you won. what will you ask from me? can i have this button?

Jenson on who he's most excited to see

troubled old people my beloveds (also omagah its lanyon)

The narrator in the insanity ending:

"Stanley began screaming.

'Please someone wake me up! My name is Stanley! I have a boss! I have an office! I am real! Please just someone tell me I'm real! I must be real! I must be! Can anyone hear my voice?! Who am I? Who am I?!'

And everything went black."

The narrator in the skip button ending:

"The words that I'm saying need to know you can hear me, because maybe, Stanley, maybe you can hear me, then maybe it means I'm real. I can feel the edges of my reality curdling inward and decaying, I can tell that I am becoming less and less real yet to speak to you now I am alive! I am truly and completely here! I am a being! I am someone! I am something! I feel as though I occupy space in the world again! And I feel, right now, like I am not a work of fiction."

Stanley:

silly gen scribbles

Irondad fic ideas #132

Peter loses so many backpacks, Tony starts numbering them like his suits: "backpack mark 5," "backpack mark 13," "here you go kid, backpack mark 49."

I’m feeling quite sad about how much the active bts fandom on tumblr has shrunk and/ or how selective the community has become regarding content interaction. I’ve heard people pointing out a clique-building here lately, and while I’m well aware of closer mutual circles existing – and I can only speak on behalf of my friend group here – these pretty much develop naturally when there’s just no one else who reacts, reblogs from and talks to you anymore except for these handful of people. I don’t like that some people perceive these “cliques” as “exclusive”, for example to content creators only. that’s bullshit; it’s certainly not great to have only other cc’s support your work because they personally know how much time and effort it takes. also, knowing how lovely most of these people are, you’d get immediately followed back and showered with love too as soon as you’d even show a speckle of kindness on a regular basis, regardless of whether you make gifs yourself or not. ccs dedicating sets to each other isn’t a sign of exclusivity, but rather us holding onto and appreciating people who still give us at least some motivation to create and post in the first place anymore, because there’s quite literally no one else left by now.

”black mages can’t move” WRONG double triplecast xenoglossy umbral soul strike

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the wax and sweat-stained hand of the king

I exist only to post pics where I think Seb looks small

“Fav driver from the grid will have to be Fernando, and it's because he is old and I'm old, that's why, you know, back in my day when formula one was better, I just love how he still got the hunger for it, you know? I love racing and, you know, I like going away and racing but he lives for racing every day in formula one, if he is not driving a formula one car he is driving his car on his kart track, and it's nice to see him in a competitive car, he's obviously jumped around a lot, he's made some really bad decisions with where he's gone but he's made the right one now, I love seeing him race with the likes of Lewis, Max and all the greats, the young ones out there, not that Lewis is young anymore, but it's great to see him mixing in, and he still got it, he still got the eye, he still knows when to make the move, his reactions are there, so yeah, it's Fernando” – Jenson Button about Fernando today🧡

(i apology if something is something is wrong, i got what he said from this video and english is not my first language😁)

I once went to one of their inbox to tell them to please stop tagging elucien if their posts is just about bashing elriel and they basically told me to f*ck off and they can "do what they want" or whatever. I swear, these are the same little sh*ts that would complain about Elriels tagging elucien.

It's the fact that it's always the same 5 people that have literally no hobbies but complain about Elriels. They're lurking in the gwynriel tag too. They're covering the sweet content we're looking for with their bullshit posts.

"Look what these Elriels say-" NO I DON'T WANNA LOOK CAUSE I DON'T CARE! WHY ARE YOU STALKING THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE???

I don't want to see the hurtful stuff they say about Lucien and Elucien, nor do I care about their theories and Interpretation. I blocked the elriel tag and some elriels so that I won't have to see their posts. Heck, I'm avoiding acotar content on Tik tok and Twitter just so I won't see anything elriel and anti elucien related. If I wanted to see anti elriel content, I'd go to the anti elriel tag. It's that simple.

The thing is, I also tried to be more open to the Elriel ship. I'm very confident in Elucien, but should Elriel be endgame then I want to be okay with it. However, these little shits that constantly shove statements from toxic elriels to my face make it very difficult for me. It brings me back to "Elriels are so toxic" thoughts.

Sry for the long rant. It just angers me.

Babe, I once told people to stop taking the bait and they told me to get off my high horse so I feel you on that. Is it getting on a high horse to say that not everything on the internet is made in good faith and by answering obvious trolls...you give them the fight they want? Wow you sure showed them.

But at its core, LB said it best. It's not a bipartisan system and you actually can't tell anything about a person based on the ship they like. If some folks had any self awareness they'd realize they are literally no better than the people they claim to hate and for every one person hyping them up, 8 others feel discouraged and burned out from all the negativity. A fandom can't sustain itself on pure spite- you need people who passionately love the series enough to draw art, write fic, create headcanons etc etc, and to that end you have to let go of the utter boring obsession with what is and is not canon.

I took screenshots of that post, and one person said "the author wrote it that way for a reason???" and to that I'd say, she wrote enough to make elriel a very popular ship, too. Are we picking and choosing? Are we saying you're not allowed to ship something if it isn't canon? No more Neris, no Rhysta, no Casslain, no Azris? And who gets to decide what is and is not canon? Someone on that post was discussing what "true" eluciens are, which excludes me along with a vast swath of other people.

I didn't elect any of these people to decide what I was allowed to write about or commission art for- Like the cherry picking so people can be faux outraged and then take screenshots of one of the most popular artists in the fandom, with a VERY distinct style to create a victim narrative that allows them to feel good about bullying is just overdone and boring at this point.

Anyway, I'll always advocate for blocking people and creating spaces that feel good. And I'll continue saying that if you hate something that much, you should stop engaging with it. No one is ever going to change my mind about elucien, I'm confident in my choices and even if SJM doesn't go that direction, I'll still be writing elucien like idgaf. The constant looking each other up to talk shit reeks of insecurity and boredom. Couldn't be me.

I have officially been given too much power

I just saw the newest bts photo of Ryan and this was the first thought that came to mind. They are wearing the same shirt. I repeat Buck and Eddie are wearing the same shirt, the share clothes.

every day i log onto tumblr feeling like troy barnes in community season 3 episode 4 “remedial chaos theory”

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