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i love this album because for the first time in maybe her entire career she's not apologising for a single thing. the album is angry and raw and she's like "here's this chapter of my life, the sad, the bad, the terrible and it's all raw and fucking angry for you all to see and i don't need absolution for a single thing" like she's not asking forgiveness for a single thing from anyone and that's what makes the album so fucking heartbreaking
#like honestly who the fuck cares if she outed someone's sexuality and addiction#because she sure as fuck doesn't#and isn't that fucking refreshing to see
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... herMagicMoment 🌿
#surf#style#addiction#nnfc#she surf#life#home#she is gorgeous#she is so fucking beautiful#she is stunning#she is so hot#she is so gorgeous#she is so beautiful#she is perfect#she is so amazing
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I've been veeerrrry slowly carving my way through BG3. But I think I keep getting captivated by the wrong scenes? Like when you had to dig up a dog's grave for a free steak.
My durge is a civilized nutbar tief-rogue named Typhus (because I forgot that’s just a disease and not something you name an English bulldog), and he’s only holding himself back from slaughtering innocents because of the Dark Urge to resolve friendly NPC storylines. He’s also a desperate slut who wants to get you out of those clothes so he can see your sexy, sexy character development. Whatever you’re into, c’mon. Yes, he’ll even let you put that in there.
#bg3#bg3 durge#baldur's gate 3#astarion#karlach#tiefling#gale#typhus#I drew this before I confirmed that gale isn't a virgin#I have so many of these started but drawing everyone's outfits makes my soul leave my body#ANYWAY GREAT GAME THANKS LARIAN FOR THE EASY MODE#I can't believe they made a visual novel I can crossbow snipe in#AND PET OWLBEARS#AND HAVE A MURDER ADDICTION#AND GET FUCKED DESPITE THE MURDER ADDICTION#sorry for implying karlach wouldn't encourage you to put on a dog collar I had to include her because she was there
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No thoughts just this Lucy look [x]
#lesbian distress sounds#she’s soooooo gorgeous what the actual fuck#this eye makeup is perfect on her#me seeing other femmes is like I love you and also I want to be you#it’s 4:22 am I’m listening to addictions and I’m in my Lucy brain rot#lucy dacus#boygenius
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Cannot stop thinking about Ruby and how brutally Klaasje fucks her over despite everyone in Martinaise's clear affection for her. How everyone seems to like Ruby and her 'gruff charm,' how she gets passionate about radio technology and loves movies from the 20s, likes 'a beer on the beach to watch the sunset'. She's an 'old lady whisperer,' Isobel likes her and even defends her, the
Hardie boys are clearly very fond of her. Even when you're being blasted by her pale latitude compressor, it's hard not to like her at least a bit. She tested it on herself first! The Half-Light reaction of sympathetic fear to Klaasje's accusations, and then Drama cutting in to point out that the fear isn't to do with Ruby, it's the fear of being arrested that Klaasje is feeling. Her first response, out of fear of the RCM and the Moralintern, is to use the presumed biases and homophobia of these RCM officers as leverage to pin the blame on Ruby, even as nearly every other scrap of information you can collect describing Ruby's personality contradicts it.
#ruby the instigator#disco elysium#idk half finished thoughts bc im still fuzzy from yesterdays migraine but#like no one in this game is a totally good person ofc and she's scared for her life if she gets arreste#but fuck man#that really got to me#leveraging Ruby's drinking to make her sound out of control and scary too like AUGH#this game has some interesting things to say about societal biases towards addicts and people who drink#and it shows just how shit-scared klaasje is too to use the 'scary drunk dyke' thing to claw her way to safety#something something it all comes back to the evils of moralism#klaasje amandou#DE rambling
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Women who don’t conform to the "society norms for women"??? Chief kiss best women. I DON’T WANT HER YOUNG AND SUBMISSIVE. I WANT HER TO PUT ME IN A BOX???
Minthara with her pretty older woman face and her deep deep voice????
Cait with her rudeness and her thick Irish accent???
Marguerit Maida???? JILL FUCKING VALENTINE??? AMANDA YOUNG!
#guys i think im a lesbian?????#i am i love woman#i would have love to be a drow woman guys#actually not it’s shitty like fuck your mom beat you wtf??#it’s either she’s addicted with a lot of trauma or she’s older than me with also a lot of trauma lol#amanda young#saw#minthara#bg3#resident evil#jill valentine#marguerit maida#subnautica#cait fallout 4
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Reminder that this is the level of drag 'representation' angel dust gives :/
This is bottom of the barrel feminization towards drag performing arts :/
And since helluva boss fans are only do passive as to read everything at surface level only here is the Spitting definition of drag queens/kings
At no point is it intrinsically all about just sexual performance or sexual drive, it can be a factor or a small portion but it is not just a large generalization as much as people are trying to make drag performing seem to be.
Drag is an art form. It is a statement. It is a person of beauty and the love and appreciation of fashion and expression!
Angel Dust is the complete opposite of sex workers or drag performers at all! If AD is supposed to resemble the theme of abuse in industry [something she already failed to portray with fizzerolli] and the toll that sex workers and addicts within the industry for that matter, we have no clue how he will act in Hazbin but the sneak peek of him in leather gives me no hope if the implication is that he will purely be centered around valentinos abuse. Considering someone on the team ship's and actively adores the ship that is Angel x Valentino
How can you claim to support sex workers while actively seeing them as purely fetishism gay yaoi bait THAT YOU ACTIVELY MERCHANDISE AS """SEXY""":/
There is nothing to angel dust besides the appeal of a feminine man being sexually abused.
#anti vivziepop#fucked up#i am a transmasc nonbinary binding male please. debate me over this. ive also dealt with addict and od's within my family.#helluva boss critical#hazbin hotel critical#please stop supporting spindlehorse#vivziepop critical#anti helluva boss#please stop supporting vivziepop#spindlehorse critical#been meaning to make this post for a while#vivziepop is aphobic#vivziepop is homophobic#*if she isnt her writing sure the hell is#also im acearo while im now an ex-kinnie of AD so i know my shit as to what the fuck im talking about with vivzie history and her art ;/#there is no characterization or bite to angel outside of his drag sona#the merch is problematic becaua ei thought the red smoke resembled the control valentino had upon him so... why????#is it just me am i the only person noticing the problem???#leather with no mystique and lace with all the abuse blatantly written over :x#anti raph
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maybe a hot take but please don’t have or stop having children if you have an active eating disorder/body dysmorphia (including binge eating, not just restrictive disorders). seriously
thinking you’ll be the exception (because you’re So self-aware, unlike those Other disordered women) and won’t give your dysmorphia/eating disorder to your child is pride before a very slow and terrible fall
it never ever works. you’re never ever immune. i mean, such a huge reason of why there are so many of us now is bc our moms thought the same thing lmfao. didn’t matter how well-intentioned they were. no matter how much they tried to separate Their Problems from Ours. here we fucking are
i know it’s not women’s fault to begin with, but the reality is that those of us affected do incubate, nurture, and pass on the virus in the Current Way of Things
the buck needs to stop here. this isn’t a game. think of all the things your mother probably thought she was expertly hiding from you that you still picked up on and were profoundly affected by in a terrible and formative way. it will happen to you, too. don’t think it won’t.
if you know that you’re not solidly and confidently recovered, you have a responsibility to stop that buck and not actively attempt to create a child who will observe, mimic, internalize, adopt, and inherit your lifelong life-ruining behavior. the selfishness is breathtaking honestly
#eating disorders are one of the most treatment-resistant behavioral issues out there#once they take firm root#this is not quite the same as ‘don’t have children if you’re even a little bit mentally ill’ btw before anyone thinks it is#this is a very specific problem#and it is LEARNED#you cant always protect your child from the outside world influence but you can do something about what your child starts with at home#i am recovered now but i could’ve saved my whole life if my mom hadn’t been dieting when i was 7#so i started dieting too#bc she was my mom and i did what she did#cuz i was fucking 7#she never told me what a diet was. i just observed her.#and when she binged EYE binged#i blame her always for my food addiction
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i desire her carnally
#shes so fucking hot tho SHE KNOW IT!!!!!!!!#dont mind the third picture having dialog#shes so beautiful bro#im sorry i just#officer i swear its not an addiction#please#grell sutcliff#grelle sutcliff#black butler grell#black butler grelle#kuroshitsuji grell#kuroshitsuji grelle#black butler#kuroshitsuji#water posts
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... i do it !!!🌿
#style#addiction#nnfc#life#home#she is gorgeous#she is so gorgeous#she is so hot#she is so beautiful#she is stunning#she is hot#she is so stunning#she is so fucking beautiful#she is so sweet#she is so sexy
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Listening to Nina Simone jazz before a long study day >>>
#I am glad like so fucking glad she and her hypnotic voice exist#My books are ready my notes are ready#And w jazz and moisturized skin and lip balm on I too will be ready#I’m usually very much in my alt rnb niche but jazz is the exception bc it fits a morning study session in April so well#And Nina Simone is so addicting#Cortisol levels are also usually highest in the morning for everyone and Nina Simone’s music just alleviates that and calms me down#I feel like she’ll get me through my neurotic mcat prep genuinely
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took a while but here’s drummer and naomi
#i was gonna do amos as well#but it was taking so long#so that’s why the composition looks kinda funny#i’m still gonna do amos#but he’s gonna get his own study#sorry this took like 2 weeks#i suddenly got pretty busy#plus for some reason i decided it would be a good time to quit smoking#and nicotine withdrawal is a bitch#turns out i was very addicted#it drained all my motivation#don’t smoke kids#the expanse#camina drummer#naomi nagata#also i was right naomi’s hair was fucking difficult to draw#it’s gorgeous though#i don’t love her hair when she joins drummer on the behemoth icl#but those first two seasons#omg#beautiful
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My issue with Willows arc in season 6 being framed as her use of magic was an addiction and not a quest for power all along is that it fundamentally ignores what made Willow start to actively use magic in the first place, and that was her feeling helpless.
It’s shown throughout s1 and s2 that Willow is incredibly smart, she’s shown as being relied on, trusted, and respected by the smart and accomplished adults surrounding her; Giles, Jenny and Angel which clearly means a lot to her and feeds the growing ego she undoubtedly has. Feeling smart and respected helps build up Willow's confidence in season two, you can see it in the way she can now not only hold a conversation with someone like Cordelia, but can also speak firmly to her like a teacher (The Dark Age).
Up until Becoming Part 1, we only ever see Willow use knowledge to help her friends, she learns quickly and finds it very easy to adapt what she knows the best way to help save the day, but it's not until Willow and Buffy find the floppy disk that Willow reveals she has been actively learning about magic, and she believes she has the ability to use it. This is not easy magic, in fact it has been lost for generations, and Willow clearly feels a lot of pride in her ability to do a spell that would help her best friend, and impress Giles who she looks up to.
Except it all goes wrong. Willow learning all that magic, having all those brains don't really mean anything when Drusilla and her henchmen attack. Having a Slayer and a Watcher there didn't mean anything. Willow didn't get to use her spell, and almost died because she became cornered and couldn't fight the vampire off on her own. Now I believe that at the point when Willow wakes up and is determined to complete the spell (in spite of Buffy telling her not to worry about it, but that's another topic for another day), she genuinely wants to help, but I agree with Giles as well. Completing that spell, especially after being so incredibly helpless against a vampire, opened a door that Willow couldn't close. Power was the only way to avoid feeling that helpless again.
You see this further develop in season 3. Willow is now able to actively help on patrol with Buffy and Faith (The Zeppo), she no longer needs to feel helpless against a vampire, which gives her the confidence to both read and steal (parts of) The Books of Ascension and tells Faith what she really thinks of her (Choices). When Willow begins to feel helpless in Graduation Day Part 1, she immediately decides to find a spell to stop The Mayor. At this point Willow is relying on Magic in a way that entirely feels like a perfect mix of wanting to help, and needing the ability to feel more powerful than the bad guys.
In season 4 Willow again turns to magic again and again when she feels helpless (Fear, Itself. Wild at Heart, Something Blue, Hush) with nearly all examples going wrong in some way, which in turn seem to make her even more determined to master magic and bring it under her control, no matter what anyone who cares about her says (Oz, Buffy, Giles).
In season 5 we immediately see an example of Willow using magic in a way that she doesn't need to - when she creates a fire for Xander on the beach in Buffy vs Dracula, but for the most part in this season (apart from Triangle), Willow has a much calmer use of magic, and I do think that this is because of Tara's influence. Tara grounds her, and helps her learn a lot more slowly, gives her abilities time to breathe and grow.
But then Tara gets hurt by Glory, and Willow immediatly turns to magic to hurt Glory back, and Willow actually succeeds for a time. Glory overpowers her, and Buffy has to save her, and Tara is still gone. Willow is helpless again. It's not until everyone starts falling apart around her, especially Buffy, that Willow finds her control and uses her magic flawlessly to both bring Buffy out of her catatonic state, and bring Tara back from what Glory did to her... but Buffy still dies.
Willow is helpless again. Willow turns to magic again.
I personally grew up with an addict, so I can see in season 6 where they were going with the storyline, but from the moment Willow decided that she would do the spell that would bring Buffy back from the dead it was clear it was all about her being able to complete a spell that no one else could do, and yes, no longer feeling helpless. Willow was now the defacto leader - as voted for by her friends, and for all her power, Willow couldn't take that responsibility. She wanted to be powerful enough to bring her friend back, but not take the responsibilty that came with it, and turning all that development into an addiction fell incredibly flat, especially with how they treated the ‘addiction’ in season seven.
After all Willow’s trauma and development, a shy and downtrodden brainiac with an unrequited crush, turned all powerful witch who can successfully support The Slayer and lead her group of Scoobies and you’re going to take all that power from her and make her an addict with no self control? Who was consciously and unconsciously making decisions to meddle with powers she knew were incredibly dangerous since season two?? Come on.
#my thoughts#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#willow rosenberg#I love willow but this storyline was… ugh#she was an all powerful witch who fucked around and couldn’t handle it#the addiction seemed so false to me
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Oh yeah, Angel Dust has a sister, her name's Molly, there are a bunch of speed drawings with her.
Anon I think you are the only fan of Molly as I have not sent her be mentioned outside of 2017.
Genuinely thought that Molly was like Niffty/Vaggie situationship because I had NO fucking clue what stance Molly even was outside of just looking at a distant glance over definitely not realizing that was what happened to the past 'Angel Dust Drag'..... The fact that it personifies into a woman that is barely mentioned [much like angel representing or doing drag in the first place], turned into fucking THIS????
I cant even begin to comprehend.... She speaks for herself honestly. You can tell that viv genuinely did not give a fuck about the implications here or the lazy design that is 'Hmm angel dust but pink girly'
I feel like she just became cut content considering there hasn't ever been a mention about angels' family besides his Arackniss
Kinda weird how angel is more focused and put down upon in the spotlight more with Valentino and less with his 1930s mobster Italian spider persona :/ Even attempting to make a different womanly character known as the sister of angel dust, she is still tied down to him and has nothing besides this rainbow vomit old design.
How could I not be confused over angels' stance on dragging while VIV can't even fucking make characters up for him without retconning over herself!
You want this mess of a character design to be made but not Baxter???? I'm baffled. Thanks for bringing this horrid 'writing' decision to my notice. Since viv doesn't give a single lick of sense about Molly I too did not realize that Molly was supposed to be the hyper feminized pink eyesore that was SUPPOSED to be Angel's DRAG PERFORMING CARICATURE???
Your ask has the exact same amount of punch as telling me that Blitz has a sister, they are underwritten to be one of the same since they're women obviously Viv just doesn't like writing women ! :/
#also she looks like she wouldve been hell to animate :/#didnt even mention how turning a males DRAG QUEEN persona into an ACTUAL FEMALE REPRESENTATION is a horrible thing rlly#anti vivziepop#fucked up#trash askbox#helluva boss critical#hazbin hotel critical#anti spindlehorse#please stop supporting spindlehorse#thats like even worse that she was supposed to be his sister ugh 😑#she looks more coked out then the character NAMED angel DUST#still#there is no characterization or bite to angel outside of his drag sona#im just baffled over arackniss and cherry bomb having more spotlight then the fact that angel is a drag performer :/#i got into hazbin for angel dust because he made me realize i was transgender at a really low point in my life.#hence why the character USED to mean a lot to me alongside stolas but like wow im not excited over vivs' spark of hope for addiction#she can barely handle that stolas is a pill addict much less angel dust genuinely trying to kill himself through pleasures#vivziepop critical#please stop supporting vivziepop#spindlehorse critical#for a bit i thought they were the same fucking character#scopohobia tw#anti hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel criticism#leather with no mystique and lace with all the abuse blatantly written over :x
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I am BEGGING you to elaborate on how sangcheng post canon is also wwx related (because as I was reading that post I was thinking chengyi was def more wwx related than op assumed but had no additional thoughts on sangcheng) because my grubby little hands need more chengxian to grasp onto
It's honestly not very chengxian flavoured (or is it? i cannot say I have my finger on the pulse of chengxian) I just think that actually if NHS was going to make a move on JC post canon it would be in large part about
a) just wanting to feel something, you know? and look, there's a free jiang cheng just lying around waiting for someone to pick him up. ooooh wwx the devil's got your shidi but that's fine because you're so well adjusted and estranged. this one is very vibes based but I think post canon NHS is emotionally exhausted and a little bit irritated with WWX in ways that could easily snowball via externalized self loathing and lack of anything better to do
b) the thing is NHS did many schemes, including luring Jin Ling to Xue Yang, which I don't know JC would forgive. However JC doesn't know he did that! WWX does know he did that but has no hard evidence and kind of thinks JC hates him and wouldn't believe him. I think there is some real potential for WWX to insert himself into that ship even if sangcheng are just exploring life after pyrrhic catharsis via each other's bodies.
#again if op sees this i love your diagram it is so big brained and sexy i am just addicted to making everything about wwx#out here being accused of being a yanli loves wwx more truther#i was maintaining that she loves them both and jc mostly knows it and also that there's basically nothing she wouldn't forgive him for#when those were unpopular opinions!!!!#she is the only person in the whole world whose love he actually trusts and she earned that. like it's fucked up and sad that she felt like#she had to be his mommysister but she was an amazing mommysister and he knows it and honours it and tries to be a good and giving#presence in her adult life. like he really grew up and said jiejie rights
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