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kan-be · 1 year

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everyday is a fruk day here but today is especially so 🥳

#I'm just gonna pretend I live on the other end of the world and it's still April 8th here #im so bad with deadlines omfg #anyways I like to think Arthur is telling Francis how disgustingly incompetent this new New York Times bestseller is written #which he took to read just to give young talents a chance for once (with worst expectations ofc)#i wanted to do something big and mEaNiNgFuL yk but honestly? the only thing that means to me rn is spring #please its SNOWING and was -12C yesterday can we please switch seasons finally #hetalia #hws #fruk #aph england #aph france #entente cordiale

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 10 months

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local dog unused to such fluff & tenderness, more at 8

#ok. i will admit. i got so caught up in the euphoria of Them that i FUCKING FORGOT HOWDY'S WINGS #half of his yassification... gone....#yk lets just pretend he can take em off and hang em up on a coat rack #just this once k we on the same page Good #i take the comedy character. i give them Emotional Issues #if barnaby doesn't end up having so many problems hiding under all that humor ill eat my cat #she will Go In The Soup and i will Eat Her Soupified Face #gripping the bars of my enclosure and staring So Hard at barnaby like #'cmon you have problems i Know you have problems pleeeassse lose your shit i hope you get so angry and so sad cmon cmon'#WHATS UNDER THAT HAPPY MASK PUPPET BOY #sorry. wrong post to have a lapse of sanity in the tags #anyway ahaha aheehee laughingstock <3 hoohoo haha yassified howdy <3 #scribble salad #yassified howdy <3 #welcome home #barnaby x howdy #howdy x barnaby

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gregoftom · 1 year

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GOD i am trying so fucking hard not to read into the fact that tom repressed the shit out of how he actually felt when he learned he probably won’t go to jail and then when he went to greg, he could. express it. you know. he could be himself. i really hate so much what i read into it BECAUSE I SHOULDN’T BC I KNOW WHAT HAPPENS LATER AND I SHOULDN’T TRUST THIS SHIT BUT ARHJARHA HOW CAN I NOT WHEN HE’S REPRESSED ASF PER USUAL BUT THE MOMENT HE GOES TO GREG OR IS ALONE WITH GREG HE EXPRESSES HIMSELF FULLY, HIS RAGE, PAIN, [MANIC] HAPPINESS, AFFECTION. I HATE THIS SO MUCH. AND GREG IS IN THE CORNER COWERING BC HE DOESN’T UNDERSTAND THAT THE REASON TOM ACTS THIS WAY AROUND HIM IS. no. i Refuse to read That into it. but yall get what i’m saying right.

AND THEN THIS

are you fucking kidding me. like was that really fucking necessary.

#tomgreg #god i hate thi IS S how #im gonan. i gotta sit down for a sec i'm jahving a jhemmhorrage #hemorrage #mhem?? you know that ththing #oh yall are prob expecting a novel in the tags wel like i said in the post. i think it's interesting that tom is like. Himself. around greg.#when they're alone. he can be like. maybe his core self? i don't know. maybe it's some kind of. parallel.#to how he tries to be a roy. which can be compared to say. roman. who was confirmed to have had the concept.#of being gay. like. they put on a show right. like roman's true self is he'd die for his family. but he won't say it outright.#and in fact hates being called out on it/makes excuses for it.#you see where i'm going with this. they pretend to be. yk. something they're not.#but around greg HES SO EXPLOSIVE and SO AFFECTIONATE and so PLAYFUL. like i said. he's like a schoolboy.#we get glimpses of that with shiv but she doesn't seem to like it so he learns to repress it.#when greg refused his little wrestle to the ground [by the way. ok gayass] he got snippy and took it as a rejection.#but it won't stop him from continuing to be himself around greg bc there's something about him i guess.#like obviously i'm trying really hard to think rationally about this bc i don't know if i can trust the writers with something like this.#and i'm getting conflicting thoughts and feelings and ideas from stuff i've seen about season 4.#but like. yeah. i don't know. it's interesting to me. this scene was interesting to me.#i'm not gonna cap the whole tom going koo koo bananas bc well he flipped a desk and beat his chest unga bunga. but. yeah.#ALSO GREG ASKNG ''IS IT REAL'' BEFORE TOM KISSES HIM GOD SEND THE FLOOD #DONT FUCKING DO THAT #anYWYA IM GOING MY BLOOD PRESSURE IS RISING little lord fuckleroy has left the call #txt #SORRY SORRY ALSO tom calling them the waystar two hAHHhhhhhfdne wowowoewoewd what is he your fucking boywife. fuck outta here

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exausta-verytired · 9 days

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I'm bringing all of you to the capoeira practice

#also wondering how many of you are only siblings because I'm pretty sure the first place I learnt to throw a punch was at home #I also got in a lot of physical fights because I took no shit with homophobic bullying and cat calling #but but. both football and capoeira in my neighbourhood were important to me growing up because it gave me the knowledge that I could in #fact beat up a man because physical strength isn't the only thing at play #and I do think the fact most boys grow up having very physical games while girls don't plays a huge factor in women being conditioning to #not react #genuinely think the most important thing when you're in a real fight. is how many real fights you've been on before #a lot of men are very weak for pain. you can beat them in endurance. like I understand there's disadvantage but I hate the DOOMY way some #women talk about men being larger/stronger as someone who's successfully fought off many situations #but this is also why I hate most self defense. like regularly practicing martial arts does help. but a 10 hours course will not kick in a #desperate situation where you need muscle memory. my best advice is if you don't know how to throw a punch just DON'T you can do more with #your elbows or slapping. just. a lot of fights it's being willing to let the desperation kick in and go for the throat yk #honestly I KNOW how to throw a punch and even I tend to go for elbows because I'm 160cm and not that strong lol #anyways my worst opinion as someone who works with teens is that I think sometimes we should let kids solve some problems with their hands #will always pretend I don't see gay students or women who get harassed throwing punches #some of you truly should've caused more chaos in your school years #also it's really sad that women were banned from capoeira for a long time some 'tradicionalists' still complain #it's all about being nimble and smarter in order to beat an opponent you ASSUME it's stronger than you. it just feels great #gave me a lot of confidence when I really needed ot

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danothan · 10 months

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it’s such a shame that yja’s artemis crock is basically an oc bc she was one of my fav characters from anything ever and i’ll never be able to see her again bc her comic counterpart(s) are other ppl entirely 😭

#tigress made an appearance in robin and i did think her design and small bit of characterization was fun #but i miss my girl yk #wouldn’t make sense to drop her in with the cast of characters she knew before #but can we pretend </3 #i might just have to steal her as an oc myself atp #(which i kinda did with dayta but that was an accident and before i remembered anything abt yja)#(just goes to show what character traits/stories i lean towards ig!)#dc #yja #artemis crock #danbles

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munamania · 4 months

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ok im a really chill and normal person and i get over things and am well adjusted but take a walk with me here. just give me my time to complain when im not in the absolute fucking trenches. and yes i believe i suffered more than those in trench warfare. it was literally a lesbian situationship with a bistraight girl come on. just. magenta choppy shag with the roots coming in. camo cargo pants black t shirt with red lettering and striped long sleeve (sign someone likes music. confirmed). lip ring big black stud earrings and nails. red docs. i think lesbians should be allowed to kill one dyke baiter in their lifetime idc

#and now we're gonna get into some quiet parts and youre just gonna let me have this #i. am so sick. first of all it was kinda funny how people ik ended up sorta surrounding her. felt good. but like we've shared a space #together since everything. i can like be in her presence it's seriously fine. that said. i do sometimes miss her #i say this after going through the really hating her guts period bc of her evil evil evil ways. and feeling like she's lame as hell bc she #s. but i mean it's me talking i have my problems too. i Hate the way we always so naturally act in sync. and i hate that we've both picked #each others' brains for hours so it's like. i knew you once and now we can't even look each other in the eye and that just really sucks #and i feel like. not that i strictly believe in these things. but we were sort of twin flames. i largely suffered for like. basically #falling in love w her. and i know i didn't leave as much of a mark. but i still hope it sucked a little for her #and i'll admit i think it'd be some sort of miracle if we could ever talk civilly. unfortunately we work in two ways #literally behaving in Ways and borderline fucking or not speaking. so. here we are #and i already humiliatingly tried to extend an olive branch this summer so im not gonna be fucking stupid. yk #but GOD how annoying. i did talk to situationship today and we were relatively normal so at least that's not deathly awkward #it's still. definitely um. stiff. but not terrible #i need to get to the club. pretend theres a cig emoji im on desktop rn #sorry for this.#film girl saga

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mac-audcheese · 11 months

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Ik everyone and their mom says that in mcd aphmau and garroth were canon from the start before aarons big fat man ass came in but I need to bring up two points thatve been itching my brain for a hot minute

First: where the fuck is the solid proof😭 people preach and preach about this and I believe them to a degree but where is any sort of evidence that this is all true like,, there’s gotta be a screenshot SOMEWHERE of some deleted tweets I need to see them

Second: if garmau was said to be canon, then why was there an overwhelming amount of laurmau content in season two before aaron and aph really clicked ? Like yeah there was some garmau content in season one and then had somewhat of a fling season two but the laurance content after garroth was gone? Spiked. Maybe it was for the love triangle but it felt wayyy more one sided on the laur end compared to gar (ofc before aarons thing),, like you can’t tell me there was supposed to be more going on before Jason got all butt hurt his whole ass wife was making a minecraft version of her and a fictional character mush faces

Like idkk man the math ain’t mathing here and it would be rlly helpful if one of y’all could dig up some receipts to put my mind at ease :,)

#another 2am rant yk the usual #it just jddhdb i have to KNOW #I wish y’all were as good as catching little things in 2016 as dreamsmp fans are now #Ik we walked so they could run but man do they got it good now #while you’re digging can you revive that mystreet video of garroth rejecting laurance that got taken down for copyright way back when? thank #that one also bugs me that it’s one of the few videos of them at least pretending their in love and I need it a lot #it was a whole video on minecraft rejections idk #I just want it back #anygays thankies gnight #aphmau #aphblr #laurance #garroth #mystreet #aphmau mcd

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babygirlgiles · 9 months

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After the events of the past weekend— Eyghon, Jenny, the terrifying possession and his own mortifying breakdown over it all— Giles feels that he owes the kids an explanation. Part apology and part penance, he decides to take them to the beach after school to soften the blow of what he has to say. Of course, none of this goes according to plan.

Or, alternatively titled: coming out as a murderer to your surrogate children is hard.

(Additional Tags: Past Rupert Giles/Ethan Rayne, Background Jenny Calendar/Rupert Giles, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Heart-to-Heart, Awkward Conversations, Episode: s02e08 The Dark Age, Bisexual Rupert Giles, scooby dynamics, Giles is an incredibly awkward not quite surrogate dad)

#rupert giles #buffy the vampire slayer #buffy summers #willow rosenberg #xander harris #buffy the vampire slayer fanfiction #buffy the vampire slayer fanfic #btvs #btvs fanfiction #btvs fanfic #i wrote this like over a year ago and sort of hated it at the time #and then rewatched this episode recently and was like 'huh wait didnt i write a fic about this'?#and reread it and was like. huh. wait that actually wasn't so bad lmao #i mean at worst it's ooc to ever expect giles to willingly talk about his feelings or anything personal #bc he literally Will Not in 95% of circumstances unless literally forced to lmao #but. yk. we can pretend :)#btvs is actually about what it's like to have an emotionally unavailable father figure so sorry for giving giles a bare minimum #amount of emotional intelligence :/#myfic

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sadlazzle · 5 months

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aw dear .. my cat’s got a big lump on the side of his face, poor little lamb. he’s in the wars at the moment he is

#he’s rlly going thru it bless his cotton socks #i don’t wanna speak anything into the universe but … i think this might be his last winter #i may be wrong. i hope i am. but i don’t think he has very many left in him #at least he’s had a very good and comfortable life. all we can give him now is a comfortable end of life #oh it’s gonna be hard when he goes tho #he’s been around since i was 5. he’s been thru everything with me for the majority of my life so far #i just want him to know i love him and im happy he shared his life and love with me #im not gonna pretend it’s not hard to think about. cause it is #i think it’s jst cause he’s always been there yk ? he’s been there for every bad day when i needed some silent company #and i just hope i can be that for him when his end comes #plum.txt

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after-nine-at-the-oasis · 6 months

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EXCUSE ME???!?!!!!?

THAT ENDING WAS SO GOOD BUT WHAT THE HECK 😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔❤️❤️❤️❤️

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arthur-r · 6 months

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how to not be an ass to somebody who sort of freaked me out while also not acting like i actually want to be friends with him????

#for context we were texting and he just sort of started talking about giving head???? yeah i’m as confused and surprised as you are #and we were already planned to get dinner a few days later so i just let that happen but it was weird and uncomfortable yk #and i was hoping that i had just been clearly done after that. but then a couple days later he texted me with like #‘‘hey can i tell you about something i’ve been hyperfixating on lately?’’ and i was in the middle of a depressive episode so i ignored it #like fully didn’t open it on instagram or anything just left it sitting there. and now it’s been weeks #and he just texted me saying ‘‘hey what’s up?’’ and he’s in my latin class but wasn’t there today #anyway i’m heading to eat lunch rn. at a dining hall that happens to be directly outside of this kids dorm. wish me luck i guess #but like how do i avoid ghosting him in an evil way while also not pretending to be more comfortable than i am #idk. time sensitive question. but i’m gonna go eat lunch and worry about it later #me. my post. mine.#delete later #ask to tag

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indigodawns · 1 year

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#my guys getting a ~new diagnosis at 25 is EXHAUSTING???#at least as a chronic overthinker ig bc whew #every day i swing from oohhh yep im definitely autistic to noooo i don't think i fit it enough esp sensory wise and blabla #i make eyecontact (but now im thinking about it and it's like being conscious of your breathing yk?? and then it's like. is that why #it doesn't feel that natural suddenly or??? and if im a little uncomfortable i stop making eyecontact but ig that's ~normal)#and then with noise and light i don't KNOW i don't know if it's all bc im paying attention now #like you see MAYBE im just pretending my depression symptoms/self-dislike are autism but what actually happens is just that #and i wonder like is my almost compulsively picking at my nails or scabs (i know) stimming or? and what stims would i like how do you KNOW #anyways. had autism group therapy last week and it was v chill and lowkey and also relatable at times though we didn't cover that much #but the overhead lights stayed off and that was great bc i hate u massive tl lights (but im prone to migraines so who knows!)#anyways. my mum did say it makes sense to her and my sister accepted it in a heartbeat JDMDMD and she studies psych and had to #deal with me growing up and bossing her around (our strongest soldier)#and on holidays it takes me a week to get settled usually but i THOUGHT that was depression bc i feel isolated and lonely for a while #so yknow??? sighhhh i am discussing this in therapy but i wanna KNOW i want facts so i can speed through the acceptance process cmon #(i know.......)#anyways. if you're still reading 1) mwah and 2) input is always welcome #insofar any of this made sense

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fleshdyke · 9 months

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#lost literally one of the best friendships of my life yesterday #i mean it’s been gone for a while i just never had the courage to talk to them about it until yesterday. and that basically confirmed it tbh #they didn’t say i did anything wrong but they also didn’t not say i did anything wrong and i’m v paranoid that i did do smth wrong #like i dont want to talk bad abt any of them bc genuinely i had so much fun with these people and im so glad i got to know them #like when i talked to them they were very dry ig? like not like their usual self at all even when talking to someone they dont know #definitely sounded like they were talking to someone they hated. im trying to tell myself taht its just my anxiety but ummm yeah idk i think #im actually right this time #idk. it just sucks man. im trying to think of what i did wrong bc i just dont know what happened #i think im overanalyzing every interaction i can remember having with these ppl bc i dont even want to entertain the idea that they might #have been bad people all along. i dont want to think that and i dont but idk it feels like an observation about myself that ive made from #the outside in yk. like half of me is feeling the emotional response and the other half is just watching from the outside like im someone #else. and i know this is a normal human thing but its just always weird yk #and then theres the whole awful thing of seeing shit that they would find funny or that reminds me of them. and i also dont know what im #supposed to do when school starts back up again bc we took a lot of the same classes and if i end up in a class with them idk if im supposed #to say hi or just pretend they dont exist or not and i dont want to make the wrong decision so they hate me even more yk #whatever man. it fucking sucks but life goes on. my dog is just chilling in my room rn and i’ll always have her and tia and my brother #rambles #vent

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incorrectskyrimquotes · 1 year

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back to tulka shenanigans

#i was thinking and yk i havent done the dark brotherhood questline in a while #and we can pretend this is before eryn kills them all ig?#idk i havent fully Decided on that yet #i just wanna talk to my man nazir

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munamania · 6 months

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something that makes me feel guilty is the fact that seeing that persons face rn literally makes me angry. they walked into class and i nearly winced. and in all fairness they were quite kind to me. outside of the several kind of odd red flags. girl whatever. to be quite frank i am a horny bastard and vocal proud etc but few people interest me enough to actually want to hang out with and get to know And i have deep seated intimacy issues so it's like. we really dont have a shot unless the circumstances r exactly right on a full moon perfect thursday of a month etc like. well and tbh i probably would have fucked around with this person but i dont... care... about some big relationship w them.. and i know i could be a relationship girl like eventually i have it in me to have a muse that's what im built for i think idc but not rn... rn i need to hang out with my friends and do my film stuff and have people that maybe wanna make out sometimes is that so much to ask for. for a lesbian at a bar to want to make out perhaps. ** for there to be lesbians at the bars to potentially make out with.

#and i am quite lonely yes thank u for asking. yeah someday id love to get to know someone again in the context of falling in love #what about it. so what now. i dont think im meant for our understanding of romantic love but boy do i crave it #why am i having this moment rn. well ok consider im on my period all i could think about this morning was [redacted] and both parties #of my dyke drama were back in class today. and the one gay person that i think has a crush on me but we dont see each other super often #so im just. guessing based on the way awkward lesbians communicate. idk #and i feel really just mean but i quite literally dont have it in me to pretend to be nice to this person anymore #i wasnt like. some villain for realizing we were acting really coupley and being like oh shit because i didnt want to hurt them #. and trying to communicate and put some distance between us when i thought they were probably in too deep. it's unfortch it took me a sec #but jesus christ yk i cant walk around and feel awkward about it forever. and im frustrated by the fact that we're just acting so odd #but again frankly i think it's largely bc they have an unhealthy relationship with dating. THROWING HORIZONTAL PUNCHES HERE.#OK. STONES FROM A GLASS HOUSE. IM AWARE. REAL RECOGNIZES REAL.#and YET. despite my past insanity. ive been kind. i can understand disappointment and a little awkwardness #but jesus would you rather i pretend to be in love with you for months and then really break your heart.#this is where i get mean and make a joke like well hey if we couldve had weird really mediocre sad angry dyke sex abt it #that would have been cool with me. but alas. we're here instead and it's fucking with my friendships too #and like we were kind of ok friends too. what now. its just u me and this brick wall u built between us bitch #now was EYE not answering texts for a minute. we dont need to get into it.#because the thing IS if i dont play things exactly right. and im not good at that without prior planning. i will accidentally say or do #something that i know. again. from being insane myself. would be just enough for them to hold onto hope #and im not trying to do that to them you know. i was trying to help with the detachment. shitty as it may be. i dont fucking know dude #this post is going to make me look kind of. well. whatever u guys have seen me at my worst. mostly. and post #ok one last thing sorry if this makes me sound like i have a giant ego. like wow heres this person who really liked me and im just shitting #all over them. not what im meaning to do but whatever

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ria-starstruck · 1 year

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omg. might have finished the lines for my oc animatic. have an incomprehensible screenshot

#this means i am changing tracks 2 working on the hollow knight part lineart #animatic wip #original character animatic wip #oc animatic wip #oc #original character #monster character #monster oc #body horror #?? yk funky eyes etc #bug character #bug oc #my break is ending </3 and tabletless days are ahead </3 #so if i get as much lineart for as much stuff done as possible it means i can at least do fiiddling with timing and colors when i do not hav #when i do not have my tablet #'''finished''' except for the incomplete boulder and some details i forgot here and there and etc etc etc but we simply pretend to not see #do not percieve etc etc etc #percieve....perceive. silly word #also i'm looking away from fmmp3 or whatever it's called constantly conveniently lopping off the first section and pretending it will all tu #turn out ok in the end 💖#also this specific section could use some more frames or whatever in order to make it a bit clearer but i am Tired of it so no more 💖

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