It is taking every fiber of my being not to binge through the rest of this podcast as fast as I can. It’s really good. Just got onto s3
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Floral composition of a nightmare
(First attempt to ornament)
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can i get loop spinner pumped directly into my bloodstream k thanks
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realized i never saw anyone draw rock with a big brain even tho he knows everything so imma be the first
he belongs in a jar for those dead fetuses
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The Fishbowl
Dreams can never sleep
like living things do
who close their eyes and melt between
the waking and the dreaming:
their passage is safe and easy as breathing.
For a dream, it’s not that way.
For a dream, it’s like squeezing through a vein
and sometimes it clots
and no counting sheep
no warm milk or weary eyes
can soothe a nightmare home.
A murderer has the respite of sleep,
sanctuary from any corporeal crime.
Babies dream with a gluttony
and mourners drink
until troubled thoughts
form a lullaby.
Rats and cats and hares can sleep
but for the King of Sleep
dreaming rests like the heavy weight of a crown.
100 years is a very long time
when you’re imprisoned in body
and waking mind.
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Thought we were doing well on PlasEx this time around and that there might not be any complications! But alas, today my veins just did not want to be co-operative. Ended up with all 3 nurses gathered around me trying to find a vein that was strong enough to hold a return needle. It was like they were playing a video game together, swapping the scanner between them and plenty of back seat driving. (Go left! No, go right. Down a bit, up a bit! There! That one!)
But as soon as they found one it would immediately collapse back down again.
They eventually found one but god it took so long I thought they were just gonna send me home...
You're meant to stay relaxed during the process so that it can be easier but that is NO easy feat let me tell you!
Still, I always feel so much better after a PlasEx it's remarkable. Really feeling the benefits this time in particular although that might just be because I'm getting over COVID and that made everything so much worse for so long.
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