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If i had a gf i would kiss her and kiss her and kiss her and kiss her and kiss her and kiss her and—
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#can u tell i want to kiss#be honest#it is 1 am and i am so so tired#but there is NO ONE here for me to lovingly cradle their face#and kiss them#and put every ounce of love and adoration in to#yall ever daydream about having a gf so hard you miss her even though you are literally single#im havin a NIGHT#with NO kissing to be clear#im gay and i like sleeping
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Alright so.. I am so curious
How are y'all interpreting Dahlia? Like what does the actual location look like to you?
#keeping in mind im generally still real new to the series so maybe i just missed something so far#i also scoured the internet for far too long trying to figure out if dahlia was a fictional location or not 😭#can you tell my ass never travels down south across the border#but fr are we interpeting it like.. PNW vibes or?#let me know what yall think cause i also wanna draw possibly full scenes wuth the shaw pack hehee#help a canadian out i know fuck all about how to interpret this 😩#fen talks#redactedverse#redacted audio
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my favorite thing to do you ask? reading the updates while completely ignoring the fact that the fic is ending soon 🧍🏾♀️
My current mood trying to finish liab:
#I swear every chapter I’m like OK ANOTHER 20k CLOSER TO THE END#But the healing arc is taking FORVER#Because there are so many THINGS that have to happen#So I feel like I’m crawling through this part#But after the battle starts things should progress quickly after that#Yall know how intense those chapters can get#Phew. Gunna be a mess#BUT YOURE RIGHT IT IS GETTING SO CLOSE TO BEING FINISHED!!!!#It is kind of daunting to think about not having to write liab#It’s torturing me right now so im missing some of the sentimental feelings right now#But im sure ill look back and think AWWWWWWW I MISS IT#but right now i wanna slap jet & sokka and grab zuko back the back of the neck and tell him to STAY.#Anywayyyyy…. Next chapter is going great obviously#TWO CONFIDENT THUMBS UP#You’re amazing I miss you#I hope everything goes great!!#Gabbytril4mg#LIAB#leaving it all behind#ask
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I'm having SUCH brainrot for Nemesis reborn. Thankfully I've been able to channel it into writing part 2 but I'm at the point where I have to make a pivotal decision of how the story turns out and every ending is interesting
Do I break my worlds rules when those rules haven't been comic depicted yet
#also im excited to turn the POV back to Alton I can tell yall are missing him being the main character#if you have anything youre looking forward to seeing let me know#im so deep into this story I can see it from every angle
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The Winged Servant - 5
cws: multiple whumpers mentioned (only one doing actual whumping here), winged whumpee, electrocution by shock collar, royal whumper, mentions of restricting food, accidental self-harm, let me know if I missed anything!
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“Honestly, I feel like just letting you skip dinner would be a better fitting punishment.” I did my best to keep my wings from shaking while Prince Ryan tightened the collar by one notch. “You were late giving her food, so your food is restricted. Natural consequences and all that. But you know how she is about corporal punishment. And since she’s the one you messed up in front of, she gets to decide.”
He fiddled with the remote, presumably changing the settings so that it would hurt more. I would not shake. I needed to be able to stay composed.
“You’re getting three shocks. One for each minute you were late. Does that seem fair?”
“I will accept whatever punishment you see as fit, Your Highness.”
He smiled. “Yeah, I know you will.”
The first shock wasn’t bad. I arched my back and gasped a little, but it was almost the same as the shocks that woke me up every morning.
The second shock would be worse. That was how it worked—the shock was a bit stronger every time. The worst part wasn’t the actual shock, though. No, the worst part was waiting for the next one and not being sure when it would come. I closed my eyes so that I couldn’t stare at the remote, waiting for the shock to hit. I took a slow breath, and-
Fuck.
A strangled noise escaped my throat, and I bit down on my fist to keep any more sound from getting out. I bit until I tasted blood, trying not to sway, before I finally dropped my hand back to my side. “Sorry, I- My apologies. Your Highness.”
“You’re good. You can make noise if you’d like.”
“Thank you, Your Highness.”
“Mm. You wanna sit down for the third one? Your legs already look pretty shaky, and the last one is always the worst."
Had they always been this bad? Before I’d been properly trained, I’d had to sit through ten, getting worse at every level, and here I was with shaky legs at the second level.
“I need an answer, Onyx. It’s not like I electrocuted you enough to kill your vocal chords.”
“My apologies, Your Highness. I’ll- yeah, I’ll sit down. Thank you for offering.”
Her Majesty liked it when I was graceful. Prince Ryan wasn’t as particular, which was good, because I wasn’t sure how much gracefulness I had left in me as I collapsed to my knees. Tears pricked at the edges of my eyes, and I took a slow breath. Crying wouldn’t help me right now. Crying would probably make everything worse, because I’d already been told not to. Breathe. Breathe. Breathe-
Fuck fuck fuck that fucking hurts fuck.
It took a moment for my eyes to focus on Prince Ryan’s face in front of me. I wasn’t sure if it was because I’d kept my eyes closed or if the shock had been bad enough to mess with my eyesight, but it didn’t really matter.
“Breathe,” Prince Ryan told me, pulling the collar off. “You’ve done this before. You’re okay.” I nodded, trying to stay focused, and he tilted my chin up, making sure there wasn’t any damage that would last. “You did such a good job.”
“Thank you, Your Highness.” My voice was slightly raspy. Had I screamed during the last shock? I didn’t remember screaming, but that didn’t mean much.
“It’s been awhile since you’ve had this particular punishment, hasn’t it?” Prince Ryan wondered, but he didn’t look like he really wanted a response. “A year at least. I suppose whatever tolerance you’d had for the higher levels has left.” His fingers ghosted over where I’d bit into my hand, but didn’t quite make contact. “I’m not going to clean that. It’s small. It’ll be fine as long as you don’t pick at the scab, but please don’t do that again.”
“Do what, Your Highness?”
“Bite yourself. You didn’t mean to, did you?”
“No, Your Highness. My apologies.”
“You’re fine for today, but I can’t have you hurting yourself while I’m trying to punish you for specific things, alright? It’ll mess with your conditioning. If you get back into that habit I'm going to start muzzling you for punishments again. No one wants that.”
“Yes, Your Highness.” I did not want that. I would take whatever the royal family gave me during punishments, of course, because good servants did not have wants, but the texture of the bit in the muzzle always made me feel weird.
“Good. Okay. Tell me what you did wrong.”
“My sincerest apologies, Your Highness. I shouldn’t have been late taking Her Majesty's breakfast to her. It won’t happen again. Thank you for punishing me so that I remember not to repeat my mistakes.”
“Good boy,” he murmured, running fingers through my hair, and I let myself lean into his touch. That was always the phrase that meant we were done. I had done well enough. I wouldn’t be punished any more.
“Thank you, Your Highness.”
“Do you need a second? You’ve got about twelve minutes until Jayden needs your help serving dinner, and as long as you’re there on time, I don’t care if you take a break for now.”
“I, um.” I blinked hard. “Servants exist to please the crown, Your Highness. I don’t need-”
“I’m offering a break to you, Onyx. If you’d rather make sure dinner is all prepared, you can do that, but I won’t object if you’d like a few minutes to recover. We’re going to be… leaving for a bit tonight, and I don’t want you all pitiful and anxious like you were earlier. Okay?”
Prince Cardan was the only one who ever tried to trick me into things, but this felt like a trap. Prince Ryan looked serious, and like he wasn’t making fun of me, and wouldn’t it be rude to refuse a gift offered to me? “Thank you, Your Highness.”
“Make sure to turn the light off when you leave the room.”
I didn’t cry when he left, because I was down to probably eleven minutes and that almost certainly wasn’t enough time to cry. It’d have to be enough time to pull myself together, though. If I could do it in the three minutes I had before the punishment, I could do it in the eleven minutes after.
Breathe in, breathe out. I could do this, I knew how. Crying served no purpose and I didn’t need to do it.
Nine minutes left, I estimated.
Nine would have to do.
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taglist: @kaleidoscope-of-thoughts @toyybox @rainydaywhump
#rainbow's whump#rainbow's ocs#the winged servant#onyx tag#ryan tag#whump writing#whump#first person pov#okay i think i'm gonna start putting details i want ppl to notice in the tags#i'm sure some of yall are picking up on little details already but i'm not good at reading so i'll help you out if you want#i think the only tiny specific thing i like here is onyx's vocabulary. every phrase he says is a trained response#you can tell if there's something wrong if he starts using other phrases. even if they have the same meaning#like when he starts to apologize by saying 'i'm sorry' and cuts himself off to say 'my apologies'#the reason for that is because miss queen has a thing about all her employees sounding sophistocated#okay that's all byeeeee
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HELLO SIR GREELY TUMBLR
I HAVE ARRIVED
HERE IS MY SIR GREELY DEN
THIS IS MY FIRST TIME DOING IT SO IT LOOKS VERY SPLICED BUT STILL!!!
IT LOOKS MUCH BETTER WHEN ITS MY ACTUAL DEN SO COME CHECK IT OUT AT PURPLENINJA1105 !!!!!
#its missing some of my fav items that i really want like the sir gilbert palace thrones and the table but still#the campihng spot at the bottom is for sir gilberts army whenever they need to come and plan!!#this one is sir gilberts main house (they live in seperate houses but stay at each others houses all teh time)#i have so many hc about the relatinonship statuses of the main alphas#sir gilbert and greely are happily married#cosmo and graham are currently courting each other (see the roses in grahams area and the monkey rug in cosmos area)#liza and peck are besties but are gonna date in the future (one of them is an oblivious lesbian and the other is constatntly pining)#((its up to interpretation which is which))#but you can still tell that they are besties from the closeness of their areas and teh merging items#they also have a lil area outside for them to play games and snack items for the gals in form of the bamboo and carrots#the cave section is their war room and teh phantoms have infiltrated it so they just make up pretend plans there to trick the phantoms#i- i love them so much#i am far too autistic about cartoon animals#anyway nice to meet yall#sir greely#sir gilbert#greely#animal jam#animal jam classic#den decorating#feel free to add on
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But genuinely I'm sad NHIE is ending not only because of its personal meaning to me, but because I've met so many lovely friends/mutuals through this site from our shared obsession and have been in contact/touch with them over the past couple years, the longest I have been in with any fandom. I just want to let you know I love you all sm
#i was getting nostalgic looking over my old chats yesterday and today#because i genuinely love my benvi mutual/followers sm#and love interacting with yall#come to visit me in my ask box when the show ends xoxo#i'll even miss the ben stan drama and daxton wars because they were memories xoxo#can you tell i have graduation goggles like devi#this is at least motivating me to finish my fics when the show ends#if yall are interested in reading them follow me on ao3 or lemme know if you want to be tagged/summaries of them#whoops this genuine post turned into a shameless plug but truly i love yall and like devi im not ready to say goodbye#never have i ever#grace rants#benvi
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Making a post abt this so I don't forget later on when I wake up in the morning but, for the Beach Bros AU, I can totally see Bruce going to bed after reading a bedtime story to all 13 of his children and just as he's about to drift off John Dory appears at his bedroom door and says "hey, what about me??? :[" Like the pathetic manchild he is.
(image unrelated. The post just felt empty without the low quality JD)
#whether he wants a story to be read to him or HE wants to read a story to BRUCE bc he misses doin that for his lil bros is up to u to decide#you can pick the ending#ooough but what stories would they tell each other tho is the question...#theyd definitely have a lot to talk about considering the huuuuge time gap from when they went their separate ways to the present#for JD its all the cool stuff he found on the Neverglade trail. The many beasts hes fought to survive. How he met Rhonda... etc etc#hes got a LOT to talk about despite living in the exact same spot for years... Nature nerd lmao#For Bruce its ofc stories of how he met Brandi. What prompted him to open the restaurant....#...How he settled into Vacay Island. What ge did before Brandi. and even how he got to Vacay Island in the tirst place#<- tho the last one is a biiiit of a sensitive topic for Bruce so that doesnt cpme up until later on#I hope u guys know I have some stuff planned for Bruce in this au. you arent ready for it im warning yall now#beach bros au#trolls john dory#trolls Bruce#nuls nonsense#sorry for lore dumping abt my au in the tags except im not ill do it again
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i remember when voltage would go around asking ppl who posted like 5+ screenshots of any lovestruck book to take those posts down 😭😭 look where we are now 😭😭😭😭
#lovestruck#lovestruck voltage#like 😭😭😭 why were they so adamant abt it#up in my dms and all#we have to pump up the popularity yall 💔 what am i supposed to do with 4 screenshots#can you tell i miss vivienne#like i never finished her route 😭😭#someone tell me what happens in the end like do they run away forever and get married and live a quiet life doing crime but for funsies#or is it a cliffhanger#WHAT HAPPENS#vivienne tang#come back to me 💔💔#there was no one like queen of thieves fr 💔#sorry i ever lost interest but im back now so pranks over u can come back too 🥹🥹#i still have the app like#it doesnt work anymore but well 🥹#the juliette icon will stay there forever 🥹#i cant even remember the name of juliettes series anymore this is so serious 😭#the one where theyre smexy spies and have animal super powers or smth#juliette was a bat#i dont remember anyone elses names 🥹
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for all the parroting about loving evil characters and wishing they were worse and hating the morality argument, team green does not like the fact that their favs aren’t well liked, nor cared about that much 😗
#house of the dragon#hotd#like no one is going to tear alicent from your hands#she ain’t real#none of them are but yall choose them#yall choose to like this characters and defend them so do and don’t get mad when you get eaten up by the majority#‘i’d go on about why I don’t like rhaenyra but id sound like a westerosi peasant.’ ??????#and that doesn’t concern you???#you ain’t gotta like her enjoy the characters you want but#AND THIS IS A BIG BUT#but if you are going to admit to hating her for weird ass standards that the book and author are telling you is unjust and unfair than maybe#just maybe. you are the one who missed the point#maybe. just maybe. you hate her because many can recognize the unjust system and nature of Westeros and have no problem with it being killed#maybe you hate that no one cares about your favs past the dance but many do care about the characters you hate??#or maybe you can’t stand a bad bitch having people who will defend her through everything even if your favs don’t have that#who knows but back to the main plot here#you chose them. you sit here and give whatever argument you want but it’s not a good one and you know it#‘she has bastards?’ the people who want to destroy her created those rumors.#‘she married daemon?’ people who hated him put aside their differences for him because it wasn’t about him#‘she lazy and spoiled.’ your favs son or your fav is literally the same if not worse#you don’t have good arguments none and you all know that#idk but yall have deluded yourselves into thinking the greens were popular#then get hit by the broke baltimore bridge when you remember that not even half the fandom likes these guys#the greens being so unpopular even after the showrunners sent a clean up crew made it clear that the personalities weren’t the issue#sympathetic or not they are the bad guys. they are the antagonists. THEY ARE NOT THE SIDE THE MAJORITY IS ROOTING FOR.#their actions are the reason they aren’t like and they are worse than whatever rhaenyra has done to piss you off#deal with it and love them as villains or wtf up and cry. i don’t know just deal with it without bitching.
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this would be such a buzzkill thing to do and i won't do it anyway because it's impractical and That Sign Won't Stop Me Because I Can't Read but i feel such a need to add a "please don't be playfully rude with me if we're strangers" disclaimer on my art blog/posts from now on because several times already i can't tell if a rando is genuinely dissing me or if they're just trying to be sarcastic and funny but i don't know them enough to recognise that's their sense of humour
#why is this such an accepted thing to do. i don't know you.#also am fully aware of how impractical it would be to add this disclaimer bc ppl have different standards for what's rude or not etc#but like surely you can think to yourself 'will they interpret this as an insult because they don't know me'#idk. usually i'm ok with snarky comments on my art because i know tumblr is a snarky place and half the time i post joke stuff#but sometimes yall can be a bit much and i stop being able to tell lol and it doesn't help that i have the Misses Social Cues Disorder#i'm not saying i'm immune to missing the mark either but at some point even i would think oh that's just straight up mean#and if you DO have an issue with what i post why not just block me??
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He is a menace can yall tell who my favorite character is
#well its actually Kou because he is a menace AND dumb but can yall tell who my second favorite very close to first is??? bet you cant tell#Mitsuba has the humor of a 7 year old child he is just like me fr#comedy isnt dead because Mitsuba out there bieng a full time clown gOD how i missed him#every month when I get to read jshk its the best day but then its over and its sadness all over again#jshk#mitsuba#nene#jibaku shounen hanako kun#manga
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where’s my cherry bear? 🥺
#like what is she up to rn? she could be washing dishes and i’d be standing next to her like 👁️👁️🥺 what are you doing?#can’t stay away from her for too long or i start missing her like crazy#missing autocorrected to kissing… can you tell i’m down bad 😭😭😭#she really has me yall like that’s MY girl 🥺🩵🩵#crystal says
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hey! your kpop asks had me wondering which groups do you listen to and who are your biases??
Oh and also any favorite choreographies?
girl do you know what you’ve STARTED 😭 ok let’s get into it:
bts (ot7 but bias yoongi) - fave choreos: run bts, dna, not today, idol, mic drop, dionysus, best of me, boy with luv, on, black swan, dynamite, airplane pt 2, save me/im fine, fake love, fire
seventeen (bias vernon, seungcheol, mingyu, and dk) - fave choreos: aju nice, hot, rock with you, cheers, _world, left and right, don quixote, super, fire, idubily
stray kids (bias han) - fave choreos: thunderous, domino, lalalala, maniac, back door, gods menu, easy
ateez (bias wooyoung and mingi) fave choreos - say my name, halazia, bouncy, crazy form, cyberpunk, deja vu, illusion
other groups i listen to more casually + am less familiar with are the rose (no bias and no choreo so can’t put them in the above list), txt (maybe bias yeonjun?), enhypen (bias sunghoon), nct (bias xiaojun, mark, jaehyun, and taeyong), g-idle (bias yuqi), twice (bias jihyo and dahyun)
#can you tell who my ult group is akskaksjsb#but lindsay you can’t just list all of bts’ choreogra- YES I CAN. THEY NEVER MISS.#but if i have to say my favourite favourites i’ll go with best of me; idol: boy with luv; dna; fake love; im fine#MY TIME I FORGOT MY TIME 😭#bonus is my time#and less NOT go into wreckers cause we’ll be here all day#like choi san 😩 yall.#and wonwoo minghao and jun are sooo close to being in my svt bias line you have no idea#if you have any recs for choreos or anything let me know!#answered asks#mutuals tag#emy tag
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ive been gone from here so long idk anybodys urls anymore oopsies
#logbook#also so many ppl have followed im like is it bc i havent said anything insane yet? lol#anyways hiiii missed you all. did another 6 in a half hrs of overtime today. .owner said its fine so im taking it all when i can get it#i didnt have time to take pics at work but this week i plan to get vids of the purple martins and new plant pics#andddd either in a bit or tmrw i'll take pics of my iris that are budding/blooming 😭#honestly im so tired. im either abt to shower or nap or both. i havent been able to do anything since i camr home like 5 hrs ago#idk so much has and hasnt happened but. im alive and still kickin :-) every day i feel more and less confident at work.#tmrw i want to go to a local plant shop i legit Just found out abt like. a week ago??? its existed?? hello??#um yeah. emira is good. just been thriving on moom+ns and new plant babies.#if youve read all these tags tell me what yall have been up to<3
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are you there? it’s time. 2022.7.29
hearts awakened, live alive
#yall i am PSYCHED i LOVE halateez i think theyre SO cool who else is DOING shit like THIS#i've missed halateez can you tell#ANYWAY#my art#my stuff#my post#digital sketchbook#ateez#kim hongjoong#halateez#uuuhhhhhh idk what else to tag it with#so i'll leave it at that i guess#B)
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