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jay-lied · 6 months

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i've been thinking about this all day

Sneeg: "What would you rate yourself on a scale of 1-10?"

Schlatt: "10."

Sneeg: "And do you think other people will agree with that?"

Schlatt: "I don't care what other people think. Confidence is key, period."

Sneeg: (Showing a picture of Schlatt, barely containing laughter) "What would you rate this guy on a scale of 1-10?"

Cooper: (Looking disgusted at the picture) "What the fuck.. That looks like a fucking lizard.."

#thank you (bows)#jschlatt #schlatt #c!jschlatt #c!schlatt #cscoop #c!cooper #sneegsnag #c!sneegsnag #sneeg #c!sneeg #smplive #liveblr #mcytblr

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charred-angel-ribs · 4 months

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Current thought: O!Sneeg just sat on O!Phil's head ratatoullie-ing him

(Consentually of course /srs)

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strawberrypoptartforstimg · 23 days

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Hiiii fundy nation (wherever you are) I am sick in the head n need to be put down like a dog 🫶🫶🫶

(the ‘I don’t wanna be the fox’ is from a song, The Fox by north bloom :3)

#fundy #fundy fanart #dsmp fundy #dsmp fanart #digital art #sketch #fundylive #c!fundy #sneeg fanart #mcyt fanart #mcyt

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smallishbabes · 1 year

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Oh my god if you’re not American and watching this you’ll be fucked. It’s like person 1-3 and then Dan lol

#non mcyt #sneegnsnag #ranboo #liveblogging #like I can tell all of them apart and I’m struggling here KEKW #it’s not even b/c they’re all white it’s b/c their cadence is so similar #like sneeg is making jokes arin makes and it’s confusing me lol #arah post

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citizenoftmrrwlnd · 1 year

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self care for : c!sneegsnag (origins smp) with glowing items, bugs, and a pallet of blue and black

x | x | x x | - | x x | x | x

#💫selfcare #💫for you #💫blue line | queue!#osmpkin #osmp kin #osmp!sneeg kin #c!sneeg kin #sneeg kin #sneegsnag kin #osmp sneegsnag kin #origins!sneeg kin #origins sneeg kin #origins sneegsnag kin #fictionkin #mcyt kin #mcytkin #origins smp kin #cw mcyt #cw bugs

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24-hours · 11 months

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yooo, could a humble c!sneeg get a few icons with the aroweird flag? if ya can’t find it, the aroace flag is chill too :•)

#🌀🪨🪲

ayup sneeg! Here's your icons I am fully outta ideas rn so they're simple but yeah! the aroweird flag is preety neato glad to know it exists now so uh thanks for requestin! Art used is by @/cloudster-the-clown [x] and @/corvlin [x] -mb

#boos requests #icons #🌀🪨🪲 anon #origins smp kin #osmp kin #sneegsnag kin #(c!sneeg is from the osmp right? I dont keep up with sneeg at all so idk)

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easia · 1 year

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My current wip, two visiting lovebirds and a gang of rats

#easia's art #my art #rats smp #rat! smajor #c!philza #philza is a crow but i made him gold because he's special like that #c!Kristin is a super pretty raven #mcyt #I'm glad we might be getting origins back but I'm now also gonna be making a rats smp au where everyone who cameos stays around #and that it wasn’t o!sneeg and o!philza who camoed because rats smp was super cute #wip

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wizbizzi · 2 years

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Don't get me wrong, sneegnag based. But sometimes when he chews out chat I cannot help but think abt how Frustrating it wld b to argue w him for just, a lot of reasons

#hes very much immovable object and likes to make false equivalencies every other move #like yeah sneeg u make a great point here. but i'd give this a c if i were grading it #sneegsnag #is this crit?#sneeg crit #is that a tag ? he is the peoples streamer but still #wizened words 🦎

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orphanedwolfandfriends · 7 months

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Very viciously murders a rattlesnake for biting her. In hindsight, she could've paid attention where she was doing.

#with this heart i hold i was on my own {cayla}#Minecraft sneeg >:C

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fluffisawoke · 2 years

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i’m workin on another shimeji, have some screenshots i’ve taken

#he turns too ccphil when flyin or fallin #a moot wanted me to do that #and i wanted both cc an c phil on my screen #ignore sneeg #hes there #edit: i didnt mean to post this on this account #im too lazy to redo it

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mcytblrsexymen · 1 year

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So Who WERE The Mods Backing (and a glimpse of how many people it takes to run something like this)

Alright, we have had a lot of people in the ask box asking who the mods wanted to win, so I went around the group chat and asked everybody who their most favoured blorbos were. This was the result.

I'm Second @theminecraftbee! obviously, Joe Hills. also, ZombieCleo, Technoblade, Scar, Quackity, MumboJumbo, Cubfan, jojosolos, and somehow VikingPilot despite the fact I don't watch Dominion (I have been given a playlist I will watch soon).

Medusa @antimony-medusa. My guys were Martyn, Ren, Pixlriffs, Technoblade, Oli Orionsound, Philza, Ethoslab, ZombieCleo, Bekyamon, Sneegsnag. I took a lot of Ls. I was also won over for propoganda for Quackity, ClownPierce, Wilbur, VikingPilot, Joe Hills, Cubfan, and RTGame. I’ve seen so much good art.

hi i'm roxy @thanotaphobia and i backed technoblade, quackity, joe hills, and #saintsweep !!!!!!!!! my blorbos did so well

Katy, @blueeyedjoy Techno, Quackity, RTGame, VikingPilot despite not having watched him before (am planning on watching through his videos soon), Schlatt (gone too soon), and Joe Hills

Sorrel @magicalmanhattanproject Obviously, Joe Hills. Also, Pixlriffs, Technoblade, Quackity, VikingPilot (despite not watching DominionSMP yet), Eddie the Rabbit, HBomb94, RTGame, Cubfan135, Martyn Inthelittlewood, GeminiTay

Jewels, @juliana677 Technoblade, Scar, Joe, Cleo, Philza, Mumbo, Scott

Sabira @floweroflaurelin: Pixlriffs Pixlriffs Pixlriffs Pixlriffs Pixlriffs—

Emmy @astronomeridian was going for whoever I thought was less likely to win up until the final round or two, which meant voting mostly for dsmp names even though I’m a hermit main, but I always voted for Joe and Cleo and wanted Charlie Slimecicle to go all the way. also Grumbot just cause I spent the time finding screenshots and making them look pretty.

Foxx, @missvulpix212 Voted for Technoblade, Puffy, Phil, Ranboo, Wilbur, Niki, Pearl, Etho, and Joe at the end.

Peachy, @peachytaiga on tumblr. I backed Techno, Philza, Quackity, Daddy Pix, RTGame, Wilbur and Joe. Very much was hoping Techno would beat Scar somehow

Luna, @moonlitedelight on tumblr Here's the list of folks I voted for at least twice in total, in no particular order (bc I love too many ccs ): Zedaph, Beef, Technoblade, Sneeg, Finnster, TFC, RTGame, Eddie the Rabbit , Lizzie, Scar, Jimmy, Mumbo, Pixelriffs, Joe Hills, Tango, Niki, Quackity, Doc, Smajor, Oli, and Cleo

No Tumblr/Don’t want to be Perceived

H - Captain Puffy, Techno, and Quackity

C - Uhhhhhh RT Wilbur slimecicle quackity Techno Joe

TD - my guys were: Sapnap (bodied by a rabbit), Dream, Puffy, Technoblade, Scar, Joe Hills, ZombieCleo, Wilbur Soot, QUACKITY, and Etho because of the alliance

O - backed joe, RTGame, QUACKITY, charlie slimecicle (I committed so much fraud for quackity) M - god this list is all over the place. anyway, i was rooting for techno, f1nn5ster, mumbo, connoreatspants, wilbur, and finally joined the joe hills team at the end. :YesYes:

#data crunch group chat

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nyx-bait · 7 months

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Can I have rbg trio headcanons u requested asks about? Pretty pleaseee?

YES OF COURSE.

I don't know what people wanna know in general but I can give my general ideas of my timeline, just if anyone wants to drill down into specifics c:

-Charlie was the first to be taken at 4 years old. Being that young, it didn't take long to completely rewrite his memory, and I assume he ended up on a sitcom style show with a "family" in the cabin.

-There's a weird divide to a lot of his memories, like he seems to recall the show itself and being a star on it, but everything that happened on the show still feels real.

-Sneeg got captured three years later, when Charlie was 7 and he was 9. I tend to think of them as siblings, but it's hard to say if that's a bit of reality that's still stuck with them through rewrites or just bonding through trauma.

-Sneeg, like in canon, was way more stubborn than Charlie and would often try to drag him into escaping, but Charlie liked the attention from Showfall and thought Sneeg was just acting out because he wasn't as popular.

-they definitely had some ugly fights about that...

-When Charlie grew out of his cute kid role, he started a new show that was more a "teen adventure" sort of show, probably an early prototype for the Social Experiments with a more upbeat vibe and no sign of any actual threat as the episodes progressed. Sneeg was there as his sidekick.

-During one of the episodes, Sneeg was injured by a monster, and for just a second, the screaming was real and raw enough that Charlie finally saw behind the filter.

-(sneeg probably saw behind the filter the entire time and his panic led to his "low ratings")

-when Charlie saw the actual danger they were in, he snapped, incapacitating the monster... and probably attacking Sneeg's body in an attempt to make the screaming stop. He attacked a few employees as well before getting restrained, and the outburst was taken as him not being hero material, so he was rewritten in a villain role.

-sneeg was the second Hero, but when he saw what became of Charlie, he refused to take part in the experiment and was imprisoned. He ended up playing a sidekick character for the next few runs.

-during that time, sneeg would still try to get messages out to the audience to let them know they were in danger, so Showfall eventually took away his ability to read. That's okay though, his good buddy the slime demon would read to him!

-(Sneeg put up with this because at least he got to see Charlie happy)

-Sneeg did eventually manage to bust them out, but after so long in Showfall, the real world was... overwhelming. They ended up running into Ranboo, who gave them a place to hide.

-They were out for a few months and the two quickly learned to love Ran for showing them kindness and actually... treating them like actual people instead of just programming them to have whatever sort of relationship they wanted with him.

-unfortunately, they got caught and Ranboo was taken in with them to punish Sneeg and Charlie for leaving Showfall behind.

-both of them were broken down by this event and didn't fight back nearly as much. All they could do was find ranboo between rewrites and try to comfort him.

That's all I really have for pre-TSE, so. If anyone wants to hear about this, or about an escape au? Idk man I just. Holds the three of them protectively.

#generation loss #gl ranboo #gl sneeg #gl charlie

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ana-lmao · 2 months

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Out the TV, Back in the world

Generation Loss fic!!! I really wanted to write this so I have been writing it the past 3 days!! Enjoy!! It's a long one! ------------------------------------------------------------------------

The audience… has voted… for you… TO DIE. *Click* It was over, the pain, the suffering, The Show. He was free, He could feel the pain drifting away as the spikes engraved in his head, if the pain was drifting, why did he feel stitching… he could see while unconscious, wires stitching his head, the pain… it was back.. he wanted to scream but couldn’t, he wanted to move… but couldn’t. He was stuck… was he conscious?.. he didn’t know, all he could feel was stitching, he could only hear his heartbeat increase as his mind gained consciousness slowly, opening his eyes, even a black box was a blur to him, he was dizzy, nauseous, he was supposed to die, he still couldn’t scream. Why were his arms loose? They were supposed to be held up by wires. He could move his arms, they were free, he was weak but tried to open the box, feeling every spike leave his head as he felt air flow through him, Literally. He fell to the ground, barely holding himself up with his hands, everything was a blur… he wanted to die. He slowly started crawling, somehow without falling, he made his way around, surprisingly there was no security, but what he saw next… made him realize what just happened. A green blur mixed with red, he shook his head to see… someone laying on the ground, wires sticking out from everywhere… what the.. -C-CHARLIE?! He could barely scream or even talk, he quickly crawled over to him and started shaking him. -PLEASE!! WAKE UP!!!

He stood up quickly, no matter how much it hurt or ached he needed to help Charlie, he ran (With a lot of tripping) to the prop room and grabbed a first aid kit, rushing back. He didn’t have a lot of medical knowledge but he needed to do SOMETHING. -Ranboo?... Ranboo quickly turns behind him, he spots a familiar face. -Sneeg?... Sneeg quickly runs over to him and looks at him worried.

-What the fuck happened to you?! IS CHARLIE OKAY?! Ranboo turns back to help Charlie, Sneeg just watched confused and relieved that they were okay… kind of.. -What are you- Sneeg cuts himself off as Ranboo starts to bandage him as well. -Oh uh.. thanks.. let me help you too… Ranboo nods as Sneeg bandages his head, they both get startled when they hear a groan… then Screaming. -FUCK FUCK- AH- IT HURTS!! IT HURTS!! -CHARLIE!! Ranboo immediately crawls over to Charlie and tries to help him. Sneeg does the same. -WHAT THE FUCK??... –Sneeg takes off Charlies vest to see his insides showing, he immediately bandages it so he doesn’t lose too much blood.

-Ranboo?! Sneeg?! WHAT HAPPENED?!? -Calm down Charlie and then we can talk! –Ranboo looks at Charlie freaking out. -Alright!! I’m calm! Now- What the fuck happened. -The stupid TV bitch happened. –Sneeg cringes at the mention of it. -My head got spiked by a black box. -WHAT!? –Sneeg and Charlie shout in union, giving a concerned look at Ranboo who said it so casually. -H-Hetch.. –Ranboo blurts out. -Hetch?! He didn’t help you?! -No.. he’s not good… -Wait, who? –Sneeg joins in on the conversation -Long story…

A while later after they get weapons and help each other.

-So what do we do now? –Ranboo speaks up. -What? –Charlie responds

- I mean how do we get out of he-

Ranboo was cut off by a sudden glow from a door.

-What the fuck?.. –He says while backing up.

They look at the glow eyes wide. Charlie takes a step forward.

-Charlie what the fuck are you doing?! You could get killed In there!!! –Sneeg grabs his arm

-It could be a way out. If it does kill me, that’s a way out too. –He lets go of Sneeg’s arm and runs to the door opening it.

Ranboo and Sneeg try to stop him but the light just… sucks them in.

At the other side

They screamed as they fell onto a wooden floor, thankfully, nobody was hurt. They get up to see… a big wooden room?..

-Okay… what kind of episode is this?.. –Ranboo groans as he starts walking, he trips over something. A giant… nail?...

Ranboo looks up to see a.. giant table with what seems to be tv on it.

-Are we.. –Ranboo starts speaking

-Shrunk?... I think so.. –Sneeg adds.

-It’s fine! It’s just another episode! We just have to quickly finish it and we can find a way out then! –Charlie reassures them and keeps on walking, seeing a crack in the walls and signals them to follow him, the two nod and follow.

-Oh fuck… I didn’t think there would actually be people here… -Ranboo walks out slowly, looking up and sprints, Charlie and Sneeg following after.

-Quickly! I think these episodes last like 3 hours maxim- Charlie looks back before bumping into something, or rather someone…

Ranboo and Sneeg take cover while Charlie lies there scared and frozen.

-What the fuck…? –Charlie could barely tell by his shock but the man had Blonde hair with blue eyes, He crouched down and Charlie could only flinch.

-Wha- what kind of sick idiot makes figurines of missing people –He grabbed Charlie and he immediately yelped in pain and panic, which made the blonde haired man scream too.

-WHAT THE FUCK?! –The man screams as he sits down on the floor

As Charlie was freaking out the man puts his finger on his head.

-Holy shit it’s real- Wait- Charl-

-Let him go! –The other two come out of hiding and the mans eyes widen in shock.

-No fucking wa- Is this where you three been?! Shrunken down?!

-WHAT KIND OF STUPID EPISODE IS THIS!? LET HIM GO! –Sneeg shouts, every instinct in his body telling him to back away.

The man grabs the other two and puts them in a bag, not zipping it up.

-Shit shit shit!! –He curses and starts sprinting home.

At his house

-Listen I’m going to get you out of there only if you don’t run! –The man warns them.

-WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?! –Ranboo shouts trying to get out of the bag.

-You don’t… you don’t remember me…? –The man looks concerned and confused.

-Ran- Ranboo! It’s me? Phil?..

Why did that name ring a bell… he recognizes it but he doesn’t remember him.

-Listen I don’t know what kind of stupid episode this is but-

-What episode?! You keep talking about that and I don’t understand!!! Why are you small and WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?! DO YOU KNOW HOW WORRIED EVERYONES BEEN?!

-Stop trying to trick us! Just let us go! –Charlie shouts holding his stomach.

-Oh my god… I didn’t even realize how badly you are injured- I’ll help you heal and then YOU HAVE TO TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED!! –Phil gently puts the three on the table and stare in disbelief before snapping back and getting medical stuff.

-How did you three get injured?..

-Why should we tell you… -Sneeg was being stubborn.

-So I know what I’m working with here.

-Lets see… Died 3 times, one to a stupid monster, being crushed by a wall and then dying to a tv monster wired thing I dunno –Sneeg says it casually giving a death stare while counting on his fingers.

-Might have died way more times but I don’t remember –He puts his hands in his pocket.

-WHAT?!- WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN YOU DIED?!- IS THIS A JOKE?!

-I wouldn’t joke about what we went through.

-… -Phil tries to help heal most of his wounds but it was hard considering the size difference between him and the medical stuff.

-What about you Charlie?...

-Died like four times I think… I was dried up… torn open by Ranboo… died to lasers.. and the TV monster…

-Wha- TORN OPEN?! BY RANBOO?! WHY?!

-I NEEDED TO!!! I DIDN’T EVEN REMEMBER CHARLIE AND I WAS UNDER CONTROL BY A BITCH!!- Ranboo adds trying to prove his innocence.

-Under control…?

-Yeah… By Hetch.. I died once to my head being crushed in a black spiked box which he lead me to… -Ranboo cringes at remembering it.

-Jesus fucking- Why are you small then?!

-I don’t know! I thought this was a new episode style or something!!! It might still be an episode so don’t expect us to trust you yet! –Ranboo backs up

-Episode… WAIT- Was all of that filmed?! Where?!

-Uhm.. yeah.. I think streamed- By Showfall media- or something –Ranboo answers.

-Listen… My names Phil… we met online! I was your friend before you went missing for over a year… well Charlie was missing the longest time… Here I have proof!

Phil walks out the room and when he gets back he shows pictures of all of them.

-What..?

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wendy-darling23 · 7 months

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Secrets

People: Ler! Charlie and a lil Sneeg and Lee!Ranboo

Summary: after finding out Ranboo’s ticklishness, Charlie knew he had to test it out. And he continued to do so.

Part two of Behind the Scenes, part on at top :)

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“YOU DIDNT TELL ME YOU WERE TICKLISH?” Charlie shouted rushing over to Ranboo. Ranboo, already knowing what was coming, scrambled to get up.

“ I-I never thought I had to tell you…” Ranboo said, cautiously backing up.

“You know, I think you deserve a punishment for not telling me.” Charlie said, trying to hide his smirk while closing in on Ranboo.

“Nononono! Come on, Charlie! We can talk about this! C- can’t we?” Ranboo said in a small voice, his back hitting the wall.

“Hmmm… No we can’t.” Charlie said, putting his finger to his chin as if he was thinking.

With that, he latched his fingers to Ranboo’s ribs. He skittered his hands up and down, making sure every inch of Ranboo’s torso was explored.

“PFT- HAHA CHAHAHAHARIEHEHHEHE-“ Ranboo knees buckled and he fell to the ground. Charlie, following Ranboo down, switched his hands to said knees.

“Yes, my dear Ranboo?” Charlie said, as if Ranboo wasn’t dying beneath him.

“IT- IT TIHIHCKLES HEHAHAHA-“ Ranboo struggled to get out. Charlie smiled at the pile of cuteness before his eyes.

“That’s what I was hoping for, Ranboo.” Charlie said, moving up to Ranboo’s hips. How is he so calm about this? IM LITERALLY DYING Ranboo thought. (I don’t even know how he’s thinking while he’s being tickled to a mush.

“PLEHEHEHEASE, I IHI CAHAHAHANT!” Ranboo managed to get out, He was wiggling everywhere.

“Now, why didn’t you tell me you were ticklish?” Charlie said, tilting his head a lil bit. Ranboo turned red upon hearing that word.

“IHI TOHOHOHOLD YOHOHUHU, I DIHIHDNT THIHIHINK IHI HAHAD TOHOHO!” Ranboo laughed out, hoping this answer would satisfy him. Charlie just simply shook his head, suddenly skittering his hands on Ranboo’s neck. Ranboo laughed softer, more of a giggly type of luagh.

“Tickle Tickle Tickle” Charlie said, whispering in his ear. Ranboo tried to hide his face with his hands, not wanting to show his strawberry red face.

“Dohont- Dohont Sahay thahat wohord-“ Ranboo said, it being muffled due to his hands being on his face.

“What word? OH tickle? Why, can’t take it cause you’re soooo ticklish?” Charlie teased, smiling at Ranboo’s giddy behavior. “And stop covering your face! I wanna see how cute it is!”

“Stohohohop! Hehehehhe-“ Ranboo said, visibly getting tired. Charlie noticed and stopped, leaving poor Ranboo alone.(Justice for Ranboo😠) Helping Ranboo up, he pulled him into a hug.

“I hope I didn’t go too far,” Charlie said, genuinely caring for Ranboo’s wellbeing. (No one has cared for me before 😔)

“No, you didn’t. I-“ Ranboo had a whole debate before continuing. “I kinda liked that, it was fun.”

“WHAT REALLY? SICK!” Charlie shouted out.

I guess we could say that Ranboo was laughing a lot more after that.

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FINISHHHHHED

I wanna say thank you to my child that requested this.

I DID A GUD JOOOOB

I’m so poggers 😌

#ler!charlie #lee!ranboo #MAH BOYSSS

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white-collar-cannibal · 7 months

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gl!charlie tries on some new clothes.

includes: internalized homophobia/transphobia, unreality / hallucinations also! the signs that charlie and sneeg use are not asl or bsl or an existing sign language, it's a homesign/conlang the two invented. any similarity is unintentional. both of them being hearing and using it as auxiliary to speech, it does not have the complexity of actual sign language and they do not use it as fluently.

When he turns to see himself in the mirror, he has to clap his hands over his mouth to hold back a sound somewhere between a laugh and a bark, some expression of pure stupid joy and surprise that makes you want to flap your hands in rapturous half circles. What the fuck, dude, who let him do this? Why didn’t they let him do this before? The skirt is so pretty, long and loose and flowing, black with swirling leaves and flowers in a red-pink that goes so well with the pale red of his shirt.

It fits over his self-conception - his shape of himself in his mind - so easily. It washes over him like cold, clean water, him on the bus with his ankles crossed, at a picnic all dressed up in pink gingham and petticoats, holding a big sunhat from getting blown away in the wind. He’s never imagined himself smiling so much, and it’s something he could have. Oh my god, he doesn’t even have to ask anyone, he can just decide to, he can just- he’ll just go and tell them. He’ll- why does he feel sick? Why can’t he move? Why is he stuck staring into the mirror?

He looks so nice. He feels sick, and he doesn’t know why. Is this why Niki was so relieved when they dressed her up in pantsuits and slacks? Do skirts just make people look pretty and feel bad all the time? Is he allergic or something? He looked so nice, why is he afraid to go out, to walk into (belated realization) the view of the camera? There it is. It’s that- well, this is the setup, and the punchline comes when he steps out, when the camera sees him. He can’t do it. He’s the fucking punchline. He’ll step out and the canned laugh track will play because - he trips over the thought, fully formed, like a pearl grown in his brain when he wasn’t looking - men don’t dress like that. That’s why dress-up is supposed to be funny, he realizes, because you’re not supposed to do that. Fuck. Shit. Et cetera. The worst part is, because he, man-shaped, man-analogue, can, there must be an “or else” at the end. He knows the “or else” so well. He’ll step out, feeling bright and beautiful and get laughed at, then halfway through the episode he’ll get torn apart by something, and the laugh track will keep playing, keep ringing in his ears.

No, he can’t go out, he wants to go home, he wants to never have been stupid enough to have done any of this. He wants to have never wanted anything in his life, to sit in his room with no thoughts staring at the wall until it’s his turn on set. He can hear them, the studio audience, muffled through the walls of the room but still so so so loud, and it must be loud enough that he doesn’t hear when Sneeg and Ranboo call to check on him, knock on the door- and what’s very concerning is that he doesn’t even see them open it, see Sneeg walk in, until he’s in front of him, grabbing onto his shoulder. His mouth is moving, but there’s no sound coming out, he can’t hear it over the chattering.

For a moment Charlie is all fear, because Sneeg must have brought the camera in, over his shoulder like a hawk, but Sneeg is signing to him, which he never does under the camera, so it must still be outside looking at Ranboo right now, and- oh, Sneeg’s signing, he should be paying attention to that. A C on the left shoulder. Charlie. A wide circle, chest height, flat palm, then pointing to him, with a confused expression. Where are you? He should be able to talk, but there’s so much ringing he can’t hear the words as they come out, and from Sneeg’s face they’re just mush to him. They don’t have a word for store, mall, dressing room, but Charlie knows what he means. He balls his hand into a fist, stands two fingers of the other on top like little legs, then moves them off and away from him. Out.

It should click here that if he’s not there, they can’t watch him, but someone’s always watching him. He carries around a phone with a little camera in it everywhere he goes, and so does everyone else around him. Not a click, but maybe gears grinding, some less immediate, less satisfying noise. If he’s not there anymore, there’s no camera pointed at him, there’s no studio audience, there’s no tinny laugh track. It’s in his head again, which is becoming a concerning pattern. In the real world, he takes in a couple long breaths. Knowing the noise isn’t real doesn’t make it disappear, but he knows it will eventually. He scrunches his face up, closes his eyes, and puts his hands over his face as he waits for the audience to have a lull, for the noise to stop being chattering and start being shuffling in seats and whispering, don’t they know there’s an emotional conversation about to happen? When the sound stops crushing him, he tries again. “I’m- I- I’m okay.” He says this very convincingly. “I’m good.”

He doesn’t even need to see Sneeg to know the look he must have when he responds, “You don’t look like you’re good.” Charlie draws his hands from his face to make some kind of joke or retort, but they come away wet and he realizes he must have started crying at some point, and those funny words fall away from him. “I just - I just wanted to have something without there being poison in it.”

“Fuckin’ tell me about it. What was it? Just the clothes?”

Charlie nods, “I was- They were- I thought they were going to get me for it. They always got people for it, you know?”

“Cause they were fucking massive homophobic assholes. I mean it. That shit they pulled was insane. I wish I knew that when I was in there. Most people, real people, they don’t care about anything like that. They can’t touch you anymore. They can’t fuckin’ - write you off for being a fairy, or a crossdresser, or whatever, and if anyone else gives you shit - Charlie, look at me - I will handle them. I promise.”

“Please don’t kill anyone. I don’t like talking to cops.”

“Duly noted.” Sneeg pauses for a beat, two, then follows with “Do you like the clothes?” Charlie’s brain is full of noise and churning, but his heart, the bits of it that are clean and unpoisoned, can’t stop going yes yes yes yes, so he nods. “That’s all that matters. C’mere.” Sneeg pulls him in for a hug, and Charlie tucks his head under Sneeg’s chin and lays it on his chest, a kid again, small and afraid but despite everything, surrounded by love.

A month later, Charlie will leave the apartment for the first time in a long skirt and a loose sweater, a newborn fawn with legs shaking, but taking step after certain step. At the grocery store, a young kid, maybe seven, stares at him like they’re seeing something they didn’t even know was possible. Charlie smiles back.

#genloss #generation loss #gl!charlie #i have. some thoughts on post-escape gl!charlie. i have a normal number of thoughts about him.

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bonesandthebees · 6 months

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are there any ccs that you've really been interested in for including in your fics?

oh man yeah pretty much all the qsmp cc's. specifically though I've really wanted to include jaiden, etoiles, baghera, bagi, cellbit, and fit way more in my stuff

the problem is I don't write that much qsmp specific stuff. the thing is if I were to write a crimeboys fic and throw some qsmp cc's in there, suddenly I'm posed with the question of how am I characterizing wilbur? am I going with q!wilbur or c!wilbur because those two characters are pretty different. I prefer writing c!wilbur, but then if i have qsmp cc's in there it just turns into a whole ???? confusing mess especially since most of my fics are wilbur centric

I might just be overthinking it and I can do a blurry mess of mixed characterization or whatever and you guys won't care but it's just a problem I have. like you guys have no idea how badly I wanted to throw qsmp cc's into under the hanging rose but wouldn't let myself because that fic is DEFINITELY centered around c!wilbur not q!wilbur. then again in rose i threw o!sneeg in there so again i'm probably just overthinking this. idk man I just love the other qsmp cc's but I wanna write about c!wilbur not q!wilbur 😭

#ask #anon #bones writes #if any readers want to throw any thoughts my way on this pls do #i wanna gauge your opinions

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