lucky and fast enough he could def win against imri. but only in this context. in the current story theres no way#ive put too much thoughts in this oh no this is going to be real thing
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feeling like my friends secretly hate me at it's not even 9pm
#been feeling this way since the weekend....#helped my pregnant friend move and couldn't shake the feeling she was upset abt the way i was packing her stuff even tho i checked with her#but she wasn't giving any directions i had to make choices lol#and i got a lot done but idk#her husband said she wasn't upset just feeling terrible w morning sickness#also i offered to bring a meal by several times and she keeps putting me off#and then my mom got her some maternity clothes and she didn't even say thank you#and i asked if that made her uncomfortable and she just kind of laughed but didn't say no#she basically hasnt given a straight answer about anything in weeks#idk she has no actual reason to be upset and i know she's not feeling well but she's been acting sooo weird#it makes me feel liks she's mad at me :(#even my mom's feelings were hurt abt the clothes#so that's just confirming for me its not in my head even tho ik it probably is#anyway i hate feeling like this#we're not lile suuuper close and she's been so weird i dont want to bring it up#esp since she's not feeling well and has a lot going on and real problems lol#anyway :(#this has been a shitpost#if we were closer i would def tell her she hurt my mom's feelings at least#also my brother and i were like the only people in the friend group to show up to help them move#so that should buy forgiveness for packing stuff wrong or whatever#like we had to just get stuff packed they had barely packed and all that was left was miscellaneous stuff#and it took forever even tho we tried to be efficient and get through as much as possible quickly#but im worried she felt like we were judging the mess idk
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really hate those posts for new users that are like... "Likes Are Fucking Useless !!!! Never Like Posts !!!" bc uhhh I actually love it when ppl like a post I made lol
#maybe im just built different 💅#but fr ppl have always liked posts here and it def serves a purpose ??#its cool to acknowledge when someone shares smth even if u dont also wanna share the thing#its also like.. oh rad im not actually alone on this miserable earth~ but without having to get into a whole convo about it#also also.. feels mad cringe to be crying about smth on here and know ppl are seeing it but then are just scrolling past it lol#will prob delete this v soon bc making a post that smth actually in the body is making me nervous but didnt want just a mile of tags on it
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For that ask meme: a mix of AAAAAAAAAA and Seafoam (idk why)
mostly accurate actually :) except i dont cry that often
#i am def in a pretty constant state of AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i also once went on a nature walk w my family and i was in the peak of my mental health crash (like. what? bit over half a year ago now?)#and basically#i just went silent. 3 hours#no noise#my mom my brother and my dad all had very different ideas on what was going on#my dad thought it was because i was trans and afraid to tell them (which like. thanks for ur concern but that wasnt the issue at the time)#my mom thought it was either me being suicidal and afraid to speak bc then i would say it or it was just a choice#my brother thought i was being bitchy for no reason#the weird thing is i didnt just suddenly shut up#for like 20 some-odd minutes before i was getting mad overwhelmed with them being loud and talky and i just slowly got more quiet#even when i did talk i was barely speaking above a whisper which i didnt quite get even then#it really solidified that i was not going to speak when i just kinda went ahead of them and sat on a riverbank to just chill in the sand an#not quite cry but i certainly felt like doing so#and i was like i am so out of energy. i cannot. im just tired and i want to be alone and vibe and not have to be on this long nature walk#but i couldnt explain that to my parents bc. well. i couldnt talk#i tried to about 3 or so hours in and i genuinely dont know why but i was terrified and couldnt even make like a small word. just a small#squeak#my mom was getting mad/scared and i was having a shit time and it was. it was an event ill give it that#anyways#this was a rant thing i wasnt expecting to go on today but like- yeah. now u know of the time i just Could Not Speak for 3-5 hours
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#scuse me while i have a literal breakdown by my new hair stylist RUINED my hair so badly it will take MONTHS to grow it back and fix it#then i got on a bus only to be berated and harassed for using a cane 'while so young'#and referring to myself as disabled bc 'i dont like that word u shouldnt use it' and they wouldnt stop even when asked / i moved seats#then miss the second bus due to the ensuing anxiety attack i had#then tried to get on third bus only to find out they moved the stop several streets over which i cant walk#so now ive had to add a fourth or even fifth bus into the mix bc i cant afford a cab rn#i....i am going to get home and collapse. for real. i want to curl up in a ball and cry and die.#i am just. so tired and upset and defeated ugh#and also FILLED WITH RAGE about my hair. bc the woman heard me saying 'no dont do that!' and DID IT ANYWAY#and changed my hairline by like 2 inches#and its gonna take at least 4 months to grow back enough i can fix it. she basically fuckin scalped me. i am so angry and so embarrassed#i look awful. thank FUCK its in the back mostly so i can hide it under hats which i usually wear anyway#but now i HAVE to wear hats for at least 4 months. jfc.#so. fucking. mad. def never going back for a haircut again#will do the dye there bc theyre the ONLY salon that will order in that brand#but will be going elsewhere for hair cuts. so fucking mad ugH#she was so rude too wtf#what an awful fucking day#Ducky's Terrible Horrible No Good Very Bad Day
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