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carlgrimesloverr · 7 months
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Hey! This might be too dark of a request, but no harm in asking, right? So I want something detailing how Carl Grimes (in an au with no walkers) would handle his gf self harming, how he would talk to her and comfort her about it, etc. You can format it in any way you like, blurb, oneshot, headcanon list, etc. Thanks so much!!
hi hi! this isn’t too dark don’t worry (i’ve actually written something similar called clean however it’s set a world with walkers) !!
ofc tw for sh !
carl’s the type to do research on self harm in general, learn about the different types and different coping mechanisms
if anything he would partially blame himself
would never tell anyone about it unless you yourself told him he can
though i see him as the type to slip up one night and get caught by michonne crying because hes so overwhelmed and just wants to help
hes constantly there for you, even on your good days because he knows how quickly a good day can become bad
always leaves you little good morning and good night texts detailing how proud he is of you because he truly is
never allows himself to slip up or become angry at you because he knows none of this is your fault
for a teenage boy, carl is overall really good when it comes to mental health, especially helping others with theirs
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carlgrimesloverr · 1 year
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modern!carl grimes hc
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summary : what do i think carl grimes would be like if he was alive with no apocalypse
trigger warning : shit head carl ig?
word count : 180
i just wanted to apologize for this bullshit i got depressed over carls death 💀
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had a large collection of nerf guns growing up (would shoot at the neighborhood kids)
his nerf guns were taken from him eventually when parents started complaining to lori (who then had to talk to rick and shane about talking to carl about the dangers of guns)
loves cats [the 2019 abomination] unironically
hates targets that don’t have starbucks in them (only likes target for starbies)
is a walmart over target guy
finds zombie movies to be dumb and make no sense (screams at the screen when characters die due to stupidity)
is a physical education and science kid (would be failing every other class if not for auntie beth who every teacher loves)
hasn’t read a book that wasn’t a comic book since second grade
marvel over dc for movies but dc over marvel for comics
would bite kids 💀
tells judith santa claus isn’t real from the beginning (she was like 4. she sobbed.)
terrified of chuck-e-cheese (michonne takes him as punishment for telling judith santa isn’t real)
was a fnaf kid growing up
was a boy-scout
flaunts being the sheriffs son (everyone hates him for it)
keeps a list on the fridge of his aunts + uncles ranked favorite to least favorite (it changes weekly)
gets into fights weekly with ron at school (teachers have stopped trying to pull them apart it happens too often)
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carlgrimesloverr · 1 year
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stars
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carl grimes x fem!reader
summary : stars were always her favorite, and now they're carls
takes place during : not long after the atlanta group makes it to alexandria 
trigger warning : implied suicide
word count : 694
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IT WAS LATE SATURDAY NIGHT, AND AS
the stars painted the mid-summer night sky like a thousand lightning bugs in a dark forest, the cool breeze sending a chill down the brown haired boys back. hugging himself tightly, he took notice of the constellations above his head, the millions of twinkling lights.
her favorites, he thought, gazing up at the objects with such intent. 
perhaps, had he been quicker, had he been nicer, had he just said those simple words sooner, she would be here sitting beside him. but, she was gone. she was one of the stars now. and maybe he was ok with that. maybe he was happy the girl he had loved for so long was finally at rest. yet another part of him told him to be furious, not at her, but at himself. furious for not realizing sooner the pain she was in. annoyed for brushing her off so many times. pissed for the fact that he thought everything was ok when in reality the walls she had spent so long to keep up were crumbling down around her, and there was no one there to help the frail girl rebuild them. he knew the moment she didn't come to the fields to help him farm the next day, she was hurt. maybe it was his brain going into overdrive, telling him he should've stayed awake longer. checked on her more often. he should've been there just like he promised. but he wasn't. he was sound asleep while she sat in her bed, the remains of her walls being knocked over as if they were made of legos, not stone. turning his gaze back to the stars, the teenage boy noticed the way in which they all shone. he knew no two stars would be the exact same, but it seemed to the tired boy they all blinked at the same time, like a light switch being turned on and off. he could remember her voice, the way it spoke with such syrup-like sweetness as she told him facts about the stars.
"𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘴?"
"𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘯𝘰𝘵, 𝘸𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘳𝘴."
"𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭, 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘶𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳. 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘯-𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘦, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘧𝘺 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘥 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘦𝘳."
"𝘪 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘦𝘳."
"𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳 𝘪 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴."
he wished he had taken the conversations more to heart, barely remembering what she had said most nights.
"𝘧𝘶𝘯 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘵, 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝘵𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘭𝘦."
they don't twinkle because of how bright you shone, they knew that even if they did twinkle, you would be the only star people payed attention to, his thoughts were paused as the brown eyed boy took one more gaze up at the sky, noticing the crescent moon at its peak. the way the moon casted a shadow overhead was almost intoxicating, the craters on it adding colors that the boy never thought he'd see in his life.
“carl, it's getting cold outside, come in." michonne called from somewhere behind him, yet the teenage boy was so captivated by the world around that he paid no mind to the words she in which she spoke.
"just give me five more minutes, she always liked it outside, so i want to spend as much time as i can out here... to honor her."
“they’re having an official burial for her on wednesday, you should go.”
"i want my last memories with her to be the happy ones, or at least as happy as they can get."
"well, find a way to find happiness in going. she would have wanted you to attend, if she was as nice of a girl as you said she was."
"yeah, it's selfish of me."
"it's not selfish, it's love."
"why did it have to be her, why couldn't it be me?"
"who knows dear, but if she was here and not you, she would be in just as much, if not more, pain."
"is it possible to re-write history? to change it?"
"no one can rewrite history and change the past."
"but what if we did.. what if we at least tried?"
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carlgrimesloverr · 1 year
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just finished the new ant man movie, wondering when shane will make his mcu debut
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carlgrimesloverr · 1 year
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masterlist !
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❲📼 ❳ ★ TWD ↳ CARL GRIMES mesmerizing : carl meets the fellow teens of alexandria - and god is one of them mesmerizing gorgeous : carl meets the same mesmerizing girl again, and somehow she’s even better this time stars : stars were always her favorite, and now they're carls mordern!carl grimes hc : what do i think carl grimes would be like if he was alive with no apocalypse fight for me : carl and ron get into a fight, and you’re stuck being the one to scold carl mordern! carl grimes uses memes : it is exactly what it sounds like. clean : you were always there for carl, now it was his turn to be there for you.
❲📼 ❳ ★ CRIMINAL MINDS ↳ AARON HOTCHNER mr scratch : sweet, strong, husband aaron hotchner during / after mr scratch domesticity : aaron wasn’t always the doting husband, and jack wasn’t always the sweet son- but somewhere along the line they became just that sk8ergirl : when aaron and haley were young, they were on and off. during one off the ‘offs’ aaron met her. 10 years later, she’s famous, and he’s stuck unhappy in a marriage that was more out of convenience then love.
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carlgrimesloverr · 2 years
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welcome!
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