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Reblog this and tell me in the notes what you are currently reading and what you think of it so far
#i'm in a semi reading slump and having other people talk about books helps with motivation#and i am also a curious creature#bookblr#booklr#reading#cris speaks#the---hermit
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Do I have a very shadowbanned account? Probably, or maybe I am just a trashy account (which isn't far from the truth because all of this is chaos)
Did I create a side blog for my history/folklore/pantheons/archeology content? Yes. Will it flop? Most lokely. Do I care? A little bit, sometimes I get sad but also I do shit anyways.
Here is the new account @thehistorianrants I have one post up already. If you enjoy it, feel free to follow and if it's not much to ask plsss show some love there. History is one of the few topics I can feel connected to people - due to my extreme social inadequacy - and I'd love to discuss history with anyone who also wants to share things.
#cris speaks#history#historical facts#mythology#archeology#folklore#folk tales#horror#horror stories#cryptid
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i've been mostly too sick to leave the house over the last few weeks and I'm caught up with the more important readings for class so all I've been doing has been playing bg3 and writing fic about it which means that now it's gonna be the only thing in my brain once I re-enter society and I'm. very afraid of being so so boring... sorry can only think about the moral complexity of pixel people pls still be my friends
#cris speaks#some of it might be depression but I'm gaslighting myself into thinking it cannot be#mostly headaches and being very sleepy=flu#i am scared tho my non-fandom friends will not like me once I open my mouth and nothing comes out
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old man dean winchester . old grumpy man with wrinkles and he’s gotten chubby and . and his hair is graying salt n pepper looking and …he he needs glasses to read and he wakes up early to journal and he does those old man groans when he stands up and his back hurts when he works on the car too long and but he couldn’t be HAPPIER
#i wanna die#i’m schriveling up into nothing#he never got to GROW OLD.#someone has to PAY FOR THIS!!!#dean winchester#dw#supernatural#spn#cris speaks
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i need to read something incredibly lesbian right now 😔
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on twitter, a viral thread started where people around the world shared their translations of “If I must die”, the last work of Dr Refaat Alareer also known as "the voice of Gaza". A beloved poet, teacher and life-long activist for Palestine, he was recently assassinated along with members of his extended family by a targeted Israeli air strike. His loss leaves a hole in the heart of palestinians all over the world.
Below the cut, I’ll be posting the translations of his poem, with links to the original posts. Unfortunately, tumblr limits posts to a maximum of 30 images. I will update when I can.
Arabic (Refaat’s mother tongue)
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2. Spanish
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3. Irish
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4. Dutch
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5. Greek
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6. German
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7. Vietnamese
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8. Tagalog
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9. Serbian
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10. Japanese
and the traditional japanese calligraphy version
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11. Nepali
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12. Tamil
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13. Bosnian
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14. Indonesian
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15. Romanian
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16. Italian
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17. Albanian
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18. Urdu
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19. Turkish
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20. Polish
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21. Norwegian
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22. Galician
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23. Swedish
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24. Jawi
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25. Bengali
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26. Russian
#probably one of the most beautiful threads to ever grace twitter's rotten husk of a platform#i really earnestly almost cried#when people say the world stands with palestine#they mean they speak with palestine as well#israel murders palestinian poets to silence their voice. their culture. their lifeblood#in response the world amplifies his voice tenfold#but what a loss#what an unforgivable loss#i hope it is some consolation to those who loved refaat that his words are now immortalised in languages all over the world#that he has united so many people in their pursuit of palestinian freedom#please please please feel free to add your own translations onto the post in reblogs#i just havent seen anything about this thread on tumblr yet#im just the messenger#palestine will be free#the words of refaat alareer will be immortalised#and his students will carry on his legacy#ah but it is almost 5am and i havent slept#when i wake up i will add more#free palestine#israel#refaat alareer#rest in peace
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crowley, drunk off his ass: and i was yk just some fucked up soul born in cold and rain but he was my fucking sunlight or whatever
hozier, frantically writing on a napkin: HHHMMMM TELL ME MORE
#hozier is INSANELY azicrow coded and i am going feral over the implications that crowley heard the lines 'if the heavens ever did speak she#the last true mouthpiece' LIKE EXCUSE ME?????????#'u called me angel for the first time my heart leapt from me' and crowley cries himself to sleep#'heaven is not fit to house a love like u and i' and crowley projectile vomits onto the floor#'it cant be unlearned i have known the warmth of your doorways' 'i slithered here from eden just to hide outside ur door' 'though i burn how#could i fall when i am lifted by every word u say to me' and his ass is GONE he has EXPLODED#good omens#inefabble husbands#good omens s2#good omens season 2#azicrow#hozier#crowley#aziraphale
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i can't see people's bio on mobile anymore since the latest update???
#i know i know shameful of me to be on mobile#anyways. is this something that happens to anyone else?#cris speaks
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Neil Gaiman is so funny like. "The whole of creation is about to end but the only two beings who can save it are caught up in a nasty divorce" nobody is doing it like him.
#“please mister crowley if you two just used the power of love to-” “i would rather see it all end in a puddle of GOO#than speak to that Angel ever AGAIN“#then he cries in the bathroom at Pret#good omens
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Flowey’s so funny and has me so fucked up like he’s a talking flower. He tries to kill you upon your first interaction. He is ten years old. He is damaged beyond repair. He’s a flower named Flowey. He’s become friends with every single character. He’s killed all of them countless times. He knows everything about everyone. He doesn’t care anymore. He takes care of his mom when she can’t take care of herself. He’s killed her before. He doesn’t care if you kill her. He thinks she’s trying to replace him. He just wants to be himself again. He wants to destroy everything. He hates you. You’re the only one who understands him. He wants his best friend back. He’s terrified of them. He believes in kill or be killed because he died by giving mercy to the wrong person. He believes himself to be the wrong person. He doesn’t understand when you show him that kindness he showed others, even when you know he could kill you for it. He’s tried every route. He asks you if you have anything better to do when you try to do the same. He’s a direct reflection of the player. He’s a fucking talking flower named flowey and his only voice line is by Ronald McDonald and his officially licensed plush does a little dance for you
#‘Flowey would listen to i bet on losing dogs by Mitski and cry until he throws up and Chara calls him cringe from beyond the grave’#-me to my friend when I ranted about this last night#he has me so fucked up like oh my god#how is the best character a fucking talking flower#I love undertale’s writing so much like it’s mastered minimal evidence giving away the biggest parts of characters#i can analyze him i can study him under a microscope#i can put him in a terrarium with a sticky note that says gay baby jail you know#he has me SO fucked up#flowey#flowey the flower#asriel#asriel dreemurr#I’m talking about flowey btw not asriel i know they’re the same person but not to me#like how i consider little baby me and fucked up 13 year old me different people#asriel sits on the playground and cries when nobody wants to play warrior cats with him#and flowey sits in the back of classrooms and answers ‘life is MEANINGLESS’ to every question#not speaking from experience ofc (im lying)#love my edgy flower *puts a magnifying glass up to him and notes how fucked up he is*#i think more characters need to be fucked up beyond repair#undertale#utdr#character analysis
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dare i say the cutest and prettiest guy ever
#hwang hyunjin#hyunjin#stray kids#bystay#createskz#staysource#malegroupsnet#a9gifs#*gif#*ccarly#*hyunjin#*carly:hyunjin#obsessed w this vid and his lil baby voice when he speaks english...god#i almost cried fr#i just need to loop at this hyunjin on loop#*hits
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past me did such a great job with working on the materials for my philosophy exam I am so ahead of schedule it's amazing
#giving my past self a big pat on the shoulder#this means i am definitely getting the whole weekend to rest i am so exctited!!!#i cannot wait to do absolutely nothing#my therapist would be so proud of me#cris speaks#the---hermit
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SPEAK NOW (TAYLOR'S VERSION) | July 7th, 2023
I recorded this album when I was 32 (and still growing up, now) and the memories it brought back filled me with nostalgia and appreciation. For life, for you, for the fact that I get to reclaim my work. Thank you a million times, for the memories that break our fall.
#taylor swift#tswiftedit#tswiftgif#speak now#speak now taylor’s version#userelena#userleah#I love all the vault tracks#but ngl#TIMELESS fucks me up real bad#I cried so ugly like. 30 seconds in#I mean I love every Taylor eras but what makes Speak Now so magical#it's this kind of whimscal wistful songwriting#and the country melodies...she killed it
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public announcement that I will no longer be the bigger person. I've been big for long enough! officially in my petty and spiteful era <3
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I like bloodweave. Okay. But I DON'T like the version of them in fanfic where Astarion is a dick and Gale is like. Whining and pleading for him to be emotionally vulnerable (or just. Nice to him) prior to the relationship being established. Because that is just not accurate. Gale needs the player to express interest in him during his weave-teaching scene before he even considers hitting on them properly. Gale is entirely resigned to his fate and needs someone else to pull him away from it. Gale only starts being sweet and romantic and devoted after you accept his love confession and give him hope for the future. Gale says fuck all and then slinks away to cry privately if you break up with him.
Like he isn't chasing after people lmao. He isn't dropping to his knees and crying about anything much less this dickhead he met a week ago. He is overwhelmingly passive about literally everything personal to him up to and including his own death (provided there are no casualties/there is a good reason) until after the player expresses that they care about him. Astarion is not doing that in any of these fics.
Like Gale is friendly and a dork and doesn't wanna get murdered but he fully has a suicide plan. He thought the artefacts would help him survive but he didn't believe he'd ever truly live again. If Gale confessed and Astarion said/did like one (1) mean thing afterward Gale's romance is closed off forever. He's wandering into the forest to cry. He's killing himself immediately. His fragile ego and self worth can't take it. You have to understand that when we joke about him being pathetic it's not bc he's like. Sopping wet and chasing people down and begging for a scrap of attention. It's because he craves affection but would literally rather die than ask or even hope for it until someone else forces that hope back into his serotonin-deficient tadpole brain.
#i feel like u can tell when a bloodweave fic is written by an astarion stan vs a gale stan lol#because the astarion stans are just using gale as a vessel for like. their sopping wet meow meow#who screams and cries until astarion becomes emotionally vulnerable with them#which gale would not do. realistic bloodweave is astarion tries to fuck him in act 1 and he refuses because of the orb#and then astarion is like “boo what the fuck. change of plans” and gale is like “okay” and they never speak of it again lol#anyway#please god the gale characterisation in this place. half of you make him the soppiest most pathetic loser and the other half make him evil#he's not ACTUALLY a loser. when i joke about it the reason its funny is because its not true#hes just a regular guy with depression lol. hes not out here debasing himself begging for some old twink to care abt him#bg3#gale dekarios#bloodweave#gale of waterdeep#does this make sense. i havent slept#i just mean that if you want gale to be sappy he needs to have like. prior assurance that his feelings are reciprocated#because if he doesnt have that and astarion is a dick to him he WILL just give up on the relationship#like hes not hunting people down after they deliberately upset him. i see so many fics where they create tension by lime#*like#having astarion openly fuck someone else after establishing a sort-of relationship with gale. for the drama#like hey. gale fully dumps you if you do that in game!! you have no way to convince him not to. he will dump astarion for that permanently
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