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eatingsomegreeneggos · 7 months

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My uh- My hand slipped 🌟

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heartorbit · 4 months

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always by your side

#couuugh. whehezze #hold on #project sekai #emu otori #pjsk #prsk #proseka #ok thatsg enough RANK 96 COOOOOGUH WHEEEZE #literlaly cough wheez ei have fucking covid. i wanted to draw something nicer for the event but my hands rlly hrut snd my throat hirts and #i was sticking my head in the freezer in between matches.#omfg i didnt think the end sprint was gonna be so insane i didnt have enough energy. mfers made me spend 700 gems. nene please.#i never wanna open the game agaon.(guy who will open it tomorrow and sunday) 16 MIL POINTS.. pimh was only 9mil. for rank 80smth.#the hatsune miku colorful stage tiering economy is in shambles #'im never doing that again' [will do it again in august]#event was insane. started out ill -> only 1 rate up card -> charger broke -> assignments -> covid on the last day. Be fr #to my beloved sakurako and fixer i wub you. ill try to finish my nice profile but well honk mimimi.#NSIFFLKE. SNIFFLE. WAAAAAAH #this is so lazy but i havent drawn for myself literally in a week. other than doodles i did between matches #actually theyre like little bobblehead emus all over my sketchbooks i should collage them into anpost #idk how people get that subtle gaussian blur on their lines i tried it but it looks so obvious to me here.. maybe bc i used a thick brush..#ok wonderhoy i need to lay down so bad tylenol save me. I ACCIDENTALLY SWALLOWED MY LOZENGE IN THE MIDDLE OF A GAAAAAME

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samipekoe · 3 months

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happy valentines day to me only

#see the thing is like unlike with farcille im my only source of content here. i have to be self sufficient #so the visions never stop #who wants to draw scylla marcille (everyone raises hand) who wants to draw the wolf heads (everyone lowers hand)#my blog is going to become only read mores bc im not brave enough to post larcille in the open...sorry everypony...

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lemongogo · 10 months

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sry i dont know what 2 draw anymore T_T . elendira portrait #999

#trigun #trigun maximum #elendira #elendira the crimsonnail #my art #im sure u can see it but ive been so uninspired w art lately T_T #ive tried to remedy it by just looking and observing. breaking down other works that i want 2 take direction from #but i tjknk its like . just jamming ME UPPP #and now im tjinking Too much ab it and psyching myself out #help me sorry i blow up the tags on every drawing i post ab my art struggles😭😭#its like im whispering in here thouggh. just talking 2 myself and no one has 2 know except the ppl dealing w the same feelings #HAJAHA #anyways. i drew this just to say i finally drew smth agajn and im just going to be ok w it #like sure its not exciting but i like the colors and that shld be enough . OK !!!!#smth smth saw a post that talked ab how u get too in ur Head about this and then u dont share stuff and it becomes cyclical #and youll never get anywhere unless u just throw ur hands in the air and let it Be .#creating 4 the sake of creating . love and joy in sharing what we made and what we like #YAAAY #and bc i love elendira so much.. my go to girlie 4 art block #i need to draw her in fight scenes . i need 2 make art of her like sweaty and bloody yah . clenching my fist #maybe a livio fight scene bc i love it so much T_T

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clouvu · 10 months

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Genshin catgirl yuri on the brain

#genshin impact #kirara #lynette #kiranette #back at it again drawing a delusional side pairing I like just to never draw them again <3 #just cant believe after 10000 years genshin finally gave us the opportunity to have a real authentic catgirl x catgirl yuri pairing #Bonus points for one of them being relatively normal to human society and the other fully embracing what it means to be a catgirl #:I x :3 dynamic real #random side note its crazy the influx of activity im getting now on my feed because after harassing tunglr support my shadow ban is no more #so welcome new followers im literally the same here as i am on twitter #just significantly more annoying because i can and will scream in the tags #ANYWAYS back to my arledrone delusions soon enough

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amygdalae · 1 month

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have never understood why squatting is considered a crime. loitering too. sir you have been arrested for the crime of....chilling. and hanging out. and taking a little nap

#also homeless encampments are never in the way of anything and yet the cops still harrass them. its fucked up #like we straight up push people out of existence. and for what #i know im not saying anything new here im just mad abt htis #like!!! if its space nobodys using for shit who cares! who cares omg. if we arent gonna house people we shld at least let them exist #like theyre already having a hard enough time man.#im sick of how ppl around where i live talk abt the homeless problem as though homeless people are the problem that needs to be solved #like no empathy no self awareness these 'normal' ppl want the unhoused dead or in prison and dont get how ghoulish they sound. anyways

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mipexch · 8 months

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#this is pretty old but im still happy with it #never posted it anywhere because i didnt like it #itll go here ive held onto it fer long enough #ultrakill #mirage #gen art

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rynpie · 6 months

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felt the need to doodle lilia

#twst #lilia vanrouge #finished the first part of ch7 #im so nervous but also excited for the rest on en #i love this dumbass so much gdi ch7 is going to end me #ive had alot of artblock lately #so between school and bg3 i havnt been able to draw much of anything that i like enough to post #have too many unfinished lilia doodles #might post a bunch of them here since who knows if ill ever finish them #this one was surprisingly somthing i drew earlier but then fixed it up #which is something i hardly do lol #usually i need to be hyperfocused and finish the art in one day lol #which is why i feel certain i'll never be able to ever take on commissions orz #trying to get into the art zone is very fickle and im sure it always will be

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foolsocracy · 1 month

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I can't help but notice you haven't posted any angst in a while and I'm suspicious

whipped this one up just for u anon

#a guy can only post 3 happy artworks before the people get concerned.....#LMAOOO jokes jokes #heres a .. colored sketch?#anyway behold the recurring dream ive given pete where hes ummmmmmmmmmmm inside uncle bens ribcage #i think abt it all the time but ive never actually done anything w it so here we go #blood #gore #not actually i dont think but im straying on the safe side #i messed around w it enough where u cant even see any organs or anything (much)#bones #idk #skeleton #i feel like thats everything maybe #ask to tag #might make a nice finished piece w this who knows #anon #asks #thanks for the ask!#glad to know angst is still my brand #such is life as a noir blog #peter benjamin parker #spiderman noir #spider man noir #spider noir #my art #bOOM thats so many tags #double art night guys who cheered #this and the stupid ass music one LMAOO the range #made this in an hour and a half lets see what i think of it in the morning when i wake up lol

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delicourse · 2 years

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Lesbian pride gowns<33

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#Jolyne Kujo #hermes costello #jolymes #JoJo's Bizarre Adventure #Stone Ocean #jjba #pride 2022 #deliart #this is the fifth year of The Lesbian Gown !!!#i made it JUST in time before this month ended !!!#this time i went a bit more...fluffy? transparent hopefully....more of a chiffon vibe #maybe i shouldve gone with other charas than jolymes? since this is the 3rd year in a row LMAO #but i have yet to find character designs i wanna draw instead....#not enough grown women with fun variable designs out here #and im never gonna be an OC guy. i dont have that energy #so until then.....these two #<333 #also LMAO im really becoming that artist that posts one massive artwork a month and then dips.#goodbye...ill be back in like 30 days....

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daigah · 4 months

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Captain Atom picking up Jaime ☺☺☺

Justice League: Generation Lost #22

#i have these saved in my panels to make me smile collection i love them..#god i love them all so much #i really like natw #never talk about him..#and gavrill there is too hi man #i LIKE him well enough hes fun but god i wish it was Dimitri here #his death felt so... idk i hate it #his wife and kids ☹#hang on Dimitri post incoming im gonna look for this one specific panel #i imagine an audible “plop” sound effect when cap puts him down #jli #jaime reyes #beatriz da costa #tora olafsdotter #booster gold #Gavril Ivanovich #dc comics #nate adam

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lorephobic · 6 months

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literally nobody asked for it, but here's my list of saltburn essays that i've slowly been drafting over the course of the last week which WILL be required reading for anybody trying to engage with me about this movie. my very personal saltburn 101 syllabus just dropped

A Wolf in Deer's Clothing: Saltburn's Attempt at Innocence

an examination of party costumes and our character's last attempts to masquerade as something they're not: felix—an angel, all-forgiving and all-knowing, something to be worshiped; and oliver—a prey animal, prey to class-divide, prey to saltburn, prey to felix.

thoughts about oliver specifically are loosely organized in my #bambi tag

A Midsummer Night's Mare: Farleigh Start as the Ultimate Victim of Saltburn

a farleigh character study, about the ways he was mistreated and manipulated at saltburn, about fighting to stay alive and the scars left behind by knowing when to give in

alternatively titled "QuickStart", may be adapted into a conclusive essay specifically focusing on oliver and farleigh's relationship

The Eye of the Beholder: On Saltburn's Voyeurism & Violence [working title]

how wealth and class pushes the catton's toward the volatile reality of being able to look, but not touch. on desire and the lack thereof, and portraying yourself as an object to be desired

may end up as two separate essays on wealth and aestheticism but i'm pushing toward a conclusive essay about the intersection of the two, which i feel is at the heart of saltburn

alternatively titled "Poor Man's Pudding: A Melvillian Approach to Saltburn's Class", again, may be adapted into it's own essay

Gender-Fluid: A Study in Sexuality and Saltburn's Desire to be Dry

a deep dive into the bodily fluids of saltburn and how oliver upsets the standard of men who are just so lovely and dry. on the creative choice to lean into the messy wetness of sex and desire and the audience's instinct toward repulsion

a celebration of the grotesque and an examination of why we would label it as such

least developed of the four, heavily inspired by @charnelpit's lovely post about the fluids in saltburn

if anybody is actually interested in any of these, i can work toward something closer to a finished piece instead of just bullet points and quotes in a google doc, but mostly this is so i can share my very brief takes on a multitude of themes in saltburn that have been haunting me

edit for people seeing this in the future: all posts about my essays are being organized into my #saltburn 101 tag if you’re interested in following these through to development!

#saltburn #saltburn posting #really desperately need someone to pay me to write saltburn essays all day #or else these will never be more than a smattering of bullet points #and these are only the most developed of the millions of the thoughts that i've had rolling around in my brain this last week #idk if lengthy meta-essays are interesting to literally anyone other than me #but if any of these speak to u and u have thoughts abt them #of course u are welcome to send them my way #i think all of these were born out of either seeing bad fandom takes (ie. everything ive seen about farleigh and oliver)#or rly good fandom takes that haven't been talked about enough like the fluids thing #anyway #oh also if u want any interview clips that back up any of these ideas i have a list thats like a million miles long #and would be happy to dig for any specific things im talking about here #bambi #also also im sorry i kno the colon in academic essay titles is so overused i just love a subtitle sm #i love love love a clever little essay title. titling my essays was literally my favorite part of the essay process in college #saltburn 101

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graveyardcuddles · 2 months

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As embarrassing as it is to admit, Astarion's pick up lines would work on me but only because I have zero experience being flirted with and he's literally so gorgeous I wouldn't even be able to pay attention to half of what he's saying.

He'd be giving his whole goofy ass cringey "our collective ecstasy" bs and I'd just be hearing white noise in my head from my brain short-circuiting.

#my ass would've been in cazador's cellar so fucking easily it's actually sad lmao #def not making this post bc im sitting here wishing someone could make me feel that desirable irl haha #that would be so silly #fr tho as someone who was never flirted with irl before like EVER it does make me feel a lil self conscious #when ppl are like “who would be dumb enough to fall for that??” umm...#someone w no experience w being flirted w i guess lol #its fine im fine

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lamaiemiei · 7 months

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general conclusion+ date night between a V model and an oblivious archangel

basic V1 Sonic meme redraw under the cut

#ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #v1 ultrakill #gabv1el #they FUCKED UP MS PAINT ON WIN11 IM FUCKING SCREAMING and CRYING and THROWING UP #ms paint #shitpost #ms paint comic #fr tho i feel like i'm never drawing enough #or even playing enough #oh well that's an issue for tomorrow i guess #sweet dreams #(it's midnight here)

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spitinsideme · 25 days

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please draw more Vaggie (hazbin hotel) those are literally everyone’s favorite. I simp for her, ok?

But I think everyone agrees that you should draw more from hazbin hotel, it’s even your most popular posts

sorry if I spoke too much I’ll go now

i admire your dedication and determination to makr me draw vaggie .. lie you really laid out a few points to convince me to draw vaggie .. im not into hazbin hotel anymore but ill draw this one vaggie for you

#i do not like hazbin hotel enough to create art for it anymore #only rrason im even still doing ragapin is becaude my aus are fun !#i donr aant to make a hazbin hotel au #after watching the show i was PUMPED to make chaggie arr bwcause lesbiand #but it has been too long and nkw it has gone #also I DO NOTCARE ABOUT MY POPUKAR POSTS !!!! ZERO CARE FOR THEM !!!#i draw .. wjat my heart wants ...#my favrouite posts are the ones i make for me and they get likr 60 likes sometimes #and i do not care because i mafe them with a smile on my face and a hestt full of love ❤️❤️#last hazbin hotel piece youll rver see from me at lesdt until like season 2 comes out and we get new chaggie scenes i guess #i highly dount ny follow4s want to see more vaggie from me honestly #i havr never been a hazbin hotel acfount i have made like 4 posts and thats it #whoch id a TINY amount #considering the HUNDREDS of ragapom posts #its very safe tonsay the majority of the peopoe here wnat to see ragapom

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manygreetingsfriend · 2 months

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i’m sooooooo normal about the god of war series. so incredibly normal i liked it a normal amount and would be so chill talking about it. don’t worry about the sign

#god of war #i’m so so so so so normal about it it’s so whatever it’s so haha you know #something something when it comes to yourself you’ll let yourself drown before you change. you’ll die before you change who you’ve become #to survive this long #up to and until it affects the ones you’ve come to love in this life you’ve made for yourself and you suddenly have no choice but to change #it’s fine it’s ok it’s chill. everyone does this.#it’s becoming a parent and loving your child so much you HAVE to change. you HAVE to be better #we MUST be better. than they were.#who’s they. our parents. the gods that come before us. yes.#i’m screaming i’m crying i’m wasting away im disintegrating. there’s no coming back there no return #you are on your knees. you are gripping your son’s shoulders like they’re the only thing keeping you tethered to the earth.#you are struggling with who you are and who you want to become. you are promising to be better.#i’m so normal about parent(al figures) taking responsibility for their actions and choosing to do better #i’m not high enough to really express what’s going on here. can you feel it? can you fucking feel it?#this series has destroyed me.#dad of boy. dad(s) of boy. i will never be the same (affectionate)#can’t remember the last time i finished a series and went ‘oh well i’ve GOT to play it again Now That I Know’#AND I HAVENT EVEN TALKED ABOUT THE BROTHER HULDRA!!!!!!!!!#sindri’s face. has not left my memory #i’m dying scoob #gow #gowr

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