How I imagine Nancy sleeping in Eska's cfdau Nancy pov

so. um. like. what if the nancy pov was as long as the cfdau

top 5 memorable ronance fic scenes?

OOF. Okay. Listen. So. Some of these are smutty because that is what is memorable to me I guess lol.

5. The entire @lesbianlotties ronance gun smut.

4. Not A Scene exactly but the tension of the framing of @eskawrites CFDAU via the interview sections. Its sort of one scene broken up across a lot of scenes, right? But just the foreshadowing and the way those scenes controlled the momentum of that fic.

3. This is a weird one but the drunk nancy ronance hookup from @ronanception Robin POV side story for Architect. It's so upsetting and sad but it's so real and important to the reading of the main story for me!

2. Just the entirely of Eska's Werewolves one shot. The closing in feeling of the basement until its just Nancy and her feelings and the safety and warmth of it and the littleness and bigness of every part of it. Just a perfect story to me.

Again not one scene but the alleyway head and then Nancy's subsequent "If you wanted to be the one on your knees in that alley" phone call from @monstrous-femme In Her Hips. This is always floating around in my brain somewhere.

They're sisters your honor - Nancy and Max bts of (@eskawrites) Erathia

bts of Nancy with Max and Dustin in (@eskawrites 's) Erathia

psssst wanna talk about the Erathia/cfdau Nancy chin scar? -Eska

*laughs, rubs faces, gets up to stretch* YOU already know this hehehrsshdjf

Alright, I take it back these are not simple. I am sorry.

My Erathia 4 nonsense -

OG Erathia 4 feat. Flayed!Moss w/ Tenar backstab, in post cfdau - For this film, intense method actor, Henry Creel is cast to be the EVIL BIG BAD VECNA. Everyone hates him, he's creepy, often wears the stupid bucket on his head, and if not that he finds some one-eyed mask. Nancy and Henry have an amazing tension, are competitive, and push each other's skills. They take learning to sword fight seriously and it's kinda scary to watch. In the big final battle between Tenar & Ged vs. Vecna, it's the crew Dustin, Nancy, and Henry. Robin, Steve, and Max have the day off since their characters are deliberately kept from helping Tenar and Ged by Vecna. With this being the last scene between Tenar and Vecna, the two just go all out, 110%. Unfortunately, this leads to Henry accidentally cutting Nancy's face with a dulled but still real sword. There is a moment when they realize what's happened, but from all their practice, they developed subtle nonverbal cues, and signals to continue the scene. Everyone is stunned and just lets the two get to a good break in the duel before intervening. Nancy fusses to leave her face be for continuity. Ultimately lets her face scar as a feck you to the media and tabloids. She's tired of trying to maintain being perfect and everything they push onto her. Insert cfdau Nancy POV angst about reconnecting with the character and seeing a stronger woman in the mirror, something something. Robin is FURIOUS upon hearing this. The battle turns out amazing but Robin seethes whenever she sees the clip of Nancy getting hurt.

Erathia 4 VARIANT 1/? (FLAYED!Tenar AU AU) - A what-if that I LOVE. I really have committed crimes against Erathia and her people for this one. ANYWAY, a key difference between Moss and Tenar being mind-flayed is that Vecna lets Moss have some control and puppets her as needed. Whereas with Tenar, Vecna has one shot, and KNOWS he has to lock her down. He must have absolute control bc he's awful. I imagine poor Tenar gets basically put in a dark mind prison (think the void Eleven goes in the show). Her body becomes Vecna's Nazgul. Brutal, emotionless, too quiet (only heard by her armor), is always staring, always watching, just creepy as hell. When Lark and CO go to confront and begin their plan to separate Vecna and Tenar, Vecna decides to give a show of power. Using a knife he cuts Tenar's face and receives no reaction from her. (GOD I HATE HIM. I LOVE TO HATE HIM).

Listen I love dramatics and I have a long commute everyday to think about this stuff.

I made my oatmilk hot chocolate in my cat mug, and now it's time to read the newest chapter of Eska's Nancy pov from the cfdau

chapter seven of our hearts know deeper seasons than our memories is up! y'all were waiting for the nancy angst, now you got the nancy angst

“You’re not Robin,” Max says. “Very observant of you.” It comes out harsher than she means it to. Nancy sets Robin’s coffee on the vanity in front of her empty chair. “But…she always walks to set with you.” Nancy can’t bring herself to look over at them, but she can still see Max’s frown out of the corner of her eyes. And, behind her, Mrs. Holland’s entirely too sympathetic gaze. Nancy bites the inside of her cheek and shrugs. “I didn’t see her this morning.” She turns on her heel and walks out before Max can say anything else.

newwwww chapter of our hearts know deeper seasons than our memories!

Nancy finds herself being more social once summer hits. Her apartment gets stuffy, and the longer days make her want to stay out, to see people, to feel a little bit like she’s living again, exploring the world rather than just trudging through it on her way from place to place. She’s been avoiding most of the people who used to make up her social life. The lunch meetings and formal dinners are all the same, but as soon as there’s anything more intense than a wine menu, she leaves. Because as restless as she is, she can’t bring herself to go out for anything that isn’t strictly work. She starts a project with Heather Holloway—just a few readings to see how they get along—and she feels guilty when Heather asks if she wants to hang out one night. She tells Nancy she hasn’t been dancing since she started dating Billy Hargrove, and now, fresh out of that trainwreck of a relationship, she just wants a night where she can feel free again. She’s sweet, and Nancy doesn’t think she’s out to get trashed tonight, but she doesn’t think of freedom when she thinks of dancing. Or maybe the problem is that she thinks about freedom a little too much. She thinks about pressing close to Robin, holding her in her arms, looking up at her and wishing desperately that Robin would kiss her. Dancing with Robin was a mistake, clearly. Dancing without her doesn’t sound much better, though.

looking through my nancy pov notes doc and guess what's chilling there right at the top of the first page

a one shot. a one shot. this thing is over 70k words long and my stupid ass thought it could be a one shot once upon a time

it's listening to the cfdau playlist and writing soft scenes hours

chapter 10 of our hearts know deeper seasons than our memories is up! welcome to post-erathia nancy angst:

She sighs and drops her bags at the foot of the stairs. “Welcome home, Nancy.” “Maybe they forgot you existed,” sneers Mike. “Stop being dramatic.” “No one’s heard from you in two months.” “I called.” “Yeah. Once.” “Why do you care?” “Because when you’re not around Mom complains to me about it.” Nancy rolls her eyes, grabs her bags again, and heads up the stairs. She hears Mike huff and stomp off to the kitchen, but he doesn’t try to talk to her again for the rest of the night.

i've been struggling to focus on nancy pov lately for a few reasons, but two of the biggest ones are 1) the playlist is very good and i want to just sit and listen to it and 2) the celebrity fake dating au is, in my humble opinion, also very good and i want to re-read it instead of writing

capitalism is bad because I have to work and make money when all I wanna do is curl up with a blanket and re-read my own fic

i know you’re working on the nancy pov for the cfdau but i was wondering if you had any thoughts on max’s pov?? especially while she was taking care of robin when she was outed and relapsed

Mayhaps 👀

this story we found ourselves in!?!?!???!

I have re-colored this thing 3 times so far! But I am recreating a shot from the Ralph Lauren photoshoot of King Princess and Quinn Wilson for @eskawrites cfdau Nancy pov / Erathia 4 press

(I cannot find the link to the exact source of the image I got off Pinterest, but I will look for it more and include it in the final)